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Transcript
00:00:00Previously on Love After Lockup.
00:00:03Ow!
00:00:04Me and Demadric got together when I was in high school.
00:00:08What's up, mama? Give me a hug.
00:00:09You doing all right?
00:00:10Yeah.
00:00:11Joela is still in love with Demadric.
00:00:13Do me and her got anything going on?
00:00:14I don't know. You tell me.
00:00:15Demadric's cheated on me with her twice.
00:00:17Today, I'm going to make a promise to be with you forever.
00:00:19This is more of a promise that we will get married.
00:00:22I've got engaged to Kiana.
00:00:23Who wants to play with who feelings?
00:00:25I have some messages in Demadric's phone.
00:00:29He's been entertaining his baby mama.
00:00:31Get your and get the hurry up.
00:00:33What's up, beautiful?
00:00:36Who the are you talking to all morning?
00:00:38You talking to your ex?
00:00:39I'm blocking Alex on his Facebook.
00:00:40Can I come see you tomorrow?
00:00:41Okay.
00:00:42Let me check this fool's location.
00:00:43He's in Mark.
00:00:44Alex lives in Mark, bro.
00:00:46Hey.
00:00:47I'm not doing the anymore.
00:00:49I got to go.
00:00:50You and Brian.
00:00:52He's going to live with you?
00:00:53Yes.
00:00:54I'm going to have children with him and everything.
00:00:55I'm so excited.
00:00:57So I just wanted to give you all some ground rules.
00:00:59He needs to be back here by 3 o'clock.
00:01:01Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:01:03I'm about to take you to a strip club.
00:01:04You guys think where you're at?
00:01:05I just told you I'm on my way home.
00:01:07I can't believe we're about to be out.
00:01:09I can't wait to see you and just hug you.
00:01:11What the hell?
00:01:12We're not in a relationship?
00:01:13No.
00:01:14He's lying about everything.
00:01:16It's very easy.
00:01:17It ain't nobody else.
00:01:18It's just me.
00:01:19Yeah, it is somebody else.
00:01:20And that's the end of it.
00:01:22I'm putting a little air tag on my car.
00:01:25I can see for myself where he going.
00:01:27No, my God.
00:01:28You're pregnant.
00:01:29I'm scared.
00:01:30Where is he at?
00:01:31We have vengeance.
00:01:32Who are these girls?
00:01:33Why you ain't answer the phone?
00:01:34Why are y'all ladies leaving my phone?
00:01:36It's a wrap.
00:01:37Hey, babe.
00:01:40I thought we were, like, going to consummate things,
00:01:42but I wasn't feeling it.
00:01:44All right, call me when you're done.
00:01:45I'm not used to having someone watching everything that I do.
00:01:48What do you need all your contacts for?
00:01:50Maybe we can grab something and eat together.
00:01:52Whatever.
00:01:53We should go our separate ways.
00:01:54Like, you didn't even want a better life.
00:01:56No.
00:01:57I don't want to talk to you right now.
00:01:58Okay.
00:01:59Hi!
00:02:00Courtney and I have been dating for about six months now.
00:02:02We've spent no physical time together.
00:02:04I do.
00:02:06I'd never thought that I'd be dropping my bride off
00:02:08at a halfway house on my wedding night.
00:02:10Hey, baby, how you doing?
00:02:11It's just temporary.
00:02:13Temporary.
00:02:14We were acting kind of funny last night.
00:02:16Started making me ask questions,
00:02:17and maybe she's using drugs.
00:02:18We just got married and you don't trust me?
00:02:20I don't understand why we're at a sandwich shop
00:02:22for our first date.
00:02:23Are you broke?
00:02:24I just damn there shelled out, like,
00:02:25ten grand on you getting out.
00:02:26Wow.
00:02:27Oh, Lord, oh, Lord.
00:02:28Here we go.
00:02:29Tell them to give me the crime.
00:02:30Give me the crime.
00:02:31Yeah, I want it.
00:02:32Party.
00:02:33You're ungrateful as hell right now.
00:02:34You had sugar daddies that are giving you money all the time.
00:02:35That's not...
00:02:36And I know for a fact that you didn't get rid of them.
00:02:37Okay, okay.
00:02:38Maybe if you provided for me a little bit more,
00:02:39I wouldn't have to go to them.
00:02:40Take the bus.
00:02:41cheek?
00:02:42No.
00:02:43You had sugar daddies that are giving you money all the time,
00:02:45and I know for a fact that you didn't get rid of them.
00:02:46Maybe if you provided for me a little bit more,
00:02:48I wouldn't have to go to them.
00:02:49Take the bus.
00:02:51You.
