- 5/20/2025
90 Day Diaries - Season 6 Episode 1 -Dear Diary, Today Was Hard
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00:00♪♪
00:10Say hi. We're back.
00:12Let me grab this camera.
00:13Let's go, let's go.
00:15Hey, Stinney, what you doing, baby cake?
00:17I'm playing.
00:18Oh, my God.
00:19-♪ Must we go? ♪
00:21We got to go, go, go.
00:22We got things to do and people to see.
00:24-♪ Must we go? ♪
00:26-♪ Must we go? ♪
00:29Mommy.
00:31Today's a very big day.
00:32The boys are getting their first haircut.
00:34Come here.
00:36Mama, what's right here?
00:38Puppy tears.
00:41There's so much pressure to, like, be perfect
00:44and look perfect.
00:45Dating is not easy.
00:46I try to be confident, put my best foot forward,
00:48but there's something I'm hiding.
00:51The first night Pedro and I were ever intimate
00:54and he saw my body, he started to cry.
00:58-♪ Must we go? ♪
01:01I was working in a restaurant before this
01:04and I lost a job.
01:06As I'm not having a job right now,
01:08so if you were working, then we won't be struggling.
01:12When I came to India, you said that you would be
01:14the one handling the finances,
01:16so I don't want to be pressured into finding a job now.
01:22I propose that you go follow that.
01:28Are you s----- me?
01:31Oh, s----.
01:32Oh, s----.
01:34I think that you are not seeing things correctly.
01:40I'm getting very serious with being a pilot.
01:42I already put my two weeks notice in my job.
01:45You're going to quit your job,
01:47you're going to go to school, make zero dollars.
01:49Everything falls on me to carry
01:51with this whole family all the time.
01:52I'm just f***ing over it.
01:55Ziet has been acting so strange lately.
01:59Okay.
02:00Check his location.
02:02Oh my God, I swear to God, I'm gonna throw up.
02:05This is not f***ing happening.
02:08Oh.
02:14♪ My, my, my, look at so fly ♪
02:16♪ Give a girl a rockin' and she'll take it for a ride, like ♪
02:20♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
02:23Would you say that you like to be frozen
02:24or do you like a little bit of both?
02:26I like frozen.
02:27Frozen, okay.
02:28Go ahead and frown for me.
02:31Okay, relax.
02:33My name is Chantel.
02:34I'm 33 years old and I'm from Atlanta, Georgia.
02:39Relax.
02:41I have my dream job working as a nurse injector
02:44for Botox and filler at a beauty bar.
02:48Helping other people feel their best
02:50has also been a really good distraction
02:52from the really tough year that I've had.
02:57About eight years ago, I met my ex-husband
03:01and I had thought I found my person.
03:03I met Pedro in the Dominican Republic
03:06and after a couple of months, he proposed.
03:10So I brought him to the United States using the K-1 visa.
03:13And 90 days later, we were married.
03:18And then he started being mean.
03:20They're washing my chain,
03:21see how the clothes is stinky again.
03:23I'm tired.
03:25They're doing what?
03:26They're doing nothing?
03:28There was crazy amounts of drama
03:30between the family and Pedro.
03:33Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
03:34What'd you say to him?
03:35What are you talking about?
03:36Let's go.
03:37Let's go.
03:38Hey!
03:39Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
03:41Families couldn't get along.
03:44And after seven years, Pedro ultimately filed for divorce.
03:50I can't do this no more, for real.
03:53I was married.
03:55I had my career.
03:56I had a house.
03:59Everything that I ever thought that my life would be
04:02was ripped apart.
04:07But then, six months ago, on a trip to Greece,
04:10I had a very romantic fling.
04:18This is for you.
04:19Now, that's a surprise.
04:21Oh, my goodness.
04:22His name was Giannis.
04:24He was a tall, blue-eyed soccer player.
04:28And vanilla was a good flavor for me.
04:33I'm with the swirl, for sure.
04:36But when I got back to the United States,
04:39Giannis couldn't get past the fact that I was divorced,
04:42and we don't talk anymore.
04:44I do have a hard time just progressing a relationship,
04:47and sometimes I think it's me.
04:53It's hard.
