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00:00Wendy Jones, I know logically that you're the wrong person to be mad at.
00:10I am a feminist, after all.
00:12And while I can't yet access the totality of my rage at Sev, I am full of abject rage
00:17at my mother!
00:18Please stop showing me shirts.
00:20I really need you to hear me, Mom.
00:22Did she just call you Mom?
00:24A month in London and she's Madonna.
00:26Oh my God.
00:27Beat my ass, okay?
00:28Fuck off.
00:29I'm serious.
00:30Mom, you never gave us a strong male role model.
00:35You never showed us healthy love that we could emulate.
00:37What about this one?
00:38This one?
00:39Do you think it'll fit?
00:40It has a nice, loose, gauzy feel.
00:41I like it.
00:42Let's talk about it later, okay?
00:43I...
00:44This is your fault!
00:45I mean...
00:46You have ruined me when it comes to men.
00:49I mean, I'm ruined.
00:50I have literally no instincts!
00:52There's no choice.
00:53I'm so guilty.
00:57You have...
00:58I can't do it with you.
00:59You're so guilty.
01:00You're so guilty.
01:01You're so guilty.
01:02You're so guilty.
01:03You're so guilty.
01:17It's all as you go.
01:22It's all as you go!
01:25It's all as you go!
01:34It's all as you go!
01:39That sound system was out of whack.
01:42Oh, yeah? You think so?
01:43Yeah. Well, I was playing and it didn't sound right.
01:46That's cos it wasn't sounding right, mate, cos you were playing like shit.
01:49Do we think those two girls are...
01:52Jesus, 20-plus?
01:54Oh, yeah, that's a fun game.
01:55You should host a show on television where you fucking guess.
01:58People go crazy for it.
01:59Oh, come on, Fee. You used to be so slinky, man.
02:01Now you're just giving it all the non-slink all the time.
02:03Well, the guy's in love. Come on. I mean, love changes a man.
02:07So I'm just gonna...
02:08I'm just gonna ask him for an ID.
02:10Fucking hell, man. When did you become such a pervert?
02:12I'm not a pervert. That's what I'm gonna ask him.
02:15Guys, that was fucking dog shit.
02:17You're not even trying anymore.
02:19We did try.
02:19What are you doing?
02:21You keep making shit up in the middle of our sets.
02:23Are you still doing the thing where you imagine that you're at Wembley?
02:25Life is a stadium.
02:26No, it's not.
02:27This is a tiny fucking record store.
02:29Play like it's a tiny fucking record store in time.
02:32You were actually really good again, as always.
02:34Thank you for that. I appreciate it.
02:36I don't know what the fuck you're doing, mate.
02:38You're supposed to be keeping us in time.
02:39You're supposed to be the backbone of the fucking band.
02:41You're too busy trying to make eyes with girls out past their curfew.
02:44Maybe we're not the problem.
02:45Maybe it's the fact that you used to be a little bit fucking fun.
02:47We used to live the life.
02:48We used to do ecstasy in the morning, cocaine at night,
02:50maybe a little foursome and order a pizza afterwards.
02:53And now you're fucking monogamous and gluten-free.
02:55But do you know what?
02:56I'm Mr. Felix, who filled our home with mischief and mayhem
02:59and girls wearing nothing but their headbands.
03:02That's why I moved you in and let you stay for precisely fuck all pounds.
03:08Now it's like I've gave my spare room to my nan.
03:11So that big speech you gave me when I moved in
03:13about helping me to get clean and giving me a safe space
03:16to try and make some music, like, find myself,
03:18that was all just what? Lies?
03:19No, it wasn't lies, Felix.
03:20It was just part of the truth.
03:22There's always a fucking quid pro quo with you, isn't there?
03:25Do you know what? I'm glad you said it out loud
03:27because I'm not, like, some organ grinder's monkey.
03:30You can't just give me a bed and expect me to dance for you.
03:32I'm still stuck on you using the term quid pro quo.
03:35Fuck you, Augie. Fuck you.
03:36Carpe diem.
03:37Find a different wingman or just get some.
03:38Faini, vidi, vici.
03:40Oh, this? I've had this for a really long time.
03:43I just threw it on.
03:46Felix! Stop looking at me like that.
03:48You are naughty.
03:49Maybe the hood's too much.
03:55Oh, my God.
03:56You're looking at me, and you love my outfit.
03:59I know.
04:00It's pretty cute, but you're a pretty cute guy.
04:04So why don't we take off my sleeves?
04:13Jess?
04:16Oh.
04:19Hey, cutie.
04:24What's going on?
04:25Are you ready to ravish the haunted maiden?
04:28You look fucking amazing.
04:30I'm just having such a shit day.
04:31I'm sorry. I'm, like, in the opposite mood.
04:33Oh.
04:34It's just unfortunate timing.
04:36Sorry, these are fucking heavy.
04:37I'm not making you mobile.
04:38Hey, I love your hat.
04:41It's not really a hat.
04:42Hey, do you want to get into something more cozy
04:44and I can tell you about the fucking nightmare
04:45I've just been living?
04:47Oh, um.
04:49Yeah, I mean, I feel comfy.
04:51I don't mind letting it all hang out.
04:53Oh, shit.
04:53Candles, dude.
04:55Sorry.
04:55I'm not being weird.
04:56I just don't want you to catch fire again.
04:58Are you hungry, by the way?
05:00I think I might get delivery or something.
05:03Hey.
05:04You look nice today.
05:06Yeah.
05:06I'm glad that somebody does.
05:07She looks really hot today.
05:09Yeah.
05:09She's really, like, rocking this necklace thing.
05:12Glad that you love her outfit.
05:14So, basically, I had a bit of a domestic with Augie.
05:17Long time coming.
05:18And, uh, I was wondering,
05:20is it okay if I stay here for a while?
05:24I-I gotta go to the bathroom.
05:26Okay.
05:27You want to go walkies?
05:29Hey, muggle.
05:30Look what I got for you.
05:31Hello.
05:32I love you.
05:33I thought you didn't know what that meant.