00:02:58I didn't ask him for a single dollar when I was in prison
00:03:03because he knew I had people taking care of me
00:03:08and he was totally cool with that,
00:03:10with that and now all of a sudden he's not and he's throwing it in my face what kind of
00:03:13is that like this is the day after our wedding that crazy i could be a single woman all day
00:03:23i had people who took care of me and provided for me in prison if you want to take that and
00:03:32called a sugar daddy then that's on you i accumulated 25 000 roughly from the people who
00:03:43took care of me but i was in for 15 months and i spent anywhere from 15 to 1700 a month
00:03:51for commissary hair products and snacks and food i only saved a 1400 why does it even matter like
00:04:02you're not giving it to me so what do you want me to do
00:04:07i thought i knew her but i didn't expect her to be this spoiled she never really talked about money
00:04:12like that we've been arguing all day i'm pretty bummed out good thing about diamonds is the resale
00:04:18value stays high
00:04:32so
00:04:42barbie stop stop stop stop stop stop let me drive you home what is there to talk about will
00:04:49you don't trust me you obviously think i'm not worthy
00:04:56why are you demanding my money my wallet let me see your bank you're a broke boy what do you think
00:05:00that does to me i just don't know what to expect from me when i get in the car we're not talking fine
00:05:06your sandwiches are ready uh could we get those to go to go yes okay thank you so much
00:05:11this is not what i signed up for this is not how i want to spend the rest of our lives
00:05:20rushing in to marriage may have been a mistake for better or for worse i guess right
00:05:38last night was just draining i actually don't know where julius is right now i have no clue so
00:05:49he didn't come home last night
00:06:01your life is definitely overreacting i wasn't doing nothing with them girls so like and she
00:06:07ain't have no reason to be tripping i know girls are going to be involved he has to have girls
00:06:14and his videos and stuff i don't know it's gonna be hard to get used to being able to separate if
00:06:19it's work or you know something more than that if i would have did that to julius pulling up in his
00:06:26car with guys coming out not answering his call all day he would never let nothing like that fly
00:06:33i just feel like that he just don't respect me but it's just time for me to be standing up for
00:06:38myself and especially now that i'm pregnant if you can't accept my boundaries then it's not gonna work
00:06:50damn it smell good in here
00:06:54what's up babe
00:06:57where you been at was that jewel house why you ain't text or called me last night
00:07:03where the food at
00:07:09i didn't know if he was coming or not you ain't come home
00:07:17no i'm not coming home you didn't come home last night
00:07:22good i was just chilling so you can't tell me you're chilling in andrew house
00:07:27that was my man but it wasn't nothing though you gotta realize that this the career that i'm
00:07:39taking so like it's gonna be females at the studio sometime well why you can't communicate and tell
00:07:45me that they there you making it a secret i shouldn't have to pop up and see them
00:07:49i apologize for not communicating with you i got bigger stuff i need to talk to you about play like
00:07:59what i'm sure
00:08:20so what does this mean say i'm pregnant
00:08:25we pregnant yeah i'm pregnant we pregnant
00:08:33damn
00:08:36i don't know that's
00:08:39that's crazy
00:08:42i thought he was gonna be kind of more just like
00:08:45happy but nervous like i expect him to be nervous that's a lot for anybody
00:08:49but it's not like he didn't know it was a possibility we don't use protection so it's like
00:08:53you knew that could happen
00:08:57hey are you sure though yeah he don't too though you know sometimes they don't be right though
00:09:03it's right i'm pregnant i missed my period i've been nauseous and sick my boobs hurt i'm pregnant
00:09:11i don't know that's a lot man that's crazy i don't know what to say
00:09:21it is what it is i guess it is what you mean you guess
00:09:25i mean that's what it is
00:09:30we got a lot going on right now we're gonna be able to handle that yeah what you mean
00:09:36what other option we got
00:09:37it's here now so what the is we gonna do
00:09:49oh who are you saying what the
00:09:51things you see like i'm saying don't say
00:09:56we've only been serious for a certain amount of time
00:10:00and i just got out of prison not even a whole month i'm not really trying to have no kids right now
00:10:06what's the line what's the truth you literally left me and ran into someone else's arm
00:10:31i'm on my way i don't know who he's with what he's doing daddy gonna have to go to work soon
00:10:39all right what you doing all right i'll see you in a second you don't have to use over this
00:10:46how do you feel like i may have made a mistake
00:10:48i don't give a what they are do you know how much money i put in your books and this is what i get
00:11:04cheated on the
00:11:05i went through demarcic's phone and i found out he was cheating with joeyla why did you cheat on me
00:11:20with her because when i was gone i gave you all my trust i made decisions off of what you did and
00:11:31you opened that door first you you started this platform you were john you don't think that's a
00:11:35little it doesn't matter it doesn't matter i did have a slip up while demarcic was in the shoe
00:11:42because i found out that he was texting his baby mama so i saw he was entertaining someone so i started
00:11:50entertaining someone if you want to go fling and have your fun go do that that's not what i want
00:11:55entertain me while you're doing my face that's what i'm getting but what i'm saying is that's what you
00:11:59did demarcic is definitely trying to justify his excuse with my wrongdoing but let's be for real if
00:12:07the roles were reversed you would have not been faithful you couldn't have even done it while we
00:12:13were together we can move forward if you want to but that's all on to you how are we gonna move forward
