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00:00I had this reoccurring nightmare for a very long time,
00:12and I could recall sprinting out of the house,
00:16knowing that someone was following me, and he's got a gun.
00:25The bullets passed right by my head,
00:28and I keep running.
00:32I turn around, and that's when I realized it was Randy.
00:37Sometimes I would wake up screaming.
00:41I had this nightmare every night.
00:45Oh, my God, she's beautiful.
00:50How could anybody hurt somebody as beautiful as her?
00:56He's a monster.
00:59I'm sorry that had to happen to her.
01:04I'm sorry she had to go through the same things that I did.
01:08It was a trap, and we both fell in it.
01:11The only difference is I made it out, and she didn't.
01:17It was a trap, and we both fell in it.
01:21The only difference is I made it out, and she didn't.
01:25I'm really sorry, honey.
01:28I'm really sorry.
01:30The only difference is I made it out, and she didn't.
01:34I made it out, and she didn't.
01:37I'm really sorry.
01:38I'm really sorry, honey.
01:41I'm really sorry.
01:42I'm really sorry.
01:44I'm really sorry.
01:46I don't know what is the Κ really bad at night,
01:49because I had a law.
01:50It wasn't his name, but it was really bad at night.
01:52Amen.
01:53That lived in estãoик.
01:54I loved it, I loved it, and it was him.
01:55I saw and women hadn't had a dream.
01:58Be my friend and i liked the window.
02:00Oh, my God.
02:01There was a expert in the world about the heavens.
02:03I hated him to be beautiful as well.
02:05I was a beautiful wine bottle over there now.
02:06Will diferença be beautiful
02:08among you?
02:10Are there manyれない lives out there?
02:11I met Randy in a church that I was going to.
02:34My initial first impression of him was, this is a good guy.
02:39Because he was always so nice and cheerful and smiling and good-looking, tall.
02:48So I came early one day and sat next to him.
02:52That's when our relationship started.
02:56When I started dating Randy Gay, I was not looking for a relationship.
03:03It just happened.
03:05We liked each other.
03:07He just seemed like the kind of person that I could trust.
03:13He treated me like I was a queen.
03:18I believe that Randy was married once prior, but I didn't really think anything of it.
03:26I had heard that Randy had a past, and that it wasn't a good one.
03:39But I trust in God, and I believe that everybody deserves a second chance.
03:47His past is his past.
03:50Let it go.
03:52What do you think?
03:53Dinner tonight?
03:54I thought I found my partner.
03:57I thought I'd found my soulmate.
03:59The more I look back on it, I can see it better.
04:19Randy was using me and was playing me for a fool.
04:25And I think that made him happy because I was playing right into his little game.
04:36One night, we were talking.
05:04And just talking.
05:06And I asked him about his past.
05:10And he said, are you sure you want to know?
05:17It might make you think differently about me.
05:19And I said, yeah, I do.
05:24And he said, okay.
05:28He told me that one day, his father had gotten physical with a woman that Randy was dating.
05:36And things got out of hand, and Randy shot his father to protect her.
05:45Oh, my God, he killed me.
05:47When he told me he had shot his father, I was scared.
05:52Oh, my God.
05:53Up to that point, I never saw the dark side of him.
05:58I didn't know what to think.
06:00They put me away for a long time.
06:04I was very shocked when I heard that Randy was capable of doing that because he was this sweet, loving man that I knew or thought I knew.
06:21He was sentenced to 20 years, but he got out on good behavior.
06:33He probably thought that I was going to leave.
06:38And I wasn't going to do that.
06:42I really appreciate you telling me the truth.
06:44I was touched by his vulnerability and his honesty.
06:50He told me he was trying to turn his life around, and I believed him.
06:59In my eyes, God put him in my life for a reason.
07:04Like I said, everybody deserved a second chance, so I gave him one.
07:12But I didn't know everything.
07:14When we got married, I thought the past was the past for both of us.
07:35I thought my future was going to be good.
07:39I thought everything was going to be perfect.
07:43But it wasn't.
07:50Randy and I had gone over to his friend's house, and this friend was his best friend.
07:58Everything seemed like it was okay.
08:05Everything seemed fine.
08:07And then something was said, which triggered Randy's reaction, and Randy punched him.
08:17And then it was on.
08:23All I could see was just rage.
08:28His eyes had changed.
