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90 Day Fiance Uk Season 4 Episode 4
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00:00I've just fallen in love with someone from a different country.
00:13Everyone thinks it's our holiday romance.
00:18But he's so hot.
00:20I'm about to fly out to Brazil for love.
00:26Everyone just falls in love with this man.
00:29He makes me feel amazing.
00:31She's perfect for me in every single way.
00:33She's beautiful, she's smart.
00:37I am really excited now.
00:39Hello. Oh my God.
00:48We are the party people.
00:50Really, really party people.
00:56It's true love.
00:59What could go wrong?
01:01Shit.
01:04I'm not ready to be a stepdad.
01:06The idea actually makes me feel a little bit sick.
01:09I just want everyone to be happy.
01:11Are we supposed to live together if you can lie?
01:13Oh, come on.
01:14Don't even bother.
01:15Don't even bother.
01:16It's almost a mother, isn't it?
01:18Do you think she's real?
01:19Maybe she's stringing me along.
01:20Wifers ain't real.
01:22Is your sister really your wife?
01:25I'm a Muslim.
01:26She is Christian.
01:27We don't drink alcohol.
01:29I've got nothing to hide.
01:30You don't open the phone.
01:31It's a suspect.
01:32I didn't answer the phone to Jay because I was just trying to avoid another row.
01:44It is still in my head.
01:56This is it.
01:57I'm going out to meet Sandra and I'm so excited.
02:01Hugging her feels like the first time all over again.
02:05I will be now spending so much time with the kids.
02:08This is all new.
02:09He does not want to be a stepfather of your kids.
02:12How are you going to deal with that?
02:14They need a father.
02:15Abraham's been keeping secrets from me.
02:18He said he never had one.
02:20Look at his friends on Facebook.
02:22Do you know her?
02:23No.
02:24I'm going to go to the Gambia and get these questions answered.
02:27I'm worried that she's going to be heartbroken.
02:29Have you got a social media or not?
02:31You're lying, man.
02:32You've put a single.
02:34It's just a joke, man.
02:35Ain't really no joke.
02:36And I ain't happy about that.
02:37Babe.
02:38Babe, it's a joke, man.
02:39Come on.
03:04Oh, hi, Ibrahim.
03:05You all right?
03:06Hi, babe.
03:07I'm all right?
03:08Mm-hmm.
03:09Yeah.
03:10Have you thought about what's happened, the deception?
03:13Yes.
03:14Well, I left the room to have a bit of space for Ibrahim because he's put single in his social
03:20network.
03:21I don't know if he's the man who he says he is.
03:24Is he playing me?
03:26You know, I don't know what to think at the moment.
03:28Yeah, I'm sorry you were upset.
03:31Mm-hmm.
03:32The last time you left, she said I should leave you alone.
03:36So that's why I tried to go on Facebook and try to annoy you and try to convince you to
03:43come back to me.
03:44I did it as a joke.
03:47It doesn't seem a very good sort of joke, does it?
03:51Why did you say you didn't have social media?
03:54Yeah, because it was temporarily, I don't know, one month or something like that.
04:00So it was not there permanently.
04:03Or maybe I didn't delete it properly.
04:06It does sound a bit cock and ball.
04:10I'm not very good on the phone.
04:12Can you check and see?
04:13Yeah.
04:14No social media there.
04:16No, really, I don't have anything to hide.
04:22You see?
04:24Not in there.
04:25Oh, it has gone then.
04:26Oh, good.
04:27Yeah.
04:28It's a trust thing now, so how do I know I can trust you in the future?
04:31Yeah, you can trust me because...
04:33How do I know though?
04:34You've put a doubt in my mind now and it's upset me a lot because I really love you
04:40and I don't want to jeopardise my time, my effort, my energy into you if you're not trustworthy.
04:48Yeah, of course.
04:49Forgive me for these times.
04:51I think I will because I'm a forgiving person and I think we should start afresh from now on.
04:57What do you think?
