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00:0012 virgins have traveled to a paradise island to take part in a unique experiment the word
00:14virgin people see it as a joke it's quite upsetting I'm 23 still a virgin I feel like
00:22there's something wrong with me in a world where sex is everywhere my god terrified
00:29absolutely terrified the truth is surprising there are more adult virgins than ever being a
00:36young adult in this day and age it's difficult social media dating apps influences TV shows
00:42porn porn porn porn porn is everywhere are you self-conscious about our genitals touching each
00:48other now yeah this radical retreat is offering a very hands-on solution she's a miracle worker
00:58whoa oh god yes overseen by a group of experts yeah like that I like that ready to do anything to help
01:07britain's virgins there's the clitters do you have any questions lose the one thing don't make you
01:16nervous they feel is holding them back I would love to have sex with you I do feel like there's a
01:22barrier between me and sex I want to lose my virginity it's now or never but when the moment
01:29arrives would you like to move to bed who will be ready I just don't want anyone to touch me
01:37to go all the way
01:40the last few days on virgin island saw a focus on intimate touch
01:56we can explore the things that you came here to explore it made taylor who identifies as bisexual
02:04I'm scared confused about her feelings sorry just have one minute and when Ben what's it feel like
02:13to you the witching fell under Charlotte's spell yeah he was rejected this is my friend but I'm not
02:22interested now as they enter the next phase things are hotting up that felt good confidence is really
02:31the key to this group of people and I am ready to make them be able to look in someone's eyes and
02:36just go after what they want feels nice
02:40good morning it's another day on virgin island oh here we go and the start of a new two-day phase of the
03:01class the next phase of the course is all about confidence
03:08everything here is making me nervous so yeah just another one in a long line of ah what does this
03:19mean God I'm confident in my intelligence I'm confident as a person but I'm not confident about
03:27believing that people want me in that way especially after what happened with Charlotte and then just
03:33feel like I'm not good enough so I think this is going to offer me confidence I think I'm confident
03:41when I'm someone else I was a dying that's why I do drama and all that there are times where I just
03:45don't want to chat to anyone because I just hate myself so much but I wouldn't even get on the bus
03:49because I didn't want to talk to the bus driver so I just walk everywhere so I need confidence and
03:55hopefully this place will give it to me
03:57all down already look at that bunch of hippies
04:04good morning
04:05Celeste and Danielle's first group workshop will test how ready the group are to banish embarrassment
04:12we are moving into the next phase confidence if you're walking in the world and you're feeling kind of shut down you're not going to be attractive but really accepting yourself for who you are you're going to be more attractive
04:30they've all prepared a date in our rejection story from their past which has destroyed their confidence
04:39so you're going to be more attractive so you're going to be more attractive so you're going to take turns to share your rejection story
04:45who wants to come first
04:48now we're going
04:54first up drama graduate Tom
05:00being a virgin has definitely affected my confidence
05:04in school I felt like socially I wasn't developing as well as all my other classmates
05:12they were all going out drinking in the park having fun all those sort of things
05:18I was a bit of a goody two-shoes and I felt like I was trailing behind everyone else in the end
05:24I always have a voice on my shoulder always telling me that I'm not good enough
05:29so my story takes place third year uni I just received a message from a former friend
05:37and we started chatting more and more
05:38and it felt like it was getting a little bit flirty
05:41so I invited her down to my place for my housemate's birthday
05:44got to the club
05:46I thought I was going to make my move there
05:49I introduced her to my housemate
05:50so I went to the bar
05:52and when I turned around
05:54bringing drinks for making out with each other
05:56revealing their most vulnerable moments to the group
06:01is only half of the process
06:03so each person is going to say their biggest rejection
06:07and then immediately getting feedback that you are lovable
06:12that you are attractive
06:13there's something that like shifts in your brain
06:16when you do all of that at the same time
06:19standing up for Tom is Taylor
06:22I think in that story
