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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07It's worth this.
06:08No, no, no.
06:09Why?
06:10It's worth it.
06:11It's worth it.
06:28Mm-mm.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:58She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:12Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:25You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Uh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just like guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:52That's bullshit.
07:53You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting too, huh?
08:40Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yeah.
08:54Yeah.
08:55So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:56Starrcadex?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche.
09:02Please.
09:03Wait, no.
09:04No, relax.
09:05Alright, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:09Remember?
09:10Why should I forget?
09:11It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm-hmm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, alright?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:20Okay?
09:21Yeah.
09:22Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:36I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:39Alright, um, Starrcadex.
09:43Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, alright?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:54Okay.
09:56All right.
09:57We need you to take this thing.
09:58Let's do some real estate.
09:59Okay?
10:00You don't have any gas Brin.
10:01You don't have any gas to get a gas.
10:02No, that's okay.
10:03Let's go.
10:04Okay.
10:05Do some real estate.
10:06Oh, that's right.
10:07Say it.
10:08I'm out.
10:09You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:42Like I can't just study, I also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously
10:49I'm not going to be in Cousins because Jeremiah.
10:54And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's
10:58memorial because again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:08No.
11:09No, nothing's going to work because everything is...
11:11Oh my God.
11:12Hey, you're going to be okay.
11:18I'll meet you after study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:40I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to rewrite my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to, and no matter how I want to, and no matter how easy things could
12:05be if I did, and no matter how guilty I still feel, saying it, I wish I hated you.
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane, just two different endings you learn to repair, and I learned to keep me in one place.
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us from when we were golden.
12:35Everybody.
12:36John.
12:37Wow.
12:38Beautiful, John.
12:39That was very close.
12:40That couldn't have been a very close.
12:44So, I just need to not be here.
12:49Hi.
12:59Mom, hi.
13:00Um, quick question.
13:01Can you send me my birth certificate overnight, if possible?
13:05Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking.
13:08How are you?
13:09Sorry.
13:10How are you, Mom?
13:12At an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:16What do you need it for, anyway?
13:18A passport.
13:19I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
13:23That's fantastic.
13:25Honey, congratulations.
13:28How's JR taking it?
13:30I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:33Yeah.
13:34Um, Mom, I gotta go.
13:37Okay.
13:38Love you.
13:39Okay.
13:40Okay.
13:44Bro.
13:45You're tweaking.
13:46You need to...
13:47Level out.
13:48Try some of the new indica I got.
13:50May help ease the pain.
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:58I know about breakups.
13:59You saw me after Sean.
14:00You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:03Felt like something to me.
14:04I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:07Dude, I dig your girl.
14:09I really do.
14:10And I say this with love, but...
14:12You two were broken up.
14:13Right?
14:14And you were wasted as hell.
14:16And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:17Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:19I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:22Yeah.
14:23Yeah, probably.
14:34Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:42She's everything to me.
14:44And losing her feels like...
14:50Dude, it feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:01So fight for her.
15:02Stop saying you're sorry.
15:04Find a way to show her.
15:08Make it sound so easy.
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:14I just can't believe it.
15:17He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:26That won't be a problem.
15:27Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:31Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:33Look.
15:35If you really thought you were broken up,
15:39technically it's not cheating.
15:40But to keep it a secret?
15:42That tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:44and he chose to keep it from you.
15:47That's the part I can't get over.
15:50What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret too.
15:54It was the day after Christmas last year.
15:58My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:00Steven was visiting friends.
16:02Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:05I figured, why be home alone
16:07when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:12Oh, shit. Shit, shit, shit, shit.
16:23Oh, my God.
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:25What would Kevin do?
16:27Okay.
16:42Steven, open up. It's me.
16:49Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:52Yeah, yeah, sorry.
16:54Just the flash got to me.
16:56Okay.
16:57Next.
16:58Thanks.
17:10Billy.
17:11No, please don't leave.
17:12I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:14Please just talk to me.
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:19I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24Okay.