00:12:18when you keep reaching back you don't have that situation taken care of so how can you start a
00:12:23situation with me okay we separated cool
00:12:33matter of fact hold on you want your ring back you know i want my grandma ring back if you don't want
00:12:38it matter of fact i'm gonna kill your wine first
00:12:42damn you couldn't hand it to me no you couldn't do right enjoy your evening bye
00:13:01joela is the mother of my kids giving a key under the ring definitely changed the momentum
00:13:06it's a lot more pressure on me a lot more weight so one day i kick it with joela and one thing led to
00:13:14another and that's how it went not proud of it there's definitely some uh regrets there
00:13:26i feel like a fool i feel embarrassed i feel betrayed i feel dumb
00:13:30oh man i'm sad
00:13:39this just isn't how i imagined it to be it's just very hard
00:13:46i just love him is love enough no
00:14:00do you lay awake at night
00:14:06this is at alex's house like i don't care anymore i don't give a
00:14:19yes i did start hanging out with troy but we did not have sex while you and i were together
00:14:25and that is the truth at this point like i'm trying to differentiate what's a lie and what's
00:14:32the truth because everything you told me there was lies built into it so like at the end of the day
00:14:40how am i supposed to believe what you're saying now it's crazy that alex still denies everything and
00:14:47that she still can't take accountability for her actions and honestly i just it just makes me lose
00:14:52respect for her i heard the recording of her admitting that dude did y'all like every night
00:14:58or no we only had sex four times i don't like having sex with men who can't go longer than 38 seconds
00:15:06you're woman enough to do you know be woman enough to man up and and admit it like i was
00:15:12finna give you my all i was finna give you the world like and for diamond for like scrap metal i
00:15:16don't understand that because as a man i did everything i was supposed to do i gave you a fair
00:15:20chance like i did i gave you like 100 fair chance and i need you to like respect the fact that i'm
00:15:26really trying to make work with brooke because i'm trying to give her that chance now
00:15:29she wasn't there when you were locked up it was like i messed up once and you literally left me and
00:15:38ran into someone else's arms how the hell is that supposed to make me feel how do you think i
00:15:44felt in there obviously good because you left me to go to her
00:15:47jk is allowing brooke to push me out of his life
00:16:02i do not think that brooke deserves to be with jk he just deserves so much better
00:16:09i love that man and i believe jk loves me i think he just kind of covered it up
00:16:17it wasn't supposed to be like this it wasn't i gave you every piece of me you know i'm saying
00:16:26you shattered me bro i feel like you shattered me
00:16:34come here
00:16:38i don't want to you hurt me worse than i've ever been hurt in my life
00:16:42and like
00:16:49i just don't want to cry no more bro i don't want to hurt no more i just want to be happy i'm home
00:16:59i'm with my family you know what i'm saying like i'm trying to figure this out
00:17:03i have nothing in life like i have nothing all i have is my loved ones
00:17:11then go be happy james like if being happy is what you want then let me go
00:17:16because apparently i can't do that for you
00:17:18bro i'm on my way to alligus's house right now i left work early to do this i probably just lost
00:17:31my job over this dumb it sounds like he wants a cake and to eat it too well he had that cake but he
00:17:38ain't eating this one no more i'm done
00:17:44if i'm not touching you what are we doing bye see you later are you gonna leave me with a card
00:17:51what is your plan i love you i'm not about to be no delivery boy so i didn't support you in prison
00:17:58that's why you're in my presence i'm so over this
00:18:08could it come to this michael said he couldn't do this okay then be done don't call me don't talk to
00:18:18me forget me then i don't want to hear what he's got to say because whatever he's got to say is bull
00:18:24you've done enough of this all year do something different
00:18:40i did not go well i didn't never thought it was gonna go well he didn't get mad exactly
00:18:46he got sad he got hurt i broke his heart and i don't know how to deal with that this is a total
00:18:56pattern for me i everything up that's good for me you know it's just like i cannot and will not
00:19:04promise him never to go back because there's a promise i've broken so many times to my closest
00:19:11people who i love unconditionally and i do love him and uh yeah i'm not gonna take him down with me
00:19:22i feel like i don't deserve a good happy healthy life because you know it's like the ugly duckling
00:19:29growing up to be you know some kind of princess it doesn't it doesn't make any it doesn't fit the
00:19:35storyline it's not my destiny or whatever i can finish the story but i can't pick up the pen and
00:19:43not i mean write it at all it's already been written hi good to see you oh my gosh
00:19:53where's jimmy oh uh i just broke it off you just just like right before this yeah just right before
00:20:00oh wow um how do you feel like i may have made a mistake but like because you broke up with him
00:20:08or because yeah because he's kind of like the best thing that's ever kind of happened to me but i don't
00:20:13think he was ever really you know what the attraction is the chemistry i never saw it like
00:20:19i just never saw you guys clicking like that yeah yeah well you were right i think it's for sure i just
00:20:25don't want to be in a relationship right now so it's not just jokes to anyone
00:20:33i think he cared for me but it's like he still wants to go news that's the whole thing
00:20:39i mean i seen his phone ding and it was his buddy calling him spencer so talk to spencer then yeah
00:20:46i don't even i can't even believe this is happening
00:20:51it's the thing you can't take it back it's like guess what that's how you feel
00:21:00there you go i just wasted a year of my life on some somebody
00:21:06i envisioned i mean i envisioned a lot of things
