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Love After Lockup Season 6 Episode 10
Love After Lockup S06E10
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00:00:00Demadric got together when I was in high school.
00:00:02What's up, mama?
00:00:03Give me a hug.
00:00:04You doing all right?
00:00:04Yeah.
00:00:05Joela is still in love with Demadric.
00:00:08Do you mean her got anything going on?
00:00:09I don't know.
00:00:09You tell me.
00:00:10Demadric's cheated on me with her twice.
00:00:12Today, I'm going to make a promise to be with you forever.
00:00:14This is more of a promise that we will get married.
00:00:17I've got engaged to Kiana.
00:00:18Who wants to play with who feelings?
00:00:20I have some messages in Demadric's phone.
00:00:24He's been entertaining his baby mama.
00:00:26Get your get the hurry up.
00:00:28What's up, beautiful?
00:00:31What are you talking to all morning?
00:00:33I'm talking to your ex.
00:00:34I'm blocking Alex on his Facebook.
00:00:35Can I come see you tomorrow?
00:00:36OK.
00:00:37Let me check this fool's location.
00:00:38He's in work.
00:00:39Alex lives in Mark, bro.
00:00:40I'm not doing this anymore.
00:00:44I got to go.
00:00:46You and Brian, he's going to live with you?
00:00:48Yes.
00:00:48I'm going to have children with him and everything.
00:00:50I'm so excited.
00:00:53So I just wanted to give you all some ground rules.
00:00:54He needs to be back here by 3 o'clock.
00:00:57Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:00:58I'm about to take you to a stripper.
00:01:00You're trying to think where you're at.
00:01:01I just told you I'm on my way home.
00:01:03I can't believe we're about to be out.
00:01:05I can't wait to see you and just hug you.
00:01:07What the heck?
00:01:08We're not in a relationship?
00:01:09No.
00:01:10He's lying about everything.
00:01:12It ain't nobody else.
00:01:13It's just me.
00:01:14Yeah, it is somebody else.
00:01:15That's the end of it.
00:01:16I'm putting a little air tag on my car.
00:01:21I can see for myself where he going.
00:01:23No, my God.
00:01:24I'm scared.
00:01:25Where is he at?
00:01:26We have a vengeance.
00:01:27We have a vengeance.
00:01:28Who are these girls?
00:01:29Why you ain't answering the phone?
00:01:30Why are y'all letting me leave my phone?
00:01:32It's a rat.
00:01:33Hey, babe.
00:01:35I thought we were, like, going to consummate things, but I wasn't feeling it.
00:01:39All right, call me when you're done.
00:01:40I'm not used to having someone watching everything that I do.
00:01:44What do you need all your old contacts for?
00:01:45Maybe we can grab something to eat together.
00:01:48Whatever.
00:01:48We should go our separate ways.
00:01:50Like, you didn't even want a better life.
00:01:51No.
00:01:52I don't want to talk to you right now.
00:01:53Okay.
00:01:54Hi!
00:01:55Courtney and I have been dating for about six months now.
00:01:58We've spent no physical time together.
00:01:59I do.
00:02:01I'd never thought that I'd be dropping my bride off at a halfway house.
00:02:05on my wedding night.
00:02:05Hey, baby.
00:02:06How you doing?
00:02:06It's just temporary.
00:02:09Temporary.
00:02:09We were acting kind of funny last night.
00:02:11It started making me ask questions.
00:02:13Maybe she's using drugs.
00:02:14We just got married, and you don't trust me?
00:02:16I don't understand why we're at a sandwich shop for our first date.
00:02:18Are you broke?
00:02:19I just damn there shelled out, like, ten grand on you getting out.
00:02:22Wow.
00:02:27Oh, Lord, oh, Lord.
00:02:29Here we go.
00:02:31Tell him to give me the crown.
00:02:32Give me the crown.
00:02:33Yeah, I want it.
00:02:35You're ungrateful as hell right now.
00:02:36You had sugar daddies that are giving you money all the time.
00:02:39And I know for a fact that you didn't get rid of them.
00:02:41Maybe if you provided for me a little bit more, I wouldn't have to go to them.
00:02:45Take the bus.
00:02:47Oh, Lord, oh, Lord.
00:02:50you.
00:02:51I didn't ask him for a single dollar when I was in prison because he knew I had people
00:03:02taking care of me, and he was totally cool with that, and now all of a sudden he's not,
00:03:07and he's throwing it in my face, and he's throwing it in my face, what kind of bull is that?
00:03:10Like, this is the day after our wedding.
00:03:13That's crazy.
00:03:14I could be a single woman all day.
00:03:16I had people who took care of me and provided for me in prison.
00:03:24If you want to take that and call it a sugar daddy, then that's on you.
00:03:30So I accumulated $25,000 roughly from the people who took care of me.
00:03:39But I was in for 15 months, and I would spend anywhere from $1,500 to $1,700 a month
00:03:45for commissary hair products and snacks and food.
00:03:51I only saved $1,400.
00:03:54Why does it even matter?
00:03:55Like, you're not giving it to me, so what do you want me to do?
00:04:02I thought I knew her, but I didn't expect her to be this spoiled.
00:04:05She never really talked about money like that.
00:04:08We've been arguing all day.
00:04:10I'm pretty bummed out.
00:04:12The good thing about diamonds is the resale value stays high.
00:04:25Barbie!
00:04:39Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop.
00:04:41Let me drive you home.
00:04:43What is there to talk about, Will?
00:04:44You don't trust me.
00:04:46You obviously think I'm not worthy.
00:04:47You f***.
00:04:50Why are you demanding my money, my wallet?
00:04:52Let me see your bank.
00:04:53You're a broke boy.
00:04:54What the f*** do you think that does to me?
00:04:56I just don't know what to expect from me.
00:04:59When I get in the car, we're not talking.
00:05:01Fine.
00:05:01Your sandwiches are ready.
00:05:03Can we get those to go?
00:05:04To go.
00:05:05Yes.
00:05:05Okay.
00:05:06Thank you so much.
00:05:09This is not what I signed up for.
00:05:12This is not how I want to spend the rest of our lives.
00:05:17Rushing into marriage may have been a mistake.
00:05:21For better or for worse, I guess.
00:05:24Right?
00:05:36Last night was just draining.
00:05:41I actually don't know where Julius is right now.
00:05:43I have no clue.
00:05:44So he didn't come home last night.
00:05:46His life is like a wave.
00:05:48I see it over.
00:05:51Your love is like a wave.
00:05:56Your legs are definitely overreacting.
00:05:59I want to do a night with them girls, so, like, she ain't have no reason to be tripping.
00:06:03I know girls are going to be involved.
00:06:07He has to have girls in his videos and stuff.
00:06:11I don't know.
00:06:12It's going to be hard to get used to being able to separate if it's work or, you know, something more than that.
00:06:17If I would have did that to Julius, pulling up in his car with guys coming out, not answering his call all day, he would never let nothing like that fly.
00:06:28I just feel like, man, he just don't respect me.
00:06:31It's just time for me to be standing up for myself.
00:06:33And especially now that I'm pregnant, if he can't set my boundaries, then it's just not going to work.