05:36Should we clip this on your collar?
05:39You don't feel like it.
05:57I may look like a flighty idiot
05:59who could just be steamrolled into a sudden move-in,
06:02but I pick up on everything.
06:04Despite or maybe because
06:06I was raised by women,
06:07even if nasty women.
06:09So, you can't piss on my leg
06:11and tell me it's raining.
06:12Save for a couple nights?
06:13Yeah, right!
06:14That's how I end up with someone
06:15who's using my credit card to buy porn.
06:18And who pays for porn in this economy?
06:20Oh.
06:21Okay.
06:22Jessica?
06:22Breathe.
06:23Good girl.
06:24Nice girl.
06:26Good-
06:26Nice girl.
06:27Nice girl.
06:27Hi.
06:41I thought you guys went out for a walk.
06:43I thought you guys didn't leave.
06:45Nope.
06:46Okay.
06:47So you...
06:49Heard most of it.
06:50Yep.
06:50Wow.
06:53Okay, well,
06:54I wasn't, like,
06:55talking to myself.
06:56That wasn't really what I was worried about,
06:58to be honest with you.
06:58I'm not, like,
07:01trying to con you
07:02into moving in together.
07:03I just had a bit of a situation
07:05go down, that's all.
07:06Yeah, and...
07:07I mean,
07:08I guess I'm just stupid
07:09and an idiot
07:09and you're probably exhausted
07:11by my paranoia.
07:12And I don't even know
07:13how to interact with a man
07:14in, like,
07:14a healthy way.
07:15I haven't said
07:17any of those things.
07:20I told you
07:21that you look fucking amazing
07:22and I meant it.
07:23Sometimes it feels like
07:24you're fighting with someone
07:25who isn't even here.
07:34You're right.
07:36Okay, I'm sorry.
07:37No, I think you're right, actually.
07:39It's my fault.
07:40I shouldn't have come.
07:41It's too soon
07:41to be relying on you
07:42for everything.
07:43No!
07:44I'm just gonna stay
07:45with someone else.
07:45It's fine.
07:46It's fine.
07:47I mean, where else
07:47are you gonna go?
07:48I don't know.
07:48Give, like, Polly a call
07:49or something.
07:50Polly?
07:50Not a big deal.
07:53I'll see you
07:53after your work trip.
07:54Okay?
07:54Okay, I feel like
07:55everyone just got triggered
07:57and...
07:58You'll do it, babe.
08:11If you would've just
08:12walked, you dumb fucking foot.
08:14Okay, you're not holding her
08:17quietly.
08:17You're really trying to
08:19support her.
08:19It's fine.
08:20Okay, so when you're
08:21feeding her, right,
08:22you're gonna put the sweet,
08:24hi, the boiled sweet potato
08:25over the kibble, right?
08:27Otherwise, she's not
08:28gonna eat that.
08:29Then you have to put,
08:30stay with me,
08:31the gravy on top
08:32of the sweet potatoes.
08:33Follow me.
08:33Follow me.
08:34Otherwise, she's not
08:35gonna eat that.
08:36So she's not gonna eat
08:36the kibble
08:37because the sweet potatoes
08:38aren't on there.
08:38She's not gonna eat
08:39the sweet potatoes
08:39because the gravy's
08:40not on there, right?
08:40Basically, an illusion
08:41on top of an illusion.
08:43And then,
08:44if there's any kind
08:44of thunderstorm,
08:46her thunder jacket
08:47is here
08:47with her outside clothes,
08:49but then
08:49her precious gowns
08:51are right here
08:52with her inside clothes.
08:53So she can wear this
08:53inside,
08:54but I don't want her
08:54wearing this outside.
08:55Hey, hey, hey, hey.
08:56Chillax, babes.
08:57All right?
08:58Because that's what
08:58we're gonna be doing.
08:59We're gonna be chilling
08:59like a pair of villains
09:01watching Holby City,
09:03noshing on some dough balls
09:04from Pizza Express.
09:06Please look at me
09:06and tell me you're not
09:06gonna do that.
09:07It's fine.
09:08She'll get sick.
09:08Do you want her to get sick?
09:10No.
09:10You're gonna just dog food.
09:11It's all good, Manny.
09:13Good.
09:14Good, good, good.
09:15Also, if any blood
09:16falls out of her vagina,
09:18totally fine.
09:19Don't worry about it.
09:19Just let her free bleed,
09:20okay?
09:20Don't panic.
09:22Free bleed.
09:24I've got it.
09:25Okay, guys, have fun.
09:27See you later.
09:27Bye, Mum.
09:28Bye.
09:32Please don't do it
09:33from your vagina.
09:37Voilà.
09:38Merci.
09:47Can I have some salt?
09:50No fucking way.
09:51I put salt in it already.
09:53Oh, that's enough.
09:54Like, the truth only don't.
09:56And cumin?
09:56I literally put cumin,
10:00like, that was the first thing
10:01that I put in.
10:02And maybe, like, ginger also,
10:04turmeric.
10:05You know what?
10:06You should add some pancetta.
10:07Okay, that's just, like,
10:08a completely different omelette.
10:10I wish.
10:10For the one I made you.
10:12I've forgotten what a nightmare
10:13you were to cook for.
10:13It's like, all feedback,
10:14no gratitude.
10:15It's because I do it better,
10:17that's all.
10:18I thought I'd fucking nailed that.
10:19I rolled it up, like,
10:20French style and everything.
10:21No, that's good, but the taste.
10:23Come on, why you get so sad
10:25when you get, like,
10:25the tiniest bit of critique?
10:27Critique makes artists stronger.
10:29I'm real with you.
10:30That's a gift I give you.
10:32What happened?
10:33You always wound up
10:34on my doorstep after MGMA.
10:36Well, I'm sober as a bone,
10:38so it's not that.
10:39Nothing's happened.
10:40I just fell out with Augie,
10:41so I needed someone to crash.
10:43Okay.
10:44But I said nothing.
10:46Did you go on another date
10:47with that, um...
10:50What was he, like,
10:50stockbroker guy?
