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00:01Previously on I Kissed A Boy.
00:05After the secret kiss was exposed.
00:07There's only one person around the table who do what you're saying.
00:10It's just you.
00:11I'm so angry.
00:12It was a joke.
00:13Justin and Alex got back on track.
00:19Adam explored more than one new connection.
00:21I had like, an interest in you.
00:24Yeah, I'd be open to it.
00:26I just thought, I'm just gonna go for it.
00:28I think I do fancy it.
00:29Oh.
00:30Which left Justin feeling uneasy.
00:32You haven't spoken to me once, but I actually feel sick.
00:35No, that's not okay.
00:36And Alex, confused.
00:38I'm just finding it really hard to make decisions.
00:40I am really interested in you.
00:42There's no doubt about that.
00:43But at the cocktail party, Danny left the boys shaken and stirred.
00:50I'm not here for cocktails.
00:52Meet me for a kiss off right now.
00:57Game on, I guess.
01:00Welcome to I Kissed A Boy.
01:02Oh my gosh.
01:03Not a kiss off right now.
01:04I didn't expect that.
01:05I'm so nervous.
01:07It's my first kiss off.
01:08There's a lot of pressure.
01:09I don't feel like I've finished having conversations I wanted to have today.
01:10And my head is all over the place.
01:11And I don't know who I'm gonna choose.
01:12Going into this kiss off.
01:13I just have to trust and believe that Adam is interested in me.
01:14I'm so nervous.
01:15I'm so nervous.
01:16I'm so nervous.
01:17It's my first kiss off.
01:18There's a lot of pressure.
01:19I don't feel like I've finished having conversations I wanted to have today.
01:20And my head is all over the place.
01:21And I don't know who I'm gonna choose.
01:25Going into this kiss off.
01:26I just have to trust and believe that Adam is interested in getting to know me further.
01:30And I'm hoping that he saves his kiss for me.
01:32Not having more time has completely just thrown me than shitting myself.
01:38I am so in the dark here.
01:39I like to notice how I feel.
01:41I have no idea how I have to be.
01:42Cause I have to be in the dark.
01:44I am so nervous.
01:45I'm gonna hurt my head is all over the place.
01:46And I don't know who I'm gonna choose.
01:50I don't know who I'm gonna choose.
01:53Going into this kiss off.
01:54I just have to trust and believe that Adam is interested in getting to know me further.
01:58And I'm hoping that he saves his kiss for me.
02:01idea how Alex feels. Tonight, one way or another, I'm going to get that answer up.
02:12Welcome to the kiss-off. This is nerve-wracking, honey. I know this is a shock for you all.
02:19Tonight, you will reveal if you want to stay with your current boy or if you want to kiss
02:23someone else. The big question is, does the boy you want to kiss want to kiss you back?
02:31Anyone left un-kissed will be leaving the Masseria.
02:37First up, Ruben and Lars.
02:44I'm confident who I want to kiss tonight. We've built a really, really strong connection in
02:48here and I don't think either of us have eyes for anyone else. And I know that my eyes are
02:52all over him and my hands are as well. Stand back to back and take a nap.
02:57Ruben is an absolutely incredible human being and I just feel like every day spent with
03:06him, it just feels so right. If you want to stay with your boy, then turn
03:11and kiss him. But if you're saving your kiss for a different boy, then don't turn.
03:21Boys, reveal your decision, now.
03:25There was a very nice smooch there. There were fireworks going off in my head. I was like,
03:50pew, pew, pew. How would you describe your connection?
03:54Yeah, it just keeps growing. Lars is just such a special person and I feel so grateful that
03:59I met him in here. You two, start the love seat going.
04:02Next, Callum and Jordan.
04:13Callum makes me feel really seen and understood. He's made my journey. He's just Callum and I'm
04:21happy I'm with him.
04:23You know the drill boys? Back to back. Here we go.
04:26There's definitely some feels here. I feel like each kiss off, the feels are getting like
04:30a bit deeper. Boys, reveal your decision, now.
04:35How is it progressing? Is it getting spicy? It's spicy. It's getting spicy. It's so good to see you like this.
05:02Not a man-eater any more, Danny. I've been changed.
05:05Oh! Off you go.
05:07Much better than my first kiss off, I'll tell you that. Kiss off are fun now.
05:15Hugh and Jack S, please step forward.
05:19It's not been plain sailing. There's been ups and downs in our relationship. So, anything could really happen.
05:27Are we on the same page? Because if you're not, you can't even talk about it. You're just going home.
05:36Boys, reveal your decision, now.
05:42No, I'm playing.
05:51I'm gonna kiss somebody, drink that honey, gonna blow my mind tonight.
06:01Tell me, how's it going for you? Jack is just one in a million, to be honest. And clearly keeps me on my toes as well.
06:07So, it's never dull. This is going in the right direction. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. At your pace.
06:15So, you can take it at your pace as well. Thank you. Bye.
06:19You got me. Next up, Erin and Jazz.
06:25I feel my blood running, swear the sky's falling.
06:30I feel affirmed in my decision, and I feel pretty confident Jazz is going to do the same thing.
06:34Go ahead.
06:35Since the last kiss off, we've like, really leaned into one another, just got closer and closer.