08:32His face had changed.
08:34His full demeanor had changed completely.
08:38It was shocking to me, but I was screaming and crying, and telling them both to stop.
08:47Randy, stop!
08:50Randy!
08:51He looked at me with daggers and fire in his eyes.
08:56I was terrified.
08:57When the fight ended, the friend looked bad.
09:09I think Randy had broke his nose.
09:12He had blood coming down the side of his face.
09:16Randy had scrapes, bruises, torn clothes.
09:26I was very scared to see Randy act that way.
09:30I'd never seen him act like that before.
09:33What was that?
09:35To me, seeing him with that much rage in him, and beating up his best friend, scared me.
09:49Because if he can do that to his best friend, what would he do to me?
09:55And the words, I'll never do it again, I learned, are lies.
10:03Because it always happens again.
10:08I wished I would have seen the devil in him sooner.
10:11When we first got together, Randy told me that he was a recovering alcoholic.
10:29I thought, okay.
10:32It seemed like he had the drinking under control.
10:37So, I didn't think anything.
10:41One day, his friends had invited us over.
10:45All of them had drinks in their hands.
10:49They kept telling him, oh, come on, one drink ain't gonna hurt ya.
10:53It's only one beer.
10:55Come on.
10:56And finally, he accepted the beer.
11:01Yes, Randy.
11:02And put it up to his mouth.
11:05I said, you shouldn't do this.
11:08You've been sober for over 10 years.
11:12Why now?
11:13Randy, what are you doing?
11:17But it went in one ear and out the other.
11:22I was very disappointed.
11:24I'm standing back in the kitchen.
11:29When he came back, though, I asked him why he was drinking again.
11:36Are you okay?
11:38And he got mad that I asked him that.
11:41I can do whatever the hell I want to.
11:47And you can't stop me.
11:50But he didn't get loud.
11:52He'd never talked to me like that before.
11:55Since it was the first time he had spoken to me like that,
11:59I started thinking, oh, my God.
12:05Really?
12:07That doesn't seem...
12:11Something's wrong.
12:12As soon as we get over the threshold,
12:29his demeanor changed.
12:32His facial expressions had changed.
12:36I could tell how angry he was by the way he looked,
12:43by the way the tone of his voice was.
12:47I don't want to hear you!
12:51And he starts yelling at me,
12:56telling me to never talk back to him again.
12:59And then he takes his hands and he shoves me.
13:06And I fly and I hit the back of the couch.
13:11I couldn't believe it.
13:14And this smile would come on his face.
13:18It was very scary.
13:20And then I get up
13:24and start to go down the hall
13:27and he shoves me into the walls
13:30all the way down the hall.
13:32Get away from me!
13:34I'm crying and saying,
13:36don't hurt me.
13:38You're hurting me.
13:39Stop!
13:40Our bedroom was at the end of the hallway.
13:44I was able to shut the door and lock it.
13:50He was banging on the door.
13:55Let me in!
13:56Let me in!
13:57Open this door right now!
13:59Let me open this door right now!
14:01I was scared.
14:03If you don't open this door,
14:05I'm going to kick the door down.
14:08He never did.
14:11He went into the bathroom
14:13and picked his guts up.
14:16And then he went and laid down on the couch.
14:18Went to sleep.
14:20My hope is
14:25that, okay,
14:27maybe this will be a one-time thing.
14:31Maybe he won't do it again.
14:33I should have tried to run out the door.
14:37I should have left him.
14:39Everything's or should have's
14:41but didn't's.
14:43I wanted to believe that he was a good person
14:48because I loved him.
14:50I was in love with him.
14:54Up till the end,
14:55I believed I could change him.
14:58But I was wrong.
14:59When I was at church,
15:11it felt safe.
15:14I felt safer knowing that there was other people around.
15:18And, of course,
15:19there was bruises under my shirts.
15:24There would be bruises on my legs.
15:27He made sure they were under the clothes
15:34so nobody could see and ask questions.
15:38I still remember what the bruises felt like.
15:48I still remember putting on a smile
15:55when I was hurting really bad
15:59because I was embarrassed.
16:06I didn't want anybody to know
16:08that I was being beat.
16:10I felt ashamed
16:13for people
16:15that wonder
16:18why
16:19I would stay with it.
16:23If they haven't been through it,
16:25they don't understand.