17:28How did it happen?
17:30Look, I was really sad.
17:32I was drunk.
17:35She was just there.
17:39How many times?
17:45Twice.
17:48Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:50Billy, please.
17:51I know I don't deserve you,
17:53but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
17:55and it kills me to see you hurting,
17:57and I would do anything to take it back.
17:58Just stop.
17:59You can't undo what you did.
18:01Billy, please.
18:03I'm sorry.
18:04I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:07I love him too.
18:09And I want to forgive him.
18:11I just...
18:13don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person
18:17who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:27I love you.
18:28I love you.
18:33Laurel.
18:34Elliot.
18:35Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:37Oh.
18:38Fancy books you got there.
18:39Oh, yeah.
18:40You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:42As one does.
18:43Yeah.
18:44Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:46La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um...
18:56You and I, we could start our own book group if, uh...
18:59If you're interested.
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:04John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:08In private.
19:09Professor.
19:10Okay.
19:11See you later, Elliot.
19:13Uh, sure.
19:14Yeah.
19:15Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:19Okay.
19:20Sounds great.
19:21Okay.
19:25What was that?
19:26So, TA's are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:28He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:31Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:37Researching potential crossover courses.
19:39Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:43And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:46Shoot me, Dad.
19:48Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:57That sounds...
19:58Worrying as shit.
19:59Yeah.
20:01Okay.
20:04New plan.
20:05We find somewhere to drink this.
20:07Steal a wine opener.
20:08I can't do that.
20:09Pull your weight.
20:10Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:32Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:34Okay.
20:35First patient.
20:36We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:41Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:43Wow.
20:45I want to start off with our first years.
20:47What do you say?
20:48Well...
20:49Uh...
20:50Could be puberty hormones.
20:51He's 15.
20:52Could also...
20:53He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
20:58Very good.
20:59They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:02Good catch.
21:04Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:07Absolutely.
21:08Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:09I'll keep that in mind.
21:10Okay.
21:11Next patient.
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:16I'm sure that's just a myth.
21:17It's fine.
21:18I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up on the next one.
21:20Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:25Why did I tell you that?
21:26Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:28Or whatever.
21:29Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:35Nice!
21:36Give me your phone.
21:37Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:39It's in my room.
21:40Also, the kids are fine.
21:41Also, you're upside down.
21:43Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:46Ugh.
21:48What are you doing?
21:49Getting some things off my chest.
21:52Oh, why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:01Yes, we did.
22:03Been there one time.
22:06Oh, my God.
22:07I just remembered.
22:08Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:14Oh!
22:15Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:19They followed a hunch.
22:21Please never tell that joke again.
22:24Used to love my jokes.
22:26Used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:28In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:31I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:35You did?
22:38Mind if I work in?
22:40Uh, no.
22:41It's all yours.
22:42No, we're done here.
22:43Appreciate it.
22:58Why are you here?
22:59What are you...
23:00You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:03It's finals.
23:04It's a stressful time.
23:06Tay, are you okay?
23:07What's wrong?
23:08I'm...
23:09I'm hungry.
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:14Come on, get in.
23:19Okay.
23:28So, uh...
23:38Uh, where do you wanna go eat?
23:41I don't know.
23:48What?
23:52Uh...
23:53I broke up with Mia.
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:02What?
24:06What?
24:07Uh...
24:08Sorry.
24:09I just...
24:10I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over...
24:15Steven, I...
24:16You're wrong.
24:17And I've told you before.
24:18I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me, Taylor.
24:22You know that.
24:23Oh, my God.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:27They don't even know about us.
24:28That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:31Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:33You know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:37We've tried a million times.
24:38We weren't kids then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I wanna be with.
24:42Oh, my God.
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop. Stop.
24:47No, don't.
24:48I can't do this.
24:49What are you talking...
24:50Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:52Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I'm not doing that.
24:57I don't care.
24:58I wanna leave.
24:59Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:00Fine.
25:01Fine.
25:02Fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here.
25:05Hey.
