Virgins (2025) Season 1 Episode 6

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00:30Hello. Hi. This is Lauren. I'm really happy Alex is dating again.

00:37What a comeback. Knowing that I'm one step closer to losing my virginity, it's surreal to me.

00:45You're the second man in my life where I've touched me like this.

00:48When it comes to pleasure and touch, I think meeting with a sex surrogate

00:55and having a more open mind will allow me to experience physical intimacy with a man.

01:01What does that feel like? Amazing.

01:03Oh.

01:04I met a guy.

01:07Do you think that you could have sex with him?

01:09Absolutely.

01:10Oh my gosh, look at that.

01:12Candy land?

01:12Candy land.

01:13Oh my goodness.

01:15I am a 42-year-old virgin at an adult resort.

01:19Why don't you text your boo-thing?

01:22Since?

01:22I don't know if he's going to say yes.

01:25And I'm like, oh my God, is this really going to happen?

01:28This is sexy.

01:29It is the second day at the resort.

01:46It's so wild.

01:49Like all the guys and the girls, they're just like eyeballing me and looking like they can smell.

01:56Smell the newness.

01:57I got asked to join couples as I was walking to my room.

02:04I politely declined.

02:07And then I seen a guy with his wiener out.

02:11And he was big.

02:20Walking around, there's a lot going on.

02:23There's ass shaking.

02:24Pasties.

02:26Hey, everybody.

02:26Hi, how are you?

02:28Can we join?

02:29Get on.

02:30And I join is like the motto here.

02:32Yeah.

02:32That's how we know.

02:32Get on.

02:33Some naked pieces.

02:36You know, all the parts.

02:41And things was floating.

02:42I was like, wow.

02:43We don't see you guys too often.

02:45Guys, your first time?

02:46You guys first time?

02:46Yeah, first time.

02:47Never been?

02:48Never been.

02:48So welcome.

02:51Definitely ready to build some new friendships.

02:53Right.

02:53Yeah.

02:54So has anyone piqued your fancy?

02:56I'm kind of talking to someone.

02:58Ooh.

02:58Okay.

02:59Yes.

03:00Is he here?

03:01Oh, he may be coming.

03:02He may be coming.

03:03I've been talking to this amazing guy named William.

03:09And last night, I texted him and invited him to come to the resort to meet me.

03:14I just found out he's going to come and he'll be here tonight.

03:17Well, do you want him to come?

03:19Yeah.

03:20Yeah.

03:20Definitely.

03:21Coming is important.

03:24I am kind of nervous, but still excited.

03:28You know, we've just been talking for a couple weeks.

03:30What if he thinks I'm moving too fast?

03:32You know, I don't want to, like, push him away.

03:35But at the same time, this place is very sexy.

03:38And I'm thinking about him.

03:41I really would like him to come.

03:43So cheers to new friendships.

03:45And a amazing weekend for Washa.

03:47Now we got it.

03:48Washa, girl, get it.

03:50It's definitely going to be my weekend to experience and explore.

03:53Big pur came to play.

03:57Big pur came to play.

04:02Since Lauren met my family, we went on a couple of dates.

04:20And the chemistry is amazing.

04:22We're always laughing.

04:24Like, he's always making me laugh.

04:25I'm open to seeing where this goes.

04:27Have you guys kissed yet?

04:32No, we haven't kissed.

04:34We're having pizza.

04:35It's great.

04:36Yay!

04:36I love it.

04:36I got pepperoni.

04:37And I got a slice of the white garlic pizza.

04:40She's awesome.

04:42I can just be myself around her.

04:43And it feels amazing just to be able to do that.

04:47Cheers.

04:48I know it's early in our relationship, but I wanted to try and plan something a little

04:55romantic.

04:56So I took a big leap and I asked Lauren to go away for a weekend.

05:00And she said yes.

05:03I'm really excited.

05:03We just pulled into the parking lot of this amazing couple's, I guess, resorts.

05:24I hope it's fun.

05:25Yeah, me too.

05:26Me too.

05:27All right.

05:29Yep.

05:31This is going to be fun.

05:33Yes, it is.

05:33I went on the internet and searched for nice romantic getaways.

05:39And I clicked on the first link that popped up, thought it was great, and booked it.

05:46Okay.

05:47All right.

05:49Oh, my God.

05:51Alex.

05:52Oh, my God.

05:54This is ridiculous.