00:21:09i have a whole i had a whole life prepared um
00:21:21that's the thing i i have no clue i'm still in shock i'm like what the just happened what
00:21:29like i don't know if i'm being punked
00:21:31i just think now that i look at it it was the whole thing maybe the whole thing was
00:21:40just a scam maybe that was his plan all along i don't know
00:21:50what are we gonna get together like for real for real
00:21:53i do want to spend more time with you i know i know we've been like tomorrow
00:21:56okay all right yeah let me know
00:22:00no
00:22:07i don't know who he's with what he's doing daddy gonna have to go to work soon all right
00:22:11all right i'll see you in a second i'm trying to tear down these walls that you have up around
00:22:15your heart so we can build a life together too late i just want better for our kids
00:22:21well actually she's toxic for sure
00:22:33we're here come on jump out yeah tripping come on bro it's 2 36. so you want to go home and deal
00:22:39with that headache oh yes let's go it's my headache bro it's your dog i don't care if you use my cat
00:22:45all right all right bro i'll get you on
00:22:49acting like a bitch
00:22:56he gotta get there nah i got you bro i got you my bad me and adrian was gonna go to a strip club
00:23:03come on go go go go go go in the heat of the moment hell yeah it was a good idea
00:23:08gosh you're already hell nah that was some dumb ass
00:23:14it's over you know we didn't go in i know brooklyn's still gonna have
00:23:21lose lose
00:23:29hello where are you but i'm like 26 minutes away
00:23:33like that's not making sense bro it's traffic bro i'm gonna get there
00:23:47yeah all right yeah
00:23:52brian has an ankle monitor so if brian is not here on time then guess what he has to go back to the
00:23:58halfway house i'm asking you to be on time the system is asking you to be on time and you're
00:24:03not taking either one of those serious so what are we doing here
00:24:09yo
00:24:14i don't know maybe we driving too fast i don't know
00:24:20what the take it serious this is not a game hang up arm bro
00:24:27i don't understand the nonchalantness of everything that's going on these people can take away your
00:24:36freedom in a snap of a finger
00:24:38hey you just missed the phone let your mom back at the house
00:24:42and then he pulling up in my grass
00:24:48what the
00:24:52why is he in my grass
00:24:53yes it's three oh one and if they would have got to calling your phone then what i just said i'm at
00:24:59home just like i'm at home right now bro you're about to really piss me off
00:25:03he ain't late he was late he ain't late yes he is
00:25:06it's three oh one three oh one you're supposed to be here at three get out my grass
00:25:11out my grass no problem take my phone you slowed up the process
00:25:15bye see you later
00:25:20and then you just sit here letting him oh we're on time we're on time and you're not saying that
00:25:24you think it's funny bro give me anything else boss bro bye
00:25:33i'm irritating because i'm trying to make sure you get home on time
00:25:38so what y'all was doing i wanted to go get close came back here where'd you go after the clothes store
00:25:44well he tried to take me somewhere like where you ain't go in there you didn't go where
00:25:51like a little club for what like a strip first of all that don't even make sense you went outside
00:25:58to look at the building i cannot believe that this man pulled up to the strip club with my man
00:26:07with him is he crazy and i knew y'all was up to something because don't know man need three hours
00:26:16at the mall i don't want you with him that's not gonna happen that's my gas your friend just took
00:26:24you to a strip club and then you came in this bitch lying you came in here lying well you wasn't telling
00:26:29the truth you didn't say where you was at when you asked where i was at we were on the highway coming
00:26:33home bro you talking about you holding out on the truth that's what's throwing me off no not on nothing
00:26:38how how i actually where'd you where'd you go you said to get clothes and i came home and now it's
00:26:43i went to the strip club and i sat outside the strip club make that make sense it was one second
00:26:48he ain't we ain't going that bitch i don't care how many seconds it was why you leaving that out
00:26:54and see and that's another thing i should have went in that bitch you probably did and you just
00:26:59holding out maybe i need to ask you 10 more times and then you'll answer it's about trust
00:27:05if i'm not trusting you what are we doing
00:27:15i'm feeling pretty bummed out this morning courtney and i had a pretty big blowout yesterday
00:27:20i'm worried she might re-offend and the fact that because of the interstate compact i don't get to
00:27:26take her back with me to sacramento today's my last day and all of that's kind of making me feel pretty
00:27:33insecure my plan is to get to her street and park and then just text her i'm hoping she wants to talk it
00:27:45out hey you look nice thanks i slept horribly last night you didn't return any of my calls
00:28:07i miss you yeah well i didn't really sleep well either
00:28:11we both said some that we shouldn't have said if we really love each other and i apologize
00:28:19i want nothing more than to have you in my life courtney but we can't do that if we don't try
00:28:26i'm just really stressed out i just feel really insecure about our relationship right now but whatever
00:28:36dude let's just go i can't believe will would think that i would jeopardize my freedom by using drugs
00:28:47it makes me feel like you got any plans today
00:28:50no i had a couple plans what and maybe light some candles run a bath i mean
00:29:03i'm kind of still in the doghouse for how yesterday went this is not the type of stress that i need to
00:29:11be dealing with i haven't even been out for a whole week and like the things that i should be worrying
00:29:17about are my job or getting clothes or doing things that are like a necessity that i need you're right
00:29:27and this is my last day here courtney we shouldn't fight like this i just want us to have a good day
