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00:30No!
00:31I'm not.
00:32Be quiet.
00:33Right, let's go get that thing, because I'm wrong.
00:35No!
00:36Okay, all right.
00:37You can check.
00:38No!
00:39No!
00:40No!
00:41No!
00:42No!
00:43No!
00:44Why shall I?
00:47I'm not going to bed, no.
00:49No!
00:50No!
00:51No!
00:52No!
00:53No!
00:54No!
00:55No!
00:56No!
00:57No!
00:58No!
00:59You can't make me.
01:00You're just my sister.
01:01But you have to do what I said to your mother.
01:03You're not mine.
01:04I don't care.
01:05Go away.
01:06Can you please just brush your teeth?
01:07Please!
01:08No!
01:09Listen, love.
01:10No!
01:11Come on, come on.
01:12Kids, mummy's upset, all right?
01:13We've got to be quiet for her.
01:14I don't want to!
01:16No!
01:17No!
01:18No!
01:19No!
01:20No!
01:21No!
01:22No!
01:23No!
01:24No!
01:25No!
01:26No!
01:27No!
01:28No!
01:29No!
01:30No!
01:31No!
01:32Oh no!
01:33You seen me!
01:34No発生, no!
01:35No!
01:36They did not trip home!
01:37Yes!
01:38You got to numa, you saw me.
01:39You did not go in the door!
01:40No!
01:41No!
01:42I don't know.
02:12I don't know.
02:41Kay!
02:43Let me help you.
02:45No, it's all right, honestly.
02:47No, no, I'm all right, thanks.
02:48Oh, you've got a baby.
02:49You've got a newborn baby.
02:50I'll help you.
02:51Yeah.
02:53You're gonna be all right?
02:56Yeah.
02:57You're gonna be all right?
02:58Yeah.
02:59Put the light on.
03:00Oh, no.
03:01I don't wanna wake him up.
03:05Oh, no, I don't wanna wake him up.
03:06Oh.
03:07He's gorgeous.
03:10It's hard, though, isn't it?
03:11Having a newborn.
03:12I mean, it's great.
03:13It is great.
03:14I hardly remember.
03:15How do you go?
03:16With your kids?
03:17How do you deal with the pressure and the worry?
03:18How do you do it?
03:19Well, the truth is I don't.
03:44Well, the truth is, I don't.
03:48I mean, right now, I'm not at all.
03:52Sorry, I...
03:54I should be. I want to be.
03:57I do too.
03:58More than anything.
04:01Do you ever think about Abby?
04:04What?
04:05What happened to her out there?
04:08Yeah, of course I do.
04:11I've got to walk past it every day.
04:14Me too.
04:15What happened to Bradley, I think about him more and more since Martin died.
04:22That's understandable.
04:25You think you can forget the past, the things that have happened, the guilt?
04:32Guilt?
04:35Don't you feel guilty?
04:37Are you having a dick?
04:39No.
04:39Because...
04:41I know I had a drug problem last year, and I wouldn't deny that.
04:47It's just...
04:48If I'd have known what was going to happen, I never would have...
04:52Why? What's happened?
04:54Nothing.
04:57Nothing.
04:58It's...
04:58It's Jimmy.
05:00He, er...
05:00He's blind.
05:03Oh, my God.
05:10Lauren, I'm...
05:11I'm so sorry.
05:15I just found out about it as well.
05:17But, er...
05:20Well, we're going to be all right.
05:24And this is me and Peter.
05:25We're going to be okay.
05:28Yeah, of course you will.
05:30Of course.
05:30Of course you will.
05:31I mean, I'm so selfish.
05:35My problems, what are they?
05:37I just...
05:37I find it hard to be there for the kids.
05:40And to let go of...
05:42Of the grief, and...
05:45I'm going to be a good mum.
05:49Just like you.
05:51Going to be a good mum.
05:52I have to be.
05:53Right, let me, er...
05:58I want to go see to Jimmy.
06:00Because if he starts crying now, then he'll...
06:02He'll be crying all night.
06:04Well, you could try walking him round.
06:06In the buggy.
06:07I used to do that with Lil.
06:08She was all right.