10:54How did that go?
10:55Did your cousin get out of jail?
11:06Fuck's sake, man.
11:07Jesus Christ,
11:08I forgot about this drink.
11:11Uh, okay.
11:15I mean, literally,
11:16nothing has happened.
11:17We're just, like,
11:17taking it slow, you know?
11:18Just trying to be smart about it,
11:20that's all.
11:20Okay.
11:21You can make, like,
11:22shitty omelette,
11:23but please do not, like,
11:24lie to me.
11:28You should taste it, actually.
11:30Like this, you can, like,
11:30make an effort and stuff.
11:31I'm not hungry.
11:32No, you should.
11:33What the fuck?
11:35Dude, you just slapped me
11:36in the face with an omelette?
11:38No.
11:39I mean, not...
11:39Not good, the guy.
11:40Fuck you, man.
11:41I just made that for you.
11:44What the fuck?
11:45Come here, come here.
11:47I'm going to tell you
11:49I'm going to make an omelette for you.
11:50Fuck.
11:51I told him
11:52that without a ring,
11:54he has no guarantee
11:55that I'm not going to go
11:56meet someone out in Dubai.
11:57You know what?
11:58It's so classic.
11:59He thinks he can lock you down
12:00and buy any hard work.
12:00Sure.
12:01Tell me about it, ladies.
12:02I mean, men are all
12:03psychotic rapists, right?
12:07Yeah.
12:08Yeah.
12:09He...
12:09Sorry.
12:10Yeah, have a good day.
12:11Have a good day.
12:15Anywhere.
12:15Bye, man.
12:16Well, this is exactly
12:17how I like to spend
12:18my Thursday morning,
12:19waiting at a service station
12:21on the M25.
12:22We should have been
12:23on the road over an hour ago
12:24so we can scout
12:24the Christmas village by four.
12:26Where's Jim?
12:27We have to look at this location today
12:29if we want to make it work
12:30for the ad.
12:30The director's not here, man.
12:32Uh, half an hour late
12:33is chic.
12:3445 minutes is, like,
12:35disrespectful.
12:36The snack police is here
12:40and you're under arrest,
12:41so drop your weapons.
12:43I cannot believe
12:43the UK service stations.
12:45I mean, you can get
12:45fresh mango.
12:47It's crazy.
12:47I'm having dinner here.
12:49It's like we're on vacation.
12:50I also got these ears
12:51if anybody wants a pair.
12:52They're from a charity
12:53that's, like, um,
12:54helping kids meet rabbits
12:55or something.
12:56So nice.
12:57Let them meet them.
12:58Right?
12:59That's our guy.
13:01Here we go.
13:04Okay.
13:06Oh, bump your head.
13:12Uh, what's your name?
13:14Hassan.
13:14Hassan, I could see you
13:16vaping up your sleeve.
13:17I'm not gonna tell your boss,
13:20but I could, you know.
13:21Have a good one.
13:21All right.
13:22All right.
13:23Um.
13:24Hi.
13:25Hi.
13:25Hi.
13:26Uh, I'm gonna take
13:27the front seat
13:28by the window.
13:31Separately.
13:32From me.
13:33From me, I'll sit in the back.
13:34Separately from all the people.
13:35Okay.
13:36And, um,
13:37I'd like, um,
13:39uh...
13:39The other part of your glove?
13:42Sorry.
13:44Um,
13:45and
13:46can we, um,
13:48can we lose the, uh...
13:50Oh, ouch.
13:51The bunny ears
13:52because we're not 13.
13:54Are we?
13:55We're not?
13:57Nope.
13:57We're not.
13:59Okay.
13:59Yeah, fuck the charity.
14:03So you do identify
14:05with your sign?
14:06I've been told
14:07I have a lot
14:08of Aquarius tendencies.
14:09You know, Scorpios
14:10and Virgos
14:11are actually
14:12very connected signs.
14:14Scorpio is able
14:15to push Virgo
14:16to excel
14:17past their boundaries.
14:19Wow.
14:20Uh, I'm a Cancer.
14:21What should I know?
14:23Uh,
14:24that's not a sign
14:25I've ever really thought about.
14:27I think cancers lie a lot.
14:28Yeah, well, not me.
14:30Unless I'm lying right now.
14:31Who even knows
14:32if I am a Cancer?
14:34I'm kidding.
14:36I'm not.
14:36I tell the truth
14:37almost to a fault.
14:39Genius move.
14:40You're rejecting
14:41all the hottest people
14:42on Riot, right?
14:42So they start to wonder
14:44what's so great about you?
14:46I think they probably know
14:48what my appeal is already.
14:51What's your move, is it?
14:52Yeah, I'm literally
14:53doing it on Sniffies
14:54right now.
14:56Sniffies?
14:57What's that?
14:57Is that, uh,
14:58just for the
14:59LGBTQ plus community?
15:03Yeah.
15:04Like, I'll show you.
15:05It basically
15:05shows me
15:07all the people
15:08in my periphery
15:09right now
15:10who are looking
15:10to obliterate
15:11their psyche
15:12through false intimacy.
15:13Beautiful.
15:14Yeah.
15:15Does that mean
15:16that there's, uh,
15:20also, he's, uh,
15:21he's another wee Sniffy,
15:22is he?
15:23You could say that.
15:24That's beautiful.
15:27Any news highlights?
15:30Doll.
15:30Okay.
15:31Breathe.
15:31All right,
15:32move off a little.
15:33Cute.
15:35Maybe, like,
15:35throw up a peace sign
15:36or something.
15:37No, that's...
15:38That goes on quick.
15:39Come on.
15:40She's still a puppy,
15:42all right?
15:43Yeah, she's full of
15:44jubilance and joie de vivre.
15:46No, I'm not gaslighting you.
15:49How can I gaslight you?
15:50I don't even know
15:51what the word means.
15:52This place is so darn quaint.
15:54I mean,
15:54I remember watching Britbox
15:56and just dreaming
15:56of spots like this
15:57and here we are.
