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00:00you've never had a polygraph before never there's a snake in this group no one likes a liar she's
00:09not telling the truth the truth always comes to life do you have any serious reservations about
00:15marrying ryan she's not the person you think she is enough bullshit gretchen was using me to cover
00:22her lives she is a known liar manipulator i don't even know who to trust do you think you have any
00:28credibility you have none none so disgusted it's just too much make it make sense why
00:37what are we supposed to believe is the truth she's a lie till you die kind of person
00:44would you rather be a housewife of beverly hills
00:59archie hi i got you some treats you want to eat he already ate seat down do you want to eat
01:08that's his yes good boy
01:15i want you to be a little bit in the video i want to do whatever helps this house sell quickly
01:19can you do these moves this is an important one
01:24it's like drag your hand yeah okay in a masculine way maybe that's like highly insulting
01:34i want it don't try to do anything fancy
01:42kelly are you all right definitely not made for me here push me
01:47what if you're gonna stick it out
01:52you notice the change with the gym downstairs there's some abs there one two i'd do you tonight
01:58hopefully as long as there's reverse cowgirl
02:05oh this thing is slippery honey yep i did it i think
02:09honey huh you're so sexy i like the underwear and the mask
02:22oh my gosh you're so summery we're matching oh my gosh how funny oh my god you're matching hi
02:31how are you good good to see you i just got back from arizona i saw an hour ago matt was hosting
02:37for golf channel again oh nice and it's like this crazy party i know i know a lot of people that go
02:43every year it's so fun a lot of single men oh my god it was a sea of penis oh honestly
02:53i did my manifestation for yeah 2025 and that's good men are not on the list like i'm having fun
03:00if i look back to where i was a year ago i am a completely different person i think what the
03:06issue is here is that i have your ex-boyfriend i owe him 75 000 and if i don't pay him he's gonna
03:12assume he's a monster i don't want to think about him i don't want to talk about him the night i met
03:17john i was there i don't think about john jansen at all i did settle the lawsuit because it was
03:25important for me to not have any ties to him anymore so we settled on sixty thousand dollars
03:32so enjoy that wedding that i'm paying for i invited everyone to go to the golden door which
03:38by the way i never thought that they would say okay bring friends for a day uh it's amazing
03:46when i was there a couple weeks ago i won box shannon badore boxing blaster oh good for you yeah
03:58okay let's go
03:59hi hi there wait did you tell them about your tires oh is there anyone that could maybe put air
04:08in my tires i'm sure there's somebody in service okay so katie yeah i am looking for a seven series
04:14i had like five of them and i want to get one back so i'm gonna show you this but it's an all
04:19electric car what do you think of this color though it's a little too light i think is there
04:24there's a darker gray right i'm gonna go pull up a list what do i gotta do to get a car with a red
04:28bow on it might have to do something in the bedroom the back door is only for his birthday
04:34shannon and i have a blast and after the reunion shannon and i got a little closer i felt like shannon
04:40was one of the only ones to stick up for me there's a story that's always different than
04:44someone else's story it's just a lot of investigation here and i felt like that was a real turning point
04:49for us in our friendship it's got a bow i feel like it's my present wait so i was with emily
04:55yesterday it just simulates like muscle contraction yes we can uh adjust the intensity too
05:04um you know there are certain things that like you don't go there so when her kids were brought up
05:10with your daughter the thing with kylie was such a nothing i thought it was funny and it turned into
05:14this big thing i went over and i babysat and they're like we don't really like heather she's mean to
05:19her mom my boys looked at me and they were like kylie told us that heather's mean i think it was
05:25after that emily's ex-nanny came out to me emily is saying that you told the nanny where to put her
05:33information out there after the reunion emily's ex-nanny reached out to me and said your daughter's
05:38not lying this is my experience who's really validating and i said well there's nothing i can
05:42do with this so i told her this is the podcast kylie just did i'm like why are you making me seem
05:47like i'm this like girl who's spreading rumors when i'm just i'm literally telling the story
05:51i thought it was funny she then reached out to the podcast and i had nothing to do with any of that
05:56going out she's really upset about it what are you doing clover did you want to help introduce
06:08your puppy hey babe hi babe i gotta go get the kiddos what are you doing emily is coming over so
06:15we'll just hang okay she hasn't been here yet so i want to show her the house because i'm so excited
06:21travis and i have made the decision to move back in together are you going to carry me through the
06:28threshold i'm not oh my god it's so echoing do you hear that square footage footage there are not a
06:37lot of homes this size in my neighborhood and last year it was very easy to say oh we can't afford
06:44something together because that wasn't the real issue she's gonna love it good this is gonna sound
06:50weird but i took a trip to bali over the summer and honestly it was a life-changing trip i so connected
06:56to the wind when i was there and there were so many signs i found out that i was living with fear and
07:03making my decisions out of fear all right we'll have fun with emily love you lots everything that