04:54There's so much pressure on women
04:57to, like, be perfect and look perfect.
04:59Always.
05:00Getting older, I have to compete with the younger girls.
05:03Sure.
05:04So I love that I'm working here.
05:05I can get all the Botox and things I want.
05:08Right.
05:09Dating is not easy.
05:11I try to be confident and put my best foot forward,
05:13but maybe they sense that there's something I'm hiding.
05:22I've never spoken about this,
05:24but I have a really big insecurity.
05:28I mean, I've gone on dates before,
05:30and people who I've gotten intimate with,
05:33they've seen this imperfection on my body,
05:36and they act like it's not a big deal,
05:37but then I get ghosted the next day.
05:40It's something that I've dealt with my entire life.
05:49Let me show you my birthmark.
05:53I've been hiding it my entire life.
05:56I was in middle school.
05:59I think my shirt came up, and a boy saw it,
06:02and he thought it was disgusting,
06:05and he started making fun of me to his friends,
06:08and from that day forward, I would cover it up with makeup
06:11because I still wanted to show my stomach,
06:13but I was making sure that I would conceal it.
06:18I've tried peels.
06:19I've tried lasers.
06:20I've tried creams, everything.
06:26The first night Pedro and I were ever intimate,
06:29and he saw my body, he started to cry.
06:33In hindsight, I wonder if it's because
06:36he was going to be stuck with such a ugly body.
06:45That's how I feel.
06:51But now, in just a few days,
06:54I'm finally getting my birthmark removed
06:56by undergoing plastic surgery.
07:00It's kind of exciting because
07:02this could be the last time that I do this ever,
07:05and that's amazing.
07:06Okay, boobs are so big, can hardly see my stomach.
07:09Here we go.
07:11I have tons of makeup tricks,
07:13and I got really good at it, you know?
07:15For the most part, I kept all of my trauma and insecurities
07:20around my birthmark close to me,
07:22and I never explained it or shared it with anybody.
07:26Can you see it?
07:28A little bit, but is it as noticeable?
07:32Not as noticeable.
07:34And now, see the bottom of it,
07:37but you don't see the top of it, right?
07:39Isn't that crazy?
07:39It's like magic.
07:42Now, since I've showed you the magic,
07:45I'm having conflicting thoughts about,
07:49is it worth it, or should I just keep covering it?
07:52I'm just worried about everything you can imagine.
07:56Like, I'm scared it's going to move my vagina
07:58in the wrong place.
08:02Ugh.
08:10Okay.
08:12Let's go, Mom.
08:13Yes.
08:14Today, me, my mom, and my really close friend, Ashley,
08:18are loading up the car
08:19and traveling to my pre-op appointment.
08:21Thank you so much.
08:24Ready?
08:25I'm ready.
08:26I'm excited, I'm nervous.
08:28So now we're on the road,
08:30driving 110 miles, two hours, to Chattanooga.
08:35That's where my doctor is.
08:37I really trust these doctors
08:39because the work that they put out is so good,
08:41and I've worked alongside of all of them.
08:43I'm just nervous about how the scar is going to look
08:47because I want it to look better than my birthmark,
08:51not any worse.
08:53So I'm really worried about that.
08:55The fact that Chantel is getting rid of her birthmark,
08:59I feel a little bit emocionado.
09:05I'm kind of sad about it
09:07because I always thought it was so cute.
09:09It just reminded me of her.
09:12When I was born, what did you think
09:15when you saw me when I came out and I had that birthmark?
09:18Well, when I saw the birthmark,
09:20I was really happy because it was a birthmark.
09:25It was a perfect bunny.
09:28And then as you grew, the rabbit grew.
09:30I just thought it was cute.
09:32Look at it when you get a chance in the mirror.
09:35Oh my gosh.
09:36You have bunny rabbits when you were little?
09:38I have plenty.
09:39You did?
09:39You didn't think they were cute?
09:41I'm just letting you know that you think it's cute,
09:44but everybody doesn't think it's cute.
09:46I mean, those are called trolls.
09:48Right.
09:48And haters.
09:49Don't forget haters when they come.
09:51Right, haters.
09:55Some of you guys might think it's not that bad,
09:58but I think it's not that bad.