15:59It's like,
15:59this couldn't be real.
16:00Pinch me.
16:00I'm dreaming.
16:03But yeah,
16:04I think it's a really
16:04viable option
16:05for our shoot.
16:06It has all the sets
16:07that we need
16:07plus an airplane
16:08hanger for our build.
16:10Raven, chime in.
16:11Yeah,
16:12I spoke to the head
16:13of permitting
16:13who says that they're
16:14really, really open
16:15to shooting.
16:16I think the weather
16:17could be a challenge,
16:18but...
16:18But we have the studio
16:19first thing set.
16:20Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
16:22It's all feeling a bit
16:25cloying.
16:28Clawing, cloying.
16:29Can you define that
16:30for me?
16:31For me.
16:32It's presenting itself
16:34as something that's
16:34charming in English
16:37without actually being
16:38charming in English.
16:40Creepy and haunted.
16:41It's not creepy.
16:41Okay, yeah.
16:42But it's...
16:43There's a malaise.
16:46Don't you think?
16:47It's not creepy at all.
16:49But there is a malaise,
16:51I'd say.
16:52It's presenting itself
16:53in a very strange
16:54sort of inauthentic way.
16:56You know,
16:56it's all charm, charm, charm.
16:58We've got to move away
16:59from the sheen
17:00of Pippin partners.
17:02You know,
17:02we've got to make
17:03something that's dangerous.
17:04So let's just stop.
17:06Sorry.
17:07Everybody just stop
17:08and let's just zoom out
17:10and see what we're doing here.
17:11We've got to...
17:11Pause.
17:12We've got to make this feel
17:12like it's Ken Loach
17:15making a Christmas film.
17:16We've got to smell the booze
17:17and we've got to
17:18smoke the cigarettes.
17:19We've got to eat
17:20the processed meat.
17:21We've got to understand
17:22what it's like
17:22to fight for your life
17:23at Christmas
17:23in a country
17:24that doesn't value
17:25anything but the rich.
17:27I just got the chance.
17:29Yeah.
17:32Hey, you've reached
17:32the office of Relics Femin.
17:33I don't really want
17:34a voice message.
17:35I find them
17:35sort of violent.
17:42Oh, fucking hell.
17:43Oh, fuck, no.
17:44Well, hey, you.
18:07Well, hey, you.
18:09See, you're still
18:09driving the tank.
18:11Mm-hmm.
18:11What, do you think
18:12I'm just going to hop
18:13right in, go for a spin,
18:16let you speed as best
18:18as you like, wind in my hair,
18:20smile on my lips?
18:21You think I'm going to
18:23spend the evening
18:24in your arms
18:25forgetting who I am
18:26so that you can drop me
18:28at my mother's house
18:29and push me up
18:30against the wall
18:30for a little goodnight fondle?
18:34I've aged.
18:35I'm a great...
18:39Hmm?
18:39I'm a mother now.
18:43Doesn't look it.
18:44You look like you did
18:45when you were 16
18:47and I kissed you goodbye
18:49in the record store
18:49by the Rolling Stones section.
18:52Sticky fingers.
18:54And then they sent me
18:56to Juby.
19:00Don't worry.
19:02Tell your daddy
19:03I'll have you home
19:04by 8.
19:06Daddy died.
19:08Cool.
19:09Mom!
19:12Why don't you, uh,
19:14start me up?
19:17Be right back.
19:21What?
19:21Mommy, now!
19:22Fuck.
19:23What?
19:24What?
19:25What?
19:25What?
19:26What?
19:26I just don't get
19:27why they turned
19:28Teresa into a meme
19:29because it's like
19:29she is a prostitution whore.
19:32Teresa is right.
19:33This is what we culturally
19:34do to women.
19:35You called me in
19:36to watch prostitution whore,
19:38Danielle Staub,
19:39and Teresa Giudice?
19:40Yes.
19:41Okay, you know what?
19:42You're crazy.
19:42Get up out of bed.
19:43No.
19:43No!
19:44Yes!
19:45You are getting up
19:46out of bed, my friend.
19:48Okay, I'm not your friend.
19:50And also,
19:50you're going out on a date
19:51to get us, like,
19:52the daddy Jessica wants.
19:54Grandma's at a bridge game
19:55with people half my age.
19:56Nobody needs me.
19:57There's no reason
19:57to get out of bed.
19:58Okay, except for your son
20:00who's going to be home
20:00from school soon.
20:01And he might probably want
20:03a vague sense of,
20:05oh, I don't know,
20:05his mother having changed
20:06her clothes today.
20:07But you know,
20:08what's the crazy thing
20:09about changing clothes?
20:09You just have to do it again
20:10the next day.
20:11What's the goddamn point?
20:13Okay, get up and get in the shower.
20:14Now, no, no, no more.
20:15No more, no more.
20:15Get up, get up, get up.
20:16No.
20:17Because Dana's outside
20:18and that is my destiny
20:19waiting for me.
20:21I can't do this anymore.
20:23I can't fucking do this anymore.
20:25Don't do it, okay?
20:26Lois, you don't know my life.
20:28Do not call your mommy, Lois.
20:31Do not call her by her first name.
20:33That is so fucking disrespectful.
20:37Okay, and do not refer to yourself
20:39as mommy
20:39because it is the work
20:41of a psychopath.
20:42All right, you know what?
20:43Get up and get in the shower.
20:46No.
20:46Because you know what?
20:47You smell like a hamster
20:49and you're old.
20:51Now, get up
20:52because my love
20:53is not unconditional.
20:54Go.
20:54Great.
20:55No.
20:56No.
20:56No.
20:57You go.
20:58I'm going to spank you.
20:59I'm spanking you, Nora Louise.
21:00There you go.
21:01God, it is so typical.
21:03I mean, a director
21:04who's usually a male
21:05has no idea
21:06what he's actually making.
21:07I mean, this is part of
21:08why I left my job in New York.
21:10I started feeling so, like, resentful
21:11and now I just feel like...
21:12Now you're realising
21:13that middling white women
21:14feel terrible wherever they go.
