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1000-lb Roomies Season 1 Episode 1
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00:00Going to the beach.
00:01Got the fat hotties with the bodies going to the beach.
00:03I am Jazz, the most amazing.
00:08You were supposed to say, me too.
00:10Oh, and this is Nisha.
00:11We're roommates.
00:13We're both a little extra, nearly 1,000 pounds extra.
00:18Can Miss Nisha go in the house with you guys?
00:20I am.
00:22The only thing we love more than food in this world,
00:24that's it right there, is my daughter, Nana.
00:27I got a surprise.
00:29Oh, no, you didn't.
00:32We love each other like sisters,
00:34but that does not mean that we agree on everything.
00:37I was able to crawl my fat ass to the car.
00:40I was able to shrivel it.
00:41Stop acting like you was crawling.
00:42I did.
00:43I was not going to let you just crawl.
00:44Crawl in your little ass car.
00:47We've tried so many things to lose weight.
00:50Ew, what's in the bowl?
00:51Seamoss.
00:52I'm making us a drink.
00:54What's the thing?
00:55But now it's time to get busy.
00:59I'm on my daughter's ass.
01:01I have to be here for her.
01:03If Jasmine doesn't undergo the surgery,
01:05most likely she will not survive for long.
01:08Surgery is something that scares the out of me.
01:13It would be easier if you was doing this with me.
01:17I want to lose weight, but that doesn't mean I have to be stuck on the scale all the time.
01:20I've been taking away law shots.
01:22I don't like that shot.
01:24I'm in pain.
01:26And it's the leg.
01:28It's everywhere.
01:29Yeah, she's losing the weight, but at what cost?
01:33I am in so much pain.
01:35I'm really trying my best to hold on.
01:38I just want everything to be OK.
01:40Leisha, I'm scared.
01:42Yeah.
01:43Never going to be able to walk again.
01:45Time 9.30.
01:46I don't know what happened to her, but I know that it's a wake-up call.
01:59You know that body is banging, I want to be what you're saying.
02:03Give me the key, I'm just saying, wait, hold up.
02:05Yeah, baby, get down with me, down with me.
02:08I can take you all around with me, round with me.
02:11Come on.
02:14Ooh, let's go get these burgers.
02:16Let's do it.
02:17Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:19Ooh, I hope my wig don't slip.
02:22Ooh.
02:23Some girls like to go shopping, and some girls do spa days,
02:26but us, we bond over the burger.
02:30Dip, ah, dip, ah, dip, ah, double dip, ah.
02:35Remix in and out for the big belly bitches.
02:38Big belly bitches.
02:39Big, big, big, big, big, big belly what?
02:42We met online in a SSBBW community,
02:46and SSBBW stands for a super-sized, big, beautiful woman.
02:50It goes, like, slim, and then there's, like, thick,
02:54and then there's BBW.
02:56There's SSBBW.
02:58And then now they tried to add an extra one called USS.
03:02It's, like, ultra.
03:06I'm not putting that U on me.
03:08No, I'm not putting that yet.
03:09Hi.
03:10How are you?
03:11Hi.
03:12Ooh, I can't wait.
03:13We so excited.
03:14It was, like, the right time, the right place,
03:16because I was super down to roommate,
03:19and Jazz kind of just swooped in and, like, really saved the day for me.
03:23And every month, we're like, ooh, we did it.
03:26We did it.
03:28All right, can we get a double-double, no pickles?
03:32Then can we get another double-double with no tomato,
03:35an animal-style double-double with a vanilla and chocolate milkshake,
03:40a four-by-four meal, and animal-style fries with a large root beer.
03:46Because it really makes everything way more difficult.
03:49So I barely leave the house for anything.
03:52I want the same thing at that same thing.
03:55How many times have we got a check-out this week?
03:58Three, four, five, six, seven, 14, 15, 16.
04:0316 times this week.
04:05Yeah.
04:09Food is therapy.
04:11If you're feeling bad, it'll be your comfort.
04:15There'll be that hug that you need.
04:16I think it's because when you're eating something good,
04:20you just tend to, like, forget about everything.
04:23All you're thinking about is how good the food tastes,
04:26and so it, like, it's like a drug.
04:29Hallelujah.
04:31Hallelujah.
04:32Hallelujah.
04:33Amazing.
04:35Yeah, she loves who she loves.
04:37And she does what she does.
04:39Ooh, you can't get enough.
04:41Iconic.
04:43What is this?
04:44Poo.
04:45It's brown.
04:46You know, that's poo.
04:46That's chocolate.
04:47She made chocolate for you.
04:48That ain't chocolate, baby.
04:49It's poo-poo.
04:50The only thing that we love more than food in this world is Nana.
04:56Nana is my wonderful blessing.
04:59She's my daughter.
05:00I want some of that kinetisad.
05:02I do got that.
05:03You do?
05:04Yeah, I think so.
05:05We need some.
05:06She was diagnosed with autism when she was three.
05:10It could be challenging to parent Nana,
05:12but it's definitely rewarding.
