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Love After Lockup S06E08 Wife Or Warden - Full Movie
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00:00:00Previously on Love After Lockup.
00:00:02Hey, babe.
00:00:03What do you need all your contacts for?
00:00:05Thinking about the first opportunity
00:00:07I can get away with using.
00:00:09What if we don't have the same sexual chemistry?
00:00:11We were up when we had sex before he went in.
00:00:13I thought we were, like, going to consummate things,
00:00:15but I wasn't feeling it.
00:00:17You made it.
00:00:18I made it.
00:00:19How'd that go?
00:00:22I failed it.
00:00:23They're kicking me out.
00:00:25Who is this? Uh-oh?
00:00:27Baby mama?
00:00:28Joela is still in love with Demondri.
00:00:31What's up, mama? Give me a hug.
00:00:32You in all right?
00:00:33Yes.
00:00:34Do me and her got anything going on?
00:00:35Let's ask her.
00:00:36You want to? No.
00:00:37Okay, then shut up.
00:00:38This is where you make the pharmacy.
00:00:39I feel like you got to make a decision.
00:00:41I'm trying to see if I can come over and see Kyrie.
00:00:43Okay.
00:00:44We can't figure out what we don't do.
00:00:46Put the phone down, Bradley.
00:00:48I'm casually texting while we're talking.
00:00:49Casually check back in.
00:00:50He feels confined when he's been confined for years.
00:00:53You do know I don't have a dungeon in my house, right, Caddy?
00:00:55I'm done.
00:00:56That's how you and your family handle .
00:00:58That's why none of y'all even know why you beat each other.
00:01:00I'm not going to sit here and listen to you bash my family.
00:01:02I know this little .
00:01:03No, I just take my car.
00:01:04Can you fucking out about a stolen car?
00:01:06Oh, .
00:01:07You had fun last night?
00:01:08Mm-hmm.
00:01:09Full out gang strong for sure.
00:01:10I got to go make up with Tyler.
00:01:11I just got out of jail.
00:01:12People getting the wrong idea.
00:01:14We're not in a relationship?
00:01:15No, we're not in a relationship.
00:01:17He's lying about everything.
00:01:19It ain't nobody else.
00:01:20It's just me?
00:01:21Yeah, it is somebody else.
00:01:22I had to go let her know.
00:01:24Me and her, we're not that.
00:01:26So how would you feel if I said I wanted to share locations?
00:01:29For what?
00:01:30Oh my God, I'm so excited!
00:01:34Brian has been approved to come to my house on parole.
00:01:38Yes!
00:01:39And now it's just getting Brian to win over my dad.
00:01:44You ain't experienced nothing.
00:01:46It's basically still like you still locked up.
00:01:48Mm-hmm.
00:01:49I don't know him to say that I trust him.
00:01:52Hi!
00:01:54Courtney is more than everything I imagined.
00:01:57Really hoping you'd marry me?
00:01:58Yes, yes, yes.
00:01:59Courtney, she's just fresh out.
00:02:01I don't think she's ready.
00:02:02Let's do it tomorrow.
00:02:03I just met this guy.
00:02:04You're down then?
00:02:05Yeah.
00:02:06I can't do this.
00:02:07You don't have to get married.
00:02:08Today we've come together to witness the joining of these two lives.
00:02:11I'm not even sure if I want to go through with this.
00:02:21So Will, will you have this woman to be your wife to live together in the partnership of marriage?
00:02:26Will you love her, honor her, and forsaking all others be faithful to her so long as you both shall live?
00:02:32I do.
00:02:38Courtney, will you have this man to be your husband and live together in the partnership of marriage?
00:02:44Will you love him, comfort him, honor him, and forsaking all others be faithful to him so long as you both shall live?
00:02:57I do.
00:02:59May I have the rings, please?
00:03:01Yes, you may.
00:03:04All right.
00:03:05I have a scrunchie collection, and those just happen to work for today.
00:03:10All right.
00:03:11Yeah, we'll make it work.
00:03:12Will, go ahead and take one and place it upon her hand.
00:03:18All right.
00:03:19Go ahead and place it on this hand.
00:03:21Courtney and Will, I therefore, by the power vested in me, now pronounce you husband and wife, and you may kiss your bride.
00:03:31Yay!
00:03:32She's the best thing that's ever happened to me.
00:03:45But all I can think about is Courtney and our future together, and this is the best day of my life.
00:03:52Oh, cute!
00:03:55Even though I was really stressed about getting married, in the end, I realized that I was just in my head about it all.
00:04:07When something's right, it's right, and when it's wrong, it's wrong.
00:04:10And with Will, it's right.
00:04:12I just got married.
00:04:14Whoa.
00:04:15Whoa.
00:04:16That's crazy.
00:04:19Straight out of prison.
00:04:22Just married.
00:04:23That's cool.
00:04:24I'm so happy you were there to see us get married, Susie.
00:04:27Yeah, me too, Mom.
00:04:29I was glad to be there.
00:04:31I just hope that I don't miss my flight.
00:04:37Whoa.
00:04:38Oh, my God.
00:04:40Mother .
00:04:42I'm gonna have a heart attack by the time I get to the airport.
00:04:45I've gotten in accidents where, like, the car flips seven times.
00:04:48Shut up!
00:04:49I've been in that same situation, so...
00:04:51I was in a car accident, and my boyfriend at the time, he lost control of the car, and the car went rolling off of the on-ramp to the freeway.
00:05:05I didn't have my seatbelt on, and I broke my neck.
00:05:11He took off running.
00:05:14He left me there for dead.
00:05:18It was like somebody was pouring a five-gallon bucket of blood into my hands, but it was coming out of my face.
00:05:28And that was the last thing I remember until I woke up in the hospital, and I had a neck brace on.
00:05:36I had stitches in my face.
00:05:39It was really scary.
00:05:41And it left me with the scar on my face that I'm gonna have for the rest of my life.
00:05:51I'm just very blessed to be here.
00:05:54Yeah.
00:05:55Amen to that.
00:05:56Trust is a really triggering subject for me because of the trauma in my past relationship.
00:06:11What I don't understand is how you can leave somebody on the side of the road like that.
00:06:22Never again.
00:06:24Never again.
00:06:26Damn.
00:06:27I've never told you this, Marie?
00:06:29Not in this kind of detail.
00:06:30Yeah.
00:06:32But as soon as Courtney got done and feeling better, she just took off again.
00:06:38I'm sorry, Mom.
00:06:41All we can do is learn from our mistakes, right, honey?
00:06:43But I appreciate you apologizing to me.
00:06:47When it comes to my mom, I feel like the biggest piece of .
00:06:52Thank you for getting me here safely.
00:06:55I'm ashamed of the way that I treated her, and I'm gonna have to build that trust again.
00:07:04Hi, Will.
00:07:05It was so nice meeting you.
00:07:06You know.
00:07:07I'll be right back.
00:07:08Okay.
00:07:09Run her inside.
00:07:10I'll be here.
00:07:11All right.
00:07:12I love you.
00:07:13I love you.
00:07:14I love you.
00:07:15I'll see you later.
00:07:16I'll see you later.
00:07:17Okay.
00:07:18Oh.
00:07:19Happen tonight.
00:07:20I will.
00:07:21It's a happy day for you.
00:07:22I will.
00:07:23What a crazy show.
00:07:24Crazy, busy, whirlwind.
00:07:25I don't even know.
00:07:26But I had a chance to talk to Courtney, and I'm feeling our relationship is gonna get stronger.
00:07:35I think prison time has done something to Courtney.
00:07:36The adult side of her now is coming out, and she's gonna start succeeding in life.
00:07:50And I'm excited to have Will next to her side for that.
00:07:54Stress keeps riding up.
00:07:55I know.
00:07:56I like it.
00:07:57You wanna have sex out in the rain?
00:07:58Mmm.
00:07:59I like having sex in public.
00:08:01You almost ready to go?
00:08:02Yeah.
00:08:03Mmm.
00:08:04Mmm.
00:08:05You're almost ready to go?
00:08:06Yeah.
00:08:07New thing coming, got my soul running.
00:08:21Look too blue.
00:08:23Hey!
00:08:24I see the clouds waking up on my head,
00:08:35ground shaking up on my head.
00:08:36And I live.
00:08:38Ah, .
00:08:41What do you think, man?
00:08:45I'm enjoying my time with Keanu right now.
00:08:48But I feel a little bad because I've
00:08:52been talking to Joela, my baby mama.