10:00See, ear, nose, tail, bunny rabbit.
10:06I never thought that it was cute.
10:08I never thought it looked like bunny.
10:09I thought it looked like a big blob on my skin.
10:13All right, here we are.
10:17I'm putting my full trust in Dr. Deal
10:20to remove this birthmark from my body for good.
10:25All right.
10:26Hello, doctor.
10:27Hey, good to see you.
10:29I just have a lot of questions.
10:30Sure.
10:33All right, so let's talk.
10:35All right, so I know we've had a chance
10:36to talk a little bit about this before,
10:37but it's not necessarily something
10:39that can be really lasered off, okay?
10:42It happens to be in a good location
10:45to cut it off close to where we would do a little mini tuck.
10:48Not that you need a mini tuck, okay?
10:51So stand up for me and I'll show you where I'm talking.
10:53Okay.
10:54So the challenge with any kind of a birthmark
10:57is that if we cut it out, just like a little ellipse,
11:02then we could get rid of it.
11:03But if we get rid of it like this, right?
11:06You're gonna see that it looks a little too tight
11:09and a little too puckered.
11:10Okay, well, at the same time, if we cut it out,
11:13we also liposuction you, then we'll create loose skin.
11:17Then we can also do the mini tuck.
11:19And I think we're gonna get about that much,
11:21leaving just a little bit of it here.
11:23So basically the bunny's ears.
11:24So if this is a little bunny here,
11:27it looks like the bunny ears will be left.
11:29The bunny ears?
11:30Yeah.
11:31All right.
11:32Abracadabra.
11:33Dr. Dill tells me that I'll need liposuction
11:36to reduce the scarring,
11:37and also that he might not be able to get rid
11:40of the entire birthmark.
11:42Let's be honest,
11:43I really want the entire birthmark removed.
11:46Now this will look more like a little C-section scar,
11:48which will look very natural out and about,
11:50just like anyone else.
11:51So there won't be any explaining?
11:53Yeah.
11:54All right.
11:55What if the scar is worse than the birthmark?
11:58Am I trading one insecurity for another?
12:01It's scary.
12:03You're always welcome to say
12:04that you're not ready to do this.
12:06Okay.
12:08I have all kinds of fears going through my head
12:11about infection, necrosis, nerve damage,
12:16all the way down to death.
12:18I'm really having this inner turmoil
12:21about whether I'm making the right decision or not.
12:23You ready to do this?
12:24Yes.
12:33You can live a life so fabulous,
12:35all day, all day, so fabulous,
12:38with the one you love so fabulous,
12:40with the one you trust so fabulous.
12:43So it ends at the doctor.
12:45I'm gonna make her a nice...
12:48So when she come home, she'll be good.
12:52She's pretty good.
12:54I'm back.
12:56Going up.
12:57That look good.
12:59You want some?
13:02Hey, Stani, what you doing, baby?
13:05I play.
13:06Oh my God.
13:10My name is Robin, I'm 46 years old.
13:1347.
13:1447, all right.
13:15Hey, my name is Robin, I'm 47 years old.
13:17I'm so old, I don't even know how old I am.
13:20I live in Florida, I'm married to the beautiful Annie.
13:26Hi, my name is Annie, I am 25 years old.
13:29But I don't have to tell you my age,
13:30because don't ask for that.
13:32Because I look so young, I don't have wrinkles,
13:34I don't have boobs, okay?
13:35Okay, I'm 25.
13:42I have six kids in total, four adults,
13:45two little ones, Bryson, who is nine,
13:49and Leah, who is three, going on 18.
13:55Yeah, I like that, I like that.
13:58I met Annie over social media,
14:00and I decided to take a trip out to the Dominican Republic.
14:04Had a great time, and...
14:07You was with her for eight hours, who was that?
14:09Yeah, hey, it was fun, though.
14:11I was feeling nice, but I knew what I was doing,
14:13so I proposed to you.
14:15You said yes, because you knew what time you want,
14:17you know?
14:18I need that American beef.
14:19Yeah, that you didn't cut.
14:21Yeah, ready.
14:24I decided to apply for the K-1 visa.
14:27After three months, I get pregnant,
14:30I have a Leah, and I'll be princess to the house.
