- 5/20/2025
90 Day Diaries - Season 6 Episode 9 -Dear Diary, Where Is My Dream Girl?
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00:00One, two, three, boom, boom.
00:13I'm going to be wearing this.
00:15Wow, baby.
00:17Guys, this is my house.
00:19Come with me.
00:21I don't think I'm going to be here that much longer.
00:23I think I'm going back to the East Coast.
00:25How are you going to tell your mom?
00:27I wouldn't go.
00:28Telling my mom that I'm planning on leaving California
00:32is not going to be an easy conversation.
00:35So what's going on?
00:36Because you said you wanted to talk to me.
00:38Yeah.
00:40What?
00:42You are searching job.
00:44Why don't you come and stay together with us?
00:46I would love to do that.
00:49Why did you agree to move in with your parents?
00:53I'm old enough, and I don't want to live by anyone
00:56else's house rules but my own.
00:59I don't know, it's something we need to think about.
01:02Did you have a fun time, buddy?
01:04Let me go ahead and get us a car home,
01:07or a car back to mama for you.
01:11Olga and I have always had a little bit
01:12of a tense relationship.
01:14And the past few months, we really haven't
01:16been seeing eye to eye too much.
01:18I don't see a reason for me to stay in New York.
01:22So, we're just going to move forward with the separation.
01:44Baby, coffee.
01:47Yay.
01:48I want to show you something.
01:53I'm going to be wearing this.
01:55Wow, baby.
01:56You're going to be looking as beautiful as you
01:59were looking on your wedding day.
02:04Hi, I'm Jenny.
02:05I'm 65 years old.
02:07I'm from California.
02:09But now I live in India with my husband, Smith.
02:12Hi, my name is Smith, and I'm living
02:15in India with my wife, Jenny.
02:18Our three-year wedding anniversary is coming up,
02:21and we are renewing our vows.
02:24For you, I have picked out this.
02:27So, it's either going to be this one or this one.
02:32I think red one is better.
02:33OK.
02:34Well, then this is what you're going
02:35to be wearing to marry me again.
02:38Yeah.
02:39When I first met Smith, we started talking online.
02:43Soon after that, I was falling in love with him.
02:47We had a plan that Jenny will come to India,
02:49we'll get married.
02:50But my parents cannot accept Jenny and I age gap of 30 years.
03:13When you went ahead and got married without my parents
03:16permission.
03:21After being married for three years,
03:23Smith's parents finally accept our relationship.
03:27And now we all get along.
03:31You excited to go to my parents' house?
03:33Well, I have mixed feelings about it.
03:35Like, I'm kind of excited, but then I'm kind of nervous,
03:38too, at the same time.
03:46A temple nearby their house.
03:49We are headed there now.
03:51My parents don't have any idea that we're going
03:54to renew our marriage vows.
04:05How are we going to tell your parents?
04:07Yeah.
04:08Like they say, you always hide things from us.
04:12I hope that they're happy for us.
04:15And to be there, and to be included this time.
04:21Smith wanted to keep the marriage vow renewal a surprise
04:24from his parents.
04:26But I'm nervous to tell them.
04:34Jenny's a hugger.
04:36Hi, so happy to see you guys.
04:39I'm nervous to tell his parents about the vow renewal,
04:42just because they just recently have accepted me as his wife.
04:47And I'm just afraid that it's going to remind her
04:50of that dark period in our life.
04:53OK, get freshened up, and calm down.
04:56OK.
04:56We'll see you downstairs.
04:58Maybe it'll backfire, and they'll unaccept me.
05:01I don't know.
05:02That's what's going on in my head, anyway.
05:05Very good, huh?
05:06It's good, huh?
05:09You know, our third year wedding anniversary is coming up.
05:13We're going to do a ceremony for a vow renewal.
05:16It's going to be like getting married again, all over again.
05:19We would love to have you guys come, because you weren't
05:23with us the first time.
05:25So we would like to invite you to come.
05:28I'm so excited.
05:29I can't wait.
05:30I can't wait.