00:08:55I don't tell Keanu because Keanu just doesn't like Joela.
00:09:02Kind of excited to do this date.
00:09:04Me too.
00:09:05First date.
00:09:07I chose cake decorating for our first date
00:09:10since he's been released because he definitely
00:09:13loves chocolate and he loves strawberries.
00:09:16And the queen has returned.
00:09:19I'm ready to have fun and make memories.
00:09:22I just wanted to spend time with him
00:09:24and do something different.
00:09:25Spice it up a bit.
00:09:26Hey.
00:09:27Hi.
00:09:28How are you?
00:09:29How are you?
00:09:30Good.
00:09:31How you doing?
00:09:32Well, hi.
00:09:33How are you?
00:09:34I'm doing all right.
00:09:35We're going to decorate a cake or two.
00:09:36Yeah.
00:09:37Let's get it started.
00:09:38Let's go.
00:09:39Let's go.
00:09:40Go ahead.
00:09:41We're going to start with unwrapping our cake.
00:09:44Put your cake on your board.
00:09:45All right.
00:09:46All right.
00:09:47Put your icing in the center of your cake.
00:09:50Y'all each got a little spatula.
00:09:51Use it to smooth it out.
00:09:53Just like that.
00:09:54There you go.
00:09:56I'm going to let you finish icing that.
00:09:58I'm going to step away.
00:09:59But I'll be back so I can see y'all's masterpiece.
00:10:02All right.
00:10:03Yeah.
00:10:04Yeah.
00:10:05Wait.
00:10:06Golly.
00:10:07I ain't going to do it for you.
00:10:08Hold on to the car.
00:10:09She was watching me.
00:10:10I got in trouble.
00:10:13I'm glad we got to do something fun.
00:10:15I'm enjoying it.
00:10:18Just that trust stuff.
00:10:20I just feel like we got to do better with it.
00:10:22We kind of took 10 steps back.
00:10:25I feel like that's definitely me.
00:10:27Definitely me.
00:10:28I'm so used to making plans and doing things myself.
00:10:31Because I really wasn't pleased with what happened.
00:10:38For me, it kind of triggered me about the stuff in the past.
00:10:42Especially when you, like, check your phone or, like,
00:10:44go into the other room when you got to talk to her.
00:10:46Like, you know what I'm saying?
00:10:48Yeah.
00:10:49I want to be able to trust you and know.
00:10:51Because I be assuming and putting stuff together.
00:10:54We just got to do better with that.
00:10:57Demadric cheated on me with his baby mother.
00:11:00So, honestly, half of me wants to trust him.
00:11:05And half of me doesn't.
00:11:07Just because of things that we went through,
00:11:09I feel like I'm fighting with my brain and my heart.
00:11:13I feel like a lot is different.
00:11:18Back then, I didn't respect nothing, honestly.
00:11:23So now it's more like we older.
00:11:25We ain't got too much time left.
00:11:27So I ain't trying to keep playing and keep playing the games.
00:11:30Wasted, yeah.
00:11:31I want to make memories and move forward and live, have a good life.
00:11:35Most definitely.
00:11:36I promise you, it ain't going to be nothing like it used to be.
00:11:39You can trust me.
00:11:42Yeah.
00:11:43All right.
00:11:44Let me see what you did, girlfriend.
00:11:47Oh, that's cute.
00:11:49Good job.
00:11:50Box it up.
00:11:51I'm trying to do everything I can to make the relationship and work with Kiana.
00:11:55I'm going to get right in there.
00:11:56We're going to love you.
00:11:57I feel like there's a lot of lack of trust because of me and my baby mom's, Juela's relationship.
00:12:02There we go.
00:12:03Kiana has been ready to make that commitment in marriage for years.
00:12:06I don't know if I'm ready to marry Kiana.
00:12:11It was my pleasure.
00:12:12But I do feel like a lot needs to change.
00:12:14And the only person who can change it is me.
00:12:18Open yours first.
00:12:19No, we got to open mine first.
00:12:20No, we got to open mine first.
00:12:21No, we got to open mine.
00:12:22Let's open mine.
00:12:23Oh.
00:12:25Oh.
00:12:30Well, you know we been through a lot, right?
00:12:33I kind of did this before, but...
00:12:46Oh, I can't believe I'm doing this.
00:12:48Hey, hey, hey.
00:12:49Hi, everyone.
00:12:50This is a nightmare.
00:12:52I'm just starting to feel suffocated.
00:12:54Mother don't got to tell me twice.
00:12:56They don't want to be around me.
00:12:57You're being a straight bitch.
00:12:58Why?
00:12:59Like, I ain't got nothing else to say to you.
00:13:02He hasn't given you any reason to think that he's cheating.
00:13:05Uh, .
00:13:07I'm really hoping that I don't have to fight today.
00:13:09Who are these girls?
00:13:13I'm rising up off the ground so you can eat your heart out.
00:13:19You'll never drown my voice out.
00:13:22Hey, I'm a rebel.
00:13:24I don't want to go.
00:13:25Got to go to the studio today.
00:13:27Who are you going with?
00:13:29You in love with my girl.
00:13:32I don't know if you make that song about me.
00:13:34Remember I'm a single on it.
00:13:36I used to write.
00:13:37I forgot you used to be a...
00:13:39Nicki Minaj.
00:13:40Nicki Minaj.
00:13:42Nicki Minaj.
00:13:53So what time you got to be there?
00:13:56Ugh, I got to be there at 12.
00:13:59What's going on with that delivery job?
00:14:02Delivery boy?
00:14:04Yeah, that's a good job.
00:14:06Ain't nobody trying to do that forever?
00:14:08That ain't forever, that's just for now.
00:14:10I worked at Taco Bell when I was 13 years old,
00:14:13but I just never really...
00:14:16I can't keep no job, for real.
00:14:19Because the money, I just be trying to get fast money,
00:14:22and then once you get fast money,
00:14:24you don't want it no other way.
00:14:26I be trying to find different ways to make quick money.
00:14:29Batting on sports.
00:14:31This little like that.
00:14:33I mean, it ain't nothing wrong with being a working man,
00:14:35but it's just...
00:14:38It's just not for me.
00:14:39I mean, I don't want it.
00:14:41You know, I've been stressed trying to pay the rent,
00:14:44trying to pay this car now,
00:14:46and all these bills on town.
00:14:48You know, money been tight.
00:14:50Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
00:14:52That's what I'm trying to take off with this rap .
00:14:54Once I take off with this rap ,
00:14:56we gonna be good.
00:14:57I was rapping before I went to prison.
00:15:00I wasn't really taking it seriously,
00:15:02but everybody was with my music.
00:15:05If I'm doing good numbers on my screens,
00:15:07I could make millions of dollars like...
00:15:10like Jay-Z.
00:15:12I'm gonna have diamond singles, you know what I'm saying?
00:15:16There you go.
00:15:17Love you, too.
00:15:18Be safe.
00:15:19All right.
00:15:20Write something about me.
00:15:22To me, it feels like I'm alone a lot,
00:15:28because the little time I feel like I do get to,
00:15:31you know, have with him,
00:15:32he wants to go hang out with his friends
00:15:33or into the studio, so...
00:15:37Since Julius was communicating with other women,
00:15:40I don't like not knowing where he's going
00:15:42and what he's doing and who he's with.
00:15:45I'm putting a little air tag on my car
00:15:49so I can see for myself where he going,
00:15:53where he at, and...
00:15:56I don't know.
00:15:57We gonna see where that goes,
00:15:59but I just feel like it would have been easier
00:16:03if he would have just shared the location with me.
00:16:05I have every right to put a tracker on my car,
00:16:07because for one, it's my car,
00:16:08and two, he doesn't like to tell me
00:16:10where he's going all the time,
00:16:12since you don't want to share locations,
00:16:13so I guess I'm just gonna have to be that girlfriend.
00:16:15What are you doing?
00:16:20You wanna come over today?
00:16:22I keep gonna go to the studio,
00:16:24so you might as well just come over and hang out with me.
00:16:27Okay, that's fine.
00:16:29Are you still feeling nauseous?
00:16:32Yes, I'm super nauseous.
00:16:34I've been nauseous these last couple days.
00:16:36Oh, my God.
00:16:38I'm scared.
00:16:40Question, like, when was the last day of your period?
00:16:47Before he came home.
00:16:49Oh, yeah.
00:16:50Oh, God.
00:16:51Have you told Julius yet?
00:16:53Mm-mm.