00:29:33enjoy each other's company i'm hoping you're willing to do the same
00:29:39i'm not trying to spend the day mad at each other either
00:29:42i want that sweatshirt when you leave it's my favorite sweater but you're my favorite human
00:29:53if i'm going to be married to somebody i want to be able to work through anything
00:29:57i'd like to give this back to you if that's okay okay
00:30:02him and i are still learning each other and learning to trust one another but i mean
00:30:12if anything now he knows you definitely need punished for last night maybe tie me up
00:30:22you are to be judged for your punishments inside he knows my expectations and my worth
00:30:33where are your ropes at since we're building trust
00:30:36why don't we build some trust i've never done it before this might start off as like a wholly
00:30:42unsexual experience we're gonna learn a little bit shibari is about giving over trust to your
00:30:49partner and i think that that's a really cool bonding tool i was never a boy scout so knots not
00:30:55really my thing that's crazy because we just tied the knot i had a moment of weakness where i didn't trust
00:31:01i'm gonna try to to extend that trust now and in the future i was thinking if you take these ropes
00:31:09and come across you like this the distance is gonna be rough this looks like some clothes i would
00:31:13wear i'm telling you you look pretty hot i feel pretty sported but i feel like we made a bond during
00:31:22this trip that i think is going to last for a lifetime
00:31:31you don't need no up you take some hours what i can't pay my bills and support another human i'll
00:31:37go get some real money right now i'm sure you're in shock i'm terrified i'm going to be alone the rest
00:31:43of my life of course i'm broken you don't have to use over this
00:31:52i don't want to tell you too much i don't want to tell you too much
00:32:14all right man i'm sorry i'm sorry
00:32:17i was just surprised at first caught me out of war but i'm happy
00:32:39i wouldn't want to have a baby with nobody else
00:32:41i grew up in a single mother household my mom she did it all on her own she didn't have like
00:32:54my dad's help or anything i really didn't really meet my dad so i was like 13. and even then he
00:33:00wasn't really in our house he just would come up here like every other summer that's just crazy
00:33:06crazy but he is crazy there you go later when he was locked up always talked about having kids he
00:33:15always talks about how he wants to have a son and push his son to go to college so they don't get
00:33:20caught up in like the street life but guys talk about wanting it and then it happens and they're just
00:33:25like i don't know they switch up so i don't know i i hope that he just sticks with what he was saying
00:33:31before now that i'm pregnant we need to get our together yeah for sure like i think you really
00:33:40need to go ahead and try to get that job and get your license you don't need no job you talking
00:33:44about you pick some hours up what i said what i don't cut that because i already work full-time what do
00:33:52you mean i don't need no if i want to if i want to really go get some money i'll go get some real
00:33:59money right now i'm not about to be no delivery boy that's not me but we need a job i can't pay my
00:34:05bills and support another human i just got you don't have you don't support me at all what do you
00:34:10i didn't support you in prison what do you give me now a roof over your head a car to drive
00:34:18okay that you talking about but that's what i'm saying what are you saying you like what you
00:34:23talking about i bought you clothes boxes cool boxes and i say exactly so what did you talk about
00:34:32but you still was support i had to help you too so what are you talking about you put money on my books
00:34:36you got exactly more than the next one what are you talking about that's why you're in the position
00:34:40you're in but making you're not making sense you acting like i don't do you're in my presence
00:34:45right now what are you talking about
00:34:50i'm so over this why are you taking it there no you took it there because at the end of the day
00:34:57you don't support me you don't do nothing for me but i still stick around and with you
00:35:02me he just is so arrogant like that's why you're in my presence now like it's a privilege to be in
00:35:08my presence to have a woman that's willing to do all this for you to even give you money hurry
00:35:13get out come on i'm trying to go how are we doing it it's a privilege to have a woman like me
00:35:18i can't i can't even pay my school payment right now because of the while i was having him in jail
00:35:23you got the nerve to always like you don't do for me i'm already pregnant and emotional i work two
00:35:29jobs and i go to school and you guys are nerds telling me to pick up more steps what i don't
00:35:34even know what these are just bunch of bull
00:35:42are you gonna leave me with a card so i'm gonna spend like more than
00:35:47worth thousand where the you're at i'm coming from a job search love
00:35:52what being a liar you're at alex's house bro
00:35:55i'm mad sad i'm all of the above
00:36:15hello hi how's that
00:36:27so what's up i just i'm in shock i don't know what to do well i'm sure i'm sure you're in shock
00:36:36michael's back in prison he was out for i think three weeks
00:36:41the only time he checked in with his parole officer was the day that i took him
00:36:47and then he only stayed at the halfway house that one night and he was gone
00:36:53all the stuff that he said is he doesn't want to leave his mom anymore and he was lonely like me and
00:36:58we talked about the loneliness and i'm like what about all that what does that not mean anything
00:37:06do you know if he's used oh yeah he used i mean he told me he used i did reach out to him one time
00:37:13and i asked him where he was at he said he was at his friend spencer's his response to me was pretty
00:37:19like i was bothering him so i was like okay i didn't have a plan b joey sweetie honey if i could
00:37:29take it away i would but i can't i just don't want me to go through all that oh god i know it's gonna