05:30I can't wait.
05:31I can't wait.
05:32I can't wait.
05:33I can't wait.
05:34I can't wait for you to come.
05:40We'll come.
05:42Sure.
05:43OK.
05:47Yay.
05:48I'm excited.
06:04Exciting time is coming.
06:11Exciting time is coming.
06:12Exciting time is coming.
06:26Wow.
06:27Jenny?
06:30Hi.
06:32Yeah.
06:32Wow.
06:33I don't need any of the good, so what?
06:36You're welcome.
06:38So you are searching job.
06:41Have you got any offer?
06:44I haven't got any offer, because I'm looking for a job,
06:48mainly as a chef.
06:52We moved into a nicer apartment.
06:55But when we moved into the new place, same time,
06:58I lose my job.
07:00And I'm trying my best.
07:01But nobody wants to hire untrained chef.
07:05We've had to dig into our savings
07:07to pay for our power renewal.
07:09But that money, is it going to last forever?
07:12Cement needs to find work, or we're screwed.
07:16We're screwed.
07:20Whatever offer I got, like, they are just
07:24hardly paying $10,000, $15,000, which is not even $200.
07:30Why don't you come and stay together with us?
07:38It will cut so many costs.
07:44Moving here is going to be a big help for us,
07:47because you're not going to charge us for any rent.
07:50So I would love to do that.
07:56Why did you agree to move in with your parents
07:58without even discussing it with me?
08:01We can't afford to live on our own until I get a job.
08:05I'm old enough, and I don't want to live by anyone else's
08:08house rules but my own.
08:13This conversation isn't over.
08:18It's a dream coming true.
08:21I don't know.
08:22It's something we need to think about.
08:29That's why we fly so high.
08:32We sit on top of the world.
08:33You ready for the skate park?
08:35Let's go.
08:35Yeah, let's go.
08:38My name is Steven.
08:39I'm 26.
08:40I'm from Bowie, Maryland, but I've
08:41been living in New York for the past two and a half years
08:44with my wife and two kids.
08:46You want to try the drop-in?
08:48OK.
08:48Oh, no.
08:52Living in New York with two kids is quite an adventure,
08:54I'll say, but overall, it's a great experience.
08:57But overall, it's a fun experience.
09:00I love how every day is kind of a little different.
09:03Bend your knees.
09:05There you go.
09:09Basically, yeah.
09:11My 90-day journey began seven years ago.
09:14I met Olga in the summer of 2017.
09:17We just had a summer fling.
09:19But then two days before she was supposed
09:22to go back home to Russia, we had
09:23found out that she was pregnant.
09:25I can't stop smiling.
09:28I had ended up going to Russia by myself
09:30just a week before our son was born.
09:32And while I was in Russia, we ended up
09:34applying for the K-1 visa.
09:37And two and a half years ago, our family grew to four
09:39with Laila being born.
09:44Did you have a fun time, buddy?
09:46Yeah?
09:46Yeah.
09:47I'm going to call a car, or you want to take the bus?
09:52What?
09:52You want to take a car home?
09:54Yeah?
09:55All right, well, we're about to go back to mama, OK?
09:57All right.
09:58I'm going to start making our way back.
10:01Olga and I have kind of always had a little bit
10:02of a tense relationship.
10:04And the past few months, we really haven't
10:06been seeing eye to eye too much.
10:09A few weeks ago, just kind of reached a boiling point.
10:12I'm just staying with a friend until things can cool down,
10:14and we can figure out, like, exactly what is going on.
10:19All right, let me go ahead and get us a car home.
10:23All right, a car back to mama for you.
10:34What'd you get there?
10:35What is that for?
10:37Who are you going to give it to?
10:39Your name's mama?
10:40Let me see.
10:44She'll like it, a lot.
10:48Mom.
10:49Oh, baby.
10:50Oh, baby.
10:51How are you?
10:54Yeah.
10:55Give me a big hug.
11:01So these past few weeks, with me away from my kids,
11:03like, part of me has, like, been, like, taken away.