14:33Keep pushing, keep pushing, keep pushing.
14:37Up, baby out.
14:44Our baby is here.
14:46And if you thought I was getting a vasectomy, hell no.
14:50Psych!
14:51Here's my baby right here,
14:52that'll be born in the oven right now.
14:55After this baby, you're going to have sex.
14:58I'm not going to have a vasectomy, Annie.
14:59You don't have a vasectomy, and you're going to be single.
15:02I have one.
15:03Because I already, this baby and Leah, done.
15:08I was born with nuts, and I'm going to die with nuts.
15:11Yes.
15:12I don't know.
15:13But no way.
15:14Let me check this out.
15:15No, stop.
15:17You can see.
15:18You see, you're cheating.
15:19Basketball.
15:20I don't know nothing about that.
15:21Oh, it's a baby.
15:24Let me stop.
15:24Don't look at it.
15:26I have a gender review letter,
15:28and I want to give the envelope to my friends,
15:31and we can do a gender review surprise.
15:34I'm going to give it to my friends,
15:36and I'm going to give it to my friends,
15:37and I'm going to give it to my friends,
15:39and I'm going to give it to my friends,
15:40and we're going to do a gender review surprise
15:42with the family.
15:43Everybody's going to be happy.
15:45I'm going to throw a stone.
15:47Annie, I can find it.
15:48I'll find it.
15:49You don't know everything in this house.
15:51So I do.
15:52You don't.
15:53I know everything.
15:54I'm going to hide it from you.
15:56I will save some.
15:57Having another baby ends up less.
15:59But everything that's been going on in our life
16:05for the last past couple of years, it's been rocky.
16:08You know, everything wasn't glory.
16:11Everything is not sunny days, I would say.
16:14Yeah.
16:21This is the visiting room.
16:23In this room, I have my baby's stuff,
16:27everything he used when he was here.
16:33I get pregnant with Aaliyah.
16:35And six months after I get pregnant with my son,
16:38Adriel was a big baby.
16:41He was like a prince with beautiful cheeks.
16:45He was very close to me.
16:47Sometimes he's sleeping in my chest the whole night.
16:50But after a month, they told me he was sick.
16:58Of a heart sick heart.
17:03Please help me come in this room.
17:05More memories.
17:08Ah.
17:26Adriel, our son only lived for seven months.
17:39Hey.
17:42You all right?
17:43You all right?
18:07Looking at his stuff, it's just like, when I look at it,
18:12I see him using it.
18:15You know?
18:16I don't, I'm different.
18:21Why are you different?
18:25I just don't like talking about certain things in life.
18:29You know, like losing my mother, then my brother,
18:33then my son, and parts of me that's torn.
18:40So I just try to push pain to the back of my mind
18:44so I don't have to focus and think about it.
18:47But you know what?
18:49My children helped me get through it.
18:53It's just, it's unfair.
18:56It's unfair.
18:57And that's all I really got to say.
19:01That's it.
19:02That's what I want to be going about.
19:05I don't want my baby to feel like I'm going to forget him.
19:08Ain't nobody said you are.
19:10Nobody said you are, right?
19:12Ain't nobody's forgetting you.
19:15Boy, when I forget him, I just have to talk.
19:18Because sometimes I don't like to talk.
19:20Well, excuse me to talk, because when you don't talk,
19:22you put more pressure on your heart.
19:25Sometimes I just want to hide away in the room.
19:28All right.
19:29I dig it.
19:30And I get it.
19:31I get it.
19:33I get it.
19:36Our baby will always be with us.
19:40Here, here.
19:43All right?
19:46All right, let's get out of this room.
19:52Come on.
19:53Come on, Golda.
20:31OK.
20:32I want to give everyone an apartment tour.
20:35Let's take a look.
20:36So these are our security gates.
20:39You enter the apartment, and we find Smith unpacking.
20:46This is the living area.
20:48We have a cute little chandelier up there.
20:51Isn't that cute?
20:53Hi, I'm Jenny.
20:54I'm 65 years old.
20:55I'm from California.
20:57But now I live in India with my husband, Smith.
21:00I'm Smith.
21:01I'm 36 years old.
21:04We recently moved to a new and very nice apartment.