04:58Yeah, of course, that will be okay.
04:59But I will be keeping an eye out.
05:01If there's any more inaccuracies with any social medias then you could be in a lot of trouble.
05:08Trouble.
05:09So be careful.
05:10I need to confront Ibrahim about these disgusting photos that I found on his social media of women scantily clad.
05:22Now, I was holding off because these photos are my prime ammunition and as a woman I'm a little bit devious and I always hold back the best till last.
05:34So I'll be confronting them about that at the right time.
05:38We'll wait and see.
05:40I don't want to be in any trouble again.
05:43Tomorrow I'll take you to the village, to the family, to try to convince you to forgive me and then we go back to good times.
05:50Yeah, yeah, that'll be good.
05:52Ibrahim's taking me to meet his family and that does mean a lot.
05:56I'm going to enjoy my time in the village but I'm also going to be looking for any other discrepancies that might come to light.
06:05Oh, look at the side!
06:25This is embarrassing.
06:27Brazil versus England.
06:30One of the best moments of my life has definitely been reconnecting with Sandra.
06:34When I first met Sandra 17 years ago, there was a spark but I never thought that spark would stay alive.
06:41And now I'm in Brazil after spending eight months apart.
06:45So this trip will be a real test for me and for her.
06:49It's going to be the first time that I'm going to be beating all of her extended family.
06:53Embarrassing.
06:56It's also the longest time that we'll be together.
06:59Yay! Saved one!
07:01Come on then.
07:02Let Julia play.
07:03Sandra's sister was meant to be looking after the kids but somehow we've ended up looking after her kid.
07:09Buy two, get one free.
07:12And straight at me.
07:14And straight at me.
07:15Ah!
07:16Come on.
07:17Come on.
07:22It's good.
07:23What's this name?
07:24What's his name?
07:25It's so scary to me to be a parental-like figure.
07:28But if that's what Sandra wants, I'm ready to give that a go.
07:32One.
07:33Two.
07:34Three.
07:35I should count and import skis.
07:36Uno.
07:37Dos.
07:38Tres.
07:39Quatro.
07:40Quip.
07:41Five.
07:42So I'll try and embrace it and we'll play a game of hide and seek.
07:45That's all I can think of.
07:47They're not here in the washing machine.
07:49Hopefully not.
07:50No.
07:51Could one of them fit under?
07:54Oh, that was good.
07:55Oh, you hid behind there.
07:56So you won.
07:58Well, you're meant to stay.
07:59You're meant to hide.
08:03Running around with the kids in a tiny apartment.
08:05It is chaos.
08:08It's just exhausted me.
08:12And I've got to ask myself, do I want this life?
08:17We've had two hours of this.
08:18And I guess it makes me miss some aspects of normal life.
08:22It's normal for me.
08:24I think I've sort of numbed myself to it.
08:26And just, you know, a bit stoic about everything.
08:31Finn's being over the top.
08:33He needs to do things like stepfather.
08:41I didn't choose this.
08:42This is the reality.
08:43There we go.
08:44Done.
08:45I chose the love of Sandra, sure.
08:47But I didn't choose anything else that came with it.
08:52Could I do this day to day?
08:53The answer is definitely not.
08:54Good morning.
08:55Good morning, darling.
09:00Me and Mete have got a fiery relationship.
09:01We argue, we make up.
09:02We argue, we make up.
09:03We argue, we make up.
09:04We argue, we make up.
09:05That's us.
09:06But I'd like to have less arguments.
09:08There's just a lot of tension this morning.
09:09Mete's being so quiet.
09:11I can tell he's still thinking about me not picking up the phone straight.
09:12I can tell he's still thinking about me not picking up the phone straight.
09:13I just want to get this resolved once again.
09:14I just want to get this resolved once again.
09:15I'm sorry.
09:16I'm sorry.
09:17I'm sorry.
09:18I'm sorry.
09:19I'm sorry.
09:20I'm sorry.
09:21I'll respect you.
09:22I'm sorry.
