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00:00Yeah, going overboard, hit the floor, show em what we at, show em, show em, show em, all my girls going overboard, hit the floor, show em, it is the second day at the resort, it's so wild.
00:15Like all the guys and the girls, they're just like eyeballing me and looking like they get smelled, smell the newness.
00:23I got asked to join couples as I was walking to my room.
00:28Um, I politely declined, and then I seen a guy with his wiener out, and he was big.
00:46Walking around, there's a lot going on. There's ass shaking, pasties.
00:52Hey everybody, can we join?
00:55Can I join is like the motto here.
00:58Some naked pieces, you know, all the parts.
01:07And things were floating, I was like, well.
01:09We don't see you guys too often, you guys, your first time?
01:12Yeah, first time.
01:13Never been?
01:14Never.
01:14So welcome.
01:15Thank you for having us.
01:17Definitely ready to build some new friendships.
01:19Right.
01:19Yeah.
01:20So has anyone piqued your fancy?
01:21I'm kind of talking to someone.
01:24Ooh.
01:24Okay.
01:25Yes.
01:26Is he here?
01:27Oh, he may be coming.
01:28He may be coming.
01:29Oh.
01:30No, I can't hold my hand.
01:32I've been talking to this amazing guy named William, and last night I text him and invited
01:38him to come to the resort to meet me.
01:40I just found out he's going to come and he'll be here tonight.
01:42Well, do you want him to come?
01:45Yeah.
01:46Yeah.
01:46Definitely.
01:47Coming is important.
01:50I am kind of nervous, but still excited.
01:54You know, we've just been talking for a couple weeks.
01:56What if he thinks I'm moving too fast?
01:59You know, I don't want to, like, push him away.
02:01But at the same time, this place is very sexy, and I'm thinking about him.
02:07I really would like him to come.
02:09So, cheers to new friendships.
02:10Cheers.
02:11And an amazing weekend for Washa.
02:13Now we got it.
02:14Washa, girl, get it.
02:16It's definitely going to be my weekend to experience and explore.
02:19Big pur came to play.
02:23Big pur came to play.
02:36Since Lauren met my family, we went on a couple dates, and the chemistry is amazing.
02:48We're always laughing.
02:50Like, he's always making me laugh.
02:51I'm open to seeing where this goes.
02:53Have you guys kissed yet?
02:58No, we haven't kissed.
03:00We're having pizza.
03:01It's great.
03:02Yay!
03:02I love it.
03:02I got pepperoni.
03:03And I got a slice of the white garlic pizza.
03:06She's awesome.
03:08I can just be myself around her, and it feels amazing just to be able to do that.
03:13Cheers.
03:13Cheers.
03:15I know it's early in our relationship, but I wanted to try and plan something a little romantic.
03:22So I took a big leap, and I asked Lauren to go away for a weekend.
03:26And she said yes.
03:28I'm really excited.
03:33We just pulled into the parking lot of this amazing couple's, I guess, resorts.
03:50I hope it's fun.
03:51Yeah, me too.
03:52Me too.
03:53All right.
03:55Oh.
03:56Yep.
03:57Ooh, this is going to be fun.
03:59Yes, it is.
04:00I went on the internet and searched for nice romantic getaways, and I clicked on the first
04:07link that popped up, thought it was great, and booked it.
04:12Okay.
04:13All right.
04:14Oh.
04:15Oh, my God.
04:17Alex.
04:17Oh, my God.
04:20This is ridiculous.
04:22So as we walk in, I'm kind of curious on what Lauren's thinking, because I'm not sure
04:28if girls are really into that sort of thing, but I feel like we could have fun with it.
04:34Are you going to tell her you're a virgin?
04:38I know I need to tell her, but...
04:41Hi, how are you?
04:42Are you here to check in?
04:44I'm just nervous, because I don't know how she's going to take it.
04:47I really don't.
04:48You're going to go down lover's lane?
04:50I'm hoping that if I bring her here and romance her a little bit, it'll soften the blow,
04:55so she might accept it.
04:58All right.
05:03Whoa.
05:05Oh, my.
05:08Oh, the fireplace.
05:09What in the world?
05:10Arpsie bull.
05:11This was a lot bigger than I was expecting.
05:16It's so spacious.
05:17That's so cool.
05:18There's a sauna right there, and there is a massage tube.
05:22I've never seen a heart-shaped pool.
05:25I'm kind of questioning, you know, what this is.