21:15I know.
21:16I think this is the best
21:17that it gets for you.
21:18You know, you're not Dua Lipa.
21:20Hey, you know I just
21:21messaged Raven back on Sniffies?
21:23When I tell you
21:24the message I sent
21:25was psychological warfare.
21:27It's incredible.
21:28Show me.
21:29Yeah.
21:29Let's see it.
21:30Does it feel like
21:31Josie and I made
21:32kind of a breakthrough?
21:34Like, whatever was
21:35holding her back,
21:36she's finally able to shed it.
21:38Jono sends his regrets
21:39to him.
21:40He can't do dinner.
21:41He has to, um,
21:42he had to head back
21:43into the city
21:43because there was
21:44a drama with Diane.
21:45Oh my God.
21:46Is his wife okay?
21:47Diane's the Irish Wolfhound.
21:49Um, so I'm going to go
21:51find some food.
21:53Uh, me too.
21:55Ideal time for me
21:56to have a sniff around Sniffies.
22:07Hello.
22:08Oh, hi.
22:09Dinner's been disbanded
22:10so I'm just going to get
22:11Domino's.
22:11Oh, okay.
22:12I've got a lot of invitations
22:15so, um, uh,
22:16but, uh,
22:17I just like to keep it low-key
22:18on when it's a weeknight
22:20so I'm just going to go
22:20to the pub.
22:22So you can,
22:24you know,
22:24you can join me
22:25if you want to.
22:26Oh, that's so nice.
22:27Yeah, um,
22:28I was supposed to talk
22:29to my friend Felix tonight
22:30but, oh,
22:31he's not talking to me.
22:33He has not sent me anything
22:36but it's okay.
22:37Well, maybe
22:38you can come along.
22:41Maybe I will.
22:42Okay, well, after you,
22:44Matt,
22:44I don't feel comfortable
22:45somewhat.
22:46Come on.
22:46Okay, let's go get
22:47some freaky snacks.
22:49Are you part of, like,
22:50a really active
22:51hipster dad group chat
22:53or something?
22:53No, I'm just doing it
22:58back and forth
22:59with this tiny
22:59fucking prank
23:00loser
23:01I'm fucking
23:02letterboxed.
23:05Armchair critics,
23:06you know,
23:06it's going to be
23:07the death of fucking cinema.
23:09Meanwhile,
23:09this basement
23:12dwellers up the nerve
23:12to say that my
23:13female characters
23:14are undercooked.
23:15Nessa?
23:17Nessa?
23:17I was undercooked.
23:18Is she?
23:19One of the most complex
23:20depictions of a sex worker
23:21that's ever been
23:22shown on screen.
23:24Lily Allen,
23:24did she get nominated
23:25for Best Newcomer
23:26at the Palm Springs
23:28Film Festival
23:28for nothing,
23:29which she would have won
23:30had she been able
23:31to attend?
23:32I mean,
23:33I'm going to say that.
23:34I don't think you have
23:35to reply to everything.
23:36I'm going to reply
23:37to this attack.
23:38Swear to God,
23:39these people just think
23:40that I'm not,
23:40I'm not a human being.
23:43I can just,
23:43I can just take this.
23:45Please don't hit your head.
23:47Just a man,
23:49you know?
23:50Just a man making art.
23:52Trying to make my ex-wife
23:55regret her decisions.
23:58I mean, yeah, I get it.
24:00I've done a lot of things
24:01out of vengeance.
24:03That's an interesting thing
24:03to say.
24:04So like,
24:04what have you done?
24:08Like, get highlights?
24:11How is that going?
24:12I don't know.
24:13I feel like they're
24:14turning a little yellow.
24:14Not the highlights.
24:16The man,
24:16does he regret
24:17what he did to you?
24:18Okay, how do you know
24:19there's a he?
24:21There's always a he.
24:22I don't know whether
24:23it's daddy or dickhead.
24:25There's always a he.
24:27So,
24:28you've been with
24:29Jono five months, right?
24:30Mm-hmm.
24:30Yeah.
24:31Yeah, just about five months.
24:33How is that?
24:35It's good.
24:37It's good.
24:37Uh-huh.
24:38How good?
24:38How good is it?
24:39Hey, I am good
24:42at compartmentalizing.
24:43So, you know,
24:44it's a good job
24:46and it's a job.
24:47It's not my life.
24:48What is your life?
24:50Oh, Kim,
24:51big question.
24:52Um,
24:54dancing in my room,
24:56reading metafiction.
24:57I know.
24:58Thank you so much
24:59for sharing
25:00something so intimate.
25:02Tell me about you.
25:03Oh,
25:04I just,
25:05I get a little funny
25:06talking about myself
25:07on a date.
25:08Any kind of date,
25:08personal, professional,
25:10friendly, romantic.
25:13Well,
25:14this could be a date.
25:17Okay.
25:20My wife,
25:21my ex-wife,
25:24uh...
25:24It takes some time
25:25to get used to.
25:26Yeah, it does.
25:28She always says
25:29that anger isn't a reason
25:30enough to make films,
25:32you know?
25:33But, I mean,
25:34she's never made anything
25:35except our children,
25:36so what the fuck
25:36does she know?
25:37Well, I'm sorry to hear
25:38about your divorce.
25:39No, no, no, no,
25:40no, don't be.
25:41She just didn't mean
25:41any of our vows.
25:43And I did.
25:44I would have nursed her
25:45if she got sick.
25:46If she got saggy,
25:47I would have picked
25:48the skin off the floor,
25:49you know?
25:49Mm-hmm.
25:50Don't abandon me
25:51because I fall into bed
25:53with someone
25:54one, you know,
25:56one or two times
25:57during the most
25:58difficult period
25:59of my life
26:00when my work
26:01is being attacked
26:02and the critical response
26:04to a film
26:06that I poured my heart
26:07and soul into,
26:08it's just being
26:10ripped apart,
26:11you know?
26:12It's violence.
26:13So don't say
26:14that you understand
26:15the words
26:16for better
26:17or for worse,
26:18you know?