11:06And I miss them so much.
11:07Whenever I leave, the only thing that matters to me in life
11:10is being with them.
11:12That's it.
11:17I think they're friends.
11:19They're friends.
11:23Bye.
11:28OK, I'm going to take chicken this fast, OK?
11:35I'm Olga.
11:36I'm 27 years old, and I'm from Russia by origin.
11:48Recently, we have been arguing a lot,
11:50and our communication wasn't the best.
11:53So we decided that we need to give each other space.
11:57And Steven decided to stay at his friend's house.
12:03Put it on the table.
12:09Can you draw a picture?
12:11Make a little card.
12:19It's not easy to work and also, at the same time,
12:23taking care of the kids.
12:28It's not physically hard, but also, it's emotionally hard.
12:31And there is so much uncertainty between Steven and me.
12:36And right now, I don't really know what to do.
12:39Should we continue to work on our relationship,
12:41or should we just, like, finish it?
12:48Be there.
13:02We're going for a photo shoot today.
13:04I have a task with a model.
13:06She's new in New York City.
13:08And this little girl will stay with Nanny.
13:12She doesn't let me to get ready.
13:14So I guess I have to do it.
13:17I have to do it in video.
13:19Living in New York City with two kids, it's hard.
13:22And working in the marketing doesn't cover everything.
13:25So I'm hoping my photography business will grow.
13:31The car is coming in three minutes, and I'm still not ready.
13:43Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah.
13:50I'm meeting with the model today.
13:52And, oh, actually, that's where she is.
13:56Hi!
13:57You know, this is Fernanda.
14:00They don't know who I am.
14:01Yes, I know they know who you are.
14:03Yes, I'm so happy, girl, you're here in New York.
14:06Yay!
14:07How have you been?
14:08Oh, girl, it's been a lot.
14:10I know.
14:11We can talk about it later.
14:12Yeah, yeah, yeah.
14:13OK.
14:14I became friends with Fernanda through this show,
14:16and we clicked instantly.
14:18Welcome to 90 Day Fiancé, The Couples Tell All.
14:21Today, I'm joined here in New York City
14:23with Olga all the way from Russia.
14:26Now look, Olga's clapping for you.
14:29We met for the first time in New York City.
14:31She came here to follow her dreams.
14:35I really feel like Harry Bradshaw from Mexico right now.
14:47Good.
14:48I love the clip.
14:50We instantly clicked, and I feel like we went through the same story.
14:54She moved to USA following her partner.
14:58She moved to USA also to build a family.
15:01So we kind of know how to be immigrants here.
15:10Honestly, it feels so good just to do things that I really love
15:14and just enjoy the life and just be a girl.
15:18That was good, actually.
15:23Fernanda doesn't know how bad things are between me and Steven,
15:27and I want to share with her my life situation,
15:31and I hope she will give me advice.
15:39It's a lot.
15:40It's like I go up and down.
15:42Honestly, we are talking about separating.
15:46Separating?
15:52I wanted this relationship to work,
15:56and I wanted him to be that person for me,
16:00but it's just like all of this years, it doesn't really work,
16:03and it hurts, and it hurts a lot that you just...
16:06Oh, it's a lot.
16:08But, yeah, we're still deciding
16:12when we're going to have this talk or we're going to do that officially or not.
16:18It's just still in the air.
16:22My parents separated when I was 16, and I'm the oldest.
16:26When you were 16?
16:27When they separated, but my brother and my sister were little,
16:30so I always felt like I had to protect them when they fight.
16:34I feel like a lot of couples make the mistake of sticking
16:37and staying married for the kids,
16:40but on the other hand, you're hurting them more
16:43by them witnessing fights and these terrible feelings
16:47that the kids shouldn't be exposed to.
16:50On the other hand, you guys should separate because of the kids.
16:53Yeah.
16:57Fernanda is saying that we need to go to a separate place,
17:00and maybe she's right.
17:02Obviously, it's a scary situation,
17:04and just to be alone in New York City with two kids
17:08without, like, family help,
17:10I barely can afford to live here,
17:13so I definitely need to do some change in my life.