21:07Yeah, that's a big upgrade from our old house.
21:11Yeah, I know where I want to put these.
21:14OK.
21:18There.
21:18I think they look good down there.
21:20Yeah.
21:21What do you think?
21:22Do they look good over here?
21:23No, I don't think my cup will look good over there.
21:27That's nice.
21:27Why would a cup be up there on the shelf?
21:29Here.
21:30Here.
21:31I'm going to take this cup and put it over here
21:34with the coffee cups, OK?
21:37OK, so you want to keep it there?
21:38I think it's looking nice over there, shiny.
21:41A cup doesn't go there.
21:44Jenny and I met on social media.
21:46I was using a different name, pretending to be Michael Jones.
21:51I found Michael Jones to be really hot.
21:55Later on, I come clean and told Jenny that I'm Smith.
21:58Of course, I was surprised and shocked.
22:00But I already loved him, so at least he told me the truth.
22:04So our relationship just continued on as it had been.
22:08I eventually moved to India so we can get married.
22:12We have an age gap of 30 years.
22:15The age difference never bothered us.
22:17Yeah, it never bothered us.
22:18Like, I like older women as they were
22:22calmer than the younger one, more mature.
22:26And they know a lot of things, especially in bed.
22:30Yeah, he's right.
22:32But we had a big issue with my family,
22:34especially with my mom.
22:51Even though my parents didn't give us blessings,
22:54I realized that if I love someone
22:56and this is the person I want to live my life with,
22:59I think I should go ahead and, like, just get married.
23:06In order to, like, be in a perfect marriage,
23:10the man should just listen and say yes,
23:14never say no, and keep saying sorry.
23:16Stop it.
23:18Well, here's the kitchen.
23:21Isn't it nice compared to the kitchen we had in the house?
23:25We moved because the place we were living earlier,
23:28the rent was getting higher and higher.
23:30The house was getting older.
23:31Yeah.
23:32Now we moved to a gated society, more secure.
23:35If you want to go to a salon, a pharmacy, a food store,
23:39a grocery store, even a gym, everything
23:41is inside the gated society.
23:43So Jenny even don't need to leave.
23:46And here's our bedroom, and it's nice and cool in here.
23:51See?
23:53We also have a balcony.
23:59But money is a problem.
24:01I was working in a restaurant before this,
24:04and I lost a job.
24:07So the facility is expensive.
24:09In order to pay for the rent and other stuff,
24:12I need to get a job.
24:14I don't want to lose this apartment.
24:16Like, this is what Jenny always wanted,
24:18more safety and security.
24:21So I need to go out and work.
24:24And you will.
24:24You'll find something.
24:27All right.
24:32I'm trying to be more independent.
24:35So I decided I'm going to take a tuk-tuk.
24:39Well, an auto.
24:40We call them autos here.
24:42To the mall.
24:45My first auto ride by myself.
24:48Hello, Venice Mall.
24:51I've been in India for five years,
24:53and basically, Sumit is the only person
24:56that I interact with.
24:58But recently, I've grown close to someone else.
25:02And today, we're going shopping.
25:08There she is.
25:09Hello, Jenny.
25:11Hi, look who I have here.
25:13I'm good.
25:14How are you?
25:15How are you?
25:15I'm good, too.
25:16I'm good, too.
25:18You're good?
25:19Yes, I'm good.
25:21You want to go shopping?
25:23Yes.
25:24To my absolute shock, I've become
25:27best friends with Sumit's mom.
25:29I never thought that she would accept me as a friend.
25:46After Sumit's mom disowned him, I told him,
25:49don't give up hope.
25:51So we kept trying to reach out until she finally realized
25:54that I wasn't going anywhere and that I
25:57truly do love her son.
25:59Over the last 15 months or so, we've slowly
26:02gotten to know each other.
26:04I finally have a friend.
26:08This is my mommy-gee.
26:09Mommy.
26:10My mommy-gee.
26:11Jenny-gee.
26:13Jenny-gee.
26:21Jenny.
26:29Let's go jewelry.
26:30Jewelry?
26:31Jewelry.
26:32You want to go jewelry?
26:34She can't understand me, but I'll talk to her anyway.
26:44These are pretty.