26:18Anissa.
26:22You're attracted to me.
26:25Um,
26:26I'm not really sure.
26:30To what percentage
26:31are you at
26:33with me now?
26:35Like, 52?
26:39No, don't believe that.
26:40Okay, you're right.
26:43It's more like 73,
26:44I guess.
26:4673, 74, 75.
26:49That makes sense.
26:50You doing that,
26:50like, made me go down
26:51to 72?
26:52I feel like it keeps
26:53going up and then down
26:54and then up again.
26:56No.
26:58For some reason,
26:59that, like,
26:59took me down again.
27:01Yeah.
27:02If I looked away?
27:03Let me see.
27:06And then if you
27:07look back at me,
27:07I feel like it went,
27:11I was, like, down
27:11and then when you
27:12looked back at me,
27:13down again,
27:13but now up.
27:15Yeah.
27:15No, it's up for me, too.
27:19I don't know
27:20about reckless,
27:20I'm just, like,
27:21I don't know,
27:23I just like her.
27:25Okay, but
27:26do you think it's possible
27:27you're forgetting
27:27yourself,
27:28trying to make her happy?
27:31You know what
27:32was cool about us?
27:33We never did that.
27:35We just,
27:36I don't know,
27:37we lived a moment
27:37and
27:38when the moment
27:39was shared,
27:40it was just
27:41ours.
27:47Not only.
27:49It's real,
27:49or you just, like,
27:50remember fun times?
27:52You forgot all the
27:53fucking nights
27:53I stayed awake
27:54next to you
27:55just to see
27:56if you were breathing?
27:58I cried
27:59every time
28:00I saw you.
28:01And not because
28:02it was over,
28:03but because,
28:04I don't know,
28:04I was
28:05scared that
28:07you would die.
28:10Look at us.
28:11We're fine.
28:13We're proud of us.
28:14We made it.
28:15Yeah, true.
28:16And me,
28:17I've waited around
28:18so long
28:19because
28:19I knew it wasn't
28:21you to be good.
28:22And it's weird
28:23because now
28:24all this good
28:26is just
28:27going to someone
28:29else.
28:32That's how you feel?
28:33Yeah, a little.
28:39Well,
28:40you saved my life.
28:45You know you did.
28:49Did you ever wonder
28:50what it would be
28:51if we
28:51decided to be one?
28:59So,
29:00what,
29:01as in,
29:02what do you mean?
29:03Like one?
29:05Like a family
29:06having a baby.
29:07What?
29:08Is it like,
29:09what?
29:09Like,
29:11what do you say?
29:12Like,
29:12you never
29:12thought about it?
29:15Like,
29:15what,
29:15like now?
29:17So,
29:17what is it
29:18that you love
29:18about making movies?
29:20Oh,
29:21my God.
29:21Well,
29:22I guess I find
29:24when I'm
29:25in the director's chair,
29:26I'm just
29:26someone else,
29:28you know,
29:28somebody,
29:29somebody just a bit
29:30better,
29:31less of a,
29:31less of a,
29:32you know,
29:34a river runs
29:35through me,
29:36you know,
29:37and I just
29:37know what to do.
29:39Wow,
29:39that's amazing.
29:40I wish that
29:41would happen to me.
29:43You know,
29:44when I was
29:44little,
29:45I wanted to do
29:46what you do.
29:47Probably sounds
29:48so stupid.
29:50It doesn't sound stupid.
29:52You can do what I do.
29:52Thanks.
29:58Something about
29:59your,
30:00uh,
30:01sudden
30:01spasmodic movements
30:04alongside your,
30:05kind of,
30:06Tourette's style...
30:07Oh,
30:07I don't have
30:07Tourette's.
30:08No,
30:09Tourette's style,
30:10uh,
30:11outburst,
30:12so I,
30:12I've got to tell you,
30:14I find it,
30:15uh,
30:16kind of disarming.
30:17Kind of?
30:20Kind of,
30:21yeah.
30:22I do enjoy,
30:22uh,
30:24being disarmed.
30:25It's unusual for me.
30:27Well,
30:28I guess I'll take it
30:28as a compliment.
30:29I mean,
30:30you're saying you like it,
30:31so it's not like
30:31it's a bad thing.
30:38I don't think
30:39there's anything wrong
30:39with having Tourette's.
30:40No,
30:41I know that.
30:41It's a beautiful thing
30:42to have Tourette's.
30:43Totally.
30:43It's like,
30:44just a different perspective.
30:45You cold?
30:46Yeah.
30:47Do you want to come
30:47to my horrible little hotel?
30:50Sure.
30:52Oh,
30:52God,
30:52there's something about,
30:53about Pantyho's
30:54that's just like,
30:55his friend's so deeply,
30:56deeply erotic.
30:58Um,
30:59can we say tights?
31:00We can say tights.
31:01We can say tights.
31:03Yeah.
31:04We can say anything you want
31:05as long as I get my head
31:06between these sides.
31:08But I'm not gonna give it to you.
31:10Just yet.
31:12Maybe I'm gonna tease you.
31:14Oh,
31:14okay.
31:15Yeah.
31:15I like that.
31:16When you really beg for it,
31:18maybe I'll say no.
31:23No.
31:25And then when you really,
31:27when you're really,
31:28really, really, really,
31:29really, really begging me for it,
31:31what happens to you?
31:33You're still gonna say no.
31:36Might say no.
31:37Might be no,
31:38might be no.
31:38You're not getting it.
31:38Might be, uh-uh.
31:41But maybe after that?
31:42Maybe.
31:43Or maybe no.
31:45Okay.
31:47Shall we just wait?
31:49Let's move along.
31:51Don't rush it.
31:52I'm just saying,
31:53but I don't want,
31:54I'm not saying no.
31:55Yeah, okay.
31:56Just saying,
31:56it's okay,
31:57well, I'll wait.
31:59Just saying, um,
32:01FYI,
32:02my underwear is still on.
32:03No, I know.
32:03I know.
32:04I know.
32:05I can see the rotty little girl.
32:08Sorry.