17:18If New York is going to be very hard for me,
17:21I'm not going to put my kids in a situation that I don't have money.
17:24I can't live here anymore.
17:26I'm just going to go back to Russia with the kids.
17:29I have my apartment there.
17:31I have, like, my family who can help me...
17:33Yeah.
17:34...get back and stay here and try to, like, survive.
17:37Are you going to talk to him?
17:41Yeah.
17:43For now, you have to do what's best for you in this moment.
17:46Yeah.
17:59MUSIC PLAYS
18:14Hey, what's up, guys?
18:16Me and Rob are headed to Josh's penthouse,
18:19which is way too far.
18:21Of course. It was, like, a 10-minute, 15-minute walk just to get to...
18:24Did you get a penthouse? I did not get a penthouse.
18:26I didn't get a penthouse.
18:27My name is Jamal.
18:28I'm 29, and I live in sunny San Diego, California.
18:32But right now I'm in Vegas,
18:33hanging out with my friends Rob and Josh.
18:35We're headed to Josh's room to film a new dance video
18:41and our little boy band stuff.
18:45I met Josh and Rob on social media.
18:47Now we are currently taking boys trips together,
18:51shooting dance videos for our own entertainment.
18:55Social media, just having a good time.
18:58I don't really know how to dance.
19:00I just know how to smile and move around a lot.
19:02So I leave the dancing mainly up to Rob.
19:07Ring it up.
19:10Why do you have to do that?
19:12Now he's scared.
19:14Hey, it's just Jamal and Rob.
19:16Josh is scared.
19:17Hey!
19:18What's up, baby?
19:19How are you?
19:20Good, good, good.
19:21How are you?
19:22Misty, what's up?
19:23What's up?
19:24Since my split with Veronica, it's been a wild ride.
19:29I've been traveling all around the country,
19:31hanging out with friends, and I enjoy it.
19:36What's the best for you guys?
19:38Last year was the first time me and Veronica exchanged DMs.
19:42And she came out to San Diego
19:44and she hit me up on social media.
19:47As soon as we sat down for dinner,
19:48I could just tell, oh, wait, there's a little fire.
19:51There's a little...
19:52You smell that?
19:54And before I know it,
19:55I end up going to North Carolina to see her,
19:58and it was beautiful.
19:59Hey!
20:00Hi.
20:03Good to see you.
20:04You missed my face.
20:05Things with Veronica were going great
20:08until I started getting pressured
20:10into having to make sure I'm on good terms
20:13with her ex-boyfriend slash best friend,
20:16which made me feel like, you know,
20:18I was competing with, you know, that person in her life.
20:22Yeah, because we're gonna sit here and act like
20:24Tim is just a father of the year.
20:26Whoa!
20:27Did I ever claim to be a father of the year?
20:28Also, what you're not gonna do is raise your voice at me.
20:30What you're not gonna do is question me
20:32being a f***ing dad to Chloe.
20:34Unfortunately, the situation with Tim
20:36caused a little too much pressure for me and Veronica,
20:39so we decided to end the relationship,
20:43and the boys have really helped me get through it
20:46and realize that, you know, it wasn't the end of the world.
20:49Take the last one to learn the line.
20:51The last one to learn the step.
20:53Wow, it's nice being up here.
20:54I get used to this.
20:55Hey, don't get used to this.
20:56Hey, stay in the back.
20:57Calm down.
20:58OK, all right, ready?
20:59So, cross.
21:00OK.
21:01One, two, three, boom, boom.
21:08That's it.
21:09This friendship has really became a brotherhood
21:12that I talked about with him every day.
21:14One, two, three, bubble, bubble, bubble.
21:17We're not even friends anymore.
21:19It's like family, you know?
21:20Every group has a diva.
21:22It's not me.
21:23I'm not the diva.
21:24It's not me.
21:25You see Rob's eyes?
21:27He's the prettiest one here.
21:28He's the diva.
21:29That doesn't make me the diva.