05:29That's incredible.
05:31Look at the ceiling.
05:33Oh, my God.
05:33Are those stars?
05:34Lots of mirrors.
05:35I think the room looks great.
05:37It's different than most hotel rooms, but I think it looks really nice, and I'm excited
05:44to see what we do with it.
05:46It's totally uncomfortable.
05:48It's not what I expected.
05:50I guess it screams over-the-top romance, but it's definitely not something I would have
05:54picked.
05:54I think it's really weird and cool that this is round.
05:58Yeah, I haven't seen a round bed before.
06:00Me neither.
06:01The mirrors, though.
06:02Do you think it moves?
06:02I don't know.
06:03Do you think it moves?
06:04I don't know.
06:05Keep your hand and feet on the bed at all times while in motion.
06:09That makes sense.
06:11That's insane.
06:13Oh, my gosh.
06:14Oh, that's awesome.
06:15Oh, my gosh.
06:15That's going to be fun.
06:16A champagne bottle.
06:18Do you want me to pop it open for you?
06:21Why don't we explore?
06:23I could use a glass of wine.
06:24We'll see this.
06:25All right.
06:25All right.
06:27I am fantasizing what will happen, but I don't want to get my hopes up.
06:32I did shave my downstairs.
06:46Let's see what Spooners has to offer.
06:49That's a funny name.
06:50It is.
06:51You want to go to the bar?
06:53Yeah.
06:53All right.
06:53Can I have a glass of Chardonnay?
06:55Chardonnay?
06:55Yeah.
06:55Can I get a beer, please?
06:56Sure.
06:57Yeah.
06:57I think right now it's going pretty good.
07:03We're talking, we're laughing, but I don't feel like I'll enjoy the weekend if I don't get
07:08a chance to tell Lauren that I'm a virgin.
07:10All right.
07:11Thank you so much.
07:12You are so welcome.
07:12Thank you so much.
07:13I appreciate it.
07:14You're welcome.
07:15I probably should have told her sooner, but I didn't want to feel that feeling of rejection.
07:20Now that I didn't and I'm telling her now, it could kind of ruin everything.
07:25And that's what's scaring me.
07:26I think it's kind of cool how they have like an indoor mini golf.
07:31Yeah.
07:31And then like bowling.
07:34And when they have options, it's like you're not doing, you're doing, you can do something
07:39other than, you know.
07:40Oh my God.
07:46What's there to do up here?
07:48Nothing.
07:48You just pay.
07:51Totally.
07:52So what did you think of the room?
07:53I thought the room was just a bit overwhelming.
07:58When I saw it online, I thought it would be kind of like, I don't know, it's definitely
08:02different, but I have something I need to tell you.
08:16I don't know how to really come out and say it, but.
08:20I don't know what he's going to tell me.
08:25I'm nervous.
08:25I'm nervous.
08:26So...
08:48I'm still thinking about my massage from Wayne, the intimacy coach.
08:52I can't believe I even let my guard down
08:54and allowed myself to be vulnerable with him.
08:56If you had asked me a few months ago
08:58to even talk about doing all this,
09:00I'd think you're nuts.
09:02I have really been pushing myself out of my comfort zone,
09:04and I must admit that it's making me more comfortable and curious
09:08when it comes to experiencing sexual pleasure.
09:13But physically speaking, I'm stuck.
09:15The dilators continue to be super painful and uncomfortable.
09:20Kimberly, the sex therapist, recommended I become friends
09:23with my vagina.
09:25The first thing you need to do is make friends
09:27with your own vagina.
09:29That's a first. I've never heard of that before.
09:31So, I did some research,
09:33and I decided to meet with a priestess healer.
09:37I'll try anything to be able to have sex.
09:40Hi.
09:41Hi. Nice to meet you.
09:43I'm Sonali.
09:44Hello. Welcome.
09:45Nice to meet you as well.
09:51Welcome to the temple.
09:52Yes.
09:54Come on in and have a seat here.
09:57My name is Nikki Jean, and I am a healer and priestess.
10:01It's an honor to have you here.
10:03Thank you for having me here.
10:05My main focus is sexual exploration.
10:08A lot of us have been programmed to disconnect
10:11and have shame in regards to that.
10:13And so, a lot of women come for empowerment and embodiment
10:17and to activate their own sensual powers.
10:21So, if you would like, you can share a little bit of your intentions
10:25and your story of what's going on with your body and your womb
10:29so that we can kind of figure out what we would like to do for your process.