00:06:39Man, it smells good in here.
00:06:49What's up, babe?
00:06:52Where you been at?
00:06:53What's that Jew house?
00:06:55Why you ain't text or called me last night?
00:07:00Where the food at?
00:07:04I didn't know if he was coming or not.
00:07:06You ain't come home.
00:07:09You didn't come home last night?
00:07:17I was just chilling.
00:07:19So you can't tell me you're chilling in a Jew house?
00:07:25That was my bad.
00:07:27But it wasn't nothing, though.
00:07:30You got to realize that this is the career that I'm taking.
00:07:34So, like, it's going to be females at the studio sometime.
00:07:39Well, why you can't communicate and tell me that they there?
00:07:41You making it a secret.
00:07:43I shouldn't have to pop up and see them.
00:07:46I apologize for not communicating with you.
00:07:51I got bigger stuff I need to talk to you about.
00:07:54Play like what?
00:07:56For sure.
00:07:56So, what does this mean?
00:08:17Say I'm pregnant.
00:08:20We pregnant?
00:08:21Yeah, I'm pregnant.
00:08:22We pregnant.
00:08:28Damn.
00:08:31I don't know.
00:08:32That's...
00:08:33That's crazy.
00:08:35I thought he was going to be kind of more just, like, happy but nervous.
00:08:41Like, I expect him to be nervous.
00:08:42That's a lot for anybody.
00:08:44But it's not like he didn't know it was a possibility.
00:08:47We don't use protection.
00:08:47So it's like you knew that could happen.
00:08:52Hey, are you sure, though?
00:08:54Yeah.
00:08:54He don't, too, though.
00:08:56You know, sometimes they don't be right, though.
00:08:58It's right.
00:08:58I'm pregnant.
00:08:59I miss my period.
00:09:02I've been nauseous and sick.
00:09:04My boobs hurt.
00:09:05I'm pregnant.
00:09:07Damn.
00:09:09Yeah, that's a lot, man.
00:09:11That's crazy.
00:09:12Mm-hmm.
00:09:13I don't know what to say.
00:09:15It is what it is, I guess.
00:09:18It is what it is.
00:09:19What do you mean, you guess?
00:09:21I mean, that's what it is.
00:09:24We got a lot going on right now.
00:09:26We going to be able to handle that?
00:09:28Yeah, what you mean?
00:09:31What other outfit we got?
00:09:38It's here now.
00:09:39So what the what we going to do?
00:09:45I don't know what I'm going to be saying.
00:09:46What the what you going to do?
00:09:47Like I'm saying, I don't say.
00:09:51We've only been serious for a certain amount of time.
00:09:55And I just got out of prison, not even a whole month.
00:09:58I'm not really trying to have no kids right now.
00:10:05No, I'm a girl.
00:10:07This is going to piss me off.
00:10:08What's a lie and what's the truth?
00:10:23You literally left me and ran into someone else's arms.
00:10:26I'm on my way to this house right now.
00:10:28I don't give a .
00:10:29I don't know who he's with, what he's doing.
00:10:33Daddy going to have to go to work soon, all right?
00:10:35What you doing?
00:10:36You're getting ready.
00:10:37All right, I'll see you in a second.
00:10:39You don't have to use over this.
00:10:41How do you feel?
00:10:42Like I may have made a mistake.
00:10:43I don't give a what they are.
00:10:56Do you know how much money I put in your books?
00:10:58And this is what I get?
00:10:59Cheated on the .
00:11:01I went through Dimatric's phone, and I found out he was cheating with Joela.
00:11:14Why did you cheat on me with her?
00:11:19Because when I was gone, I gave you all my trust.
00:11:23I made decisions off of what you did, and you opened that door first.
00:11:27You started this platform.
00:11:29You were young.
00:11:29You don't think that's a little different?
00:11:30It doesn't matter.
00:11:31It doesn't matter.
00:11:33I did have a slip-up while Dimatric was in the shoe because I found out that he was texting
00:11:40his baby mama.
00:11:41So I saw he was entertaining someone, so I started entertaining someone.
00:11:46If you want to go fling and have your fun, go do that.
00:11:49That's not what I want, but you're not going to play in my face.
00:11:52That's what I'm getting at.
00:11:53But what I'm saying is that's what you did.
00:11:55Dimatric is definitely trying to justify his excuse with my wrongdoing, but let's be for
00:12:01real.
00:12:02If the roles were reversed, you would have not been faithful.
00:12:06You couldn't have even done it while we were together.
00:12:09We could move forward if you want to, but that's all on to you now.
00:12:13How are we going to move forward when you keep reaching back?
00:12:14You don't have that situation taken care of, so how can you start a situation with me?
00:12:19Okay.
00:12:21We separated.
00:12:25Cool.
00:12:28Matter of fact, hold on.
00:12:29You want your ring back?
00:12:30You know I want my grandma's ring back if you don't want it.
00:12:35Matter of fact, I'm going to key on your wine first.
00:12:41Damn.
00:12:44You couldn't hand it to me?
00:12:45No.
00:12:46You couldn't do right.
00:12:50Enjoy your evening.
00:12:52Bye.
00:12:53Joela is the mother of my kids.
00:12:58Giving a key out of the ring definitely changed the momentum.
00:13:02It's a lot more pressure on me, a lot more weight.
00:13:05So one day, I kick it with Joela, and one thing led to another, and that's how it went.
00:13:12Not proud of it.
00:13:13There's definitely some regrets there.
00:13:15I feel like a fool.
00:13:22I feel embarrassed.
00:13:23I feel betrayed.
00:13:24I feel dumb.
00:13:28Oh, man.
00:13:30I'm sad.
00:13:34This just isn't how I imagine it to be.
00:13:37It's just very hard.
00:13:41I just love him.
00:13:43Is love enough?
00:13:44No.
00:13:45This bitch is at Alex's house.
00:14:04Like, I don't care anymore.
00:14:05I don't give a .
00:14:06Yes, I did start hanging out with Troy, but we did not have sex while you and I were
00:14:20together, and that is the truth.
00:14:22At this point, like, I'm trying to differentiate what's a lie and what's the truth, because
00:14:28everything you told me, there was lies built into it.
00:14:34So, like, at the end of the day, how am I supposed to believe what you're saying now?
00:14:39It's crazy that Alex still denies everything and that she still can't take accountability
00:14:44for her actions, and honestly, I just, it just makes me lose respect for her.
00:14:49I heard the recording of her admitting that she's a dude.
00:14:52Did y'all like every night or no?
00:14:54We only had sex four times.
00:14:56I don't like having sex with men who can't go longer than 38 seconds.
00:15:00You're woman enough to do this, you know, be woman enough to man up and admit it.
00:15:06Like, I was finna give you my all.
00:15:08I was finna give you the world, like, and you're off a diamond for, like, scrap metal.
00:15:11I don't understand that, because as a man, I did everything I was supposed to do.
00:15:15I gave you a fair chance, like I did.
00:15:17I gave you, like, a 100% fair chance, and I need you to, like, respect the fact that
00:15:21I'm really trying to make this work with Brooke, because I'm trying to give her that chance
00:15:24now.