05:14The only thing you did was make me cherish her even more.
05:18What you making over there?
05:19Stop.
05:20You doing Riley?
05:21No.
05:22Didn't you do Riley before?
05:23Yeah.
05:24She came out really, really cute.
05:25It was cute.
05:26I feel like we are, in a sense, co-parents.
05:29Listen, she goes to Nisha when she knows that she can hide things.
05:34They sneak candy.
05:36They have little secrets.
05:38We do.
05:39And I'm always able to figure them out.
05:41I got a surprise.
05:43Oh, no.
05:44You didn't.
05:45Come on, girl.
05:46I got some dough to blow.
05:47I'll fly you anywhere you want to go.
05:48Oh, oh.
05:49And let's do this.
05:50And let's do this.
05:51And let's do this.
05:52And let's do this.
05:53And let's do this.
05:54And let's do this.
05:55And let's do this.
05:56And let's do this.
05:57And let's do this.
05:58Nisha.
05:599-1-1.
06:00What kind of 9-1-1 you got?
06:03Riley just pissed on the floor.
06:06That's cold, gang.
06:07You see how you just embarrass me, Riley?
06:10What I love most about our friendship is I don't
06:13know how comfortable I am.
06:14Sometimes when I'm around my smaller friends,
06:17they really don't understand our fat struggles.
06:20It's a lot to take care of your body.
06:22It is.
06:23Jazz has a bidet.
06:24And she got all that bidet.
06:25I got a bidet.
06:26You got all that bidet.
06:28Okay.
06:29I don't have no bidet.
06:31It takes a lot to get clean and a shower.
06:34Right, yeah.
06:35Because you know when you're big, you have rolls in different
06:37places and different skin that you have to clean.
06:40She does the loofahs on the stick.
06:42Mm-hmm.
06:43I got one for my back.
06:44I got one for my legs and one for my ass.
06:47When you're showering, do you be feeling like you're going to fall
06:50sometimes?
06:51Abso-freaking-lutely.
06:52A few times, I felt like I was going to bust through the wall.
06:55I'm not going to lie.
06:56I didn't feel like that.
06:57A couple of times, I done backed up into the wall like, baby.
07:02Nisha, can you bring me some snacks, please?
07:07Girl, give me a sec.
07:09I'm fat.
07:10I can't breathe.
07:11I'm trying to clean up this pee.
07:13Sometimes we bump a little head because since Jazz is a little bigger than me,
07:18I do with most of the cooking and the cleaning.
07:20But I need help with getting stuff off the top shelves.
07:24If you can't get it, don't use it.
07:26Well, when I need to be cooking in that crock pot, you got to get it down.
07:31How was you getting it before?
07:32You got to get it down.
07:33Next time you want to roast.
07:35I'm going to tell you that.
07:37Good morning, sunshine.
07:39What you got that all for?
07:41You going to have to get used to this because it's going to be like this all summer, baby.
07:44Then we going to have to have a meeting.
07:45All summer long.
07:46I'm not dealing with that all summer.
07:48I'm going to get you.
07:49What if Amazon comes to the door?
07:51We always laughing, always cracking up.
07:53We always spreading positivity to each other and throughout the whole house.
07:58I need some lotion on my back.
07:59I'm not hopping up there.
08:00I'm on.
08:01No, I'm not doing it.
08:02I would have Nana do it, but she doing her homework.
08:05Okay, I'll do it, but you have to go with me and Nana to the pool later.
08:09Okay.
08:11There is a little tension between us when it comes to Jazz getting out of the house.
08:15It's like, you know, I want us to get out more.
08:17I want us to take baby out more.
08:19I do be wanting to go.
08:20I do be wanting to have a good time, but I know how much work it is just for me to do
08:25it.
08:26Hit the rose.
08:27Yeah.
08:28This sounds like chicken.
08:29No, it don't.
08:30You know what it sounds like.
08:31Girl, ew!
08:32You didn't talk me into going to the pool.
08:33Let's go.
08:34My legs ain't ready.
08:35Let's do this.
08:36Let's do this.
08:37I feel nervous about going to the pool because it may be too far of a walk for me.
08:53I'm a serious homebody.
08:54I'd rather be in the house.
08:56Wait for mommy.
08:58Slow down.
08:59Remember what I told you.
09:00You got it?
09:02Okay.
09:03You can do it, Jazz.
09:05Let me know when you want to stop.
09:07I need a break.
09:08Okay.
09:09Mommy need a break.
09:10Hold on.
09:11Nana is only nine years old, but she helps take care of her mommy the way any child her
09:20age definitely should not have to.
09:22Second break.
09:23You sweating?
09:24No.
09:25Come on.
09:26I'm just fat.
09:27No, I got you.
09:28Mommy coming.
09:29Go ahead, baby.
09:30We coming.
09:31Okay.
09:32All right.
09:33I got to carry this.
09:34All right.
09:35God damn.
09:36Come on.
09:37I've always been big.
09:42I was a big baby.
09:44I was a big girl.