07:09happened with travis and his ex it really scared me there have been actual incidents and my kids are
07:17scared i love you and i decided i'm not gonna let anybody else's inability to not move on with their
07:26life dictate mine like i feel free coming bitch hi hi oh my gosh welcome oh it's beautiful it smells
07:40nice oh does it because i have lit a lot of candles oh i love candles i need a couch this is not the
07:46permanent look it's like camping chic right now you know it's very comfortable so big i know i know it
07:53feels so good emily it reminds me of stepbrothers yeah you could do so many activities clearly gina
08:01has her head on straight now about travis but she can't kick him out again i feel like one time
08:06that's it if she does it again he's gone i gotta tell you something i went to the dog beach the other
08:12day with jen and channon it's the best day of your life drop it archie you gotta stop i don't talk bark
08:20jen basically told me that katie did tell jen the nanny reached out to katie and katie gave her
08:30the information for that podcaster so it's like this girl is basically like hi katie i want to ruin
08:37emily's life and i want to talk her children and katie's like oh here's the phone number to go do
08:43it annabelle's friends all have instagram and social media and they tell her things that they read
08:49about her that's so awful that breaks my heart i've honestly never felt so violated in my life
08:57i get that katie cannot control the fact that the nanny reached out to her however instead of telling me
09:03or ignoring it she connected the nanny with the podcaster that blogger publishes it as if it's
09:09real right which it's not but the problem is other bloggers read it and then they replicate it so that
09:14the general public could all comment on my parenting and my children the worst part is emily she doesn't
09:20think she did anything wrong who katie katie thinks she did nothing wrong our kids don't go on podcasts
09:26but you were okay with it i don't know highly telling her truth yes i was okay with that and i was pissed
09:32you talk about my custody and something that was extremely painful to not just me but those three
09:37kids that's not apples to apples shannon giving up custody of my kids was actually my choice for them
09:43for you to lose both physical and legal you have to be unfit or you sign papers and say i don't want
09:49anything to do with my kids what happened i was living in a facility in atlanta he was immediately
09:54awarded the kids because i could not provide a place for them to live i never missed a time with my kids
10:00having been through such a horrible situation i feel like we should be celebrating that somebody
10:04survived instead of cutting me down and using it against me saying those things about me being a
10:09mother was terrible that's not okay and i haven't gotten an apology for that yeah but i really think
10:16that you need to have a talk with emily i am happy to i have had it with her and so like i have to get
10:24some of this out so like i actually called katie to invite her to coffee it's very upsetting to me
10:30because i brought katie into this group and if i could get through to her maybe she'll have a shot
10:36to course correct this will you come okay i want to go but i have like mom things going on that are
10:44really hard but i have to take time out of my day to deal with this bitch like that's that's so up i
10:50should have i shouldn't have to do that i'm telling you right now she has pushed it too far
11:09hi mom hi what country are you in now stella amsterdam oh wow what are you doing there going to a
11:17rave are you serious it started at 11 right now it's one and it ends at seven in the morning
11:27i miss my girls of course but i'm so happy that both sophie and adeline are in new york city
11:33the dj i'm going to see is from 2 30 to 5 30. and then stella wanted to stay close to home and so
11:40it's so ironic that now she's living in europe and going to spend all four years there i try to explain
11:46to stella life isn't going to be this way at some point you're going to have to get a job stella
11:51what happens if you do drugs you die you die exactly
11:59i was so nervous about max going to paris this semester she is doing so well stella you
12:05know is in paris and she and max have communicated that's cool so that's nice
12:09oh this place looks like how much asbestos city fine no one ever told me oh god my stepfather died
12:16from asbestosis of the lung by the way i feel like i failed you didn't fail when we bought the beverly
12:22hills house i had a really good plan by doing a remodel we can do this probably for 10 million yeah
12:29we're gonna have a party when it's all built or a stroke that's not funny but we ended up with a
12:34contractor that came in eight million dollars over the budget that we had previously agreed on and
12:41didn't give us this budget until he had ripped up the house and now it just doesn't seem like it's
12:47worth it anymore it's going to take three years to build it and that means that ace is a senior in
12:54high school by the time we move in i say we sell it let's just move on well first of all we have to
13:00finish the floors because to me it looks like a war zone what's a new floor gonna do the first
13:04thing they're gonna do is tear it up that is so little money 45 000 yeah that's a party you throw
13:10at nobu isn't it goodness togo are you hungry you want a grilled cheese or something no no luke are you
13:22hungry you want a snack you want a turkey slice are you gonna eat it obviously what else would i do
13:30with it well i don't know sometimes it just sits there and i give it to the dog i mean at least i fed
13:37the dog did you eat anything at school today maybe yes no yes what did you eat pirate booty you ate pirate
13:45booty at school is that all you ate for lunch i ate the gatorade the what gatorade you eat gatorade i
13:53don't i do you want to go play for a little bit and then i'll help you with your homework here luke
