- 5/20/2025
90 Day Diaries - Season 6 Episode 10 -Dear Diary, It's All About Me
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00:00Hi, I'm going to hang out with my besties, third wheel it with these suckers.
00:15Ready to roll.
00:16I'm getting so antsy.
00:17Yeah, I know.
00:18I'm like, what's happening?
00:19Right now, we're in Texas for my bodybuilding transformation competition and I'm freaking
00:20out.
00:21I'm about to go on stage in this teeny weenie little bikini.
00:22Give it up for Ashley Bellis.
00:23No, no, wait, wait.
00:24Okay, hold on.
00:25Hold Tammy's hand.
00:26What are you doing?
00:27I already did.
00:28Yeah, I know. It's like, oh, what's actually happening?
00:30I'm like, what's happening?
00:31Right now, we're in Texas for my bodybuilding
00:33transformation competition, and I'm freaking out.
00:37I'm about to go on stage in this teeny-weeny little bikini.
00:41Give it up for Ashley Bellis.
00:44No, no, wait, wait. Okay, hold on.
00:45Hold Tammy's hand. What are you doing?
00:47I already feel like it hurts already.
00:50I'm at the salon to get my wax on
00:52so I can look good for a blind date.
00:55I like the tattoos. They've got me older, huh?
00:57I got a regular tattoo, which is bad.
01:03I want to live with my family. That's what I want to say.
01:06Sumit's mom proposed to us
01:08that we can move in with them and live with them.
01:11What's going to happen to our privacy?
01:14I'm giving up a lot. I'm not okay with this.
01:27♪♪
01:35Jenny,
01:36tell him,
01:38yes, one minute.
01:39Yes.
01:41Okay.
01:44Okay.
01:44Clean, clean.
01:48I'm Jenny. I'm 65 years old.
01:50I'm from California,
01:52but now I live in India with my husband, Sumit.
01:55Hi, my name is Sumit,
01:57and I'm living in India with my wife, Jenny.
02:01Jenny and I met on social media.
02:03Later on, we fall in love with each other.
02:06So I eventually moved to India, and we got married.
02:14We've been married almost three years now,
02:16and we are renewing our wedding bells
02:20in a traditional marriage ceremony.
02:25Oh.
02:26I'm impressed.
02:28We are doing good, but recently, I lose my job.
02:31It's become hard for me to make new money
02:33and able to pay the, you know, the rent and utility bills.
02:38Sumit's parents proposed to us
02:40that we can move in with them and live with them.
02:43Why don't you come and stay together with us?
02:46I would love to do that.
02:49Sumit and I need to talk because I'm not okay with this.
02:56What do you think about the opportunity
02:59to live in my parents' house?
03:02Isn't it a good, like, place?
03:05Well, I mean, yeah, it's your parents' house.
03:08It's a good place, but what's gonna happen to our privacy?
03:12I feel privacy is mainly for depressed people.
03:16Like, if you're not depressed...
03:18Sometimes you just feel like being alone, though.
03:20Sometimes you do.
03:21Like, we're gonna be on top of the world.
03:23Like, we're gonna be on top of them.
03:25They're gonna know everything we do.
03:28Is she gonna let me have a rum and Coke
03:29if I want to have a rum and Coke?
03:31No?
03:37See, I'm giving up a lot.
03:40For you, it's fine.
03:41This is your family.
03:42This is your house.
03:44I have to give up almost everything.
03:47But you will get a best friend forever.
03:49And my mother, like you, don't have any other friend.
03:53And, you know, like, who don't want to live
03:55with their best friend?
03:58And if we live here, then we don't have to pay the rent.
04:01No rent is a big benefit, to be very honest.
04:06I can't say no.
04:07I mean, what else are we gonna do?
04:09Who's it gonna be the hardest on?
04:12Me.
04:16It's gonna be the hardest on me
04:18because I'm not used to living with parents
04:21since I'm 18 years old, and now I'm this old.
04:24It's gonna impact our independence as a couple
04:26because we're not gonna be free to hug
04:29and kiss and sit together.
04:32But, you know, there's a positive side.
04:34Like, we are getting a chance
04:36to experience a real married life in India.
04:42Okay, well, it won't be easy for me.