05:56So as we walk in, I'm kind of curious on what Lauren's thinking, because I'm not sure if

06:03girls are really into that sort of thing, but I feel like we could have fun with it.

06:08Are you going to tell her you're a virgin?

06:09I know I need to tell her, but I'm just nervous because I don't know how she's going to take it.

06:21I really don't.

06:22All right.

06:22You're going to go down lover's lane.

06:24I'm hoping that if I bring her here and romance her a little bit, it'll soften the blow so she might accept it.

06:32All right.

06:32Whoa.

06:39Oh, my.

06:41Oh, the fireplace.

06:43What in the world?

06:45Heart-shaped pool?

06:46This was a lot bigger than I was expecting.

06:49It's so spacious.

06:51That's so cool.

06:52There's a sauna right there, and there is a massage tube.

06:56I've never seen a heart-shaped pool.

06:59I'm kind of questioning, you know, what this is.

07:03That's incredible.

07:05Look at the ceiling.

07:07Oh, my God.

07:07Are those stars?

07:08Lots of mirrors.

07:10I think the room looks great.

07:12It's different than most hotel rooms, but I think it looks really nice, and I'm excited to see what we do with it.

07:20It's totally uncomfortable.

07:22It's not what I expected.

07:24I guess it screams over-the-top romance, but it's definitely not something I would have picked.

07:28I think it's really weird and cool that this is round.

07:32Yeah, I haven't seen a round bed before.

07:34Me neither.

07:35The mirrors, though.

07:36Do you think it moves?

07:37I don't know.

07:37Do you think it moves?

07:38I don't know.

07:39Keep your hand and feet on the bed at all times while in motion.

07:43That makes sense.

07:45That's insane.

07:47Oh, my gosh.

07:48Oh, that's awesome.

07:49Oh, my gosh.

07:49That's going to be fun.

07:50A champagne bottle.

07:52Do you want me to pop it open for you?

07:55Why don't we explore?

07:57I could use a glass of wine.

07:58We'll see this.

07:59All right.

08:01I am fantasizing what will happen, but I don't want to get my hopes up.

08:10I did shave my downstairs.

08:12Let's see what Spooners has to offer.

08:23That's a funny name.

08:24It is.

08:25You want to go to the bar?

08:27Yeah.

08:27All right.

08:27Can I have a glass of Chardonnay?

08:29Chardonnay?

08:29Yeah.

08:29Sure.

08:29Can I get a beer, please?

08:30Sure.

08:31Yeah.

08:35I think right now it's going pretty good.

08:37We're talking, we're laughing, but I don't feel like I'll enjoy the weekend if I don't get

08:42a chance to tell Lauren that I'm a virgin.

08:44All right.

08:45Thank you so much.

08:46You are so welcome.

08:46Thank you so much.

08:47I appreciate it.

08:48You're welcome.

08:49I probably should have told her sooner, but it wouldn't feel that feeling of rejection.

08:54Now that I didn't and I'm telling her now, it could kind of ruin everything, and that's

08:59what's scaring me.

09:01I think it's kind of cool how they have like an indoor mini golf.

09:05Yeah.

09:05And then like bowling.

09:08I'm glad they have options.

09:10So now it's like you're not doing that.

09:12You're doing, you can do something other than, you know.

09:14Oh my God.

09:20What's there to do up here?

09:22Nothing.

09:22You just bang.

09:25Totally.

09:26So what did you think of the room?

09:28I thought the room was just a bit overwhelming.

09:32When I saw it online, I thought it would be kind of like, I don't know.

09:35It's definitely different, but I.

09:42I have something I need to tell you.

09:51I don't know how to really come out and say it, but.

09:54I don't know what he's going to tell me.

09:59I'm nervous.

10:01So.

10:01I'm still thinking about my massage from Wayne, the intimacy coach.

10:26I can't believe I even let my guard down and allowed myself to be vulnerable with him.

10:31If you had asked me a few months ago to even talk about doing all this, I'd think you're nuts.

10:36I have really been pushing myself out of my comfort zone.

10:39And I must admit that it's making me more comfortable and curious when it comes to experiencing sexual pleasure.

10:45But physically speaking, I'm stuck.

10:50The dilators continue to be super painful and uncomfortable.

10:54Kimberly, the sex therapist, recommended I become friends with my vagina.

10:59The first thing you need to do is make friends with your own vagina.

11:03That's a first.

11:04I've never heard of that before.

