Virgin Island - Season 1 Episode 4 - video Dailymotion

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00:0012 virgins have traveled to a paradise island to take part in a unique experiment the word

00:14virgin people see it as a joke it's quite upsetting i'm 23 still a virgin i feel like

00:22there's something wrong with me in a world where sex is everywhere my god terrified

00:29absolutely terrified the truth is surprising there are more adult virgins than ever being a young

00:36adult in this day and age it's difficult social media dating apps influence tv shows porn porn porn

00:44porn is everywhere are you self-conscious about our genitals touching each other now yeah this

00:51radical retreat is offering a very hands-on solution oh yeah she's a miracle worker

00:58woohoo oh god yes overseen by a group of experts yeah i like that ready to do anything to help

01:07britain's virgins there's the clitters do you have any questions lose the one thing

01:14do you don't make you nervous they feel he's holding them back i would love to have sex with

01:20you i do feel like there's a barrier between me and sex i want to lose my virginity it's now or never

01:28but when the moment arrives would you like to move to bed who will be ready

01:33i just don't want anyone to touch me to go all the way

01:50in the first phase of the course the virgins tried to overcome the shame of sexual failure

01:56i didn't handle the rejection too well and started to express their sexual desires

02:02she pushed me down and i'd probably do something for her sex i don't know what i'm doing jason

02:07arrived on the island barely able to shake hands oh hello welcome thank you he panicked when things

02:14got touchy-feely feels too intimate a little overwhelming yeah yeah but zach leapt ahead i would

02:24like to go all the way i would love to have sex with you and there were early signs of attraction

02:29i uh i think you're really pretty thank you do you think ben likes me now things are set to

02:37escalate with the next phase of the course erotic touch nothing happens if you're not good at

02:46touching that's what creates all of the pleasure and sensation in our body and that's eventually

02:50what gets us to orgasm hello hello how's the sunburn it's the morning of day three on virgin island

03:16have you guys read your letters no okay what is this and time for the group to discover what's in

03:23store for them over the next two days oh god the next phase of the course is all about touch

03:35great i mean i'm fine with like friendly touch but as soon as it becomes like an intimate touch i think

03:42it'll be more much more difficult for me i feel sick biggest fear of touch sexual and touching i've never

03:52done it like no that's not me god touch yeah that's really hard for me yeah nervous

04:04god knows what they have planned i have no idea probably just outright sex to start off with

04:16for this group the idea of intimate touch is terrifying oh here we go here we go but now

04:23it's time to face their fears hello welcome good morning oh my god what are we doing why is there a bed

04:31in this room i imagine all of them will be quite anxious but you can't learn how to give and receive

04:36pleasure by just talking about it you have to practice so this first exercise today is called

04:44touching for your own pleasure one of the problems is if you touch being worried about the other person

04:50and thinking oh are they okay am i doing it right then you get all performance anxiety in your head

04:56until you actually feel the sensation of touching for your own pleasure you can't get to that next

05:02level it's like the first step right who's ready to touch for your own pleasure

05:10in my childhood with my family we were never huggers i hated being hugged i just never liked it never

05:24have i'm not an intimate person at all in my adult life never kissed anyone but i'd like to be the

05:29opposite i'll pop on there okay the end goal is to actually try and lose my virginity and find a

05:37girlfriend be more intimate can i put it off can i do this see if you can take a deep breath down

05:43into your belly and connect your body with your hands think of your hands as like i'm gonna get

05:51pleasure out of her arms you know what i mean yeah for yourself i wank off your arm sorry i was like

05:56wank off your arm sorry but you know what i mean like i'm sorry i'm sorry see if you can breathe

06:03a little bit while you do it so that you actually feel the sensations

06:21for jason just a few seconds of touch is all he can handle

06:26but celeste isn't finished with him yet when i'm touching you i just want you to see like

06:32let yourself take it yeah just feel it

06:34that's good yeah good work

06:52good on you mate honestly yeah it was great one cloud nine okay who's next

06:58encouraged by jason's example the others get touchy too just explore the sensations in your hands

