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00:00.
00:05Deanne, do you want to tell them what you haven't been doing?
00:08Previously on Virgins.
00:11So I don't really tell people about my lack of sexual experience.
00:14This situation is my worst nightmare.
00:16I haven't been hooking up with people a lot.
00:18If someone could take Deanne's V card,
00:21Conrad is the guy that could get it done.
00:23Thumb up if you are interested in the person next to you.
00:27Hello.
00:30Hi.
00:31This is Lauren.
00:32I'm really happy Alex is dating again.
00:34What a comeback.
00:38Knowing that I'm one step closer to losing my virginity,
00:42it's surreal to me.
00:44You're the second man in my life who have touched me like this.
00:47When it comes to pleasure and touch.
00:50I think meeting with a sex surrogate
00:54and having a more open mind will allow me to experience
00:59physical intimacy with a man.
01:01What does it feel like?
01:02Amazing.
01:03Oh.
01:04I met a guy.
01:06Do you think that you could have sex with him?
01:09Absolutely.
01:10Oh my gosh, look at that.
01:11Candy land?
01:12Candy land.
01:13Oh my goodness.
01:15I am a 42 year old virgin at an adult resort.
01:19Why don't you text your boo thing?
01:22Since?
01:23I don't know if he's going to say yes.
01:25And I'm like, oh my God, is this really going to happen?
01:28This is sexy.
01:30It is the second day at the resort.
01:46It's so wild.
01:49Like all the guys and the girls, they're just like eyeballing me
01:53and looking like they just smell, smell the newness.
01:57I got asked to join couples as I was walking to my room.
02:04Um, I politely declined.
02:07And then I seen a guy with his wiener out.
02:12And he was big.
02:20Walking around, there's a lot going on.
02:23There's ass shaking, pasties.
02:26Hey, everybody.
02:27Hi.
02:28Can we join?
02:29Can I join is like the motto here.
02:32Yeah.
02:33Take it off.
02:34Some naked pieces, you know, all the parts.
02:41And things was floating.
02:42I was like, wow.
02:44We don't see you guys too often, guys.
02:45Your first time?
02:46You guys first time?
02:47Yeah, first time.
02:48Never been?
02:49So, welcome.
02:50Thank you for having us.
02:51Definitely ready to build some new friendships.
02:52Right.
02:53Yeah.
02:54So, has anyone piqued your fancy?
02:56I'm kind of talking to someone.
02:58Ooh.
02:59Okay.
03:00Yes.
03:01Is he here?
03:02Oh, he may be coming.
03:03He may be coming.
03:04Oh.
03:05I've been talking to this amazing guy named William.
03:09And last night, I texted him and invited him to come to the resort to meet me.
03:14I just found out he's going to come and he'll be here tonight.
03:17Well, do you want him to come?
03:19Yes.
03:20Yeah.
03:21Definitely.
03:22Coming is important.
03:23That's right.
03:24I am kind of nervous, but still excited.
03:28You know, we've just been talking for a couple of weeks.
03:31What if he thinks I'm moving too fast?
03:33You know, I don't want to, like, push him away.
03:35But at the same time, this place is very sexy, and I'm thinking about him.
03:41I really would like him to come.
03:43So, cheers to new friendships.
03:44Cheers.
03:45And a nice weekend for Washa.
03:47Washa.
03:48Washa, girl, get it.
03:50It's definitely going to be my weekend to experience and explore.
03:53Big Perk came to play.
03:57Big Perk came to play.
03:59Big Perk came to play.
04:00Big Perk came to play.
04:03Big Perk came to play.
04:06Big Perk came to play.
04:07Big Perk came to play.
04:11Since Lauren met my family, we went on a couple of dates.
04:23And the chemistry is amazing.
04:25me laugh. I'm open to seeing where this goes. Have you guys kissed yet? No, we haven't kissed.
04:34We're having pizza. It's great. I love it. I got pepperoni. And I got a slice of the white garlic
04:39pizza. She's awesome. I can just be myself around her and it feels amazing just to be able to do
04:46that. Cheers. Cheers. I know it's early in our relationship, but I wanted to try and plan
04:53something a little romantic. So I took a big leap and I asked Lauren to go away for a weekend.
05:00And she said yes. I'm really excited.
05:15We just pulled into the parking lot of this amazing couple's, I guess, resorts.
05:23I hope it's fun. Yeah, me too. Me too. All right.
05:30Yep.
05:31This is going to be fun. Yes, it is.
05:34I went on the internet and searched for nice romantic getaways. And I clicked on the first
05:41link that popped up, thought it was great.