25:06Taylor, what the fuck?
25:10Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:28Oh, my God.
25:29Taylor.
25:30Taylor.
25:31Hi.
25:32I'm really sorry.
25:33What happened?
25:34Were you with him or are you hurt?
25:35What happened?
25:36I wasn't in the car.
25:37Okay.
25:38We were arguing.
25:39I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:41Okay.
25:42What?
25:43It's just my fault.
25:44No, no, no, it's not your fault.
25:45Yeah.
25:46What happened?
25:47What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:51I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:56Okay.
25:57What?
25:58It's just my fault.
25:59No, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:00Yes, it is.
26:01You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:02Yeah.
26:03Yeah.
26:04Is he okay?
26:05Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:20Cerebral contusion?
26:22It's a bruise on the brain.
26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:26Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:29So we just wait and see?
26:30Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:36I'm his sister.
26:37His sister works.
26:38Okay.
26:39What kind of decisions do I...
26:41It's in the paperwork there.
26:47I need to try my parents again.
26:49I couldn't...
26:50Okay.
26:51I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance.
26:55If he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:57How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
26:59I think...
27:00I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.
27:04Of course.
27:05You can brag about anything.
27:06Okay.
27:07O negative.
27:08He's O negative.
27:09Okay.
27:10Okay.
27:11I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:12Okay.
27:13I don't...
27:14I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.
27:17Do you want me to call Jer?
27:18I don't know an hour ago I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:23I just wish he was here.
27:24I don't know an hour ago I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:30I just wish he was here.
27:33I don't even know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:36I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:43Okay.
27:44We'll track down your parents.
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:47Okay?
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:51I'm gonna do it.
27:53Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means.
27:59I got you.
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:05Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:07No, it's fine.
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:11Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:15He basically blew us off.
28:16We're trying to get updates, but...
28:18Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:20We're at, um, Providence General.
28:23But how?
28:24I will figure it out.
28:27I just want to do something.
28:28Hey, how's Belly?
28:32She's fine.
28:33Yeah?
28:34Okay.
28:35Yeah.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Great.
28:38Okay.
28:39Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:40Yep.
28:41Will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:46Excuse me.
28:47What's up?
28:48A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:51Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:53And he's at Providence General.
28:56Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
28:59The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:01Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:11Do you think you need to take the date?
29:16Uh, no.
29:17No.
29:18I'm good.
29:19Okay.
29:20Okay.
29:22You check it out, 7 v.
29:27I'm good.
29:28You check it out.
29:29You check it out.
29:30Get in here in a minute.
29:31Okay.
29:32Thank you so much.
29:34Thank you, Sam.
29:39Jayra's in the lobby.
29:40Jayra's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:10Yeah, I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58Dr. Lin, you report to outpatient...
31:00No cell phones.
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:13Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:43So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:03And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I
34:20should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:34It's selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this, it's like...
34:47I think...
34:48I think that it made me realize
34:50that even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:19All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:22I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:50I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but...
35:54don't just throw away everything
35:56you guys have had
35:57for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:09Laura.
36:19We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30Oh, my eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:47Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:54Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Stephen was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:17Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:23Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:27Jer's here.
37:29He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart,
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:46Stephen was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22That day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:45He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight cop.
38:56Delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:04My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:05and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:08So...
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it.
39:41No, I don't.
39:43You called.
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just going to crash.
39:57Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:00You too.
40:15The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:18I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Ow!
40:24Ow!
40:24Ow!
40:25Ow!
40:25Ow!
40:25Ow!
40:25Ow!
40:26Ow!
40:26Ow!
40:27Ow!
40:27Ow!
40:28Ow!
40:29Ow!
40:29Ow!
40:30Ow!
40:31Ow!
40:32Ow!
40:33Ow!
40:33Ow!
40:34Ow!
40:34Ow!
40:35Oh, no.
40:35Leave me alone.
40:36You're hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:38I thought you were gone.
40:39Nope.
40:40Still here.
40:41Ow!
40:42Ow!
40:43Ow!