04:51Okay.
04:53♪
04:56♪
05:01♪
05:06I'm feeling excited. I'm happy.
05:09I wake up with a smile.
05:12Jenny forget that today's our marriage anniversary.
05:15But I remind her.
05:18Today, Jenny and I are renewing our wedding vow.
05:22We've been married for three wonderful years.
05:25And I love her more now than when we first met.
05:31♪
05:34Taking out my other mangala sutra.
05:37This is the one that he put on my neck when we got married.
05:41So today, he will put it on my neck again,
05:44and he's stuck with me for another 50 years.
05:47I don't know how long I'll last.
05:50It's so weird to be dressed up like a bride again.
05:53♪
05:55Can you believe that we already completed three years?
06:00Three years together.
06:02Yeah.
06:04Love him, love the country, love everything.
06:08♪
06:10Yeah, world renewal, it's very important for us.
06:13Like, we fight for our marriage for so long.
06:16Yeah, we did.
06:17At first, my parents cannot accept Jenny and I age gap.
06:21They kind of disowned me for a while.
06:24And you know what? We never gave up.
06:26Yeah, and we never gave up.
06:27We never gave up.
06:29We're here, we're at the temple.
06:32Let's go do this.
06:33Yeah, let's go.
06:34♪
06:37I want God to bless both of us and our marriage
06:41so we'll always stay together.
06:44♪
06:49If it's up to me, if it's my decision,
06:51we'll do it every three years.
06:54I have to keep reminding this guy what he agreed to.
06:58Maybe he doesn't want me out for this year, I don't know.
07:01♪
07:08This entire ceremony contains a lot of different steps.
07:12♪
07:14First, we share a garland on each other's neck.
07:18♪
07:27Blessings are very powerful as we believe in a religion
07:32which is Hinduism.
07:34My Hindu God are right now present here
07:37and we have to pray and ask them to bless us
07:40so we can start our marriage proceeding.
07:45Ask them to just...
07:51I believe that it's gonna help us to maintain our relation
07:56and we will stay strong forever.
08:05Okay, now you can turn around.
08:10Yay, Papaji!
08:15Sadhana actually put anklets on me,
08:18signifies the mother-in-law accepting me
08:22as her daughter-in-law.
08:24It's something I never thought would happen
08:27and it's all I've ever wanted.
08:34My foot is asleep.
08:36You are tied to me.
08:38I'm tied to you.
08:43My foot is asleep.
08:47Oh, I see, okay.
08:52Touch my mom's feet and dad's feet.
08:54Now?
08:55Yeah.
08:57From both hands.
08:58God bless you.
08:59God bless you.
09:00God bless you.
09:01May you live long, be happy, and prosper.
09:04May you live long, be happy, and prosper.
09:11We have some great news.
09:15We have decided to move in with you.
09:22Then we'll live together, we'll have a good time together.
09:26Yay! Here we come!
09:29This is something I used to just dream about it,
09:33just think about it, and it's actually happening.
09:36Maybe this is the way we can end up living together forever.
09:44It's going to be interesting, man.
09:46This is going to be a whole new life.
09:51Here we go.
09:52Yay!
09:58Yay!
10:19I'm Ashley, I'm 34, and I'm from Rochester, New York.
10:22I am Manuel, I'm 38 years old, and I live in Rochester, New York.
10:28We are headed to Houston, Texas,
10:30where I'm competing in a body transformation competition.
10:45Manuel and I first met when I took a trip to Ecuador on New Year's Eve.
10:49We were just too young, so I called it off.
10:52And 10 years later, we reconnected and we got engaged
10:56and started the K-1 visa process.
10:58Once he had it, Manuel came back to Rochester to be with me,
11:02and we got married.
11:04I love you, I adore you, I respect you.
11:16Ladies and gentlemen, it's with great honor and great privilege
11:18that I formally introduce you to Mr. and Mrs.
11:49We're going to add more drama, so you're walking and you're moving.
11:57Yes.
12:02Yes!
12:03I'm in Houston, Texas.
12:05It's the day before the competition,
12:07and I'm working with my coach a little bit on my posing.
12:11So you go there, flinch, rest, then you open up.