10:34So, I am 37 years young and still a virgin.
10:38Wow.
10:41Part of that is cultural, it's emotional, and also physical.
10:44My well-intentioned immigrant parents, they did not allow me to date.
10:48Boys are bad. Sex is bad.
10:50And then also, I realized I'm really tight in my lady parts.
10:54Recently, I visited a pelvic floor therapist.
10:57She explored the physical challenges I have down there.
11:01I have vaginismus.
11:03She gave me dilators.
11:05So, have they been working for you, the dilators?
11:08I've only been able to get this much in.
11:10You've got to take that as a good sign that there is a relaxing.
11:14There is a surrendering happening.
11:16This is my first time working with someone that has vaginismus.
11:20It's not my first virgin.
11:22But I think it's wonderful that Sonali has been really focused on the physical.
11:25But I feel that she does need to deal with the emotional.
11:29If Sonali can release a lot of the fear and the anxiety, she can actually surrender to more pleasure.
11:35I would like to take you through a bit of yoni mapping to activate your pleasure body and to soften your body.
11:42The yoni is Sanskrit for vagina.
11:46And the goal is to be able to map a full circle around the yoni.
11:50And for it to be open, soft, receiving with no restriction, no anxiety, no fear.
11:57Just pure receiving and surrender.
12:00If you're feeling comfortable with it, I have a rose quartz wand that we can potentially enter to see how your body reacts.
12:14The rose quartz wand, it reminds me of the smallest dilator that I've been trying to use that has been very painful.
12:22I'm a bit skeptical.
12:24I'm really hoping Nikki Jean has the magic touch.
12:29Breathing nice and deep.
12:33Breathe.
12:34And now I'm going to begin to activate erogenous zones.
12:40Is this okay that I do this?
12:43Mm-hmm.
12:44Okay, great.
12:45And you can use your breath to breathe into your hips.
12:51Telling your yoni that you love her.
12:55Okay, so I have the rose quartz little wand.
12:58And I'm going to use a little bit of coconut oil just because it's nice to make sure that we're not going to hurt your body.
13:07I am really nervous.
13:09Like, I am truly afraid of how painful it'll be.
13:14What we're going to do is just place this tool at the door and exhale and do it.
13:20Can you feel it?
13:21Is that hurting or is it feeling okay?
13:23It's a bit uncomfortable.
13:26Oh, that hurts.
13:27That hurts.
13:28Whatever you're doing.
13:29What kind of emotion is coming up with the discomfort?
13:34Pain.
13:35A little hurt.
13:36Physical.
13:37Yeah.
13:38Like a pinching sensation.
13:40Is there any fear or any anxiety beneath that?
13:43There is.
13:45It's your truth.
13:46Oh, gosh.
13:47You're doing good.
13:48Yeah.
13:49This is good.
13:50Oh, my gosh.
13:51I didn't expect this to happen.
13:53I hope you like red wine.
13:54I do.
13:55I love red.
13:56Conrad is super cute.
13:57He's super nice.
13:58It's Deanne's world.
13:59It's Deanne's world.
14:00I'm just living in it.
14:01I can tell Conrad does want to kiss me.
14:02Who knows?
14:03I could hook up with him just to have that experience.
14:05I could hook up with him just to have that experience.
14:06I could hook up with him just to have that experience.
14:13Okay.
14:14Well, I'm on my way to Conrad's.
14:17Um, I'm on my way to Conrad's.
14:20Um, I'm on my way to Conrad's.
14:24Um, the guy I matched with at the updating.
14:37I've never gone to a guy's house for a date before.
14:41And I think that kind of makes me anxious.
14:44I'm on my way to Conrad's.
14:47Um, the guy I matched with at the updating.
14:50I've never gone to a guy's house for a date before.
14:53Kind of makes me anxious because I feel like that could lead to things quicker than a normal date.
15:00I met Conrad for literally 30 minutes in an environment that's just so wild and crazy.
15:07Like, I liked his quick answers that a comedian was asking him.
15:10But I have no idea if we're gonna actually click or get along or gonna have any sort of connection at all.
15:16Like, it's just always like an awkwardness.
15:18Like, I'm always gonna have that fear of I'm doing this bad, I'm doing this wrong, I don't know what I'm doing.
15:31So I'm ready to be through that and to just be having these experiences and just be enjoying it.
15:38Hi!
15:39Hi!
15:40How are you?
15:41I'm good.
