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The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 3 Episode 2 | Eng Sub

It’s the end of her junior year of college, and Belly’s looking forward to another summer in Cousins with her soulmate, Jeremiah. Her future seems set, until some core-shaking events bring her first love Conrad back into her life. Now on the brink of adulthood, Belly finds herself at a crossroads and must decide which brother has her heart. Summer will never be the same.#
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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo.
00:52Days in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:18Yeah.
01:19Bells.
01:20Can we go on a coffee run?
01:22I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were
01:29so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kinda moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:12No.
02:13Hey, okay, that's...that's not fair.
02:15I just...I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:18Okay, I'm sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:24No, I don't wanna crash your boys trip.
02:26It's not just boys.
02:27The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends.
02:31Cool.
02:32Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now?
02:40You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:42Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:44When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun at spring break,
02:52and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:56Oh, my God!
02:57What?
02:58Please...please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:01I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it.
03:16So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:27I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:33I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crush my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:53See?
03:54Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You want to know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:40You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:51I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again.
05:57But...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07No.
06:08It's better than me, but...
06:09worth it.
06:10I'm gonna get, you know what to do with the guy.
06:11You're gonna get more eyes.
06:12You're gonna get more eyes.
06:13I want you to have a guy.
06:14You're gonna get more eyes.
06:15I'm gonna miss you.
06:16Let's go.
06:17I'll just go.
06:18You should go.
06:32You should go.
06:33Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:29Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:35Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53So you saw it's StarrcadeX?
08:57StarrcadeX?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, no personal stuff.
09:33All right, I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, StarrcadeX?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51All right.
10:10What?
10:10All right.
10:11Okay.
10:11All right.
10:12All right.
10:13you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like I can't just study I also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously
10:48I'm not going to be in cousins because Jeremiah and then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial because again Jeremiah and I might
11:02never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah so okay one thing at a time
11:07it's not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay I'll meet you after a study group it's not just Lacey I can't avoid
11:24I see Jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33hoping life brings you no new
11:38pain
11:39I rearrange my memories I try to rewrite our life
11:47but no matter how I try to
11:53and no matter how I want to
12:00and no matter how easy things could be if I did
12:08and no matter how guilty I still feel
12:14saying
12:15I wish I hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and I learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere I go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:35everybody
12:36John
12:37ah
12:38beautiful John
12:40that was just very close
12:41that couldn't live in the middle of the door
12:43so
12:45I just need to not be here
12:48hi
12:59mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry how are you mom
13:12I had an extremely dull conference which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway
13:18a passport
13:19I found out I got off the wait list for Paris
13:23that's fantastic
13:26honey congratulations
13:28how's JR taking it
13:31I know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah
13:34um
13:36mom I gotta go
13:37okay
13:38love you
13:39bro
13:45you're tweaking
13:46you need to
13:47have a loud
13:49try some of the wind again I got
13:51may help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think I know about breakups
13:59I know about breakups