06:40Boys, reveal your decision, now.
06:44Now.
07:05They're steamy!
07:06Erin, give me one word about Jazz.
07:09Incredible.
07:10One word from you.
07:11Beautiful.
07:12Not only physically, but like, just what's inside and what makes Erin, Erin.
07:16So, so happy for you.
07:18It's time to go over there.
07:20Get all snuck on Meloxi.
07:26Next up, Jack D and Baraka.
07:29I know that I'm acting on my feelings and I'm not overthinking things and I'm going in the right direction for me.
07:35If you want to stay with your boy, then turn and kiss him.
07:39But if you're saving your kiss for somebody else, don't turn.
07:43I know my decision that I'm going to make is the right one for me.
07:48Reveal your decision, now.
07:51Now.
08:04No.
08:07Guys, what's happened?
08:09We were just better being more platonic friends.
08:12Baraka, we need to know, who are you saving your kiss for?
08:17I'm saving my kiss for Adam.
08:21We have a good joke and have like similar senses of humor.
08:24It's been very easy.
08:25Okay.
08:26Well, Baraka will find out later if Adam wants to kiss you back.
08:30But for now, please step back to the line.
08:32I'm not in control of what Adam does.
08:39I would love for him to choose to kiss me.
08:43Okay, Jack.
08:44We now need to hear from you.
08:45I've decided, Danny, that I'm not going to be kissing any boys tonight.
08:55Okay.
08:56I've just not found that connection.
08:59I bet the most amazing people.
09:02I love you all so much.
09:05But it's my time to go.
09:07I'll be grabbing Glasgow by the balls when I get back.
09:15We will do proper goodbyes in a bit.
09:16Yeah.
09:17But for now, can you please step back to the line?
09:19Of course.
09:20Right, Justin and Adam, please step forward.
09:29There hasn't been any decision to make.
09:31My brain is scrambled.
09:36Boys, reveal your decision now.
09:40Oh, you can hate me now.
09:51Okay.
09:52Face me.
09:54I'll be gone.
09:56And I'll be with you all without.
09:59Tell me, what happened?
10:01Didn't quite go beyond friendship.
10:04I love his sass, but I'm also quite sassy.
10:10Okay, Justin.
10:11Who have you saved your kiss for?
10:16Alex.
10:17Alex.
10:19I really debated with the decision, but I do think that there is a strong connection there.
10:24I feel like very vulnerable.
10:26I have so many unanswered questions and I have to make the most supportive decision.
10:30I'm rolling the dice tonight.
10:31Okay, Adam.
10:32We know Baraka has saved his kiss for you.
10:37Have you come to a decision?
10:39I haven't saved my kiss for Baraka.
10:47I am gutted, but I'm really happy that I still chose to go for the person I was really interested in.
10:56I've saved my kiss for Alex.
10:59Ah.
11:00Oh God.
11:01Oh.
11:02Oh.
11:03Oh God.
11:04Do you love me?
11:07Cheeky with it.
11:08This is very uncomfortable.
11:13You both saved your kiss for Alex.
11:14Adam, talk me through it.
11:15I'm chewing my shop.
11:16I didn't exactly think we would be in this situation.
11:17I definitely didn't.
11:18Justin and Adam, I'm going to ask you to step back to the line.
11:27Justin and Adam, I'm going to ask you to step back to the line.
11:36Fuck.
11:42The only thing now is to hear from Alex.
11:46I really don't want to be the cause of someone leaving.
11:49Either way, I'm going to upset somebody that I care about so much,
11:52so I am so nervous to make a decision.
11:54It's no secret that I've been keeping my decision close to my chest.
11:59So with Justin, he is one of the funniest people I've ever met.
12:03He's also such a nice and respectable guy.
12:07With Adam, Adam's been the person I felt most comfortable with from the get-go.
12:13It's hard to make the decision for sure.
12:15Well, Alex, I'll make it simple for you.
12:18So to be clear, the boy that you choose will be staying here with you.
12:24The boy who's left un-kissed will be leaving the masseria.
12:32Alex, you have a huge decision to make.
12:35I feel like, OK, he's told me that I'm the only one in here
12:46that he feels like a sexual and romantic spark with.
12:51Alex, reveal the name of the boy you want to kiss now.
12:58Adam.
13:07I've opened my heart so many times
13:13You have a hold of it now
13:19Oh, my God.
13:21You can breathe first.
13:24I don't know if I can.
13:24Does it feel like I can?
13:27I don't think I can breathe either.
13:31I'm...
13:32I'm actually completely shook.
13:35Talk me through this.
13:37I feel like, who would you struggle with letting go of the most?
13:41And it was Adam.
13:43What do you mean you're explaining to me why you picked someone else?
13:46I thought you were just friends with him.
13:48Like, do you need a friend to hold your hand for four days?
13:51You're fucking 28.
13:51You're the oldest in here.
13:52Grow the fuck up.
13:54Adam.
13:55I'm a bit overwhelmed, to be quite honest.
13:58Now, take each other's hand and walk over there
14:02and relax and breathe a little bit.
14:04OK, thank you.
14:05Justin, I'm so sorry.
14:16Yeah, look, I tried to articulate this correctly,
14:19but I think that's bullshit, to be honest.