05:48Oh my God. Alex. Oh my God. This is ridiculous.
05:56So as we walk in, I'm kind of curious on what Lauren's thinking because I'm not sure if girls
06:03are really into that sort of thing, but I feel like we could have fun with it.
06:08Are you going to tell her you're a virgin?
06:12I know I need to tell her, but...
06:15Hi, how are you? Are you here to check in?
06:18I'm just nervous because I don't know how she's going to take it. I really don't.
06:22You're going to go down lover's lane?
06:24I'm hoping that if I bring her here and romance her a little bit, it'll soften the blow so she
06:30might accept it.
06:32All right.
06:37Whoa.
06:39Oh my.
06:41Oh, the fireplace.
06:43What in the world?
06:44Arpsie bull.
06:46This was a lot bigger than I was expecting.
06:49It's so spacious. That's so cool.
06:52There's a sauna right there and there is a massage tube.
06:56I've never seen a heart-shaped pool. I'm kind of questioning, you know, what this is.
07:03That's incredible.
07:05Look at the ceiling.
07:07Oh my God. Are those stars?
07:08Lots of mirrors.
07:10I think the room looks great. It's different than most hotel rooms, but I think it looks really
07:16nice and I'm excited to see what we do with it.
07:19It's totally uncomfortable. It's not what I expected.
07:24I guess it screams over-the-top romance, but it's definitely not something I would have
07:28picked.
07:28I think it's really weird and cool that this is round.
07:32Yeah, I haven't seen a round bed before.
07:34Me neither.
07:35The mirrors, though.
07:36Do you think it moves?
07:37I don't know.
07:37Do you think it moves?
07:38I don't know.
07:39Keep your hand and feet on the bed at all times while in motion.
07:43That makes sense.
07:43That's insane.
07:47Oh my gosh.
07:48Oh, that's awesome.
07:49Oh my gosh.
07:49That's going to be fun.
07:50The champagne bottle.
07:52Do you want me to pop it open for you?
07:54Um, why don't we explore?
07:57I could use a glass of wine.
07:58We'll see this.
07:59All right.
07:59All right.
08:00I am fantasizing what will happen, but I don't want to get my hopes up.
08:10I did shave my downstairs.
08:20Let's see what Spooners has to offer.
08:23That's a funny name.
08:24It is.
08:25You want to go to the bar?
08:27Yeah.
08:27All right.
08:27Can I have a glass of Chardonnay?
08:29Chardonnay?
08:29Sure.
08:29Can I get a beer, please?
08:30Sure.
08:31Yeah.
08:35I think right now it's going pretty good.
08:37We're talking, we're laughing, but I don't feel like I'll enjoy the weekend if I don't
08:42get a chance to tell Lauren that I'm a virgin.
08:44All right.
08:45Thank you so much.
08:46You are so welcome.
08:46Thank you so much.
08:47I appreciate it.
08:48You're welcome.
08:49I probably should have told her sooner, but I didn't want to feel that feeling of rejection.
08:54Now that I didn't and I'm telling her now, it could kind of ruin everything.
08:58And that's what's scaring me.
09:01I think it's kind of cool how they have like an indoor mini golf.
09:05Yeah.
09:05And then like bowling.
09:07And when they have options, it's like you're not doing that.
09:12You're doing, you can do something other than, you know.
09:14Oh my God.
09:15What's there to do up here?
09:22Nothing.
09:22You just bang.
09:25Totally.
09:26So what did you think of the room?
09:28I thought the room was just a bit overwhelming.
09:31When I saw it online, I thought it would be kind of like, I don't know.
09:35It's definitely different.
09:37But I have something I need to tell you.
09:43I don't know how to really come out and say it, but...
09:55I don't know what he's going to tell me.
09:59I'm nervous.
09:59I can't believe I even let my guard down and allowed myself to be vulnerable.
10:29If you had asked me a few months ago to even talk about doing all this, I'd think you're nuts.
10:36I have really been pushing myself out of my comfort zone.
10:39And I must admit that it's making me more comfortable and curious when it comes to experiencing sexual pleasure.
10:47But physically speaking, I'm stuck.
10:50The dilators continue to be super painful and uncomfortable.
10:54Kimberly, the sex therapist, recommended I become friends with my vagina.
10:58The first thing you need to do is make friends with your own vagina.
11:03That's a first.
11:04I've never heard of that before.
11:05So I did some research and I decided to meet with a priestess healer.
11:11I'll try anything to be able to have sex.
11:15Hi.
11:15Hi.
11:16Nice to meet you.
11:17I'm Sonali.
11:18Hello.
11:18Welcome.