06:09Misery guts and all.
06:12Thank you, Sticks.
06:13I used to do that with Lil.
06:43Yeah, all right, darling.
06:57It'll be ten minutes.
06:58Cheers, love.
07:04No risk for the wicked.
07:08You all right?
07:09Er, yeah.
07:11Yeah, I'm fine.
07:12I just wanted to say thanks for...
07:16Earlier, you know, Charlie and that.
07:19You know, you were right.
07:20I need to step up, so...
07:23That's what I'm going to do.
07:24I'm going to sort myself out for me kids.
07:26That's good.
07:26That's great.
07:29Are you sure you're okay?
07:30Yes, I'm fine.
07:31You don't need to keep asking, all right?
07:32I'm not sick.
07:33I'm just some tired cat.
07:36But anyway, it doesn't matter.
07:37I'm back, all right?
07:38I'm putting my kids first.
07:39I'm putting my family first.
07:40And I just...
07:42Well, I just wanted you to know.
07:43You all right.
07:44But I'm here, yeah?
07:45If you need anything.
07:46Well, I don't.
07:46I don't need nothing.
07:48In fact, I'm going to look after you for once.
07:51So come round two hours for dinner tonight.
07:54Tonight?
07:55Yeah, tonight.
07:56Come round.
07:57Then we can just all sit together and eat and talk.
08:00And it'll just be like old times, like normal.
08:02Oh, yeah.
08:02It's a bit late though, isn't it?
08:03Cat, I'm making an effort.
08:04All right?
08:05I'm just going to...
08:05I'm popped to the minute, Mark.
08:06I'm going to slap something in a pan.
08:07And if you ain't hungry, you can just have pudding or something.
08:09Like ice cream.
08:11Please.
08:12Right, yeah.
08:12I'll just finish up here first, yeah?
08:14No, you're finished.
08:15All right, look.
08:15Done.
08:16Finished for the day.
08:16Go and get Alfie.
08:17And I'll see you in 20 minutes.
08:19Bring the kids, yeah?
08:20Yeah, all right.
08:24Hello, this is Peter's phone.
08:25Leave a message.
08:27Hey, uh, I'm just wondering where you are.
08:31Um, I hope you're all right.
08:34I just wanted to let you know that we're home now, so just call me, yeah?
08:47Hey, this looks delicious.
08:49Stacey's going to have to tell me what the recipe is, darling,
08:51because I'm going to assist on this every night.
08:53Well, fish fingers, stick them under the grill, burn them,
08:56and they're frozen peas.
08:57Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:59This guy.
09:00It's crunchy.
09:01Oh, I've got ice cream.
09:02Whoa!
09:03Chocolate fudge.
09:04I've got caramel swirl, strawberry, mint, coconut, chocolate sprinkles,
09:09and then eat as much as you like.
09:11Yeah!
09:11No, no, boys, not now.
09:13Boys, no.
09:14No, don't listen to her.
09:15It's my house, my rules, all right?
09:16If your nan was here, she'd, uh, she'd go nuts.
09:21She, uh, she loves nothing more than a bowl of bicep.
09:24Talking of which, I've given her half with a boot.
09:27It's sat in the time.
09:28Gone.
09:29Yeah, nice one.
09:30Hey, Stacey, you all right, darling?
09:31Has anyone seen my jacket?
09:32I hung it on the banister.
09:33I'm always losing stuff.
09:35It'll turn up.
09:35No, I need it.
09:36I need it now.
09:37Stacey, I might have took it to the lingerie.
09:39What?
09:39It's in the bag.
09:41No.
09:42No, I hung it on the banister.
09:44My phone's in the pocket.
09:45I didn't check.
09:46What?
09:46Are you stupid, Freddie?
09:47What is wrong with you?
09:48Don't blame him.
09:49It's not his fault.
09:50Oh, wait, you know.
09:52Mum?
10:00All right.
10:01I'm using the technique.
10:02No luck, yeah?
10:05Which machines did Freddie use?
10:11Pardon?
10:11Freddie just bought a load of washing over.
10:13Well, where is it?
10:13In there.
10:15What do you think?
10:16You can't stop it.
