Evil Lives Here Season 18 Episode 1

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00:00It really started in 1988, I saw a small little blurb about a truck driver and a sexual assault

00:19that had happened in Texas. A mother and her daughter were broke down on the side of the road

00:26and a truck driver pulled over and he raped them both, put them back in their car and left them.

00:34They showed a sketch of the truck and it was Blaine's truck.

00:41And all the bells went off for me. I've just carried it with me for so long and it just felt

00:48like it was time to talk to somebody about it. And so I am in no way trying to ever say that

00:56I can compare myself to Blaine's other victims. I can't imagine, like, what they go through

01:08on a daily basis. I just know what I go through on a daily basis from what he's done to me.

01:17I've always thought of Blaine as the boogeyman. I've tried to explain, like, horror movies and that

01:30kind of thing do not scare me because I know who the real boogeyman is. I know who the real monster is.

01:37And when there's no storyline and there's no Hollywood, no cameras and things like that,

01:44and you know someone like that is out there, I can't sleep. I just can't sleep.

01:51So Bob, cut in some place, I can't sleep. I don't care.

01:54So

02:13This is probably around the time that Blaine first came into our lives.

02:38I would be about five years old, and prior to this it had just been the three of us, my mom and my sister and me.

02:46Blaine was a long haul trucker that would sometimes be gone for days.

02:50But I remember him coming around was like, it was exciting.

02:54It was awesome to have any male figure around.

02:59As a young boy, I didn't even realize that I was missing a father figure.

03:04I played, you know, Little League baseball, so you see every other boy there with his dad.

03:14Dad shows up to watch him play.

03:18So the few times that Blaine made it to my games, it was big.

03:22Like, so any time that those holes were filled were important.

03:30He seemed like Superman.

03:33He had his foot on the pedal kind of personality about everything.

03:44When my mom first started dating Blaine, he was pretty decent, but that kind of changed after they got married.

03:50Sometimes you can see the monster that's in front of you and you can tell, you know, you just know that he flew under all those radars.

03:58He flew under every radar possible and he had everybody fooled.

04:02We lived in an apartment complex with other families and young kids my age.

04:12One night the kids that all lived in the apartment complex, we were all sleeping on the grass.

04:30Everybody just had blankets and pillows, but it was pretty late.

04:34And the silence was broke.

04:37You could hear, like, a quiet grumbling.

04:39And nobody really knew what it was.

04:42And it just kept getting louder.

04:45And from one direction, it was Blaine in the green machine.

04:57It was a 1977 Chevy, but it had a Corvette engine in it.

05:02And so it was unbelievably loud.

05:05It was unbelievably fast.

05:07And he came flying past all of us.

05:10By then, everybody's awake.

05:11Everybody knows it's him that went by.

05:13And the sound kept going until it was almost gone.

05:17By then, police cars, two of them, came past us.

05:26And they were pushing their cars to the limits too, but they didn't have a chance.

05:30And the sound kept going, and then it came back and got louder again.

05:35And Blaine came from the other direction, flew into the apartment complex.

05:42You could hear him slam on the brakes and screech the tires.

05:45Parked the truck, and you could hear his cowboy boots, click, click, click.

05:50And came running past all of us, put up his hand, said, hi, kids.

05:55And just went into the apartment and shut the door.

05:59They never found him.

06:00They never, never caught up to him.

06:03But it was something that I'll just never forget.

06:06Like, the sound of that engine and, like, seeing it go past it.

06:10It's something that you only see in movies.

06:13It didn't seem like Blaine's running from the police.

06:15He must have done something super wrong.

06:17To all of us, it seemed great.

06:19It's only looking back now as an adult that I realized how dangerous and irresponsible all of that was.

06:28I don't think he cared about dangerous at all.

06:30Blaine liked toying with police.

06:32He liked toying with people in general.

06:34He would do things without thought of consequence.

06:40It was just another game.