11:19Nice to meet you as well.
11:20Hello.
11:20Welcome to the temple.
11:26Come on in and have a seat here.
11:31My name is Nikki Jean and I am a healer and priestess.
11:36It's an honor to have you here.
11:38Thank you for having me here.
11:39My main focus is sexual exploration.
11:42A lot of us have been programmed to disconnect and have shame in regards to that.
11:47And so a lot of women come for empowerment and embodiment and to activate their own sensual powers.
11:55So if you would like, you can share a little bit of your intentions and your story of what's going on with your body and your womb so that we can kind of figure out what we would like to do for your process.
12:07So I am 37 years young and still a virgin.
12:12Wow.
12:15Part of that is cultural, it's emotional and also physical.
12:19My well-intentioned immigrant parents, they did not allow me to date.
12:22Boys are bad.
12:23Sex is bad.
12:24And then also I realized I'm really tight in my lady parts.
12:28Recently, I visited a pelvic floor therapist.
12:32She explored the physical challenges I have down there.
12:35I have vaginismus.
12:37She gave me dilators.
12:39So have they been working for you, the dilators?
12:42I've only been able to get this much in.
12:44You've got to take that as a good sign that there is a relaxing, there is a surrendering happening.
12:51This is my first time working with someone that has vaginismus.
12:54It's not my first virgin.
12:56But I think it's wonderful that Sonali has been really focused on the physical.
13:00But I feel that she does need to deal with the emotional.
13:03If Sonali can release a lot of the fear and the anxiety, she can actually surrender to more pleasure.
13:09I would like to take you through a bit of yoni mapping to activate your pleasure body and to soften your body.
13:17The yoni is Sanskrit for vagina.
13:20And the goal is to be able to map a full circle around the yoni.
13:24And for it to be open, soft, receiving, with no restriction, no anxiety, no fear.
13:31Just pure receiving and surrender.
13:34If you're feeling comfortable with it, I have a rose quartz wand that we can potentially enter to see how your body reacts.
13:47The rose quartz wand, it reminds me of the smallest dilator that I've been trying to use that has been very painful.
13:56I'm a bit skeptical.
13:58I'm really hoping Nikki Jean has the magic touch.
14:04Breathing, nice and deep.
14:08Breathe.
14:11And now I'm going to begin to activate erogenous zones.
14:16Is this okay that I do this?
14:17Mm-hmm.
14:18Okay, great.
14:19And you can use your breath to breathe into your hips.
14:25Telling your yoni that you love her.
14:28Mm-hmm.
14:29Okay, so I have the rose quartz little wand.
14:32And I'm going to use a little bit of coconut oil just because it's nice to make sure that we're not going to hurt your body.
14:38I am really nervous.
14:43Like, I am truly afraid of how painful it'll be.
14:48What we're going to do is just place this tool at the door and exhale and do it.
14:54Can you feel it?
14:55Is that hurting or is it feeling okay?
14:57It's a bit uncomfortable.
15:00Oh, that hurts, that hurts.
15:02Whatever you're doing, just...
15:02What kind of emotion is coming up with the discomfort?
15:08Pain.
15:09A little hurt.
15:10Physical?
15:11Yeah.
15:11Like a pinching sensation.
15:13Is there any fear or any anxiety beneath that?
15:17There is.
15:19It's your truth.
15:20Oh, gosh.
15:33You're doing good.
15:34Yeah, this is good.
15:38Oh, my gosh.
15:39I didn't expect this to happen.
15:42I hope you like red wine.
15:44I do.
15:45I love red.
15:46Conrad is super cute.
15:48He's super nice.
15:49It's Deanne's world.
15:50I'm just living in it.
15:51I can tell Conrad does want to kiss me.
15:53Who knows?
15:54I could hook up with him just to have that experience.
16:11Okay.
16:12Well, I'm on my way to Conrad's.
16:17The guy I matched with at the updating.
16:21I've never gone to a guy's house for a date before, and I think that kind of makes me anxious
16:28because I feel like that could lead to things quicker than a normal date.
16:33I met Conrad for literally 30 minutes in an environment that's just so wild and crazy.
16:41Like, I liked his quick answers that a comedian was asking him, but I have no idea if we're
16:46going to actually click or get along or going to have any sort of connection at all.
16:50Being 35 and having no sexual experience, like, it's just always like an awkwardness.
17:00Like, I'm always going to have that fear of I'm doing this bad, I'm doing this wrong,
17:03I don't know what I'm doing.
17:05So I'm ready to be through that and to just be having these experiences and just be enjoying it.
17:13Hi.
17:14Hi.