11:05So, um, I did some research and I decided to meet with a priestess healer.

11:11I'll try anything to be able to have sex.

11:15Hi.

11:16Nice to meet you.

11:17I'm Somali.

11:18Hello.

11:19Welcome.

11:19Nice to meet you as well.

11:20Yeah.

11:24Welcome to the temple.

11:27Yes.

11:28Come on in and have a seat here.

11:30My name is Nikki Jean and I am a healer and priestess.

11:36It's an honor to have you here.

11:38Thank you for having me here.

11:39My main focus is sexual exploration.

11:42A lot of us have been programmed to disconnect and have shame in regards to that.

11:47And so a lot of women come for empowerment and embodiment and to activate their own sensual powers.

11:54So if you would like, you can share a little bit of your intentions and your story of what's going on with your body and your womb

12:03so that we can kind of figure out what we would like to do for your process.

12:08So I am 37 years young and still a virgin.

12:12Wow.

12:15Part of that is cultural, it's emotional, and also physical.

12:19My well-intentioned immigrant parents, they did not allow me to date.

12:22Boys are bad.

12:23Sex is bad.

12:24And then also I realized I'm really tight in my lady parts.

12:29Recently, I visited a pelvic floor therapist.

12:32She explored the physical challenges I have down there.

12:35I have vaginismus.

12:37She gave me dilators.

12:39So have they been working for you, the dilators?

12:42I've only been able to get this much in.

12:45You've got to take that as a good sign that there is a relaxing, there is a surrendering happening.

12:50This is my first time working with someone that has vaginismus.

12:53It's not my first virgin, but I think it's wonderful that Sonali has been really focused on the physical, but I feel that she does need to deal with the emotional.

13:03If Sonali can release a lot of the fear and anxiety, she can actually surrender to more pleasure.

13:09I would like to take you through a bit of yoni mapping to activate your pleasure body and to soften your body.

13:16The yoni is Sanskrit for vagina, and the goal is to be able to map a full circle around the yoni and for it to be open, soft, receiving, with no restriction, no anxiety, no fear.

13:31You're just pure receiving and surrender.

13:35If you're feeling comfortable with it, I have a rose quartz wand that we can potentially enter to see how your body reacts.

13:44The rose quartz wand, it reminds me of the smallest dilator that I've been trying to use, that has been very painful.

13:57I'm a bit skeptical.

13:58I'm really hoping Nikki Jean has the magic touch.

14:04Breathing nice and deep.

14:08Breathe.

14:09And now I'm going to begin to activate erogenous zones.

14:16Is this okay that I do this?

14:18Okay, great.

14:19And you can use your breath to breathe into your hips.

14:25Telling your yoni that you love her.

14:29Okay, so I have the rose quartz little wand.

14:33And I'm going to use a little bit of coconut oil just because it's nice to make sure that we're not going to hurt your body.

14:39I am really nervous.

14:43Like, I am truly afraid of how painful it'll be.

14:48What we're going to do is just place this tool at the door and exhale and do it.

14:54Can you feel it?

14:55Is that hurting or is it feeling okay?

14:57It's a bit uncomfortable.

15:00Oh, that hurts, that hurts.

15:02Whatever you're doing, just...

15:03What kind of emotion is coming up with the discomfort?

15:06Pain.

15:09A little hurt.

15:10Physical.

15:11Yeah.

15:11Like a pinching sensation.

15:13Is there any fear or any anxiety beneath that?

15:17There is.

15:19It's your truth.

15:20Oh, gosh.

15:33You're doing good.

15:34Yeah, this is good.

15:38Oh, my gosh.

15:40I didn't expect this to happen.

15:43I hope you like red wine.

15:44I do.

15:45I love red.

15:46Conrad is super cute.

15:48He's super nice.

15:49It's Deanne's world.

15:50I'm just living in it.

15:51I can tell Conrad does want to kiss me.

15:53Who knows?

15:54I could hook up with him just to have that experience.

15:56Okay, well, I'm on my way to Conrad's, the guy I matched with at the updating.

16:21I've never gone to a guy's house for a date before, and I think that kind of makes me anxious

16:28because I feel like that could lead to things quicker than a normal date.

16:34I met Conrad for literally 30 minutes in an environment that's just so wild and crazy.

16:41Like, I liked his quick answers that a comedian was asking him, but I have no idea if we're

16:46going to actually click or get along or going to have any sort of connection at all.