32:08Rotty little.
32:10Okay.
32:11No.
32:11All right.
32:12Tell me something.
32:16Like what?
32:18Like, uh,
32:19surprise me.
32:21Um,
32:22I,
32:22I think I accidentally
32:23killed my friend
32:24Jenny's hamster
32:25when I was in the third grade.
32:26Okay.
32:26It was like,
32:27we had the hamster in a car
32:28and we were like,
32:29moving the Barbie car.
32:30Like,
32:31it fell down the stairs,
32:32but then she thought
32:33that I was okay,
32:33but he wasn't okay,
32:34and then we put him
32:35back in the cage,
32:36and then the next day
32:37he was dead,
32:37but I think it was me.
32:41Wow.
32:42Okay, say,
32:43You like that story?
32:44Yeah.
32:45Okay.
32:45Tell me you love my movies.
32:47Okay.
32:49I love your movies.
32:50You like them?
32:51Wait, what?
32:51No, they're nothing.
32:52My movies are terrible.
32:53You don't want me to say that?
32:54No, no, tell me that.
32:56You don't.
32:57Continue.
32:58I like that.
32:59Your movies are awesome.
33:00Yeah.
33:01I love to stream them.
33:02No, they're terrible.
33:03They're artless.
33:04No, they're awesome.
33:05I stream all your movies.
33:07They stream them?
33:08Are they available on streaming?
33:10Yeah.
33:10Do they make you stream?
33:13Yeah.
33:14Oh, my God.
33:15That's so odd.
33:18Okay, say, say,
33:19say, direct me.
33:22Direct me.
33:23Okay.
33:25Direct me.
33:26Yeah, okay.
33:27Direct me like you're a horse
33:28and you're...
33:28Don't say whore.
33:29Please don't say whore.
33:30It's not respectful.
33:32Oh, I was just...
33:33No, no, it's okay.
33:33Say direct me.
33:34In a sexual way.
33:35Direct me.
33:36Well, I would never call a woman a whore.
33:37I'm just saying it like...
33:38You just did, you just did.
33:39You asked me to say that.
33:40Okay, no, I just said direct me.
33:41Just say direct me.
33:42Direct me.
33:43Direct me now.
33:44Just do it.
33:44Direct me.
33:45Direct me now.
33:45Direct me now.
33:47Yeah.
33:47Direct me like you directed...
33:49Tim Roth.
33:51Direct me now.
33:52Yeah.
33:52Oh, you direct me.
33:54Yeah, yeah.
33:55One of your sex workers.
33:57Oh, Tim Roth.
33:57Yeah.
33:58That's better, right?
33:59Yeah, it's much better.
34:00Oh, my God.
34:00I love you.
34:01I love you.
34:02I love you so much.
34:03Oh, wait.
34:04I'm sorry.
34:05How could I even do that to you?
34:07How could I have done that to you?
34:08Did you say you loved me?
34:10Oh, no, no, sorry.
34:11I'm just going to get up for a second.
34:12I was thinking about someone else.
34:14Oh, my gosh.
34:15What has wrong with me?
34:17Oh, I think I'm just going to head out.
34:20I'm sorry.
34:21I made a mistake.
34:22I mistook your identity for...
34:24For who?
34:26I was thinking about Anita.
34:28Okay, yeah.
34:29Sorry, I do apologize.
34:32I'm not in a great, um, space.
34:35Well, I'm not her.
34:37No, you're not.
34:39I mean, you're lovely.
34:41I mean, I shouldn't be here either.
34:43I have, like, a really beautiful boyfriend
34:44that I've been dating for a couple of weeks now.
34:47And so I'm going to head out.
34:49And I have so much work tomorrow.
34:50So I'm already going.
34:52Yeah.
34:52You know, I got my stuff tight, so...
34:54You okay?
34:56Yeah.
34:59Uh, um...
35:00I'm sure she really loves you.
35:05Sorry.
35:08Are you okay?
35:12Night.
35:17Do you remember the first time we had sex?
35:21Yeah.
35:21And what did you think?
35:29It felt like...
35:31My whole world had blown up her.
35:46Please leave me.
35:47It felt like she had no idea.
35:50How could I?
36:06It felt like she's not...
36:06They were right.
36:10It felt like she was...
36:11I knew it.
36:11And the head was...
36:12And the head was like...
36:13And the head was like...
36:13And the head was like...
36:14Do you love her?
36:16Yeah, I don't know. I think that I cheat on people when I'm anxious.
36:34What? That's not what you're supposed to do. You get drunk and you overeat when you're anxious.
36:37I've told you that a million times.
36:39Well, I mean, he just looked at my vagina. He didn't touch.
36:41So I don't know if it's cheating if he just looks and he doesn't touch it, you know?
36:45Wait, who?
36:47Um, never mind. Doesn't matter.
36:52What do you, um, remember about Dad?
36:55Like, you're older than me, so you got three more years with him. What do you remember?
36:59So we're going from your vagina to what I remember about Dad.
37:04Okay, I can hang.
37:06Um, he had this smell. I don't know. It was, like, not bad.
37:11It wasn't B.O., but it was always, like, he came in from playing tennis.
37:14It was, like, this sweet, sweaty smell.
37:17He always looked down at his hands when he was angry.
37:20He was not a confrontational person.
37:22I mean, he punished me once, and it was for throwing a glass of water into Uncle Jay's lap.
37:27Well, Uncle Jay sucks.
37:29Uncle Jay, yeah, he really sucked, and I didn't feel sad at all at his funeral.
37:34I pretended.
37:34Um, but let's see, Dad always sung to us, and it would be, like, I don't know, not, like, cheesy stuff like Raffi, like, not like Baby Beluga.
37:47He was singing, like, Van Morrison, Joni Mitchell, you know, Leonard Cohen.
37:52And that one Bob Dylan song that always, um, makes me, it's like,
37:57And a song will lift as the mainsail shifts, and the boat drifts on to the shoreline.
38:11And the sun will respect every face on the deck.
38:17The hour that the ship comes in.