12:15The whole point of the competition is for women who've lost over 100 pounds
12:19to show off all the hard work they've done,
12:22the new body that they've built and that they've created,
12:25and to celebrate themselves.
12:27And that's what I'm here to do.
12:29OK, so now you can move that over.
12:31Pause here.
12:32So see when you set that foot out here,
12:35I want you to really swing to this glute.
12:39I decided to do the bodybuilding competition
12:42as a celebration of all the weight that I've lost,
12:45and I've lost 126 pounds.
12:48Like, holy cannoli!
12:50That's a whole human being.
12:52And then you press the right arm down.
12:55Pause, open up.
12:57And here, here, step.
13:00Boom, boom, boom.
13:04That needs to be quicker, right?
13:06And push back more.
13:08The point of posing is to show off your muscles
13:12in the most flattering position that works for you.
13:16OK, let's do it again.
13:18You see the bodybuilders doing the, like,
13:20urgh, urgh, urgh poses.
13:23That is a whole art form in and of itself.
13:26Like, one tiny mistake could be the difference
13:29between me placing in the top ten or me being in the bottom.
13:34Yay!
13:48Isn't she so beautiful?
13:50Oh, thank you.
13:52It's show day.
13:53It's show day.
13:54It's show day.
13:56We're in this piece.
13:58We're here at the hotel,
14:00We're here at the hotel,
14:02and my cousin has come all the way down to Texas
14:04to support me,
14:05and everything has led up to this moment.
14:07And I have, like, this weird, like,
14:09adrenaline and anxiety at the same time.
14:12Holy s***.
14:15Hola.
14:16Hi.
14:17Como estas?
14:18Muy bien, and you?
14:20Bien.
14:22Say hello, Jonathan.
14:25Jon, are you excited for show day?
14:27I'm excited for you to win.
14:29That's right, you're gonna f***ing win.
14:32It's good.
14:33Uh-oh.
14:34My wife, Gina, is okay.
14:37It's good.
14:38Yeah.
14:56It's just so f***ed up.
14:57I love myself.
14:58I love my body.
14:59I love how far I've come.
15:00Damn straight, I'm fine how I am.
15:16Wait.
15:17He said he wants a woman, not a man.
15:19The muscles.
15:20Oh.
15:21Uh-oh.
15:22My wife.
15:23Oh, my God.
15:29He's gonna be tripping today.
15:30Muscles are sexy.
15:31There's a good amount of women today.
15:33He's gonna see a lot of muscles.
15:35Mm-hmm.
15:36And he's also gonna see that muscles can be feminine.
15:40This is just absolutely ridiculous.
15:42It's petty.
15:43It's B.S.
15:44I've been working for months on this.
15:46It's just so f***ed up that Manuel's trying to put stuff
15:50in my head just before I go on stage
15:52for my bodybuilding competition.
15:54Too fast, I think.
15:59♪♪♪
16:08♪♪♪
16:18I'm on the way to my microblading appointment
16:22to do my brows.
16:24These eyebrows are all makeup,
16:26so I'm tired of not having brows.
16:29Um, so I'm really excited.
16:31My name's Tiffany.
16:32I'm 33, and I'm from Frederick, Maryland.
16:35I feel like I'm gonna struggle to find this place.
16:37And I'm out here taking a selfie video of myself.
16:41I look like a nerd.
16:49So cute.
16:50Oh, here it is.
16:51Okay, I'm here.
16:52I think I'm going into the right place.
16:56Oh, shoot.
16:58A little over seven years ago,
17:00I went on vacation to South Africa,
17:02and that's where I met my ex, Ronald.
17:05I just thought he was really cute.
17:07I thought he was cool.
17:08I thought he was funny.
17:09I was a single mom.
17:11I had Daniel.
17:12He was seven years old at the time.
17:14How are you?
17:15I'm good.
17:16Hello.
17:17Hello.
17:18Hello.
17:19As time went by, things got more serious,
17:22and we got married,
17:24and then I got pregnant with my daughter.
17:27But very soon after that,
17:29everything started going downhill.
17:31Know your place.
17:32I know my place.
17:33Your place is not on top of my head.
17:34You're used to a little bitch, right?
17:36These women here, maybe they're little bitches, right?
17:38They need to go to the kitchen and cook when you say,
17:40I'm not.