06:24she was in the wrong for playing with your emotions like that
06:27you're a really lovely person
06:28you need to remember that
06:29and she sucks
06:31she sucks
06:32thank you
06:33thank you
06:35as well as rejection
06:40I stayed at her house
06:43and there was almost this unspoken expectation
06:46that there would be sex
06:47not being ready for sex
06:49I was so nervous about doing something wrong
06:51that I just shut down
06:53I just wasn't ready
06:55and running away
06:57he says to me
06:59so are we going to go all the way
07:00and I just
07:02yeah I think I just got the fear
07:04are recurring themes
07:06we're in bed
07:07he started saying
07:08he didn't believe
07:09that I was a virgin
07:10he was quite persistent
07:12like I was lying
07:13I haven't seen anyone since that
07:15just because now I feel like
07:17I don't want to put myself in that position
07:18but
07:20Ben you should be proud of yourself
07:23that you didn't feel like you had to go all the way
07:26and the right person will come to you
07:28when it's right for you
07:29thanks
07:30Celeste and Danielle believe that together
07:33you just start smiling
07:35you make everybody else smile
07:36and also he's a dick as well
07:38they can change
07:42being able to get the antidotes
07:46like get the medicine
07:47is so crucial
07:48and it builds so much confidence
07:51each story also gives the experts
07:54clues on individual needs
07:56to resolve their issue
07:57with intimacy
07:58last is Taylor
08:02who since coming out as bisexual
08:04at university
08:05has never had a positive encounter
08:07with women
08:08or men
08:09I was dancing with some friends
08:10and one of my friends was like
08:11that boy's making eyes at you
08:13and like pointed out
08:14a quite good looking lad
08:15on the dance floor
08:16and I was like
08:16okay
08:17and then one of them went
08:18he's coming over
08:19and I hid behind her
08:21and said dance me to the stairs
08:22so I can get out
08:24and I just remembered
08:25I was almost at the stairs
08:26and I'm crouched over
08:27and the crowds parted
08:30and the lights flashed
08:31for a second
08:31and I looked straight into
08:33this guy's eyes
08:34like
08:34and my heart just dropped
08:36and I saw his face like
08:37so it was one of those moments
08:40where like
08:41I was always expecting
08:42to be rejected
08:43you're really nice
08:45fantastic
08:46pretty
08:47and it's really nice
08:49seeing how you
08:49coming out of your shell
08:50well you're always out of your shell
08:51but out more
08:52but yeah
08:53you're amazing
08:54I just really want to applaud
09:00your bravery
09:01and your vulnerability
09:02to every one of you here
09:04I felt really awkward
09:14I didn't mind sharing my story
09:15I didn't like being told
09:16I was nice
09:17yeah
09:17I suffer from quite a lot
09:19of like self-doubt
09:20and paranoia
09:21I think self-confidence
09:23is different for everyone
09:24and for me
09:25I usually just try
09:26and fake it
09:27till I make it
09:27you okay
09:35I just feel a bit like
09:37other
09:38I still feel like
09:42they're trying to get
09:43to grips with me
09:44I thought with Taylor
09:47it was such like
09:47a running away story
09:49you kind of picture her
09:50hiding behind someone else
09:51she's backing away
09:52and it was like
09:52what is happening
09:53it's happening
09:54yeah
09:55it seemed like
09:55she was so afraid
09:56of connection
09:57that she just couldn't
09:57even bear the thought
09:58of it
09:59yeah
09:59I do feel like
10:02there's a barrier
10:03between me and sex
10:04like I've been on nights
10:06out where you're like
10:07I'm gonna do it
10:08I'm gonna have that
10:08one night stand
10:09and you meet someone
10:10and they want to take you
10:11back to their place
10:12and then you hit this wall
10:13and you just think
10:14I can't
10:15when you see like
10:17people in love
10:18it is a lot
10:19that you're missing out on
10:20and I can't have
10:22what everyone else
10:23gets to have
10:24after a string
10:27of failed encounters
10:28with men
10:29and an unsuccessful
10:30session with male
10:31surrogate Andre
10:32could a different
10:33approach help
10:34so I just want to say
10:38I'm kind of taking over
10:39for Andre
10:40how does it feel
10:41a lot calmer
10:42weirdly
10:43because when
10:44Andre
10:44really lovely
10:45want to be his best friend
10:46but like
10:47just didn't want to
10:48like have any kind
10:49of sexual contact
10:50do you want to move
10:53into some body work
10:54yeah
10:55yep
10:55so I just want you
10:58to bring awareness
10:59into your feet
11:01noticing any tension
11:04that you feel
11:05Kat wants Taylor
11:09to concentrate
11:10on how it feels
11:12to be touched
11:12by a woman
11:13and we'll move
11:14to the ankles
11:15and the lower legs
11:18sorry
11:23no no
11:24don't apologize
11:25it's okay
11:26is it like
11:29does it feel
11:29like a release