00:16:55I mean, he know I've been nauseous,
00:16:56but I ain't told him, like,
00:16:59I don't think he putting it together,
00:17:01like, oh, you think he pregnant?
00:17:03Okay, I'll be leaving out in a minute.
00:17:06All right, bye-bye.
00:17:07I haven't been very, um,
00:17:12I haven't been using any contraception or anything,
00:17:15so I guess reality is kind of setting in for me, like,
00:17:18dang, girl, you might really be pregnant,
00:17:20so I don't know.
00:17:22I don't know.
00:17:31Hi.
00:17:32Hey.
00:17:34I missed you.
00:17:35I missed you, too.
00:17:37I got some stuff for you.
00:17:38Oh, God.
00:17:39What you got for me?
00:17:40Yes.
00:17:45Oh, gosh.
00:17:46Got this.
00:17:47You ready to take it?
00:17:48Mm.
00:17:49Sure.
00:17:50It's time.
00:17:51We need to know.
00:17:52I do want to have a baby with Julius,
00:17:55but I want to bring a baby into, like, stability.
00:17:59I don't know if I can trust him.
00:18:01He tells me all the time, like,
00:18:02I know what I want.
00:18:03I want to be committed.
00:18:04I want to be with you.
00:18:06It's just a lot.
00:18:07It's a lot.
00:18:08It's overwhelming.
00:18:09Wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:18:10I'm just trying to put this on the table for y'all.
00:18:11You rolling your window up.
00:18:12Like, what?
00:18:13You ready to just lock in?
00:18:14What are you doing right now?
00:18:15Just chilling.
00:18:16I've never once heard her talk like that,
00:18:17and it's really scary.
00:18:18Love you.
00:18:20I get that back there, because I feel like she's trying
00:18:33Did he just honk at me?
00:19:03I've already agreed to go to this appointment, but he just
00:19:33took my only means of transportation, my car.
00:19:37Yeah, about that stolen car thing, though, what the was that about?
00:19:41You gotta call the police.
00:19:42The police have never solved a problem in the history of police.
00:19:46They do recover stolen vehicles.
00:19:48Why do you keep saying stolen?
00:19:49This is my mother's vehicle, and you've only been driving for three days, and then storm
00:19:54off like a little kid and take something that's not yours, not thinking about what the possible
00:19:58repercussions could be.
00:19:59Oh, my God.
00:20:03You gotta have control over every little thing.
00:20:06Yeah.
00:20:08Just because your life feels out of control right now doesn't mean that it's because I'm
00:20:12trying to take control.
00:20:14I just figured out how to control my own life.
00:20:16I promise.
00:20:18I don't want to be responsible for anybody else's.
00:20:20So if you're showing me that, my mind's a little everywhere.
00:20:24I'm a little upset.
00:20:25I'm irritated.
00:20:26And it's just a little overwhelming.
00:20:30All right.
00:20:31Keep it together in here.
00:20:32I'm not trying to fight in front of this woman.
00:20:35Hey.
00:20:36How are you?
00:20:36Good.
00:20:37So good to see you.
00:20:39Nice to meet you.
00:20:40How are you doing, Bradley?
00:20:41Hi, Marla.
00:20:41Nice to meet you.
00:20:42Nice to meet you, too.
00:20:44Welcome, Marla.
00:20:45Thank you so much.
00:20:47I am interested in talking about what you're going through.
00:20:50I do have complaints.
00:20:51And I would forward the complaints to the conduct of certain officers.
00:20:56And they would get forwarded the complaints and reply back to my own complaint on them.
00:21:00Did you ever have a time where you filed a complaint about a correctional office and
00:21:04he, in return, did something to you or anything like that?
00:21:08The strip searches every week and the pullouts and the strip down to tattoo checks and just
00:21:16the constant...
00:21:16They could do the strip down to tattoo checks.
00:21:18I just feel like it was hyper-focused on just singling me out from everybody else.
00:21:23Like, why am I looking up and seeing an officer staring inside the shower like nothing?
00:21:27It's just me in there.
00:21:28Like, that's not normal.
00:21:29They expect you guys just like, oh, it's no big deal.
00:21:31Yeah, because they don't have an oversight committee that will, you know what I'm saying,
00:21:35change the narrative with them.
00:21:37I don't know if I have a case to sue DOC.
00:21:39I just know DOC has control problems.
00:21:42Like, they hire anybody off the street.
00:21:44They have minimal training.
00:21:45And because of that, I just want other people to not go through what I went through.
00:21:50When you look at suing, you want to look at, like, constitutional violations.
00:21:54What you went through, it's unjust.
00:21:57And I'm not going to diminish it, but that's not something that you can go back and sue them
00:22:01or fight them on.
00:22:02They would call that actually a frivolous lawsuit, and then they'll eventually ban you
00:22:07where you couldn't even file a lawsuit.
00:22:08So I wouldn't even recommend that you do that.
00:22:10Okay.
00:22:11I want to read carefully what you have and then see what the response was.
00:22:18Yeah, I really appreciate that.
00:22:20Okay.
00:22:20Okay.
00:22:21I'm disappointed because I feel like DOC, they just do whatever they want with no repercussions.
00:22:26They themselves create operating procedure and whatever they say goes, and that's just
00:22:31not how that happens.
00:22:34Do you want to have a real-life talk?
00:22:36I know we came here to talk about the situation, but you know I've been doing this for 10 years.
00:22:41So how y'all been coping since he's been out?
00:22:44I don't know.
00:22:45It's been a lot.
00:22:46I'm not supportive.
00:22:47I'm too supportive.
00:22:48Like, a thing yesterday that was a big topic was me multitasking.
00:22:53Like, she thinks I'm checking out of the conversation when we're in the middle of something, when
00:22:57I'm checking my phone.
00:22:58It's just like, I can multitask.
00:23:00I just need to get back into the flow.
00:23:02He just got out.
00:23:04He hasn't had a time to adjust to freedom yet.
00:23:09You've got to remember, he's been in a very confined area where he's been told what to
00:23:13do, eat what they tell him to do, move when they tell him to do.
00:23:16So it's kind of like you are kind of being the warden to him again.
00:23:20You're being the CO to him again.
00:23:22Am I saying it right?
00:23:24I'm starting to like you a little bit.
00:23:27It's almost like she knows me.
00:23:29Yeah.
00:23:30What the is happening?
00:23:31What is happening?
00:23:32I think there should be a downtime where that person should have, like, their own space,
00:23:38their own place, and y'all redate again.
00:23:41I appreciate the advice.
00:23:45Love to you.
00:23:46I appreciate you.
00:23:47Thank you so much.
00:23:48Me and Savannah have been fighting a little bit, like, maybe this is starting to affect
00:23:52us.
00:23:52We're putting too much stress and strain on our relationship.
00:23:56And I think it would be just better on my peace of mind to get a little downtime where
00:23:59I can decompress and uncompartmentalize this.
00:24:04What?
00:24:05Is she a therapist or is she a lawsuit advisor?
00:24:07I couldn't tell you on that one.
00:24:08Or she just has a lot of opinions.
00:24:21Hey.
00:24:22Hey.
00:24:24You made it?
00:24:25I made it.
00:24:26I didn't go to UA.
00:24:28Oh.
00:24:28How'd that go?
00:24:29I failed it.
00:24:31You dead?
00:24:32Yeah.
00:24:32So they're kicking me out.
00:24:38What do you mean you failed it, Michael?
00:24:41I'm just kidding.
00:24:42You knew I was joking.
00:24:43Dude.
00:24:44No, I'm okay.
00:24:44I got it.
00:24:45Good job.
00:24:46I knew it.
00:24:48You're doing so hard to push.
00:24:49I know.
00:24:49Let's go.
00:24:50Yeah.
00:24:51Yeah, I know.
00:24:52I'm so excited that that went well.
00:24:53You know what I mean?
00:24:54I've never passed the UA that I can think of.
00:24:57Everything's good.
00:24:59And now I can see them all.
00:25:01You're okay.
00:25:01You ain't gonna believe this.
00:25:05Yeah, I'm hella proud of myself.
00:25:09Oh, the anxiety about getting there is already starting to come in.
00:25:12My family's so laid back.
00:25:14They'll probably bust your balls for a minute, but just...
00:25:16Just joking?
00:25:17Just joking.
00:25:18And my dad might get all serious for a minute, but...
00:25:19Oh, no.
00:25:20He's not gonna invite me to a meeting, is he?
00:25:23Yes, he is.