06:49Yeah, this is a picture of me and my sister.

06:58During this time, like, if I needed something, I'd go to my sister.

07:01If I had a problem, I'd go to my sister.

07:05But it's hard that we don't have a relationship.

07:10Her and I have just...

07:14We've never...

07:18We've just never addressed the real reasons.

07:22I don't have anybody else.

07:24And that's something that we just had to deal with.

07:28Had to deal with a lot of years of silence.

07:35One morning, my sister and I were watching Saturday morning cartoons.

07:39Pretty sure we were fighting over the station.

07:41So he decided that our punishment for fighting over the TV would be to punch each other in the arms.

07:50That's enough!

07:52Basically, for my sister and I to punish each other, that way he didn't have to.

07:57But he would still get to watch.

08:00Like, he just...

08:01It made it, like, such a competition that you weren't really thinking about the consequences

08:06or if you were going to get hurt or if you were going to hurt somebody.

08:09It's not like I could just say,

08:11no, I don't want to do this.

08:12You know, that was it.

08:13That was what you were doing.

08:15The more we started punching each other, the more it kind of became personal for my sister and I.

08:19Like, it wasn't about the TV anymore.

08:23As it would go on, I was really taking the worst of it.

08:28The more it started to hurt, the more I started to cry.

08:32And you kind of had rules for it.

08:34Whatever arm you punched with was the same one that you had to take to punch with.

08:39And as longer it went on, the more violent it became.

08:44There was a lot of happiness and pleasure in Blaine's face while we were doing it.

08:50A monster forces children to fight against each other.

08:55A maniac, a hunter, a predator.

08:59All of those things.

09:00And then looking back on it, he was like that when he got there.

09:05You know, this wasn't something that came on gradually for him.

09:09All this, whether he knew it or not, all this stuff was already mowing around in his head.

09:14He just had to have an outlet.

09:15And the outlet was my sister and me.

09:20He was practicing to be a monster.

09:23And practicing to be a monster.

09:27This would be our race team.

09:39This is chariot racing.

09:40this is chariot racing that would be Blaine in the chariot and that would be

09:47me right in front of the chariot you can barely see me it was something that my

09:52grandfather started in our family so every Saturday was race day this is what

09:57country people do with their farm horses on Saturdays it was fun it was amazing

10:03and nobody fights on that day I wish every day was race day when we would race

10:16our horses Blaine had a helmet that he would wear in the chariot and it was

10:21green but we changed colors from green to yellow so we bought 99 cent spray paint

10:29spray-painted the helmet and it was in our back washroom drying

10:37and I went back there to get something but I had like bumped it and it fell off so

10:47I picked it up and set it right back on there later on when Blaine and my mom got

10:53home all I heard from the back room from him was like what happened to the

10:59helmet

11:01always felt like I had to walk around eggshells on around Blaine because it

11:06always changed and never knew what I was going to be in trouble for you just

11:10never knew what Blaine you were gonna get so you never knew what punishment you

11:13were gonna get that I just I knew it was all downhill from there

11:17and decided the punishment was going to be to get hit with this rubber cooking spoon that my mom used

11:26and I still remember to this day like he called it taking the position I'd have to like bend over and

11:37put my hands on my knees and get ready for the spoon Blaine enjoyed every minute of it

11:45the more he saw you struggle or the more that he saw you in pain the longer it took

11:52it was the worst physical pain that I had felt up to that point in life

12:01I can still hear the sound of it I can I can hear it hit me I can hear

12:08how the sound that would make as it was coming to hit me and he just kept hitting me

12:13was miserable

12:17just knowing that the next one's coming

12:22and that no one's gonna stop him

12:32and again I'm sitting there in the middle of a punishment that I just don't understand

12:39I don't get it my mom was mad about it but it wasn't she wasn't mad because like did you see

12:50what you did to him or do you know how bad you hurt him she was mad because she thought somebody was