00:37:45be a process but still hurt i'm terrified i'm gonna be alone the rest of my life i don't want to be
00:38:02i'm terrified that i'm never gonna find that true love i'm terrified that no one's gonna love me the
00:38:08way i love them you don't have to use over this you don't have to oh i know i don't have to up over
00:38:16because that was the first thing i thought i was like no way would i use give him that that's the
00:38:20thing i'm in a good headspace other than him good it's a blessing in disguise i think i didn't think it
00:38:27was going to work anyway he's a con i never trusted him and that's the other thing joey you trust people
00:38:34too easily i know i'm done i'm done crying over him i'm done being sad over good good you need to just
00:38:45best indicated thing and forget about him i've got to make some decisions and where i'm headed with
00:38:54my life without michael and i got to give up on the fairy tale but it's not going to ruin me i'm not
00:39:00going to let it because i have too much to look forward to my family loves me i have a great support
00:39:06system of friends that don't use the sad thing is is you know michael had all that that was all his
00:39:15too you know he had a seat at my table i'm at st anthony's work camp after i broke up with joey they
00:39:24started using that afternoon i did hook up a few times probably like once every other day or
00:39:31sometimes every day i don't know but probably only like 14 different people that's a guess though i don't
00:39:38know but i feel like i wasn't ready really to like give up my old ways or like i wanted a party still
00:39:45and i got in a collision like at a stop sign when the officer finally showed up i had a part
00:39:52i violated parole by moving out of my halfway house and missing appointments with my parole officer
00:39:59they blocked me for three years i'm kind of accepted this way of life already i kind of like
00:40:04am used to prison i really love joey i still love him and i still care about him i really had a lot of
00:40:11hopes for us joey i'm really sorry for the way things ended i wish you'd still talk to me because
00:40:19i really do love you i do cherish the time we had together and you are very special to me
00:40:25and who knows maybe something could happen in the future but i got to get this out of my system
00:40:30i don't know who he's with what he's doing daddy gonna have to go to work soon all right all right
00:40:42i'll see you in a second all right i'm coming from a job search love you're being a liar you're at alex's
00:40:48house bro i got you on the track i just want to be able to trust you
00:41:01i want to last forever this time i want to have kids get married all types of stuff with my
00:41:15daughter's father i just kept trying trying trying to a dead situation if it comes to light that me and
00:41:25brian's relationship is dead i will bury it you want to do all that but you bitch and complaining
00:41:32me about three o'clock and i was here on time bro i bitch and complain about three o'clock because
00:41:38you have to be there on time i had to go through being out here by myself without you and since you've
00:41:45been here i can't see myself without you do you understand that so do you understand why i'm tweaking
00:41:53and i'm going the off because i'm not trying to go through that i appreciate you you feel me i
00:42:02understand that you care but you got to understand like bro my whole life i've been independent bro
00:42:08you know what i'm saying so for you to be all up the crack of my ass loki be throwing me off because
00:42:14it'd be like i'm not doing i'm just trying to be up the crack of your ass okay i understand you
00:42:18explain it i get that i got you thank you brooklyn i appreciate you
00:42:27thank you i just feel as long as we always stay willing to work with each other
00:42:33and adjust to certain stuff that we do or don't like we'll be fine i started my period
00:42:39of course this is discouraging we've obviously been trying and it has not happened so i don't
00:42:47know bro i'm just tired of getting my hopes up it's gonna happen but you believe it's gonna happen
00:42:53it's gonna happen i believe it's gonna happen i'm gonna try a million times like i don't know where
00:42:58i'm happy where i'm at yeah you happy where you at but i know you want kids like i feel like i'm
00:43:04i'm gonna let you down and that's scary in itself what if you know you get to a point where you like
00:43:12i want to go have a baby with somebody who can have a baby what if i can't have a baby
00:43:18then we ain't gonna have no more kids we get there when we get there it's not nothing i wouldn't do
00:43:26for you or show you mm-hmm yeah yeah it's okay
00:43:46i don't like
00:43:56good job you know what to do next uh that we have to mix it
00:44:11bestie loves my mom a lot and also me he takes care of both of us our dogs and himself too
00:44:20well we need to get the waffles a bowl no and that no a toaster oh
00:44:31silly bestie and mommy i think they're just a good girlfriend and boyfriend because they kiss a lot
00:44:41and all that stuff it's breakfast time mommy oh y'all are so sweet it might sound crazy but
00:44:55if anything in prison it made me more positive don't make me a nice little dream like a lot of
00:45:02people in prison anything gets over with or people telling me not gonna get out of there or whatever
00:45:07the circumstances may be and y'all couldn't let myself fall victim to that oh thank you
00:45:14i made it through trying to go spread something positive to somebody else
00:45:23and i gotta just keep her saying that's my job and me objective is keep brooklyn saying
00:45:29this is so nice i make all of it and you make all of it and what bestie helped me with or without
00:45:36a baby me and brian are gonna be good like putting us together it's like beyonce and jay-z power couple
00:45:44you feel me we got the whole family in here hi gg hi g we have so much stuff to do because of like
00:45:54the last time that we have had get your own i want a crazy wedding and at least two kids in the house
00:46:06that we plan to buy together more for me it's gonna be lit