07:15and see if you can take a deep breath down into your belly and connect your body with your hands

07:21do you feel the difference there yes that was amazing good work

07:32the session seems to be going well so celeste and danielle decide to turn up the heat

07:38something that helps touch get even better is sexual energy i want to invite ben and holly to

07:46demonstrate oh god 30 year old ben is the oldest in the group and has had more opportunities to get

07:53intimate than any of the others over the last 10 years i've been on dates of about 40 different women

08:00mostly when i've met on just dating apps some it's just been one day uh and up to and including

08:06an ex-girlfriend of mine who was probably about you know 15 plus dates we we did sort of try making

08:11out a couple of times but i wasn't comfortable doing stuff so it was we hit we hit a brick wall

08:15you know what i really needed someone to teach me this stuff i'm not very um not very good with

08:20the energy mumbo jumbo so you have to you have to guide me through i'll help you okay just remember

08:25a moment that you felt kind of excited about someone or excited about an experience yeah you are

08:33holding a lot of tension in your mouth can you like open your mouth a little bit and then relax it

08:39yeah it's okay play with it you need to play with it it's okay let yourself feel it like oh here you

08:47go did you feel the squiver no okay i think it's just lack of experience and lack of success at

08:56reading sort of social signals you know there's probably been occasions where i probably could have

08:59got physical or just kissed and they'd be they'd be absolutely fine in fact they may have even wanted it

09:04but i didn't because i can't read the signs i don't want a woman to think i'm a creeper or that i'm

09:08handsy because that's just not me just let yourself enjoy holly fantastic you have very sexy energy

09:20right feels good okay you did it see if you want to watch it

09:25so tom taylor last up is taylor who after coming out as bisexual at university has always found the

09:39idea of intimacy with anyone agonizing anytime i've had something near in a sexual experience it's been

09:46so overwhelmingly negative that when it comes to it i freak out and i really don't want to do it and i get

09:51that feeling in the pit in my stomach that makes me stop that's why i'm here is to like trying to

09:56work out what it is that's holding me back and how to move forward with it because it would be really

10:01nice to just be able to have what everyone else has okay so i'm going to invite you to feel into your

10:08desire tom this is really good keep it steady it's really good really good you keep it steady i'm

10:22gonna check what's with her okay if she can receive it great that's great let it look i can touch your

10:28belly okay just to help you out sweetie okay good let it shake it's let it cry you're safe now okay

10:35okay you know you're safe but your body forgot okay yeah so i'm here despite danielle's reassurance

10:45the exercise still proves too much for taylor yes you're doing great taylor yeah let it cry

10:53okay thank you really proud of you okay thank you really proud of you good work we love you taylor

11:09i don't know what's wrong with me for the group the workshop has thrown up very mixed emotions

11:28ted why was looking things so hard for you i think as soon as it becomes uh intimate sexual thing

11:34yeah it's shut down it sounds ridiculous because we're only looking at each other but that's

11:39something i clearly need to work on i usually run the opposite way if anyone looks at me like that

11:43but if you're not crying you're not doing it right louise did you catch his wanking comment yeah

11:52i didn't do you know what i mean i didn't think okay i love that you haven't got a filter

11:56i feel absolutely fantastic i understand now where people like touch i'm not just saying that actually

12:04it genuinely does i can't really convey how good it feels now how did you find the whole thing as a

12:09whole um quite intense well i had i had lots of fun yeah when i was doing it i did feel like you'd feel

12:17the connection couldn't you really yeah yeah i asked that new age mumbo jumbo slow nonsense i'm quite

12:23a logical person and it's just a lot of some of that stuff it just doesn't doesn't connect to me

12:28all right do you want me to like try it and see if you can feel me yeah all right despite his skepticism

12:33there are some things ben is open to trying hi see you guys a little bit especially if it's with

12:40charlotte you open to receiving my energy yeah see you can feel it now what does it feel like to you

12:53the witching yeah many of the women here i find attractive you know physically but there's something