15:42Good to see you.
15:43Good to see you.
15:44How's it going?
15:45Good, it's so cute in here.
15:46Oh my gosh, thank you.
15:47The neighborhood's so cute.
15:48Yeah.
15:49Thank you for coming.
15:50Thanks for having me.
15:51Well, I'm excited to introduce you to Private Chef Royce.
15:54Wow.
15:55Happy to have him here.
15:56Should we get some wine?
15:57Yeah.
15:58But since it's her first time coming over, I decided to get a private chef to come and cook an intimate meal for us.
16:08Cheers.
16:09Cheers.
16:10Wow.
16:11I don't know if anything will happen physically.
16:12I don't want to put any expectations on it.
16:14I know that Deanne lives life to her own drum and is on her own timeline and I'm happy and I respect that.
16:21Well, should we step outside?
16:22Sure.
16:23Let's do it after you.
16:24Obviously, I'm very attracted to her.
16:25I think she's beautiful.
16:28I'm just excited to spend quality time with her.
16:30My God, it's so cute back here.
16:33Jeez.
16:34So this is just kind of my space.
16:36I'm a big outdoors guy.
16:38Does it always look like this?
16:39So yeah, I actually always have a ton of roses at all times.
16:42All times?
16:43It's just one of my things.
16:44For a first date, it does add an intimacy to it.
16:49Should we sit down?
16:51Wow.
16:52There's roses everywhere and there's candles.
16:55So in this moment, I'm like, okay, I like this.
17:00So we met in a fun way.
17:04Yeah, I blacked it out.
17:06I think you crushed it.
17:07It was very overwhelming.
17:08Yeah, but I mean, it's a tough situation to be in, right?
17:11You're blindfolded.
17:12Especially when they're like, kiss him, kiss him.
17:14I'm like, I just met him five seconds ago.
17:16It's fair.
17:17It was.
17:18It's fair.
17:19It's interesting.
17:20And then I heard after we got off stage that some girl went on and just made out with the
17:22other guy instantly.
17:23It's even better.
17:24I heard that she made out with two guys.
17:27Yep.
17:28Wow.
17:29Different energy.
17:30Mm-hmm.
17:31The conversation's going good.
17:32It's easy.
17:33We're getting along great.
17:35That kind of freaks me out a little bit because it does make me wonder, is he going to try
17:40to make a move?
17:41Even though I am open to it, I am getting in my head a little bit about what's going to
17:47happen.
17:48One thing you said, though, super interesting.
17:50So you're not a relationship person.
17:53No.
17:54I've never had a boyfriend.
17:56Why do you think you're obviously beautiful and smart and dynamic and successful?
18:03Everything in my life, I kind of go for it.
18:07But when it comes to dating, I just don't push myself in that way.
18:11And I think it's because I, instead of everything else in my life, like, I leave before I look.
18:16Dating, I kind of look before I leave.
18:18So I've never had that sexual relationship with someone.
18:22It's really weird, I know.
18:23Dang.
18:24I respect that.
18:26And I love that you've, like, come to peace with that and understood that.
18:30Yeah.
18:31And I love that.
18:32Conrad is super cute.
18:35He's super nice.
18:36All of his answers are amazing.
18:38As I've gone through this experience, I'm realizing that I'm a little too concentrated
18:44on fighting Mr. Perfect.
18:46And it doesn't have to be that way.
18:48I could just have a sex life without it meaning so much more.
18:52I could hook up with him just to have that experience.
19:04I have something I need to tell you.
19:06I don't know how to really come out and say it, but...
19:16So I'm still a virgin.
19:20Okay.
19:21I feel like we've been having a really good time connecting.
19:32I feel like the feelings have been there.
19:34And that's why, like, I wanted to kind of do something special for this weekend.
19:38So, yeah.
19:39Okay.
19:40That's kind of...
19:41Yeah.
19:42Okay.
19:43That's a lot.
19:44Yeah, it is.
19:45For me.
19:46Yeah.
19:47Hearing that Alex is a virgin, I guess I am a little surprised just because he's so outgoing.
19:55But taking me to a romantic place with a sauna and, like, a pool, like, right in your room, I'm definitely putting kind of the pieces together.
20:04I'm not sure how I feel about it.
20:08In your line of experience, or lack thereof, like...
20:11Yeah.
20:12What is your experience?
20:14I've kissed girls, but not really much of anything else.
20:20So, is there, like, a why?
20:21Is it religious?