00:46:11oh look look look look look she took it
00:46:18kissing you for the first time
00:46:22send me weak at the knees
00:46:27i miss you harder i miss my best friend feels like i'm losing the will
00:46:34maybe i'm crazy for chasing the memories we had crazy for science when i'm feeling sad
00:46:44crazy for loving you crazy for loving you so bad
00:46:52hey baby where the you're at i'm on the highway i'm coming from a job search love
00:46:59we're being a liar you're at alex's house bro i see it on your location you've been there for 45
00:47:05minutes yeah yeah you are bro i got you on a tracker like am i a goddamn dog am i getting chipped
00:47:13now or what you're literally just like the rest of them i'm gonna pull up look i'm already on my way
00:47:19to waco just meet me somewhere and waco or something bro i send you my location
00:47:28tracking me to alex's house is bull i'm on a ankle monitor you know i crave freedom
00:47:40i love brooke but i really don't know where we going i don't know if it's forward if it's backward
00:47:46i'm trying to figure it out
00:47:58i don't know what you wanted so i just order nothing
00:48:18baby the only reason i went over there was to close that chapter of my life
00:48:22i need to let her know that i have a lot of chapters not closed
00:48:29i need her to know that i'm with you and that whatever i had her was dead
00:48:33i let her know that she had her chance yeah i know something you had to go to her house to do
00:48:45to her house and she it up and then i'm with you and i need her to respect her house to do it and i
00:48:50need her to respect that that i'm with you yeah and i need you to respect my wishes too i know which did
00:48:56not happen
00:49:00what did you really have going on over there
00:49:05i went in i said my piece i got it out the way
00:49:10and i came back out
00:49:17like i need you to know i love you when i choose you
00:49:22and i'm trying to prove it to you baby
00:49:24now we'll go to see next is not the way to do it
00:49:27so in case you wondering he wants me to sit here and trust him
00:49:33but he turns around and he's knowingly breaking my trust and wants to sit here and act like it's not
00:49:40a deal like he was not even to be in contact with alex for any reason
00:49:49i'm over it
00:49:52i'm sitting there trying to close these chapters in my life because to tear down these barriers that
00:50:10you keep putting up with our relationship i'm trying to tear down these walls that you have up
00:50:14around your heart so we can move on so we can better our relationship so we can build a life
00:50:18together that's what i'm trying to do too late late what do you mean late
00:50:30jk absolutely has broken any little bit of trust that i had in this man that's completely out the
00:50:38window let's go home let me okay
00:50:42i feel betrayed because we had an agreement that none of these things were supposed to happen
00:50:54and it just like it really really me up because it's like he don't care
00:51:02i am scared for what the future holds
00:51:04it's like baby i need you to know that i love you and i need to know that i'm gonna do whatever
00:51:11i need to do to earn their trust
00:51:20i gotta go get the boys okay tell brodie we're going fishing okay i promise okay not we might we
00:51:27are i'll see okay after today even with jk trying to sit here and reassure me that there was nothing
00:51:38for me to freak out on and that i should trust him like it's just the fact like i feel disrespected that
00:51:44he would even have the nerve to do that at this point i don't know what i don't know what to do like
00:51:50i got absolutely no idea well we got to figure things out because we have a baby on the way
00:52:00tired of just talking to me about for real she talks it for sure
00:52:04so demaric was over here last night about to put up the rest of his clothes kiana put them out
00:52:22because she found out some text messages and stuff but i knew he was going to come back because he
00:52:28could not resist this and i just wanted my family back so i got what i wanted
00:52:45you want to go get on the trampoline no you're going to stay with me did you just try to hit me
00:52:51you're going to stay with me you're still seeing the wrong answer dude you never stay with me yes
00:52:59sorry come here let me show you something there see this
00:53:01ah the claw got you kiana kicked me out because she found some messages between me and joela
00:53:13right now i stay with my baby moms when i have to watch the kids and she has to go to work oh what you
00:53:17gonna do a front flip go dj go dj daddy gonna have to go to work schooling all right
00:53:26yeah come on yeah sometimes it does feel like when i'm with joela and the kids we're a family
00:53:34i can see my kids and not have to sneak around but uh i am single at this moment my title is single
00:53:40oh oh i love you give me a hug boy love you all right mama see y'all later bye bye bye i love you
00:53:55as far as the moderate coming out and trying to be in a relationship what i will say as an older man is
00:54:00you have to make the most honest decision for yourself the one that you can live with because
00:54:04you're sitting over here 10 years now it's like damn i should have been over there then that's the
00:54:08decision you made staying single it is always an option though you know hello what you doing
00:54:17getting ready yeah i'm about to be on my way over there all right just let me know we can get here
00:54:23all right i'll see you in a second all right all right my relationship with joela has been all right
00:54:29but it's definitely not the vibe me and kiana have definitely not that vibe i love kiana and when
00:54:36you're in love with somebody it's damn near like you can't go without that person you know what i mean
00:54:40you can love other people from the distance when you're in love with somebody there's no distance
00:54:44that can keep you from that person don't leave me in the distance
00:54:49right now me and demodric are single but i mean he i still talk to him every day
00:55:04i see him from time to time of course we still fool around it's definitely hard