16:29In those dark times,
16:31I did an awful lot of praying to God
16:33to help me,
16:36to help guide me through this.
16:38I told him I needed answers.
16:41I needed to know what to do.
16:42I continued to go to church,
16:58even though he stopped.
17:00I finally began to feel freedom.
17:07I finally started feeling
17:11a relief
17:13of pressure,
17:15a relief of stress.
17:17I became close friends
17:22with a man and his wife.
17:27She was my best friend.
17:29I could talk to her
17:31about anything.
17:34They were wonderful people.
17:37I started confiding in her
17:41probably
17:42anywhere between six months
17:45to a year
17:46after I met them.
17:48That way,
17:49it gave me a chance
17:51to get that
17:52feeling of
17:54someone I could trust.
17:57I finally got the courage
17:59and I showed her
18:00my bruises.
18:02I wanted to show you something.
18:11Deborah.
18:12She said,
18:14you don't deserve this.
18:18You need to leave
18:19and you need to leave
18:20soon.
18:21I looked at her and said,
18:26you're right.
18:26I do.
18:29I didn't want to be abused anymore.
18:31I didn't want to hurt anymore.
18:33I knew I had to leave him,
18:37but
18:38it wasn't going to be easy.
18:48There is always a chance
18:50that somebody can come back
18:53to church
18:54and be that good person
18:57and really try hard.
19:00But Randy did not.
19:03He made the choice
19:04not to go back to church.
19:08He made the choice
19:10not to better himself.
19:13One night,
19:14we were sitting in the kitchen
19:16having dinner
19:17and he told me
19:20there was something
19:20he wanted to tell me.
19:22Some you should know.
19:23my father
19:28wasn't the only man
19:29I've killed.
19:31He didn't tell me
19:33when he killed
19:34the second person
19:35and he wouldn't tell me
19:37why he killed him.
19:39He didn't tell me
19:40his name.
19:41He just told me
19:42that he had killed
19:43another person.
19:46He didn't show
19:48any remorse.
19:49Randy refused to answer
19:53any of my questions.
19:54Nothing.
19:56He didn't tell me
19:57anything.
20:00This shook me
20:01to my core.
20:04I believe
20:05he was trying
20:07to scare me.
20:08I believe
20:09he was trying
20:11to keep me in line
20:13and show me
20:14that
20:14he was still
20:16in control
20:17and that he still
20:19had
20:20his grips on me.
20:23That if I tried
20:25to leave
20:26I would be victim
20:28number three.
20:29I want to know
20:47who this man was.
20:49I don't even know
20:50where he was from.
20:53I know nothing
20:54about him.
20:55And if I can
20:57find out
20:58or find someone
20:59who knows
21:00about this person
21:04it would give me
21:08closure.
21:13And his first victim
21:15was James Kelly
21:16was the man's name.
21:20Randy claimed
21:21he shot him
21:21in self-defense
21:22and it was
21:24actually
21:25his then
21:26father-in-law.
21:32So he shot
21:33his father-in-law
21:35and then
21:39his own father.
21:43What in the hell
21:45was going
21:46through his brain?
21:47That's as close
21:53to sadist
21:54as I can
21:55think of.
21:57It just
21:58makes me
21:59so angry
22:00to know
22:02that the two
22:03men that he
22:04killed
22:04were both
22:06relatives
22:07which makes
22:09me think
22:10now
22:11that he
22:13could have
22:13killed me
22:14any time.
22:14but back
22:20then
22:20I didn't
22:22know.
22:29I just
22:30I can't
22:31understand
22:32how I could
22:32be so
22:33so stupid
22:35and so
22:36just not
22:39being able
22:40to see
22:40the picture.
22:44I was
22:57afraid
22:58that
22:59if I
23:00tried
23:00to leave
23:01he would
23:03hurt me
23:04real bad.
23:05I was
23:05afraid
23:06he would
23:06kill me.
23:08And he
23:09was the
23:09kind
23:10of person
23:11that would
23:12look for
23:14me.
23:15He would
23:15find me
23:16anywhere I
23:17went.
23:19Many
23:20many nights
23:21I would
23:21cry myself
23:22to sleep
23:22wondering
23:24if I was
23:25going to be
23:25dead the
23:26next day
23:26because I
23:27wouldn't
23:28know
23:28whether
23:29when he
23:31came to
23:32bed
23:32if he
23:34was going
23:34to kill
23:35me
23:35or if
23:38I would
23:38wake up
23:39the next
23:39morning.