11:30does it feel
11:31yeah
11:31okay
11:32it's just
11:34such a relief
11:35to not feel scared
11:36at all
11:36that's amazing
11:39I feel so silly
11:50no why
11:52just feel like
11:53wasting my own time
11:55and everyone else's
11:56for so long
11:57no
11:58by feeling uncertain
12:00yeah
12:03I think that's
12:22enough for today
12:23after years
12:26of confusion
12:27it's the breakthrough
12:28Taylor's been looking
12:29for
12:30I always thought
12:31I was bi
12:32but being here
12:33and having to
12:34like kind of
12:34confront it
12:35yeah
12:35I think I might
12:37not like men
12:38like at all
12:39okay
12:40and how does it feel
12:41to like sit with it
12:42and own it
12:43it feels good
12:44to own it
12:45but it's also
12:45really scary
12:46it is really scary
12:47yeah
12:48oh god
12:54finally
12:54yay
12:56I'm so excited
12:58this feels so good
12:59it feels so good
13:01good cry
13:02yay
13:02yay
13:02I'm glad
13:03thank you so much
13:05I really appreciate it
13:07I'm just gay
13:10and I think I've been
13:11deluding myself
13:12into like
13:13no I like men as well
13:14because that's normal
13:15and good
13:15but like
13:16I didn't feel scared
13:17but I felt really good
13:21hello
13:25so how was your
13:27one to one session
13:28I went to my one to one session
13:30good
13:31it was with Kat
13:32and it was the best one I've had
13:34oh really
13:35and I'm definitely gay
13:37oh no thank you
13:39what a breakthrough
13:41I know
13:41missed it all fucking week
13:44happy soon
13:45we love you Taylor
13:46thank you
13:47I feel like now
13:48I can get more
13:49out of the retreat
13:50because I know
13:51kind of
13:52what I want
13:52and I'm not
13:53pretending that
13:54I want other things
13:55just to fit in
13:56would you sell your virginity
14:09I would
14:10I've considered it before
14:12what would you sell your virginity for
14:14I'd say a couple hundred
14:16plus
14:17I'd do for a tender
14:18and a packet of donuts
14:19different for boys
14:20what about your anal virginity
14:21no
14:22no
14:24that's his boundary
14:26yeah that's my boundary
14:27at least one million pounds
14:29it's the first afternoon
14:32of the confidence phase
14:33at the retreat
14:34what language do lesbians speak
14:37what
14:38Gaelic
14:39what do you call a lesbian dinosaur
14:43don't know
14:44lick a lot of puss
14:45ah
14:45that went
14:47after helping Taylor
14:50find her true self
14:51Celeste and Danielle
14:52have left something
14:53for the boys
14:54to see if any of them
14:55have the confidence
14:56to explore their identities too
14:58do you want a pamper Tom
15:00I would love a pamper
15:01to be fair
15:01what do you want first
15:02must
15:02um
15:03I'd be up for any of it
15:04mascara
15:04lipstick
15:05perfect
15:06this is an exercise
15:13that helps people
15:13lower their inhibitions
15:15welcome to Emma's salon
15:16society can give young men
15:18such a narrow view
15:19of masculinity
15:20so we really wanted
15:21to help them
15:22start to get past
15:24some of those myths
15:25how do you feel now
15:26relax
15:27like I'm being operated on
15:28although Ben isn't made up
15:31with the makeup
15:32I wanted it to look like
15:34good and natural
15:35not drag queen
15:36that's right
15:37I'm going to be a drag queen
15:38Tom is in the pink
15:41he looks like a nice young German boy
15:44I've never had a girlfriend in my life
15:48no
15:48sometimes I come across quite camp
15:51I'll go out to the club
15:52and I'll start slut dropping
15:54I'll start singing along to Taylor Swift
15:57Katy Perry
15:58a bit ABBA
15:59but a lot of people
16:00didn't quite know
16:01how to differentiate
16:02between camp
16:03and being gay
16:04so they kind of saw them
16:05as one as the same
16:06you trust me yeah
16:07why are you holding it like that
16:09oh my god
16:11I want to
16:13lose my virginity
16:14but people just
16:15aren't interested in someone
16:17who doesn't have confidence
16:17in themselves
16:18that ain't bad
16:21that's not bad
16:22come on
16:22it feels so wrong
16:23yet so right
16:24made up
16:28the boys have engaged
16:29with their soft side
16:30but now the experts
16:31want them to reinforce
16:32their strength too
16:34and try to get good
16:36with wood
16:37has anyone felt an emotion
16:39and they were afraid
16:41to show it
16:41because of
16:42what someone else might think
16:44yeah
16:46but today
16:48we're going to get
16:50to let those emotions out
16:51so we're letting go
16:52of the emotion
16:53as the ox splits the wood
16:54you know
16:55just tune into some
16:58primal emotion
17:00in your body
17:00alright
17:01it feels like
17:02they'd like to go first
17:03go on Dave
17:05Dave
17:05thank you
17:09yes
17:15good job Dave
17:16yeah
17:19yeah
17:20yeah
17:20yeah
17:21yeah
17:22yeah
17:24not only
17:30are they letting out
17:30some raw emotion
17:31ah
17:33yeah
17:33good job bro
17:34that was bad