38:23Did I saw you?
38:25Yeah.
38:25I have to go, Jess, I love you.
38:30I love you, too.
38:32We're all just scrambling around, Wendy, looking for the home we only briefly had.
38:37You can't go back to a place that doesn't exist, to a person that isn't there.
38:42All right, are you sure you don't want to hang out with me just for a little bit before you...
38:44I gotta FaceTime, Dad. Sorry.
38:47All right, well, um, do you think that you could tell him that I'm on a work Zoom at the moment?
38:53But you're not on a work Zoom.
38:56But I might get on a work Zoom. We don't know.
38:58I could possibly be on one in the next 15 to 20 minutes.
39:02So do you want me to tell him that you are on a work Zoom?
39:06Or that you could possibly be on a work Zoom in the next 15 to 20 minutes
39:10that will not be applicable while I'm on the call with him?
39:12I don't think that this needs to be such a debate.
39:15You can let him know that I got a promotion, that my hair is growing beautifully.
39:18You got a promotion?
39:19I may get a promotion based on my behavior.
39:24This is... I just want a little hug from my son. That's what I want.
39:29What do you want?
39:35Okay, I love you.
39:37You're my special boy.
39:38Please don't say that.
39:40What did you do to your hair?
39:42This is what the cool kids do. I can bleach your hair when I see you.
39:45Please, no.
39:45What do you want to do when you come into the city next weekend?
39:48You can probably get tickets to some show if you want to sleep through that.
39:51Alright. That sounds good.
40:03Felix!
40:05Felix, please!
40:07Please!
40:10Felix!
40:10Felix!
40:10Felix!
40:15Hi.
40:16You know there's a bell.
40:19I really want you to move in with me.
40:22Five pounds on a 237 pound trip?
40:26Fuck you.
40:27Fuck you, mate.
40:28Okay, there goes your five stars, you scary bastard!
40:33Still going to give him a good rating.
40:34I mean, I love Uber drivers.
40:35They mean so much to me.
40:38You want me to move in?
40:40Yeah.
40:42What about, like, all the moving too fast stuff?
40:46Well, I mean, life's really short.
40:48And there's a lot of, like, nasty people in the world.
40:49And you're really nice. You're a nice guy.
40:51And I want you to be at the house when I'm at the house.
40:53Okay.
40:53We should just do what feels good, you know?
40:55Yeah.
40:58Can you, like, promise to be honest with me, though?
41:01Like, don't hide in the bathroom and talk to your phone.
41:04Just, like, talk to me if there's stuff.
41:06Like...
41:06Yeah.
41:08I don't even need to go to the bathroom.
41:09I don't need to have a phone.
41:11I'll just piss my pants and I'll...
41:13Just piss your pants?
41:14Just ask you to bring me more pants.
41:16You want me to pick...
41:17We should have kept a Uber.
41:19All right, fuck it, let's go.
41:24Okay.
41:25Do you want to get your bags?
41:28No, let's get them tomorrow, obviously.
41:31I was just kidding about the phone.
41:32I feel like I need to have one.
41:34Yeah, you need to have a phone for your job and stuff.
41:37And if I want to text you when I'm at work,
41:39oh, hi, I'm coming home soon.
41:41Yeah, I feel like your life will fall apart if you didn't have a phone.
41:43Yeah, I think I need to have a phone.
41:44I mean, everyone's life will fall apart.
41:46Yeah, I'd love to see you specifically.
41:48You don't miss me.
41:49You don't miss me.
41:51You don't miss me.
41:53Don't let me stop talking.
41:56I guess I just didn't realize how angry I was.
42:02You know, I feel like really wounded.
42:04Like there's this big gash that can't heal or something.
42:09Like, it's not your fault, obviously.
42:11But I'm really like, I don't ever want to punish you for it.
42:14And I'm scared that I will.
42:18Everyone's angry about something, aren't they?
42:21Yeah, but like, where do you put it all?
42:26Maybe music, for me, sometimes.
42:33Sometimes that helps.
42:35That's really nice if I don't really have any of those kinds of skills.
42:38I don't have skills.
42:41What's like a song that makes you feel...
42:43Like, really powerful?
42:48You know, like, a song that makes you feel like no one can fuck with you.
42:52Come on, let's do it.
42:53No, I'm not.
42:54We're not doing that.
42:56I locked her in the garden.
42:58She's just a puppy.
43:01That's...
43:02I don't feel myself these days.
43:06I don't even know what myself feels like anymore.
43:09I remember yourself.
43:10I remember every inch of her.
43:13Do be quiet.
43:15Jennifer.
43:19I'll look away.
43:19Okay.
43:20I can thank you for how strong I have become.
43:48I'm sorry, I couldn't, like, um...
43:51It's fine.
43:56And besides, I like this.
44:00I'll just say this is, I wish you farewell.
44:04I hope you're somewhere praying.
44:11Praying.
44:12I hope your soul is changing.
44:15I hope you find your peace.
44:25Falling on your knees.
44:29Praying.
44:30Honey.
44:34Yeah.
44:35Honey.
44:36Yeah.
44:37Sorry, I was just listening to Taylor Swift.
44:40Okay.
44:41Where's Dash?
44:43I can't...
44:44Oh, I can't remember.
44:48Oh, Jesus.
44:49Fuck, Nora.
44:51Nora.
44:51You know what's wrong?
44:53Mama.
44:54Oh, my baby.
44:55Come on.
44:56I'm proud of who I am.
44:58I know I'm monsters.
45:05I can breathe again.
45:10And you said that I was done.
45:14Well, you were wrong, and now the best is yet to come.
45:24I don't need you.
45:27I found a strength I've never known.
45:32I'll bring thunder.
45:34I'll bring rain.
45:36Oh, and when I'm finished, they won't even know your name.
45:44I hope you're somewhere praying, praying.
45:52I hope your soul is changing, changing.
46:01I hope you find your peace.
46:05Falling on your knees.
46:08Stop praying.
46:09Stop praying.
46:38You
47:08You
47:38You
48:08You
48:38You