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The Summer Turned Pretty Season 3 Episode 2
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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I don't know.
06:10I'm agree with you, ma'am.
06:13No.
06:15I'm sorry.
06:20You're not so good at all.
06:22I'm sorry, you're gonna throw me up.
06:24I were just...
06:26Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:56She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're this scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:32Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcade X?
08:57Starrcade X?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, we have bigger nerd clues.
09:02Should I please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:30I'm, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcade X?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51Okay.
10:15What?
10:16you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously
10:48i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah and i might
11:02never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one thing at a time
11:07is not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything is oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life
11:47but no matter how i try to and no matter how i want to and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:08and no matter how guilty i still feel
12:14saying
12:15i wish i hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:35everybody
12:36me
12:36john
12:37beautiful john
12:40that was just very close
12:41i couldn't live in your door
12:43so
12:45i just need to not be here
12:49hi
12:59mom hi
13:00um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the wait list for pairs
13:23that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:28how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah um mom i gotta go
13:37okay love you
13:39bro
13:44bro
13:45you're tweaking you need to
13:47level out
13:49try this new indica i got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life
13:55sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups
13:59i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds redbird
14:04felt like something to me
14:05i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:13you two were broken up
14:15right and you were wasted as hell and lacy was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse
14:20i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22well yeah yeah probably
14:25belly's been the center of my world
14:37since i lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like i'm i'm losing
14:53the best part of myself
14:55well that's a beautiful man
14:57so fight for her
15:03stop saying you're sorry
15:05find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy
15:10i don't think it's supposed to be
15:12i just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted
15:20but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21i swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24it's on site
15:25don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:28kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30do you think i'm being too hard on him
15:34look
15:34if you really thought
15:38you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating
15:41but to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part i can't get over
15:51what annika didn't know
15:53was that i had a secret too
15:55it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01steven was visiting friends
16:03jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured
16:07why be home alone when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:13oh shit
16:21shit shit shit
16:23oh my god
16:24okay what would kevin do
16:26what would kevin do
16:27okay
16:28steven open up it's me
16:45belly
16:51you okay
16:52yeah
16:54yeah
16:54sorry
16:55just the flash got to me
16:56okay
16:57next
16:59belly
17:11belly
17:11no please don't leave
17:13i made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:16look i'll tell you anything
17:19i'll tell you anything
17:20i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22okay
17:25how did it happen
17:30look i was really sad
17:33i was drunk
17:34she was just there
17:37how many times
17:41twice
17:47jair how could you do this to me
17:51belly please
17:52i know i don't deserve you
17:53but i love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting
17:57and i would do anything to take it back
17:59stop you can't undo what you did
18:01belly
18:02please
18:03i'm sorry
18:04i'm so sorry
18:05i've never loved anyone but you
18:07i love him too
18:09and i want to forgive him
18:11i just
18:12don't know how
18:14you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:23laurel
18:33elliott
18:35hey
18:36hey
18:37oh
18:38fancy books you got there
18:40oh yeah
18:40you know
18:41well i've already read the mokrieff translation twice so
18:43as one does
18:44yeah
18:45yeah i've decided it's the year that i finally read
18:48in the original french
18:51go for it
18:53live on the edge
18:54you know um
18:56you and i we could start our own book group if uh
18:59if you're interested
19:00unfortunately professor park dropped out of french her first year of college