09:46I kept gaining weight over the years.
09:49But then I went through a horrible breakup.
09:52Oh, Lord.
09:54Baby, it hurt.
09:56And so, you know, I was picking the chips up.
09:58I was picking the cookies up.
10:00I was picking the extra plates up.
10:03Like, I was doing anything to try to keep my mind off of it.
10:06And before I knew it, weight just picked up, like, pop.
10:11Come on, poo!
10:12I've tried the diets.
10:15I've tried pills.
10:18I've tried workout groups.
10:21I've tried so many things, but not weight loss surgery.
10:24I'm very scared of surgery.
10:26I see how difficult it is for people my size to, you know, be put under anesthesia.
10:32A lot of the times, people don't make it.
10:35You want me to help take your shit off?
10:38Come, come, come, come.
10:40You got this.
10:41Look.
10:46This.
10:47You got it?
10:48This step is...
10:49It's right here.
10:52Woo!
10:53I'm swimming!
10:54You feel good?
10:59Okay.
11:00Come on.
11:01Let me see.
11:02I did it.
11:03You did.
11:04It feel good, huh?
11:06Seeing her take her first steps in the pool, I'm, like, overjeweled.
11:10You know, because I'm like, you did that, roomie, you got that.
11:14You know what I mean?
11:15I'm sinking.
11:16Exercise.
11:17I got fat fluid.
11:18It do.
11:19Let your legs go.
11:20It's not fluid.
11:21Woo!
11:22You got it?
11:23I got it.
11:24Yeah.
11:25We just lost five pounds.
11:26I don't know about you.
11:27I just lost five pounds.
11:28I don't know.
11:29How am I going to get up out of this this week?
11:30Use your strong leg.
11:32I ain't got one.
11:37It's hard being my size.
11:39You got this.
11:40My mobility is a huge struggle for me.
11:45I know this is getting worse and worse as I get older.
11:48Which way you coming?
11:49Back it up.
11:50Back it up.
11:51Back it up.
11:52No, put the chair behind you.
11:53No.
11:54Okay.
11:55All right?
11:56Don't let me fall in the pool.
11:57I'm not.
11:58Come this way.
11:59Okay.
12:00Don't.
12:01Stand behind it.
12:02Don't.
12:03Okay.
12:04I got you.
12:05Okay.
12:06I be trying to smile and, you know, I always keep a smile on my face.
12:09But it's 24-7 pain.
12:11Constantly.
12:12Whether you're sitting, whether you're standing, whether you're laying down.
12:15It's constantly pain.
12:16We did it.
12:18But I want to go places and feel normal.
12:23I want to be that mom that do what needs to be done for her child.
12:30I want my daughter to know, like, she has me and I'm here.
12:36You ready?
12:37We're going to the beach.
12:38I start panicking.
12:39I felt heat flashes.
12:40And it's just, like, feeling like it's moving too fast.
12:55I want to crawl under a rock.
12:57The beach is right there.
12:58We're here.
12:59I feel embarrassed.
13:00I don't know.
13:01It's okay, baby.
13:04Wake up.
13:05We going to the beach.
13:06We going to the beach.
13:07We going to the beach.
13:08We're going to the beach.
13:09We're going to the beach.
13:10What's wrong?
13:11You're going to the beach.
13:12No.
13:13We were supposed to do this together.
13:14I know Jazz is upset because she really wants to be a more active mom.
13:19But sitting in the bed moping about the pool is just not going to do it.
13:23She's going to have to get back up on that horse and try again.
13:27I don't feel like getting looked at.
13:28People be taking pictures and doing all that.
13:29I don't feel like doing that.
13:30You just got to pose for them.
13:31We're going.
13:32When I'm at home, I feel like I'm at home and I feel like they're all alone.
13:35And not going to do something else.
13:37We want to do this together.
13:38And I know Jazz is upset because she really wants to be a more active mom.
13:40But sitting in the bed, moping about the pool is just not going to do it.
13:41She's going to have to get back up on that horse and try again.
13:42I don't feel like getting looked at.
13:43People be taking pictures and doing all that.
13:45I don't feel like they're doing that.
13:46You just got to pose for them.
13:52We're going.
13:55When I'm at home, I feel safe.
13:58It keeps me guarded. It keeps me shielded.
14:02The public can be a little bit too much and too extreme because of my size.
14:06You're fat, you get stared at.
14:08And it has been people that have took pictures of me when I've been out in public
14:13that have said rude things to me.
14:15And I just get so used to fearing the negativity
14:18that that's what I automatically think it is.
14:21You ready? Look, I got us all this fool!
14:24Who are we going to sit down? Peach!
14:29So this is what you're supposed to do.
14:31You're supposed to take the hash brown
14:34and put it inside the sandwich.
14:36And then you take another hash brown
14:39because this is the one you eat on the...
14:41You eat that on the sauce!
14:42That's the Donald Decker!
14:43No, you eat that on the sauce.
14:45So are we ready?
14:46We're not going to stop going places.