23:48One day
23:49I was
23:49talking to
23:50my best
23:50friend
23:51and
23:52explained
23:53to her
23:53what was
23:54going on
23:55and
23:56she said
23:57Debra
23:58you
23:59have had
24:00enough
24:00you've
24:01had enough
24:02done to
24:02you
24:02and
24:04she
24:04said
24:04Debra
24:05get
24:06out
24:06of
24:06there
24:07come
24:09stay
24:09with
24:09us
24:09for
24:10a
24:10couple
24:10days
24:10and
24:14I
24:16said
24:16yes
24:17that
24:19is
24:19when
24:20I
24:20turned
24:21around
24:21and
24:22it's
24:22Randy
24:23I
24:25have
24:25to
24:25go
24:25and
24:27the
24:27door
24:27closed
24:28behind
24:29him
24:29and
24:30I
24:30knew
24:31he
24:32was
24:32angry
24:33I
24:35saw
24:35the
24:35expression
24:36on
24:36his
24:36face
24:37I
24:38was
24:38standing
24:38there
24:39just
24:39froze
24:40in
24:40fear
24:41that's
24:42when
24:42he
24:42started
24:42yelling
24:43at
24:43me
24:43nobody
24:44was
24:50supposed
24:50to know
24:51what
24:51went
24:51on
24:52behind
24:53our
24:53closed
24:54doors
24:54nobody
24:56and
24:57when
24:58he
24:58started
24:59yelling
24:59at
24:59me
25:00my
25:01body
25:01tensed
25:02up
25:02and
25:03I
25:03said
25:04enough
25:05stop
25:07and
25:09I
25:09started
25:09yelling
25:10back
25:10and
25:12said
25:12it
25:12wasn't
25:13my
25:13fault
25:14I
25:14didn't
25:15do
25:15this
25:15you
25:17did
25:17I
25:18felt
25:19proud
25:19of
25:19myself
25:20I
25:21actually
25:22did
25:23something
25:23that I
25:24have
25:24never
25:25done
25:25before
25:25and
25:27that's
25:27when
25:27he
25:28said
25:28stop
25:29don't
25:30you
25:30dare
25:31go
25:31anywhere
25:31he
25:36had
25:36never
25:37left
25:37me
25:38in
25:40the
25:40middle
25:40of
25:41a
25:41fight
25:41it
25:43scared
25:44me
25:45because
25:46I
25:47had
25:47no
25:47idea
25:48what
25:48was
25:48coming
25:49and
25:51he
25:51came
25:52back
25:52out
25:53with
25:54a
25:54shotgun
25:55and
25:58aimed
25:58it
25:59point
25:59blank
25:59at
26:00my
26:00forehead
26:00it
26:07is
26:07frightening
26:08staring
26:09down
26:09the
26:09barrel
26:09of
26:10a
26:10shotgun
26:10because
26:12you
26:12don't
26:12know
26:12if
26:12he's
26:13going
26:13to
26:13pull
26:13the
26:13trigger
26:14I
26:16realized
26:17he'd
26:18shot
26:18two
26:18people
26:19before
26:19and
26:21that
26:21it
26:21wouldn't
26:22be
26:22anything
26:22new
26:23to
26:23him
26:23and
26:25I
26:26was so
26:27terrified
26:28that
26:28I
26:29couldn't
26:29move
26:30I
26:32was
26:32begging
26:32him
26:33not
26:33to
26:33shoot
26:34me
26:34I
26:34was
26:35crying
26:36I
26:39was
26:39literally
26:40bawling
26:41my head
26:42off
26:42because
26:42I
26:43didn't
26:43want
26:43to
26:43die
26:44so
26:47I
26:47would
26:47beg
26:47him
26:48and
26:49plead
26:49don't
26:50shoot
26:51me
26:51don't
26:51shoot
26:52me
26:52I
26:52won't
26:52do
26:53it
26:53again
26:53please
26:54don't
26:55shoot
26:55me
26:55it
27:00felt
27:00like
27:01forever
27:01when
27:06he
27:07let
27:09down
27:09his
27:09gun
27:10and
27:11turned
27:13away
27:13I
27:16had
27:16all
27:17kinds
27:17of
27:17emotions
27:18angry
27:19sad
27:20terrified
27:23all
27:24them
27:25emotions
27:25were
27:26going
27:27through
27:27my
27:27head
27:28all
27:30I
27:30could
27:30think
27:31about
27:31was
27:32my
27:32escape
27:33I
27:35feel
27:36he
27:37was
27:37preying