13:01about charlotte i really like her and it's just i i like how we connect i mean i don't know if it's

13:06mutual but she's a very confident person and she's just got that thing about her i feel like i'm

13:12doing voyeurism just watching you enjoying that no i'm gonna walk away right sorry yeah

13:25it's day one of the touch phase of the course and after an intense morning a chance for the group

13:50to unwind who's your celebrity crush i like quite a lot of like female celebrities i like charlie

13:56theron she's just stunning i like henry cavill but not a superman i like him as the witcher

14:02i really like henry cavill because he's really nerdy as well

14:08what do you think when you hear virgin because for me shame failure undesirable weird yes definitely

14:19mostly negative connotations yeah i've had people call me a virgin and it does feel like an insult i

14:27know it's not it's it's a matter of it's a matter of fact but it does feel like an insult when someone

14:32says it to you it makes me feel weird i'm like a lot of people younger than me know more about sex

14:38than i do but um i'm hoping to change that jason's feelings about his lack of sexual experience

14:48haven't gone unnoticed by the experts anytime there was an increase in intensity he would resort to

14:55humor so that he could distract himself from what he was feeling we're going to work on that today

15:00actually staying with the breath as sensations rise yeah receiving is a huge thing for him

15:07now the experts want to build jason's confidence and joy has a plan to help him with his horror of hugging

15:18hello again hey come on in thank you and have a seat oh excellent

15:24oh what is it that happens when you're in a hug what do you just goes weird like alien to me when

15:33i see people hugging just freaks me out yeah i don't know why so we want to work towards

15:38a hug that feels really good yeah so let's let's stand here because it's a little more even

15:45i'm going to touch your arm first okay you want it yeah go ahead

15:55and you feel me and you can put your hand on my arm yeah if you'd like yeah

16:05i feel sick no no no bad way i feel like in a good way like british slang yeah

16:09that's sick yeah as usual jason tries to mask his awkwardness with humor i'm quite robotic i feel

16:17like you're moving at first i just want you to receive okay so i can get a sense of what it

16:24feels like to be in this moment but joy perseveres yeah it's really nice

16:32before escalating intimacy can i come even closer if you want to yeah yeah like like that yeah you

16:42can move like that by just staying connected with your breath yeah so you don't lose that sense of

16:49of the moment yeah can i come even closer still okay i can get closer yeah okay i can touch your neck

17:07it feels good would you like to do a hug why not let's do it yeah let's do it

17:27how is this yeah awesome yeah oh yeah

17:42what happened so i was standing like this because as much as i was like that i had a bone

18:06that's really good dude i'm getting there i'm getting there i'm in a really great mood i feel

18:16like i'm glowing i didn't think i'd do this i'm really proud of myself on this page i'll be a sex

18:21god i mean yeah yeah we're gonna leave here it's absolutely professionally trained sex demon

18:30while jason's conquering new heights i haven't really gotten much out of mine yet i just feel like

18:35i'm letting the team down taylor's still struggling after crying in this morning's workshop the experts

18:42feel there may be more to taylor's tears than meets the eye even though she was being emotional

18:48she wasn't actually letting go and going into her emotion i feel like she's hiding and that's probably

18:54been a survival tactic that has worked really well for her yeah she is so scared

19:01danielle wants to discover what makes taylor so anxious about intimacy

19:12so how do you feel with guys as opposed to women or girls they're a lot scarier

19:18do you ever see like someone very chiseled and you're like i just want to touch that muscle

19:22i don't know i don't know i don't think so i like hair like i'm always like i want to touch people's

19:28hair like that interests me because it's soft but i'm not like i don't want to touch muscle i don't i

19:33don't prefer it when i was in secondary school i felt the shift into realizing that maybe i wasn't exactly

19:41the same as all the girls but being gay was like the worst thing so while i'm still in the process

19:48of like working out what i want all of these opportunities are passing me by it just makes

19:52me feel a bit a bit rubbish

19:58do you have women lovers or i had one really negative experience she got annoyed at me that