19:04john
19:05what are you doing here
19:07open up a word with you
19:08in private
19:09professor
19:10okay
19:12see you later elliott
19:14uh
19:15sure
19:16yeah
19:16um
19:16i'll be at the uh
19:18flaubert symposium if you want to drop by
19:20okay
19:21sounds great
19:22okay
19:22what was that
19:26so
19:27ta's are allowed to flirt with professors now
19:29he's an adjunct and maybe i was flirting back
19:32well then i was doing him a favor
19:33you'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes
19:35what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway
19:38researching potential crossover courses our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44and a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47shoot me dad
19:48please make your way in the ballroom b for tropes of old english epic poetry
19:54thank you
19:55thank you
19:55that sounds
19:59worrying as shit
20:00yeah
20:01okay
20:03new plan
20:06we find somewhere to drink this
20:08steal a wine opener
20:08i can't do that
20:09pull your weight
20:10okay
20:27welcome to day one
20:29by the end of the summer i expect half of you will still be here
20:32don't piss me off and we'll be fine
20:35okay first patient
20:39we have a 15 year old boy
20:41came in following a seizure
20:42any thoughts on what might be going on
20:44i want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say
20:49well
20:49uh
20:51could be puberty hormones
20:54he's 15
20:54uh could also
20:55he's also recovering from the flu
20:57and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00very good
21:00they also gave him nausea meds at the er and that does increase risk
21:04good catch
21:05sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07absolutely thank you dr namazi i'll keep that in mind
21:11okay
21:12next patient
21:13are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one
21:17i'm sure that's just a mess
21:18it's fine i'll take that i'll make it up in the next one
21:21look i know that climbing up namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:25why did i tell you that
21:27because you were like yearning to
21:28please help you out
21:29whatever
21:30safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35nice
21:37give me your phone mine's dead and i want to call the kids
21:40it's in my room also the kids are fine also you're upside down
21:44yes yes i am
21:45why are you doing
21:50getting some things off my chest
21:53why did i ask
21:54you know even though our marriage went to shit
21:58we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02yes we did
22:03oh my god i just remembered belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in paris
22:15oh do you know how the parisian police found quasimodo they followed a hunch
22:21please never tell that joke again
22:24you used to love my jokes
22:26you used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose
22:29in fact wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date
22:31i was fake laughing and i planned to sleep with you all along
22:35you did
22:38mind if i work in
22:40uh no it's all yours
22:43we're done here
22:44appreciate it
22:44why are you here
23:00what are you you haven't responded to my text all day
23:03it's finals it's a stressful time
23:07hey are you okay what's wrong
23:08i'm i'm hungry
23:11okay then let's let's just grab some food
23:14come on get in
23:16okay
23:20so uh
23:37uh where do you want to go eat
23:41i don't know
23:43uh i broke up with mia
23:55i hope you didn't do that for me
24:03what
24:04what uh sorry
24:09i just i thought you'd be happy that i just wanted to be with you
24:13even after after the other night sleeping over
24:16steven i you're wrong and i've told you before i just want this to be casual
24:20okay it's never casual with you and me taylor you know that
24:23let's just stop fucking around you know and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people
24:28they don't even know about us
24:29that doesn't matter it's still messed up
24:30taylor i want you and me to have a fresh start you know free
24:34and and clear and clean
24:36we've tried before we've tried a million times it doesn't we don't work it never works
24:41taylor you are the only girl i want to be with
24:43i'm telling you i i think i love you
24:46stop stop no don't i i i can't do this
24:48what are you talking
24:49can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car
24:51taylor no taylor i need you to listen to me please
24:53that's all i'm asking for
24:54please just let me out of the car
24:55we're in the middle of the road taylor i'm not doing that
24:57i don't care i want to leave pull over
24:58and let me out of the fucking car
25:01fine fine fine
25:02fuck
25:03here i'm pulling over okay
25:06taylor what the fuck
25:13taylor i told you i don't want
25:29oh my god
25:32taylor
25:36i'm really sorry
25:41what happened
25:43were you with him or you hurt
25:45what happened
25:47i wasn't in the car
25:49okay
25:50you were arguing
25:51i jumped out and he was trying to come after me
25:56okay
25:57it's just my fault
26:09no no no it's not your fault
26:11yes it is
26:14you're with stephen conklin
26:15yeah yeah is he okay
26:17initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion
26:21cerebral contusion