21:30Rob and Josh being a little older than me,
21:32they've given me a lot of insight
21:34on changes I would like to make in my life.
21:37I don't like being comfortable for too long
21:40because I feel like I start to get stagnant
21:42and bored and unmotivated.
21:45So, I feel like I'm ready for a change.
21:48Yeah.
21:50I lived in New York for a couple years,
21:52but my mom's mother and sister had died,
21:57so I moved back to San Diego.
22:02Now that my mom is in a better mental space,
22:05I feel like I'm ready to leave San Diego.
22:07I miss my East Coast friends.
22:09I miss the New York hustle.
22:11And I just feel like getting away from there
22:13might be good for my own mental health.
22:16I need a water.
22:17I need some tequila.
22:18Stop looking at me like that.
22:20You're ****ing cheesy.
22:30This is one of my favorite spots
22:31to get a look at this place.
22:33It's like something out of a movie.
22:37Jordan, what have we got?
22:40Sartre.
22:41Cheers.
22:43Do you want to order another?
22:45Yes.
22:46100% I'm ordering another.
22:48Jordan is one of my best friends here in San Diego.
22:52We talk nearly every day.
22:54She talks me off some cliffs sometimes.
22:57She's like the female version of me.
23:00This is very good.
23:01What is it? Bean dip?
23:03No, coconut ceviche.
23:05It's super good.
23:07So, I don't think...
23:11I don't think I'm going to be here that much longer.
23:13In San Diego?
23:14Yeah.
23:15Stop.
23:16Where?
23:17I think I'm going to move back to the East Coast.
23:20First, I have to tell my mom.
23:23I think I'm scared for that conversation.
23:26I know it's going to hurt her so much.
23:28Oh, it is.
23:29That's why I'm saying I think you should...
23:31That's actually why I haven't left yet, to be honest.
23:33Yeah.
23:34Because, you know, I only moved here
23:35because grandma got sick.
23:37My mom needed it.
23:39And now it's been like two years.
23:41And I'm like, alright, what's the next step for me?
23:43Yeah.
23:45How are you going to tell your mom?
23:48How would you tell her?
23:50I wouldn't. I wouldn't go.
23:52You wouldn't tell her?
23:53No.
23:54Okay, well, I'd have to tell her.
23:55Not to get super serious.
23:57And not that your mom's old at all,
23:58but I'm saying she's older than you,
24:00so how long do you have with your mom?
24:02And then it's like, do you want to waste that time?
24:06I was hoping Jordan would make me feel better
24:08about telling my mom that I'm planning on leaving California,
24:12but it was the complete opposite.
24:14It only fueled my anxiety even more
24:17because this is not going to be an easy conversation.
24:23What if I tell her, like, it's time for me to go?
24:26You know?
24:27I don't like it. Kim's not going to like it.
24:29Nobody's going to like it.
24:36All right, just got some arms.
24:44Hello.
24:45Hi. How are you?
24:46Good. How are you?
24:47Good.
24:48Boom. I'm vlogging my day today.
24:50Oh, I haven't seen you.
24:51I know.
24:52How are you?
24:53Good. It's been a while.
24:54You've got to close that screen door.
24:55Oh, the house.
24:56I'm going to close the screen door.
24:57It's my house.
25:00Oh, man.
25:01What's going on?
25:03Oh, man.
25:04So, how are you doing?
25:06I'm good.
25:07So, what's going on?
25:08Because you said you wanted to talk to me, so...
25:13Yeah.
25:14What?
25:15Well, like, um...
25:18So, obviously, I moved here, you know,
25:21because Grandma was getting sick and, you know,
25:25I was like, Mom needs me.
25:27Oh, God.
25:28No, I just feel like, you know,
25:31Grandma's house is sold,
25:33you're in your new house now,
25:35I've been traveling everywhere,
25:37and I don't know, I just think, you know,
25:40what would you think if, you know, I leave San Diego?
25:50I mean, oh, God, this is awful.
25:53I don't know how I feel.