14:23Sorry, don't know that he's getting hot
14:27At the party shop, you've been something unfollowed
14:30I did tell him I was exploring their options.
14:33At no point do I say, we're locked in.
14:35I should have chose to kiss no one tonight
14:37and I've just been mugged off.
14:39You've put your heart on the line.
14:41I have.
14:41I ask everybody to do that.
14:43Yeah.
14:43I thought that he'd prove me wrong tonight
14:45and then we'd sail off into the sunset.
14:48I don't think we're sailing anywhere.
14:50Titanic vibes.
14:54But, yeah.
14:57You took a chance.
14:58I did.
14:59Very much liked by everyone.
15:01Well, not everyone.
15:03Four.
15:05I feel so disrespected
15:07and, quite frankly, Alex,
15:09he ruined the end of this experience for me.
15:11I don't know if I'll forgive him for that.
15:13Good luck, Adam.
15:18Baraka.
15:20I'm so sorry.
15:21I'm actually feeling very, very happy.
15:23Me choosing Adam was more about me
15:25putting my emotions first,
15:27which I often struggle to do.
15:28I have no regrets.
15:30I think I came in here definitely struggling
15:33to put my own feelings first
15:35and I have come out of here
15:37definitely a lot more confident
15:39in pursuing people who I'm interested in,
15:42regardless of the result of that.
15:45Jack, how's it been?
15:48Oh, the craziest experience of my life.
15:52I've tried and there's not a boy in here for me,
15:55but that's okay.
15:56Thanks so much for being authentic.
15:59I know how much all three of you will be missed.
16:03Boys, bring it in.
16:04Give them some love.
16:06I've really learned, like, how to...
16:13to not have any shame in being gay.
16:19And I've really learned how to, like,
16:21be confident in myself.
16:23People are going to love you no matter what.
16:25I love you.
16:26I just think I've put it into words
16:29what I would have done without you.
16:30I love Jack Dee.
16:32That's the bagpipe to my haggis,
16:34the bagpipe to my haggis,
16:35and I am beyond blessed to have met him.
16:38I mean, you do so much.
16:40While I am sad that it ended how it did,
16:42I love the boys so much,
16:44and my heart is full,
16:45my whole being is happy that I got to do this.
16:48I will never, ever, ever, ever forget this.
16:52I love you so much.
16:55Baraka and Justin have recently started their journey,
16:57but they became part of the group
16:59and we all cared about them a lot.
17:01Okay, boys,
17:02it's time to let these three go.
17:05They're coming with me.
17:06Love you all.
17:07Love you so much.
17:08Well, here we go.
17:11Come on.
17:12There are so many tears.
17:14I need a big box of tissues
17:15and a Prosecco.
17:17And after that kiss-off,
17:23I need to lie down.
17:24As Baraka, Jack Dee,
17:27and Justin share some fizz with Danny.
17:30The rest of the boys raise a toast
17:32in the masseria.
17:33To Baraka, Jack, and Justin.
17:37We love you.
17:37We love you guys.
17:39We love you.
17:39We'll see you very soon.
17:41And for Adam,
17:42the evening is bittersweet.
17:44I feel bad because I feel like I changed two people's fates.
17:49But the thing is,
17:50I can't pretend like I have a connection with anyone else
17:53and I don't want to pretend.
17:54I'm glad that Alex chose me.
17:56Alex is the only one that I do want to explore.
18:00This is something I have to do.
18:02To be honest,
18:03the decision wasn't easy
18:05and I'd like to think you could all see
18:07how uncomfortable I was being up there.
18:09So, you know,
18:10with your decision with Adam,
18:11when kind of did that come?
18:12We had our chat this afternoon.
18:14We had that kiss in the kissing booth.
18:16You didn't actually tell me how you felt
18:18and I didn't know.
18:20I don't regret my decision with Adam.
18:21My gut told me to.
18:23And like,
18:23Adam makes me feel so seen.
18:25I just can't imagine being here without him.
18:27I'm happy that you're here.
18:29I know that you're the person
18:30I feel most connected to
18:30and I just feel like
18:31that's a connection I need to explore.
18:32After an emotional night,
18:40it's time for our boys to hit the hay.
18:42Tomorrow's a new day.
18:44Listen, it's a restart.
18:46Leaving trusty Emanuele
18:48to make pillow talk in the lounge.
18:50Are these boys this messy at home?
18:52I really don't get it.
18:55What's the point of having these pillows on the floor?
18:58There we go.
18:59And with the instant kiss off
19:01leaving a big heart-shaped hole
19:03in the masseria.
19:04This genuinely feels like someone's died
19:06I actually can't get over.
19:07It reaffirmed connections
19:08and sparked a new start for others.
19:12How the man needs to save the blood now.
19:17Sweet dreams, boys.
19:18Good morning, girls and gays.
19:32Good morning.
19:33Oh my God, the bedroom this morning is insane.
19:35It's so empty.
19:35You two are so far apart.
19:37I have to send in smoke signals
19:39to ask them how we do this.
19:42I just don't think I'm at that point
19:44where I want to push my bed together.
19:45I like having my sleep, honestly.