17:41I have nothing else to say to you.
17:43You think you're royalty.
17:45Go back to America.
17:46Remember that you said it.
17:48Here's your luggage.
17:49Go.
17:51We all make mistakes.
17:52But anyway, so that was it.
17:54I brought my two kids.
17:55I came back to America, and I was like,
17:57go f*** yourself.
18:00Hi.
18:01Hey, how are you?
18:02So excited.
18:03Oh, my gosh.
18:04It's so good to see you.
18:06Oh, my gosh.
18:07Are you freaking out right now?
18:08I'm freaking out a little bit.
18:09It's going to be beautiful, though.
18:11Yay.
18:12Let's get started.
18:13All right, cool.
18:14Awesome.
18:15When I separated from Ronald and came back to America,
18:18I remember feeling, like, burnt out.
18:20I think at that point I was weighing, like, 300 pounds.
18:24And I decided to schedule my weight loss surgery.
18:28I had the sleeve surgery about three years ago.
18:32I lost 100 pounds, and little by little
18:35started getting back my confidence,
18:37like, remembering, like, my personality even.
18:41So was there anything that you were actually
18:43getting your brows done for?
18:45Honestly, it's more just for me.
18:49Just for me, just because...
18:50I love that.
18:51I was married, and it was a terrible situation.
18:54I neglected myself completely, like, my hair, my face,
18:58my body, like, everything, the way I dressed.
19:00Like, I completely forgot who I was.
19:03But brows are a good beginning.
19:05Yes, it's my first step.
19:07So now are we ready to have a needle in the face?
19:10Yes.
19:11Oh, my God, okay.
19:12Okay, we're going to get started.
19:14I've not really been in any hurry to get back into dating
19:17just because my marriage kind of jaded my view on dating.
19:22If I were to end up with someone
19:24that did something similar to that, to me,
19:27I think I would feel like, hey, guess what?
19:30All this healing, everything you've done
19:32to work on yourself and do better,
19:34it really didn't work.
19:35You're still ending up back at square one.
19:37So I'm definitely scared, thinking about getting out there.
19:43Let's see.
19:44Let's see.
19:47Oh!
19:48Oh, my God.
19:50Yay!
19:51I feel like Tiffany again.
19:53Okay, yes, I'm so happy.
20:03Welcome to Addie Rose Cosmetics headquarters.
20:08Run by one crazy person.
20:12I am the everything department,
20:14so my little messy desk
20:17and all these things I need to go out today.
20:20Get these all packaged up,
20:22and I need to run them to the post office,
20:24and then I need to be here to make, like, breakfast,
20:27and it's Saturday.
20:28It's a busy day.
20:29It's supposed to be people's party day.
20:31For me, it's my hardest work day.
20:35Morning, puppy. How'd you sleep?
20:36Good.
20:37Aw.
20:38I'm going to make breakfast in a few minutes.
20:40Can you help me knock out these orders real quick?
20:42Sure.
20:43You just stuff the boxes, okay?
20:44Cool?
20:45Yeah.
20:46My son Daniel, he is 14 years old.
20:49He is in his first year of high school,
20:51which, honestly, as a mom,
20:52like, I'm having a hard time handling this,
20:54because I have a high schooler.
20:58He is so intelligent,
21:00and he's so kind and wonderful.
21:03So he's like a little old man,
21:04I'm not a teenager.
21:07How was the first week of school?
21:08It was good.
21:10Any girls you think are cute?
21:12Stop.
21:15What about you?
21:16Any guys?
21:17Any guys?
21:18Any guys you're interested in?
21:19What?
21:21I don't know.
21:22When do I go out to, like, hang out with anyone?
21:26Well, that's what happens.
21:28You just got to tell me.
21:30I got to tell you?
21:31Yeah.
21:32You got to make sure of me first.
21:33Oh, really?
21:35What, are you going to check them out first, make sure?
21:37Are you going to show up and say,
21:38what are your intents with my mom?
21:41Well, you just got to, like,
21:43you just got to take your time,
21:44because you never know, like,
21:46who that person will be,
21:47and you got to, like, see who that person truly is.
21:51Okay, but you're specifically thinking
21:53about that one experience, right?