25:55Like, it makes me sad, it makes me feel...
25:57I don't want to make you feel bad, you know?
26:00Because, like, you're...
26:02You're all the family I have left, you know what I mean?
26:08I'm a little shocked, I'm a little like,
26:10oh, my God, what do I do now, you know?
26:12Jamal and I have been through so much,
26:14and I just thought he was going to stay here and, like,
26:17you know, get married and have children and stuff.
26:20But I just want him to be happy in whatever he does in his life.
26:25I just keep getting this itch, I'm like,
26:27all right, I got to go, like...
26:29I don't know, it's going to take me a minute to process that, you know?
26:33I would never be one to, like, stand in your way.
26:36If you truly, truly, this is something you want to do in your heart,
26:39I would never deny you that.
26:41Yeah, well, you know, I'll let you know when it becomes official,
26:45but I'm glad we at least talked about it.
26:48I want you to do what you think is best for yourself.
26:53Can I have a hug, though? Yeah, you are.
26:55Love you, too.
26:57Everything's going to be fine.
26:59I am relieved that my mum is OK with me making this decision to leave.
27:04I know she is going to be worried about the distance between us.
27:08But I'm really excited about the future and what's coming up next.
27:12I'm looking forward to being surprised and wowsered
27:15and whatever the old people say.
27:17You good?
27:19No, I'm not. I'm good.
27:22Ooh.
27:24I'm just kidding.
27:45OK, guys, it's my house.
27:49It's my house. Can you see?
27:53Hello, my name is Usman.
27:55I live in Kaduna, Nigeria, and I am 35 years old.
27:59OK, guys, the engineer is here and we are going to go in soon.
28:03Come with me.
28:08I'm an international superstar.
28:10You probably know me based on my stage name, Soulja Boy.
28:20After so many years of hard work,
28:23I am finally able to build my dream home.
28:26Here is going to be the studio.
28:28This is the bathroom for the studio.
28:30My journey started from meeting Kim Bali on social media.
28:34She came to visit me in Nigeria and it was awesome.
28:37And now, for every reason, I think you are the one.
28:41Loyalty, supportive, patient and real love.
28:46So, for that reason, I choose you to be my girlfriend, Kim Bali.
28:49That's so crazy.
28:50I'm going to call you Queen Kim Bali from now on.
28:52I'm for that.
28:53I'm Soulja Boy's girlfriend.
28:54I'm Soulja Boy's girlfriend. That's so crazy.
28:57In my culture and religion, it is 100% for anybody to have more than one wife.
29:01I wanted to have a second wife so that I could have children.
29:04But Kim Bali didn't take it because she's not in the culture to accept that
29:08and then that's how we break up.
29:10Come, come, come, come, come.
29:12OK, here is the door.
29:15OK, here is the dining.
29:17Me and my future wife are going to be sitting to eat.
29:21I am willing, I'm hoping, I'm praying that now that the house is about to be done,
29:25I'll have my beautiful lady and then we'll just live in that house
29:29and have our beautiful kids.
29:31In the next few months, maybe two or three, everything will be done and I'll party inside.
29:35Today is the day that I'm going to meet with my manager and he is never satisfied.
29:49He just wants me to always, always, always bring out new songs.
29:57Let's see what's going to happen.
30:01Yeah.
30:04Sadiq is my manager and me and Sadiq have been working together for a very long time.
30:08That's about three years now and it is all positive about him and I together.
30:12He always pushes me out there.
30:14Hey, soldier boy.
30:16Sadiq.
30:17Soldier boy.
30:18How are you?
30:19I'm good, man.
30:20What's going on?
30:22You know, most of your songs are now trending.
30:25We're on top chart now, so we need to take advantage of this moment.
30:30We need to release a new song.
30:33My problem with you is you just want everything now.
30:36We have very short time.
30:41And I'll be needing all your attention right now.
30:44The thing with my manager is that he's an amazing person and he's always a hardworking guy.
30:50Coming up with a new song is something that all artists does.
30:53But, you know, making it a hit is something that is hard and difficult sometimes.