14:00you saw me after Sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds
14:03Redbird
14:04felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07dude I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11and I say this with love
14:12but
14:13you two were broken up
14:15right
14:15and
14:16you were wasted as hell
14:17and Lacey was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back
14:22yeah
14:23yeah probably
14:25Belly's been
14:35the center of my world
14:37since I lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like I'm losing
14:53the best part of myself
14:55well that's beautiful man
14:58so fight for her
15:03stop saying you're sorry
15:05find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted
15:20but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24it's on sight
15:25don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:28it kind of sucks
15:29you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30do you think I'm being too hard on him
15:34look
15:34if you really thought
15:38you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating
15:41but to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part I can't get over
15:51what Annika didn't know
15:53was that I had a secret too
15:55it was the day after Christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so I borrowed Steven's car
16:12and went to Cousins
16:13oh shit
16:21shit shit shit
16:23oh my god
16:24okay what would Kevin do
16:26what would Kevin do
16:27okay
16:29Steven open up it's me
16:45belly
16:47you okay
16:52yeah
16:54yeah
16:54yeah sorry
16:55just the flash got to me
16:56okay
16:57next
16:59belly
17:11no please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:16look I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22okay
17:25how did it happen
17:30I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:34she was just there
17:37how many times
17:41twice
17:47Jer how could you do this to me
17:51belly please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53but I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting
17:57and I would do anything to take it back
17:59stop
18:00you can't undo what you did
18:01belly
18:02please
18:03I'm sorry
18:04I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:07I love him too
18:09and I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12don't know how
18:14you were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:23Laurel
18:33Elliot
18:35hey
18:36hey
18:37oh
18:38fancy books you got there
18:40oh yeah
18:40you know
18:41well I've already read the Moncrief translation twice
18:43so
18:43as one does
18:44yeah
18:45yeah I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48in the original French
18:51go for it
18:53live on the edge
18:54you know um
18:56you and I
18:57we could start our own book group
18:58if uh
18:59if you're interested
19:00unfortunately
19:01Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03her first year of college
19:04John
19:05what are you doing here
19:07open up a word with you
19:08in private
19:09Professor
19:10okay
19:12see you later Elliot
19:14uh
19:15sure
19:16yeah
19:16um
19:16I'll be at the
19:18Flaubert Symposium
19:19if you want to drop by
19:20okay
19:21sounds great
19:22okay
19:22what was that
19:26so
19:27TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now
19:29he's an adjunct
19:30and maybe
19:31I was flirting back
19:32well then I was doing him a favor
19:33you'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes
19:35what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway
19:38researching potential crossover courses
19:40our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44and a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47shoot me dead
19:48please make your way into ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54thank you
19:55that sounds
19:59boring as shit
20:00yeah
20:01okay
20:03new plan
20:06we find somewhere to drink this
20:08steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09pull your weight
20:10okay
20:27welcome to day one
20:29by the end of the summer
20:31I expect half of you will still be here
20:33don't piss me off
20:34and we'll be fine
20:35okay
20:38first patient
20:39we have a 15 year old boy
20:41came in following a seizure
20:42any thoughts on what might be going on
20:44I want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say
20:49well
20:49could be puberty hormones
20:54he's 15
20:54he's also recovering from the flu
20:57and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00very good
21:00they also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02and that does increase risk
21:04good catch
21:05sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07absolutely thank you
21:09Dr. Namazi
21:10I'll keep that in mind
21:11okay
21:12next patient
21:13are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess
21:18it's fine
21:19I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up in the next one
21:21look I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:24love for your brother's girlfriend