19:47In here, I put my head on the pillow
19:48and I'm out.
19:49So you wouldn't really get anything out of me
19:51anyway here, darling.
19:52You really, really wouldn't.
19:56Right now, I'm feeling so much more at peace.
19:59I'm happy that me and Adam are still here.
20:01I want to just continue getting to know Adam
20:03the same way I have done.
20:04I want it now, baby.
20:06Move it all around, baby.
20:08I want it now, baby.
20:10I can't.
20:11I want it now, baby.
20:13I want it now, baby.
20:15Move it all around, baby.
20:17I want it now, baby.
20:20So.
20:21How are you, baby?
20:22I'm well.
20:23I'm really glad you're here.
20:24Yeah, thank you.
20:24I'm really glad you're here.
20:26Thanks so much for choosing me.
20:27Did you know I was going to pick you?
20:28I had a feeling.
20:32I feel like I've had, like, a new lease of life.
20:39And I feel like I'm excited to, like, explore that new connection.
20:43I feel like I could actually have quite a lot of fun with him.
20:46Because you picked me, so thank you as well.
20:47Yeah.
20:48I think I really stressed about the decision.
20:51And I feel like today I've woken up with, like, so much clarity.
20:54And at the end of the day, it's, like,
20:56who's your connection strongest with?
20:58I'm excited to see where it goes.
21:00I just feel comfortable and, like, and calm.
21:04I haven't felt with anyone here, actually.
21:06No, this is the first time I've felt calm since I've been here.
21:08It's actually been quite nice.
21:09It's been lovely.
21:10Thanks for the chat, baby.
21:23You are pretty hot.
21:25You're pretty hot.
21:26I feel very happy with Ruben.
21:30I feel so comfortable and so myself around him.
21:34I really feel like me and Ruben are endgame at this point.
21:38Thank you for accepting me as well.
21:42Of course.
21:43Thank you for being here you are.
21:44I want to live like we're dancing.
21:49Clear, open communication.
21:52That's what we like to hear.
21:53I want to feel like I've felt it.
21:56And it's no different of at the pool.
22:00Isn't that right, Adam?
22:00I honestly think, like, every top should try bottoming.
22:05At least one.
22:06Because they need to know how it feels.
22:07Just to get it.
22:08Yeah.
22:10God, I'm so good at bottoming.
22:11Me and Jack S are obviously, like, the only two bottoms that are quite open about our experience
22:17about being a bottom, so we wanted to educate the tops and the verses on why you should be nice to a bottom.
22:29You can't just stick it in, can you?
22:31We all know.
22:33You can't just stick your penis in my bum hole without me preparing.
22:38I've actually had it when a top's like, uh, and I'm like, uh, to you, dickhead.
22:42Yeah.
22:43You have literally been inside my body.
22:44Literally, you've made yourself so bumble.
22:46Yeah.
22:46As a top, though, you do have to, like, obviously know what you're doing.
22:49You've got to, you know, you've got to take care of your bottoms, isn't it?
22:51You do.
22:52Bottoms have feelings, too, guys.
22:56Woo!
22:56Yeah.
22:59Well, I'm glad we got to the bottom of that one.
23:02But back to get on top of things is Miss Dani Minogue.
23:05With the final chemistry test of the summer.
23:09What is this?
23:10Dani's hoping the boys can stand firm in their connections as they step towards a future outside the Maserina.
23:19And for this one, not a single stone will be left unturned.
23:31Buongiorno, boys!
23:33Buongiorno, Dani.
23:34Welcome to your final chemistry test next steps.
23:39Shit.
23:40That's wild that this is the final chemistry test.
23:44Like, it's really coming to the end now.
23:47How compatible are you with your partner?
23:51I'm going to ask you some big questions about your relationship.
23:55The outcome of your answers will have consequences.
23:58So you must answer with complete honesty.
24:03Capish?
24:04Capish.
24:05Capish.
24:05It's not fun.
24:06We love more in heaven than popping in a little bit instead.
24:09To each question, if you both answer yes, you step forwards.
24:12If either of you answer no, you both stay where you are.
24:17If you're not sure or you don't know, the answer should be no.
24:22Let's go!
24:23Let's start.
24:26First question.
24:29Do you trust your partner completely?
24:32Am I falling in love with the one that could break my heart?
24:37Yes.
24:38Yes.
24:39Yes.
24:40Yes.
24:40Yes.
24:41Yes.
24:42Yes.
24:43Yes.
24:43Yes.
24:44No.
24:49The way Alex has navigated in the mass area is not going to allow me to trust him.
24:56I'm sorry.
24:57Go for it.
24:59Okay.
24:59If you both answered yes, then take a step forward now.
25:03Next question.
25:08Are you confident your partner is sexually attracted to you?
25:15Ruben.
25:16I'm beyond confident.
25:17Lars.
25:18Absolutely, yes.
25:19I have no doubts.
25:20How about you, Alex?
25:21No.
25:23Adam.
25:25No.
25:26But we haven't explored that yet.
25:29Aaron.
25:30Yes.
25:30I'm more than confident.
25:31And I'm going to spare the details.
25:34But I'm like...
25:36Yeah.
25:36Mm-hmm.
25:37Jazz?
25:38Yeah.