40:44Ow!
40:44Ow!
40:46Ow!
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no!
40:49Ow!
40:50Just...
40:51Just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to 10?
41:0511.
41:07You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall
41:18in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20What?
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:30I'm gonna pick you up,
41:32and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no, just, just, just, no,
41:36just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer,
41:41but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay, ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:52Ready, what?
41:53Oh, ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:27We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30You've been perfect.
42:31You're right.
42:31It's me.
42:32Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:35Okay.
42:35That's when I was very honest.
42:41Entertainingly expressive H blank blank blank Y.
42:47Mm.
42:48Hammy.
42:53Hammy?
42:58Loey, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.
43:30Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrade's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:53Yeah, he, um...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh...
44:01Never mind.
44:02I see you.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll try tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever going to happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:11And what difference does it make
45:15When this love is over
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed
45:23River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47Lo, oh, will wonders ever cease
45:50Blessed be the mystery
45:56Of the...
45:57Come in.
46:23Hey.
46:24Can you take your shoes off?
46:25I'm going to be here for like a sec.
46:26I was just on my way in and...
46:28Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:30No, jerk.
46:31I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:33Yeah, he's going to be okay.
46:35Thanks.
46:36Good.
46:37This is for you.
46:40You're welcome.
46:42Um...
46:44So look, um...
46:46About yesterday...
46:48I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:51I'm fine.
46:53Cool.
46:54Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was going to say that she kind of has a point.
47:01Oh.
47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously, but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:12Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:16They're not going anywhere.
47:18And...
47:20As long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:24Hello.
47:25Would've been nice.
47:26Hello.
47:27Steven?
47:28You ready for a visitor?
47:29Oh, yeah.
47:30Oh, you're awake.
47:31Ow!
47:32Ow!
47:33Ow!
47:34Ow!
47:35Careful of his ribs.
47:36No, no.
47:37Break another one, why don't you?
47:38It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:39How's, uh...
47:40How's mom and dad?
47:41Where are they?
47:42They're on their way.
47:43Hey.
47:44How's mom and dad?
47:45How's mom and dad?
47:46Where are they?
47:47They're on their way.
47:48Hey.
47:49Uh, hi.
47:50I'm gonna give you two a minute.
47:51I'm glad you're alive.
47:52You scared the shit out of everyone.
47:54You know that?
47:55Belly was worried to death.
47:56I knew you were just being a drama queen.
47:57Obviously.
47:58I was in a coma.
47:59So...
48:00Yeah, but...
48:01Medically induced.
48:02Huh.
48:03Stephen, I'm joking.
48:04I was worried about you too.
48:05Obviously.
48:06Yeah.
48:07Yeah, you know, I've been thinking about it.
48:08One minute.
48:09I'm glad you're alive.
48:10I'm glad you're alive.
48:12You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:13You know that?
48:14Belly was worried to death.
48:15I knew you were just being a drama queen.
48:16Obviously.
48:17I was in a coma.
48:18So...
48:19Yeah, but...
48:20Medically induced.
48:21Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:29Yeah.
48:30Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up, you know, before the crash.
48:35Me too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would have just gone about our lives and been fine.
48:54So let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:12It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:42First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:13Thank God.
50:13Do you want to get some air?
50:20Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:25Yeah.
50:30I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again, but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:50I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:13You can't?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34When we had sex.
51:35After I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:50Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:58I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes,
52:04then maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:24I promise.
52:34I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:43After Steven, I get it now.
52:47Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story.
53:03Yours and mine.
53:06Nobody else's.
53:10What are you thinking?
53:14It's the future.
53:15It's just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:17Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:33Isabel Conklin.
53:36Will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41I swear I've known you longer than...
53:47Forever...
53:49I love you.
53:53I love you too.
53:54I love you.
54:04Forever in a day.
54:08Forever in a day.
54:12I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:37They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47Girls knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lungs, I'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:10I'll be yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies, they're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
55:59I don't believe in destiny
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