26:45Match your dress.
26:46See purple?
26:48Purple?
26:49Even though I don't speak Hindi and Sadhana
26:51doesn't speak English, we're still
26:53able to communicate just with some words that we both know.
26:58And honestly, it might be for the best
27:01that we don't know what the other person
27:03is saying all the time.
27:05If it doesn't fit me, can I bring it back to you?
27:08OK.
27:09Yay.
27:10Jumping.
27:11Jumping success.
27:12Success.
27:18Hello.
27:18Hi, ma'am.
27:19Ma'am, I'm looking for a job for a chef.
27:23Hello.
27:24Hi, sir.
27:25My name is Satyajit.
27:27Here I'm looking for a job.
27:28I'm looking for a chef job.
27:31I'm trying my best to get a job, but anyone I talk to,
27:34they want a trained chef.
27:36And I'm not.
27:37They want somebody who can cook any kind of dish,
27:40and I mainly cook Indian dishes.
27:56I'm the man of the house.
27:58I'm supposed to provide to the family,
28:00and Jenny is finally happy in the new apartment.
28:03But if I can't get the job, then we might lose everything.
28:11Yay.
28:12It's the minute we found him.
28:14She found her son, and I found my husband.
28:17Hey, Jenny.
28:18Yay.
28:20So today we are in Lodhi Garden.
28:23It's one of the spots we love to go to for picnics
28:25and, you know, to hang around.
28:28Oh, you can see a bunch of parrots.
28:29Oh, my god.
28:34Nothing better than a nice, sunny day.
28:38Nothing better than a nice, hot walk in the park.
28:42Yeah.
28:52Everybody, I'm going.
28:56Jenny now grew from most hated person
28:59to most loved daughter-in-law for my mother.
29:05How was your day?
29:08I'm so frustrated, but I didn't get a job.
29:11Oh, no.
29:16Wow.
29:24A few days ago, I met with my sister-in-law
29:26to explore change in career.
29:29I started my own marketing company,
29:34so you are most welcome to be a part of it.
29:37What would be my position?
29:39As of now, it will be an intern.
29:41To be very honest, we can give you around $15,000 a month.
29:46The thing is, as you know, that my rent
29:49is way higher than this.
29:53I really appreciate my sister-in-law's offer,
29:56but I can't start over as an intern age of 35.
30:00And what they're offering, it's not even covered my rent.
30:04Now what?
30:05What's your plan now for a job?
30:08I might need your help in order to pay some bills
30:12and utility and all that.
30:16You mean, like, you want me to try
30:17to go back to work, too, also?
30:20Find a job?
30:20If you can, then it will be very helpful for our family,
30:25like, for both of us.
30:36He's saying, as I'm not having a job right now,
30:40so if you were working, then we won't be struggling.
30:46All that stuff.
30:49You know I'm retired, and now you're
30:51wanting me to find a job?
30:54When I came to India, you said that you would be the one
30:56handling the finances.
30:58So I don't want to be pressured into finding a job now.
31:01Yeah, I know that.
31:03I don't want to pressure you.
31:04And if you're not going to work, then maybe you're
31:06going to lose this apartment.
31:08Well, then you better figure out something.
31:10I'm sorry.
31:38Cha-cho.
31:40Chantel, wake up, rise, and shine.
31:45It's the day.
31:46Today is the day.
31:47Today is the day that I get my new body.
31:51My name is Chantel.
31:52I'm 33 years old, and I'm from Atlanta, Georgia.
31:56And today, I'm having surgery to remove the birth
31:59mark on my lower stomach.
32:01At the end of the day, plastic surgery is surgery,
32:04and there are risks, even down to death.
32:07But it's still a big insecurity for me.
32:11So I want to just remove my birth mark
32:14and move on with my life.
32:18What you got going on?
32:18All this medicine for when I wake up.
32:21Woo.
32:23When I was younger, I was made fun of for it,
32:25and it's a childhood trauma for me.
32:29So if I could just take away that anxiety that I have,
32:34that would be good for me.
32:36And I think that maybe I'll have better luck dating.
32:39Mom, let's go.
32:45All right.
32:45Go.
32:50Are you getting the jitters?
32:52I'm getting jittery.