12:55gonna see it so after that it didn't it didn't stop anything it just made it so he had to be more

13:03creative and find ways to punish me without actually hitting me

13:07as I got a little bit older my mom and Blaine decided that I needed to do chores and and started

13:26giving me a few responsibilities which is fine but one of my first responsibilities was to sweep out the

13:32garage and I remember sweeping it and I remember doing a pretty good job and I didn't know it but

13:44the whole time I was doing it he was watching me and I swept everything up except for the last

13:52little bit that's usually there that nobody can get with the broom and a dustpan by themselves and I

13:59remember taking the broom and just kind of pushing it off to the side

14:03all done just about so he asked me what I was doing he's like did you sweep it all up and get it out

14:19and I said yeah yes sir I was watching you and so because I had lied to him or I didn't tell him the

14:28truth the way he wanted to hear it I guess he decided to punish me because of that now come on

14:40so we had this like small crawl space under our house it was like walking into a big like grave like a big dirt grave

14:49the air doesn't move in there it just has dead spiders dead mice it just was a really desolate horrible place

15:02so that room they didn't even go down in that room like the nobody in the family would go down in there

15:17I often didn't understand what it was I was being punished for I still didn't understand why I just

15:29didn't get it like you just can't do that to somebody I cannot go into crawl spaces to this day

15:43because I know I'm not there I know I'm not in that room

15:47but it's it it stops me and it freezes me and I feel I feel trapped

15:54when I was in that room there was no escape there wasn't like oh if I can wait till he walks away and

16:05I can sneak out and stuff like that no I there was no doing that but I wasn't even able to talk to my

16:11mom about the abuse and I wasn't able to open up and say anything like you know that had been going on

16:16the like because I she was there for the majority of it so I don't really know that like there was

16:21anything to tell her it just felt lonely because my mom was uh she was like mute like had the way she

16:29dealt with it was by by being silent I didn't feel safe anymore I really didn't I didn't feel safe

16:37so this is a picture of me in the background and right here in the bottom this would be our bird

16:52but I think this one slipped past my mom I think if she would have known that this was Blaine's leg

16:59right here and that that was any part of him she just would have thrown it away my mom destroyed

17:05anything with Blaine in it and those would be his cowboy boots right there

17:10those are the boots those are that's the boots that I would get kicked kicked with 10

17:1812 15 times a day because my mom intervening over him hitting me with that spoon he didn't like

17:26really spanked me or physically like beat me for a while but it was okay to kick me with the side of

17:33his boot and if I flinched he'd do it again if I tried to move he would do it twice more but it was

17:41humiliating to have to like stand there and wait to take it because it would happen in front of my mom

17:48or my sister and um so it was just humiliating in front of everybody

17:56my real father had moved to California so every summer my sister and I would go and see him from

18:18the first couple months of the summer and then come back home get ready for school but there was one

18:25particular year I did not go it had been like a probably like a week week and a half since my mom

18:34had talked to my sister and so my mom tried to call my dad and my dad was saying well she's gonna live

18:42with me now and she doesn't want to talk to you she doesn't want to have anything to do with you

18:47anymore I'm gonna fight for custody she's gonna live with me and so my mom started freaking out and

18:53wanted to speak to my sister he wasn't having it my dad wasn't having it put her on the phone

19:00so Blaine got on the phone and Blaine told him that like I you have about an hour to make plane

19:10reservations or I'm gonna be on your front doorstep in 12 hours and you won't like it if I get there

19:15the things I heard him say that scared me because I knew that he was capable it wasn't yelling over the

19:25phone it was the most convincing scary soft tone evil thing that you could imagine a person saying but

19:35it was the really the calm and and scariness of it that made it real it was terrifying and he hung up

19:44like my sister was home like two or three days later it was like I guess it could be considered a

20:02family night we were just sitting and watching TV we were watching PBS during fundraising time it kind

20:11started off like we were joking about how nervous the girl looked and how she kept fumbling over