20:04i wasn't enjoying myself she did stop but she seemed really disappointed and she was like upset with me

20:09and it kind of ruined that friendship yeah i don't see myself as desirable right because i am a lot

20:21what are you oh now we're getting there my love okay so there's a part of you that feels that people

20:28wouldn't want to be with you yeah yeah i get told a lot the time that i'm loud

20:36and i'm tall and i'm i take up a lot of space and yeah and that's what makes you so special and beautiful

20:50yeah your feelings are so great sweetheart

21:04just talking about my experiences always makes me upset but i've had quite a few negative experiences

21:10and of course those are the ones that i need to talk about for this to work thank you

21:14yeah but i've had i've had a breakthrough i think thank you very much bye i left happier then i went in

21:25and forward is always good isn't it so as long as i'm going forward i'm happy

21:31you're nervous no no i mean other than falling off the cliff yes it's late afternoon on virgin island

21:46yeah this is quite steep and celeste and danielle have hatched a plan to push the group further

21:52all right let's get a mat down we want them to start just getting comfortable with any kind of touch

21:57massage is something that a lot of people have experienced i'm hoping maybe they'll take off a

22:01piece of clothing to start to feel more relaxed around touch and maybe you know eventually nudity

22:08are you taking your cup off or go on i'll like lift it up for you through massage the experts can

22:13assess how comfortable the group are with exposing their bodies a little bit yeah and touching each other

22:22for pleasure you're very good at this thank you they have my skills all of them end with a z

22:31let's learn it my family does them we grew up giving each other massages

22:37you're shaking a bit you sure it's all right no no i'm fine no i'm fine okay i'm gonna actually

22:40shake you like this relax relax yeah i need to be more loosey-goosey while uptight ben struggles

22:47to relax i'll whack this off the experts are keen for jason to build on his growing confidence around

22:54touch with the island's most outspoken virgin charlotte how's this it's fine yeah it just feels

23:03i don't know weird but in a nice way why do you use these horrible stretch marks i don't know all right

23:09it's just a hole did you well it's just it looks painful it looks like you just see my ass it's more

23:14on my ass okay i'm bored now yeah i'm bored now all right which arm first this one this one yes

23:27okay okay why are you focused in one area you need to go up see okay do you want me to show you

23:33on you no no no let's go i'll put more oil on like it on for jason intimacy with another member

23:40of the group is proving tougher than with an expert see more thumb more movement you need to be

23:48doing the whole like like that how about that like that like it's all of it jesus christ what are

23:52you doing it's like wanking off your arm like that like that's how you do it but slower okay now i

23:58definitely want you to stop how was the monsieur oh so did you not like it that was a disaster i looked

24:17off my shirt and everything you go stretch mark all right looking like me maybe not being berated a

24:28lot would have felt nice i've always hated my body my especially my back and the stretch marks i know

24:35it's a little thing but it's for me it's quite big although jason's suffering from over exposure to

24:44charlotte is yours yes basically you've already tried them on ben can't get enough of her

24:54i always find i end up getting very steep in the summer because of the hay fever tablets i take

24:59outside eventually i always get very steep in the summer so the hay fever tablets

25:03they're drowsy ones the big question now is is the feeling mutual

25:08how many songs you can get anyway oh like i have like a i have a thousand and seventy

25:15yeah

25:19i mean it's so great that we've like gotten to know each other and that we can you know we

25:24feel comfortable around each other but i'm not interested

25:31and so it's going to be tricky you know this is my friend this is someone i'm going to have breakfast

25:36with tomorrow and i'm going to have to be cruel to be kind and tell him that i'm not interested

25:50in the real talk with you know it's just my first breakfast breakfast good morning morning guys

26:03you all right hello okay you all right yeah i'm good thank you you're going to sleep

26:08ah so so

26:10it's day two of the touch phase and the sessions are about to intensify

26:14really in order to have amazing sex you need to touch you won't be able to make any moves you

26:21won't be able to seduce someone if you're feeling anxious and worried that everything that you're