00:25:25I'm going to a barbecue today with Joey's family,
00:25:27and I'm kind of not looking forward to it.
00:25:29Where am I at?
00:25:30Where are my bars?
00:25:30Right here.
00:25:31Just park right here, and then we're gonna...
00:25:33Hey, babe.
00:25:35You ready?
00:25:38I'm sure they don't have much faith in the relationship,
00:25:40because he met me before I went to prison.
00:25:43They all saw that.
00:25:44Oh, I can't believe I'm doing this.
00:25:45And I believe 100% that somehow Joey's family puts the blame on me for Joey's last relapse.
00:25:54Hey!
00:25:55Hey!
00:25:55Hey!
00:25:55Hey!
00:25:56Hey!
00:25:56Hey, everyone.
00:25:57Star has arrived.
00:25:58That's right.
00:25:59Toby.
00:26:00Toby, Mike.
00:26:01Thanks for having me.
00:26:02Andrea.
00:26:03Andrea.
00:26:04Nice to meet you.
00:26:05We're just gonna have a good meal.
00:26:06Hello.
00:26:07Hey, buddy.
00:26:08How are you?
00:26:09The Inquisition.
00:26:10This is a nightmare.
00:26:11Hey, lock up motel kid.
00:26:13Yeah.
00:26:14How you doing, Navy boy?
00:26:15I'm gonna get to see you again.
00:26:16Oh, good seeing you.
00:26:17Yeah.
00:26:17Kind of nervous, probably, and probably...
00:26:19Oh, really nervous.
00:26:20Yeah, today, yeah.
00:26:21Are you more nervous meeting us, or more nervous getting out and...
00:26:24I've gotten out before, so meeting you guys is probably more nerve-wracking.
00:26:28Oh, cool.
00:26:29I can tell Michael's a little on edge, but Michael, seeing where my brother's at, you
00:26:34know, seeing my family and where we're at, we struggled with things, too.
00:26:38Oh, yeah.
00:26:39I'm gonna wait for you.
00:26:40I'm hoping that's just something, you know, for Michael to hope for.
00:26:43Where am I sitting?
00:26:44Whatever you want, boss.
00:26:46These can be his future in-laws if he so chooses.
00:26:51How is it?
00:26:52It's good.
00:26:53Good.
00:26:54Joey was telling us about kind of your background a little bit.
00:26:57Yeah, dude, I'm surprised they let you out.
00:26:58Mm-hmm.
00:26:59You do?
00:27:00I'm surprised.
00:27:01So I want to ask you a question.
00:27:02Yes, ma'am.
00:27:03What are you gonna do that's different this time that you won't go back in?
00:27:07Um, I really don't know how to do this right this time.
00:27:12Mm-hmm.
00:27:13I mean, I know what I'm supposed to do.
00:27:15I'm supposed to make a whole new network of friends.
00:27:17Mm-hmm.
00:27:18But what sucks is, like, those old connections and friends were my family.
00:27:22Mm-hmm.
00:27:23Mm-hmm.
00:27:24And it's so hard to say goodbye to your family.
00:27:26You've been involved in that lock-up motel for how many years?
00:27:30I don't even know how many.
00:27:31Okay.
00:27:32Is it kind of comfortable now for you?
00:27:34Is it, you know?
00:27:35Yeah, some nights, like, yeah, I'd want to just go to my bunk and have my TV right there and put my headphones on and just go to sleep, you know?
00:27:44Gotcha.
00:27:45Yeah.
00:27:46It's a good thing to get started all over, right?
00:27:48Yeah.
00:27:49I don't know.
00:27:50I don't know.
00:27:51It's a hassle.
00:27:52I expected him to lie a little bit better to my family and he's not.
00:27:58I don't know if at this point he doesn't give a or if he just is, like, he's so stressed out about everything that he doesn't know what to say anymore.
00:28:05But they're going to show their respect to a point and then there's a point where they'll just be like, no, you're a dirtbag.
00:28:12We've been in a recovery program and we know what you're going to go through and what you've been through.
00:28:19Yeah.
00:28:20And it's a dangerous situation for my brother.
00:28:23Yeah, I agree.
00:28:24Very dangerous.
00:28:25Did you know he was on a gurney and they didn't expect him, but he was convulsing and...
00:28:29No.
00:28:30Yeah.
00:28:31And his mother...
00:28:32He almost died.
00:28:33Yeah.
00:28:34I didn't know that.
00:28:35Scared us to death.
00:28:36That's why you hear the fear.
00:28:39Yeah.
00:28:40The stuff you guys do is the worst drug anybody uses and you get hooked like that.
00:28:47Yeah.
00:28:48And once you do it once, it'll take you to hell.
00:28:51If you want to go back, call your friends up.
00:28:54That's where you'll go.
00:28:55And that's where you'll be forever.
00:28:57I don't think Mike's ready for a long-term relationship yet.
00:29:01I think Joey is, but I don't think Mike is.
00:29:03Michael's on a crash course to go back out and use drugs.
00:29:07I don't want that for Joey.
00:29:09We want him to find a soulmate.
00:29:11Yeah.
00:29:12Yeah.
00:29:13So I hope you're the right guy.
00:29:14But I'm scared, man.
00:29:15Let me tell you, Charlie.
00:29:16He's trying to see where you're at.
00:29:17What the ?
00:29:18You sure, like, you ready to just lock in?
00:29:33Adrian is definitely on my bad guy list.
00:29:35He's on my you list.
00:29:37Gonna be in the house.
00:29:38Another morning.
00:29:39Been out of prison.
00:29:40Been out two months now.
00:29:41Can't wait till the ankle monitor get off.
00:29:42Been two months.
00:29:43Kobe.
00:29:44Hey, boy.
00:29:45Hey.
00:29:46It feels good, though.
00:29:47You know, spending time with Brooklyn and Lonnie.
00:29:49Everyday life, you know.
00:29:50Life of Brian.
00:29:51You make the face go boom, boom.
00:29:52I wanna hear you say boom, boom, boom.
00:29:54Bang!
00:30:11You in the shower?
00:30:12So my name is Alani.
00:30:14And I just wanted to tell you about Brian.
00:30:16And I just want to tell you about Brian, my bestie.
00:30:24My mom said hurry up.
00:30:26He's been helping me with my homework a lot.
00:30:30And he makes me really smart.
00:30:36And also he makes me laugh a lot, too.
00:30:43I want to do it.
00:30:46I love him very, very much.
00:30:53Love you, too.
00:31:00Today I found out I got two weeks to get a job
00:31:02or I can potentially go back to the halfway house.
00:31:06Out here looking, but I got to put a little pep in my step
00:31:09and buckle down with this job searching business.
00:31:12All I have in the house is wet, so I'm going to stop out for clothes
00:31:23to get something more presentable.
00:31:24Hey, what's up, brother?
00:31:29When you get here, brother, just let me know.
00:31:30Just beep when you get here.
00:31:32You hear me, brother?
00:31:33All right.
00:31:34All right, bet.
00:31:35All right, bet.
00:31:35But I'll see you in a second.
00:31:37Yes, sir.
00:31:38All right.
00:31:40Getting ready to go?
00:31:41Yeah, I'm about to leave.
00:31:42All right.
00:31:43You need any money?
00:31:44You cool?
00:31:44You know, I like, you know, like my mom and my dad,
00:31:48you can give me money, so I don't, you know, I don't need nothing.
00:31:50I appreciate you, but, you know.
00:31:52Okay.
00:31:53Why don't you tell Adrienne to come in so I can meet him?
00:31:58Huh?
00:31:59Huh?
00:32:00I often have to stay on Brian about what time he can leave,
00:32:04what time he can come back.
00:32:06You don't need to.
00:32:07I got stuff to do, bro.
00:32:09You can meet him.
00:32:10Bro, but I can, I can at least meet him and say, like, hi, how are you?
00:32:15Oh, I say hi or something.
00:32:17You're pulling it off.
00:32:18Brian has about four hours to go out and find him some nice clothes.
00:32:24This is a condition of his parole.
00:32:28It's a very strict situation, giving inmate.
00:32:33Free inmate.
00:32:34Maybe when I come back, Brooklyn, I've got somewhere to go.
00:32:37Okay.
00:32:38All right.
00:32:39Whatever, bro.
00:32:41I don't know too much about Adrienne.
00:32:44I don't know if he is associated with anybody who he met in prison.
00:32:50I just hope Brian would never be in contact with anybody he feel like
00:32:54would risk his safety or going back to prison.