26:23it's a bruise on the brain
26:24we won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down
26:27until then
26:27we'll keep him sedated
26:29so we just wait and see is that it
26:31there's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf
26:35can that be one of you
26:36i'm his sister
26:37sister works
26:39okay um what kind of decisions do i
26:42it's it's in the paperwork there
26:44i need to i need to try my parents again
26:50i couldn't
26:50okay i'll i will try them
26:52i will do it
26:53i don't know stephen's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents insurance or his job
26:58how am i supposed to know his fucking blood type
27:00i think i think i remember stephen bragging about being a universal donor
27:05of course you bragged about anything
27:07okay
27:10he o negative
27:12he's o negative
27:13okay
27:14i'm gonna try your parents again
27:16i think i should uh let a few other people know
27:20do you want me to call jare
27:23i don't know an hour ago i wanted to throw up thinking about him but now i just
27:30i just wish he was here
27:34i don't even know what to say to make me feel bad
27:37i'm gonna be your jare today
27:43okay i will track down your parents i will call jare's dumbass too
27:47okay just just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me i'm gonna do it
27:53thank you um can you call uh conrad too because he just might understand what all this means
28:00i got you i got you i'm gonna call conrad
28:03well i'll hop on the next flight no it's fine laurel and john will probably be here by then
28:10okay
28:11well tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14uh he's kind of a dick he basically blew us off we're trying to get updates but
28:18well maybe i can help where's he admitted
28:20we're at um providence providence general
28:23but how will you
28:25i will figure it out
28:26i just want to do something
28:29hey how's belly
28:33she's fine
28:35yeah okay
28:36yeah yeah great
28:37okay
28:38well just keep me updated okay
28:41yep will do
28:42all right
28:43dr namazi
28:46excuse me
28:47what's up
28:48a friend of mine was in a car accident
28:51uh very close friend more like family
28:54and he's at providence general
28:57is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there
29:00the head of neurology is a friend of a friend
29:02well his name is stephen conklin
29:03do you think there's any possible way that
29:06you could make a call
29:08i'll see what i can do
29:11thank you
29:12do you think you need to take the day
29:14uh no
29:18i'm good
29:19okay
29:21okay
29:21okay
29:25okay
29:26okay
29:35jerry's in the lobby
29:51yeah i know babe
29:53he just wants to be nearby if we need him he's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything
29:58that's so sweet
30:00that's so sweet
30:01why does he have to be so sweet
30:03should i text him
30:05isabel conklin
30:09i'm dr june kwan i head up the neurology team i'm taking over your brother's case
30:15does that mean he's gotten worse
30:16does that mean he's gotten worse
30:17no it means someone well connected is looking out for you
30:21i got a call from a colleague at stanford steven is sedated and sleeping he's stable and i've ordered a ct scan
30:28have you seen him yet
30:30well let's get you back there we allow two visitors immediate family only so i'll presume this is steven's other sister
30:37follow me
30:44any news on your friend
30:47no
30:48you sure you shouldn't just go out there
30:50well i don't even know what i'd do if i did it's not like i'm a doctor yet
30:54plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:57no cell phones
31:00yeah
31:01how did everything go with those blood draws
31:04good
31:05great
31:10this is mislabeled
31:12oh that's uh that's mine
31:14that's my mistake
31:15a mistake that put your patient at risk
31:17i'll fix it right now
31:18you should have gone home when i gave you the chance
31:20it won't happen again
31:21no it won't
31:22you're done here
31:23you're not ready for this
31:25you're firing me for one mistake
31:29dr namazi please i didn't
31:31you may see this as one mistake
31:32but this is about you not knowing your limits
31:35which makes you a walking liability
31:37my liability
31:38dr namazi
31:39i didn't
31:40no
31:41you can always apply again next year
31:42sprungers to or four
31:45sprungers to or four
31:46sprungers to or four
31:47already starts taking
31:48Stephen, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:18I know I act like I don't care, but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just going to be like, actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to me, then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together, you remember you told me that you were like, you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Stephen's brain has gone down, and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:02It's okay.
34:06He's going to be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Stephen and I should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24You're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:27Like, not wanting to let go of Stephen, but still keeping Davis around is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty and selfish.