21:55In South Africa.
21:56Not that one experience.
21:58It's just, actually, yeah.
22:02With Daniel, as much as I tried to hide it,
22:05he could see what I was going through.
22:07I was just trying to stay to make it work
22:09for the kids and for the marriage and for the family,
22:12and that was a big mistake,
22:13because now I'm traumatized.
22:14I'm scared to introduce anyone to my kids.
22:17It doesn't necessarily mean I jump into it.
22:19I did that that one time.
22:20I got married, I had a kid,
22:22and it was not a good situation,
22:25but because of that,
22:26I just stopped dating completely.
22:29Well, if you don't see red flags,
22:31or if you're just...
22:33Like I miss it?
22:34Yeah, if you miss red flags,
22:35I'm always there to point it out to you.
22:37You're the best.
22:38I keep trying to find the right person.
22:41My mom, she's been in a couple relationships,
22:44and I've helped her go through it.
22:46I want the best for her,
22:48so I do want her to find the right person
22:50that will make her happy.
22:51That's all I want for my mom.
22:54You know, there's a lot of, like, annoying people.
22:59I don't want to deal with it.
23:02I don't want to deal with it.
23:15Going to hang out with my besties.
23:18Third wheel it with these suckers.
23:21Hi.
23:23Your hair.
23:24Your hair's so long, it's freaky.
23:27My mom has now found love.
23:29My mom has been dating Greg
23:31for a couple of months,
23:32and even more luckily,
23:34her boyfriend has a pool,
23:35so I'm going to go spend some time
23:37with my mom and her boyfriend,
23:38and more importantly, the pool.
23:42You want one?
23:43Do I want one?
23:45There you go.
23:47Find me someone that goes to get my drinks
23:50and has a pool for the summer.
23:53I've been thinking about, like,
23:55potentially, you know,
23:58getting back out there
24:00and, like, go on a date with a guy, right?
24:03You know he's not a prom nugget anymore, so...
24:05Amazing.
24:06You don't need that.
24:07You got to get out a little bit,
24:09in order to actually...
24:10I'm just so focused.
24:12I'm so focused on my things.
24:13I don't want to neglect anything.
24:15You know, Greg and I made a dating app,
24:18so why can't you just try that out?
24:21I feel like it all works the same, though.
24:23It's all, you know, you match with people,
24:25and, like, the issues,
24:27I'm just kind of like, I don't know.
24:29I don't even get to know anyone.
24:30I'm already sick of them.
24:31Like, I swear to God, I swear to God!
24:35Yeah, but the thing is that you're taking,
24:37you're taking your possibility away
24:39by not meeting anyone,
24:41not going out, not doing anything.
24:43You're just going to keep passing you behind,
24:45and you're just going to be stuck there
24:47in that same position.
24:49You have to take chances.
24:52You got to make a little effort.
24:55Stop being the third wheel.
24:56Exactly.
24:57Oh, my God!
24:59High five, bye-bye, that one.
25:00I'm out of here.
25:03Seeing my mom find love is inspiring,
25:07and she's so happy.
25:08I definitely think I'm going to put myself back out there.
25:11I'm scared, but this is what I'm going to do,
25:13and I've made up my mind.
25:14I'm making it a priority to get out there,
25:17to start dating,
25:18to be okay with what might not work out,
25:21and hopefully I find the best man for me.
25:26Six months from now, okay?
25:27Okay.
25:28There will be a fourth wheel right here.
25:30Really?
25:31Mm-hmm.
25:32Oh, you guys want to go inside?
25:34Yeah.
25:35The mosquitoes are kicking my ass.
25:47They're supposed to be there.
25:48What do you need?
25:49The lanyard.
25:50They will not let you in without your lanyard.
25:53Just take deep, deep, deep breaths.
25:56We're going to find it.
25:58Manuel, are you even ready?
26:00No.
26:02He said no.
26:03This competition already has me on edge.
26:05I can't find my credentials.
26:07I'm running around here like a bat out of hell,
26:10and of course Manuel wants to start doing his big one
26:14and talk about how muscles aren't feminine
26:16and blah, blah, blah.
26:19No.
26:25This is just absolutely ridiculous,
26:27but I'm trying to stay calm
26:29and not lose my cool in front of everyone.