25:38The mouth can lie, but the body doesn't, so...
25:41Oh!
25:43Spicy.
25:44Jordan, what's your answer?
25:46Yes.
25:48The mornings tell me all I need to know.
25:51I know he's actually attracted to me, trust.
25:54I don't need to go any more into that.
25:55Okay, if you both answered yes, then take a step forward now.
26:01Fuck it out.
26:05It's so awkward.
26:08Next question.
26:10Do you feel that you and your partner will be able to connect on an intellectual level?
26:17Yes.
26:18Yes.
26:18Yes.
26:19Yes.
26:19Yes.
26:20Yes.
26:21Yes.
26:22Yes.
26:22Yes.
26:23Yes.
26:25Finally.
26:26Alex and Adam are finally getting A-stepping.
26:34The mercenary are delivered!
26:36We've all moved.
26:38Right.
26:39I don't think we'd actually make one step forward, because we still don't really know each other
26:43that well.
26:43But what I know of Adam, I know I love.
26:45Would you move to where your partner lives for your relationship?
26:55Ruben, what's your answer?
26:56My answer is no.
26:57No?
26:58No.
26:59Sorry, Alex.
27:01Alex?
27:02Yes.
27:03Jazz?
27:03Yes.
27:04Aaron?
27:05No.
27:06We live the perfect distance away from each other, so, yeah, no, I wouldn't.
27:09I think we're geographically blessed.
27:12It's a good t-shirt, geographically blessed.
27:14Yeah, geographically blessed is a bomb.
27:16Jack?
27:18Yes.
27:20Hugh?
27:21No.
27:22Some of the questions that I think I need to think about, one being the distance, how that
27:28will work out, is that something that I want in a relationship?
27:32If you both answered yes, then take a step forward now.
27:36On our first steps to release, we found heaven.
27:41Jordan and Calum.
27:44How did that feel?
27:46It's nice that we're on the same page.
27:48Ooh.
27:49We're just very in sync.
27:50One step, two step, three step, four.
27:52Okay, final question.
27:55Are you ready to call your partner your boyfriend?
28:00Every moment, something new to feel.
28:04Ruben.
28:05No.
28:05The title of a boyfriend isn't something that I take very lightly.
28:12Lars?
28:12No.
28:14It's something that I'd like to work towards for sure.
28:20Adam?
28:22No.
28:23Alex?
28:24What the hell, Adam?
28:25Wait.
28:26I have to say I'm shocked.
28:29Sorry, babes.
28:31No.
28:32Alex?
28:32Alex?
28:32No.
28:33Names all around.
28:36Aaron.
28:37Yes.
28:40Yeah, I do feel as though I'm ready.
28:42Jazz, are you ready to call Aaron your boyfriend?
28:46No.
28:46No.
28:46There's so much more that I want to experience with Aaron, and I have every faith that that's
28:58the direction that we're going in.
29:00I had Ruben.
29:01I had Ruben next to me audibly gasp, which is a little bit too awkward.
29:06Okay, Jordan.
29:07Okay, Jordan.
29:09No.
29:10I feel like we have made a really good foundation to get there, but we've also got distance against
29:14us, so I feel like we need to see how we would battle that on the outside before I even consider
29:20seeing you and my boyfriend.
29:22Callum.
29:23Callum.
29:24Yes.
29:25No.
29:26But I can definitely see it going that way.
29:28Jordan and Callum, you two are the closest, so you have the best connection in the Masseria.
29:36Being the most compatible couple in the Masseria is quite nice.
29:39It feels correct.
29:40Adam and Alex, you two are stood the furthest away and therefore are the least compatible.
29:56How do you feel?
29:57I'm not surprised.
29:58Yeah.
29:59I'm not surprised at all.
30:00This was the final chemistry test.
30:03As I said, the outcomes of this test have consequences, and these consequences are serious.
30:14Adam and Alex, you've shown yourselves to be the least compatible, and so you have reached
30:20the end of your summer of love.
30:23I know you wanted me to stay, but I can't ignore the crazy-
30:29Just like that.
30:30I'm so sorry, but it does mean you will be leaving the Masseria right now.
30:41It is a shame, like, it's sad, it's sad that I haven't found love in the Masseria.
30:51Obviously I would have loved to have left with love, and unfortunately I haven't left with
30:55that, but I'm just grateful that I had the chance to be here.
30:59Alex, how would you sum it up?
31:01I feel like I've made some really great connections and friends.
31:04I think Adam's a very special person.
31:05Aww.
31:06I love all the beautiful queer love that I've seen.
31:08All the beautiful queer people that I've seen.
31:10It's been such an amazing gay summer, and I wouldn't change a thing.
31:14Adam, thank you.
31:16It's been an absolute rollercoaster, but you've thrown yourself in, you've made us laugh, and
31:22don't make me cry now.
31:25How do you sum up this experience?
31:28It's been unreal and life-changing.
31:30It's allowed me to live in my truth and be proud to be someone living with HIV, and it's
31:38honestly healed my trauma with men.
31:42I just feel so grateful.
31:44I truly do.
31:47Jack, I think you're going to miss...
31:50No, Jack!
31:51Adam!
31:52I, um...
31:53Oh, Adam!