16:55Being 35 and having no sexual experience, like, it's just always, like, an awkwardness.

17:00Like, I'm always going to have that fear of I'm doing this bad, I'm doing this wrong,

17:03and I don't know what I'm doing, so I'm ready to be through that and to just be having these

17:09experiences and just be enjoying it.

17:13Hi.

17:14Hi.

17:15How are you?

17:16I'm good.

17:16Good to see you.

17:17Good to see you.

17:18How's it going?

17:19Good.

17:19It's so cute in here.

17:20Oh, my gosh.

17:21Your neighborhood's so cute.

17:22Yeah.

17:22Thank you for coming.

17:24Thanks for having me.

17:24Well, I'm excited to introduce you to Private Chef Royce.

17:28Wow.

17:29Happy to have him here.

17:30Should we get some wine?

17:31Yeah.

17:31Let's do it.

17:32Since it's her first time coming over, I decided to get a private chef to come and cook an intimate

17:39meal for us.

17:42Cheers.

17:43Wow.

17:44I don't know if anything will happen physically.

17:46I don't want to put any expectations on it.

17:48I know that Deanne lives life to her own drum and is on her own timeline, and I'm happy,

17:54and I respect that.

17:55Well, should we step outside?

17:56Sure.

17:57Let's do it.

17:57After you.

17:58Obviously, I'm very attracted to her.

17:59I think she's beautiful.

18:01I'm just excited to spend quality time with her.

18:04My God, it's so cute back here.

18:07Jeez.

18:07So this is just kind of my space.

18:10I'm a big outdoors guy.

18:12Does it always look like this?

18:13So yeah, I actually always have a ton of roses at all times.

18:16All times.

18:17It's just one of my things.

18:19For a first date, it does add an intimacy to it.

18:23Should we sit down?

18:24Should we sit down?

18:25Wow.

18:26There's roses everywhere, and there's candles.

18:30So in this moment, I'm like, okay, I like this.

18:33So we met in a fun way.

18:39Yeah, I blacked it out.

18:40I think you crushed it.

18:41It was very overwhelming.

18:42Yeah, but I mean, it's a tough situation to be in, right?

18:46You're blindfolded.

18:47Especially when they're like, kiss him, kiss him.

18:48I'm like, I just met him five seconds ago.

18:51It's fair.

18:51It was.

18:52It's fair.

18:53It's interesting.

18:53And then I heard after we got off stage that some girl went on and just made out with the

18:56other guy instantly.

18:58It's even better.

18:59I heard that she made out with two guys.

19:01Yep.

19:02Wow.

19:03Different energy.

19:04Mm-hmm.

19:05The conversation's going good.

19:06It's easy.

19:08We're getting along great.

19:09That kind of freaks me out a little bit because it does make me wonder, is he going to try

19:14to make a move?

19:15So even though I am open to it, I am getting in my head a little bit about what's going

19:21to happen.

19:22One thing you said, though, super interesting.

19:25So you're not a relationship person.

19:28No.

19:29I've never had a boyfriend.

19:33Why do you think you're obviously beautiful and smart and dynamic and successful?

19:37Everything in my life, I kind of go for it.

19:41But when it comes to dating, I just don't push myself in that way.

19:45And I think it's because I, instead of everything else in my life, like, I leave before I look.

19:50Dating, I kind of look before I leave.

19:52So I've never had that sexual relationship with someone.

19:56It's really weird, I know.

19:57Dang.

19:58I respect that.

20:00And I love that you've, like, come to peace with that and understood that.

20:04And I love that.

20:07Conrad is super cute.

20:09He's super nice.

20:10All of his answers are amazing.

20:11As I've gone through this experience, I'm realizing that I'm a little too concentrated

20:18on fighting Mr. Perfect.

20:20And it doesn't have to be that way.

20:22I could just have a sex life without it meaning so much more.

20:26I could hook up with him just to have that experience.

20:38I have something I need to tell you.

20:42I don't know how to really come out and say it, but...

20:48So I'm still a virgin.

20:58Okay.

21:02I feel like we've been having a really good time connecting.

21:06I feel like the feelings have been there.

21:07And that's why, like, I wanted to kind of do something special for this weekend.

21:12So, yeah, that's kind of...

21:14Yeah.

21:16Okay.

21:17That's a lot.

21:18Yeah, it is.

21:19For me.

21:20Yeah.

21:23Hearing that Alex is a virgin, I guess I am a little surprised just because he's so outgoing.