17:15How are you?
17:16I'm good.
17:17Good to see you.
17:18Good to see you.
17:19How's it going?
17:20Good.
17:21It's so cute in here.
17:22Oh my gosh.
17:24Your neighborhood's so cute.
17:25Yeah.
17:26Thank you for coming.
17:27Thanks for having me.
17:28Well, I'm excited to introduce you to Private Chef Royce.
17:29Wow.
17:30Happy to have him here.
17:31Should we get some wine?
17:32Yeah.
17:33Let's do it.
17:34After coming over, I decided to get a private chef to come and cook an intimate meal for
17:40us.
17:43Cheers.
17:44Cheers.
17:45Wow.
17:46I don't know if anything will happen physically.
17:47I don't want to put any expectations on it.
17:49I know that Deanne lives life to her own drum and is on her own timeline and I'm happy
17:54and I respect that.
17:55Well, should we step outside?
17:56Sure.
17:57Let's do it.
17:58After you.
17:59Obviously, I'm very attracted to her.
18:00I think she's beautiful.
18:02I'm just excited to spend quality time with her.
18:04My God, it's so cute back here.
18:07Jeez.
18:08So this is just kind of my space.
18:10I'm a big outdoors guy.
18:12Does it always look like this?
18:13So yeah, I actually always have a ton of roses at all times.
18:17All times.
18:18It's just one of my things.
18:19For a first date, it does add an intimacy to it.
18:23Should we sit down?
18:25Wow.
18:26There's roses everywhere and there's candles.
18:30So in this moment, I'm like, okay, I like this.
18:34So we met in a fun way.
18:39Yeah, I blacked it out.
18:40I think you crushed it.
18:41It was very overwhelming.
18:43Yeah, but I mean, it's a tough situation to be in, right?
18:46You're blindfolded.
18:47Especially when they're like, kiss him, kiss him.
18:49I'm like, I just met him five seconds ago.
18:51It's fair.
18:52It was.
18:53It's fair.
18:54It's interesting.
18:55I don't know if you're on stage that some girl went on and just made out with the other guy instantly.
18:58Uh, it's even better.
18:59I heard that she made out with two guys.
19:01Hmm.
19:02Yep.
19:03Wow.
19:04Different energy.
19:05Mm-hmm.
19:06The conversation's going good.
19:07It's easy.
19:08We're getting along great.
19:09That kind of freaks me out a little bit because it does make me wonder, is he gonna try to make a move?
19:16Even though I am open to it, I am getting in my head a little bit about what's gonna happen.
19:22One thing you said though, super interesting, so you're not a relationship person.
19:28No.
19:29I've never had a boyfriend.
19:33Why do you think you're obviously beautiful and smart and dynamic and successful?
19:37Everything in my life, I kind of go for it.
19:41But when it comes to dating, I just don't push myself in that way.
19:45And I think it's because I, instead of everything else in my life, like, I leave before I look.
19:50Dating, I kind of look before I leave.
19:52So, I've never had that sexual relationship with someone.
19:56It's really weird, I know.
19:57Dang.
19:58I respect that.
20:00And I love that you've, like, come to peace with that and understood that.
20:04Yeah.
20:05And I love that.
20:06Conrad is super cute.
20:09He's super nice.
20:10All of his answers are amazing.
20:12As I've gone through this experience, I'm realizing that I'm a little too concentrated on fighting Mr. Perfect.
20:19And it doesn't have to be that way.
20:21I could just have a sex life without it meaning so much more.
20:26I could hook up with him just to have that experience.
20:38I have something I need to tell you.
20:41I don't know how to really come out and say it, but...
20:50So, I'm still a virgin.
20:55I feel like we've been having a really good time connecting.
21:06I feel like the feelings have been there.
21:08And that's why, like, I wanted to kind of do something special for this weekend.
21:12So...
21:13Okay.
21:14That's kind of...
21:15Yeah.
21:16Okay.
21:17That's a lot.
21:18Yeah, it is.
21:19For me.
21:20Yeah.
21:21Hearing that Alex is a virgin, I guess I am a little surprised just because he's so outgoing.
21:29But taking me to a romantic place with a sauna and, like, a pool, like, right in your room,
21:35I'm definitely putting kind of the pieces together.
21:38I'm not sure how I feel about it.
21:42In your line of experience, or lack thereof, like...
21:45Yeah.
21:46What is your experience?
21:48I've kissed girls, but not really much of anything else.
21:54So, is there, like, a why?
21:55Is it religious?
21:56Or...
21:57It's not religious.