31:54Oh my God!
31:55Oh my God!
31:56You've been such a shoulder, and such just a...
31:59Like, I can look at you and call you a genuine friend.
32:02Aww.
32:03Yeah, I'm going to miss you.
32:04I love you.
32:05There's no more bottoms.
32:06What am I going to do?
32:07Ladies!
32:08Yeah!
32:09Boys who are staying in the Masseria, if you are leaving this chemistry test with big
32:15questions, I really hope you get to explore those.
32:19For now, though, I think you need to give Adam and Alex a massive hug and say goodbyes.
32:24Thanks, guys.
32:25No more I love you.
32:26Love you, boo.
32:27Love you, boo.
32:28Love you, boo.
32:29Thanks for everything.
32:30Language is leaving me.
32:33We could all just do with being a bit more Adam.
32:35He's just so him and doesn't really care what anyone thinks.
32:39I wish he could have made it to the end, but I'm so glad he didn't try and fake a connection
32:44to get there, because that wouldn't have been Adam.
32:47No more I love you.
32:49Aww.
32:50My queerness is like something that I've never really explored or developed.
32:55I've just been queer, but I just have become even more queer here.
32:59And it's just beautiful.
33:01I love it.
33:02Okay, Adam, Alex, you're coming with me.
33:05It's time to go.
33:06Hi, guys.
33:07Hi, guys.
33:08If you want love, you need to go out and you need to explore and tell people how you feel
33:14and just be confident in yourself, because the right person will come along.
33:17Hi, guys.
33:18Say goodbye.
33:19Ta-da.
33:20Come on up here.
33:21You're coming with me.
33:22Come on up here.
33:23You're coming with me?
33:24It's a little day drink.
33:25Changes are shifting outside.
33:29And just like that, we say arrivederci to Adam and Alex.
33:37That was intense.
33:38Guys, that was actually a lot.
33:40How do you guys feel about your answers?
33:41Yeah, guys.
33:42Good.
33:43Yeah.
33:44Yeah.
33:45I feel like we're pretty much on the same page with everything.
33:46Yeah.
33:47Coming out of that chemistry test, I feel like it almost does seem a bit too good to be true
33:51right now.
33:52It's a new situation for me, for sure.
33:54The, um, Aaron boyfriend situation was a lot.
34:00Yeah.
34:01I'm also surprised that's coming from Aaron, because Aaron's such, like, a head-screwed-on
34:04guy.
34:05Yeah, but if that's how you feel, that's how you feel.
34:07His head might be screwed on until he met Jazz.
34:09Yeah.
34:10Jazz and Aaron might have built a good foundation inside the Masseria, but Danny's stepping-stones
34:16seem to have kicked up a bit of dust between them.
34:19Baby, I wish you were fine.
34:26We have been on the same page for the majority of our experience so far.
34:29We just need to touch base again, have a conversation about how we interpreted the questions, and
34:34to listen to each other, and I guess just also be there for each other.
34:38How do you feel?
34:39I feel good.
34:40Obviously, we had a couple answers that were slightly different.
34:44It was a difference in interpretation, right?
34:47If we talk about the moving one.
34:50Yes.
34:51I interpreted that as in, would you ever move for your partner?
34:57Yeah, I would.
34:59And the last question, are we currently ready to be boyfriends?
35:02And yes, I do feel like we're ready.
35:03We've still got so much more to experience before we actually say the word boyfriend.
35:07I answered it as in, if I say yes right now, am I saying you're my boyfriend?
35:11We focus so much on similarities and why we're the same.
35:15But I think the difference in which we saw the question is quite interesting as well.
35:18Yeah.
35:19And I learned a lot about the way that you think.
35:22In a moment, I'm not going to lie, I wasn't.
35:24I'm a bit like, it was a teeny bit awkward.
35:27This chemistry test, it came down to the way that we interpreted questions.
35:30I say hi, you say hi, we stay hi, you look so pretty, yeah.
35:43Do you think you've ever been this compatible with anyone else?
35:48Because we're actually most compatible.
35:50I mean, I've never tested, like I'm not going to do with anyone else.
35:55But I'm buzzing that we were.
35:56Me too, you're buzzing.
35:57I didn't think we...
35:58I'm buzzing.
35:59Not that I didn't think we would be, but I feel like there's, you know, it was a strong connection.
36:02Yeah.
36:03Most compatible kiss?
36:07Come on.
36:13Compatible kiss, that.
36:15Do you think everyone's answers are honest?
36:16Well, someone may be too honest.
36:20I'm quite glad Reuben and Lars both said no to the moving thing.
36:24Mm-hmm.
36:25Because you don't think either of them would?
36:26Nope.
36:27Neither.
36:30I think maybe a few people in the Mastery area thought Reuben might be on a different page to Lars.
36:36I've heard him say, like, oh, I really like Lars, but I've never heard him say why.
36:40I'm not going to be a bitch, but I really don't see them doing like it.
36:43Do I think that Lars and Reuben will translate to the outside world?
36:47No.
36:50Who am I to judge a relationship?
36:54But I am the most compatible with my partner, so...
36:57Maybe I am the one to judge.
37:01Well, relationships aside, if I was a judge who consistently delivers in the Masseria, it can be only one man.