13:59you want to take this the boys are almost 10 years old they are very tiny for their age they clearly
14:07took after shane not me i'll try to make something for luke every night i just give him a bowl of rice
14:14it's like there's no variety and as a mom that's so hard he doesn't complain though but we know he's
14:19hungry luke has always been a picky eater but it's gotten to the point i would say over the last year
14:24it's just he doesn't eat at all do you want chips or do you want some goldfish or something i am not
14:30hungry you're not hungry two months ago i took luke to a therapist she told me that he definitely has
14:37arfed which stands for avoidance restrictive food intake disorder the nutritionist was explaining to
14:44me he doesn't understand that he feels hungry food in general disgusts him we offer it to him but we
14:50don't force him she also asked me is he very susceptible to smells and i said yeah like we'll
14:57walk into somebody's house and he'll be like it stinks in here and i'm like you can't say that
15:02but we have to be more accommodating and lenient when it comes to him because he doesn't process
15:09the idea of eating like we do but the problem with him not eating anything is then i know he
15:14gets low energy it affects his mood yeah but then he doesn't make that connection that it affects his
15:19mood no even adults sometimes forget we're hungry and that's why we're cranky yeah but then we realize
15:23it and we eat i'm saying i understand but i'm just saying so you can imagine a nine-year-old well
15:28a nine-year-old with a disorder i do worry about luke because i say do you want this no mom i'm
15:34starving do you want this no no what do i do i don't know what to do he doesn't eat anything but
15:39he's starving i got him to eat wheat thins he likes wheat thins he learned about checks he likes checks
15:46baby steps those aren't meals they're baby steps towards a meal yeah i'm worried that he's not
15:51getting the nutrition he needs i'm worried that he's like the weird kid at school that doesn't eat and
15:55everybody's gonna make fun of him and i want my child to be happy that's it i ended up the other
16:01day there was this nasty burnt brown black fry yeah did it offend he was like oh and i was like oh
16:08i was like would you do it for 20 bucks and he goes mm-hmm i was like really and he goes and he put
16:11it in his mouth and he ate it in two seconds yeah and he was like oh that was nasty but he had no
16:16problem doing it yeah so he just has to overcome it it's all up in here it'll be fine because now
16:22we're on top of it hi hi how are you and well you ready no eddie drove you today yeah i guess we
16:46don't have to get you into your emotions looks like you're already there what happened
16:53i have been crying since last week's session because of what we talked about these past three
17:01four months however long it's been just talking about stuff that i don't want to talk about
17:08we opened up a lot i realized that you have to dig up those things that are buried deep inside of you
17:16because those are the things that come out when you get angry you're starting therapy this week
17:21thank you what are your goals with your therapist um to find out where that anger stems from the
17:26custody battle that my ex put me through my daughter leaving me you know my dad leaving us and all you
17:31know it's hard and i never really wanted to do it and here i am my sensory issues are heightened my
17:40intrusive thoughts are out of control right now and we talked about unprocessed trauma and whether or
17:46not the spectrum was part of this because the symptoms can also mimic that there's there's too many
17:53variables it's hard to say until you get an assessment i know when you mentioned that to me
17:58i had gone home and went on my podcast and i misspoke i shouldn't have said anything i just did
18:04my first therapy session what i am on the spectrum oh my gosh tam don't make me cry i just got annihilated
18:14you know publicly annihilated like i had a really last year it was very hurtful people think that i
18:20don't have feelings and it's not true and i'm tired of being called a horrible human being because i'm not
18:28what are the things you remember we talked about i remember talking about not wanting to be so
18:33responsive here's your letter bitch impulsive explosive that's my opinion and harsh with my words
18:45remember we talked about people with trauma don't respond in ways that people are going to expect them
18:49to respond because they're responding from their trauma since you've been coming to sessions and we
18:55start talking about all the things that you have been through your daughter sydney which is a heavy
19:00topic for you is that how you associate with sydney is feeling misunderstood yeah she just never even
19:07really gave me a chance and most of the time i can bury it i have lived the past three and a half years
19:14in what i call silent pain i do believe that my daughter will be back one day kids deserve to have both
19:20parents in their life when you think about your current relationships and not wanting to get close
19:25to people i'm so afraid if i get close to people they'll turn on me so i just keep a wall up so i
19:33don't get too close i don't nurture my friendships i think my biggest struggle is trusting people
19:40i got very few people that i can really talk to i don't want to open up to people because i don't
19:46want to get hurt and it's just kind of a front that i put up because i feel like they're just going
19:50to let me down i just don't want to lash out when i'm mad even if somebody's done me wrong
19:56i want to fix things yeah that's big
20:02coming up i should have ignored her but i was pissed that's not an excuse katie because i have boundaries
20:09and you don't i always get excited when he comes here oh that's cute that is can you get married in
20:21cheetah maybe you can get married in anything this is your wedding dress it's pretty with a bikini