21:58Um, I try to date girls, but it's like, you know, they didn't want to give me any time
22:02of day, or they just screwed around with me, and so...
22:05I just kind of chose.
22:06I...
22:07It makes sense now.
22:08I understand the thought process for you.
22:09Yeah.
22:10Okay.
22:11Awesome.
22:12Yeah.
22:13I think this experience speaks to, um, Alex being naive and just wanting to make a romantic
22:20gesture.
22:21It speaks to, like, his innocence and maybe a little bit of his inexperience that this is
22:25what he chose to do, but it was still a really nice gesture.
22:28I...
22:29I think our connection is great, and I just feel a lot better in telling you.
22:33Yeah.
22:34You know, we all live, like, different ways and have different experiences, so that doesn't
22:38matter to me.
22:39Lauren's taking the news very well.
22:42All right.
22:43Ready?
22:44Yeah, I'm ready.
22:45Okay.
22:46But now we're heading back to the room, and I'm just...
22:49I'm nervous because this is by far the farthest I've ever gone with any woman, and I don't
22:57know what's gonna happen.
22:59I am getting ready to go to the club.
23:12Hopefully William comes.
23:14Are you nervous?
23:16I'm a little bit nervous, but I'm excited for him to see me.
23:22Me and William haven't done anything physically yet.
23:25Just a kiss on the cheek, but we talk every day.
23:28You know, he tells me these nice little bedtime stories.
23:32Stories about us being together sexually.
23:35And I'm still kind of shy about it, but...
23:37Girl, our last interview you told me you wanted your cheeks clapped.
23:40And now you're being shy about it?
23:42Because it's, like, it's actually really, like, happening.
23:46Like, it's because it's, like, a real possibility now.
23:49And I'm excited.
23:53All right.
23:54You ready?
23:55I'm excited.
23:56I'm ready to go.
23:57I'm hoping Rasha's ready to go.
23:59But she's a little bit nervous.
24:01Oh, that looks good.
24:04I mean, she's a 42-year-old virgin.
24:06Like, I don't even understand if you get the magnitude of that.
24:09Cheers, honey.
24:10Hey.
24:11I am excited for you.
24:12My hope for her tonight is that she can let Lucen have fun,
24:15but to her comfort level.
24:17Let me see where he at.
24:18Yes, ma'am.
24:19Oh, he said he was really close.
24:21Okay.
24:22Less than five minutes.
24:23Oh, less than five minutes?
24:24Yeah.
24:25Ooh.
24:29Oh, Lord.
24:31I'm so nervous but excited.
24:34Keep your composure when he walks in.
24:36I'm gonna try.
24:37Okay.
24:38I'm gonna try.
24:39I'm freaking out big time.
24:41Like, oh, my God.
24:42He gonna walk through this door.
24:43And I'm sitting there trying not to look at the door,
24:45but still just, like, trying to twirl.
24:47You ready?
24:48You ready?
24:49You ready?
24:50You ready?
24:51You ready?
24:52You ready?
24:57He's here.
24:58Oh, my God.
25:00Oh, my God.
25:01Oh, my God.
25:03Oh, my God.
25:04Oh, my God.
25:05Oh, my God.
25:06Oh, my God.
25:07Thank you so much.
25:10I am freaking out right now.
25:12Like, I was telling myself to calm down.
25:17Be cool.
25:18Anything crazy.
25:19No crotch sweat, please.
25:23You having a good time?
25:25I am.
25:26This is Jessica.
25:28Nice to meet you.
25:29I've heard so much about you.
25:31You look just like your picture.
25:33He looks cute.
25:35Williams always looks handsome.
25:37I'm going to back up and let you talk, girl.
25:39I'm going to go to the bar, honey.
25:41Honestly, I'm like shocked.
25:43He came two and a half hours to see me.
25:46That makes me feel good.
25:47Oh, my goodness.
25:48I'm so happy you're here.
25:49Yeah.
25:50Oh, my God.
25:54I think Rasha's amazing.
25:55To me, the most attractive thing is probably just her face
26:00and the way that she carries herself.
26:01She seems very genuine and also incredibly nice.
26:05Tell me more about your stay here so far.
26:08I've seen a lot.
26:10I've seen a lot.
26:12It was a little strange to me that she
26:14wanted to go to an adult resort being a virgin,
26:16but also, at the same time, I understand
26:18that she is trying to find herself,
26:21and this is just part of the journey, so.
26:24Well, it sounds like fun.
26:26Mm-hmm.
26:26So I'm curious to see what else they have in the fall.
26:28Yeah.
26:28You're going to see a lot, buddy.
26:30You're going to see a lot.
26:30That's a lot.