27:38on
27:38my
27:38fear
27:39preying
27:40on
27:40the
27:40anger
27:41he
27:45could
27:45kill
27:45me
27:45anytime
27:46I
27:59acted
27:59as if
28:00I was
28:01asleep
28:01but I
28:02wasn't
28:02I
28:03pretended
28:03to be
28:04asleep
28:05until
28:05Randy left
28:06for work
28:07the moment
28:10I hear
28:11the truck
28:11leave
28:12I got
28:13up
28:13and started
28:14my plans
28:15I moved
28:17as fast
28:18as I
28:19could go
28:19every
28:21time
28:22I would
28:23hear
28:24a truck
28:25or a car
28:26come even
28:28close to
28:29the house
28:29I was
28:30terrified
28:31I
28:33do
28:34believe
28:34that
28:34if
28:35he
28:36came
28:37home
28:37and
28:38found
28:38me
28:39packing
28:39he
28:41would
28:41have
28:41killed
28:41me
28:42he
28:51knew
28:51that
28:52my
28:52parents
28:52lived
28:53in
28:53Oregon
28:53but
28:54he
28:54never
28:55knew
28:55where
28:56when
28:57I
28:58called
28:58my
28:58parents
28:59and
29:01told
29:01them
29:02what
29:02had
29:02happened
29:03and
29:04what
29:04I
29:04was
29:04doing
29:05they
29:06said
29:06Debra
29:06get
29:07out
29:07of
29:07there
29:07quick
29:08and
29:08come
29:08home
29:09when
29:11I
29:11left
29:11Arkansas
29:12that
29:14was
29:15when
29:16a lot
29:17of the
29:17tension
29:18left
29:18me
29:18I
29:19was
29:20able
29:20to
29:21breathe
29:21again
29:22I
29:22was
29:22able
29:23to
29:23relax
29:25a little
29:25bit
29:26and
29:28I
29:28felt
29:29safe
29:29the
29:31only
29:31person
29:31I
29:32told
29:32that
29:32I
29:33was
29:33leaving
29:33was
29:34my
29:34best
29:35friend
29:35and
29:36she
29:37was
29:37proud
29:37of
29:38me
29:38she
29:39said
29:39I'm
29:40glad
29:41you're
29:41going
29:42I'll
29:43miss
29:43you
29:44I
29:55decided
29:56I
29:57wanted
29:57a
29:57divorce
29:58this
30:01meant
30:01that
30:02I
30:02would
30:02have
30:03to
30:03go
30:03back
30:03to
30:04Arkansas
30:04and
30:06face
30:07him
30:07I
30:09wanted
30:10to
30:10be
30:11the
30:11one
30:11to
30:11serve
30:11him
30:12to
30:12prove
30:13to
30:13myself
30:13that
30:14I
30:15could
30:15do
30:15it
30:15to
30:16prove
30:16to
30:16myself
30:17that
30:18I
30:18don't
30:18need
30:18to
30:18be
30:19afraid
30:19of
30:19him
30:19anymore
30:20I
30:23got
30:23all
30:23the
30:23paperwork
30:24together
30:25and
30:26took
30:27a
30:27deep
30:28breath
30:28to
30:31let
30:31it
30:31all
30:31out
30:32and
30:33then
30:33I
30:34walked
30:34up
30:34to
30:34the
30:35door
30:35Randy
30:37had
30:38no
30:38idea
30:38that
30:39I
30:39was
30:39coming
30:39I
30:40did
30:40not
30:40know
30:41how
30:42he
30:42would
30:42react
30:43but
30:44I
30:45wasn't
30:45scared
30:46anymore
30:47I
30:48was
30:48ready
30:48I
30:50was
30:50ready
30:50when
31:02I
31:02knocked
31:02on
31:03the
31:03door
31:03and
31:04Randy
31:04opened
31:05it
31:05he
31:06looked
31:06at
31:07me
31:07with
31:08surprise
31:10in
31:10his
31:10eyes
31:11I
31:13think
31:14that
31:15he
31:15hoped
31:16I
31:17was
31:17back
31:17that
31:20things
31:20could
31:21be
31:21normal
31:21again
31:22until
31:22I
31:23handed
31:23him
31:23the
31:24divorce
31:24papers
31:25it's
31:26over
31:27I
31:30handed
31:30him
31:30the
31:31papers
31:31I
31:31handed
31:32him
31:32the pen
31:32and I
31:33said
31:33sign
31:34these
31:34sign
31:36them
31:36now
31:36I
31:40believe
31:41he was
31:41very
31:41surprised