20:22Or...
20:23It's not religious.
20:24Um, I try to date girls, but it's like, you know, they didn't want to give me the time of day or they just screwed around with me.
20:30And so, I just kind of chose.
20:32I...
20:33It makes sense now.
20:34I understand the thought process for you.
20:36Okay.
20:37Awesome.
20:38Yeah.
20:39I think this experience speaks to, um, Alex being naive and just wanting to make a romantic gesture.
20:47It speaks to, like, his innocence and maybe a little bit of his inexperience that this is what he chose to do, but it was still a really nice gesture.
20:54I...
20:55I think our connection is great, and I just feel a lot better in telling you.
20:59Yeah.
21:00You know, we all live, like, different ways and have different experiences, so that doesn't matter to me.
21:05Lauren's taking the news very well.
21:08All right.
21:09Ready?
21:10Yeah, I'm ready.
21:11Okay.
21:12But now we're heading back to the room, and I'm just...
21:15I'm nervous because this is, by far, the farthest I've ever gone with any woman.
21:21And I don't know what's gonna happen.
21:28Don't break my...
21:29I am getting ready to go to the club.
21:37Hopefully, William comes.
21:39Are you nervous?
21:41I'm a little bit nervous, but I'm excited for him to see me.
21:48Me and William haven't done anything physically yet.
21:51Just a kiss on the cheek, but we talk every day.
21:54You know, he tells me these nice little bedtime stories.
21:58Stories about us being together sexually.
22:01And I'm still kind of shy about it, but...
22:03Girl, our last interview, you told me you wanted your cheeks clapped.
22:06And now you're being shy about it?
22:08Because it's, like, it's actually really, like, happening.
22:11Like, it's because it's, like, a real possibility now.
22:14And I'm excited.
22:16I'm excited.
22:17I'm ready to go.
22:18I'm hoping Rasha's ready to go.
22:19But she's a little bit nervous.
22:20Oh, that looks good.
22:23I mean, she's a 42-year-old virgin.
22:24Like, I don't even understand if you get the magnitude of that.
22:25Cheers, honey.
22:26I am excited for you.
22:27My hope for her tonight is that she can let loose and have fun, but to her comfort level.
22:43Let me see where he is.
22:44Yes, ma'am.
22:45Oh, he said he's really close.
22:47Okay.
22:48Less than five minutes.
22:49Oh, less than five minutes?
22:50Yeah.
22:51Ooh.
22:55Oh, Lord.
22:57I'm so nervous but excited.
23:00Keep your composure when he walks in.
23:02I'm gonna try.
23:03Okay.
23:04I'm gonna try.
23:05I'm freaking out big time.
23:07Like, oh, my God.
23:08He gonna walk through this door.
23:09And I'm sitting there trying not to look at the door, but still just, like, trying to twirl.
23:13You ready?
23:14You ready?
23:15You ready?
23:16You ready?
23:17Ready?
23:18You ready?
23:23He's here.
23:24Oh, my God.
23:25Hello!
23:26Oh, thank you so much.
23:35I am freaking out right now, like, I'm just telling myself to calm down, be cool, don't
23:43say anything crazy, no crotch sweat, please.
23:47You having a good time?
23:50I am.
23:51This is Jessica.
23:52Nice to meet you.
23:54I've heard so much about you.
23:56You look just like your picture.
23:58He looks cute.
24:00Williams always looks handsome.
24:02I'm going to back up and let you talk, girl.
24:04I'm going to go to the bar, honey.
24:06Honestly, I'm, like, shocked.
24:08He came two and a half hours to see me.
24:11That makes me feel good.
24:12Oh, my goodness.
24:13I'm so happy you're here.
24:14Yeah.
24:15Oh, my God.
24:19I think Rasha's amazing.
24:21To me, the most attractive thing is probably just her face and the way that she carries
24:26herself.
24:27She seems very genuine and also incredibly nice.
24:30Can you tell me more about your stay here so far?
24:33Oh, I've seen a lot.
24:35I've seen a lot.
24:37It was a little strange to me that she wanted to go to an adult resort, being a virgin.
24:42But also, at the same time, I understand that she is trying to find herself.
24:46And this is just part of the journey.
24:48So.
24:49Well, it sounds like fun.
24:51Mm-hmm.
24:52I'm curious to see what else they have on the phone.
24:53Yeah.
24:54You're going to see a lot, buddy.
24:55You're going to see a lot.