32:54I am getting jittery.
32:57Well, it's normal.
32:59Yeah.
33:00Just breathe.
33:01My mom's, like, so sentimental about it.
33:03She says it looks like a bunny, and it's
33:05what makes me unique.
33:06And it's, like, you know, all the cute things
33:08that parents say about their kids, and their bodies,
33:10and their birthmarks.
33:11And for me, it's something that I've hated my whole life.
33:17All right.
33:18So I'm 1,000% sure that I want this gone.
33:24All right.
33:25Ready?
33:26Yes.
33:27Team, I believe, is ready.
33:28So send out the whistle.
33:30Let them know it's time, OK?
33:32All right. I got you.
33:33Let's get you back, girl.
33:34OK.
33:35All right.
33:36All right.
33:37All right.
33:38I love you.
33:39And I can't wait to meet the new you.
33:41See you when you get out.
33:42See you.
33:43You'll be fine.
33:44Bon voyage.
33:46Bring me a souvenir.
33:48Bring me a souvenir, then, from Jamaica.
33:50OK.
33:52That's what I told them I was going to think about.
33:54When I go into the OR, I tell everybody
33:57I'm going to go to Jamaica when they put me under anesthesia.
34:02Bye now.
34:05All right, Chantel.
34:06You're going to get real sleepy now, OK?
34:09We'll take good care of you.
34:10We'll see you in recovery.
34:12Have a good nap.
34:27I went to Starbucks of all places.
34:31What is this?
34:34Was the Starbucks in Jamaica?
34:37No.
34:38It was Starbucks, like, here.
34:45Hi.
34:46Hi, Mom.
34:46Hi.
34:47You look great.
34:48Yeah.
34:49One, two, three.
34:52Oh, you can do it.
34:54New ways to do this.
34:56Yeah, who dis?
35:02OK.
35:03So I'm back at the hotel.
35:09This is my drain.
35:11I don't really even know where it's coming from, actually,
35:16right now.
35:17And honestly, I don't care.
35:21But I am wearing an adult diaper to make it easier
35:24to go to the bathroom.
35:26I'm so, so sore.
35:30It hurts so bad.
35:40Which floor are we going to?
35:41It's two, right?
35:42Two.
35:42Yeah, second floor.
35:44I'm headed back to the doctor for my first post-op
35:47appointment.
35:48And I can't wait to see my body for the very first time.
35:52We're going to go all the way straight back.
35:53We're going to go ahead and get you in a room, OK?
35:56The last time I talked to Dr. Diehl,
35:58he told me that he wasn't sure if he
36:00could remove the entire thing.
36:02So I'm nervous to see how much of my birthmark
36:05is actually removed.
36:08All right.
36:08I'm going to sit you down.
36:09Bye.
36:10I'm going to kind of take this off your arm here, OK?
36:18Wow.
36:20I'm so happy.
36:21Girl.
36:22Girl.
36:23All right.
36:23My entire birthmark is gone.
36:26I am so happy.
36:29Even though I've endured so much pain with the surgery,
36:33it's 1,000% worth it for me.
36:35Do you see what I'm looking at?
36:37Look at that.
36:38You see what I'm saying?
36:39Wow.
36:40I feel so confident.
36:43I can't wait to put on the tiniest bikini that I can find.
36:48And I'm so happy.
36:50I can't wait to put on the tiniest bikini that I can find
36:55and go skinny dipping and show my beautiful banging bod.
37:01Dating is not easy.
37:02And I know that it's still going to be hard.
37:05But I can finally feel comfortable in my own skin.
37:09And I know that this is going to help me with my dating life.
37:13Thank you so much.
37:14You're really welcome.
37:15It's a great day to be alive.
37:20So this is my new waist.
37:25My scar is looking great.
37:27I have a little bit of stitches that need to dissolve here
37:30still, but there's no bunniers.
37:35This is the new me.
37:51It's a great day to get the bang.
37:53It's your boy, Bryson.
37:54It's his sister.
37:56We're going to park right now.
37:57We're going to see what kind of gender it is.
37:59If it's a female or a male.
38:03Bryson, say boy or girl.
38:05Boy.
38:08Yeah.
38:09Yeah.