20:27under it henny look how good you are hi guys how are you this is amazing again it looks good to see
20:34you good to see you the new store is beautiful thank you love it great we're getting married soon oh my
20:40gosh okay and i'm trying to talk her out of dresses and suits and into board shorts and bikinis that is
20:47such a fun idea i don't know maybe ryan's logic is you get engaged in a bikini you get married in a
20:52bikini we are engaged a bikini is the closest thing he's going to get to me being married naked
20:59i don't know i need to just i need to feel the kids are all in favor of it i'm in favor of it
21:04honey i like this one that covers one nipple the kids are really excited about the wedding
21:10here we go party open bar right oh my god the malibu will be flowing okay i'll be there yeah
21:16we just envision ourselves on the beach in the sand in cabo and our kids all around us and
21:21exchanging our vows oh and malibu rum that's ryan's wedding planning have you thought about
21:27on your side guest list yeah when it comes to like my friend group i don't want tamara at our wedding
21:32not even like in a spiteful vindictive way i just have no interest i haven't talked to tamra i don't
21:38know that i want to talk to her because she's caused pain and havoc and she's tried to hurt ryan
21:44and i i did repeat something i heard on the streets is that his house was raided by the fbi and i
21:49100 misspoke i'm not in the best place in my divorce and will could have said the kids don't
21:54live in a safe space i'm not comfortable with it tamara's careless words could have affected my
21:59custody how was i friends for so many years with this woman and now i'm a target you and i are
22:05targets for her and jealousy does that yes tamara truly liked ryan at cup fitness she would like
22:12take her shirt off and be like oh my god what does it take to get this guy to notice me she called me
22:17saying i'm at hot gym guys house should i go upstairs and take one for the team and now she
22:22couldn't be to ryan why because he didn't pick you tamra she's speaking of maybe possibly being
22:28in therapy she wants to get help for herself her persona just like therapy it's all fake
22:33she's not doing it for any personal retrospect because the baptism 10 years ago should have been
22:38personal retrospect well if you're going to get baptized and that can't help you save your soul i
22:42don't know what therapist is going to help you i agree let's try on bathing suits you are being
22:47kicked out of the dressing room a lot going on in here brian i'm ready to see my soon-to-be bride
22:53in her wedding bikini no way babe you're hot is this everything you ever it is yes i do i do i do oh
23:06here we go we're not having sex in the dressing room because that would be gross
23:23i don't have anything that's okay i've got this for you in paris oh is it like you just do the little
23:52tie on it yes but you know i like a monogram oh my gosh i love it that's beautiful i appreciate
24:00the gift it's very thoughtful i'm just a little surprised that it didn't have an hd anywhere on it
24:06heather you should put your initials on more things more things what's going on with the kids
24:11everyone's good max is in paris right yes okay you know like this max has always had anxiety and if i
24:20looked at this kid six years ago i would have said what she's gonna go study abroad in paris
24:27is the cat in paris yes he has a beret is it monogrammed no because i didn't buy it
24:33who could be sad in paris can't have anxiety in paris paris is perfect they have croissants and hermes
24:41and caviar well she's a vegetarian but you know what i mean what looks good here meatballs are
24:47fine what will tamra eat she likes balls especially if they're big yes hi hi you look pretty thank you
24:55hi hi how are you i'm good how are you i'm good i'm not gonna stand i'm gonna make you bend over
25:00really yeah then do it get in here oh wait i think my butt might hang out how are you doing good how
25:07are you i'm good hello welcome sparkling water with a little bit of cranberry and a lime in it
25:13absolutely your face looks good my face yeah you're super skinny though i know i'm stressed why why are
25:20you stressed i don't know i think it's just going through the process of going doing therapy it's been
25:26four months and how do you feel about that i'm getting very soft i'm really proud of her for
25:33going to therapy a softer calmer tamra is good for everyone i went to dinner with katie she want to go
25:39the quiet woman of course you want to go the quiet woman does anything good ever happen at the quiet
25:44woman this is on my plate you bitch no it's not so quiet either it's very loud it's very loud yeah
25:50may i oh yeah thank you now i haven't talked to her in quite a while so she says why did you block
25:57me from instagram so i said you don't know why i blocked you there was this content creator that was
26:04putting stories out there that i ran these troll accounts so i went on instagram and i said what
26:10you're saying is a lie and you will hear from my attorney so katie reached out to the girl
26:16and then when i accused her of calling this blogger to console her for attacking me i caught her in a
26:25lie you reached out to her to console her she reached out to me by the way she put it out there
26:31that you called her katie from oc when she saw samra's story addressing me she dm'd me immediately
26:40that is just not true when she reached out to me i responded i did i never called her i don't have
26:44her number i don't even remember her name i'm gonna go home and try to figure it out i will
26:47search through my dms i will prove it to you she's a liar why did she be trying to hurt everyone
26:53one thing i've learned in therapy is when you do have trauma it comes out in different ways maybe she
26:58reaches out to people like the bloggers because they're giving her love and she didn't have love