26:31You know, a lot.
26:34William is definitely in his masculine energy,
26:37and that definitely does turn me on.
26:40I don't know how he would be in the bedroom,
26:42but I mean, I think he would probably take control
26:45and do what he got to do.
26:48Oh, it's a drink good?
26:49Do you want me to get you to the drink?
26:50Yeah, I don't know what this is.
26:52It's real good, though, but this is my second one,
26:54so I don't know.
26:55Yeah.
26:58I wasn't drunk, but I was just a little bit tipsy.
27:01Mostly, I was a little giddy, a little nervous,
27:04a little horny.
27:04All those things.
27:11So, how do you feel about tipping?
27:20Absolutely.
27:27Oh, my God.
27:32I do want to take things to the next level,
27:34but I never really kissed a guy like that,
27:37and definitely not in public.
27:39That's super, super nerve-wracking.
27:44Ah!
28:00Oh, gosh.
28:01You're doing good.
28:02It's OK.
28:03I am surprised about the huge wave of emotion
28:09that has overcome me.
28:11It's unexpected.
28:16In my mind, I'm thinking I'm here, I'm relaxed,
28:19and that for the first time, I'm going to start
28:22to feel pleasure down there.
28:23But then suddenly, it became painful,
28:27and I'm getting emotional.
28:28Oh, my gosh, I didn't expect this to happen.
28:30Oh, my gosh, I didn't expect this to happen.
28:31No, this is perfect.
28:32This is what happens.
28:33This is what happens.
28:34You're doing good.
28:35I'm sorry.
28:35You're doing good.
28:37The fact that you're crying means it's working,
28:39so you're doing a good job.
28:41I am not surprised at all to see Sonali being emotional
28:46during the yoni mapping process.
28:47This is actually quite normal.
28:49Sonali needs to feel the emotions that are there
28:52instead of disconnecting with them.
28:54If she can actually surrender, she will be able to allow
28:58her body to fully experience pleasure.
29:01You can just allow your nervous system to rest and relax.
29:05And only through confronting the truth
29:07and going through the hard feelings
29:09can we fully let them go.
29:12I've been working so hard to overcome my vaginismus
29:16so that one day, hopefully, I can have sexual intercourse
29:20and have a proper romantic relationship.
29:23And even though this yoni mapping is causing me pain
29:27and it's hurting, I'm not going to give up.
29:35Just going to massage the top of your pelvic floor,
29:37like just softening everything.
29:41What I'm going to do is just keep massaging in the circle
29:46and a little deeper.
29:49And exhale into it.
29:52As I calm down and start to relax,
29:55I must admit, I'm not feeling as much pain.
29:59And I am pleasantly surprised.
30:02Let's see if we can get a little bit deeper in
30:04and possibly to your G-spot.
30:08Deserves to feel the love and the pleasure.
30:13Just going to start to circle, okay?
30:15Mm-hmm.
30:16Letting your body open to receive the peace,
30:21the love,
30:22the pleasure.
30:28Letting all that anxiety go
30:32and exhale into it.
30:36Yeah.
30:37Oh, wow.
30:40I must admit, I am getting turned on right now.
30:44Oh, gosh.
30:45I do feel a wet sensation in my lady parts.
30:48I'm kind of embarrassed about how good this feels
30:51because I'm a good Indian girl
30:54and good Indian girls don't do what I'm doing right now.
30:57Oh, my gosh.
31:01I don't know.
31:02Yeah.
31:04Breathing into your clitoris and your G-spot.
31:18Oh, yeah.
31:22Oh, wow.
31:23Stop.
31:23She's pretty relaxed already, huh?
31:27Oh, my gosh.
31:28It seems like she likes it.
31:31It's a completely new sensation.
31:32I'm giggling like a teenager.
31:36You're an inner maiden.
31:39Do you think you might have had an orgasm?
31:42Yes.
31:43I think.
31:44I feel electricity going through my body.
31:46My heart is beating super fast.
31:49Feels heaven-like.
31:50It's nice.
31:51This is pure paradise.
31:52Do you want to see how deep it is now?
31:56Oh, my goodness.
31:57Yeah.
31:57That's two inches.
31:59I've heard the average male penis size is five inches,
32:02so I'm almost half of the way there.
32:05So I'll let you get dressed,
32:06and then I'll meet you in the other room.
32:08Sounds good.
32:10With this whole Yoni mapping experience,
32:13I feel alive.
32:15I feel empowered.
32:17I am excited about perhaps trying this with a man.
32:20And it's a really nice sensation,
32:21and dare I say that I see the light at the end of the tunnel.