14:50We're going to, you know, go places.
14:54Nisha is very controlling.
14:59I am so determined to get Jazz to the beach.
15:05I don't care what it's going to take.
15:07And when I give Jazz the food that she wants, it does help.
15:11We ain't going to speak on the negative.
15:14Right.
15:15We're going to stay positive and we're going to crush this.
15:19I'm hungry.
15:21Up to it, down to it.
15:23We do it because we're used to it.
15:25Screw those who don't do it.
15:26We're going to eat.
15:27Eat.
15:28Eat.
15:29Uh-huh.
15:30Are you ready for it?
15:31Are you ready for the ride?
15:32Are you ready for it?
15:33Are you ready for the ride?
15:34Are you ready for the ride?
15:35I probably own a lot more bikinis than most girls my size.
15:39I'm ready!
15:41That's because for work, I am a social media model.
15:46Is that a title?
15:47Yeah, you just made it.
15:49There's actually a lot of demand for models my size,
15:52so I can make pretty good money.
15:55I'm the breadwinner.
15:57That's what I am.
15:58You got snacks?
15:59Yes, definitely.
16:00How many snacks you got?
16:01A lot.
16:02Which kind of shit?
16:03You got the Fritos and the Cheetos and the...
16:06Oh, then we good then.
16:08We real good.
16:09We live about an hour away from Venice Beach,
16:12and we've never been to the beach together.
16:14No, we've never been to the beach together.
16:16Ever.
16:17Last time that I physically walked on the beach, I was a kid.
16:20Really?
16:21Yes.
16:22That's why we gotta go.
16:23That's true.
16:24We have to go.
16:25We're California girls.
16:26What California girl women want to go to the beach?
16:28Where are we working at?
16:30I feel like maybe we could...
16:32No, no, no, no, no.
16:33It's gonna be okay.
16:34I promise, promise, promise.
16:35Watch.
16:36When you fat, you gotta think outside.
16:38You gotta think about...
16:40You gotta think about the smallest things,
16:42because you're fat.
16:43Where are we sitting?
16:45Uh...
16:47We got the chair.
16:49We gonna strap it.
16:51The big girl chair.
16:53Every fat girl needs a big girl chair.
16:56The weight limit is probably about like 1,000 pounds.
16:59It's white, and it's made out of steel.
17:02This is not gonna work.
17:03I guess I could...
17:05This is...
17:06No!
17:07Look!
17:08This is not gonna work.
17:09Look!
17:10This is not gonna work.
17:12It work!
17:13Please show me how you plan on getting this done.
17:14Oh, watch, watch.
17:15Watch.
17:16I'm gonna take this.
17:18This side.
17:20I'm gonna put it under this wheel.
17:22I'm gonna just...
17:23I mean, your boobs is falling out.
17:25I promise you we doing this.
17:29Hold on.
17:31Can I just give an input?
17:33I got it.
17:35I feel like my only concern about going to the beach
17:37would probably be seagulls.
17:39Ooh, they rude.
17:40They just run up on you and snatch your snacks all up I can.
17:43I refuse to pay all that money for some food,
17:45and you gonna come snatch it out my hand.
17:47For me, it's definitely the sand.
17:49We sink into the sand a lot deeper
17:51than somebody lighter than us, so...
17:53And also, you gotta think about it.
17:55It be a lot of people that be out at night
17:57doing some things on that sand.
17:58So, like, cats pee in the sand?
18:00How do they clean it?
18:02How do they clean the sand?
18:03I don't know.
18:04You asking me, like, I be at the beach every day.
18:08You ready?
18:09We're going to the beach.
18:10Sure, now after that, P.
18:12We're going to the beach.
18:13Got the fat hotties with the bodies going to the beach.
18:15Ay, fat hotties with the bodies.
18:17Going to the beach.
18:18Got the fat hotties with the bodies going to the beach.
18:20I like that one.
18:21I like that one because we do got bodies.
18:23We do?
18:24It's just a little bit extra.
18:25A lot extra.
18:26I like to say, lady.
18:30I'm trying to debate if I should have a snack or no.
18:32You can't wait?
18:36Why you pulling snacks off the titties?
18:39I like to put this cookie in my mouth,
18:41and then, like, hold it to the side like a squirrel,
18:43and let it melt.
18:44Ew!
18:45It lets you get it soggy, and then you just bite into it.
18:48Like, I'm some fat .
18:51Me heading to a public place.
18:53If I'm feeling triggered, then I'm going to pull a snack out.
18:57You know, I start panicking.
18:59I felt heat flashes.
19:01And it's just, like, feeling like it's moving too fast.
19:04We're here.
19:05Look!
19:06As we're getting to Venice, I'm feeling like I'm not ready for this.
19:19I'm not ready for this.
19:21Oh, my goodness!
19:25Look at the water!
19:29Seeing all these people with their bikinis and bathing suits on,
19:32and I don't feel good at all.
19:35Like, I want to crawl under a rock.
19:43Girl.
19:44What's wrong, Google?