24:56That's a lot.
24:57You know, a lot.
24:59William is definitely in his masculine energy.
25:02And that definitely does turn me on.
25:04I don't know how he will be in the bedroom.
25:07But, I mean, I think he'll probably take control and do what he got to do.
25:12Is it pretty good?
25:14Do you want me to get you done a drink?
25:15Yeah, I can't.
25:16I don't know what this is.
25:17It's real good, though.
25:18But this is my second one, so I don't know.
25:20I wasn't drunk, but I was just a little bit tipsy.
25:26Mostly, I was a little giddy, a little nervous, a little horny.
25:30All those things.
25:34So, how do you feel about kissing?
25:44Absolutely.
25:45Oh, my God.
25:53I do want to take things to the next level, but I never really kissed a guy like that,
26:03and definitely not in public.
26:05That's super, super nerve-wracking.
26:10Oh, gosh.
26:13You're doing good.
26:27It's okay.
26:28Yeah, this is...
26:32I am surprised about the huge wave of emotion that has overcome me.
26:37It's unexpected.
26:40In my mind, I'm thinking I'm here, I'm relaxed, and that for the first time, I'm going to start to feel pleasure down there.
26:50But then suddenly, it became painful, and I'm getting emotional.
26:55Oh, my gosh.
26:56Oh, my gosh.
26:57I didn't expect this to happen.
26:58No, this is perfect.
26:59This is what happens.
27:00You're doing good.
27:03The fact that you're crying means it's working, so you're doing a good job.
27:08I am not surprised at all to see Sonali being emotional during the yoni mapping process.
27:12This is actually quite normal.
27:14Sonali needs to feel the emotions that are there instead of disconnecting with them.
27:19If she can actually surrender, she will be able to allow her body to fully experience pleasure.
27:25You can just allow your nervous system to rest and relax.
27:30And only through confronting the truth and going through the hard feelings can we fully let them go.
27:37I've been working so hard to overcome my vaginismus so that one day, hopefully, I can have sexual intercourse
27:45and have a proper romantic relationship.
27:48And even though this yoni mapping is causing me pain and it's hurting, I'm not going to give up.
27:55Just kind of massage the top of your pelvic floor, like just softening everything.
28:05What I'm going to do is just keep massaging in the circle and a little deeper and exhale into it.
28:17As I calm down and start to relax, I must admit, I'm not feeling as much pain.
28:24And I am pleasantly surprised.
28:27Let's see if we can get a little bit deeper in and possibly to your G-spot.
28:33Deserves to feel the love and the pleasure.
28:37I'm just going to start to circle, okay?
28:38Letting your body open to receive the peace, the love, the pleasure.
28:50Letting all that anxiety go and exhale into it.
28:59Yeah.
29:00Yeah.
29:01Oh, wow.
29:02I must admit, I am getting turned on right now.
29:06Oh, gosh.
29:07I do feel a wet sensation in my lady parts.
29:12I'm kind of embarrassed about how good this feels because I'm a good Indian girl.
29:18I'm a good Indian girl and good Indian girls don't do what I'm doing right now.
29:23Oh, my gosh.
29:24I don't know.
29:25Yeah.
29:26Breathing into your clitoris and your G-spot.
29:27Oh, wow.
29:28Stop.
29:29Stop.
29:30She is pretty relaxed already, huh?
29:39My gosh.
29:43Is this-
29:45She likes it.
29:50It's a completely new sensation.
29:56It's a completely new sensation.
29:59I'm giggling like a teenager.
30:02You're inner maiden.
30:05Do you think you might have had an orgasm?
30:08Yes, I think.
30:10I feel electricity going through my body.
30:12My heart is beating super fast.
30:15Feels heaven-like.
30:16It's nice.
30:17This is pure paradise.
30:19Do you want to see how deep it is now?
30:21Oh my goodness.
30:23Yeah, that's two inches.
30:24I've heard the average male penis size is five inches,
30:28so I'm almost half of the way there.
30:30So I'll let you get dressed,
30:32and then I'll meet you in the other room.
30:34Sounds good. Thank you.
30:36With this whole Yoni mapping experience,
30:39I feel alive.
30:41I feel empowered.
30:43I am excited about perhaps trying this with a man.
30:46It's a really nice sensation,
30:47and dare I say that I see the light
30:50at the end of the tunnel.
30:51How are you feeling?
30:56Magical.
30:59Congratulations.
31:01I've never heard anything like that ever done before.