17:40for 25 year old
17:42Viraj
17:42it's a lesson
17:43in resilience
17:44oh my god
17:46go on
17:46you got this
17:47good job bro
17:55good job bro
17:55hey ya
18:00how was the chopping
18:01oh I sucked
18:02that was the worst
18:03man chop wood
18:04man chop wood
18:05man use axe
18:06getting manly
18:08has left many of the boys
18:09on a high
18:10man talk to girls
18:12man break wind
18:13are you desperately trying to get your nail varnish off
18:17yes
18:18have you taken yours off
18:20no
18:20I might just stick it out
18:22I think it's about trying to be in touch with your emotions
18:24rather than letting it all boil up inside of you
18:27do you think it worked
18:28I'm still a virgin
18:30so not yet
18:32to try and change that
18:37so I'll just be touching all over your body but not your genitals
18:41the experts believe Dave's ready to start the island's most advanced treatment
18:47surrogate partner therapy
18:49how are you feeling
18:51good
18:53yeah
18:53yeah
18:53okay
18:54it was really nice
18:58felt natural and enjoyable
19:00it's given me a massive confidence boost
19:04meanwhile
19:06I'd like to just go into an experience of connecting with your body
19:11yeah let's do it
19:13okay I'll try that
19:14yeah
19:14Jason's lessons on how to hug are moving up a step
19:18you can touch me in a way that feels good to you
19:22it's amazing
19:23let me see what you notice
19:26yeah
19:27oh boom
19:28is it enjoyable?
19:31it is
19:32across the island the makeup session has raised more questions than answers for Tom
19:40doing the wood shopping
19:42doing the whole makeup thing
19:44he's really enjoyed that but
19:45I don't know it just felt like a lot of things about like gender coming into it
19:51I just feel a bit weird I think
19:54the experts have noticed a change in Tom too
20:00so they're sending him for a session with Kat to see if she can find out what's really going on
20:05because so many people over the years have called me gay
20:10I've kind of started to question my own sexuality sometimes
20:13for a while I saw myself as a closeted bisexual
20:16but one of the prerequisites of being like bisexual is like you have to like men
20:21I didn't like gay
20:23but I want to learn more about myself and my own battles with identity
20:28there's just so many things which made me question that
20:31how are you doing uh not so great today I'd say
20:39yeah just uh struggling a little bit I think
20:42yeah yeah I think just working out my place like how I fit into things dynamic
20:48whether I'm part of the men or the women or the whatever long and that sort of stuff
20:54yeah I think I really enjoyed putting makeup on and it feels like
20:59I don't think I'm quite the full masculine side of things I do think
21:28I am slightly more masculine leaning but I don't think I'm fully man but
21:34yeah I'm not too sure
21:37yeah and does it feel scary to step into into the feminine
21:42it's scary because I don't know what to label myself as
21:46non-binary is quite I feel it's quite scary I'm not sure it is a total fit for me either
21:53I want you to try as much as you can to like pause from naming things ground it in the body a little
22:03bit and just pay attention to how you feel yeah
22:10see you soon yeah see you soon
22:13I'm not sure I'm totally happy with it at the moment but that's because
22:16we brought up a lot of stuff that I'm going to work through but I'm definitely in a happier mindset let's say
22:22yeah Holly guess what what I'm a lesbian
22:36what's up morning ready to go today guys away
22:43it's day two of the confidence phase of the course
22:49morning Dave you're right yeah morning this is all I want in life a good cup of tea
22:54struggling a little bit of confidence but I think it's just taking those little steps for me
23:01and I'm really hoping that I can build up myself and build up my confidence
23:06that's exactly what Celeste and Danielle plan to do next with a lesson on the foundation of all romance
23:13dating oh tears oh we're going on a date
23:17oh my god oh my god I've been on so many dates it's easy right yeah it should be
23:23so we're going to talk about the skills of a great date
23:35all those skills that we need to have in order to have great relationships are just skills
23:42you want to learn them and practice them
23:46Celeste and Danielle have a rule of three dating skills
23:50the first one is giving an in-the-moment compliment
23:53like I really love the way your eyes twinkle when you smile
23:58you know something that really feels like you're connecting with a person
24:00the second one is to be able to both give and recognize the look
24:06and the look means I'm ready now I'm ready to be kissed
24:09and then finally the third skill is the lean-in for the kiss
24:13so we're going to do a little demo and then you're going to have opportunities to practice