34:37And Stephen was trying to do the right thing, and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this, it's like...
34:43I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared, I'm so scared to lose Stephen again, I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm going to break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not going to lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not going to be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:39Hey, babe.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously.
35:53But don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03We got to get up.
36:15Okay.
36:16Mm.
36:18Laura.
36:20Mm.
36:22We gotta get up.
36:25Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31Ugh.
36:33My eyes are crispy.
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:37Yeah.
36:46Ugh.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God, Mom, where were you?
36:57Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:00Steven was in an accident.
37:01Is he okay?
37:02He's gonna be fine.
37:05I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:17Have you been there all alone?
37:19No, no.
37:21Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing,
37:24and Jer's here.
37:27He stayed all night.
37:29Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:32Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:34and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:38I love you so much, Belly.
37:41I love you, Mommy.
37:44What is that?
37:45Steven was in a car accident?
37:46He's okay.
37:47Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last minute.
37:51It's okay.
37:52Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:04and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:07Hey.
38:08That day at the motel.
38:09Hey.
38:10Hey.
38:11Hey.
38:12Hey.
38:13Hey.
38:14Hey.
38:15Hey.
38:16Hey.
38:17Why are you holding a poker?
38:18Oh.
38:19Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:20Of course you did.
38:21Where's Jer?
38:22He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:24Right.
38:25Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:26Yeah.
38:27My flight cop.
38:28Yeah.
38:29My flight cop.
38:30Okay.
38:31I'm sorry.
38:32I'm sorry.
38:33I'm sorry.
38:34I'm sorry.
38:35I'm sorry.
38:36I'm sorry.
38:37I'm sorry.
38:38I'm sorry.
38:39I'm sorry.
38:40I'm sorry.
38:41I'm sorry.
38:42I'm sorry.
38:43I'm sorry.
38:44I thought you were a burglar.
38:45Of course you did.
38:46Where's Jer?
38:47He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:50Right.
38:51Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:54Yeah.
38:55My flight cop.
38:56Delayed because of the weather.
38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
38:59Hmm.
39:00What are you doing here?
39:02My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:05and Steven's in New York.
39:06I was all alone at home.
39:08So...
39:33You have chocolate all over your face.
39:34No, I don't.
39:35What do you do?
39:36You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38Shut it!
39:40No, I don't.
39:42You cold, I could start a fire.
39:49See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:58It's really good to see you.
39:59You too.
40:05The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:19Help.
40:20Help.
40:21Help.
40:22You okay?
40:23Oh, no.
40:24Leave me alone.
40:25Are you hurt?
40:26Can you move?
40:27I thought you were gone.
40:28Nope.
40:29Still here.
40:30Let me help you out.
40:31No, no, no.
40:32Ow.
40:33Just...
40:34Just give me a minute.
40:35Okay.
40:36How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
40:37Oh, I don't.
40:38I don't want to.
40:39No, no.
40:40Leave me alone.
40:41You hurt?
40:42Can you move?
40:43I thought you were gone.
40:44Nope.
40:45Still here.
40:46Let me help you out.
40:47No, no, no.
40:48Ow.
40:49Just...
40:50Just give me a minute.
40:51Okay.
40:52How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:04Eleven.
41:05You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:07No, I'm not.
41:09I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:13Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:19What?
41:20You calling me an animal?
41:22Ow.
41:25Ow.
41:26I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:32No, no, no, no.
41:33Just...
41:34Just...
41:35Just...
41:36No.
41:37Just...
41:38I'm too heavy for you.
41:39Just...
41:40Okay.
41:41Leave me here.
41:42I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:45Okay, come on.
41:46Okay.
41:47Ow.
41:48Ow.
41:49You're okay.
41:50Ready?
41:51What?
41:52Ow.
41:53Watch your legs.
41:57Ow.
41:58You're okay.
41:59Yeah.
42:00Ow.
42:01That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:03A part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:33That worked very much.
42:34The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:39Boundless by the time I...