09:23I need to apologize.
09:24I should have just answered the phone.
09:25But I just worry, I want you to get the phone since I decided
09:37if I couldn't believe anything left in hand.
09:40I have recuerden.
09:42I'll wait to introduce myself.
09:45I'll wait to second day.
09:46After 8agaidy.
09:48I'll wait.
09:49I only know what you have.
09:50you to get along I want you to be good maybe this morning we call Jay if you
09:56want darling I don't want to make you upset that my first priority you we can
10:03talk I do worry about the doubts that could be in Mette's mind but I just want
10:08to prove to him that I've got nothing to hide let's talk okay if you want you
10:15talk first no problem we talk together and I think the best thing to do is just
10:23call Jay and get this over and done with hello yeah Mette is here yeah yeah yeah
10:40okay it is upset me what you think about me yeah how awkward is this do I really
10:59have to be here I don't think about the wizard anytime yeah it was only else a
11:04concern for Shannon and making sure that she was all right Jay I don't understand
11:11why you worry Shannon is my girlfriend it is my work it is my job I am worried about
11:19the Shannon why would he want the reason to come to England anyway look I need to
11:26explain myself you think me wrong Shannon my priority I don't want to get upset Shannon I love really
11:37Shannon yeah you know I obviously have to be honest that sounds really nice seeing that makes me go yeah
11:50everything's fine yeah everything's good yeah that's it like no one's ever met him same time
12:00you and Shannon really good friends I don't want to damage your friendship I want everyone is happy
12:09yeah all we needed to really do was sit and talk and we've done that and it's it's been great I feel
12:16better I am explained myself you can't talk about me this style now we're gonna get off and thank you
12:24very much now we forgot about everything Shannon seems now happy okay if you're happy I am happy I love the
12:36Shannon I want to spend all my life together now I know what I do it is the really big decision of my
12:46life I am asked her Shannon will you marry me it is what I want smiley face I'm hoping we can just put
13:00all this behind us now and enjoy our time together Mete's planned a little trip for us so it'll be
13:06nice to get away for a few days let's go get packed let's go let's go let's go but there are a few
13:15worries we've managed to communicate better today but who knows how long that's gonna last do you pack
13:20the bags I am coming what the fuck I unpack the bags help me I know we've managed to resolve this
13:28issue with Jay but we need to keep this up if me and Messe keep arguing I don't know how we're gonna
13:33move forward we can't sustain such a rocky relationship really look everything yours yeah not everything mine
13:41really what's your problem
14:03the tree don't get the tree
14:11yes my name is Andrew I'm 36 years old and I'm from Watford
14:22I'm a software engineer sorry can I stop a second I've got really boring jobs
14:32I don't know how do I spice that up
14:36my job definitely doesn't suit my personality I love flying drones I love being around nature
14:49out in the wilderness any chance I get to have an adventure I'm always up for it I'm probably a bit
14:57crazy impulsive I actually spent a year as a busker but it's worth all of the risk for the adventures
15:06that I've had um we are recording so welcome everybody how are you doing Andy yeah I'm not
15:16too bad my job may be boring but my podcast is bonkers how many bones would you have I guess you've
15:22broken it I've I've lost count I have brittle bones they x-rayed my spine once and I had 118
15:29micro fractures the podcast is really just two idiots in wheelchairs talking about everything from
15:37dating and relationships literally spent like a whole weekend with this girl and then she told me
15:42she was a lesbian shit to the mad adventures we've had together like when was the last time you've
15:48broken a bone went to the bar got my two rum and cokes and as I was walking back tripped over my own
15:54feet now here is slightly drunk Andy's logic I've got a skeleton that could break very easily what am
16:01I going to save obviously obviously the rum and cokes so I like superman as I felt try and balance
16:07these drinks landed face first on the floor I don't really walk anymore my condition hasn't held me back
16:14in life but it's definitely held me back in finding true love
16:17I wanted somebody to share my life with and I started thinking about these memories of being in
16:26hospital with these amazing filipino nurses who were just the kindest most caring people so I went