24:18and in this case practice means role play
24:22I'm so glad we finally got here it's been a lot of planning
24:25I know right yeah
24:27so do you like to travel
24:30oh my god I love traveling traveling is really my passion
24:34where's your favorite place
24:35wow I can't think about anything
24:38I can just listen to that laugh all day long
24:43you're embarrassing me a little bit
24:47but I like it too
24:49so that's an in-the-moment
24:51uh-huh do you see flirting what's going on all the time
24:53yeah
24:54you are giving me the look
24:58I was also getting it from you I think
25:02such a good kisser
25:14okay
25:17you are each other's practice buddies
25:19and that's really going to help you
25:21the more you practice the more it's just going to be like
25:23oh this is normal this is just what I do
25:25that's confidence right
25:27who wants to yay come on up Emma
25:31I wouldn't really say I've actually ever been on a date in my life
25:35who else
25:36I'll do it
25:39yay
25:39it's hard to kind of open myself up to that world
25:43where I've had such a block on it for so long
25:46hello
25:48hello
25:49how are you okay
25:50very good did you enjoy the show
25:52yeah I did sure
25:54what did you like the best
25:55that you put me on the spot
25:58I like how you uh
26:01get lost
26:02in your thoughts there
26:04always always get lost
26:05somewhere else
26:06yeah
26:06yeah in my own world
26:08I like that you notice that
26:11very observant
26:13that was phenomenal
26:29any tips for Zach on how he could even give it
26:32I need the tips
26:33maybe if you just took care of the hand a little bit more
26:38and it just pay attention to how it feels on your skin
26:41yeah okay
26:42just slow down
26:43slow down
26:44make sure that it's the right level
26:46great job Zach that was beautiful
26:50good job
26:51after Zach and Emma's masterclass
26:55a fully nude cafe bold choice for our first date
26:59the others step up to the dating plate
27:03I'm a bush driver
27:05do you enjoy it
27:06no
27:07do you want to just try giving her the look
27:11that was it
27:12that was the eyebrows
27:13just want to see if you're catching it
27:18no I didn't catch it
27:19you didn't catch it
27:20okay I wanted to start paying attention to those things
27:22nice talking to you
27:34wow
27:38last to take the plunge is serial dater Ben
27:45who despite having over 40 dates
27:48has always been unlucky in love
27:50what stopped me from taking it to the next level
27:55of a lot of these dates I've been on
27:56I think it's just lack of experience
27:57and lack of success
27:59at reading social signals
28:00I tend to play it safe
28:02and I think for guys like me
28:04who just struggle with that
28:05making the move
28:06and reading the signs
28:07it's very hard
28:08who want to try it with Ben?
28:20do I get to do it?
28:25good because this will be our second date
28:28yeah
28:28well it's good to see you again Celeste
28:32it's good to see you too
28:34what job do you do?
28:36I coach people to have more intimacy
28:38and connection with each other
28:40oh okay
28:40I like your glasses
28:49thank you
28:51they suit you
28:52when you like get all into the experience
29:02you're really beautiful
29:04thank you
29:05thank you
29:06despite Celeste's flirting
29:16yeah
29:17yeah
29:18being rejected by the group
29:20has hurt Ben
29:21so tonight
29:23you're going to have
29:24another opportunity
29:25to just practice
29:26skills building
29:27as you'll all be going
29:29on practice dates
29:30with each other
29:31you'll learn so much
29:32and give each other so much
29:33from that experience
29:34Holly how was my kissing skills
29:40at a 10?
29:41oh solid 9.5
29:43yes
29:43yeah it was really good
29:44good
29:44what did everyone think
29:48of that session?
29:49no it was fine
29:49I enjoyed it
29:51tell me how you found
29:55the workshop
29:55crap
29:56awful
30:00I didn't like it
30:01you know I got up
30:03and no one wanted to do it with me
30:04because that was really hard
30:05the ironic thing is
30:06the comfort section
30:08which I knew would be hard
30:08has probably
30:10wrecked my confidence
30:12hello
30:13hello
30:15for Ben
30:16it's yet another setback
30:18you okay?
30:21my confidence found
30:22has basically shattered my confidence
30:23and he's not the only one struggling
30:26I walked out of the workshop
30:28feeling worse
30:29oh really?
30:30what's wrong with you today?
30:34I don't know
30:35the experts feel
30:38something is holding Emma back
30:40and now they want to find out
30:43what it is
30:43how are you feeling?
30:46I'm feeling
30:47alright
30:48but I just really feel for Ben
30:50it's hard isn't it
30:51when I care for other people
30:53it's hard to
30:54think
30:55about myself
30:57you actually have to
30:58not so much worry
30:58and take care of everybody else
31:00what does it feel like
31:01to just say
31:01what about me?