37:09You got to go to the city.
37:13Here's Emanuele with his latest bid for the most outstanding contribution to housekeeping.
37:18Ciao.
37:19Hello, boys.
37:20Hi.
37:21Hi.
37:22Hi.
37:23Hi, everyone.
37:24Hello.
37:25I was starting to miss you there.
37:27You are down to eight.
37:28Yeah.
37:29That's crazy.
37:30And they were eight.
37:31Danny's giving me these notes, so I'll just give it to you.
37:34And I hope it's a good surprise to you all again soon.
37:38Ciao.
37:39Ciao, Benny.
37:40Have fun.
37:41Hey, boys.
37:44It's time to saddle up, so I hope these boots are made for walking.
37:49Because tonight you'll be partying Wild West style.
37:52Yes.
37:53Get ready to hoedown for your Daisy Dukes and cowboy boots party.
37:56Giddy up!
37:57Giddy up!
37:58Giddy up!
37:59Giddy up!
38:00Giddy up!
38:01Giddy up!
38:02It's time to begin.
38:03I'm counting in five, six, seven, eight.
38:05And my boots, baby, is driving me crazy.
38:07Cowboys are just inherently calm, so I'm super excited to do this.
38:12I'm so excited to do this.
38:14I'm so excited to do this.
38:15I'm so excited to do this.
38:16I'm so excited to do this.
38:17I'm so excited to do this.
38:18I'm so excited to do this.
38:21I'm so excited to have a little party.
38:23Romeo Romeo, Romeo, a cowboy guy from head to toe.
38:26Gonna make you mine, better to get in line.
38:28Five, six, seven, eight.
38:30Sable Horse Rider cowboy.
38:32In full-fledged gay cowboy regalia.
38:36Let me see.
38:44It's time ain't big enough for both of us.
38:46I do like a nice cowboy.
39:13Brokeback Mountain, what a movie.
39:16I got you close walking.
39:18I just wanna shake my...
39:20Woo!
39:22You got breakin'.
39:24You're never boy.
39:25You're so fine.
39:27You're not in my mind.
39:31But you all gotta keep prepared.
39:33Three, two, one.
39:34Save a horse, Ryder Cowboy!
39:37Woo!
39:39This has been the most fun of all the parties in the Massarilla so far.
39:41I think that everyone's just on really, really good form.
39:43We're all just here to like celebrate our last moments here.
39:46But everyone turned it up.
39:49And like all good cowboys, preparation is everything.
39:52And these guys are getting ready to saddle up for the final kiss off.
39:56So how do you guys interpret the final kiss off?
39:59Like what is that to you?
40:00It's a commitment.
40:01Essentially the way I'm taking the final kiss off is the exact same energy I'm putting into it in here.
40:05Exclusivity?
40:06Yeah.
40:07Right.
40:08Right.
40:11So how do you interpret it?
40:12It's like exclusivity.
40:14I'd be very up for like talking about that.
40:16I don't, I, that's not necessarily how I interpreted it up until this point.
40:20But what I interpreted it as is like, this is what I'm committing to leaving.
40:26Yeah.
40:27What does that mean?
40:30Like, I think that, it's a conversation I'd rather have with you where like these things
40:37would be like established.
40:38If that's the point that we came to.
40:40Yeah.
40:41I was just throwing that out there.
40:42Yeah.
40:43If we wanted to leave here being exclusive, I'd be very, very open about having that conversation.
40:47But I, up until this point, haven't necessarily thought of like the final kiss off as meaning exactly that.
40:52Because, as I say in here, the kiss offs in here don't mean exclusivity.
40:58I think that reaction has rattled Lars.
41:00I did look over at Lars and Lars didn't look too happy, I'm not gonna lie.
41:02There's definitely a vibe in the air.
41:04But the final kiss off, I feel like kind of.
41:06Yeah, it's up to, look, it's up to you how you want to interpret it.
41:09The final kiss off to me is a commitment of exclusivity.
41:13Yeah.
41:14And it just sort of like puts that in cement.
41:17No, I agree with what you're saying.
41:19Yeah.
41:22Um, and ye are.
41:24Ye are.
41:25Giddy off.
41:26Yeah, I'm gonna take my horse to the old town road.
41:32I'm gonna ride till I can't no more.
41:35I'm gonna take my horse to the old town road.
41:37Oof, this night in the Mazzy is gonna be all west, doesn't it?
41:40Let's hope these three cowboys don't stir up any more standoffs.
41:47I feel like most people are kind of like on the same page.
41:50With the exception of Lars and Ruben.
41:54Specifically when it came to the final kiss off and like what it means.
41:58I feel like Lars is maybe a little bit more invested in this than perhaps Ruben is.
42:05If I was Lars, I wouldn't feel very secure.
42:08I'm just scared for Lars in this situation.
42:10Because I don't want him to get hurt.
42:12Should we do anything?
42:14I don't know.
42:15What can we do?
42:16Should we speak to Lars?
42:17Yeah, maybe we should pull Lars and speak to him.
42:18I don't want to.
42:19Yeah.
42:20Should we go find him?
42:21We just want to check in and see if Lars is okay and see if Lars and Ruben are on the same page.