00:33:01And your eyes didn't even call to check out.
00:33:04Hey, I just want to come out here and introduce myself.
00:33:17I'm Brooklyn.
00:33:18No, I told you to come out here, though.
00:33:20Okay, because I told you I wanted to meet him.
00:33:23Okay, so I just wanted to give you all some ground rules real quick.
00:33:26One, no bitches.
00:33:27No, we're not doing that.
00:33:29He needs to be back here by 3 o'clock, no later than that, so his thing don't go off.
00:33:34Listen, listen, respectfully.
00:33:36Respectfully, what's up?
00:33:37I'm about to kick it with my dog.
00:33:39We about to go handle business.
00:33:41Business, right.
00:33:41I just want to make sure it's business.
00:33:43Listen, listen, listen.
00:33:44Whatever y'all got going on, leave that in the house with y'all too.
00:33:49Uh-uh.
00:33:49Whatever we got going on, that needs to be the same when y'all leave.
00:33:53The ground rules?
00:33:54That's it, dude.
00:33:55What are you talking about?
00:33:56I'm just saying, like, how you going to come out here and try to tell another groom man?
00:33:59I'm not trying to tell another groom man nothing.
00:34:01I'm just trying to, you know, make sure he knows.
00:34:02I know what to do.
00:34:03I know what not to do.
00:34:04I know what to do.
00:34:05He already not a free man, right?
00:34:07He walking around with a monitor stuck on his ankle.
00:34:09She shouldn't be anchoring and putting more rules and more stress on him.
00:34:13I'm just trying to put some...
00:34:14Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:34:15I'm just trying to put this on the table for y'all.
00:34:18You rolling your window up.
00:34:19Like, what?
00:34:20Because I'm not even going to be the one who's going to get in tour with your people.
00:34:24Brooklyn's name for me is going to be the war.
00:34:26Because it seems like even though you're home, it's nothing but rules and guidelines and pushy, pushy, pushy, pushy.
00:34:34Hold on, hold on, hold on.
00:34:35Did you even call and check in?
00:34:37Yes.
00:34:37Whatever, bye, bro.
00:34:39All right.
00:34:40You're weird.
00:34:41I don't like that Brian is letting his friend get smart with me.
00:34:47Yeah, this is Mr. calling to check in.
00:34:49Let y'all know I'm about to leave the house right now.
00:34:51Adrian is definitely on my bad guy list.
00:34:54He's on my non-friend list.
00:34:56He is on my list.
00:34:59That's ridiculous.
00:35:01I love you, my boys, but that ain't there.
00:35:04That's doing me off, bro.
00:35:11I can't believe I have a wife now.
00:35:13Sounds fancy.
00:35:15Listen to the ring on that.
00:35:16I'm never going to get enough of you.
00:35:27Same.
00:35:30Yeah.
00:35:31I can't believe I have to take you to your halfway house.
00:35:35We're going to have to wait until tomorrow to actually consummate the marriage.
00:35:38What the is that?
00:35:40What the is that?
00:35:41Tell me about it.
00:35:43The fact that I can't even spend the first night as a married woman with my husband, because
00:35:48of my curfew, has me so hurt.
00:35:51I feel like I'm being punked out.
00:35:54That's all right.
00:35:54I can contain myself, at least until tomorrow, when I throw you over my shoulder and run
00:36:00you straight back to my room.
00:36:03With all these rules and stipulations, I might as well just still be serving time.
00:36:08I do have a really nice day planned for us tomorrow.
00:36:13A couple little surprises that should be really fun.
00:36:16So you're not going to tell me then?
00:36:17No, they're surprises.
00:36:19For sure you don't get to know yet.
00:36:21What if I don't like it?
00:36:24Everybody likes surprises.
00:36:27Everybody likes surprises.
00:36:31Okay.
00:36:34Okay.
00:36:37Looks like we're here.
00:36:39I love you.
00:36:41That's right.
00:36:42That's what I'm trying to do.
00:36:46I definitely never thought that I'd be dropping my bride off at a halfway house on my wedding
00:36:51night.
00:36:51All right, my wife.
00:36:53I love you.
00:36:56It's a bummer.
00:36:57We need more time together, and it's a tough one to swallow that I don't get to take her
00:37:01home tonight.
00:37:02Get some rest, beautiful.
00:37:03I'll call you when I get home.
00:37:04Okay.
00:37:08Hey, baby.
00:37:26How are you doing?
00:37:26What are you doing right now?
00:37:35Just chilling.
00:37:38I wish you were here.
00:37:40Yeah, I wish I didn't have to turn you in tonight.
00:37:42It's just temporary.
00:37:45Temporary.
00:37:48Okay.
00:37:49All right, guys.
00:37:51Get some water.
00:37:52Lay your head down.
00:37:54Okay.
00:37:54I love you.
00:37:55You have a good night.
00:37:56Love you.
00:37:58Okay, bye.
00:38:00What the f***?
00:38:03I can't tell whether or not she's super drunk or if it's something else, but in six months
00:38:08of talking to her on the phone, I've never once heard her talk like that, and it's really
00:38:15scary.
00:38:16I don't want to make any accusations, but at the same time, I feel like I know what I heard.
00:38:21She's supposed to be on the sober life, and falling off the wagon is a big deal.
00:38:26One of my big worries here is that she's going to recidivize and end up back in prison.
00:38:30I know a lot of people have used drugs and have gotten clean and continue to live very
00:38:36fulfilling lives.
00:38:37I'm one of them.
00:38:40But I am kind of worried that there's some bad influences in that halfway house for her.
00:38:44We might have a couple hard conversations.
00:38:56A mother f***er don't got to tell me twice.
00:38:57They don't want to be around me.
00:38:59Your attitude right now is exactly why I want space.
00:39:01You're being a straight b***h.
00:39:03Bye.
00:39:05I'm asking her to do some food.
00:39:07I don't know.
00:39:08Should I go over there?
00:39:09Yeah, I think we should go.
00:39:10Honestly, I don't know what I'm going to walk into.
00:39:12I just would hate for it to go left.
00:39:15What's going on?
00:39:16Who are these girls?
00:39:29What the f***?
00:39:33What the f***?
00:39:45Oh my God.
00:39:48Oh my God.
00:39:50I'm trying to let you cry.
00:39:56That's the ring my daddy gave me.
00:39:58That ring been in our family for generations.
00:40:00Oh my God.
00:40:01You see how my big mama gave it to him?
00:40:04And I handed it over to you.
00:40:05So it's yours now.
00:40:06You better go away.
00:40:08You better go away.
00:40:09Oh my gosh.
00:40:16Promise I wasn't going to let me cry.
00:40:18Don't cry.
00:40:18Don't cry.
00:40:19Oh, you better be playing.
00:40:21Listen to me.
00:40:22I done made promises before.
00:40:25But today I'm going to make a promise to be with you forever.
00:40:28You for real?
00:40:29You sure?
00:40:29Yeah, I'm sure.
00:40:30I wouldn't be telling you if I wasn't sure.
00:40:33We done been through ups and downs, smiles and frowns.
00:40:35You better go play.
00:40:40This is the one.
00:40:43I love it.
00:40:44It's beautiful.
00:40:47You better not.
00:40:53You better not.
00:40:54You better not.
00:40:56You better not.
00:40:58Oh, smile.
00:41:00You sure that's on my last hand?
00:41:02Oh, wee.
00:41:06Okay.
00:41:08Oh, man.
00:41:08I'm on cloud nine right now.
00:41:09I have so many emotions going through my mind.
00:41:12I just can't believe this is happening right now.
00:41:15I'm still in shock.
00:41:21Oh, don't cry.
00:41:22Don't cry.
00:41:23Don't cry.
00:41:23Okay, okay.
00:41:25You ready?
00:41:26Ready.
00:41:27I'm ready.
00:41:28Now let's eat the cake.
00:41:30It's like a dream come true.
00:41:34You know, that's all I'm going to be doing.
00:41:36Oh, my God.
00:41:38I want to have a huge wedding.
00:41:41Make sure my family is there.
00:41:43Have some flowers.
00:41:44Make sure I got something, okay, on that's great.
00:41:48I can't wait to just save the date.
00:41:51I'm ready.
00:41:52I'm ready.
00:41:53You like it?
00:41:54Mm-hmm.
00:41:54Mine better.
00:41:57Want me to tell you the truth?
00:41:58No.
00:42:02Why didn't you say the words, will you marry me?