26:33Okay, guys, we found the lanyard.
26:37I was worried for a second that you weren't going to make it.
26:41You're so dramatic, I can't.
26:44Right.
26:45Oh, thank God.
26:46What?
26:47Thank God.
26:48I'm just talking to you.
26:49Oh.
26:50I'm going to take these out.
26:52No, they're in.
26:53Okay.
26:55Manuel!
26:56Oh, whoops.
26:57Why are we always waiting for my husband?
27:02Come on.
27:03Oh, my God.
27:04She's going to bite your head off.
27:05Good Lord, you better get in here.
27:13I have to, Manuel.
27:18Not this shit, not that.
27:21What did he say?
27:22I'm not going to say anything to her.
27:24Don't.
27:27Manuel's attitude is pissing me off.
27:30It's feeling really dismissive.
27:34He shouldn't have stayed home.
27:37Let me help you.
27:38Oh, great.
27:43Okay, now we're going to find somebody
27:45to find around this time at all.
27:50There's less than an hour before the competition begins,
27:52and I'm nervous as hell.
27:54We're on group one right now.
27:56So we're on group one, two, three, four.
27:59So, and there I am, 51.
28:02Okay, I'm going to change into the suit.
28:06And then we're going to practice.
28:08I'm not going to let him get in my head.
28:11I got this.
28:13I worked hard for this.
28:15And nobody's going to take this moment from me.
28:32You went over a couple seconds,
28:33but I don't think they'll push you off.
28:35But it was gorgeous.
28:36It was pretty?
28:37The flair is there.
28:38It's nice.
28:39It's nice.
28:47Are the titties in?
28:52You're right.
28:53It's a little bit.
28:54Yeah, push it in.
28:55Tuck it in.
28:57I'm getting so nervous right now.
28:59The butterflies are in full swing.
29:01They're in full sun.
29:03I'm getting so antsy.
29:04Yeah, I know.
29:05It's like, oh, this actually happened.
29:06I'm like, what's happening?
29:07Yeah.
29:08Holy cannoli.
29:10I'm about to go on stage in this teeny weeny little bikini
29:15in front of everybody.
29:33All right, everybody.
29:34Give it up for competitor number 51, Ashley Bellin.
29:37Ashley Bellin.
30:01Let's go.
30:02Let's go, Ashley.
30:08Yes!
30:10Yes!
30:11Take us higher.
30:37And now, the final result.
30:40We find out what happens.
30:46They are getting ready to announce the top 10 competitors.
30:49If I place in the top 10, then I'm automatically qualified
30:52for the championship competition.
30:56And 10th place from Women's Transformation Class B
30:59is competitor number 41.
31:01And 10th place from Women's Transformation Class B
31:04is competitor number 41.
31:10I want to continue bodybuilding for sure.
31:12I'm really falling in love with the sport.
31:14And if I don't make the top 10, that is a fear.
31:22Like, it's so much work.
31:28And so much dedication.
31:30And so much time.
31:33And so much energy.
31:35It's all just, like, happening right now.
31:39It all leads down to, like, this moment.
31:43And 9th place, we've got...
31:49competitor number 20.
31:50Make some noise if you can give it up.
31:54And 8th place...
31:57All right.
31:58Number 51, Ashley Davis.
32:15Oh, my God, I placed!
32:20I placed!
32:22I am blown away that I placed 8th
32:25and I qualify for the next event.
32:27Words cannot describe how happy I am right now.
32:49All right, I'm about to get waxed.
32:51Let's go.
32:55Hey, what's up?
32:57What's going on?
32:59Doing good, doing good.
33:01So where can I go in and...
33:03Are you getting something done today?
33:05Yeah, I'm getting something done today.
33:07Seriously?
33:08Yeah.
33:09My name is Cesar.
33:10I live in Jacksonville, North Carolina.
33:12And I am 52 years old.
33:14My 90-day journey started six years ago
33:17when I met Maria, this beautiful Ukrainian girl,
33:19on an international dating website.
33:26Maria and I dated for five years.
33:28Even though we never met,
33:30I knew Maria was the one that I wanted to marry.
33:33So I booked a plane ticket to Mexico,
33:35planning to propose to her,
33:37but she never showed up.