27:02now i know there's some people that are just way out there and they're just evil i don't see that with
27:07katie she's always she's got an excuse for everything i mean jen said that about katie that her
27:13stories don't add up and that she has an excuse for everything i thought they were best friends
27:16why is she saying no she also said she was a con artist she told you that she told gina that you
27:22used the word con artist i did yes about who about katie that's terrible does katie know she feels this
27:29way i don't think so but i'm happy to tell her jen has a habit of telling people what they want to hear
27:35but why wouldn't she just defend her friend well that's what a normal person would do
27:39she's sending out save the dates or something like that i'm pretty sure i'm not invited do you
27:45think you'll be a bridesmaid i don't even think i'll be cleaning the bathrooms
27:56coming up you gotta stop at the waters she dm'd me first i don't know who her first name is
28:01i haven't even looked well look now she doesn't want to do it i couldn't get my phone out quicker if
28:06i was telling the truth right now hi welcome in thank you uh it's freezing i need something hot
28:21could i have the turmeric ginger yeah that one of course
28:24i need you to start talking first that's fine because i need to sit there and i need to just
28:37breathe and just compose myself we all see it so clearly and for somebody to not
28:44that makes no sense so let her try to make sense of it and then everybody else can just tell you
28:50something this is so hard on me because of everything i'm dealing with with my kids
28:55luke maybe has autism i know you had said that he had the eating disorder the therapist told me
29:03that the eating disorder is very common with the autism really he has to go to a specialist and test
29:10like intense testing and basically what we learned from that is where he lies oh my god emily
29:19and then i just felt like the worst mom because i'm like there's all these things it's like
29:22sound bothers him smells bother him textures bother him and it's like did i just even know that no it's
29:31the same way that i felt when sienna was diagnosed with her sensory issues right and it'd take a teacher
29:36to point it out to me and i remember feeling that exact way like i felt like oh my god i failed as a
29:42mom because how did i not see this how did i not know this when sienna was diagnosed with her sensory
29:49processing disorder i felt immediately guilty it's definitely her sensory integration is affecting her
29:56fine motor skills i'm going to recommend um therapy for her and so like my heart just breaks for my
30:02friend because i know that even though she is like the most incredible mom i know she feels guilty and it's hard to
30:09watch your friends struggle i understand and now to have this on top of all that is i'm like i can't
30:17even explain to you i know how emotionally top down i am oh my god i'm so sorry because that's just tough i know
30:26why did you get six i don't know why not hi hello hello what the Gina this is an ambush this is
30:47i honestly didn't want her to know that emily was coming because i didn't want her to have some
30:51rethought up excuse for what she did the truth will set you free bitch how are you guys i mean i'm
31:00all right i feel like probably she's been better thank god she's upset obviously for me i just kind
31:06of felt like after everything that happened last year i lost a lot of trust with you you told katie
31:14that the only reason you keep me close is because of my real estate connections what and i know that
31:21you reached out to me and so i pick up the phone and i called your best friend jen and we had a couple
31:28of conversations where jen was questioning your motives your behavior she didn't think that things
31:35added up with you she had a conversation where she even used the word con artist that's not my word
31:42that's jen's word i don't believe for a goddamn second that jen called me a con artist if i was
31:47a con artist in her mind she wouldn't talk to me come on i talked to that woman 10 times a day
31:53i just remember you saying we have to move on we all talk about each other we all do those that's fine
31:59but we don't all talk to all of these bloggers there's a difference because of your ex nanny who came
32:05to me yes i should have ignored her but i was pissed that's not an excuse katie if you're pissed
32:15at me then you deal with me you think i've gone to a reunion and been pissed and hurt for two years i
32:22had to deal with people coming after my husband in my marriage i don't give a about that i know we've all
32:28been there we've all been there and we've all dealt with it and i didn't retaliate by bringing
32:33somebody's kids into it i don't do that because i have boundaries and you don't don't bring my
32:40kids into it do you understand that i understand emily it was somebody calling somebody mean and you
32:47bringing up my legal battles with custody that's not equal i thought we were on the same page we could
32:52have made a pact that you know what this has to do with kids we'll never talk about it again that's
32:56the way it should have been from now on that will happen but my kids are pawns in this game again
33:02she broke that at that reunion talking about my children so i think it's actually her fault we're
33:06sitting here talking about this what i said i did it to your face you could apologize for uh going into
33:14her past yes i apologize correct well i appreciate it i'm sorry i went about it the way i did i was
33:20pissed and i was also in like protect mode okay i appreciate your apology but i don't
33:26have any trust in you okay i mean i understand emily's not just gonna jump back into a relationship
33:31with katie and be like i trust you immediately but i think that at least it's progress at least
33:37they're moving in the right direction okay i really have to go pick up andon