21:29But taking me to a romantic place with a sauna and, like, a pool, like, right in your room,

21:35I'm definitely putting kind of the pieces together.

21:38I'm not sure how I feel about it.

21:42In your line of experience, or lack thereof, like...

21:46Yeah.

21:46What is your experience?

21:48I've kissed girls, but not really much of anything else.

21:54So is there, like, a why?

21:55Is it religious?

21:56Or...

21:57It's not religious.

21:59I try to date girls, but it's like, you know, they don't want to give me any time of day,

22:02or they just screwed around with me.

22:04And so, I just kind of chose.

22:06It makes sense now.

22:08I understand the thought process for you.

22:10Okay.

22:10Awesome.

22:12Yeah.

22:12I think this experience speaks to Alex being naive and just wanting to make a romantic gesture.

22:21It speaks to, like, his innocence and maybe a little bit of his inexperience that this is what he chose to do.

22:26But it was still a really nice gesture.

22:29I think our connection is great.

22:31And I just feel a lot better in telling you.

22:33Yeah.

22:34You know, we all live, like, different ways and have different experiences.

22:36So that doesn't matter to me.

22:41Lauren's taking the news very well.

22:43All right.

22:44Ready?

22:44Yeah, I'm ready.

22:45Okay.

22:46But now we're heading back to the room.

22:48And I'm just nervous because this is by far the farthest I've ever gone with any woman.

22:55And I don't know what's going to happen.

23:02I am getting ready to go to the club.

23:11Hopefully, William comes.

23:14Are you nervous?

23:14I'm a little bit nervous, but I'm excited for him to see me.

23:22Me and William haven't done anything physically yet.

23:25Just a kiss on the cheek.

23:26But we talk every day.

23:28You know, he tells me these nice little bedtime stories.

23:32Stories about us being together sexually.

23:35And I'm still kind of shy about it, but...

23:38Girls, our last interview, you told me you wanted your cheek slapped.

23:40And now you're shy about it?

23:42Because it's like, it's actually really, like, happening.

23:45Like, it's because it's, like, a real possibility now.

23:49And I'm excited.

23:52All right.

23:54You ready?

23:55I'm excited.

23:56I'm ready to go.

23:57I'm hoping Ross is ready to go.

23:59But she's a little bit nervous.

24:01Oh, that looks good.

24:03I mean, she's a 42-year-old virgin.

24:06Like, I don't even understand if you get the magnitude of that.

24:09Cheers, honey.

24:10I am excited for you.

24:12My hope for her tonight is that she can let Lucen have fun,

24:15but to her comfort level.

24:17Let me see where he at.

24:18Yes, ma'am.

24:19Oh, he said he's really close.

24:21Okay.

24:22Less than five minutes.

24:23Oh, less than five minutes?

24:24Yeah.

24:25Ooh.

24:27Ah!

24:29Oh, Lord.

24:32I'm so nervous but excited.

24:34Keep your composure when he walks in.

24:37I'm going to try.

24:38Okay.

24:39I'm going to try.

24:40I'm freaking out big time.

24:41Like, oh, my God.

24:43He's going to walk through this door.

24:44And I'm sitting there trying not to look at the door,

24:45but still just, like, trying to twirl.

24:47You ready?

24:48You ready?

24:50I'm ready.

24:51I'm ready.

24:56He's here.

24:58Oh, my God.

24:59Thank you so much.

25:12I am freaking out right now.

25:14Like, I'm just telling myself to calm down.

25:16Be cool.

25:17Don't say anything crazy.

25:19No crotch sweat, please.

25:20You having a good time?

25:25I am.

25:26This is Jessica.

25:28Nice to meet you.

25:29I've heard so much about you.

25:31You look just like your picture.

25:33He looks cute.

25:35Williams always looks handsome.

25:37I'm going to back up and let you talk, girl.

25:39I'm going to go to the ball.

25:41Honestly, I'm, like, shocked.

25:43He came two and a half hours to see me.

25:46That makes me feel good.

25:47Oh, my goodness.

25:48I'm so happy you're here.

25:49Yeah.

25:49Oh, my God.

25:54I think Rasha's amazing.

25:56To me, the most attractive thing is probably just her face and the way that she carries herself.

26:01She seems very genuine and also incredibly nice.

26:05So tell me more about your stay here so far.

26:08Oh, I've seen a lot.

26:10I've seen a lot.