10:17What's up, Stacey?
10:18Well, I have to.
10:19My phone's in there.
10:20I need my phone.
10:20No, no, no, no, no.
10:21You can't.
10:21Oh, no, no, no.
10:22Don't give us a second.
10:22No, no, no, no.
10:24Stacey, Stacey, Stacey.
10:24No!
10:25Oh, shh.
10:28Try this to sleep.
10:29Thanks, Lillard.
10:30Keep an eye on the kids, yeah?
10:31Yeah, good luck.
10:35Where's Mum going?
10:37Mate, she's just nipped over to the laundrette because this donut here has put her phone in the wash.
10:41Can you believe it?
10:43Won't it work anymore?
10:44Yeah, it's going to be fine.
10:45It's all right.
10:45Listen, how do you fancy some ice cream, yeah?
10:48She won't be able to call you?
10:49Hey, of course she will.
10:50It's going to be all right.
10:53Okay, I tell you what.
10:53Come and sit down here.
10:54Parking back's right down here, buddy.
10:57Come here.
10:58You can talk to your Uncle Alfie, yeah?
11:00What's the matter?
11:01I've done a bad thing.
11:03Bad thing, eh?
11:05What have you done?
11:07I know a secret.
11:09Okay, right.
11:11What kind of secret?
11:13Daddy.
11:14He's coming home.
11:19Stacey, there is nothing I can do.
11:21You're just going to have to be patient, haven't you?
11:22What are you doing?
11:23I need that phone.
11:25I need it.
11:26It's got my photos and everything on it.
11:27It's going to be ruined.
11:28You don't know that?
11:29Yes, I do, Kat, I do.
11:30That is all I've got left of him, Martin.
11:32That's all I've got left is voicemails.
11:34That's it.
11:34I need it, Kat.
11:35I need it.
11:36Calm down, yeah?
11:37Come home with me and we'll talk.
11:38No, I'm not coming home.
11:39I'm sitting here until that is done.
11:48Come on, buddy.
11:49You tell me anything, all right?
11:50I promise you I'm getting into trouble.
11:52Okay?
11:52All right.
12:00What's this, then?
12:02Daddy's phone.
12:03The police came around and gave it to Nan.
12:06She hid it in the cupboard under the stairs.
12:08I took it.
12:11All right.
12:11What, does...
12:12Does anyone know you've got this?
12:15All right.
12:17Hey, what's on it?
12:18Do we know?
12:28Which needs to be sectioned?
12:29What do we do, then?
12:29What do we do?
12:32That's not going to happen, all right?
12:33Stacey.
12:39Would you like a cup of tea or a glass of water while you're eating?
12:42Hi.
12:43You all right, Stacey?
12:44Kitor.
12:45Yeah, they're good.
12:45They're good.
12:46Yeah, where's Kat?
12:48Oh, okay.
12:50Lily was a little bit upset.
12:53I'm going to go now.
12:54Give you all some privacy.
12:56Okay, yeah, thanks.
12:58Who are you, Lilz?
13:05I think I've got to show you something.
13:08Well, show me this.
13:09Okay, it's, uh...
13:11It's Martin's phone.
13:13Arthur had it.
13:15You've got to hear this.
13:17I can't wait to see you.
13:19The kids are excited, too,
13:20and we won't make any mistakes this time.
13:23No messing around.
13:24All I want is to be with you.
13:26Be together.
13:27Be your wife.
13:31When did she leave it?
13:33About three hours ago.
13:35I don't understand.
13:37I don't get it.
13:38What does it mean?
13:51Come on, we know what you've been doing.
13:52Where'd you get that?
13:55You've been talking to Dad.
13:57Sending him messages like he's still alive.
14:01I just want to lie in bed with you.
14:03Sunday morning, cuddle, talk.
14:07Maybe I'll go down, get us a cup of tea,
14:09a slice of toast.
14:10That's enough.
14:12You give me that phone, Lily.
14:13Give it to me.
14:13Why are you doing this?
14:14No one's bothering us.
14:16Have you gone completely mad?
14:17Please, Lily.
14:18Why are you torturing yourself like this?