21:25why did I tell you that
21:27because you were like yearning to
21:28or whatever
21:30safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35nice
21:37give me your phone
21:38mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:40it's in my room also the kids are fine
21:42also you're upside down
21:44yes
21:44yes I am
21:45why are you doing
21:50getting some things off my chest
21:53why did I ask
21:54you know even though our marriage went to shit
21:58we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02yes we did
22:03oh my god
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14in Paris
22:15oh
22:16do you know
22:17how the Parisian police found Quasimodo
22:19they followed a hunch
22:21please never tell that joke again
22:24you used to love my jokes
22:26you used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose
22:29in fact
22:30wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date
22:31I was fake laughing
22:33and I planned to sleep with you all along
22:35you did
22:38mind if I work in
22:40uh no it's all yours
22:43we're done here
22:44appreciate it
22:45why are you here
23:00what are you
23:01you haven't responded to my text all day
23:03it's finals
23:05it's a stressful time
23:06hey are you okay
23:08what's wrong
23:08I'm hungry
23:11okay then let's
23:13let's just grab some food
23:14come on get in
23:16okay
23:20so uh
23:37uh where do you want to go eat
23:41I don't know
23:43what
23:50uh
23:53I broke up with Mia
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03what
24:04what
24:07uh
24:08sorry
24:09I just
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted to be with you
24:13but after
24:14after the other night
24:15sleeping over
24:16Stephen I
24:16you're wrong
24:18and I've told you before
24:19I just want this to be casual
24:20okay
24:21it's never casual with you and me
24:23Taylor you know that
24:23let's just stop
24:25fucking around
24:26you know
24:26and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people
24:28they don't even know about us
24:29that doesn't matter
24:29it's still messed up
24:30Taylor I want you and me
24:33to have a fresh start
24:34you know free
24:34and clear
24:36and clean
24:36Stephen we've tried before
24:38we've tried a million times
24:39it doesn't
24:39we don't work
24:40it never works
24:41Taylor you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with
24:43I'm telling you
24:45I think I love you
24:46stop
24:46no don't
24:47I can't do this
24:48what are you talking
24:49can you pull over
24:50and let me out of the fucking car
24:52Taylor I need you to listen to me
24:53please
24:53that's all I'm asking for
24:54Stephen please just let me out of the car
24:55we're in the middle of the road
24:56Taylor I'm not doing that
24:57I don't care I want to leave
24:58pull over
24:58and let me
25:00out of the fucking car
25:01fine fine
25:02fine
25:02fuck
25:03here I'm pulling over
25:05okay
25:06Taylor what the fuck
25:12Taylor I told you
25:29I don't want
25:29oh my god
25:32Taylor
25:36I'm really sorry
25:41what happened
25:43were you with him
25:44are you hurt
25:45what happened
25:47I wasn't in the car
25:49okay
25:50we were arguing
25:51and I jumped out
25:55and he was trying to come after me
25:56okay
25:57what
26:00what
26:04it's just my fault
26:09no no
26:10no it's not your fault
26:11yes it is
26:13you with Stephen Conklin
26:15yeah
26:15yeah
26:16is he okay
26:17initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion
26:21cerebral contusion
26:23it's a bruise on the brain
26:24we won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down
26:27until then
26:27we'll keep him sedated
26:29so we just wait and see
26:31is that it
26:31there's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need to make decisions
26:35on his behalf
26:35can that be one of you
26:36I'm his sister
26:37his sister works
26:39okay
26:40um
26:40what kind of decisions do I
26:42it's
26:43it's in the paperwork there
26:44I need to
26:48I need to try my parents again
26:50I couldn't
26:50okay
26:51I will try them
26:52I will do it
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents insurance
26:57or his job
26:58how am I supposed to know
26:59his fucking blood type
27:00I think
27:01I think I remember Stephen
27:02bragging about being
27:04a universal donor
27:05of course
27:06you can brag about anything
27:07okay
27:10O-negative
27:12he's O-negative
27:13okay
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16I think I should
27:18let a few other people know
27:20do you want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know
27:27an hour ago
27:27I wanted to throw up
27:29thinking about him
27:29but now I just
27:30I just wish he was here
27:34I don't even know what to say
27:36to make me feel bad
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:43okay
27:44I will track down your parents
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47okay
27:48just
27:49just fill out the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me