19:49The beach is right there.
19:51We're here.
19:52I'm not going to the beach, Nisha.
19:55We're already at the beach.
19:57Well, that's fine.
19:58But I'm not walking or going over there.
20:01Why not?
20:02What's going on?
20:03Talk to me.
20:05Like, I don't belong.
20:08I don't feel right.
20:10I feel embarrassed.
20:11When do we start caring about, like...
20:15Nisha, I don't feel like getting looked at.
20:17I don't feel like getting stared at.
20:18I don't feel like people taking pictures of me, laughing at me.
20:21I don't feel like doing any of that.
20:25I'm sorry.
20:27I'm so sorry.
20:28It's okay, baby.
20:31I'm so sorry.
20:32I'm sorry.
20:39What do you think about just sitting on the sand or sitting on the beach?
20:43Can we please stop?
20:45Can we stop?
20:46It's not always like, what can we do?
20:48What can we do?
20:49We can't.
20:50Sometimes we can't.
20:52Sometimes we...
20:53Nisha, the chair.
20:55I can't do it.
20:56I'm not going to do it.
20:57I'm not doing it.
20:58Nisha, Nisha.
20:59I can't do it.
21:00I can't.
21:01I can't.
21:02I can't.
21:03I can't.
21:04I can't.
21:05I can't.
21:06We go to get out the car at the beach, and Jazz completely just froze.
21:10I don't feel like I have the right words to say to her to get her out of the car any longer.
21:16I'm annoyed with Jazz because I feel like she just let these made-up fears just get the best of her.
21:26She has, like, really bad anxiety when it comes to people, like, looking at her or staring at her.
21:32And I get it.
21:33But for me, it's like, whatever.
21:35Like, if you want to stare, stare.
21:37Like, I don't care.
21:38Like, I have every right to be at the beach just like you.
21:43I'm a little nervous.
21:44It's not easy.
21:47For me, either.
21:48If I fall in the sand, then what?
21:51Who's going to come pick me up because I sure as hell can't get up alone?
21:55Ah!
21:56Oh!
21:57I've been fat, like, since the beginning.
22:03I was always a chunky girl.
22:07I grew up in a Christian cult in Long Beach.
22:11The pastor was very manipulative.
22:14He controlled what we ate, what time we ate.
22:18He controlled who we talked to, whether or not we could have gatherings in our home.
22:23He controlled pretty much everything.
22:26Anytime we had a church service or Bible study or choir rehearsal or anything like that, we weren't allowed to eat.
22:35That meant most of the time I wasn't eating until after church, which is like 3 or 4 o'clock in the evening.
22:42And then I was so hungry, I would just binge on junk food.
22:47We left when I was 22 years old.
22:51And so it's like, I'm trying to do the best I can with all the trauma that I endured.
22:58Oh!
23:00Oh!
23:01I can't believe I'm here.
23:03Woo!
23:04I want to order some chicken strips and some onion rings and some funnel cakes.
23:13I know that neither one of us need this food, but food is definitely a love language for us.
23:21Like, in the Black community, if somebody die, you cook.
23:26If somebody get married, you cook.
23:28If somebody have a baby, you cook.
23:30Like, we'll use food in times of crisis.
23:34I got myself food!
23:36Here.
23:40That little place was so cute.
23:42Okay.
23:43Okay.
23:44Why not they gave me eight forks like it was eight people eating with us?
23:52That's discrimination.
23:53Well, he probably figured it's a group one.
23:55No, I don't care.
23:56You ready to eat?
23:57Sure.
23:58Try not to pop it.
24:02Keep going.
24:03Keep going.
24:04Keep going.
24:05Keep going.
24:06Try not to pop it.
24:07Try not to pop it.
24:08Mmm.
24:10I want to be a person that's able to walk on the sand, be able to feel the water.
24:16But instead, I'm eating.
24:20Eating is like a switch.
24:22Once it's turned on, it's turned on.
24:25And it makes me so mad.
24:28That's not what life's supposed to be like at all.
24:32All day is just focused on jazz.
24:34What you gonna do to make sure you not like this tomorrow?
24:37What you gonna do to make sure that you push it forward?
24:5414, 15, 16.
24:57That was 16.
24:58Boom.
24:59Four times.
25:00Four is 16.
25:02Then let's hit it.
25:03I feel awful about the way I acted at the beach.
25:06I'm just really happy that my daughter wasn't there to witness that.
25:10You got one more circle left.
25:11No, it's not.
25:12You don't see it, Nana.
25:13Okay, I don't see it.
25:16Mentally, I'm the ideal mother.
25:18But physically, it's like...
25:22You're not.
25:23I love you.
25:24I love you.
25:25How crazy are you?
25:26Kisses.
25:27No.
25:28Nana's growing up so fast and it's becoming so hard to keep up with her.
25:33I think it's time for me to really start focusing on changing physically and working on my weight because I don't want to miss out on anything.
25:41What is mommy going to be?
25:43Skinny.
25:44I ain't going to be skinny, but I'm going to be smaller.