00:15:27She wasn't there when you were locked up.
00:15:29It was like, I messed up once, and you literally left me and ran into someone else's arms.
00:15:36How the hell is that supposed to make me feel?
00:15:38How do you think I felt in there?
00:15:40Obviously good, because you left me to go to her.
00:15:42JK is allowing Brooke to push me out of his life.
00:15:57I do not think that Brooke deserves to be with JK.
00:16:01He just deserves so much better.
00:16:04I love Batman, and I believe JK loves me.
00:16:09I think he just kind of covered it up.
00:16:12It wasn't supposed to be like this.
00:16:18It wasn't?
00:16:20I gave you every piece of me, you know what I'm saying?
00:16:21And you shattered me, bro.
00:16:24I feel like you shattered me.
00:16:29Come here.
00:16:33I don't want to.
00:16:35You hurt me worse than I've ever been hurt in my life.
00:16:37I just don't want to cry no more, bro.
00:16:47I don't want to hurt no more.
00:16:48I just want to be happy.
00:16:50I'm home.
00:16:54I'm with my family, you know what I'm saying?
00:16:55Like, I'm trying to figure this out.
00:16:58I have nothing in life.
00:17:01Like, I have nothing.
00:17:02All I have is my loved ones.
00:17:06Then go be happy, James.
00:17:08Like, if being happy is what you want, then let me go.
00:17:11Because apparently I can't do that for you.
00:17:19Bro, I'm on my way to Alex's house right now.
00:17:23I left work early to do this.
00:17:25I probably just lost my job over this dumb.
00:17:28It sounds like he wants a cake and to eat it too.
00:17:31Well, he had that cake, but he ain't eating this one no more.
00:17:35I'm done.
00:17:39If I'm not trusting you, what the are we doing?
00:17:42Bye!
00:17:43See you later!
00:17:44Are you going to leave me with a card?
00:17:46What is your plan?
00:17:48I love you.
00:17:50I'm not about to be no delivery boy.
00:17:52So I didn't support you in prison?
00:17:53That's why you're in my prison.
00:17:55I'm so over this.
00:17:57Michael said he couldn't do this.
00:18:11OK, then.
00:18:11Be done.
00:18:12Don't call me.
00:18:13Don't talk to me.
00:18:15Forget me, then.
00:18:16I don't want to hear what he's got to say,
00:18:18because whatever he's got to say is bull .
00:18:19You've done enough of this all year.
00:18:24Do something different.
00:18:25I did not go well.
00:18:37I never thought it was going to go well.
00:18:40He didn't get mad exactly.
00:18:42He got sad.
00:18:43He got hurt.
00:18:46I broke his heart.
00:18:47And I don't know how to deal with that.
00:18:50This is a total pattern for me.
00:18:52I everything up that's good for me.
00:18:55You know, I just, like, I cannot and will not promise him never to go back.
00:19:03Because there's a promise I've broken so many times to my closest people who I love unconditionally.
00:19:08And I do love him.
00:19:10And, uh, yeah, I'm not going to take him down with me.
00:19:15I feel like I don't deserve a good, happy, healthy life because, you know, it's like the ugly duckling growing up to be, you know, some kind of princess.
00:19:28It doesn't, it doesn't make any, it doesn't fit the storyline.
00:19:31It's not my destiny or whatever.
00:19:33I can finish the story, but I can't pick up the pen and not, I mean, write it at all.
00:19:39It's already been written.
00:19:40Um, hi.
00:19:43Good to see you.
00:19:45Oh, my gosh.
00:19:46Dude, I miss you so much.
00:19:48Where's Jimmy?
00:19:49Oh, uh, I just broke it off.
00:19:52You just, just, like, right before this?
00:19:55Yeah, just right before this.
00:19:56Oh, wow.
00:19:56Um, how do you feel?
00:19:58Like, I may have made a mistake, but.
00:20:01Like, because you broke up with him or because.
00:20:03Yeah, because he's kind of like the best thing that's ever kind of happened to me.
00:20:07But I don't think he was ever really, you know, with the attraction, the chemistry, I never saw it.
00:20:13Like, I just never saw you guys clicking like that.
00:20:16Yeah.
00:20:17Well, you were right.
00:20:19I think it's for sure.
00:20:20I just don't want to be in a relationship right now.
00:20:23So it's not just jokes to anyone.
00:20:28I think he cared for me, but it's like, he still wants to go use.
00:20:32That's the whole thing.
00:20:34I mean, I seen his phone ding and it was his buddy calling him Spencer.
00:20:38So talk to Spencer then.
00:20:40Yeah.
00:20:42I don't even.
00:20:44I can't even believe this is happening.
00:20:48It's the thing.
00:20:49You can't take it back.
00:20:51It's like, guess what?
00:20:52That's how you feel.
00:20:55There you go.
00:20:56I just wasted a year of my life on some, somebody.
00:21:01I envisioned, I mean, I envisioned a lot of things.
00:21:07I have a whole, I had a whole life prepared.
00:21:12Um.
00:21:16So that's the thing.
00:21:17I have no clue.
00:21:18I'm still in shock.
00:21:19I'm like, what the just happened?
00:21:22What?
00:21:22Like, I don't know if I'm being punked.
00:21:29I just think now that I look at it, it was the whole thing.
00:21:34Maybe the whole thing was just a scam.
00:21:38Maybe that was his plan all along.
00:21:40I don't know.
00:21:40What are we going to get together?
00:21:46Like, for real, for real.
00:21:48I do want to spend more time with you, though.
00:21:49I know, I know.
00:21:50Maybe tomorrow.
00:21:52Okay.
00:21:53I'll holler at you.
00:21:54All right.
00:21:54Yeah, let me know.
00:21:55No.
00:21:55I don't know who he's with, what he's doing.
00:22:04Daddy gonna have to go to work soon, all right?
00:22:07All right, I'll see you in a second.
00:22:08I'm trying to tear down these walls that you have up around your heart, so we can build
00:22:12a life together.
00:22:13It's a life.
00:22:14I just want better for our kids.
00:22:16Well, actually, she's toxic, for sure.
00:22:18We're here.
00:22:29Come on.
00:22:29Jump out.
00:22:30Oh, tripping.
00:22:31Come on, bro.
00:22:32It's 2.36.
00:22:33So you want to go home and deal with that headache?
00:22:36Oh, yes.
00:22:36Let's go.
00:22:37It's my headache.
00:22:37Bro, it's your dog.
00:22:38I don't care if you was my cat.
00:22:41All right, bro.
00:22:42I'll get you on.
00:22:44I can't like your bitch.
00:22:48But I'ma be the last man to stand.
00:22:51He gotta get there.
00:22:53Nah, I got you, bro.
00:22:54I got you.
00:22:55My bad.
00:22:56Me and Adrian was gonna go to a strip club.
00:22:59Go, go, go, go, go, go.
00:23:01In the heat of the moment, hell yeah, it was a good idea.
00:23:04Go ask Yorlity.
00:23:05Hell nah, that was some dumb ass shit.
00:23:09It's over.
00:23:11Even though we done go in, I know Brooklyn's still gonna have a shit, so.