27:52I'm gonna do it
27:53thank you
27:53um
27:54can you call Conrad too
27:56because he just might
27:57understand what
27:59all this means
28:00yeah
28:00I got you
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01well I'll hop on the next flight
28:07no it's fine
28:08Laurel and John
28:09will probably be here by then
28:10okay
28:11well
28:12tell me what the doctor
28:14said exactly
28:14he's kind of a dick
28:16he basically blew us off
28:17we're trying to get updates
28:18but
28:18well maybe I can help
28:19where's he admitted
28:20we're at um
28:21Providence General
28:23but
28:24how
28:25I will figure it out
28:26I just want to do something
28:29hey
28:32how's Belly
28:33she's fine
28:35yeah
28:35okay
28:36yeah
28:37yeah
28:37great
28:37okay
28:38well just keep me updated
28:41okay
28:41yep
28:42will do
28:42all right
28:43Dr. Namazi
28:46excuse me
28:47what's up
28:48a friend of mine
28:50was in a car accident
28:51uh
28:52very close friend
28:53more like family
28:54and
28:55he's at Providence General
28:57is there any chance
28:58you know anyone
28:59in neurology there
29:00the head of neurology
29:01is a friend of a friend
29:02well his name is
29:03Stephen Conklin
29:03do you think
29:04do you think
29:04there's any
29:05possible way
29:06that
29:06you could make a call
29:08I'll see what I can do
29:11thank you
29:12do you think
29:13you need to take the day
29:14uh
29:17no
29:18I'm good
29:19okay
29:21Jerry's in the line
29:37Jerry's in the lobby
29:51yeah I know babe
29:53he just wants to be nearby
29:55if we need him
29:56he's not gonna come
29:57try and talk to you
29:57or anything
29:58that's so sweet
30:01why does he have to be
30:02so sweet
30:03should I text him
30:05Isabel Conklin
30:10I'm Dr. Joon Kwon
30:13I head up the neurology team
30:14I'm taking over
30:15your brother's case
30:16does that mean
30:17he's gotten worse
30:17no
30:18it means someone
30:19well connected
30:19is looking out for you
30:20I got a call
30:22from a colleague
30:23at Stanford
30:24Stephen is sedated
30:26and sleeping
30:26he's stable
30:27and I've ordered
30:28a CT scan
30:28have you seen him yet
30:30well let's get you
30:32back there
30:32we allow two visitors
30:34immediate family only
30:35so I'll presume
30:36this is Stephen's
30:37other sister
30:38follow me
30:39any news on your friend
30:48no
30:49you sure you shouldn't
30:51just go out there
30:52I don't even know
30:53what I'd do if I did
30:54it's not like I'm a doctor
30:55yet
30:55plus we barely talked
30:57over the last few years
30:58no cell phones
31:01yeah
31:02how did everything go
31:04with those blood draws
31:05good
31:06great
31:06this is mislabeled
31:13oh that's
31:14that's mine
31:15that's my mistake
31:16a mistake that put
31:17your patient at risk
31:19I'll fix it right now
31:19you should have gone home
31:20when I gave you the chance
31:21it won't happen again
31:22no it won't
31:23you're done here
31:24you're not ready for this
31:26you're firing me for one
31:30mistake
31:30Dr. Namazi please
31:32you may see this as one
31:33mistake
31:33but this is about you not
31:35knowing your limits
31:36which makes you a walking
31:37liability
31:38my liability
31:39Dr. Namazi
31:40I don't
31:41you can always apply
31:43again next year
31:44Steven can I tell you a secret
32:09I've never loved anyone
32:11like I love you
32:12do you know how scary
32:17that is
32:18I know I act like
32:24I don't care
32:25but I just
32:26I care so
32:27so much
32:29and I'm always afraid
32:34that it's just a matter
32:35of time before you come to me
32:36and you tell me that I'm not worth it
32:37and you're just going to be like
32:40actually
32:41you're not worth it
32:42so I figured if I just keep
32:56pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean
32:59anything to me
33:00then you can't hurt me
33:01and I don't know how to stop doing that
33:06you know the first time we got together
33:18you remember you told me that you were like
33:21you told me that
33:22you wouldn't give up on us
33:24you have no idea
33:28how badly I wanted to believe you
33:30I have good news
33:49the CT scan is clear
33:50the CT scan is clear
33:52what does that mean
33:53the swelling on Stephen's brain
33:54has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him
33:56off the sedatives
33:57it'll be a while
33:58until he wakes up
33:59we'll let you know
34:00when he's ready for visitors
34:01thank you
34:02it's okay
34:06he's gonna be okay
34:07I've just been scared
34:09I'm really sorry
34:18to dump this on you
34:19I know you don't think
34:20that Stephen and I
34:20should get back together
34:21no I never should have judged you
34:24but you're right
34:24I've been all over the place
34:27like not wanting to let go of Stephen
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this like emotional buffer
34:33it's shitty
34:34and selfish
34:35and Stephen was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked
34:40but all this
34:42it's like
34:43I think
34:48I think that it made me realize