25:47Mmm.
25:48Silly.
25:49It's time to get busy.
25:50It's time to let all the fast food go.
25:52Start picking up nuts.
25:54Start picking up fruit.
25:55Start picking up vegetables.
25:57Start picking up, you know, protein.
26:00How much do you love me?
26:02Hundreds of thousands, hundreds, thousands, a hundred, hundreds, hundreds.
26:06I'm going to do what needs to be done to change it.
26:08So I can be the type of mother that I want to be for my daughter.
26:11Me and you.
26:14I don't eat out.
26:16I love you.
26:18I think if I eat my sushi, I could get a little skinny body-eyed like the Japanese people.
26:23Wait, wait, wait.
26:25That's it right there.
26:27Nisha is the all-star sushi eater that day.
26:32What is it?
26:37What is it?
26:38Life expectancy calculator.
26:40Now is the time for me to see how bad I screwed up and how long I got to get it together.
26:46Life expectancy for people who answered the same questions.
26:50All right, Jasmine.
26:59Uh, yeah.
27:00This not a XL?
27:01all right jasmine uh yeah this not an excel uh this is what i got okay i'm gonna try okay
27:20this is day one of eating healthy and i have convinced nisha to do it with me
27:26but of course she's not gonna make it easy on me hi how are you girl look at this
27:34jazz wants to start eating better and eating right so i decided to kick things off with sushi
27:41because i heard all the skinny girls eat sushi i can move this up please yeah let me do that
27:48nisha asked me to meet her after work at a sushi place as much as i don't want to go i'm going
27:55but i had to call myself a car service and i'm not happy about it
27:58it's not an excel look at it i have had horrible experiences with getting in cars before
28:05some cars be too small for me and then you know with me being so tall it's a lot
28:11oh wait hold on i'm sorry no you're good don't worry
28:18woo my apologies no you're good don't worry i thought i was getting an excel
28:25i think if i eat my sushi and you know i could get a little skinny body body like the japanese
28:38people i feel like i should be good thank you
28:42i must really love this girl because i have not stepped in a restaurant in over 15 years
28:51so i'm nervous as heck is it the seat is going to be big enough for me am i going to be comfortable
28:57but my focus with losing this weight and getting healthy is all for my daughter
29:05so i have to remind myself of that
29:08you know she must say party of two yes yes perfect you can follow me down this way
29:13yes uh this ain't gonna work what do you mean look i'm in this chair
29:21look first of all you got it i'm tired as hell take a break
29:27you can say it look anywhere else we might be able to scoot this back a little bit
29:33why wouldn't you want to get out of the booth see i'm one of them type of people i know my size
29:38you know what i'm saying i'm not one of these big girls that be coming into people houses
29:42and just tearing their furniture up i look at it i get the bending down first checking the wood on
29:48it i do all that because i don't want to be responsible for breaking people's stuff
29:52you got it you good hey i have a question yes isn't this healthy yeah i would say so especially
30:00just the way everything's portioned out um it is going to be a little bit on the healthier side
30:04there's also alternative options to make it even healthier than it already is
30:08see i told you so you got to show me how this goes just grab what you want to eat
30:14grab the plate no no no no i haven't been to a restaurant in a very very very long time
30:23and i'm like sushi on conveyor belt what the hell is going on that's a fat girl fantasy wait wait wait
30:30it's a lot you gotta you you gotta move fast
30:36constantly moving food belt oh that one do look good
30:42booyah
30:44that wasabi
30:50damn it nisha is the all-star sushi eater that day because of nisha you too don't blame me
31:01you have the shrimp and tempore okay the california roll that's it right there and then i had
31:08ew yeah she had ew it was slimy as hell but it was good it's crazy this is my first time i have
31:16been out to eat at a restaurant in over 15 years really how do you feel though
31:21i'm missing out on life
31:25that's really how i feel i feel like i'm really missing out on life
31:30it's definitely something that i've been missing because i haven't been able to experience this in 20
31:37years so it feels like a cherry that's re-popped again
31:42so
31:44so i got a question
31:48you think that
31:50all that we ate was healthy today
31:52girl you know the japanese they be skinny
31:55niche
31:57what
31:57i don't think they're eating what you're eating
32:00how
32:00look dynamite roll
32:03570 calories
32:05and you only get four
32:08i didn't eat like chanadam
32:11how much you think that is
32:12dang are you full
32:16no i'm not eating
32:18after i got to looking up the calories on them bad things you feel so disappointed with
32:27yourself like how can i do that yeah especially when knowing like what it is that i'm trying to accomplish
32:32i really wanted us to eat healthier but what are we supposed to do it's hard
32:39i don't know
32:40i don't know we gonna figure it out
32:42i don't know
32:43i don't know
32:44i don't know
32:45i don't know
32:46i don't know
32:47i don't know
32:48i don't know
32:49i don't know
32:50i don't know
32:51i don't know
32:52i don't know
32:53i don't know
32:54So should I eat all my snacks before she get here, or what?