00:23:16Lose, lose.
00:23:18Lose, lose.
00:23:23Lose, lose.
00:23:24Hello?
00:23:25Where the are you?
00:23:27Bro, I'm like 26 minutes away.
00:23:29How are you 26 minutes away?
00:23:31You know what I'm trying to be home?
00:23:32Like, that's not making sense.
00:23:34Bro, it's traffic, bro.
00:23:37I'm gonna get there.
00:23:39It's gonna have time to hear him.
00:23:40You're gonna sit down with me.
00:23:42Yeah, all right.
00:23:44Yeah, all right.
00:23:44Brian has an ankle monitor.
00:23:48So if Brian is not here on time, then guess what?
00:23:52He has to go back to the halfway house.
00:23:54I'm asking you to be on time.
00:23:56The system is asking you to be on time.
00:23:58And you're not taking either one of those serious.
00:24:00So what are we doing here?
00:24:01I don't know.
00:24:10Maybe we driving too fast.
00:24:11I don't know.
00:24:12This is not a game.
00:24:20Hangover, Harry.
00:24:21Bro, I don't understand the nonchalantness of everything that's going on.
00:24:29These people can take away your freedom in a snap of a finger.
00:24:33You just missed the phone and let your mom back at the house.
00:24:38And then he pulling up in my grass.
00:24:43What the ?
00:24:47Why is he in my grass?
00:24:50It's 3-0-1.
00:24:51And if they would have got to calling your phone, then what?
00:24:54I'm at home just like I'm at home right now.
00:24:56Bro, you're about to really piss me off.
00:24:58He ain't late.
00:24:59He was late.
00:25:00He ain't late.
00:25:00Yes, he is.
00:25:01It's 3-0-1.
00:25:02You're supposed to be here at 3.
00:25:03It's 3-0-1.
00:25:04Get out my grass.
00:25:05Come close the door.
00:25:06Out my grass.
00:25:07Come close the door.
00:25:07No problem.
00:25:08Take my phone.
00:25:09You slowed up the process.
00:25:10Bye.
00:25:11See you later.
00:25:11You're always going to be late.
00:25:15And then you just sitting here letting him, oh, we're on time.
00:25:17We're on time.
00:25:18And you not saying that to me.
00:25:19You think it's funny.
00:25:20We are tired, dude.
00:25:22Bro, give me .
00:25:23Anything else, boss?
00:25:24Bro, bye.
00:25:25Yeah.
00:25:26I'm irritating.
00:25:28I'm irritating because I'm trying to make sure you get home on time.
00:25:31Come on.
00:25:33So what y'all was doing?
00:25:34I wanted to go get clothes, came back here.
00:25:37Where'd you go after the clothes store?
00:25:39Well, he tried to take me somewhere.
00:25:41Like where?
00:25:42When you go in there.
00:25:44You didn't go where?
00:25:46A little club.
00:25:47For what?
00:25:48Like a strip club.
00:25:49First of all, that don't even make sense.
00:25:51You went outside to look at the building?
00:25:55I cannot believe that this man pulled up to the strip club with my man with him.
00:26:02Is he crazy?
00:26:03And I knew y'all was up to something because don't know men need three hours at the mall.
00:26:14I don't want you to with him.
00:26:16That's not going to happen.
00:26:17That's my gas.
00:26:18Your friend just took you to a strip club and then you came in this bitch lying.
00:26:22I didn't.
00:26:23You came in here lying.
00:26:24Well, you wasn't telling the truth.
00:26:25You didn't.
00:26:26You didn't say where you was at.
00:26:27When you asked where I was at, we were on the highway coming home.
00:26:28Bro.
00:26:29What are you talking about?
00:26:30You holding out on the truth.
00:26:31That's what's throwing me off.
00:26:32I'm not holding out on nothing, bro.
00:26:33How?
00:26:34How?
00:26:35I asked you, where'd you go?
00:26:36You said to get clothes and I came home.
00:26:38And now it's, I went to the strip club and I sat outside the strip club.
00:26:41Make that make sense.
00:26:42It was one second.
00:26:43He ain't, we ain't going that bitch.
00:26:45I don't care how many seconds it was.
00:26:47Why the you leaving that out?
00:26:49And see, and that's another thing to-
00:26:50I'm just saying for all this, I should have went in that bitch.
00:26:53You probably did.
00:26:54And you just holding out.
00:26:55Maybe I need to ask you 10 more times and then you'll answer.
00:26:58It's about trust.
00:27:01If I'm not trusting you, what the are we doing?
00:27:10I'm feeling pretty bummed out this morning.
00:27:12She and I had a pretty big blowout yesterday.
00:27:14I'm worried she might re-offend.
00:27:17And the fact that because of the interstate compact,
00:27:20I don't get to take her back with me to Sacramento.
00:27:23Today's my last day.
00:27:25And all of that's kind of making me feel pretty insecure.
00:27:33My plan is to get to her street and park and then just text her.
00:27:38I'm hoping she wants to talk it out.
00:27:41Hey, you look nice.
00:27:56Thanks.
00:27:57I slept horribly last night.
00:27:59You didn't return any of my calls.
00:28:01I miss you.
00:28:02Yeah, well, I didn't really sleep well either.
00:28:06We both said some that we shouldn't have said if we really love each other and I apologize.
00:28:11I want nothing more than to have you in my life, Courtney.
00:28:16But we can't do that if we don't try.
00:28:21I'm just really stressed out.
00:28:23I just feel really insecure about our relationship right now.
00:28:29But whatever, dude.
00:28:31Let's just go.
00:28:35I can't believe Will would think that I would jeopardize my freedom by using drugs.
00:28:40It makes me feel like .
00:28:43You got any plans today?
00:28:45No.
00:28:46I had a couple of plans.
00:28:47What?
00:28:48You can maybe light some candles, run a bath.
00:28:53I mean, I'm kind of still in the doghouse for how yesterday went.
00:29:04This is not the type of stress that I need to be dealing with.
00:29:07I haven't even been out for a whole week and like the things that I should be worrying about
00:29:12are my job or getting clothes or doing things that are like a necessity that I need.
00:29:20You're right.
00:29:21And this is my last day here, Courtney.
00:29:25We shouldn't fight like this.
00:29:27I just want us to have a good day, enjoy each other's company.
00:29:30I'm hoping you're willing to do the same.
00:29:34I'm not trying to spend the day mad at each other either.
00:29:37I want that sweatshirt when you leave.
00:29:42It's my favorite sweater, but you're my favorite human.
00:29:46If I'm going to be married to somebody, I want to be able to work through anything.
00:29:51I'd like to give this back to you if that's okay.
00:29:53Okay.
00:29:54Him and I are still learning each other and learning to trust one another.
00:30:01But, I mean,
00:30:07If anything, now he knows.
00:30:09You definitely need punished for last night.
00:30:12Maybe tie me up.
00:30:13You are to be judged for your punishments inside.
00:30:19He knows my expectations and my worth.
00:30:23Where are your ropes at?
00:30:28Since we're building trust.
00:30:31Why don't we build some trust?
00:30:34I've never done it before.