31:42I
31:43think
31:43he
31:43finally
31:44realized
31:44that I
31:45had
31:45changed
31:46his hold
31:49on me
31:49was
31:50over
31:51when
31:54when the
31:55papers
31:55were
31:56signed
31:56I
31:58was
31:58thrilled
32:00and I
32:01looked at
32:01him
32:01straight in
32:02the eye
32:02and I
32:03said
32:04it's
32:04done
32:05it's
32:06over
32:06with
32:06you
32:07will
32:07never
32:08touch
32:08me
32:08again
32:09and I
32:11turned
32:11around
32:12and
32:12walked
32:13away
32:13and
32:15thirty
32:16days
32:16later
32:17I
32:17was
32:18divorced
32:18and
32:20took
32:20my
32:21maiden
32:21name
32:21back
32:22I
32:23was
32:24done
32:24with
32:25him
32:25completely
32:26I
32:27could
32:27make
32:27my
32:27life
32:28the
32:29way
32:30it
32:32should
32:32have
32:32been
32:32in the
32:33first
32:33place
32:33happy
32:34the
32:47police
32:48said
32:48they
32:48wanted
32:49to
32:49talk
32:49to
32:49me
32:50about
32:50Randy
32:50Gay
32:51I
32:52told
32:52them
32:53that
32:54Randy
32:55and I
32:55were
32:55divorced
32:56I
32:57don't
32:57want
32:57to
32:57have
32:57anything
32:58to
32:58do
32:59with
32:59him
32:59he
33:01is
33:01out
33:01of
33:01my
33:02life
33:02now
33:02and
33:05then
33:05the
33:06police
33:07told
33:09me
33:09that
33:10Randy
33:11Gay
33:11had
33:12killed
33:13a
33:14woman
33:15when
33:18I
33:19heard
33:19that
33:20Randy
33:20shot
33:21a
33:22lady
33:22named
33:22Connie
33:23I
33:24felt
33:25anger
33:27I
33:28felt
33:28sadness
33:29and
33:30I
33:31wasn't
33:31surprised
33:32at
33:32all
33:32that
33:35could
33:35have
33:35been
33:36me
33:36oh
33:48you've
33:49got
33:49to
33:49be
33:49kidding
33:50me
33:50that's
33:54Randy
33:54standing
33:55by
33:55a
33:55car
33:55he
34:02should
34:03never
34:03ever
34:04be
34:05smiling
34:05he's
34:07smiling
34:08as if
34:09he's
34:09proud
34:10of
34:10what
34:10he
34:10did
34:11there's
34:12no
34:13remorse
34:13at
34:14all
34:14in
34:14that
34:15face
34:15Randy
34:17looks
34:18like
34:18he
34:19was
34:19proud
34:19that
34:20he
34:20killed
34:20Connie
34:21he
34:22looks
34:22happy
34:23about
34:23it
34:24he
34:25doesn't
34:25look
34:26as
34:26though
34:27he's
34:28ashamed
34:28of
34:28anything
34:29and
34:31his
34:31eyes
34:32his
34:34eyes
34:35are
34:35laughing
34:35they're
34:36laughing
34:37that
34:39right
34:39there
34:39makes
34:40me
34:40angry
34:40too
34:41Randy's
34:43a
34:43monster
34:44in
34:44every
34:44way
34:45shape
34:45or
34:45form
34:46killing
34:47somebody
34:47smiling
34:49about
34:50it
34:50only
34:50monsters
34:51would
34:51do
34:52that
34:52in
35:06May
35:06of
35:062011
35:07investigators
35:07discovered
35:08a body
35:08in the
35:09Washington
35:09National
35:10Forest
35:10in
35:10Hot
35:10Springs
35:11the
35:12woman
35:12had
35:12been
35:12shot
35:12in
35:13the
35:13face
35:13and
35:13bound
35:14up
35:14in
35:14plastic
35:14the
35:15victim's
35:16name
35:16was
35:16Connie
35:17Snow
35:17he
35:21didn't
35:21even
35:21have
35:22the
35:22decency
35:22to
35:23bury
35:23her
35:24what
35:26kind
35:27of
35:27person
35:28can
35:28do
35:29that
35:29I
35:31did
35:31not
35:32realize
35:33at
35:33the
35:34beginning
35:34that
35:35there
35:35was
35:36that
35:36much
35:36evil
35:37in
35:37him
35:37I
35:38just
35:38couldn't
35:39see
35:39it
35:39I
35:40did
35:40not
35:41expect
35:41that