33:07Just make you a little something, something.
33:09What you want?
33:10You want something?
33:12Yeah, make you a little snack, snack, snack.
33:15Let me hurry up before she get here.
33:18Today, my friend Melinda is coming over, a.k.a. baby mama.
33:22We call each other baby mamas.
33:24She lost 200 pounds, and she has been a vegan now for about a year,
33:30and I feel like she would be a great person to talk to,
33:33especially about the situation that I'm in currently.
33:36I feel like the word vegan is just so strong.
33:39It's just such a strong, like when you hear vegan, it's like, oh.
33:43That's because you got to understand, for them it's like, I'm a vegan.
33:48So that means don't ask me about me, don't tell me to smell me,
33:50don't let me taste me, don't give me meat, nothing.
33:53And what are you guys thinking about becoming a vegan?
33:56It's not in the cards for me at this moment.
33:58I don't want to be a vegan.
34:01Oh, oh, no.
34:04Hold on.
34:05Should we get rid of the snacks?
34:07No.
34:07Hold on.
34:10Hi.
34:11Hi.
34:12Hi.
34:12Hi.
34:13Hi.
34:13Hi, Nisha.
34:15How are you doing?
34:16Good.
34:16Hi, baby.
34:17Hi, baby.
34:17Hi, baby.
34:17Hi, baby!
34:28Good.
34:29It's been two years since I've seen her.
34:31I gained a lot of weight.
34:33To be honest, it's a little bit embarrassing,
34:37and it's also a little bit like we had so many plans growing up,
34:41and we would have successful businesses and matching cars and homes,
34:45and it's just the more weight I gain,
34:49the more I'm just lacking back on what our promises was.
34:52I feel like I let her down, and I feel like I let myself down.
34:56Who eating chips?
34:57Who eating chips?
34:59Oh, it was just a little snack.
35:00A little snack, huh?
35:02Oh, sure.
35:03Girl.
35:04You know what's wrong with that, is it?
35:05Not me, I'm drinking water.
35:07Where your chips go?
35:08I ain't had no chips.
35:10Okay.
35:13Girl, you see, I ain't got so fat, clothes ain't fit no more.
35:16How you feeling about that?
35:18I don't like it.
35:20I don't want you to go through the things that I went through,
35:23because I know your feelings,
35:25and it makes me emotional talking about it
35:26because you don't deserve that.
35:29You deserve better.
35:29And plus, we got things to do.
35:32We do.
35:33Trips to tape, moves to make.
35:35Yeah.
35:36Yeah.
35:37Seeing Jazz, I'm terrified for her.
35:40I am.
35:41I know I try to smile and just keep everything happy and things,
35:45but it's really dangerous to be that size.
35:47And I just want to be able to just give her motivation on how to lose some weight
35:53and just have an extended life.
35:57I want to show you something.
35:59Oh, Lord.
36:00She pulling out all the tricks.
36:02What is that?
36:06Life expectancy calculator.
36:09So, age?
36:1240.
36:14And your weight?
36:15Between maybe 500, 600.
36:19Belinda is filling out this life expectancy calculator.
36:22Now is the time for me to see how bad I screwed up
36:25and how long I got to get it together.
36:28In the past week, how much time did you spend doing moderate intensity physical activity?
36:33Girl, you know I ain't do that.
36:37What's on there?
36:38Zero.
36:40Girl, let me put that.
36:41Zero.
36:43Girl, you know.
36:44I'm feeling a pit in my stomach.
36:46I'm feeling like I physically want to run away.
36:49I know it's not going to be anything that I want to hear,
36:53but I am curious to know what it's going to say.
36:58Life expectancy for people who answered the same questions
37:04is 44 years.
37:13I'm 40.
37:14Girl, we're here.
37:19Like, I'm parking.
37:20Okay, don't park.
37:22I have to park.
37:23No, don't park.
37:24Come on.
37:24Okay, let's just go.
37:26I haven't been to the doctor in over two years,
37:28so I'm feeling very anxious.
37:31It's our scale.
37:32Ooh, all right.
37:34I haven't seen my weight in over a year.
37:36I'm nervous as hell about my weight.
37:39Life expectancy for people who answered the same questions
37:50It's 44 years.
37:55I'm 40.
37:59It says 44 years?
38:01It says 44 years.
38:0244 years.
38:03My daughter.
38:09You just got to start making moves, baby mama.
38:12I'm 40.
38:16I'm 40.
38:16I'm 40.
38:16Oh.
38:17I know Heh.
38:19Oh.
38:22Fuck you.
38:22Fuck me.