00:30:35This might start off as like a wholly unsexual experience.
00:30:38We're going to learn a little bit.
00:30:39Shibari is about giving over trust to your partner.
00:30:44And I think that that's a really cool bonding tool.
00:30:48I was never a boy scout, so that's not really my thing.
00:30:50That's crazy because we just tied the knot.
00:30:52I had a moment of weakness where I didn't trust her.
00:30:56I'm going to try to extend that trust now and in the future.
00:31:00I was thinking, if you take these ropes and come across you like this,
00:31:05the distance is going to be rough.
00:31:06This looks like some clothes I would wear.
00:31:08I'm telling you.
00:31:09You look pretty hot.
00:31:10I feel pretty sported.
00:31:13But I feel like we made a bond during this trip that I think is going to last for a lifetime.
00:31:26You don't need the up.
00:31:27You fixin' my hours with it.
00:31:28What?
00:31:29I can't pay my bills and support another human.
00:31:32I'll go get some real money right now.
00:31:35I'm sure you're in shock.
00:31:37I'm terrified I'm going to be alone the rest of my life.
00:31:39Of course I'm broken.
00:31:40You don't have to use up for this.
00:31:43I don't want to tell you too much.
00:31:49I don't want to tell you too much.
00:31:52Forward, ooh.
00:31:55Running forward, ooh.
00:31:58Running, I don't want to tell you too much.
00:32:09All right, man.
00:32:10I'm sorry.
00:32:11I'm sorry.
00:32:12Bye.
00:32:13I'm sorry.
00:32:14I didn't mean to see that right there.
00:32:27I was just surprised at first.
00:32:29Caught me out of war when I'm happy.
00:32:33I wouldn't want to have a baby with nobody else.
00:32:38We good.
00:32:40Good.
00:32:43I grew up in a single mother household.
00:32:45My mom, she did it all on her own.
00:32:48She didn't have, like, my dad's help or anything.
00:32:51I really didn't really meet my dad until I was, like, 13.
00:32:54And even then, he wasn't really in our house.
00:32:56He just would come up here, like, every other summer.
00:33:00That's just crazy.
00:33:02Mm-hmm.
00:33:03It is crazy.
00:33:03I love you, though.
00:33:04I love you, too.
00:33:07When he was locked up, always talked about having kids.
00:33:10He always talks about how he wants to have a son and push his son to go to college so they don't get caught up in, like, the street life.
00:33:17But guys talk about wanting it, and then it happens, and they're just like, I don't know, they switch up.
00:33:23So I don't know.
00:33:23I hope that he just sticks with what he was saying before.
00:33:29Now that I'm pregnant, we need to get our together.
00:33:32Yeah, for sure.
00:33:34Like, I think you really need to go ahead and try to get that job and get your license.
00:33:37You don't need no job.
00:33:39What you talking about?
00:33:40You pick some hours up.
00:33:42What?
00:33:42I say?
00:33:43What?
00:33:44I don't cut that because I already work full-time.
00:33:47What do you mean?
00:33:48I don't need no job.
00:33:50If I want to really go get some money, I'll go get some real money right now.
00:33:55I'm not about to be no delivery boy.
00:33:57That's not me.
00:33:58But we need a job.
00:33:59I can't pay my bills and support another human.
00:34:02I just got out of the jail.
00:34:03You don't have to support me at all.
00:34:05What do you give me?
00:34:06So I didn't support you in prison?
00:34:07What do you give me now?
00:34:08A roof over your head.
00:34:09A car to drive.
00:34:10A car to drive.
00:34:11I got a car to drive.
00:34:13Okay, the you talking about?
00:34:15You don't support me.
00:34:15But that's what I'm saying.
00:34:16What are you saying?
00:34:17I speak to you.
00:34:18Like, what you talking about?
00:34:19I bought you clothes, boxes, food, boxes.
00:34:22Babe, I need more.
00:34:23Exactly.
00:34:24So what are you talking about?
00:34:25But I have my own money.
00:34:26But you still with support.
00:34:27I had to help you too.
00:34:28So what are you talking about?
00:34:29You put money on my books.
00:34:31Exactly.
00:34:32More than the next one.
00:34:33What are you talking about?
00:34:34That's why you're in the position you're in.
00:34:35But make it.
00:34:36You're not making sense.
00:34:37You reckon like, I don't do.
00:34:38You're in my presence right now.
00:34:40What are you talking about?
00:34:44I'm so over this.
00:34:47I swear to God.
00:34:48No, you took it there.
00:34:50Because at the end of the day, you don't support me.
00:34:52You don't do nothing for me.
00:34:54But I still stick around and with you.
00:34:56He just is so arrogant.
00:34:58Like, that's why you're in my presence now.
00:35:01Like, it's a privilege to be in my presence.
00:35:03To have a woman that's willing to do all this for you.
00:35:05To even give you money.
00:35:07Hurry, get out.
00:35:07Come on, I'm trying to get out.
00:35:08Where are my team?
00:35:09So now we doing it.
00:35:10It's a privilege to have a woman like me.
00:35:12I can't even pay my school payment right now.
00:35:15Because of the while I was having him in jail.
00:35:17You got the nerd to always say, like, you don't do for me.
00:35:20I'm already pregnant and emotional.
00:35:22I work two jobs and I go to school.
00:35:25And you got the nerds telling me to pick up more shit.
00:35:27Well, I don't even know what he's saying.
00:35:29It's a bunch of bull.
00:35:29Are you going to leave me with a card?
00:35:38So I'm going to have to spend, like, more than a thousand?
00:35:43Where the you're at?
00:35:44I'm coming from a job search, love.
00:35:46What being a liar?
00:35:47You're at Alex's house, bro.
00:35:49The shadow of fate, you're walking away.
00:35:56A hundred steps, I'm wasting away.
00:36:00Oh, my heart.
00:36:03Oh, my heart.
00:36:06I'm mad sad.
00:36:08I'm all of the above.
00:36:10Falling down.
00:36:14Hello.