38:10Yeah.
38:11Yeah.
38:13Yeah.
38:14Yeah.
38:21My name is Robert.
38:22I met Annie over social media.
38:24And I decided to take a trip out to the Dominican Republic.
38:28And it was a paradise that I brought back home with me.
38:32Yeah.
38:34Now, I have five months pregnant.
38:37I am drinking pill control.
38:39I am pregnant.
38:40Robert is super mad about this birth.
38:46Oh, we're here, guys.
38:47Are you ready?
38:49Yay.
38:51Y'all ready?
38:52Come on, let's go, team.
38:54Today's the day of the gender reveal.
38:57I'm not team boy.
38:58I'm not team girl.
39:00I'm just team happy, healthy baby.
39:03And that's it.
39:05Hello.
39:09We invite to our gender review my friend Cynthia and her husband, Javier, and her daughter,
39:15Zoe.
39:16She told me she had everything prepared for the gender.
39:19And they're going to be waiting for us with a surprise.
39:23And we're excited.
39:25OK, so I just want to mention something real quick.
39:27I picked this piñata, a rainbow piñata, because after you have a loss, a baby loss,
39:33your next baby is going to be a baby rainbow.
39:35Oh, yeah.
39:37OK.
39:41OK, and we're going to use him as a tree to hit the piñata.
39:46Oh, ready to pop.
39:48It's been difficult to be exciting with everything I've gone through in my life.
39:52In the last two years, but after that loss, it's like this kid's going to be a bliss.
40:05One, two, three.
40:17Yeah.
40:21It was very exciting to see the blue candy fall out.
40:24Hit it.
40:25It was blue, you know.
40:26But I really just want a happy, healthy baby.
40:30And his name is...
40:36Don't stop.
40:38Pick it all up.
40:39Pick it all up.
40:42I'm so excited because it's a boy.
40:44My baby boy.
40:45And if you think I'm going to have a boy, well, I'm going to have my prince boy.
40:51My wife expresses herself different from me.
40:54She talks about her pain.
40:56She cries.
40:57She lets it out.
40:59With me, I ignore it.
41:01I put it on the shelf.
41:03But I'm going to talk about my pain a little more going forward.
41:08You can't replace a child you lost with a new child.
41:12Deidre will always live in my heart, I mean.
41:17So, it's going to be a love that's going to be a lot.
41:21We're going to have three boys and two girls.
41:24Imagine five kids.
41:26Five kids?
41:26No, just three.
41:31One, two, three.
41:34Edward, this can't get girl.
41:36Why is there hair growing out of your nose?
41:38Girl, listen.
41:40Try to get her coordinated.
41:41Get some body awareness.
41:42A little bit of strength.
41:43Uh-oh.
41:44Ready to begin?
41:46Tuck it in.
41:47I decided to do the bodybuilding competition as a celebration of all the weight that I've lost.
41:53And I'm about to go on stage in this teeny weeny little bikini in front of everybody.
42:04I would have a threesome with two girls.
42:07No penis involved is too much.
42:09It's exciting to get out there and talk to women and explore my body size.
42:15Lord, I pray that you reward me with a wonderful,
42:17smart woman that can bring me closer to God.
42:20What's happening?
42:22The guy's getting engaged!
42:24Oh my God!
42:26What on heaven's sakes is going on with your head?
42:31I'm moving back to the East Coast.
42:33How are you going to tell your mom?
42:35Telling my mom that I'm planning on leaving California
42:38is not going to be an easy conversation.
42:41So what's going on?
42:42Because you said you wanted to talk to me.
42:45Yeah.
42:46What?
42:48This way.
42:49Go back to mom on that way.
42:51Let's go inside the mom.
42:53The past few months, Olga and I haven't been seeing eye to eye too much.
42:57I don't see a reason for me to stay in New York.
43:01So, like, we're just going to move forward with the separation?
43:05You look nervous.
43:06This whole thing is just awkward.
43:09We're on our way to meet Zied's friend for dinner.
43:11I could very well be meeting the woman that my husband is having an affair with.
43:16So I don't know if Zied told you guys why we're here or not.
43:20I'm going to get to the bottom of this.
43:22Tell me what is going on with my husband.
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