00:42:06Because I feel like right now this is more of a promise that we will get married.
00:42:11I don't want her to go overboard with it.
00:42:17You know, this is a promise for us to be together forever, all right?
00:42:22I promise that things won't be like they used to be.
00:42:25But, uh, I wouldn't want her planning a wedding for tomorrow.
00:42:32Damn, I'm on scale.
00:42:33Thank you, Tom.
00:42:39I ain't trying to be a bad influence.
00:42:41We're going to be in and out.
00:42:42F*** rules.
00:42:43I wasn't trying to be accusatory, but...
00:42:46F*** did you expect me to do with that?
00:42:48You just got married and you don't trust me?
00:42:49F***.
00:43:00What?
00:43:00Is she a therapist or is she a lawsuit advisor?
00:43:02I don't know.
00:43:03Maybe she's just very experienced.
00:43:05I don't...
00:43:06I couldn't tell you on that one.
00:43:07Or she just has a lot of opinions.
00:43:08Opinions aren't bad, but, I mean, maybe she was just trying to help us out.
00:43:18I thought she was going to help you with the lawsuit.
00:43:19I mean, we just got into a f***ing fight.
00:43:22I think f***ing walked in there.
00:43:23Like, what did you think was going to happen?
00:43:24You think she couldn't read body language?
00:43:26You're reaching for answers from everybody else, but you don't know what to do.
00:43:29I'm not reaching for answers from anybody else at all.
00:43:32I just feel like this is where the controlling part comes into play
00:43:34because you think that you have all the answers.
00:43:36You've been trying to control a lot of movement over the past couple of days.
00:43:41You just think you can just say whatever you want to say
00:43:43and just carry it however you want to carry it.
00:43:45No repercussions for that.
00:43:48I'm just starting to f***ing suffocate it.
00:43:53We both need to, I don't know, maybe have some time apart.
00:43:58He's completely willing to let, essentially, a stranger dictate what he should do.
00:44:04A mother f***ing don't got to tell me twice.
00:44:06They don't want to be around me.
00:44:08Why is that funny to you?
00:44:10You don't even have a f***ing bank account card yet.
00:44:14So you're telling me that I can't do f***ing by myself?
00:44:18I would like to know what your plan is to do it by yourself.
00:44:22See, your attitude right now is exactly why I want space.
00:44:24You're being a straight b***h.
00:44:25If you don't want to be here, by all means, let me know where you want to go.
00:44:32I will drop you the f***ing off there.
00:44:34I'm driving myself home to my dad's house right now.
00:44:38Okay.
00:44:48Bye.
00:44:48Hey, bitch, like, I ain't got nothing else to say to you.
00:44:52Like, I can't keep doing this b***h.
00:44:55I just need to f***ing away.
00:45:05Hey, girl.
00:45:06Hey.
00:45:07Um, nothing just dropped your brother off at your dad's house?
00:45:11Oh, how'd that go?
00:45:12It went so good.
00:45:14He lives there now.
00:45:15Could we have a talk?
00:45:18Like, what happened?
00:45:19I feel like he don't know what the f*** he wants.
00:45:21He don't know what the f*** to do.
00:45:24His first reaction is to steal a f***ing car, essentially.
00:45:27I mean, let's call it what it is.
00:45:28And then f*** it.
00:45:29Now he wants to go back and run away to his dad's house?
00:45:32What is this f***ing damn divorce?
00:45:35You're going to have to have a little bit of patience, dude.
00:45:37Girl, I've been patient for two years.
00:45:41You're saying your irritation about a process in my garage
00:45:44so you're just overwhelmed right now.
00:45:45Okay, well, Bradley needs to figure out how to manage that
00:45:48and how to deal with that.
00:45:48And that's not all me.
00:45:50It sounds like Bradley walking away.
00:45:54He didn't take his Xbox with him.
00:45:58We all know what that means, okay?
00:46:01I hope he left his Xbox to your house.
00:46:03Yep.
00:46:05Toxic.
00:46:09I could just run him over with my car
00:46:11and then that would solve all of our problems.
00:46:13Girl, then I'd have a f***ing deal with my wife.
00:46:15Don't do that to me.
00:46:23Dude, I'm tripping.
00:46:26Everything was just happening so quickly.
00:46:28Yesterday, we got married
00:46:30and then I drove Courtney back to her halfway house.
00:46:34When we talked on the phone last night,
00:46:36she sounded just entirely different than I'm used to.
00:46:37As far as I understand it,
00:46:43Courtney doesn't have a problem with drinking,
00:46:45but she did have a drug problem with meth.
00:46:48So if this turns into a thing
00:46:51where she fell off the wagon
00:46:53and smoked dope or something like that,
00:46:55then what does that even mean for us?
00:46:57You know, I...
00:46:58I still want today to be a romantic day for us,
00:47:02but...
00:47:04Yeah, this is going to be lingering in the back of my mind.
00:47:06Okay.
00:47:13Hey, gorgeous.
00:47:13Hi.
00:47:14Hey.
00:47:18Good to see you.
00:47:19Good to see you.
00:47:21How was your night?
00:47:22Good.
00:47:22Awesome.
00:47:24I have no idea what Will has planned,
00:47:27but I'm pretty excited to find out.
00:47:29So I...
00:47:31Gotta be honest with you,
00:47:33before we start our day,
00:47:34I was a little worried this morning about, uh...
00:47:38Yeah, I was just...
00:47:39I don't know.
00:47:40I was paranoid.
00:47:40Why?
00:47:42I don't know.
00:47:43You were acting kind of funny last night.
00:47:45You just sounded different
00:47:47when we were talking on the phone,
00:47:48and...
00:47:50I don't know.
00:47:53It just made me really curious,
00:47:54and then it started making me ask questions,
00:47:56and maybe she's using drugs.
00:47:59What?
00:47:59Like...
00:48:00You thought I sounded funny last night, right?
00:48:03Yeah.
00:48:03I'm just double-checking.
00:48:04Okay, so why didn't you say something then?
00:48:06Like, why didn't you double-check and be like,
00:48:08hey...
00:48:08We just got married.
00:48:09I don't want to ruin the night.
00:48:10What do you mean?
00:48:11If something's not sounding right,
00:48:13you need to check in with me,
00:48:15make sure I'm good.
00:48:16I mean, I would do the same if it was you.
00:48:19Well, yeah,
00:48:19but I didn't want to sound accusatory.
00:48:21Well, mother...
00:48:22You do sound accusatory.
00:48:24You don't trust me?
00:48:25We just got married,
00:48:26and you don't trust me already?
00:48:28I didn't expect to be questioned
00:48:30by my husband
00:48:32about the possibility of relapsing
00:48:35the day after our wedding.
00:48:37Oh, I've been with you the whole time.
00:48:40You're right.
00:48:42I don't even know where this is coming from.
00:48:44Maybe I was, like, tired,
00:48:46but I mean...
00:48:47I don't think I sounded weird.
00:48:52Like, you don't start out a relationship,
00:48:54like, on some accusatory ass like that.
00:49:00I just spent the last four years
00:49:02in a really abusive relationship.
00:49:05Like, that is really triggering for me.
00:49:07Like, don't...
00:49:08Don't get me going on that.
00:49:10I wasn't trying to be accusatory, but...
00:49:14Just...
00:49:15Trust me more, dude.
00:49:18Regardless of her really odd behavior,
00:49:21I am willing to believe her,
00:49:23but if Courtney is still using drugs,
00:49:26our relationship could be dead in the water.
00:49:28You're probably going to be on when?
00:49:38Three.
00:49:39Probably going to get us in trouble, bro.
00:49:41Who are these girls?
00:49:41When I'm walking, it's a party.
00:49:52It's an online music, too.
00:49:54It's sweats, shows.
00:49:55I need some dishes to put on for the interview.
00:49:58Bro, I put on a suit
00:49:59for the first time in my life two months ago
00:50:01just to go take some pictures.
00:50:02So how you feel when you have to sort of...
00:50:04willing to prove?
00:50:06What?
00:50:11You got a curfew.
00:50:13I heard her tell you got to be home at three.
00:50:14That's her rules, or...?
00:50:16Nah.
00:50:17I mean, she probably wished that was her rules,
00:50:19but nah, that's what my PO say.
00:50:21How long you just did?
00:50:22Six.
00:50:23Six?
00:50:24Mm-hmm.
00:50:24You been home two months.
00:50:26You done missed so much time.
00:50:28You sure, like, you ready to just lock in?