33:44emily no i'm good i'm good okay i'm good i see on second thought actually this might not be working out
33:50this might take a little more time let's walk to the car you want to take your dog oh i'll put
33:55him in my pocket yeah let's see it went real quick because i'm real hungry what oh my god that one had
34:02nutella coming up what is she angry at because i said how's the fbi doing there has to be some
34:11boundaries is what i'm saying i didn't care at that point those do not look like good walking
34:23shoes aren't they hiking boots i don't think so i don't want to ruin my tennis shoes but those look
34:29nicer okay what do you think oh should i not do the red no shannon told me oprah goes here i don't know
34:38who it is who is that oh my gosh she's like the greatest talk show host of all times what if i
34:46run into oprah does that does that work this is like cringy why is that cringy i think really yeah
34:54go team go stop you're giving millennial millennials are cringe and you are acting like one spirit fingers
35:03hopefully it's a good day it's a good day if you make it a good day babe and if it's not i'm just
35:07gonna bring my gummies i'll tell you one thing that i'm not doing today there's a sound bath i had
35:12a bowl on my head and someone took a mallet and whacked me then i started to see fuzzy in one eye so
35:21i went to the hospital i was fine yeah so i i thought it would be fun to put some gift bags together for
35:29the girls so is everybody going i feel like you have a lot of bags here yeah every one of my friends
35:35this is your olive branch yeah just because i hugged tamra it doesn't negate all of the attacks
35:41last year oh yeah an alcoholic should drink have i drove my car into a house you're a liar and you're
35:47a drunk my intent in inviting tamra is not that we can heal our friendship it's so that she's given
35:54an opportunity to heal herself i just don't need to be best friends with everybody
35:59i am a little bit nervous about even going to this i'm not going to beg for somebody's friendship
36:06but it's just amazing how she can throw friendships away like that sometimes i i get sad that we're not
36:12friends anymore shannon betrayed me in the worst way you know a 10-year friendship simon got cancer
36:19and she would not respond to my text when did i talk behind your back that i'm a horrible friend
36:24that i have a giant ego she texts me evidence of the background check i haven't had the chance to
36:30talk to shannon yet but how can you get close to anybody especially like shannon that will just turn
36:36on you like that i just don't understand how she could be so heartless um have you just met her
36:42she is not a real friend hi there hi welcome back shannon so excited oh my gosh it's going to be
36:58so zen for you and your friends zen is needed yes come on in okay there's something magical about the
37:05energy in this place it's the intentions you set when you walk through the doors and you can't put a
37:11price on that i mean it's twelve thousand nine hundred fifty dollars for eight days but i come
37:18out a better person while i go down and greet your friends debbie ann's going to come up here and take
37:23good care of you okay great thank you so much i'll set up the gift bags thank you i have never been when
37:29someone famous is there but i hear julia roberts susan sarandon oprah winfrey elizabeth taylor and
37:35zsa gabor used to frequent the golden door and my grandmother oh you look fabulous well i'm working
37:42on it it's going to be such a magical day because we know the outside world can do a number sometimes
37:49the inside world can i know no better place than to nourish the soul hi gina hi camera hi hi heather
37:59welcome to golden door oh it is a pretty door it's beautiful hi welcome to the fairy tale looks
38:07like disneyland hi hi i haven't seen either you know hi how are you hi how are you good to see you
38:15hi why you look like you're down is it because teddy yeah how's she doing not well oh no really like
38:24it's not something that's gonna no i don't have any point of reference so you know except what i
38:30saw on instagram it's not good teddy just found out that she has multiple brain tumors and she's
38:35currently in the icu and i am a shell of a person right now because i can't imagine my life without
38:43my best friend and i got to put on a brave face and it's not easy i'm so sorry tiana i feel horrible for
38:52teddy you know i intended to have a conversation with tamra about her friendship and i'm putting
38:58that on hold for now because i do have compassion for what she's going through emotionally welcome
39:05to fantasy land hello hey how are you doing what are all these hanging things so if you've been here
39:11for 10 or 25 years on your last day they well you have to be here 10 or 20 10 or 25 times oh and
39:19they said years you said years you said years i'm like oh sorry that's a lot more aggressive
39:2313 000 a week i'm moving in next week is that what it costs holy there's not even alcohol here
39:31so is everybody honey yeah hi katie hi jen hi oh my gosh why did you invite katie today one of the
39:42issues that i have come to the golden door is to get clarity so i thought what a great opportunity to
39:48come down here and see if we can try and heal and move on i'm telling you i don't trust this girl
39:56behind closed doors she's on her phone all the time trying to to damage us i made a list of things
40:03that katie has done she lied about the paparazzi photo they're snubbing her at a party she owned her
40:07home in san diego conversation she had with gina where she said gina talked badly about heather she and
40:11her daughter both lied about things that my boys never did or said lied to bloggers about us that
40:18is just like my very short cliff notes list you think this place is going to fix her no you guys
40:24this is a place of healing is there like a baptism league or something i had to dump this girl hold