20:17her lines like oh my gosh this is live TV terrible and so Blaine decided to make it more fun for him

20:26he said you guys watch this and he called the pledge number and within a few minutes he had convinced the

20:37people at PBS that he was going to donate a large amount of money and that he just wanted to thank

20:44the girl that was on TV thank you so much and he went from thanking her to telling her that like I'm

20:53gonna hunt you down and gut you like a fish I could see the fear on that lady's eyes on live television I

21:02was more terrified when I heard him talking to that lady that way because it was just so attainable

21:09for Blaine like it sounds real but he scared this woman and the absolute terror that was in her face

21:18was really funny for him to make that switch and to flip over into like demon mode I guess it just it was

21:27very easy for him she's leaving I try to like think of any of his like female victims like I I just can't

21:45even imagine like the whole the had to have been left in their existence from from him just being in

21:54in their world for a few minutes and and I feel so bad for every everybody that he hurt I can't apologize

22:11enough but I doesn't I know it doesn't really mean a whole lot I'm not his advocate not his lawyer I

22:18I don't I don't I don't know how it feels but I I I've been hit by that train

22:33as I got older Blaine started taking me out on the road with him

22:38those times Blaine was different I

22:41I

22:48I didn't have to worry about getting kicked and to have to take the position or get hit or you know I

22:53didn't have to worry about him backhanding me or just anything when we were in the truck

23:02for me it was amazing I was seeing the world from a semi truck

23:06I get to eat beef jerky and trash food for a couple days and soda and he would treat me we'd get

23:14along he would treat me like a more like a friend he treated me like almost like an equal

23:19so one night we had just gotten onto the freeway and we were on the freeway for maybe seven or eight

23:29minutes a highway patrolman he started waving for us to pull over so as we were getting pulled over

23:37Blaine reached back into the camper part of the sleeper and he grabbed a handgun

23:44and put it underneath my seat and told me to sit on it and told me that unless the cops told me to get

23:54out of the truck to stay where I was sitting I don't know if he'd stolen the gun or committed a

24:01crime with it but he definitely didn't want them to see it you don't question it you just you do what

24:07you're told and so he got out and he talked to them for a few minutes and then one of the police

24:18officers opened up the driver door and said your dad's getting arrested and his boss is coming to

24:25pick up the truck and take you home and so that was it like Blaine was under arrest Blaine's boss

24:36bailed him out immediately we were back on the road as planned and Blaine never even said another thing to

24:42me about it I still don't know what they pulled us over for and he never told me my mom never spoke of

24:47it so it got swept under the rug as far as like it was none of my business but it was they were looking

24:54for him and he would spend like extended times away from the truck like during the times when I was

25:15sleeping it sometimes it just I would kind of wake up and realize the truck wasn't moving but it was

25:20running but Blaine wouldn't be in the truck and I knew better than to get out and go wandering around

25:25and looking for him you know we weren't just pulling over and taking a break but in residential areas we

25:32were kind of like pulled over and stopped for large weird just odd amounts of times like when we

25:39should be driving or going and getting another load and coming and dropping it off we're like in a

25:45neighborhood for no reason so it was like not just the amount of time but like the odd times like the

25:53witching hours you know that people are out doing bad stuff those were the times that he was saying that

25:59he was working but there was just there was gaps

26:02my mom came and picked me up from school one day which was very very odd because I would walk every

26:21day and when I got into the car she was crying and like like sobbing kind of crying and had been

26:29all day her eyes were puffy and stuff I could tell she was a mess and so she's like I came and picked

26:36you up because I need to talk to you and so she just like blurted it all out she says like I'm just

26:44like telling you that like Blaine's not coming home and I probably was one of the first people

26:53that she was able to talk to about it so she kind of just exploded and said that Blaine had cheated on

27:00her I remember in my head thinking like well you know what are we gonna do now and so my mom you know