31:04that doesn't feel natural
31:05of course
31:06it's the opposite of the habit
31:07the habit is
31:07you okay?
31:08everybody okay?
31:09you okay?
31:10what about me?
31:11yeah
31:11see if you can say it with some
31:13okay
31:13what about me?
31:16let me do it a little bit
31:17stronger now
31:18what about me?
31:20yeah
31:21you deserve to be angry
31:23like what about you?
31:25you know what I mean?
31:26it's your turn
31:27yeah
31:28yeah
31:28okay
31:29ah
31:31you need to go
31:32ah a little bit
31:34ah
31:34ah
31:35what about me?
31:39yes
31:40what about me?
31:41what about me?
31:42yeah
31:43what about me?
31:44what about me?
31:45that's right
31:46I feel like I'm going to need to punch him back in a minute
31:48oh my god
31:50oh my god yes
31:51I can only
31:53that's all I've ever wanted you to say
31:55okay right let me strip off
31:58right
31:59oh god okay
32:01I'm going to push it out
32:02what about me?
32:03and then punch it
32:04yeah
32:05yes
32:05what about me?
32:07what about me?
32:08yeah more
32:08this is my
32:09yes
32:10yes
32:10yes
32:11my turn
32:13fuck you
32:14if you've ever made me some shit
32:16and fuck everyone who's taken my kindness for weakness
32:19yes
32:20it's all about me
32:22it's all about you
32:23fuck you
32:24fuck you
32:25that's what I should say
32:26yeah
32:27the exercise stares up old emotion
32:35when I was seven I did have a really horrific incident with another child of them touching me inappropriately
32:44it kind of shut me off and brought up this fear of sex and that was so horrible
32:54so I want to move past that horrific experience
32:58but it is so difficult
33:01it's like a piece of glass
33:03you can shatter some glass
33:05but even if you put it back together it will never be the same again
33:08just imagine little Emma looking up at you and saying thank you so much
33:15thank you for looking out for me
33:19and being the strong independent woman
33:22that I always wanted to be
33:25you should be proud of yourself
33:28because you're so stronger than you think
33:30and wiser than you know
33:32shh
33:33how'd it go?
33:44a really good session
33:45I feel like Celeste released a new energy inside of me
33:48that I didn't realise I had
33:49right now I feel on top of the world
33:51I feel like a brand new
33:54complete
33:55version of Emma
33:57and I'm not going to let people's negative input
34:00impacts me
34:01I feel like now I'm more open to
34:05forming new connections
34:07which I haven't taken before
34:09it's not just Emma who's feeling like a new person
34:13after his session with Kat yesterday
34:15Tom has been reflecting on gender identity
34:18I think my next step to this I probably will tell some more people about my gender fluidity
34:23because I don't constantly have this sort of barrier up all the time
34:26or like I'm not hiding a part of myself anymore
34:29which I'm constantly having to do here at the moment
34:31you want to see her?
34:32yes
34:33after her own issues around identity
34:35Tom decides to confide in Taylor
34:38coming here I've been learning a lot more about my own identity
34:43I found that as well
34:45yeah
34:46really puts it into perspective
34:48it does 100%
34:50when I had my makeup put on me
34:52yes
34:52and then I had to take it off
34:54and I felt a bit
34:54oh no
34:56I really wanted to keep that on
34:57you did say that
34:57it got me thinking a lot about my own sort of identity
35:01I'm not sure
35:02I think if gender is like on the spectrum
35:04yes
35:04I'd say I'm exactly between he, him and they, them
35:09yes
35:09so masculine
35:10but not group
35:12yeah
35:12do you still identify as straight like you like girls?
35:15yes I still very much like women
35:17there's no matter like
35:18who I go to bed with
35:20it's like who I go to bed as
35:22yeah of course
35:23who do I go to bed as?
35:24yeah
35:25oh how exciting
35:26so exciting
35:27thank you
35:28it's late afternoon on Virgin Island
35:34alright
35:35what's up
35:36and this evening
35:37the group will pair up for date night
35:39so how are we going to do this today?
35:42is this my first proper date?
35:43do I class this as a date?
35:45we can make it a date
35:46we'll see how
35:46we'll see what happens
35:47one thing I don't want it to be
35:49is I don't want it to be awkward
35:50why would it be awkward?
35:52I don't know
35:52I feel like I'm just an awkward person
35:53no we might fall in love after this
35:55really?
35:57maybe
35:57maybe
35:58sometimes when you look at me
35:59I do feel like
36:00are you just looking at me like randomly
36:01or are you looking at me?