30:58But I've been having some couple of ideas running around in my head.
31:01I'm going to tell him these ideas and see what he thinks.
31:05Shouldn't I sing a song that shows that I'm searching for a girl to marry?
31:12You see why I like you?
31:14Very talented.
31:16What do you think of Sheetal Tulisa?
31:19What do you think?
31:21Maybe we should give it...
31:25Searching for my wife?
31:32How about Dream Girl, Where Are You?
31:35Got it.
31:38I think that actually works.
31:41Dream Girl, Where Are You?
31:45Alright.
31:46Maybe you might be lucky to get a response from someone.
31:50All I need to do now is go to the studio to throw that out and see how I can make it happen genuinely and become a hit.
31:56And then maybe the Dream Girl will just hear the song and be like, you know what? That's my man right there.
32:01You know? And I hope it works that way.
32:04Let's go to studio.
32:06I think it's better to be a band than a girl.
32:08Let's go tomorrow.
32:10Then we'll come up with a hit song.
32:14Let's go.
32:19I think we'll wait for him.
32:21See him come.
32:22Then we'll do a recording.
32:24Yeah.
32:25Sadiku.
32:26Soulja Boy.
32:27Sadiku.
32:28Soulja Boy.
32:29How you doing?
32:30I'm good brother.
32:31I told you I'm not going to make it.
32:32No, no, no. I'll come.
32:33I told you I'll come.
32:35So give me something slow.
32:38Something good reading.
32:40Something nice that can relate to everybody in the world.
32:43I'm in the studio with my producer, David.
32:45And we're going to give people what they want.
32:48And I have this idea of this song titled Dream Girl, Are You There?
32:54And we're trying to see how we can make that a hit.
32:58We have two options.
32:59So let me pick the first one for you.
33:08So what do you think about this?
33:10It's good. Do you have another one?
33:11Yeah, I have the other option.
33:12Okay, let me hear the second one.
33:14Okay.
33:18That's it.
33:19That's it.
33:20That's it.
33:21I told you.
33:22That's it.
33:23That's it.
33:24Yeah.
33:28Let's make something real quick.
33:40Mostly I don't write.
33:41Mostly I just listen to the beat.
33:43And I will start vibing.
33:45And then from there I'll come out with the lyrics.
33:53I think I like this.
33:54You like it?
33:55It's crazy.
33:56So crazy, bro.
33:58Okay.
33:59Alright.
34:00Let's get straight to business.
34:01Let's record.
34:02Alright.
34:05One, two, three.
34:11Dream jello, dream jello, are you there?
34:15Dream jello, my dream jello, are you there?
34:19Dream jello, my dream jello, are you there?
34:25I have to come up with the chorus, basically.
34:28Sometimes while singing you come up with the verse first.
34:32But in most cases I'll come up with the chorus.
34:35Because once I come up with the chorus it becomes so easy for me to get in and go with the flow with the songs.
34:40flow with the songs, with verses, you know?
34:42One, two, three, four.
34:44I've been searching for you all my life.
34:47I've been looking for you, my wife.
34:51I've been searching for you all my life.
34:54I've been looking for you, my wife.
34:58That's some crazy shit, bro.
34:59Yeah, let's see.
35:00Ooh.
35:01Ooh.
35:02Ooh.
35:02Ooh.
35:03Ooh.
35:04Ooh.
35:05Ooh.
35:06Ooh.
35:06Ooh.
35:07Ooh.
35:08Ooh.
35:09Ooh.
35:10Ooh.
35:10Ooh.
35:11Ooh.
35:12Ooh.
35:13Ooh.
35:14Mm-hmm.
35:14Mm-hmm.
35:15That's crazy.
35:16Mm-hmm.
35:17That's crazy shit.
35:18Mm-hmm.
35:19This is amazing.
35:20And I already have one of those songs in my heart.
35:24I pray that this song will come out there,
35:26and the lady will hear this song and be like, hey, it's time.
35:30This is my man.
35:31What he's saying is just directly talking to me,
35:33and I need to go and get him.