34:50that even though I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared to lose Stephen
34:55again
34:55I'm more scared
34:56not to try
34:58I'm gonna
35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis
35:04whatever you want to do
35:08I support you
35:09alright how rough do I look right now
35:21do I look hot
35:22I'm not gonna lie to you
35:24I look that bad
35:25just go back to the house
35:30eat something
35:31shower
35:32you heard the doctor
35:35he's not gonna be up for a little while
35:37thanks babe
35:38hey
35:43if you want to get back with Jeremiah
35:49just do it
35:50I never said that
35:52and make him beg
35:52obviously
35:53but
35:54don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years
35:58like not if it's still what you want
36:03okay
36:09we gotta get up
36:24shut up
36:27still not a morning person
36:30huh
36:31my eyes are crispy
36:35can you bring me some of your contact solution
36:38yeah
36:39oh my god
36:50John get in here
36:54oh my god
36:56mom
36:57where were you
36:58belly
36:58I just got your messages
36:59what's going on
37:00Stephen was in an accident
37:02is he okay
37:03he's gonna be fine
37:04I've been trying to keep it together
37:07but I was so scared
37:10oh man
37:12shut up
37:12I can't imagine how terrified you must have been
37:15I'm so so sorry
37:17have you been there all alone
37:20no
37:21no
37:21um
37:22Taylor's here
37:23and she's been amazing
37:24and
37:25and
37:27Jer's here
37:28he stayed all night
37:29mom
37:31things have been so crazy
37:32listen sweetheart
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can
37:35and um
37:36I'll track down your dad
37:38and let him know
37:39I love you so much belly
37:41I love you mommy
37:43Steve was in a car accident
37:47he's okay
37:48he's gonna be fine
37:49but belly couldn't reach either of us listeners
37:52just meet me in the lobby in five
37:54we hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since
38:21hey
38:21that day at the motel
38:23hey
38:24hey
38:25why are you holding a poker
38:34oh
38:35um
38:36I thought you were a burglar
38:38of course you did
38:40where's Jer
38:45he and your dad are on their way to Chamonix
38:48right
38:51aren't you supposed to be meeting them there
38:55yeah my flight cop
38:56delayed because of the weather
38:57they were trying to rebook me for the 28th
39:00what are you doing here
39:02my mom is on a retreat in the mountains
39:05and Stephen's in New York
39:06I was all alone at home
39:08so
39:10you have chocolate all over your face
39:35no I don't
39:36what did you do
39:37you just stick your whole head in to save time
39:38shut it
39:40what are you doing
39:42you called I could start a fire
39:44so I think it's maybe a little late for a fire
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash
39:54Merry Christmas belly
39:57it's really good to see you
40:01you too
40:06the next morning
40:16right when I woke up
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay
40:33oh no leave me alone
40:36you're hurt can you move
40:38I thought you were gone
40:40nope
40:41still here
40:43let me help you out
40:48no no no
40:49ow
40:49just
40:50just give me a minute
40:52okay
40:52how bad does it hurt
41:03on a scale from 1 to 10
41:0511
41:06you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no I'm not
41:09I mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13seriously it was like
41:16when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20you calling me an animal
41:22ow
41:27ow
41:28I'm gonna pick you up
41:32and I'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no
41:34just just just
41:35no just I'm too heavy for you
41:37just okay
41:37I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared
41:41but I can pick you up Ellie
41:42ready
41:45okay come on
41:48okay
41:48ow
41:49you're okay
41:51ready
41:52watch
41:53watch your legs
41:58ow
42:01you're okay
42:03yeah
42:04ow
42:04that's when I had this sudden thought
42:12a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together
42:28but not together
42:30entertainingly expressive
42:45h-blank-blank-blank-y
42:47hmm
42:48hammy
42:52hammy
42:54falling by a cold river
42:57feel my feet of love
43:01she's better off with Laszlo
43:05you're insane
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14oh my god
43:15what
43:15I'm gonna get more firewood
43:18you know you are way too young to be this cynical
43:22yeah
43:23yeah
43:23hey
43:31belly
43:32hey sorry my reception out here is terrible
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off
43:36what do you have to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins
43:39I-I got super lonely
43:40so I-I drove up
43:42oh nice
43:42uh did you bring Taylor?
43:44no I came by myself
43:46well I wish you were here with me
43:48I'll run supply gum and stuff because of the weather
43:50so I'm just talking with my dad
43:52yeah he um
43:54he's
43:55what?
43:56hello?
43:56belly
43:57can you hear me?
43:58jare
43:58I-
43:59I can't hear what you're saying
44:00uh
44:00nevermind
44:02what?