36:03maybe it's some overthinking it
36:05why don't you just look at me there?
36:08yeah
36:08oh Emma
36:10after her session with Celeste
36:12Emma's newfound positivity
36:14is taking effect
36:15you do realise like
36:17my dream woman
36:18will have to be someone
36:19who like
36:19goes to India with me
36:20and has that dream wedding
36:21oh my god yeah
36:21you would look really good in a sari
36:23no I actually would love that
36:25what kind of would my dress be?
36:27like red?
36:29yeah I'd picture a red
36:30really?
36:32yeah I'd picture a red
36:33I don't know if a red would suit me
36:34I think it would
36:35I think any colour would suit me
36:37why not?
36:37now she's opened the floodgates
36:52Emma's letting herself go
36:56even went through to the second layer
36:58later we'll all pose for a calendar
37:01and so are the boys
37:05what do you guys like?
37:08what do you mean?
37:09what do you like?
37:10how do you want to have sex?
37:12I know what I want
37:13I want to feel powerful
37:14I mean yeah I'd like it if a girl
37:15rides on top of me sure
37:17I would like to be dominated
37:19I think that's what I like
37:20you like that?
37:20yeah
37:21that's interesting
37:22but that's because I'm like a shy version
37:24I think I want something really boring like Michigan
37:26that's me
37:27after being rejected earlier
37:30the confidence phase of the course has yet to help Ben
37:33I think what's scary about the whole approaching somebody in real life
37:37is the prospect of rejection
37:38it's just awkward
37:39Ben struggles to turn dates from the vertical to the horizontal
37:44so the experts want to see if they can teach him how
37:48coming out of this and feel more confident is why I'm doing it
37:51let's get a little closer
37:55and just so our hands are touching
37:58your job is to stay present with the touch
38:02how do I make the first move
38:04the first physical move
38:05because that's quite a big step
38:06and something you always worry about
38:07if there is a moment that you feel a connection
38:10but you might just look at her and be like
38:13you're so cute
38:14you know
38:17for that
38:20yeah
38:20yeah it has to feel like it's time though
38:24naturally
38:25yeah
38:25when you're confident
38:26that's one of the most important things
38:29with the basics covered
38:32Ben takes the giant leap to the bed
38:35that's nice
38:40it's really nice Ben
38:47slowly Ben's confidence seems to be rising
38:56and whatever you do
39:06don't try to get it right
39:08there's no getting it right
39:10there's only exploring
39:11squeeze me if that helps you to feel more of me
39:19see you soon
39:28what I found most helpful is that she can help me get out of my head
39:32and get more in the moment
39:34yeah I just feel like I'm a lot more confident going into these sort of situations now
39:38after Ben's confidence boost
39:43the whole group get themselves ready for date night
39:50it feels a bigger deal than I thought it was going to be
39:54oh a tie
39:55you're looking good though dude
39:56yeah
39:56you all look good
39:58yeah
39:58who know virgins can be so sexy
40:00oh lovely
40:06the experts have paired them up ready to test their date skills
40:10this is nice
40:11this is nice
40:12ladies first
40:13so kind
40:15and they've hit the island's most romantic spot
40:19there you go my lady
40:20thank you very much
40:20thank you
40:21there you go
40:21you look lovely
40:23oh thank you
40:24I was worried I'd be overdressed
40:26and I was like
40:26I was worried about the same thing
40:28having come out as gay
40:29Taylor's dating expert Aisha
40:32giving Ben the chance to carry on where he left off with joy
40:35how have you been since we last met
40:39yeah fine
40:40waiting for you
40:41you're late
40:41I hope this is what
40:44so do I actually
40:46cheers
40:47as they sit down to chat up
40:49nice to meet you
40:51nice to meet you
40:52they must remember Celeste and Danielle's three steps of dating
40:56I wanted to know actually what's it like in Glasgow
40:59is it just full of like Frankie Boyle posters
41:02yeah
41:03he's like actually like our mascot
41:05what state did you grow up in?
41:10Florida
41:11oh Florida
41:12I never would have guessed
41:12really?
41:13apparently Florida people are crazy
41:15does that mean you're crazy?
41:17um
41:18I think I am a little
41:19we may be about to get rained on
41:22you don't like getting wet?
41:24I thought that was your whole thing
41:25wow
41:27I appreciate that
41:30I appreciate you taking it sexual
41:32step one
41:35giving an in the moment compliment
41:37you look nice
41:38thanks
41:39you look very nice
41:40how nice
41:40oh ten
41:41ten
41:42ten
41:42not to say
41:44I've seen it awkwardly
41:47sort of some dolphins
41:48I like how rosy your cheeks are
41:50thank you
41:51it's the one thing I hate about myself
41:54is it?