26:12It was a little strange to me that she wanted to go to an adult resort, being a virgin.

26:16But also, at the same time, I understand that she is trying to find herself.

26:20Um, and this is just part of the journey, so.

26:24Well, it sounds like fun.

26:26Mm-hmm.

26:26So I'm curious to see what else they have in the phone.

26:28Yeah, you're going to see a lot, buddy.

26:30You're going to see a lot.

26:30That's a lot.

26:31You know, a lot.

26:34William is definitely in his masculine energy, and that definitely does turn me on.

26:38I don't know how he would be in the bedroom, but, I mean, I think he would probably take

26:45control and do what he got to do.

26:48Oh, is it pretty good?

26:49You want me to get you done a drink?

26:50Yeah, I don't know what this is.

26:52It's real good, though, but this is my second one, so I don't know.

26:58I wasn't drunk, but I was just a little bit tipsy.

27:00Mostly, I was a little giddy, a little nervous, a little horny.

27:07All those things.

27:11So, how do you feel about tipsy?

27:20Absolutely.

27:24Oh, my God.

27:30I do want to take things to the next level, but I never really kissed a guy like that,

27:37and definitely not in public.

27:39That's super, super nerve-wracking.

27:44Ah!

27:44I am surprised about the huge wave of emotion that has overcome me.

28:11It's unexpected.

28:15In my mind, I'm thinking I'm here, I'm relaxed, and that for the first time, I'm going to

28:22start to feel pleasure down there.

28:24But then suddenly, it became painful, and I'm getting emotional.

28:30Oh, my gosh.

28:31I didn't expect to stop.

28:32No, this is perfect.

28:33This is what happens.

28:34This is what happens.

28:34You're doing good.

28:35The fact that you're crying means it's working, so you're doing a good job.

28:40I am not surprised at all to see Sonali being emotional during the yoni mapping process.

28:47This is actually quite normal.

28:49Sonali needs to feel the emotions that are there instead of disconnecting with them.

28:54If she can actually surrender, she will be able to allow her body to fully experience pleasure.

28:59You can just allow your nervous system to rest and relax.

29:05And only through confronting the truth and going through the hard feelings can we fully

29:10let them go.

29:12I've been working so hard to overcome my vaginismus so that one day, hopefully, I can have sexual

29:20intercourse and have a proper romantic relationship.

29:23And even though this yoni mapping is causing me pain and it's hurting, I'm not going to

29:29give up.

29:34I'm just going to massage the top of your pelvic floor, just softening everything.

29:40But what I'm going to do is just keep massaging in the circle and a little deeper and exhale

29:50into it.

29:51As I calm down and start to relax, I must admit, I'm not feeling as much pain.

29:59And I am pleasantly surprised.

30:02Let's see if we can get a little bit deeper in and possibly to your G-spot.

30:08Deserves to feel the love and the pleasure.

30:13I'm just going to start to circle, okay?

30:15Letting your body open to receive the peace, the love, the pleasure.

30:28Letting all that anxiety go and exhale into it.

30:34Yeah.

30:39Oh, wow.

30:41I must admit, I am getting turned on right now.

30:44Oh, gosh.

30:45I do feel a wet sensation in my lady parts.

30:49I'm kind of embarrassed about how good this feels because I'm a good Indian girl and good

30:55Indian girls don't do what I'm doing right now.

30:57Oh, my gosh.

31:01I don't know.

31:02Yeah.

31:04Breathing into your clitoris and your G-spot.

31:07Oh, wow.

31:23She's pretty relaxed already, huh?

31:27Oh, my gosh.

31:28It seems like she likes it.

31:31It's a completely new sensation.

31:33I'm giggling like a teenager.

31:35You're an inner maiden.

31:38Do you think you might have had an orgasm?

31:42Yes.

31:43I think.

31:44I feel electricity going through my body.

31:46My heart is beating super fast.

31:49Feels heaven-like.

31:50It's nice.

31:51This is pure paradise.

31:53Do you want to see how deep it is now?

31:55Oh, my goodness.

31:57Yeah.

31:57That's two inches.

31:59I've heard the average male penis size is five inches.

32:02So I'm almost half of the way there.

32:04So I'll let you get dressed, and then I'll meet you in the other room.

32:08Sounds good.

32:10With this whole Yoni mapping experience, I feel alive.

32:15I feel empowered.

32:17I am excited about perhaps trying this with a man.