33:50After all that stuff that happened with Maria,
33:52I decided to go to Ukraine and find love.
33:55I met a beautiful girl named Alona,
33:57and we hit it off.
33:59Do you want to be my girlfriend?
34:04The plan was to get Alona to the U.S.
34:09But then shortly after I left,
34:11Russia invaded Ukraine.
34:14She wanted to support her country,
34:16and I understand that.
34:18And so she stayed in Ukraine,
34:20and now I'm single again,
34:22and I'm still searching for love.
34:24I didn't bring anything to...
34:26To change out?
34:27Yeah, to change out.
34:28Oh, guess what, Cesar?
34:32You got that?
34:34This is the only color.
34:36Oh, all right.
34:37I'm at the salon today to get my wax on
34:40because my friend Mike wants to set me up
34:42for a blind date.
34:44So when's the last time you actually went on a date
34:46with somebody in person?
34:48It's been about three and a half years ago.
34:50Would you be opposed if I set something up?
34:54Where we go in,
34:55and then they get in a group date.
34:57Yeah, all right.
34:59Okay.
35:00The double date is tomorrow,
35:02so I'm trying to be prepared as possible.
35:04I haven't had sex in 12 years,
35:06and, you know, I'm not really trying to chase it.
35:09I just need to be really, really prepared.
35:11You know?
35:12So that way, when I go in, I feel confident.
35:14You know, I'm not second-guessing myself.
35:16I can just be ready and just, you know,
35:18knock it right out the park.
35:20♪♪♪♪
35:24Lay down right here.
35:25Make yourself comfortable.
35:27All right.
35:29Oh, my God.
35:31Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
35:33Why are you doing this?
35:35My friends, they set me up with this blind date.
35:38So you haven't seen her at all?
35:41No, no, no, I haven't seen her at all.
35:43First of all, what are you doing?
35:45I already feel like it hurts already.
35:47I feel like it hurts already.
35:49CJ, you'll be okay.
35:50I feel like it hurts already.
35:52No, no, wait, wait.
35:53Hold Tammy's hand.
35:54Can you tell me before we get started?
35:56Yeah.
35:57Oh, no.
36:00I'm sweating already.
36:01Now, women, I can understand
36:03what you women go through every day for us men.
36:06Oh!
36:08Does that help?
36:09Yeah, no, not really.
36:11Oh, no, it helps.
36:14Oh!
36:17And I salute you women for doing that for us.
36:20All right.
36:22Okay?
36:26All right, babe.
36:27We are going to sit on this chair for your eyebrows, okay?
36:30Okay.
36:32When is this date you're gonna go on?
36:34Tomorrow.
36:35Oh, I'm excited about this date for you.
36:37Yeah, you know, I really appreciate it, you know?
36:41Just feel a little self-conscious, you know?
36:44All I've been doing is just staying in the house the whole time.
36:47I haven't been going anywhere, you know?
36:49Plus, I've been gaining more weight, you know?
36:52Just be yourself, Cesar.
36:54And even if it doesn't go well, keep on trying.
36:58I really just wish that I could just meet someone
37:01and have a wife,
37:03and I'm just really afraid that I'll never find love, you know?
37:07And I'm really afraid that this might be my last chance.
37:10I hope this will work out for you, though.
37:12Yeah.
37:15♪ I know I can love you, baby, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
37:20Go ahead and get my wallet.
37:22Get my phone.
37:24Turn this off.
37:27Right off of here.
37:31I'm going on a blind date tonight,
37:33and even though my friends Mike and Taryn are coming,
37:36I'm feeling really, really nervous.
37:39I've never been on a blind date before.
37:41I don't know anything about her,
37:43and she doesn't know anything about me,
37:45and what if we just don't like each other?
37:47I just really hope that this date goes well.
37:51So I'm getting ready for my blind date.
37:54Got my eye strips right here.
37:58Make sure I ain't got no eye bags.
38:01♪ Mic, mic, mic, mic, check who is this ♪
38:03♪ I get paid, these skills the business ♪
38:05♪ I rock clubs, yo, check my witness ♪
38:07♪ We break bread, we slip the biscuits ♪
38:10When you're looking good,
38:12you always got to make sure you have some cologne
38:15that'll be sitting there smelling like a bag of dirty laundry.