16:32specifically on a website that was for meeting filipino people and then I met Ara the first thing I
16:39noticed was her deep brown eyes I just thought she looked really beautiful there was something that
16:45pulled me in and when we started talking she was genuinely interested in who I was she was asking
16:51me loads of questions about my life about my job I told her about my disability and her first response
16:58was I don't care and she was okay with it which is I've never experienced that before
17:02it was very unexpected I mean I wasn't sure if it was genuine or just catfishing me or something
17:11there were all these different thoughts going through my head how are you how was your
17:15day what are you up to now nothing but I really have fallen hard for Ara so I have to just trust her
17:28your mom okay um yeah I'll be going there once this fall as I did yeah yeah we've never met in person
17:39before we've only known each other for just a short amount of time but completely in love with her
17:45all right okay you wanna go I need to take care of my mom outside all right how about beautiful
17:56thank you I love you
17:58I told my friends and family as little as possible a few of my close friends I said that I'd met this
18:15person and but I kind of downplayed it today I'm meeting with my friend Abby hey hey you all right
18:23oh yeah I really value Abby's opinion thanks so much goodness for you thank you how have you been
18:31busy yeah yeah um how's Ara she's good yeah she's amazing I'll be honest like when you first said that
18:41you were dating someone online from the Philippines we were a bit like oh is this okay like a bit
18:48worried a lot of people thought that I think yeah I've watched a lot of like catfish tv
18:52yeah me too
18:53yeah it does make me a little bit worried
18:57everyone's saying that so do you think she's real
19:03I mean I was a bit worried really yeah I just thought like what if this person doesn't exist but
19:09you know I just saw her like this is the person for me so I'm gonna go out to the Philippines to meet
19:16her in person yeah I don't know if it's brave or stupid I mean going out to the Philippines it is
19:28it is objectively mental how long was the flight in total it's about 30 hours of travel 30 hours yeah
19:37Andy
19:38so Andy and I both have brittle bones we have had similar issues with our spines and personally I
19:47would never ever go on a 30 hour flight what's the access like it's not great I can't imagine
19:57going there and just trusting someone that I've never met before I have often been worried about
20:02Andy because he does make reckless decisions and he takes risks I just feel like all of this is
20:09happening very quickly I mean it's kind of what I've always been like I know yeah I think she's
20:16understandably a bit worried that I'm traveling 30 plus hours across the world on my own in a
20:23wheelchair to go and meet somebody that I've never met in person before but
20:28so much that could go wrong and so many risks is it worth it yeah I know that sounds crazy but
20:41yeah if you love somebody you love somebody you can't help that no matter how crazy it is
20:47I think tonight will be fun though did you get a cake I think I also got a cake
21:08tonight we're going to a family barbecue it's her sister's birthday I'm gonna be beating lots of
21:14family members for the first time I do have some nerves here because I've got to try and speak
21:20some Portuguese I know very little I am really worried about it and I don't want to let you down
21:25that's the main thing in the whole world I really love Sandra she brings an awful amount of joy
21:33happiness and I want to impress Sandra's family 10 minutes and we'll be there 10 minutes
21:40see when coming here I want to spend time with my family and my kids
21:47at the end of this trip I hope he can decide this is the place he want to be
21:57good to see you hello hello I have a huge family I wish him all good luck
22:08that's everyone right there's no one else
22:37it's just a sea of people I don't know the place I don't know the language this is totally not my
22:51world whatsoever when I'm with my family I like to spend time with him I and Finn just sit on a sofa I
23:13don't want to do that what's the Wi-Fi password and he is here in Brazil he needs to communicate with my family
23:21the brother yep Erasmus he is full on and we've got a whole night of this
23:38absolutely humiliating I didn't expect it I didn't want it
24:08and the sooner we forget about that the better
24:10can you stay for a little bit it's quite hard work this I'm really not feeling comfortable enough to