32:20It's a really nice sensation, and dare I say that I see the light at the end of the tunnel.

32:25How are you feeling?

32:30Magical.

32:33Congratulations.

32:35I've never heard anything like that ever done before.

32:37There's a first step for everything.

32:39Oh, that was fun.

32:49Um, so do you want to try the champagne tower, or do you want to try the pool?

33:00I'll start with the pool.

33:01Start with the pool?

33:01Oh, okay.

33:02We can do that.

33:02Okay.

33:03Awesome.

33:03It changed?

33:04Yeah.

33:06This is insane.

33:07I've never been in, let alone a pool with a girl, a heart-shaped pool.

33:12And I don't know if I should make a move, or if I need to say something slick, or sexy.

33:19I don't know, and I have no one here to help me.

33:27I feel like maybe I could get a kiss, so, you know, I got to brush my teeth, and then

33:32I have mouthwash, because I got to be extremely fresh, because if I get a kiss, it has to taste

33:37good.

33:37But I don't know what she expects to happen.

33:42I don't really know what I expect to happen.

33:45I still want to take it slow, but I'm also really, really nervous, because I always somehow

33:50mess things up.

33:55I'm excited, but I am a little nervous, a little overwhelmed.

33:59It's a lot between, like, the hot tub and the pool and everything.

34:03But I can see that he's trying.

34:05It's really cute.

34:06It's adorable, and I see the kindness behind the gesture.

34:14All right.

34:16Service.

34:19Woo!

34:20Woo-hoo!

34:21Woo-hoo!

34:22All right.

34:23Right?

34:25Life is good.

34:27Life is looking.

34:28You're good.

34:28Seeing Lauren sit on the side of the pool and her rope, I don't know if I need to try

34:44and physically flirt a little bit, you know?

34:47There you go.

34:48Yep.

34:48Cheers.

34:49Cheers.

34:49All right.

34:53And spill it.

34:55Cheers.

34:57All right.

34:57And spill it.

34:59Cheers.

35:00Cheers.

35:00I'm just happy that you're here to share this moment with me.

35:17Oh, that's nice.

35:18What's that?

35:19I said that's nice.

35:19Yeah, and then I'm happy that, you know, all the conversations went well.

35:25Mm-hmm.

35:30Eating with Alex in the pool right now.

35:32I think that we have a really good time together.

35:35I'm just kind of realizing that it might be too much for me.

35:39It might be too soon for me.

35:41I just, I don't think we're there yet.

35:50I do notice or kind of feel that there's some kind of vibe that's off.

35:58Maybe she didn't want to do something so intimate right away.

36:02You know, I told Lauren that I was a virgin, but then now I'm kind of embarrassed because

36:07I don't want her to think that I brought her up here just to lose my virginity.

36:11It's making me think, Alex, what are you doing?

36:14You're like, you did it too quick.

36:16You're freaking dope.

36:18So I feel that even before we end the night.

36:22I think I'm going to try the champagne hot tub.

36:25You're going to try the hot tub?

36:26I think so.

36:27Yeah, you should give it a go.

36:28Yeah.

36:29I think that's a good idea.

36:30I mean, I'm already wet.

36:33I totally see that Alex's intentions are pure.

36:37I know he's a good person.

36:38And I just think that I would be more comfortable with my own room.

36:42So I'm going to go downstairs and just book myself my own hotel room tonight.

36:47All right.

36:48All right.

36:49You know?

36:49You can go do your thing.

36:52I'll get out in a little bit.

36:53I don't know if I'm really ready to get out quite yet.

36:56So whatever you have to go accomplish.

36:57All right.

36:58Go ahead.

36:58I went too over the top.

37:05Especially in the stage we are.

37:11I totally understand why she wanted to get her own room.

37:14And it's okay.

37:15It's okay.

37:17That was my mistake.

37:18I really hope I didn't push Lauren away.

37:23Because I do really like her.

37:25Like a lot.

37:26And I still feel she can be the one.

37:30I just got to remind myself not to put my head down.

37:34Because I am so far from where I used to be.

37:40And to me, that's a win.

37:41I do know what that's code for when you invite a guy to your room.

37:56And I want to see where it leads.

38:06Would you be open to finishing our wine by the fire pit?

38:09Sure.

38:10It's freezing.

38:11Let's do it.

38:11You cold?

38:16You okay?

38:17I think I'm good, actually.

38:19Can I move a little bit closer?

38:20Are you cold short?