32:28How are you feeling?
32:30Magical.
32:32Congratulations.
32:35I've never heard anything like that ever done before.
32:37There's a first step for everything.
32:44Oh, that was fun.
32:51So do you want to try the champagne towel,
32:55or do you want to try the pool?
32:56Do you want to try the pool?
33:00I'll start with the pool.
33:01Start with the pool?
33:01OK.
33:02We can do that.
33:02OK.
33:03Awesome.
33:03It changed?
33:04Yeah.
33:04OK.
33:06This is insane.
33:07I've never been in, let alone a pool with a girl,
33:10a heart-shaped pool.
33:12And I don't know if I should make a move,
33:15or if I need to say something slick, or sexy.
33:20I don't know, and I have no one here to help me.
33:27I feel like maybe I could get a kiss,
33:29so I got to brush my teeth, and then I have mouthwash,
33:33because I got to be extremely fresh,
33:34because if I get a kiss, it has to taste good.
33:40I don't know what she expects to happen.
33:42I don't really know what I expect to happen.
33:45I still want to take it slow, but I'm also really, really
33:47nervous, because I always somehow mess things up.
33:55I'm excited, but I am a little nervous,
33:57a little overwhelmed.
33:59It's a lot between, like, the hot tub and the pool
34:02and everything, but I can see that he's trying.
34:05It's really cute.
34:06It's adorable.
34:07And I see the kindness behind the gesture.
34:14All right.
34:16Service.
34:17Oh, woo-hoo, woo-hoo, all right.
34:22All right.
34:23That was good.
34:26Ah, it was real good.
34:38Seeing Lauren sit on the side of the pool and her rope,
34:42I don't know if I need to try and physically flirt a little bit,
34:46you know?
34:47There you go.
34:48Yep.
34:56Cheers.
34:57All right.
34:58And spill it.
34:59Cheers.
35:01Cheers.
35:01I'm just happy that you're here to share this moment with me.
35:17Oh, that's nice.
35:18What's that?
35:18I said that's nice.
35:19Yeah, and then I'm happy that all the conversations went well.
35:24Mm-hmm.
35:30Being with Alex in the pool right now,
35:32I think that we have a really good time together.
35:34I'm just kind of realizing that it might be too much for me.
35:38It might be too soon for me.
35:40I just, I don't think we're there yet.
35:42I do notice or kind of feel that there's some kind of vibe that's off.
35:58Maybe she didn't want to do something so intimate right away.
36:02You know, I told Lauren that I was a virgin,
36:04but then now I'm kind of embarrassed because I don't want her to think
36:08that I brought her up here just to lose my virginity.
36:11It's making me think, Alex, what are you doing?
36:14You're like, you did it too quick.
36:15You're freaking dope.
36:18So, I feel that even before we end the night,
36:22I think I'm going to try the champagne hot tub.
36:25You're going to try the hot tub?
36:26I think so.
36:26Yeah, you should give it a go.
36:28Yeah.
36:29I think that's a good idea.
36:30I mean, I'm already wet.
36:33I totally see that Alex's intentions are pure.
36:37I know he's a good person.
36:38I just think that I would be more comfortable
36:41with my own room, so I'm going to go downstairs
36:44and just book myself my own hotel room tonight.
36:47All right.
36:48All right.
36:49You can go do your thing.
36:52I'll get out in a little bit.
36:53I don't know if I'm really ready to get out quite yet.
36:55So, whatever you have to go accomplish.
36:57All right.
36:58Go ahead.
36:59I went too over the top, especially in the stage we are.
37:11I totally understand why she wanted to get her own room.
37:14And it's okay.
37:15It's okay.
37:16It's okay.
37:17That was my mistake.
37:18I really hope I didn't push Lauren away,
37:23because I do really like her, like, a lot.
37:26And I still feel she can be the one.
37:29I just got to remind myself not to put my head down,
37:34because I am so far from where I used to be.
37:39And to me, that's a win.
37:45Um, do you want to see my room?
37:47Yeah.
37:48Okay, come on, let's go.
37:49I do know what that's code for when you invite a guy
37:53to your room, and I want to see where it leads.
38:06Would you be open to finishing our wine by the fire pit?
38:09Sure, it's freezing.
38:11Let's do it.
38:16You cold?
38:16You okay?
38:17I think I'm good, actually.
38:19Can I move a little bit closer?
38:20Are you cold short?
38:21Is that allowed?
38:21Go for it.
38:23It's Deanne's world.
38:25I'm just living in it.
38:26Just living in it.
38:27Can I hold your hand?
38:28It's cold.
38:30Sure.