00:36:15so what's up I'm in shock I don't know what to do well I'm sure I'm sure you're in shock
00:36:28Michael's back in prison he was out for I think three weeks
00:36:35the only time he had checked in with his parole officer was the day that I took him
00:36:40and then he only stayed at the halfway house that one night and he was gone all the stuff that he
00:36:48said is he doesn't want to leave his mom anymore and he was lonely like me and we talked about the
00:36:53loneliness and I'm like what about all that what does that not mean anything do you know if he's
00:37:02used oh yeah he used I mean he told me he used I did reach out to him one time and I asked him
00:37:08where he was at he said he was at his friend Spencer's his response to me was pretty like I
00:37:14was bothering him so I was like okay I didn't have a plan B Joey sweetie honey if I could take it away
00:37:24I would but I can't I just don't want me to go through all that oh god I know it's gonna be a process but
00:37:40I'm terrified I'm gonna be alone the rest of my life I don't want to be I'm terrified that
00:37:57I'm never gonna find that true love I'm terrified that no one's gonna love me the way I love them
00:38:03you don't have to use over this you don't have to oh I know I don't have to get up over because
00:38:10that was the first thing I thought I was like no way would I use give him that that's the thing I'm
00:38:15in a good headspace other than him good it's a blessing in disguise I think I didn't think it
00:38:21was gonna work anyway he's a con I never trusted him and that's the other thing Joey you trust people
00:38:28too easily I know I'm done I'm done crying over him I'm gonna be inside over good good you need to
00:38:35just do the next best indicated thing and forget about him I've got to make some decisions and where
00:38:47I'm headed with my life without Michael and I got to give up on the fairy tale but it's not gonna ruin
00:38:53me I'm not gonna let it because I have too much to look forward to my family loves me I have a great
00:39:00support system of friends that don't use the sad thing is is you know Michael had all that that was
00:39:08all his too you know he had a seat at my table I'm at St Anthony's work camp after I broke up with
00:39:17Joey they started using that afternoon I did hook up a few times probably like once every other day or
00:39:24sometimes every day I don't know but probably only like 14 different people that's a guess though I
00:39:31don't know but I feel like I wasn't ready really to like give up my old ways or like I wanted a party
00:39:38still and I got in a collision like at a stop sign when the officer finally showed up
00:39:45I violated parole by moving out of my halfway house and missing appointments with my parole officer
00:39:52they blocked me for three years I'm kind of accepted this way of life already I kind of like
00:39:58amused to prison I really love Joey I still love him and I still care about him I really had a lot of hopes
00:40:06for us Joey I'm really sorry for the way things ended I wish you'd still talk to me because I
00:40:13really do love you I do cherish the time we had together and you are very special to me
00:40:18and who knows maybe something could happen in the future but I got to get this out of my system
00:40:24I don't know who he's with what he's doing daddy gonna have to go to work it's going all right
00:40:35all right I'll see you in a second I'm coming from a job search love
00:40:39I'm being a liar you're at Alex's house girl I got you on a tracker
00:40:44I just want to be able to trust you
00:40:55I want to last forever this time I want to have kids get married all types of stuff
00:41:07with my daughter's father I just kept trying trying trying to a dead situation
00:41:15if it comes to light that me and Brian's relationship is dead I will bury it
00:41:22I want to do all that but you bitching complaining me about three o'clock and I was here on time
00:41:28bro I bitching complain about three o'clock because you have to be there on time I had to go through
00:41:35being out here by myself without you and since you've been here I can't see myself without you
00:41:42do you understand that so do you understand why I'm tweaking and I'm going the off because I'm not
00:41:50trying to go through that I appreciate you you feel me I understand that you care but you got to
00:41:58understand like bro my whole life I've been independent bro you see what I'm saying so for
00:42:03you to be all up the crack of my ass that Loki be throwing me off because it'd be like I'm not
00:42:08doing I'm just trying to be at the crack of your ass okay I understand you explained it I get that
00:42:14I got you thank you Brooklyn I appreciate you thank you I just felt as long as we always stay
00:42:24willing to work with each other and adjust to certain stuff that we do or don't like we'll be fine
00:42:31I started my period of course this is discouraging we've obviously been trying and it has not
00:42:39happened so I don't know bro I'm just tired of getting my hopes up it's gonna happen but you
00:42:46believe it's gonna happen it's gonna happen I believe it's gonna happen you can try a million
00:42:51times like I don't know where I'm happy where I'm at yeah you happy where you at but I know you want kids
00:42:56like I feel like I'm I'm gonna let you down and that's scary in itself what if you know you get
00:43:04to a point where you like I want to go have a baby with somebody who can have a baby what if I can't
00:43:11have a baby then we ain't gonna have no more kids we get there when we get there it's not nothing I
00:43:19wouldn't do for you or show you mm-hmm yeah yeah it's okay
00:43:34I don't like you I don't like you good job you know what to do next oh then we have to mix it
00:44:01bestie loves my mom a lot and also me he takes care of both of us our dogs and himself too
00:44:14well we need to get the waffles a bowl no and that no a toaster oh
00:44:23bestie and mommy I think they're just a good girlfriend and boyfriend because they kiss a lot
00:44:35and all that stuff it's breakfast time mommy y'all are so sweet it might sound crazy but if anything
00:44:49in prison it made me more positive don't make me a nice little dream I like a lot of people in
00:44:56prison they think it's over with or people telling me not gonna get out of there whatever the
00:45:01circumstances may be and y'all can let myself fall victim to that thank you I made it to try to go
00:45:10spread something positive to somebody else and I gotta just keep her saying that's my job and me
00:45:20objective is keep Brooklyn saying this is so nice I make all of it and you make all of it and what
00:45:28bestie helped me with or without a baby me and Brian are gonna be good like putting us together it's
00:45:34like Beyonce and Jay-Z power couple you feel me we got the whole family in here hi Gigi hi Gigi we have
00:45:45so much stuff to do because of like the lost time that we have had you might get your own I want a crazy
00:45:56wedding and at least two kids in the house that we plan to buy together more for me it's gonna be late
00:46:05oh look look look look she took it
00:46:08kissing you for the first time
00:46:15send me weak at the knees
00:46:19I miss you harder
00:46:22I miss my best friend
00:46:25feels like I'm losing the will
00:46:28maybe I'm crazy for chasing
00:46:31memories we had crazy for silence when I'm feeling sad
00:46:38crazy for loving you crazy for loving you so bad
00:46:44hey baby
00:46:46where the f*** is you at?
00:46:49I'm on the highway
00:46:50I'm coming from a job search love
00:46:52quit being a f***ing liar
00:46:54you're at Alex's house bro
00:46:57I see it on your location you've been there for 45 minutes
00:47:00yeah yeah the f*** you are bro I got you on a tracker
00:47:04like am I a goddamn dog am I being chipped now or what?
00:47:08you're literally just like the f***ing rest of them
00:47:10now I'm finna pull up
00:47:12look I'm already on my way to Waco
00:47:14just meet me somewhere and Waco or something bro
00:47:16I send you my location
00:47:18you are
00:47:20tracking me to Alex's house is bull
00:47:24I'm on a ankle monitor
00:47:27you know I crave freedom
00:47:28I love Brooke but
00:47:35I really don't know where we going
00:47:37I don't know if it's forward if it's backward
00:47:38I'm trying to figure it out
00:47:41I don't know what you want inside this order
00:48:00nothing
00:48:02baby
00:48:12the only reason I went over there was to close that chapter of my life
00:48:16to let her know that
00:48:18I have a lot of chapters not closed
00:48:19I need her to know that I'm with you
00:48:25and that whatever I had with her was dead
00:48:27I let her know that she had her chance
00:48:36yeah I know something you had to go to her house to do
00:48:39to her house
00:48:40and she f***ed it up and then I'm with you
00:48:42and I need her to respect it
00:48:43to her house to do it
00:48:44and I need her to respect that
00:48:45that I'm with you
00:48:46yeah and I need you to respect my wishes too
00:48:48I know baby
00:48:49which did not happen
00:48:50what the f*** did you really have going on over there
00:48:56I went in
00:48:59I said my piece
00:49:02I got it out the way
00:49:04and I came back out
00:49:07like I need you to know I love you
00:49:12and I choose you
00:49:13and I'm trying to prove it to you baby
00:49:17yeah well go to see your f*** next
00:49:19this is not the way to do it
00:49:20so in case you're f***ing wondering
00:49:23he wants me to sit here and trust him
00:49:26but he turns around
00:49:29and he's knowingly breaking my trust
00:49:32and wants to sit here and act like it's not a f***ing deal
00:49:35like he was not even to be in contact with Alex
00:49:38for any f***ing reason
00:49:39I'm over it
00:49:44f***ing man
00:49:46I'm sitting there trying to close these chapters of my life
00:50:02to tear down these barriers that you keep putting up
00:50:05with our relationship
00:50:06I'm trying to tear down these walls
00:50:07that you have up around your heart
00:50:08so we can move on
00:50:10so we can better our relationship
00:50:11so we can build a life together
00:50:13that's what f***ing I'm trying to do
00:50:15too f***ing late
00:50:17f***ing late
00:50:20what do you mean too f***ing late?