38:21Is that allowed?

38:21Go for it.

38:23It's Deanne's world.

38:24I'm just living in it.

38:26Just living in it.

38:27Can I hold your hand?

38:28It's cold.

38:30Sure.

38:31Your hands are so warm.

38:32I just feel like your hands are kind of cold, actually.

38:34How are your hands so warm?

38:35I don't know.

38:38I can tell Conrad does want to kiss me.

38:40But I think when it comes to anything physical with Conrad tonight, I'm very much still in the middle of how I feel.

38:50So I'm like, do I want to kiss him?

38:52Do I not want to kiss him?

38:53I've been very impressed by how authentic you've been.

38:57I love how confident you are, and I wear my heart on my sleeve.

39:01And I feel that.

39:02You're very much a boyfriend-type guy where you're just like...

39:09I hope that's a compliment.

39:10No, it is.

39:11It's abnormal for me, but it's a good thing.

39:15It's not a bad thing.

39:17But this is, um, Leap Before You Look, Deanne, right?

39:24Conrad does check off every single box that I ever tell people I want.

39:28Would you want to pop inside?

39:29We could do a quick little house tour.

39:31Sure, let's do a tour.

39:33I want to be like, push yourself.

39:35Or do I want that I'm, like, head over heels, so excited to see this person?

39:41Okay, so...

39:42After you?

39:43Tour.

39:47I just really want to give you a baby kiss.

39:50I know.

39:51But nothing.

39:53I don't need to do that on camera.

39:54It's very awkward.

39:56Yeah.

39:56What if it's just like a little, like, no tongue, and then it's just like, boop?

39:59I feel like not in front of the camera.

40:01I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

40:03With Conrad tonight, I very much used the television show as a reason why I didn't want

40:09to kiss him goodnight.

40:11If I was super feeling that sparks into him excitedness, I don't know the tele...

40:17The cameras don't mean anything to me.

40:19I would kiss someone in a camera.

40:22Which tells me the spark's not there.

40:26It's just a camera thing for me.

40:28Hit it.

40:29How do you feel about kissing?

40:38Absolutely.

40:39I am so nervous, but then I'm looking at him, and he makes it feel for me to feel okay.

40:48And that's safety, you know?

40:50And that's what I like.

40:53And I do not want to be a virgin forever.

40:56I do not want to be a virgin forever.

40:58Okay.

40:59Come on.

41:00Come on.

41:03Mmm.

41:08Mmm.

41:09Mmm.

41:12My first real kiss went tongue, and it was so good.

41:16It wasn't, like, crazy tongue.

41:19It wasn't crazy tongue.

41:20It was just a nice, passionate kiss.

41:22Perfect amount of sloppiness.

41:32I'm feeling bold, and I want to keep things going.

41:36Um, you want to see my room?

41:38Yeah.

41:38I do know what that's called for when you invite a guy to your room.

41:47And I want to see where it leads.

41:54This is my room.

41:57Oh.

41:59That's super cool.

42:00It has a pole in it, and it has a mirror.

42:04Interesting.

42:06I wasn't expecting the stripper pole.

42:09The mirrors over the bed and on the headboard.

42:12That was a lot to take in.

42:13You like the pole?

42:14You want me to dance for you?

42:16Yeah.

42:16And this is my bed.

42:23You want to come lay with me?

42:24Yeah.

42:27I give myself permission.

42:35Oh, my God.

42:36A man is about to be on my bed.

42:37Oh, my God.

42:38I'm freaking out.

42:43I thank you, God.

42:45I thank you, God.

42:47Kiss me, William.

42:50I'm so very dramatic.

42:52Just...

42:53Just kiss me, William.

43:11It's real life.

43:12It's happening.

43:13And I'm excited and scared at the same time.

43:24Oh, my goodness.

43:26But so many people are watching.

43:33Oh, my goodness.

43:37Big Pearl was happy.

43:38Big Pearl was into it.

43:41She was into it.

43:42She was...

43:42She was throbbing.

43:52That man showed me some things.

43:54I was, um...

43:57Why are your face celci say...

43:59Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

44:02Oh, God.

44:05Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

44:07use your lips as a guide

44:25get the vacuum all right i'm ready

44:44this is kind of fun

44:48i do have somebody amazing in mind for you okay he is 42 which i know is a little bit older

44:59than you are wanting

45:00oh my god

45:12i'm actually a virgin as well yeah cheers

45:27you

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