35:38OK, bro.
35:38Let me go.
35:39OK, I'll expect you at night.
35:40Yes, stay safe, man.
35:41OK.
35:42Yeah, man.
35:43Yeah.
35:44Yeah.
36:01I'm Olga.
36:02I'm 27 years old, and I'm from Russia by marriage.
36:06Seven years ago, I met Steven.
36:09We got married very young.
36:14Now we have two babies living in New York City.
36:17Oh.
36:18Hey.
36:19Hey.
36:20Hey.
36:20Hey.
36:21Recently, we have been arguing a lot,
36:23and we got to that point that we just need
36:25to give each other space.
36:27There is so much I'm so excited about.
36:30So much uncertainty between Steven and me,
36:33whether we done or not.
36:36Steven took kids to the school.
36:42He's heading back, and I feel like today,
36:48I want to talk about our relationship.
36:52Let's do the talking.
37:00This way.
37:01We can go back to mama that way.
37:03This way.
37:07OK.
37:08Let's go inside to mama.
37:13Do you have a second to talk?
37:17To talk?
37:18Yeah.
37:19Sure, yeah.
37:20OK.
37:21OK.
37:24I'm nervous to talk to Steven about our future.
37:29Do we want to work on ourselves, or should we just
37:32go through the process separation and just like,
37:36I don't know, what to do?
37:39So how was the walk to the school with kids?
37:43It was good.
37:45I loved it when I went to school.
37:47One thing I'll say about the first grade, though,
37:49it's a little bit different than kindergarten and pre-K.
37:51Because when we would drop him off,
37:55he would always look back.
37:56I noticed with the first grade, once he's there,
37:58he's sprinting to that door.
37:59He wants to see his friends.
38:01Yeah, I know.
38:02It's kind of heartbreaking to see him grow so fast.
38:06I also have been thinking about us.
38:10Are we moving forward separate ways?
38:14It's you thinking.
38:19It's kind of the hardest thing for me ever
38:20to just walk away from someone that I love.
38:23But I just don't want our kids to see certain things.
38:26And for me, I don't know.
38:31It's a lot.
38:33I don't know about for you, but for me, it is.
38:36So let's take some time apart from each other,
38:42like six months to a year, and work on ourselves
38:46a little bit more.
38:47And if what we had is real, we'd find our way back
38:50to each other.
38:55No, I don't want to do that.
38:56Like, if I'm moving forward, I'm moving forward.
39:00If I'm fully focusing on myself, I'm focusing on myself.
39:05I don't want someone to just focus on themselves
39:08and not think about, like, putting
39:11in work in the relationship.
39:13So that kind of is, like, the clarity
39:15that I need, like, in a way.
39:17Like, we're just going to move forward with the separation.
39:19So.
39:36And where would you go if you don't stay in New York?
39:40Like, what do you mean?
39:41Like, where'd you go?
39:43Go back to Russia?
39:48I'm not going to throw off a little bit.
39:50I'm not going to be so easygoing when it comes to, like,
39:53just letting my kids, like, go across the world.
39:56Since I didn't really grow up in my life
39:58without, like, a father figure, I really
40:00want to be there for Alex.
40:01And if he was to live on the other side of the world,
40:03that I can't do that.
40:06It's going to go against everything that I want.
40:07And I'm going to do everything I can to make sure
40:11that that doesn't really happen.
40:18You have a job.
40:19You earn a salary.
40:25Why do you have such negative thoughts
40:26in your head like that?
40:30OK.
40:32You're right.
40:40And I understand that.
40:41That's it?
40:42I don't want you to struggle.
40:42That's it?
40:43Yes.
40:44I'm here to help you.
40:46I want to make your life easier, not harder.
41:01I don't want to look at my marriage as a regret,
41:03because I moved from Russia.
41:05We have two beautiful kids.
41:07And there was a time when Steve and I had a great time.
41:13I don't know what's going to happen in the future.
41:16Hopefully, everything will be all right.
41:19And just find my way.
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