00:50:23JK absolutely
00:50:25has broken any little bit of trust
00:50:28that I had in this man
00:50:29that f***ing completely out the window
00:50:32let's go home baby okay
00:50:36I feel betrayed because
00:50:41we had an agreement
00:50:43that none of these things were supposed to happen
00:50:46and it just
00:50:48like it really
00:50:50really f***ed me up
00:50:52because it's like he don't care
00:50:53I am scared for what the future holds
00:50:58it's like baby
00:51:00I need you to know that I love you
00:51:01and I need you to know that
00:51:03I'm gonna do whatever
00:51:04I need to do
00:51:05to earn their trust
00:51:06I gotta go get the boys
00:51:15tell Brody we're going fishing
00:51:16okay
00:51:18I promise
00:51:19okay
00:51:19not we might
00:51:21we are
00:51:21I'll see
00:51:22okay
00:51:23after today
00:51:27even with JK
00:51:28trying to sit here
00:51:30and reassure me that there was
00:51:31nothing for me to freak out on
00:51:34and that I should trust him
00:51:35like
00:51:36it's just the fact
00:51:37like I feel disrespected
00:51:38that he would even
00:51:39have the nerve to do that
00:51:41at this point
00:51:42I don't know what
00:51:43I don't know what to do
00:51:44like
00:51:44I got absolutely no idea
00:51:46well we gotta figure things out
00:51:53because we have a baby on the way
00:51:54tired of just talking to me
00:51:55about f***ing for real
00:51:56she toxic
00:51:57for sure
00:51:58so Demartic was over here last night
00:52:12about to put up the rest of his clothes
00:52:14Kiana put them out
00:52:16because she found out
00:52:17some text messages and stuff
00:52:19but
00:52:19I knew he was gonna come back
00:52:21because he could not resist this
00:52:23and
00:52:23I just wanted my family back
00:52:25so
00:52:27I got what I wanted
00:52:28I'll say
00:52:29I'm going where he finds you
00:52:35I'll do
00:52:38you want to go get on the trampoline?
00:52:41well I'll stay with Lola
00:52:42no you gonna stay with me
00:52:44did you just try to hit me?
00:52:46did you just try to hit me?
00:52:47you gonna stay with me?
00:52:48you still seeing the wrong answer dude
00:52:50I'm gonna stay with Lola
00:52:52yes
00:52:53Sia come here
00:52:54let me show you something
00:52:55see this
00:52:55ah
00:52:56ah
00:52:57come on
00:52:58the clouds are hurting you
00:52:59the clouds got you
00:53:00Kiana kicked me out
00:53:03because she found some messages
00:53:04between me and Joela
00:53:05oh
00:53:06right now I stay with my baby moms
00:53:08when I have to watch the kids
00:53:09and she has to go to work
00:53:10oh what you gonna do
00:53:11front flip
00:53:12go DJ
00:53:12go DJ
00:53:14oh
00:53:15daddy gonna have to go to work
00:53:17soon alright
00:53:18bye bye
00:53:19bye bye
00:53:20yeah
00:53:20come on yeah
00:53:22sometimes it does feel like
00:53:24when I'm with Joela and the kids
00:53:25we're a family
00:53:26I can see my kids and not have to sneak around
00:53:30but uh
00:53:31I am single at this moment
00:53:33my title is single
00:53:34oh I love you
00:53:36give me a hug big boy
00:53:39love you
00:53:39alright mama I'll see y'all later
00:53:42bye bye
00:53:43bye bye
00:53:44I love you
00:53:46bye
00:53:46as far as the moderate
00:53:50coming out
00:53:51and trying to be in a relationship
00:53:52what I will say
00:53:53as an older man
00:53:54is you have to make
00:53:55the most honest decision
00:53:56for yourself
00:53:56the one that you can live with
00:53:58cause if you're sitting over here
00:53:5910 years from now
00:53:59it's like damn
00:54:00I should have been over there
00:54:01then that's the decision
00:54:03you made
00:54:03staying single
00:54:04is always an option
00:54:06though you know
00:54:06hello
00:54:09what you doing
00:54:10getting ready
00:54:12yeah I'm about to be
00:54:13on my way over there
00:54:14alright just let me know
00:54:16when you can get here
00:54:17alright I'll see you in a second
00:54:18alright
00:54:19alright
00:54:20my relationship with Juela
00:54:22has been alright
00:54:23but it's definitely not the vibe
00:54:25me and Kiana have
00:54:26definitely not that vibe
00:54:27I love Kiana
00:54:29and when you're in love
00:54:30with somebody
00:54:31it's damn near like
00:54:32you can't go without that person
00:54:33you know what I mean
00:54:34you can love other people
00:54:34from a distance
00:54:35when you're in love
00:54:36with somebody
00:54:37there's no distance
00:54:38that can keep you
00:54:39from that person
00:54:39don't leave me
00:54:42in the distance
00:54:43feel so far away
00:54:49right now me and Demandrick
00:54:51are single
00:54:52but I mean
00:54:54he I still talk to him
00:54:56every day
00:54:57I see him
00:54:59from time to time
00:55:00of course we still
00:55:01fool around
00:55:02it's definitely hard
00:55:03to just
00:55:04cut him off
00:55:06but I'm trying
00:55:08honestly
00:55:09I don't know
00:55:10who he's with
00:55:11what he's doing
00:55:12like yes
00:55:13we talk every day
00:55:14but I try not to like
00:55:16overplay my part
00:55:17when you see
00:55:20your life with someone
00:55:21like the rest
00:55:23of your life
00:55:23with someone
00:55:24it's hard to just
00:55:24turn that off
00:55:25I don't know
00:55:28what it is
00:55:29I guess we just
00:55:30can't leave each other
00:55:31alone
00:55:31just gonna
00:55:44see where it goes
00:55:45from here
00:55:46what are you doing
00:56:15I'm about to leave
00:56:17are you coming back
00:56:21you leaving leaving
00:56:25you don't have
00:56:31nothing to say
00:56:32I'm tired of just
00:56:34talking to you
00:56:34the real
00:56:35we gotta figure things
00:56:37out cause we have
00:56:38a baby on the way
00:56:39we good
00:56:41he's not even
00:56:44looking at me
00:56:44I feel like you're
00:56:48just taking my
00:56:48energy wrong
00:56:49you feel like I'm
00:56:50coming at you
00:56:51and really I just
00:56:52want better for our
00:56:53kid than what we
00:56:54had
00:56:54that's all
00:56:55I'm not telling you
00:56:57to stop your dreams
00:56:58I want you to do
00:56:59everything you want
00:57:00to do in life
00:57:01I just want to make
00:57:03sure that our kid
00:57:04is good