00:50:31I'm willing to lock in
00:50:32or somewhere I've been locked in
00:50:34before I got out here.
00:50:36See what I'm saying?
00:50:36Why not build on what I've been building on?
00:50:38But what I'm going to say to you, bro, is...
00:50:41Because you my brother.
00:50:43Or you got locked up.
00:50:45We just regular degular.
00:50:46Bro, we in, like,
00:50:48this BBL conglomerate area
00:50:51and where it's, like,
00:50:52so much that you done missed out on
00:50:54to where you might think that you locked in
00:50:57until you see something different.
00:51:02I'm just frustrated
00:51:04because he's acting like I'm, like,
00:51:06trying to be a PO, parole officer,
00:51:09but I'm really just trying to keep him out of trouble
00:51:11so we don't have to go through
00:51:14not seeing you again.
00:51:16But instead, it's looked at as
00:51:18I'm being a bitch and I'm on his ass.
00:51:20And I'm not on his ass.
00:51:20I'm just trying to make sure
00:51:22that we don't have any type of issues
00:51:25to the point where he has to go back.
00:51:29What kind of look you think I should go for?
00:51:31Anything that's not what you got on right now.
00:51:34What about that?
00:51:36The last time I went shopping for nice clothes
00:51:38was probably a couple days before I got locked up
00:51:41about six years ago.
00:51:43It's comfortable.
00:51:44I'm gonna decent as hell.
00:51:45When the U.S. Marshals came and got me,
00:51:47I was chilling like I wasn't doing nothing illegal.
00:51:51I was just trying to turn over a new leaf.
00:51:53But years prior, we arrived at a pharmacy
00:51:56and all my karma came back to me.
00:52:00So, bro, like that at the house, that's normal?
00:52:05If that's how that be on a day-to-day or?
00:52:08Nah, she just get like that sometimes.
00:52:09Like, she's just real protective, you feel me?
00:52:12So she just ready to do anything.
00:52:14Like, don't go back to jail, basically.
00:52:15Y'all gonna get married,
00:52:17have some Lil' Lou Juniors?
00:52:19Kids, though, yeah.
00:52:20Like, we be planning on having a kid now.
00:52:22You ready to have a kid?
00:52:24Come on, bro, of course.
00:52:25Already?
00:52:26I wouldn't have.
00:52:27All right.
00:52:28We're gonna see.
00:52:29We will.
00:52:30We're gonna see.
00:52:31All right.
00:52:32All right.
00:52:33You gotta be home when?
00:52:35Three.
00:52:35Three?
00:52:35Yeah.
00:52:36You about to go get in some trouble, bro.
00:52:38I'm about to take you to a strip club.
00:52:40I ain't trying to be a bad influence.
00:52:43The family is cool.
00:52:45Let me show you what's really going on out here.
00:52:47And I'm gonna get you home in time, bro.
00:52:49I ain't gonna get you in trouble,
00:52:50and this never happens.
00:52:51Let's do it.
00:52:52I don't need no damn rules.
00:52:55I just came from six years with hella rules.
00:52:58rules.
00:52:59What?
00:53:00Debit card?
00:53:01Yeah.
00:53:01Nah, you gotta get hit through this credit wage.
00:53:03You know, we'll get there.
00:53:05I'm going with the wind.
00:53:06Wherever the wind blows me.
00:53:08They call me Mr. Bitches.
00:53:09Nah.
00:53:10that shit.
00:53:11Working in her feelings,
00:53:12I gotta wait for now.
00:53:15Oh, what the shit is coming?
00:53:17What, your girl?
00:53:18Yeah, that shit.
00:53:19I'm here, bro.
00:53:20What?
00:53:22Hello.
00:53:23Where you at?
00:53:24It's been here at three.
00:53:25Okay.
00:53:26Is it three o'clock yet?
00:53:28It's it, but it's only close to three,
00:53:30so I'm just trying to be right here.
00:53:30Bro, tell her you gonna be there, bro.
00:53:33All right, so I'll see you
00:53:34when I get there at three o'clock, dude.
00:53:36Bro, you weird as fuck.
00:53:38Like, weird, dude.
00:53:39You talking about it's close to three.
00:53:40What the?
00:53:41I'm just trying to see where you're at.
00:53:43I just told you I'm on my way home.
00:53:44What the shit?
00:53:47Bro, we at the strip club, bro.
00:53:48We about to go in just for five minutes, bro.
00:53:53Five minutes.
00:53:54Let me take you in here.
00:53:55Let's go get some good chicken wings.
00:53:56Let's look at some thick fake asses
00:53:58and get him back to the house like ASAP.
00:54:00We're gonna be in and out.
00:54:02Because the last thing that I want
00:54:03is to violate his curfew
00:54:05and get him sent back to the halfway house.
00:54:07In and out, bro.
00:54:09It's about to be bad.
00:54:10Your call has been forwarded to voicemail.
00:54:15Why is he going to get some food?
00:54:16Oh, my God.
00:54:17This person is shooting.
00:54:18Honestly, I don't know
00:54:19what I'm gonna walk into.
00:54:20Who are these girls?
00:54:31If you want to go back,
00:54:32call your friends up.
00:54:34That's where you'll go.
00:54:35And that's where you'll be forever.
00:54:36I don't want that for Joey.
00:54:38We want him to find a soulmate.
00:54:40Yeah.
00:54:41So I hope you're the right guy.
00:54:43But I'm scared, man.
00:54:49Well, he's already called a couple of them.
00:54:51Asie, touch base.
00:54:54Yeah, I don't want to lie to you guys.
00:54:55Got my social media with,
00:54:57linked me back into everybody
00:54:59and everybody seems to already
00:55:00be getting word that I'm out.
00:55:02So that's gonna be a battle.
00:55:04They're gonna take you back there quickly
00:55:06if that's what you do.
00:55:08You've gotta do what you gotta do
00:55:09for yourself.
00:55:11You do the work.
00:55:12I can't do it for you.
00:55:13He can't do it for you.
00:55:14It's just, man,
00:55:15get in a recovery program.
00:55:18Yeah.
00:55:19That's good advice.
00:55:23Do you want to live
00:55:24or do you want to die?
00:55:25So, do you want to live now, Michael?
00:55:29I want to live.
00:55:30I want to live.
00:55:31Good job.
00:55:33Good job.
00:55:33And that's it.
00:55:34You know?
00:55:34That's it.
00:55:35It's that easy.
00:55:36That's it.
00:55:36That's that easy.
00:55:37That's easy.
00:55:37I don't know.
00:55:39I've heard all the cliches.
00:55:40I've literally done
00:55:41every program there is.
00:55:43So I'm hearing this stuff
00:55:44probably for the 2000th time.
00:55:47And I'm gonna be respectful
00:55:49and listen to it.
00:55:50But it's total bullshit
00:55:54that they expect me
00:55:55to completely just cut off
00:55:56all my family.
00:55:58My friends are my,
00:56:00like my family.
00:56:01I admit these people are addicts.
00:56:04Some of them are cons.
00:56:05Some of them are thieves
00:56:07or whatever.
00:56:08But they give me advice.
00:56:10They've been with me
00:56:11through the hard times.
00:56:12They've supported me.
00:56:13Yeah, sometimes they've
00:56:14gotten me in trouble,
00:56:15but they're not bad people.
00:56:18It's, that's not happening.
00:56:19It's not an option.
00:56:21I need to use the head.
00:56:22Let me show you
00:56:23where that's at.
00:56:23Okay.
00:56:29I came into this barbecue
00:56:30thinking that meeting
00:56:31Joey's family was gonna
00:56:32bring me closer to Joey.
00:56:35But in fact,
00:56:36it's pushed me
00:56:37the other direction.
00:56:41I feel like...
00:56:49Hey.
00:56:56Hey, bud.
00:56:57Dude, I just had
00:56:58a meal with Joey's family.
00:57:00It was like having
00:57:01five Joey's.
00:57:03Do you mean it was like
00:57:03real boring or what?
00:57:05No, dude.
00:57:05It was a real annoying,
00:57:06more like...
00:57:07Was it just like
00:57:08uncomfortable or what?
00:57:09Well, yeah, dude.
00:57:11It's like a recovery family.
00:57:13Everybody was
00:57:13preaching to me,
00:57:15telling me...
00:57:16Oh, God.
00:57:17Yeah.
00:57:18How much they're worried
00:57:19about him.
00:57:20Oh, really?
00:57:20Wow.