24:23interact with everyone so far our brother's come along he's picked me up there's a lot just dealing
24:27with him I just need to take stuff and breathe yes I know but at this stage it's difficult saying
24:36that now I can't just learn Portuguese in a night I'm in the shit here I'm really struggling because
24:43I need you like I've never needed so this is how it's going to be no but I don't think I have a
24:54choice yes just stay for a little bit because really my heart rate is still going there's a lot
25:00going on Finn's being very dramatic he didn't try and I didn't like that it's either sink or swim and
25:11and at the moment I'm sinking don't leave me I'm properly scared I use laughter as a defense
25:18mechanism when I feel uncomfortable I laugh when I think something's funny I laugh there's no difference
25:23I want to go there eat be with my family oh dear Sandra's just run away which is genuinely annoying
25:34because gotta fend for myself I'm annoyed with Sandra that she's just done that I need her
25:41if I could get off this sofa now and run I would
25:45oh my days oh everyone rushing late
26:08I'm so busy oh my days we're on the ferry to meet Ibraham's family I'm meeting them for the
26:17first time so I'm really excited but I'm also on a mission looking for anything that would lead me
26:24to believe that he's not been honest with me I can't wait to see my room my room that you made for me
26:30because I'm excited Ibraham's built me a room in his house and I think that's really sweet and I can't
26:45wait to see it let me show Xena's room it's going to be amazing as you can see it's still not really
27:05ready a lot of things to do what God is great every very soon I'll able to finish it he shall
27:13hold it lovely oh no I'm glad we're here it's a long journey on that boat does your family speak
27:32English though English no I've never had such a warm welcome they seem so lovely
27:56where shall I sit I can see my family they are very happy to see Xena and I think she will like
28:09in the village so can I give you a photo around the house please yes yes definitely yes let's have a
28:17look let's go ahead yeah not many boyfriends would build a room would they for their girlfriend I'm
28:23really excited to see my room I can't wait where is it let's go that's it there what this one yes this
28:31one oh are you joking is that it sorry it's no already when it's finished it's going to be perfect
28:42I upset I am a bit it's just like a shack why hasn't it got a roof why hasn't it even got a window
28:53is it going to have a window is it going to have a window of course yeah I wasn't expecting Buckingham
28:59and Paris or anything like that but when are you going to get it finished when it looks like ages
29:09finances finances was the main issue man I know let's see what we can arrange financially maybe I
29:21still need two thousand pounds windows roof yeah the bathroom there behind what ensuite I think she
29:32can help me a bit there to finish the room you're just gonna have to get your finger out and get it
29:37finished ASAP because this is a huge disappointment for me oh very sorry babe
29:44can you show me where the toilet yes follow me okay is it a long way no oh that's the toilet
29:56toilet yeah oh you're joking what do you think no I can't this is a local toilet man local why did
30:12if I sit down I won't be able to get up again what if a gecko comes crawling around nibbling up in the bum
30:19what do I do then first impression no didn't know it was like okay I like authentic what that's I'm
30:29thinking of what is going to be my backup plan really my best bet would be for me to go we in a jug
30:35because I can't sit down or stand over there I would need a jug we in a jug and tip it down so if you've
30:43got a jug a jug a jug you know like a jug what you cook with or you tip with far to know not about one
30:50with me I am a lady of a certain age and I don't know how I'm gonna manage because I will need to go to
30:57the toilet more than once in the night I'm not feeling it no it's pissing it down
31:26it's not a really good start to the trip me and Messe are going on a trip he's organized at all so I
31:34have no idea what he's got in store for us I am scared I love all-inclusive hotels spas all that
31:44kind of thing I'd love to be on a beach right now sipping a cocktail in the Sun just went where is he oh
31:51hello oh my god look at this she's absolutely like the caravan this is the really good way the
32:13holiday holiday amazing amazing yeah can I see inside yeah oh my god this is not my cup of tea