31:03There's a first step for everything.
31:11That was fun.
31:12So, do you want to try the champagne tower,
31:21or do you want to try the pool?
31:25I'll start with the pool.
31:27Start with the pool?
31:27Okay, we can do that.
31:28Okay.
31:28Awesome.
31:29It changed?
31:30Yeah.
31:30Okay.
31:30This is insane.
31:33I've never been in,
31:35let alone a pool with a girl,
31:36a heart-shaped pool.
31:37And I don't know if I should make a move,
31:41or if I need to say something slick,
31:43or sexy.
31:45I don't know.
31:47And I have no one here to help me.
31:48I feel like maybe I could get a kiss,
31:55so, you know,
31:56I got to brush my teeth,
31:57and then I have mouthwash,
31:59because I got to be extremely fresh,
32:00because if I get a kiss,
32:02it has to taste good.
32:05I don't know what she expects to happen.
32:08I don't really know what I expect to happen.
32:10I still want to take it slow,
32:12but I'm also really, really nervous,
32:14because I always somehow mess things up.
32:21I'm excited,
32:22but I am a little nervous,
32:23a little overwhelmed.
32:25It's a lot between, like,
32:26the hot tub and the pool and everything,
32:29but I can see that he's trying.
32:31It's really cute.
32:32It's adorable.
32:33And I see the kindness behind the gesture.
32:40All right.
32:45Ooh!
32:46Woo-hoo!
32:47Woo-hoo!
32:48All right.
32:49Right?
32:51Life is good.
32:53Life is real good.
32:56Seeing Lauren sit on the side of the pool
33:06and her rope,
33:08I don't know if I need to try
33:10and physically flirt a little bit,
33:12you know?
33:13There you go.
33:14Yep.
33:22Cheers!
33:23All right.
33:24And spill it.
33:25Cheers!
33:26Cheers!
33:27Cheers!
33:39I'm just happy that
33:40you're here to share this moment with me.
33:43Oh, that's nice.
33:44What's that?
33:45I said that's nice.
33:46Yeah, and I'm happy that
33:48all the conversations went well.
33:51Mm-hmm.
33:51Being with Alex in the pool right now,
33:58I think that we have a really good time together.
34:01I'm just kind of realizing
34:02that it might be too much for me.
34:05It might be too soon for me.
34:07I just, I don't think we're there yet.
34:09I do notice or kind of feel that
34:20there's some kind of vibe that's off.
34:24Maybe she didn't want to do something
34:26so intimate right away.
34:27You know, I told Lauren that I was a virgin,
34:30but then now I'm kind of embarrassed
34:32because I don't want her to think
34:34that I brought her up here
34:35just to lose my virginity.
34:37It's making me think,
34:38Alex, what are you doing?
34:40You're like, you did it too quick.
34:41You're freaking dope.
34:42So, I feel that even before we end the night,
34:48I think I'm going to try the champagne hot tub.
34:51You're going to try the hot tub?
34:52I think so.
34:52Yeah, you should give it a go.
34:54Yeah.
34:55I think that's a good idea.
34:56I mean, I'm already wet.
34:59I totally see that Alex's intentions are pure.
35:03I know he's a good person.
35:04I just think that I would be more comfortable
35:06with my own room,
35:08so I'm going to go downstairs
35:09and just book myself my own hotel room tonight.
35:13All right.
35:14All right.
35:15You can go do your thing.
35:18I'll get out in a little bit.
35:19I don't know if I'm really ready
35:20to get out quite yet,
35:21so whatever you have to go accomplish.
35:23All right.
35:24Go ahead.
35:28I went too over the top,
35:31especially in the stage we are.
35:37I totally understand
35:38why she wanted to get her own room.
35:40It's okay.
35:41It's okay.
35:43That was my mistake.
35:47I really hope I didn't push Lauren away
35:48because I do really like her, like, a lot,
35:52and I still feel she can be the one.
35:56I just got to remind myself
35:58not to put my head down
35:59because I am so far
36:03from where I used to be,
36:05and to me, that's a win.
36:07I do know what that's code for
36:18when you invite a guy to your room,
36:20and I want to see where it leads.
36:24Would you be open to finishing our wine
36:35by the fire pit?
36:35Sure.
36:36It's freezing.
36:37Let's do it.
36:39You cold?
36:42You okay?
36:43I think I'm good, actually.
36:45Can I move a little bit closer?
36:46Is that allowed?