00:57:21Yeah, I know it.
00:57:23I'm sweating.
00:57:27I love Joey very much.
00:57:28He's my baby.
00:57:29He's my last one.
00:57:31And he is a sweetheart.
00:57:34He deserves someone
00:57:35just as good as he is.
00:57:37But here's the thing.
00:57:38Opposites attract.
00:57:40And I get that
00:57:41because I was attracted
00:57:42to his dad
00:57:43the same reason.
00:57:44But I lost myself
00:57:46and I didn't know
00:57:47who I was.
00:57:48I just kept doing
00:57:49what he wanted
00:57:50because I wanted
00:57:51a people-please him.
00:57:52And I'm not
00:57:53a people-pleaser,
00:57:54but I did become that.
00:57:56And, you know,
00:57:58that's what my concern
00:58:00is for my son.
00:58:02I think he's a nice guy.
00:58:04I just hope he's
00:58:05good for you.
00:58:06I'm not privy.
00:58:07It's still...
00:58:08Well, yeah, it's still...
00:58:09He doesn't have
00:58:10my trust yet
00:58:10or my respect.
00:58:12And he's got to earn that.
00:58:14I still want to see you tonight.
00:58:16So, you still down to meet up?
00:58:18Okay.
00:58:18Yeah, I'm down for sure.
00:58:20All right, cool, Leo.
00:58:20We have a lot
00:58:21to catch up on, you know?
00:58:22Yeah, we do.
00:58:23All right, mate.
00:58:23I'll talk to you soon.
00:58:25Okay, all right.
00:58:25Bye-bye.
00:58:27You're a lot like me.
00:58:28And I gave up my life
00:58:30practically for your dad.
00:58:32I don't want you to do that.
00:58:34I want you to still
00:58:35be your own person.
00:58:36I will be.
00:58:37And do what you need to do
00:58:39to take care of yourself.
00:58:40No, I'm going to.
00:58:41I love the guy
00:58:42and I'm not going
00:58:43to lose myself to him.
00:58:44It's like I'm trying
00:58:44to give the guy
00:58:45the benefit of the doubt
00:58:46and I know the drill.
00:58:47I know the signs
00:58:48to look for.
00:58:49My biggest fear
00:58:50is that you'll get back
00:58:51into meth
00:58:52and you won't make it out.
00:58:55I know you won't
00:58:56because you just...
00:58:57And I want you
00:59:03to be happy.
00:59:05I don't want him
00:59:06to fall down
00:59:07that black hole again.
00:59:09You know,
00:59:10and I'm concerned
00:59:11that with Michael
00:59:12that might happen
00:59:13because I don't trust him
00:59:15and I don't believe him.
00:59:19It's almost over though, right?
00:59:20Think about pushing
00:59:34the baby out.
00:59:35That's scary.
00:59:39Let's go find out.
00:59:41Oh gosh.
00:59:42I'm scared.
00:59:43You ready?
00:59:44Oh God.
00:59:44Oh my God.
01:00:00You're pregnant.
01:00:02Oh my gosh.
01:00:03It's real.
01:00:05Are you excited?
01:00:07Yeah,
01:00:08but I'm scared.
01:00:10I'm not going to lie.
01:00:11That's a lot.
01:00:12That's a lot to take in.
01:00:14Oh my gosh.
01:00:16God,
01:00:16I gotta go sit down.
01:00:18Me having a baby
01:00:19with Julius
01:00:20is really life-changing
01:00:21and I know that
01:00:22I'm going to have
01:00:23to compromise
01:00:23something in my life,
01:00:25you know,
01:00:25to make it all work.
01:00:27But I do feel like
01:00:28a baby would bring
01:00:29a lot of joy
01:00:30to my life.
01:00:31I don't know.
01:00:32I feel like
01:00:33I would never have
01:00:35to worry about
01:00:35being lonely
01:00:36because I'll always
01:00:38have somebody
01:00:38and they'll always
01:00:39love me unconditionally.
01:00:43How am I going
01:00:45to tell him?
01:00:46I don't know
01:00:46if I should tell him
01:00:47like just tell him
01:00:48or like I'll just tell him.
01:00:50I think you should.
01:00:52I think I'm about
01:00:52to try to call him.
01:00:53Okay.
01:00:56Your call has been
01:00:57forwarded to voicemail.
01:01:00Why is he not
01:01:00answering Boone?
01:01:02I don't know.
01:01:04Oh Lord,
01:01:04don't get me
01:01:05to overthinking.
01:01:06I don't know.
01:01:07I'm hoping maybe
01:01:08he just in there
01:01:09maybe rapping
01:01:10and he can't answer
01:01:11or something.
01:01:12I do just wonder
01:01:14like he don't
01:01:15really let me
01:01:16see his phone.
01:01:17I feel like
01:01:17that is something
01:01:18that like
01:01:18kind of like
01:01:21triggers me
01:01:22because it's like
01:01:22if there's nothing
01:01:23in there,
01:01:24why are you
01:01:25so just secretive
01:01:27about it?
01:01:28I don't know.
01:01:29I do be wondering.
01:01:31Like has he given
01:01:32you any reason
01:01:32to think that he's
01:01:33shooting?
01:01:36Uh,
01:01:37oh my God,
01:01:39I don't want to
01:01:40do it.
01:01:41What?
01:01:43Uh,
01:01:44there was another girl.
01:01:47He basically said
01:01:47he'll never do it again.
01:01:50It was just already
01:01:51such an argument.
01:01:53Like,
01:01:54I just don't feel like
01:01:55arguing over that
01:01:56no more.
01:01:58I have mixed feelings
01:01:59about it.
01:01:59I'm really excited
01:02:00because I know
01:02:01this is something
01:02:02that Alexis
01:02:02has always wanted.
01:02:04She's always wanted
01:02:04to be a mom.
01:02:05But I am
01:02:06a little worried
01:02:07just because of
01:02:08the situation
01:02:08that she's in
01:02:09and what she's
01:02:09going through
01:02:10with him.
01:02:10I don't really
01:02:11know him like that
01:02:11so I can't say
01:02:12for certain
01:02:12but those instances
01:02:14right there
01:02:15would be a red
01:02:16flat for me.
01:02:16Like this person
01:02:17is shooting.
01:02:19I understand like
01:02:20this is your
01:02:22first time
01:02:22being in love.
01:02:23Like you don't
01:02:24want to lose him
01:02:25but at the same time
01:02:25you don't want
01:02:26to lose yourself
01:02:26either.
01:02:27Like you don't
01:02:27want to basically
01:02:28accept anything
01:02:29just to have this.
01:02:31Like you want
01:02:32real love.
01:02:33You deserve better
01:02:34and I'm not
01:02:35saying that
01:02:35he can't give
01:02:36that to you
01:02:37but you need
01:02:39to make him
01:02:39man up
01:02:40and stop doing
01:02:42some of the
01:02:42he's doing
01:02:43and if he's not
01:02:44if he's not
01:02:44going to do that
01:02:45then you need
01:02:45to leave.
01:02:46Where is he at?
01:02:53He at the studio.
01:02:56Can I go to the studio?
01:02:57Should I go over there?
01:02:59Yeah I think
01:02:59we should go.
01:03:01I do believe
01:03:02that I deserve
01:03:03a healthy relationship
01:03:05and I just feel
01:03:07like he's just
01:03:07never been
01:03:07in a real relationship
01:03:08so he doesn't
01:03:09really know
01:03:09how to love somebody
01:03:10so
01:03:11not excusing it
01:03:13but I mean
01:03:14you have to go
01:03:15through trial
01:03:16and tribulation
01:03:16to learn.
01:03:20Where is he at?
01:03:21We have vengeance.
01:03:22We gotta go to vengeance.
01:03:23Where do we go
01:03:24to vengeance with?
01:03:25I don't know.
01:03:27The only one I know
01:03:27we feel is good.
01:03:29Tracking his phone
01:03:30I see Julius
01:03:32isn't at the studio
01:03:33now he's
01:03:34at the store
01:03:35I'm automatically
01:03:37just thinking the worst
01:03:38like
01:03:39he must be like
01:03:40with a girl
01:03:41or something
01:03:41because he's not
01:03:42returning my phone calls
01:03:43are answering me.
01:03:51Really hoping
01:03:52that I don't have
01:03:52to fight today
01:03:53but my hair is wrapped up
01:03:54and it's in a bun
01:03:55so I'm ready.
01:04:00So what's going on?
01:04:02Who are these girls?
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