00:55:10to just cut him off but i'm trying honestly i don't know who he's with what he's doing
00:55:19i guess we talk every day but i try not to like overplay my part
00:55:26when you see your life with someone like the rest of your life with someone it's hard to just turn
00:55:31that off i don't know what it is i i guess we just can't leave each other alone
00:55:48i'm just gonna see where it goes from here
00:56:01what are you doing i'm about to leave
00:56:09what are you doing i'm about to leave
00:56:23are you coming back
00:56:30you legal leaving
00:56:36you don't have nothing to say
00:56:39tired of just talking to you real
00:56:41we gotta figure things out because we have a baby on the way
00:56:45we're good
00:56:49you're not even looking at me
00:56:50i feel like you're just taking my energy wrong you feel like i'm coming at you and really i just want
00:56:58better for our kid than than what we had that's all i'm not telling you to stop your dreams i want
00:57:04you to do everything you want to do in life i just want to make sure that our kid is good and that they
00:57:11have what we didn't have are you ready to be a father i mean
00:57:17i'm gonna be ready for whatever i'm gonna deal with it but i'm young and i got a lot to focus on right now so
00:57:31you know it is it'll be whatever though
00:57:35we didn't come from two-parent households we wanted a two-parent household for our kid
00:57:40we wanted a healthy household for our kid a stable life for our kid that's all i'm saying i just want
00:57:46better for our kid than what we have you make it impossible to do that how how you be acting but
00:57:54it's not just how i be acting but a lot more often than not it is a lot of people be toxic
00:58:04and alexia she toxic for sure my car about to pull up like sometimes i be feeling like she like
00:58:14arguing she like arguing and getting into it and seeing how i react because if i argue with her
00:58:22maybe that's how she feel like somebody loving her or something you know what i'm saying but you ain't
00:58:27got to do that with me like you don't got to do that
00:58:44now i'm feeling like
00:58:45i just need to get away and go do me for a minute
00:58:53we probably really just want to break up
00:58:56i do believe that i deserve a healthy relationship and if he wants to go just let him go like no more
00:59:03chasing him i'm gonna love myself and prepare to love this baby if you really do just take advantage of
00:59:11the fact that i'm really nice and i'm really forgiving that i probably do just need to love myself more
00:59:25so i'm gonna keep on running they try to bring me down but i'm the one that's hunting
00:59:38hey am i dropping off at home um no i'm coming with you and catch a car back that's awesome
00:59:49so bummed out that i don't get to take you back with me me too
00:59:52i'm pretty sad that i'm going home now i can't believe that the week is already over
00:59:59i'm gonna miss courtney so much
01:00:03i'm gonna miss you so much
01:00:05saying me how this sucks i'm gonna miss you too much
01:00:11having to leave you almost a thousand miles away this
01:00:15yeah
01:00:17i'm hoping by the following month we'll be moving you out to me
01:00:21me me too
01:00:23try not to buy more than like two suitcases
01:00:29i can't have like that many belongings anyways uh at the house
01:00:35perfect um speaking of buying things are you gonna leave me with a card what is your plan
01:00:44yeah i have a credit card i can leave me with it
01:00:51turn out to spend like more than a thousand dollars on my phone
01:00:58i love you
01:01:00i love me too
01:01:02i'm so happy you were able to come and see me
01:01:04yeah it sucks it's like the worst part i don't want to go
01:01:13are you going to be able to trust me from a thousand miles away yeah i think um
01:01:17i think you were right and i need to get out of my head we're going to be able to
01:01:24facetime and talk all the time i know i'm definitely going to be able to trust you
01:01:29they're just saying no coming back from this
01:01:34those shabari ropes were cool yeah that was tight
01:01:36i had a fun time with you
01:01:42when i was in prison me and my sugar guys we would have like video visits and we would talk on the phone
01:01:48um i had one come visit me in person and that was cool but will and i had such a deep connection
01:01:58i knew i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him i'm going to dump out my suitcase and put you
01:02:03inside i wonder what would happen they go through the scanner and then charge me with human trafficking
01:02:11like i've always been worried about whether or not i would find my soul mate and i have
01:02:17i just i'm not ready to say goodbye yet
01:02:23all right beautiful i'm not going to make you wait here with me the whole time
01:02:26i don't want to yeah but i got to go through security and stuff i love you though i love you
01:02:37we're gonna talk all the time all the time all right are you gonna call me when you get home
01:02:42right yeah of course i'll facetime you first thing i'm gonna miss you
01:02:47love you i love you too
01:02:57i hope that there are many pros to courtney living in this halfway house i hope that i'm
01:03:01just heavily overthinking this whole thing but she's been acting pretty weird these last couple of
01:03:06days hey siri call for a ride share the limited amount of freedom she has and and our inability to
01:03:12see each other as much as we want is making this pretty hard but i think we can make it through
01:03:25the world
01:03:41in the midst of all my fears i know you'll come
01:03:45We are now going to start buying an abdominal walk to help you with fertility.
01:04:00My neighbors are coming by your life.
01:04:06It's a little rough.
01:04:08All right, boy.
01:04:09All right.
01:04:10Let's see you.
01:04:13Oh, you'll take me to your home where I come from.
01:04:21The garden's a true love like I've been born again.
01:04:28You hold me so I know that I belong.
01:04:34I don't need to fight a moment.
01:04:37You have one.
01:04:40You have one.
01:04:45You will never let me go.
01:04:49For your love is stronger.
01:04:54One word from you and I know that I will.
01:04:59One word from you.
01:05:00All right.
01:05:02ilo