14:20Can't you see what this is doing to me?
14:23To us, to the kids.
14:24Do you even care?
14:25It's got nothing to do with you.
14:26It's got nothing to do with the kids.
14:27It's got nothing to do with me and Martin.
14:29Stacey, Arthur's had the phone.
14:30He's been listening to the messages,
14:32every one of them.
14:33Let's just get rid then.
14:34What?
14:36To finally, let's just get rid of it.
14:38Dad's dead.
14:39He's gone.
14:40The phone might as well go too.
14:41No.
14:42Stop.
14:42Stop.
14:43Stop.
14:43Stop.
14:44I've got a heart.
14:44Get out of me.
14:45What did he do, Kate?
14:46No.
14:47Stacey, leave it.
14:48No.
14:49Stacey, what have you done?
14:51Just go home.
14:53Go after her.
14:54OK, OK.
14:55What have you done?
14:58Bills, hold up, darling.
14:59Listen, Pat, it's really OK.
15:01It's just that your mum's really upset at the moment.
15:02Oh, who ain't?
15:03I've lost my dad and I've been looking after these kids all on my own.
15:06Yeah, I know.
15:06Listen, I get it, all right?
15:07No, you don't.
15:09I'm the kid.
15:09She should be looking after me, not the other way around.
15:12Bills.
15:12Are you having an episode?
15:20Maybe you need professional help.
15:22I'm not having an episode, Kat.
15:23All right, I know the signs.
15:25Yeah, but all this...
15:26I'm not crazy.
15:28I know mine's dead.
15:38You do?
15:39Yes.
15:39So why?
15:42Why all this?
15:46Well...
15:47Aren't you a bit old for that?
15:52You all right?
15:54What's happened?
15:57Nothing.
15:59Just my mum.
16:01Oh.
16:03What was she done?
16:04She messed up.
16:06Big time.
16:06Well, you know what it's like.
16:10You've got a kid.
16:11I've got a kid.
16:13It's not easy being a mum.
16:15Sometimes you're doing this up.
16:16Yeah, sometimes.
16:17Not all the time.
16:20Is she really that bad?
16:24I wouldn't write her off.
16:26We all make mistakes.
16:27I know I am.
16:29Yeah.
16:31Yeah, of course.
16:33I'm not stupid.
16:34I know she's not the worst in the world, but...
16:40Being around her...
16:43Is making me a worse mum to Charlie.
16:45It's the truth, Lauren.
16:47It's not fair.
16:48It's not right.
16:48I have to put my daughter first.
16:53Isn't that what a good mum would do?
16:59The first time I left a message, I was screaming down the phone.
17:03I was so angry that he'd left me on my own.
17:06And I know it's crazy, but it just...
17:08It felt so good to let it out.
17:10So I left another one, and then I realised it had been listened to.
17:17And I knew it couldn't be him, but I couldn't work it out.
17:23I left another one.
17:26And it just...
17:28It just felt good to not be alone.
17:34And the more and more I did,
17:37the more it felt like we still had a chance.
17:41That he was still alive.
17:45But you know he ain't.
17:47I know.
17:49I know it ain't real.
17:53I just really wanted it to be.
17:57You can't carry on like this, you know that.
18:01It's really affecting the kids.
18:03Arthur thinks his dad's coming back
18:07and that you and Martin are going to get married.
18:09You can't have this.
18:12You've got to put a stop to it, Stace.
18:15Before it's too late.
18:16It's broke.
18:38It's broke.
18:42It's broke, Kat.
18:45All my photos, all the voicemails.
18:47They've gone.
18:49They've just gone.
18:50Hmm?
18:52Oh.
18:52The most amazing thing
19:20happened at the hospital earlier.
19:21I managed to feed Jimmy
19:25like properly.
19:26He latched on properly.
19:28Like it was the easiest, most
19:29simplest thing in the whole wide world.
19:32It was...
19:32It was so cute.
19:36We're going to be okay.
19:39He's got me.
19:41He's got you.
19:43We're in this together.
19:48Aren't we?
19:49Yeah, of course.
19:50Of course.
19:54What are you doing?
20:09Leaving.