44:04wait uh
44:05I'll try to see you tomorrow
44:06okay
44:06bye boss
44:07okay
44:07okay love you
44:09hey I-I would have told jare that you're here too
44:18don't worry about it
44:18I never told jeremiah that conrad was with me at Cousins
44:22because there was nothing to tell
44:24nothing happened with conrad
44:26nothing was ever gonna happen
44:28the next morning conrad was gone
44:41he left just like I thought he would
44:46no goodbye
44:50just gone like a ghost
44:58conrad fisher
45:05the ghost of christmas past
45:07blackbird on my shoulder
45:11and what difference does it make
45:15when this love is over
45:20shall I sleep within your bed
45:23river of unhappiness
45:29hold your hands upon my head
45:32till I breathe my last breath
45:38how the woe woe woe woe is me
45:41the last time that you touch me
45:47how will wonders ever cease
45:50blast and be the mystery of love
45:57come in
46:17hey
46:24can you take your shoes off
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one
46:31no jerk I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34yeah he's gonna be okay
46:35thanks
46:36good
46:37all right this is for you
46:39thank you
46:40you're welcome
46:41um
46:43so look um
46:46about yesterday
46:48I mean we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52cool
46:54uh that's
46:55actually I was gonna say
46:58that she kind of has a point
47:00oh
47:02I mean look you know I always tell you the truth
47:05right
47:05and the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell
47:08obviously
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11excuse me
47:12well you can
47:14deny your emotions all you want
47:17they're not going anywhere
47:18and
47:20as long as you're afraid to face them
47:23they'll run you
47:23not the other way around
47:24hello would have been nice
47:31hello
47:33Stephen
47:37you ready for a visitor
47:38oh yeah
47:39oh you're awake
47:40ow
47:41ow
47:42careful of his ribs
47:43no no break another one why don't you
47:45it's barely cracked you baby
47:47how's uh
47:49how's mom and dad where are they
47:51they're on their way
47:52hey
47:53uh hi
47:58i'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01i'm glad you're alive
48:03you scared the shit out of everyone
48:10you know that
48:11belly was worried to death
48:13i knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14obviously
48:15i was in a coma
48:17so
48:18yeah but
48:19medically induced
48:21huh
48:22Stephen i'm joking
48:27i was worried about you too
48:29obviously
48:30yeah yeah you know
48:31i've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32since i woke up
48:33you know before the crash
48:35me too
48:35and you were right
48:36you and me we don't work
48:40what
48:43if we
48:48never ran into each other that day in new york
48:51we would have just gone about our lives and been fine
48:53so let's just pretend we didn't
48:55i've never been able to think early when it comes to you tay
49:03i couldn't let you go
49:07you know i love a challenge
49:11but
49:11it is a wake-up call
49:16you were right
49:19you and me we don't work
49:21hmm
49:23good
49:26then we're on the same page
49:28yeah yeah finally
49:30i'm gonna go find belly
49:31first loves are important
49:44conrad was mine
49:46for the rest of my life i would think of him fondly
49:49the way you do your first pet
49:51the first car you drove
49:53but they're not as important as lasts
49:57stephen's gonna be okay
50:11thank god
50:13do you wanna get some air
50:20yeah yeah i would love that
50:24i was
50:30i am so mad at you
50:33and you have every right to be
50:35i'm sorry for what i did to you
50:37and i'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner
50:39i'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:42i know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again
50:47but i'm willing to do whatever it takes if you let me
50:50i'm sorry too
50:55sorry for what
50:59sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:04and to cabo
51:07i can see how you thought we were broken up
51:13you can't
51:15yeah but i i don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily
51:22i mean i could barely function
51:25how were you okay enough to have sex with someone
51:27no belly i was completely numb that whole week
51:30i didn't even feel like i was there when lacy and i
51:33when we had sex
51:35after i i just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for i don't i don't even know how long
51:42i was just thinking how could i deserve you
51:45after that
51:46maybe we
51:51shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:56i mean
51:58if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes then
52:05maybe we can just start over
52:09i want that bells i want that so much
52:13you can't ever hurt me like that again
52:17i promise
52:19i promise
52:24i don't want to mess this up again
52:39we won't
52:42after steven
52:44i get it now
52:46life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love
52:51i want to be with you always no matter what
52:55i just can't imagine my life without you
52:59me either
53:01elliot's always been our story
53:03yours and mine
53:05nobody else's
53:06what are you thinking
53:12it's the future
53:15it's just crazy
53:16i don't know what say it
53:17would you
53:22yes
53:22you don't even know what i'm about to say
53:25try me
53:28isabel conklin
53:34will you marry me
53:37yes
53:39yeah i'll marry you
53:41i love you
53:52i love you
53:55i love you
53:55i bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:12i bet we've sailed the milky way walked on the sun together how could i forget those emerald eyes
54:33i had those emerald eyes
54:37they took me by surprise
54:40but suddenly
54:41i missed your face
54:43i knew that smile from miles away
54:46i knew that i have loved you
54:49i have loved you
54:50forever
54:51forever
54:55and a day
54:57and a day
54:59and a day
55:01and all my lives i'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:07i'm yours
55:09i'm yours forever
55:13and a day
55:15i don't believe in destiny
55:31but i might have to stay
55:38your melodies
55:41they're changing me
55:44i'm yours forever
55:48you

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