32:26small though how we had together this space we're gonna have to keep each other happy and positive if
32:36we have an argument there's nowhere to go no problem darling we make good holiday together
32:43let's go copilot please don't crash this caravan why you say it in our negative just I want this
32:55holiday we make the good holiday you don't make me arguing I make us arguing I don't make an argument I
33:02don't we don't argue this this trip okay promise promise yeah okay okay we see be careful I am careful I
33:17I don't think I don't think you understand this map I will you know you say turn right here okay okay
33:30okay you are the boss I am listening you and you say to turn around do this do this do this
33:36Mette is not helping me at all okay look the fucking map Mette I don't know he's not listening to me
33:44really really you fuck this map okay at this rate I don't think we're ever gonna get there
33:53oh what if you don't look this map really don't use this map hey who is that they arguing first I am glad I am glad I
34:11maybe we find a good idea maybe we find a good idea we look yeah no one here what yeah we don't need
34:21anyone this company looks really great fishing jump amazing wheel calm no anyone here just Shannon and me
34:38okay okay when I imagined the caravan trip in Turkey I thought of beaches Sun this isn't what I thought of at all
34:51oh I get your ass hard on pardon pardon it's tiny in here Shannon going the mood slowly slowly because
35:02small area she's stressed now if you know if we booked the hotel they already make the bed calm down darling
35:11we are here just on the nature calm relax please you don't like the camping life if there's no rain it's
35:19not muddy really good I don't like the rain I'm coming to Turkey for no rain
35:25I'll just eat behind here this barbecue has gone from bad to worse so I'm just left me to fend for
35:50myself really struggling he needs to communicate with my family and my sister wants to have a chat
35:59with him she wants to know what he's really intention with me hey hello can I have a conversation with you
36:09depends what about I'm a little bit worried because she gonna tell him a lot of things that he doesn't
36:16want to hear you know I'm very protective with Sandra right I just want you to be sure that what
36:23do you want with her this is Sandra's closest sister and Heloise are coming in like that it's now put me
36:34right on edge you don't like kids and she has two kids well I think my reservations around having kids
36:41are just so many I've never had that desire or drive like I would never see myself as Lorenzo and Elise's
36:54dad what stepfather I don't think I would want that either but you need to accept her with her kids
37:01okay you are going to be responsible for them as well the most important thing is to think about that
37:09she has kids but I don't know if he's going to embrace this it's not only about you I feel like
37:17this is becoming a grilling and I'm not ready for this I'm very worried about how it would pan out
37:23there's also culture difference as a language I don't see too much effort for me to learn you
37:28only speak in English yeah even with my family I'm really worried about it you know our history right
37:36yes and my mother had nine nine nine children and so I think Sandra would like to have more kids with
37:44people really as she said yes she did that's a surprise to me yeah but she said I feel like I've
37:56signed up to something I didn't know I'd been signed up to the impression I got is is just different I
38:01don't think I can make any decisions now this relationship has taken a step back Heloise has put a
38:08lot of doubts in my head they've been with her for two years and you did not sure about what do you
38:15really want but you are in doubt but I think that I can't give what everyone wants straight away because
38:22it wouldn't be realistic I can't be rushed in a situation like this and I feel like the more
38:26people that rush me the worse it will get it will push me away Sandra is more decided that's why I want her to
38:34suffer there is no there is no rule book for this it's small stages me too more efforts if you cannot
38:42I don't think our family will accept you okay you're not convincing us my family and I that you
38:51really accept our culture Sandra's kids it's not a relationship I don't believe in this guy to be honest
38:59I don't believe him think about
39:04this feels like judgment day she's saying that I've made no effort tonight and that's tough because
39:15I think I've put in enough the biggest thing that's come from all this is Heloise drops the bombshell
39:22that Sandra actually wants more kids there's a lot to think about and if I'm honest I'm not sure how I