42:42Entertainingly expressive, H blank blank blank Y.
42:47Hmm.
42:48That's what...
42:49Hami.
42:50Hami.
42:51Hami?
42:52Hami.
42:53Hami.
42:54Hami.
42:55Hami.
42:56Hami.
42:57Hami.
42:58Hami.
42:59Hami.
43:00Hami.
43:01Hami.
43:02Hami.
43:03Hami.
43:04Hami.
43:05Hami.
43:06Ha.
43:08Y.
43:09Hami.
43:10Hami.
43:13figures.
43:15you're insane.
43:16Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:17Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Lazlo was doing for the resistance.
43:18I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:21You are way too young to be this cynical...
43:23Yeah...
43:24Hey.
43:30Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:33I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:35What are you up to?
43:36I'm actually in Cousins.
43:38I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:41Oh, nice.
43:42Did you bring Taylor?
43:43No, I came by myself.
43:45Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:47Comrades fly gum and stuff because of the weather,
43:49so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:51Yeah, he...
43:53What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Melody, can you hear me?
43:57Jer, I...
43:58I can't hear what you're saying.
43:59Uh...
44:00Never mind.
44:01What?
44:02Wait, uh...
44:04I'll show you tomorrow.
44:05Okay.
44:06Bye, Mel.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would've told Jer that you're here, too.
44:17Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:21because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:26Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:38The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:40He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:50Just gone like a ghost.
44:52How much so can I take...
45:03Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07He's a black bird on my shoulder.
45:10And what difference does it make?
45:15When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:24River of unhappiness.
45:28Hold your hands upon my head.
45:33Till I breathe my last breath.
45:37Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
45:42The last time that you touch me.
45:46In the rain, though, will wonders ever cease.
45:50Blessed be the mystery of the...
45:56Atele.
46:02Atele.
46:03Atele.
46:09Atele.
46:11Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm going to be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:41Um...
46:43So look, um...
46:46About yesterday.
46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:55Actually, I was going to say that she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:06And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:19And as long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:24Hello.
47:25Hello.
47:26Would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:43No, no.
47:44Break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:53Uh, hi.
48:00I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:15I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah.
48:30You know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:43If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
48:51we would have just gone about our lives and been fine,
48:54so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly
49:02when it comes to you, Tay.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:11it was a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:37Hello?
49:38Hello?
49:38First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life,
49:48I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:19Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:24I was...
50:30I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:45for you to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes
50:49if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:13You can't?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:35After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:50Maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:58I mean...
51:59if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:04then...
52:05maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that.
52:11Bells, I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:34I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:43After Steven,
52:45I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it
52:50with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always,
52:55no matter what.
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story,
53:03yours
53:04and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:10What are you thinking?
53:13It's...
53:14the future.
53:15It's just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:17Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:33Isabel Conklin,
53:34will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41I love you.
53:53I love you too.
53:55I love you.
53:55I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile from miles away.
54:47I knew that I have loved you forever and a day.
54:59A day.
55:01In all my lungs, I'm waiting every time to hear you say, I'll be yours forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe in destiny, but I might have to say.
55:38Your melodies, they're changing me, I'm yours forever.
55:48I don't believe in destiny.
55:49I don't believe in destiny.
55:50I don't believe in destiny.
55:51I don't believe in destiny.
55:52I don't believe in destiny.
55:53I don't believe in destiny.
55:54I don't believe in destiny.
55:55I don't believe in destiny.
55:56I don't believe in destiny.
55:57I don't believe in destiny.
55:58I don't believe in destiny.
55:59I don't believe in destiny.
56:00I don't believe in destiny.
56:01I don't believe in destiny.
56:02I don't believe in destiny.
56:03I don't believe in destiny.
56:04I don't believe in destiny.
56:05I don't believe in destiny.
56:06I don't believe in destiny.
56:07I don't believe in destiny.
56:08I don't believe in destiny.
56:09I don't believe in destiny.
56:10I don't believe in destiny.
56:11I don't believe in destiny.
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