41:54yeah
41:55oh well I'm glad I brought it up then
41:57you've got very nice earrings
42:01you like them?
42:02yeah
42:02thank you my friend made them
42:03definitely got a good fashion sense
42:05yeah
42:05better than I've got
42:06thank you
42:07thank you so much
42:08all these compliments
42:09I don't know what to do with them all
42:10step two is the look
42:14I've practiced the look
42:15I've practiced the look
42:16oh yes
42:16okay
42:17I'm going to feel my energy
42:18I'm going to feel my energy
42:19I'm going to turn away and look back at you
42:21okay
42:21we're going to turn away
42:21okay
42:22god damn it
42:27finally followed by the kiss
42:31you're a beautiful girl
42:32oh stop it
42:33you really are
42:34you're a beautiful guy inside and out
42:36but for one couple
42:40my niche is like weight loss
42:41I like motivation to
42:43want to do personal training
42:44and want to help other people
42:46yeah
42:46I like that about you
42:47thanks
42:47date practice
42:49is perfect
42:50you okay?
42:52I'm good
42:52you sure?
42:54yeah I'm alright
42:55does that make you nervous?
42:57a little bit
42:58a little bit
42:58you don't need to be nervous
42:59I need to try and be a bit more confident with women
43:03my family and our Hindu culture
43:06still believe in like arranged marriages
43:07I don't see that as a bad thing
43:09but I just don't think I'd ever put myself in that position
43:12once I'm a lot more confident in myself
43:15I think the type of path I want to go down will be love marriage
43:18but if I don't put myself out there it definitely won't happen
43:21do you want to take your hands?
43:24sure that's it
43:25I'm just going to
43:27I have cold hands though
43:27no it's okay
43:28you're okay
43:29you have nice hands though
43:30thank you
43:31you've got nice skin
43:34I feel like I've gotten darker
43:35by being here more
43:36to be honest you actually have
43:37but you're a nice colour
43:38you okay?
43:45yeah I'm alright
43:45you okay?
43:46yeah I'm good
43:46I'm all good in my head
43:47yeah?
43:47yeah
43:47yeah
43:48look you can tell how cold I am
43:54because that one's going a bit purple
43:55yeah
43:56you are going a bit purple aren't you?
43:58maybe you can warm them up for me
43:59you're going to warm them up for you?
44:00yeah
44:01I'll give you a little peg
44:02yeah go on
44:03beautiful
44:05how was that?
44:07yeah lovely
44:07yeah
44:08good for you?
44:09of course
44:09good
44:10we got on quite well
44:12and I'm just looking forward to getting to know him more
44:14I don't know whether it could be a bit romantic
44:17that I've never had a connection with anyone like I do with Farage
44:22enjoy that?
44:24yeah
44:24let me do it
44:25yeah
44:25I'll probably be running for you
44:26oh shh
44:27that was awkward
44:28I feel really great
44:31I feel confident
44:31and I feel like I've pushed outside like a massive barrier with me
44:35with like going on dates
44:35she's just an amazing girl
44:38and I'm really glad that I was with her for that date
44:41you want to hold my hand?
44:42do you want to make it like an official date?
44:43and with that it's time to celebrate the end of another phase of the course
44:52are you feeling confident?
44:57yes
44:58my confidence has definitely grown over the last few days
45:02I've kind of been on a journey in terms of my gender
45:05I'm not quite sure who I am but I know at least I'm Tom
45:10over the last few days my confidence has skyrocketed so much more than I thought it ever would
45:20and I'm really looking forward to where the journey may take me next
45:24it's so exciting and it's so nice to feel like these new feelings that I'm feeling
45:29now that I'm kind of, I know myself a bit better
45:32the fear is gone
45:33so I'm hoping I can progress faster now that I'm not being held back by my own fear
45:37tomorrow
45:38we are
45:40taking you to the next level
45:42oh my god
45:43are you ready?
45:47we've come along Jane together and
45:49you never know what's coming next
45:50I just hope we don't go in tomorrow
45:52they're all naked or something
45:53that'd be quite scary
45:54next time
45:57so this is my buddy
45:58for fuck's sake
46:00the course enters its toughest phase yet
46:03we're gonna invite you one by one
46:06to show yourself out
46:08do you know what?
46:09YOLO
46:10and the one-on-ones
46:15what's the feeling in your body?
46:17the sensation of it?
46:18disgusting
46:18push the virgins further than ever before
46:22just like explore
46:23laughter
46:25laughter
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