36:47Go for it.
36:49It's Deanne's world.
36:50I'm just living in it.
36:52Just living in it.
36:53Can I hold your hand?
36:54It's cold.
36:56Sure.
36:57Your hands are so warm.
36:58I feel like your hands
36:59are kind of cold, actually.
37:00How are your hands so warm?
37:01I don't know.
37:04I can tell Conrad
37:05does want to kiss me,
37:07but I think when it comes
37:09to anything physical
37:11with Conrad tonight,
37:13I'm very much still in the middle
37:15of how I feel,
37:16so I'm like,
37:17do I want to kiss him?
37:18Do Annette want to kiss him?
37:19I've been very impressed
37:21by how authentic you've been.
37:23I love how confident you are,
37:24and I wear my heart on my sleeve.
37:27I'm like, I feel that.
37:28You're very much
37:29a boyfriend-type guy
37:34where you're just like...
37:35I hope that's a compliment.
37:36No, it is.
37:37It's abnormal for me,
37:39but it's a good thing.
37:41It's not a bad thing.
37:43But this is
37:43Leap Before You Look,
37:46Deanne, right?
37:49Conrad does check off
37:51every single box
37:52that I ever tell people I want.
37:54Would you want to pop inside?
37:55We could do a quick
37:56little house tour.
37:57Sure, let's do a tour.
37:59I want to be like,
38:00push yourself,
38:01or do I want that
38:03I'm like head over heels,
38:05so excited to see this person?
38:07Okay, so...
38:08After you?
38:09Tour.
38:13I just really want to give you
38:14a baby kiss.
38:15I know.
38:16I know.
38:17But...
38:17I don't need to do that on camera.
38:20It's very awkward.
38:22Yeah.
38:22What if it's just like a little,
38:24like no tongue,
38:25and then it's just like,
38:25boop.
38:26I feel like not in front of camera.
38:27I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
38:29With Conrad tonight,
38:30I very much used
38:32the television show
38:33as a reason why
38:34I didn't want to kiss him goodnight.
38:35If I was super feeling
38:40that sparks
38:40into him excitedness,
38:42I don't know
38:42the tele...
38:43The cameras don't mean
38:44anything to me.
38:45I would kiss someone
38:46on the camera,
38:47which tells me
38:49the spark's not there.
38:52It's just a camera thing for me.
38:54I got it.
38:54How do you feel
38:59about kissing?
39:04Absolutely.
39:05I am so nervous,
39:08but then I'm looking at him
39:10and he makes it feel
39:12for me to feel okay.
39:13And that's safety,
39:16you know?
39:16And that's what I like.
39:19And I do not want
39:21to be a virgin forever.
39:22I do not want
39:24to be a virgin forever.
39:24Okay.
39:25Come on.
39:27Oh, my God.
39:29Mmm.
39:34Mmm.
39:38My first real kiss
39:39went tongue.
39:40And it was so good.
39:42It wasn't, like,
39:43crazy tongue.
39:45It wasn't crazy tongue.
39:46It was just a nice,
39:47passionate kiss.
39:48Perfect amount
39:49of sloppiness.
39:50I'm feeling bold
39:59and I want
40:00to keep things going.
40:02Um, you want
40:03to see my room?
40:04Yeah.
40:04Okay, come on.
40:05I'll show you my room.
40:07I do know
40:09what that's called
40:11for when you invite
40:11a guy to your room.
40:13And I want
40:18to see where it leads.
40:21This is my room.
40:23Oh.
40:25That's super cool.
40:26It has a pole in it
40:27and it has a mirror.
40:30Interesting.
40:32I wasn't expecting
40:33the stripper pole.
40:35The mirrors over the bed
40:36and on the headboard.
40:38That was a lot
40:39to take in.
40:39You like the pole?
40:40You want me to dance
40:41for you?
40:42Yeah.
40:45And this is my bed.
40:48You want to come
40:49lay with me?
40:50Yeah.
40:53I give myself
40:55permission.
41:01Oh, my God.
41:02A man is about
41:02to be on my bed.
41:03Oh, my God.
41:04I'm freaking out.
41:09I thank you, God.
41:13Kiss me, William.
41:16So very dramatic.
41:18Just...
41:19Just kiss me, William.
41:21It's real life.
41:38It's happening.
41:39And I'm excited
41:41and scared
41:41at the same time.
41:42Oh, my goodness.
41:52But...
41:53So many people
41:54are watching...
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