27:07reassured me that that she was gonna that I'm here and it's just me you and your sister again and and

27:13and it'd been a long time since I'd heard her say that and so there we were like we were at that

27:18I didn't feel I didn't feel relief because I like I said over the the few years leading up to that I

27:28didn't feel 100% safe with my mom either I didn't want him to come back but he was it was my dad so he

27:39he was my father figure that was that was that was what I was dealt with

27:43it was different for my mom and for my sister they experienced their own thing you know my mom lost her

27:53husband and to my sister she lost his stepdad but I lost my father figure and my and my stepdad

28:00so it was a punch it was a big punch

28:04I went through a really crazy stage over the immediate fallout from that

28:22I had a small little cubby hole that was above my closet

28:33and I feel safe

28:43and so I would like hide up in there and I would sleep up in that cubby hole

28:53so it was just easier to like hide and

29:00all that time he punished me and would isolate me and make me be more myself

29:21and in the end that's the only place I got any peace that's the only way I would feel okay

29:32as if I closed everybody off and closed everything out

29:38I really believed that Blaine was gone for good

30:00it had been about two years since he left and one morning I woke up and

30:09surprise he's back

30:13he was there with his bathrobe on he said like and this is something that I haven't told you

30:21he never called me my name

30:22a piece of never called me my name

30:30he had a nickname for me and I just don't want to say it

30:36I just I don't want to repeat it

30:38he said hi Ryan but instead of Ryan he called me that nickname that he always called me

30:43so it was it was almost like going all the way back

30:46there he was

30:48it was like the gut punch like a little bit of disgust a little bit of like the bewilderment

30:54why are you here

30:56my mom just told me Blaine hired a private investigator a long time ago and he knew where

31:01we were at the whole time

31:02he seemed like a like a kid with a big old lollipop in his hand

31:10he was happy you could tell that like he was back with my mom like that little smirky smirk

31:16he was there to stay it didn't seem like he was leaving that day or anytime soon

31:21I don't get scared when I watch horror movies

31:31because those people are they just they're not as scary as like my stepdad was

31:41when Blaine came back into our lives I was a little bit leery of his intentions

31:55but he was trying to just be a father and a husband

31:59but I think that's what makes him the most dangerous because he had all of the masks that

32:08were necessary to fool everybody

32:11Blaine said that he was working two different part-time jobs and so he would go away for long

32:20stretches of time and then one morning he left and he just didn't come back

32:27a couple days went by and then there was just a small clipping that my mom had cut out of the paper

32:37and she's like here I need to show you this and she just showed it to me she didn't say a word it

32:41just said local man um has been arrested for rape

32:48when I read it I was almost like okay like that's horrible like local man arrested for

32:55rape I'm like what is this what does this mean she's like it's Blaine

33:02and it's like I could feel like like the color like leave my own face

33:09the story was like Mr. Nelson is is accused of 17 rapes but is admitting to over a hundred nationwide

33:20and you hear something like that you're like and it just doesn't it doesn't register it doesn't register

33:29like like like because I know what damage he did to our family

33:37now there's a there's like a hundred other families out there a hundred other women

33:48that have to try and explain that to their children or to their husbands or you know if they don't have

33:53any of that like they there are a hundred other women out there that

34:00so um I'm looking at a police report from Ogden police

34:19in 1983 he went into an apartment with the intention of stealing money or purses

34:28a girl was asleep with no clothes on he took advantage of her in the moment and raped her

34:38and that is what started him

34:40number two was the apple grove apartments he said the girl had two children and believed this rape occurred in 1984

34:50one of the worst things that's on here is that the dollar amounts are there from the women that he stole

35:00when he got into a purse that stole $2

35:02he got into a purse that stole $17

35:06number six

35:12Nelson explained how he entered the house and had intercourse with the victim

35:24number seven

35:25Nelson said that the keys were left in the door

35:28number four

35:29and had intercourse with the victim

35:40looks like there's at least 25

35:42in this report that's all the ones that I see in this report

35:45Nelson explained that there were more

35:48but at this time he doesn't remember where they are

36:02Nelson said that he would pick the houses by the looks of their yards

36:06the cars around it

36:08and he would simply go from house to house and checking doors

36:10he said that you would be surprised the amount of doors that people would leave open

36:20it also became a game

36:22to see if the police could catch him

36:26why did you laugh there?