39:28feel about where this relationship is going to go you think this rain it is the fire
39:58it's raining the sky's gray it's miserable and depressing I just feel like I'm back in England
40:08what do I look like the barbecue expert no maybe you will watch anyone here we go again why is
40:15everything got to be an argument oh fire stop it is dying she's died because you are really talking too much
40:23medium medium yeah medium you think you are in the steakhouse yeah oh my god oh my god really Shannon
40:36going to stress darling what are you doing one's a boot one's a shoe really good idea I think this is
40:44hard for Shannon it is really wet it is really cold it is coming on right but we are the together now
40:53yes we will be happy do you know would you rather no basic one would you rather have bad sex all your life
41:08when you want yeah or other one what is the other one I am choosing best sex of your life really amazing
41:19sex but every five year oh can we make cheating me and methe have so much more fun when we're not arguing
41:30I wish it would always be like this car coming he has flashed his lights yeah look look look yeah you
41:42know what this mean in England no we call dogging in England dogging what really I don't know I am think
41:54just dogs woof woof this mean car sex that's light it is the sex any yeah we're not doing that now I am show you my
42:04flashing light better than your flashing light we don't want to join them turn your light off it means that we want
42:12to join them you want the shammy no good turn off our light that's mean in Turkey not the sex anything
42:20just we are doing to dogging does it count if it's in a caravan
42:32really cold now maybe we join like this
42:38you don't want to make no I don't want to make
42:45you turn off this light that's mean that what does mean this huh
42:57it's not we're not doing that tonight turn off
43:15today I'm flying halfway across the world to the Philippines
43:24Aaron and I have never met
43:27I'm terrified but I need to know if it's real
43:36the accessibility in the Philippines outside of Manila is not great
43:43all right gov Heathrow yeah it's a less developed country very provincial
43:51the roads are barely good enough for cars they're definitely not good enough for wheelchairs
43:55ever been to the Philippines before
43:58I think a lot of people were very cautious and I've never had that in me the kind of life I've lived
44:06with having a disability and everything you sort of take chances when you can because
44:11you don't know when your next chance is going to be
44:14can't wait to be there my parents were always worried because of my condition and they don't
44:25want me to have any fractures or accidents away from home but I think as I've got older they've
44:30learned that they can't really stop me from going anywhere so I'm coming to the Philippines
44:36this is all a bit mad I have no idea if I was going to be there when I get there
44:44and I don't know what I'm going to do if she's not there
44:47she'll probably sort this through a little bit more before I've just played
44:51it's taken me forever to get through customs and baggage
45:20the airport's insane
45:27it's noisy chaotic and I can't find her anywhere
45:39nothing and there's no Wi-Fi at the airport
45:42my phone won't connect to any of the networks
45:49no free Wi-Fi no signal so I can't call her
45:53absolute nightmare
45:57why is she in here?
45:59what if this ain't real?
46:05I've been on two planes and nearly 30 hours of travel
46:12I have no hotel I am screwed basically
46:26I can't see Ara I'm really worried that she's not going to show up maybe she was stringing
46:39me along the whole time
46:41what happened?
46:43Shorna don't respect me like a partner like a boyfriend that she's so fucking rude
46:48this is extremely hard for me at the moment
46:50I don't want to lose Adnan
46:51for me everything is done
46:53what are you doing?
46:54saying to you stop
46:56I am really angry
46:58Mete doesn't listen to me
47:00my toes nearly under the wheel
47:02you don't have the good communication
47:04I can't ask her
47:05will you marry me?
47:06what does your nephew call you?
47:08he called me father
47:09what the fuck?
47:10certain things I don't think are adding up
47:13oh I'm struggling
47:16oh mate
47:17ah there's a cockroach
47:19that could have gone right up my vagina
47:32I can't ask her
47:33no
47:34I can't ask her
47:36what did she think?
47:37oh
47:39oh
47:41oh
47:42oh
47:43oh
47:44oh
47:45oh
47:46ah
47:47ah
47:49ah
47:50ah
47:51ah
47:52ah
47:53ah
47:54ah
47:55ah
47:56ah
47:57ah
47:58ah
47:59ah
48:01ah