42:36Hey, lardy boy, where you going?
42:38We wanted to chat with you.
42:39I wouldn't want Lars to get upset, you know?
42:41What are you saying?
42:42How are you?
42:43I don't know.
42:44Like, I just felt like that whole situation, like there was a bit of weirdness.
42:48Do you think you're not on the same page, are they, approach?
42:50I just think there's certain things that came up.
42:54It was just the whole how we interpreted the final kiss off conversation.
42:59What is your opinion on the final kiss off of interest?
43:01Well, I did interpret it as we're exclusive now.
43:07Yeah.
43:08I do not want to pursue other people.
43:10Yeah.
43:11So that must have been really stressful for you, actually.
43:12I just...
43:13So I'm like, what is it to you then?
43:15Yeah, yeah.
43:16It's not just another kiss off.
43:17But I'm not just going to let someone mess with my feelings for the sake of it.
43:20You would want to know that when you get home, like, it's...
43:23He's not just going to...
43:24Is he going to be insane enough people?
43:25Yeah.
43:26Act like he's single.
43:27Yeah, exactly.
43:28Yeah.
43:29And that's even more important if you're not in the same city.
43:32You need to have...
43:33That reassurance.
43:34That reassurance.
43:35Because I'm just going to fucking go crazy.
43:36That's the only way it's going to work.
43:37If we've not established exclusivity when we don't even live in the same city...
43:40It's not going to work.
43:42It's not going to work.
43:43Do you feel like your connection is specific to you?
43:49Or do you feel like the connection is based off convenience?
43:55I just feel a bit like it's just not adding up in my head a little bit.
44:08I appreciate you guys, like, coming to talk to me.
44:10It's out of love.
44:11I love you, baby.
44:12Lars, I want to cuddle too.
44:13Lars, I want to cuddle too.
44:14Lars, I want to cuddle too.
44:15I'm just smiling.
44:16Yeah.
44:17I don't think Ruben considered how it came across.
44:20Just try and take the little Cindy glasses off and just speak to him.
44:23Yeah.
44:24And just be like, what's going on?
44:25Yeah.
44:26I'll catch you up in a minute.
44:27Maybe if you need me.
44:28You've got this.
44:29How you doing?
44:30I don't know.
44:31I feel a bit weird.
44:32My feelings are very much genuine towards Ruben.
44:33And I just feel like, for me, the next logical step would be to be exclusive.
44:49Feeling like that we've not got the same perspective on that is, yeah, it's just a bit unsettling.
44:54First of all, I think that, like, I understand that I, like, miscommunicated things.
45:03I don't know.
45:04It felt slightly insensitive.
45:06It's kind of made me feel a bit weird and a bit awkward.
45:09I don't know.
45:10I just felt a bit stupid.
45:11Like, we just weren't seeing eye to eye.
45:15I feel quite shit about making Lars feeling shit.
45:19It's just a kind of intense situation.
45:22I don't want you to feel like you have to navigate a certain path to please me.
45:26Like, I just want you to be honest.
45:28The idea of, like, relationships and all that kind of stuff doesn't make me feel secure.
45:32It really, really stresses me out.
45:34My head isn't in a great place.
45:36It's just feeling a bit confused about my relationship with Ruben right now.
45:42Potentially, maybe I'm taking this relationship a bit more seriously than he is.
45:47I think Lars is more invested than maybe Ruben is.
45:55And I think I'm more worried that Lars could get hurt.
45:59That's my honest opinion.
46:00If we're not in the same headspace, I'd rather you just tell me.
46:06I just don't want to have the rose-titted glasses on and just feel like everything's amazing.
46:12And when it comes to, like, the actual reality of things, I just don't want you to feel like you're scared of hurting me or upsetting me and telling me kind of what I want to hear.
46:20Yeah, yeah.
46:22I don't want to overwhelm myself by thinking too far into the future because that's going to make me overthink things.
46:30What is it that you want?
46:32I don't understand what he's playing at and what his intentions are.
46:46Like, that boy is confusing.
46:48And I feel like he doesn't know what he wants or what he's doing.
46:52I'm not in a position now to be told what I want to hear.
46:56Like, I just want honesty and truth.
46:58Oh, way down we go.
47:04So way down we go.
47:10Way down we go.
47:19Next time on I Kissed a Boy.
47:23You won't see each other until the final kiss off.
47:26Wow, that's so intense.
47:27Your loved ones are arriving very soon.
47:31Danny, Danny, Danny.
47:37I've got to just follow my gut.
47:39I have found what I've come in here for.
47:41What is this actually what I want?
47:42If we're only going through hard times and not any good times, what kind of a relationship is that?
47:47Never been so vulnerable so quickly with someone.
47:49I just hope he's feeling the thing.
47:52If you want to call time on your summer of love, don't turn.
47:56But if you're ready to commit, then seal it with a kiss.
48:02Now.
48:04I'll see you next time.
48:05I'll see you next time.
48:06I'll see you next time.
48:08Bye.
48:12Bye.
48:17Yeah.
48:19Bye.
48:21Bye.
48:22Bye.
48:23One hour
48:24May I imagine we are kids
48:26May I imagine we are kids
48:29May I imagine we are kids