35:41much
35:42evil
35:42to
35:43be
35:43in
35:43him
35:44to
35:45me
35:45he's
35:47the
35:47devil
35:47he's
35:50a
35:51selfish
35:52arrogant
35:53bastard
35:56he
35:59needs
35:59to be
35:59ripped
36:00apart
36:00because
36:01he
36:02ripped
36:02apart
36:02so
36:03many
36:03families
36:04and
36:06so
36:06many
36:07hearts
36:07he
36:08destroyed
36:09and
36:10crushed
36:10Randy
36:16has
36:17a lot
36:18more
36:18victims
36:19than
36:19just
36:19the
36:20three
36:20he
36:20put
36:21in
36:21the
36:21ground
36:21down
36:23and
36:23he
36:23to
36:24come
36:25in
36:25and
36:25to
36:27me
36:30to
36:31me
36:32to
36:32him
36:33to
36:34him
36:34to
36:36his
36:36and
36:37what
36:38he
36:38did
36:39he
36:39to
36:40him
36:40to
36:40him
36:41to
36:41him
36:42to
36:42him
36:43to
36:43him
36:43to
36:44him
36:44and
36:45he
36:45and
36:46to
36:47him
36:48to
36:48him
36:50This picture to me tells me that it's Randy's father.
37:03It...
37:04That's Randy.
37:07What?
37:15He didn't used to look like that.
37:21Wow.
37:26He aged horribly.
37:34He still looks like he's got that dark side in him.
37:44I feel he's looking straight at me.
37:46And it looks like he's saying,
37:50that should have been you.
37:55What should have been you?
37:57I should have been the one that got shot.
37:59I hate this man with a passion.
38:06Even though I'm a Christian lady,
38:12it still makes me glad that he's in prison on death row.
38:18I will be the happiest woman in the world when his execution date arrives.
38:22The only way I can get closure
38:27is knowing
38:31that he's six feet under.
38:35I had a real hard time feeling happy
38:46after this because he hurt me so bad.
38:51even though the bruises all healed,
38:58I still had that pain inside, in my heart, in my chest.
39:04It wasn't going away.
39:09Randy stole my innocence.
39:11He stole my belief in good people.
39:14I lost that belief
39:17because
39:18I couldn't trust anybody anymore.
39:22It was very scary.
39:24I knew
39:28down deep in my heart,
39:31I was never
39:32going to let any man
39:34treat me like that again.
39:36Never.
39:38I deserve better than that.
39:41I am better than that.
39:48For the first time in my life,
39:51it felt fantastic making my own decisions
39:56for myself.
39:59I felt like a totally different person.
40:03I was able to smile.
40:06I was able to laugh.
40:09I was able to leave the fear behind me.
40:14It's gone.
40:15He's gone.
40:17I don't have to worry about it anymore.
40:19I am very happy now.
40:23I've found a good man
40:25who treats me with respect and decency.
40:29We've been married for 16 years.
40:33And he's been moral support
40:35because he knows everything that went on.
40:39I feel very lucky
40:41and blessed
40:44that
40:45I escaped.
40:48But then again,
40:50I feel that
40:52this
40:53has made me
40:56a better person.
40:59I've learned to be strong
41:01and
41:02I can help other women
41:04in that position.
41:05The man that I fell in love with,
41:15I don't know what happened to him.
41:16I never in life
41:17thought that Michael
41:18was capable of doing
41:19what he had done.
41:20You're dead!
41:22I'm gonna die!
41:23I'm gonna die!
41:24Oh!
41:26That's horrific.
41:27That was horrific.
41:28Oh, God.
41:29Oh, God.

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