38:19Pop a couple of those on like that,
38:22and now like that, like that,
38:25and like this, fall into it.
38:28See how you collect this?
38:30All in.
38:32You can go. Ready to roll.
38:34♪♪
38:39Hey!
38:40Hey, what's going on?
38:41How you guys doing, man?
38:42What's up, man?
38:43Good to see you.
38:44You got the money.
38:49So, man, how you feeling about tonight?
38:52I'm sweating a little bit, you know.
38:56You just take it one step at a time, right?
38:59Hey!
39:00Hello.
39:01Hey.
39:02How are you guys doing?
39:03Good, how are you?
39:04Hey, how you doing?
39:05What's going on, man?
39:06What's up?
39:07Wonderful.
39:08Yeah, yeah.
39:09Hello, Desiree.
39:10Hi, nice to meet you.
39:11Nice to meet you.
39:12What are we doing here?
39:13We're doing surgery.
39:14That's cool.
39:15I like the tattoo.
39:17It's nice.
39:18I got a regular tattoo.
39:22Okay.
39:24Yeah, no, I haven't got that tattoo.
39:27I'm excited to be here.
39:28I haven't done something like this before, a blind date.
39:31So, we'll see how it goes.
39:37I have an electric bike.
39:38I ride that.
39:39And, you know, I play video games.
39:42You come to the barbecues at the house, right?
39:44Yeah, me and Mike, we hang out together.
39:46We're good friends.
39:47A little cornhole champ in the front yard.
39:49That's some cornhole back.
39:52I haven't played before.
39:53That's dumb.
39:56Yeah.
40:02I don't do dating apps anymore.
40:03I try to delete them.
40:04Oh, they're the worst.
40:05Yeah.
40:06Delete.
40:07They're the worst.
40:08Yeah, absolutely.
40:09What about you?
40:10Yeah, well, I had, like, a Japanese sex doll,
40:11and I had to wear it for, like, two big nights.
40:15All right, well, it's honesty.
40:16No, no, no.
40:17No, I'm just joking.
40:18It's true.
40:19It's true.
40:21I'm feeling a good vibe.
40:22I'm really hoping that she's feeling a good vibe
40:24because I would like to go on another date with her.
40:46I think he's hilarious.
40:47He's easy to talk to.
40:48He has very kind eyes.
40:50I most definitely would see Cesar again.
40:54What I'll do is I'll get your phone,
40:55and I'll put it back in.
40:58OK, thank you.
40:59That's so nice.
41:01Overall, I think the blind date went well.
41:06So what's next now is me going out on my second date,
41:11and I just can't wait to see what happens.
41:14Did you smell something?
41:15It's my cologne.
41:16You know, it has, like, pheromones in it.
41:19Go, Isabel.
41:20Go here.
41:21Go here.
41:23Yeah, yeah, yeah.
41:29Edward, this is why you can't get a girl.
41:31Why is there hair growing out of your nose?
41:33Yeah.
41:34It's life right here.
41:35It's any damn life.
41:37We've played.
41:39Let's go.
41:41I don't know anything about this place.
41:43I've never been here.
41:44What the fuck?
41:45What the fuck was that?
41:47OK, let's go.
41:48This is a first date.
41:50I'm going on my first blind date that I've ever been on,
41:52and I want to take her to a haunted house.
41:55It's dark.
41:56There's monsters jumping out at you.
41:59Who knows?
42:00She might end up in my arms.
42:01Here we go.
42:02It's going to get worse.
42:06This is my studio space.
42:08I decided to pursue comedy as a career.
42:11Got my little bar stool.
42:13And I have my microphone.
42:16I got booked for my first headlining show,
42:19and this is probably the most nervous I've ever been.
42:30I know he's trying to ruin my life again,
42:32and it's pretty usual because nothing is about him.
42:35I don't think he cares.
42:37I should be on this total high from being in Texas,
42:42being in the energy of all these amazing bodybuilders,
42:44all these amazing athletes,
42:46but I'm not because of the way that Manuel's been treating me.
42:50At this point, I don't know what I'm going to do about my marriage.
42:56I'm crying.
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