38:22four years bro and i'm just leaving my child that i worked so hard for
38:48i just want you guys to
38:49yeah get it together for you for yourselves you know
38:58hearing that jazz only has a few years left to live everything runs through your mind you know
39:03what i mean like not just for her but for myself too you know it just made me it's a wake-up call
39:13it was a wake-up call for real you could be around for nana and everybody else who loves you
39:23but first you gotta love yourself first
39:28you feel like a failure you feel like up as a parent you feel like you went through all of this to be a
39:37mother only for you to lose at the end okay i think i am gonna talk to the doctor you got it
39:48you can do it we're gonna do it together i'm ready
39:55even though it's scary i need to get this weight loss surgery because i want to be
39:59that mom that do what needs to be done for my baby i want to live i want to live
40:15i want to make sure my nerves is together before i just walk in this lady office
40:38you're gonna do my makeup girl i'm not about to do your makeup before you are not kim k and then
40:44you already know i want me a pink little hospital again i need a i need a pink hospital again you're
40:50doing too much life expectancy calculator has really opened my eyes and i've decided i need to get the
40:59surgery now i feel like it would be easier if you was doing this with me i am gonna do it with you
41:07i'm just not going under tonight you don't want to try no i'm here to support jazz to get the
41:14surgery but i have absolutely no interest in ever getting surgery if i'm gonna focus on losing it
41:21i just want to lose it naturally i'm nervous i'm nervous i'm nervous i'm nervous girl we're
41:28here like i'm parking okay don't part i have to park no don't part come on okay let's just go
41:34i haven't been to the doctor in over two years so i'm feeling very anxious i'm nervous as i don't
41:42know what i don't know my vitals i don't know what my blood pressure is like i don't know if i got
41:48diabetes i don't know any of that i get that you're scared right because it's scary like surgery it's a
41:57big deal where's my chips niche you ain't get no chips surgery is a scary thing you took my chips
42:02off the car listen can you listen me i'm listening but where's my chips like i need something you're
42:08not getting the chips
42:13surgery is a scary thing but i feel like we're here hear the doctor out after the appointment if you
42:19feel like you don't want to go through with it that's that's up to you but we're going to this
42:23appointment maybe we could get a diet slushy afterwards who in the hell got diet slushy we're
42:31gonna figure it out you ready she might call you the enabler no i'm not the enabler i ain't not the
42:40enabler she might say no enabler i'm not enabler enabler i'm not even though i don't want to have
42:51surgery i still want her to feel like she has somebody in her corner to go through the hard
42:57times with her how are you i'm good my name is linda and i'm dr nori's medical assistant i'm going
43:03to go ahead and have you sit down and then we're going to have dr nori um come in and then she's
43:08going to take your weight okay no problem thank you you're welcome nisha leave that god damn
43:14granola bar long i'm hungry did you hear my freaking stomach sure you heard my stomach bro oh my god
43:22nisha let me just take a bite no and she gonna walk right on uh-huh go ahead go ahead enabler
43:30i can't believe you
43:35no don't put it up now hi good morning good morning i'm dr nori nice to meet you
43:41nisha nice to meet you i'm jazz jazz nice to meet you nice to meet you too so jazz how can i help you
43:47today so i'm in today because my friend came over and she did a life expectancy calculator and it said
43:55that i would be gone by 44 and i'm 40. it made me scared because i'm all my daughter has
44:05and i have to be here for her that's a beautiful and great reason to be here if jasmine doesn't
44:14undergo the surgery she's going to start having some medical problems let it be with her heart with
44:19her lungs with her joints and you know i can tell you that her next years of her life is going to be
44:25very challenging for her okay so let's see where we're starting from all right i'll be here when
44:33you get back okay
44:43here's our scale all right i haven't seen my weight in over a year and i'm nervous as hell about my weight
44:55this season on thousand pound roomies god damn make my eggs scramble a lick where my brick our house
45:11is definitely goofy we love just hang out at home okay but it's time to make some life changes i need
45:20it baby we both need it let's go big bear here we come big bear hey to the big bear slow down
45:28i'm trying literally i hate camping no no no no no martin luther king fought so we didn't have to camp
45:39what the interladers are ready beautiful i don't want to gain weight i already need to lose so much
45:47more for me to get this surgery dr nori put jazz on her weight loss plan gee whiz those are not mine
45:55i'm not on that plan i'm doing my own thing period keep that tummy tight guys don't forget to breathe
46:02while i'm focused on my weight reach up nisha is focused on fixing her love life look at all these
46:08lumps i've been in this situation with joe for 20 something years she wasn't here when i needed you
46:14i'm here now y'all need this put together yeah but i needed something else put together yeah just say
46:19y'all humpy you got me in this little itty bitty ass car that's all the car i got it's super obvious
46:27that me and jazz is on two different paths right now is your roommate helps no i feel like at times
46:34nisha is not truly understanding of what it is that i'm really going through i can't take you to the gym
46:39and that's pretty up because you should have told me earlier put your big girl panties on baby
46:45bitch i wear them every day i'm annoyed because i just feel like i'm just putting forth so much
46:51effort jazzy you all right mama my legs hurt so bad it's immensely hard things are getting worse i'm
46:58worried i'm scared it's physically hard oh and people do not understand it it's not just about jazz it's not
47:07just about your relationship you grew up in a cult everything was like sacrifice i'm really about to cry
47:12jazz can you hear me can you hear me can you hear me what's your name
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