20:09What?
20:11Where are you going?
20:13Lily?
20:15I'm not angry.
20:18Are you having a bad time?
20:19I get it.
20:20So why are you going, then?
20:23Charlie?
20:24You dropped the ball, Mum.
20:26And I can't keep looking after this house
20:29and these kids and these kids and Charlie.
20:30I can't do it all anymore.
20:32I don't have to do it anymore.
20:33I'm here.
20:34No, Mum.
20:34It's too late.
20:36I love you, but I've got to put my daughter first.
20:40Where are you going to go?
20:42I'm staying at Ryan's.
20:43He's sending a cab to pick me up.
20:48What now?
20:49I'm sorry, Mum.
20:51I called him.
20:52I was upset.
20:53He insisted.
20:54It's...
20:54It's going to be your end, innit?
20:57This is crazy.
20:59Lily, you don't have to go.
21:00This is your home.
21:02I'm feeling better now.
21:03I'm going to do better, all right?
21:06I'm going to go back to work.
21:07I'm going to do everything.
21:08I'm going to put tea on the table.
21:09All the things that a normal, boring old mum like me does.
21:13Mum, nothing's going back to normal.
21:15Not until you let go.
21:18Not until you let go of Dad.
21:22You need to move on.
21:23I need to move on.
21:26I'm sorry.
21:26I don't want to hurt you.
21:27I don't.
21:28I just...
21:28I don't want to let go of him either.
21:32But I have to.
21:34We both have to.
21:37Can't we do that together?
21:38No, you have to do it for yourself.
21:40I'm trying.
21:41Try harder.
21:42I'm doing my best.
21:44It's not just the grief, Lily.
21:46It's...
21:47It's the what?
21:47It's the guilt.
21:49It is the guilt.
21:50Guilt for what?
21:51Everything.
21:53Your dad died trying to save me.
21:56Just like Bradley did.
21:58I tear families apart.
22:00I am poison.
22:02I'm toxic.
22:03All I do is hurt people.
22:06Mum, that's not true.
22:08It's not true.
22:12Bad things happen.
22:14That doesn't make them your fault.
22:17You have to see that.
22:19You have nothing to be guilty for.
22:22Do you really think...
22:23Yes.
22:26You just have to let it go.
22:30You just have to let all of it go.
22:31And you'll be okay.
22:35I know you will.
22:37Can't you stay?
22:38No.
22:40Not until you sort this out.
22:43You can't be a mum to me.
22:46And I can't be a mum to Charlie.
22:48I have to go.
22:56It's okay, I know.
22:59No.
23:03Can you help me?
23:06No.
23:15No.
23:15No.
23:27Thanks.
23:27You will come back.
23:38Won't you?
23:41Please.
23:43I hope so.
23:46You need to sort yourself out first, then.
23:48If not for me and Charlie, for you, we're going to lose everyone.
23:56For good.
23:59I love you.
24:00I love you too.
24:01I love you too.
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25:52Are you okay, kids?
25:55Where's Lily gone?
25:56She's, uh, she's gone to stay with Ryan for a bit.
26:00She'll be back soon?
26:02Yeah, she's, uh...
26:05She just needs a little break.
26:08So do we.
26:11Come here.
26:12Don't be scared.
26:20Everything's gonna be all right.
26:23It's just taking Mommy a long time to say goodbye to your dad.
26:28You're right, but I'm here.
26:32And I love you.
26:35And I'm your mum.
26:38That's all that matters.
26:39Right on you when we pick these photos up, eh?
26:49Clear up this messy room.
26:52And then tomorrow we'll go and, uh, stay with Auntie Lynn and have a little break.
26:57Get some peace and quiet.
26:58Tell you what, let's put him in this box.
27:04We can put him in this box and then every now and again we can take him out and...
27:08can have a little look at him.
27:12Remember what a lovely dad he was.
27:14How lucky we were to have him.
27:22It can be our special thing.
27:27Just me, you and Lil.
27:30Yeah.
27:34All we've got to do is say goodbye.
27:37Goodbye, Dad.
27:39Goodbye, Dad.
27:42Bye, babe.
27:44I miss you.