40:28her down for a minute yeah no come on the exorcism that's what we need yes i don't feel vindicated that
40:35people see katie's behavior now i feel slightly annoyed that no one believed me last year but
40:41i'll tell you something when i get a bad feeling about someone i'm never wrong this is so uncomfortable
40:48hey they're walking out just like oh wow look at this hey hi hi hi hi you're good you're good how
40:58are you i'm here good to see you
41:18i am so happy that we're all here because i know that some of us have had some issues but for me i
41:24always come out of here in a healed space so that's my intention for today and i'm so grateful
41:30that you guys are all here hi there hello how are you great a few of us are going to do taiko
41:36drumming other people are going to go in the yoga studio and do tai chi for drumming we're going to
41:42have katie emily jen and i and you three get to go in the yoga studio and do tai chi okay how does that
41:50sound great so bring starts to bring that good energy in right shannon keeps saying that the
41:56golden door is all about healing but why is shannon bedore not doing tai chi with tamra because that
42:02is some major healing that needs to get done we'll head into our tai chi chi gong space and everything
42:09you don't want to carry with you leave it outside i like that because you know what could be real heavy
42:15so taiko is japanese it just means big drum or thick drum now this is a full body exercise okay
42:23now spread your legs so we have this kind of movement when we play okay i like to do squats at
42:31the same time so much i have a good ass i'm trying to get a full body workout glutes legs here we go
42:36it's like this this is good okay right left right left what is this for that's our yoga wall we have
42:48us are you sure rope system stretching it's pretty amazing oh it seems like an like an snm yeah it
42:54looks like a sexy time it looks like a bondage situation in taiko we do a lot of shouting like
43:00your mating call shannon get it out there she's a new one though because it hasn't really been working
43:04yeah i know visualize holding a cup of tea a little teapot that's what i call teddy i call
43:11her my teapot we're gonna be moving this cup of tea up above our heads so they don't want to
43:16spill any on our faces transition right into embracing the moon inhale we'll expand this
43:20ball of chi out to the sides one two it goes like this it's like this yeah right right exactly
43:29that's it shannon is actually very good at playing the drums i did not know that about her
43:43she should put that on her linkedin her resume wake it up shannon
43:48go faster this is called partying the wild horse's mane shift the weight into your left toes
44:02strike about halfway oh yeah restraint is hard jack
44:09yes we always have to pose at the end awesome did you notice my little riff in there going i did
44:16and i noticed your rim shot was good too she has a good rim shot you guys are good how do you feel
44:21how does everyone feel good great i'm healed michael thank you so much shake the hands out shake the
44:27feet out like a little bit of a buzz kind of good it's working it's working all i can think about is
44:33is emily's killing katie right now it's all i can think about can i get a bug off your head
44:38so we bring together friendship humility and strength together and we take a gentle bow
44:46all right thank you thank you so much jack that was great my takeaway is that i just now know
44:53how not to spill my drink
44:58remember tamra it's not this not full straight half straight half straight you don't have to worry
45:04about me right now just keep jen away from me today i'm in no shape or form to hear any of her
45:09nonsense jen how do you feel about seeing tamra i feel whatever what is she angry at because i said
45:18how's the fbi doing what happened since the reunion that has oh other than them constantly going after
45:25me jen and ryan have been so aggressive on social media it is disgusting hashtag your time is up eddie's
45:32gay you're his beard but you know what i can't say anything because ryan's gonna sue me do i take
45:38an occasional jab on social media i do like i live rent free in her head i know now she's on some tyrant
45:49that you know now we're like the sue happy couple i didn't mean to say that um ryan stole the money i meant
45:56being i made more money than what was stolen from the dodgy player but i didn't mean ryan so i
46:03apologize for that are you talking about the cease and desist the cease and desist it gets murky because
46:08he took a picture of it and then he collaborated with those two podcast girls and they posted it
46:12i feel like that is a thing to do on that side there has to be some boundary is what i'm saying i didn't
46:18care at that point hi i love your pin thank you we are ready for some fabulous lunch for you ladies
46:27up there jesus oh that's wonderful
46:36see how pretty this is oh this table's beautiful wow what do we think happened at tai chi i don't
46:42know what happened hopefully they all made it oh jesus christ sorry some more than others
46:46hi there hi gina this is where you're sitting okay wow how was tai chi it was very relaxing really
46:54it was yeah i don't know yeah yes it was i think so i don't even know what it is to be honest we
46:59harnessed the moon shannon had crystals in her walls so she's very used to paying for things
47:07that don't do anything it's like her jam oh this looks good i've never had this um what's
47:16strumming like guys it was fun did you feel calmer after yeah i felt like i only wanted to kill
47:23like maybe two people that's so good i know adulting thriving thriving that's what that is
47:33um i just wanted to say i'm gonna have a host of lunch on friday i feel like this last year i haven't
47:42really gotten to know everyone that well and not everyone's gotten to know me i feel like there's a
47:46lot that's kind of clouded us all getting to know each other a little more so i wanted to see if you