38:31Your hands are so warm.
38:32I just feel like your hands are kind of cold, actually.
38:34How are your hands so warm?
38:35I don't know.
38:39I can tell Conrad does want to kiss me,
38:41but I think when it comes to anything physical with Conrad
38:46tonight, I'm very much still in the middle of how I feel.
38:50So I'm like, do I want to kiss him?
38:52Do Annette want to kiss him?
38:53I've been very impressed by how authentic you've been.
38:57I love how confident you are, and I wear my heart on my sleeve.
39:01And I feel that.
39:02You're very much a boyfriend-type guy, where you're just like...
39:09I hope that's a compliment.
39:10No, it is.
39:11It's abnormal for me, but it's a good thing.
39:15It's not a bad thing.
39:17This is, um, Leap Before You Look, Deanne, right?
39:23Conrad does check off every single box that I ever tell people I want.
39:27Would you want to pop inside?
39:28We could do a quick little house tour.
39:30Sure, let's do a tour.
39:32I want to be like, push yourself.
39:34Or do I want that I'm, like, head over heels, so excited to see this person?
39:40Okay, so...
39:41After you?
39:42Tour.
39:47I just really want to give you a baby kiss.
39:49I know.
39:50But...
39:51Nothing.
39:52I don't need to do that on camera.
39:53It's very awkward.
39:54Yeah.
39:55What about just, like, a little, like, no tongue, and then it's just, like, boop.
39:59I feel like, not in front of camera.
40:01I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
40:03With Conrad tonight, I very much used the television show as a reason why I didn't want
40:08to kiss him goodnight.
40:12If I was super feeling that sparks into him excitedness, I don't know the tele...
40:18The cameras don't mean anything to me.
40:19I would kiss someone on the camera, which tells me the spark's not there.
40:26It's just a camera thing for me.
40:28Hit it.
40:28How do you feel about kissing?
40:38Absolutely.
40:38I am so nervous, but then I'm looking at him, and he makes it feel for me to feel okay.
40:48And that's safety, you know?
40:50And that's what I like.
40:53And I do not want to be a virgin forever.
40:56I do not want to be a virgin forever.
40:58Okay.
40:59Come on.
41:12My first real kiss went tongue, and it was so good.
41:16It wasn't, like, crazy tongue.
41:18It wasn't crazy tongue.
41:19It was just a nice, passionate kiss.
41:22Perfect amount of sloppiness.
41:32I'm feeling bold, and I want to keep things going.
41:36Um, you want to see my room?
41:37Yeah.
41:38Okay, come on.
41:39I'll show you my room.
41:40I do know what that's called for when you invite a guy to your room.
41:50And I want to see where it leads.
41:54This is my room.
41:57Oh, that's super cool.
42:00It has a pole in it, and it has a mirror.
42:04Interesting.
42:05I wasn't expecting the stripper pole.
42:09The mirrors over the bed and on the headboard.
42:11That was a lot to take in.
42:13You like the pole?
42:14You want me to dance for you?
42:16Yeah.
42:20And this is my bed.
42:23You want to come lay with me?
42:24Yeah.
42:27I give myself permission.
42:35Oh, my God.
42:36A man is about to be on my bed.
42:37Oh, my God.
42:38I'm freaking out.
42:39I'm freaking out.
42:43I thank you, God.
42:47Kiss me, William.
42:50So very dramatic.
42:52Just, just kiss me, William.
43:09It's real life.
43:12It's happening.
43:13And I'm excited and scared at the same time.
43:24Oh, my goodness.
43:26But so many people are watching.
43:33Oh, my goodness.
43:34Big Pearl was happy.
43:38Big Pearl was into it.
43:41She was into it.
43:42She was, she was throbbing.
43:52That man showed me some things.
43:54And I was like, I'm filming on my bed.
43:57Why are you exposing me?
44:04Oh, God.
44:23Use your lips as a guide?
44:25Bitch.
44:26Look, there you go.
44:35Are you?
44:36Yeah, I am.
44:43Get the vacuum ready.
44:44All right, I'm ready, Alex.
44:47This is kind of fun.
44:52I do have somebody amazing in mind for you.
44:55Okay.
44:56He is 42, which I know is a little bit older than you are wanting.
45:04He is 42, which I know is a little bit older than you are wanting to do.
45:11Oh, my God.
45:24I'm actually a virgin as well.
45:25Yeah.
45:26Cheers.
45:27Cheers.
45:28Cheers.
45:29Cheers.
45:30Cheers.
45:31Cheers.
45:32Cheers.
45:33Cheers.
45:33Cheers.
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