00:57:04and that they have
00:57:05what we didn't have
00:57:06are you ready to be a
00:57:09father
00:57:09I mean
00:57:11right now
00:57:13I'm
00:57:14I mean
00:57:15I'm gonna be ready
00:57:16for whatever
00:57:17I'm gonna deal
00:57:18with it
00:57:19but
00:57:19I'm young
00:57:20and I got a lot
00:57:21to focus on right
00:57:22now so
00:57:22no it is
00:57:25it'll be
00:57:26whatever though
00:57:27we didn't come
00:57:30from two parent
00:57:30households
00:57:31we wanted a
00:57:32two parent
00:57:32household for our
00:57:33kid
00:57:34we wanted a
00:57:34healthy household
00:57:35for our kid
00:57:36a stable life
00:57:37for our kid
00:57:38that's all I'm
00:57:39saying I just
00:57:39want better
00:57:40for our kid
00:57:41than what we
00:57:41have
00:57:41you make it
00:57:42impossible to
00:57:43do that
00:57:43how
00:57:45how you
00:57:47be acting
00:57:47but it's not
00:57:48just how I
00:57:49be acting
00:57:49but a lot
00:57:50more
00:57:51often than not
00:57:52it is
00:57:53a lot of
00:57:55people be toxic
00:57:56and
00:57:58Alexis
00:58:00she toxic
00:58:01for sure
00:58:02my car
00:58:04about to pull up
00:58:04like sometimes
00:58:07I be feeling like
00:58:07she like arguing
00:58:08she like arguing
00:58:10and getting into it
00:58:11and
00:58:12seeing how I react
00:58:14because if I argue
00:58:15with her
00:58:15maybe that's how
00:58:16she feel like
00:58:17somebody loving her
00:58:19or something
00:58:20you know what I'm
00:58:20saying
00:58:20but you ain't
00:58:21got to do that
00:58:22with me
00:58:22like
00:58:22you don't
00:58:25got to do that
00:58:27now I'm feeling like
00:58:39I just need to get
00:58:42away
00:58:43and go do me
00:58:44for a minute
00:58:45we probably really
00:58:47just want to break
00:58:48I do believe
00:58:51that I deserve
00:58:52a healthy relationship
00:58:53and if he wants
00:58:55to go
00:58:55just let him go
00:58:56like no more
00:58:57chasing him
00:58:58I'm gonna love
00:59:00myself
00:59:00and prepare
00:59:01to love this baby
00:59:02and he really
00:59:04do just take
00:59:05advantage of the
00:59:05fact that
00:59:06I'm really nice
00:59:07and I'm really
00:59:09forgiving
00:59:09and I probably
00:59:12do just need
00:59:13to love myself
00:59:14for a moment
00:59:15to love myself
00:59:22and I'll
00:59:27keep on running
00:59:28they try to bring me down
00:59:30but I'm the one that's hunting
00:59:31hey I need my dropping off at home
00:59:33Um, you know, I'm coming with you and catch a car back
00:59:37That's awesome
00:59:38So bummed out that I don't get to take you back with me
00:59:45Me too
00:59:46I'm pretty sad that I'm going home now
00:59:50I can't believe that the week is already over
00:59:52I'm gonna miss Courtney so much
00:59:55I'm gonna miss you so much
00:59:59You're saying me all this sucks
01:00:00I'm gonna miss you too much
01:00:02Happen to leave you almost a thousand miles away
01:00:06Yeah
01:00:09I'm hoping by the following month
01:00:12We'll be moving you out to me
01:00:15Me too
01:00:16Try not to buy more than like two suitcases
01:00:19I can't have like that many belongings anyways
01:00:26Uh, at the house
01:00:28Perfect
01:00:29Um, speaking of buying things
01:00:32Are you gonna leave me with a card?
01:00:37What is your plan?
01:00:40Yeah, I have a credit card I can leave you with it
01:00:42Try not to spend like more than a thousand dollars on my phone
01:00:49I love you
01:00:53I love you
01:00:53I love you too
01:00:54I'm so happy you were able to come and see me
01:00:58Yeah
01:01:00It sucks
01:01:01It's like the worst part
01:01:03I don't want to go
01:01:05Are you gonna be able to trust me from a thousand miles away?
01:01:09Yeah
01:01:10I think, um
01:01:12I think you were right
01:01:14And I need to get out of my head
01:01:15We're gonna be able to
01:01:17FaceTime
01:01:18And talk all the time
01:01:20I know
01:01:21I'm definitely gonna be able to trust you
01:01:23There just ain't no coming back from this
01:01:26Those shibari ropes were cool
01:01:29Yeah, that was tight
01:01:30I had a fun
01:01:31I had a fun time with you
01:01:33When I was in prison
01:01:37Me and my sugar daddies
01:01:38We would have like video visits
01:01:40And we would talk on the phone
01:01:43Um
01:01:43I had one come visit me in person
01:01:46And that was cool
01:01:47But
01:01:49Will and I had such a deep connection
01:01:52I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life
01:01:54With him
01:01:55Gonna dump out my suitcase
01:01:56And put you inside
01:01:57I wonder what would happen
01:01:59I go through the scanner
01:02:00And then charge me with human trafficking
01:02:02Like I've always been worried about
01:02:06Whether or not I would find my soulmate
01:02:09And
01:02:10I have
01:02:11I just
01:02:13I'm not ready to say goodbye yet
01:02:14Alright beautiful
01:02:18I'm not gonna make you wait here with me the whole time
01:02:20I don't want to
01:02:21Yeah
01:02:22But I gotta go through security and stuff
01:02:24I love you though
01:02:25I love you
01:02:26We're gonna talk all the time
01:02:32All the time
01:02:33Alright
01:02:34Are you gonna call me when you get home, right?
01:02:36Yeah, of course
01:02:37I'll FaceTime me first thing
01:02:38I'm gonna miss you
01:02:39I'm gonna miss you too, baby
01:02:40Love you
01:02:44I love you too
01:02:44I hope that there are many pros
01:02:53To Courtney living in this halfway house
01:02:54I hope that I'm just heavily overthinking this whole thing
01:02:57But she's been acting pretty weird
01:02:59These last couple of days
01:03:00Hey Siri
01:03:01Call for a ride share
01:03:02The limited amount of freedom she has
01:03:05And our inability to see each other as much as we want
01:03:08Is making this pretty hard
01:03:09But I think we can make it through
01:03:11Daycare
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01:03:53We are going to start buying a thumb walk.
01:04:23We are going to start buying a thumb walk.
01:04:25We are going to start buying a thumb walk.
01:04:29I need you right, a moment you ever, you ever, oh, you never, never, never.
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