36:28because I was a witness to game

36:30to Blaine playing games with the cops

36:32by driving 100 miles an hour past me and running from the cops

36:34and you can see no matter what it was

36:36whether he's out like

36:38playing a board game

36:40or whether he's like violating

36:42a woman's life

36:44it's still a game

36:46it was still a game to him

36:48and that's just not fair to any of these women

36:50like I hate seeing

36:52I hate seeing it like this

36:54because you know that behind every one of these black marks

36:56is somebody's name

37:00I

37:02it just

37:04it's just it's another gut punch

37:06and I

37:08I feel horrible

37:09I can't

37:10I can't even put into words how I feel

37:12I don't know it's been

37:18a minute since I like even talked to my mom my sister like we don't have a relationship like at all

37:40I

37:42just don't want to face it or talk about it

37:44I

37:46wish my mom would have said anything

37:48that's something that came from in here

37:50that

37:51that wasn't

37:53something that she felt like she had to say

37:55because that's what parents say

37:57like I'm sorry

37:58you're messed up on this

38:00I'm sorry

38:01that this is your life now

38:03but we're gonna get through it

38:05kind of thing

38:06there it just

38:07it didn't happen

38:08I just want to say to my mom and my sister that if they do end up seeing this that

38:14um

38:16I know you both have a story too

38:18and

38:20I would like to hear it before it's too late

38:23after Blaine left it took a while but I started to find a little bit of relief

38:39the monster was gone

38:41I don't know if it's gonna do any good to tell my story after so long

38:49um

38:51but there's a lot of people out there that probably never caught their boogeyman

38:57and

39:03and

39:04so I don't know

39:05it may do

39:06nothing to come and talk to you guys

39:08in the end

39:09but hopefully it will

39:10like

39:11um

39:12for some of his

39:13I don't know

39:14for me for some of his other victims

39:16for my mom

39:18and for my sister that

39:19still

39:20don't want to acknowledge any of this

39:26it's like

39:27still walking on thin ice

39:28there's spots

39:29and there's times if you

39:30sometimes if you stop

39:31you might hear a couple cracks underneath you

39:33but you gotta keep moving or you're gonna fall

39:35and there are some days where it swallows me whole

39:42um

39:44but those are the days that I

39:46um

39:47will try to find some

39:49solace with my children or

39:52with my grandbaby

39:54I have such a beautiful wife and family that

39:58they don't deserve for me to

40:01wallow in it

40:03um

40:04they deserve for me to be present

40:07you know maybe there's

40:09maybe there's a kid

40:12out there

40:13that's locked in

40:14a

40:15a crawl space or something

40:16that

40:17the next time they get out

40:18they'll call somebody

40:19or they'll say something

40:20and it won't happen anymore

40:23that you're committed a violent act

40:34yeah

40:35but not right

40:36I cut her with a broken eye

40:38I just felt helpless again

40:40like

40:41I just wanted to get to her

40:44he grabbed a hold of me and threw me down on the bed and was choking me

40:50I'm thinking to myself

40:52I'm pregnant

40:53and he's trying to kill me

40:56I've seen this look right before he explodes

40:59people call him a monster and keep calling him evil

41:03it's probably because it's true

41:05my mother was strangled

41:08so severely her lunatics was snapped in half

41:11as far as I'm concerned I don't have a brother

41:14I hope God does not have mercy on his soul

41:17he got that gun and he started beating me with it

41:21he was like a monster when they just hatch

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