47:50guys wanted to join me for hot pot okay fun so i'll branch yes so i'd love it if you guys would all
48:00join me on friday yeah i'll be there i'm excited thanks jen thanks for inviting us i think it'll be good
48:08in the asian culture hot pot you come around a table and it's where you share community and
48:12love and it's where everyone feels at home i want to know less about katie and that's the problem
48:20i think the problem is that the things that you're doing within this group it feels like you are trying
48:26to hurt all of us you've got to stop with the bloggers but the difference for me is i've taken the
48:32time like i know there's a lot of and you still have concluded that you are concerned and confused
48:38about some of the things that you're hearing from her i asked jen if she called me a con artist she
48:43said she never said that katie she did tell me i said that and then i said wow like that wasn't very
48:48nice of me it's manipulation i don't really know if i used that word about you the things that don't add
48:55up with katie are not these big catastrophic things if you say to katie you probably shouldn't
49:01talk to bloggers katie will say i don't because she doesn't view these people to be bloggers she
49:06views them to be friends i was invited to one of their birthday parties last week so when i ask katie
49:12questions she gives me answers and i leave it at that how do you know all of them mutual people
49:18but what does it matter if does it affect you or travis or me and ryan i had to hire an attorney
49:27to sue the nanny do you understand that no i i i have to send her a cease and desist for invasion
49:32of privacy and defamation and i have to pay this attorney who is very expensive i guess if you ignored
49:39it i wouldn't have to be dealing with this i mean how am i supposed to meet with my attorney and
49:45have conversations about suing some woman and then go sit with you and be like tell me about your
49:49life like how do i do that i mean how am i supposed to meet with my attorney and have conversations
50:03about suing some woman and then go sit with you and be like tell me about your life like how do i do
50:07that i am uncomfortable when i see a bunch of people going after one person no one's going after
50:14it's already that's a lot after the reunion it was very clear no more digging up information we all
50:19have to come from a good place and that can't happen anymore but then it did happen again this
50:26thing that happened with tamra with that person saying that she was running fake accounts no this
50:31girl was attacking me on social media yes and she said that you and matt called her
50:36katie said that's a fake camera seriously she went as far as giving me a phone call with her husband
50:41next door and they just calmed me down made me feel like you know nothing is going to happen
50:45she dm'd me first she was always saying kind things and i'd heart it or i'd say thank you or whatever
50:50our exchange but i never called her i don't know who her first name is why would the blogger lie and
50:56say that you called her if you didn't call her bloggers lie about a lot bloggers want clickbait
51:00because that's how they make money and i told tamra i want to prove that to her and i need to look i
51:06haven't even looked well look now unreal you could clear up the truth right now for yourself right and
51:12i have sos i have no service well that's convenient no network i'm looking it up i would be climbing
51:20that tree to get reception i'd be up there hold on guys i almost got it yeah i have no certain no
51:26network connection here it is here i didn't talk to the blogger after just spending eight days here
51:32i had to use the landline i have service i don't so go on the wi-fi no no no you guys i had i had
51:38zero service here i couldn't get my phone out quicker if i was telling the truth right now katie
51:43has the power right now to end all of this if she would just pull out her phone and show that she
51:49did not do this to everybody we could all move forward as a group why doesn't she just pull it up
51:55this is the chance katie it's right now it could be cleared up in five seconds if she's telling the
52:01truth this is between me and tamra she wants to go back and yardage it doesn't no i don't you should
52:07so just pull it up for your sake i know gina because now it looks bad katie i have zero service
52:16she doesn't want to do it
52:21this season on the real housewives of orange county
52:23take it easy grandma
52:34i'm gonna pee in the tulips
52:39jannon show us your spanks am i gonna be looking at your vagina all night
52:43it's the police i'm just kidding he's ready to be in gold hi kids only you can make this happen
52:49i'll give josh a higher commission if he goes down there that's the property line isn't it
52:54i broke his penis for real like it went like this
52:58getchen jen and i have been hanging out a lot she dips herself in formaldehyde
53:02i said tamra sos and i got a call right away you're talking about captain evil
53:09it's not the same thing katie's like a silent assassin what you did is illegal okay
53:15shannon because it's all my fault we're done she left her grilled cheese gretchen said that
53:20you had an affair there's audio of them having sex she's flying travis's son we haven't seen in
53:27three weeks whenever travis and i are happy we pay for it luke he's sad and it breaks my heart
53:34i have this son that's in crisis and i feel alone in that we're gonna end up divorced we are thinking
53:40about moving our wedding that woman caused so much pain sorry what do you want blood there's
53:47probably a lot more things that we just don't know are you currently keeping any secrets are you
53:52kidding me what do you know about me
53:54stop flying kick rocks girlfriend nobody believed you not even the lie detector test
54:00she's so full of maybe i have truth serum that's called vodka
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