26:24doing is wrong a lot of people they're holding back all of those animal instincts they just need

26:30to open up I think it's one of those things where you've got to just keep on going and try and get

26:37yourself to the next step ideally without crying but we'll see I'm dreading the group activity it's

26:45getting more intimate with touch I feel nervous after yesterday's massage catastrophe yeah I'm

26:53not sure what would happen next for me um just being desired that's a key thing for me that's

26:57one of my sort of issues is you know being wanted and desired and I don't think I've had that a lot

27:00but um just you know see what happens and go with it I guess

27:07yeah it's getting fast on the background yes my plan exactly

27:12so today we're going to go much deeper into touch and work on disinhibition and that means letting

27:34out a little bit more of your wildness a little bit more of your inner animal oh god we are wired

27:41for sex right we're wired to go after it and yet society says shame shame shame and it was you

27:47know and we shut down and the animal game helps people feel the passion and desire in their body

27:52so I know Tom that you've taken some acting classes so I'm wondering if you would be willing

28:00to demo with me yeah sure so let's get on our hands and knees why don't you just just start to feel

28:09your senses we close our eyes and we start to feel this animal inside of us and we let that animal go

28:16after the other person actually letting it move letting it out in our body Tom may be finding his wild side

28:41but for the rest of the group it's too much to bear

28:51that was a lot of fun to be there

29:15it was very jungle book and I was feeling very Downton Abbey

29:24I was like it's lovely like they're really enjoying it but also

29:29so someone want to try it

29:34someone want maybe 80% to try it the whole role play animal thing just really like freaks me out

29:47there oh yeah yeah Yay

29:56does someone want to try it with Charlotte

30:03me

30:04amazing

30:06no no no no

30:07you could change your mind

30:10You can change your mind.

30:12Yeah, I wouldn't do it, it's fine.

30:14Yeah, okay.

30:15Do you want me to do it for you?

30:17Okay.

30:19Is that good?

30:20Yeah, fine.

30:24I just always feel like I'm ugly and repulsive in some way.

30:27And I know that objectively I'm not, but I was bullied in school.

30:30And I think the dating experience sort of just reinforced that.

30:34I'm just not, like, good-looking.

30:35Why would any girl be interested in me?

30:37So I struggle to sort of initiate, you know, contact or intimacy.

30:45And I find a place on the rug.

30:48Your life is awkward, unfortunately.

30:50And you simply, you know, you just move on.

30:53You know, that's how it goes.

30:54And I'm just not very good at that.

30:57Start to notice that there's another animal here with you.

31:04Ah.

31:06Men are expected to make that first move.

31:29And I think for guys like me who just struggle with that,

31:31making the move and reading the signs, it's very hard.

31:35That's my happy heart.

31:50This is so hot.

31:54Did you feel any arousal?

31:56I'm curious.

31:57Yeah, I think some, yeah.

31:58Yes.

31:59Actually, like a zoo animal, that was not for me.

32:09Oh, God, that was just...

32:11It was a bit rough.

32:12That was cringe.

32:14I found it interesting, then, springing up and saying,

32:15oh, you've done drama, so you've done this sort of stuff.

32:18Like, I'm not sure I've gone quite that far in drama, to be fair.

32:21How did you feel a bit at all?

32:24I flipped our instructor.

32:27I noticed.

32:28Like, I could hear people, like, talking and giggling.

32:30And I was like, oh, you know.

32:32And I had to kind of try to block that out.

32:34It was like watching a porno.

32:36I felt like a proper pervert.

32:37Were you getting turned on?

32:38No.

32:39I was like, ooh.

32:40I thought you'd be one of the first ones up, Jason.

32:41No.

32:42I absolutely hated that.

32:43In the back of my head, I had a bit of trepidation, a bit of fear about it.

32:49So I didn't want to do that.

32:51Jason's massage experience has set him back,

32:54and the experts have sensed that something's changed.

32:58Jason, he's been so gung-ho, and I thought he would be gung-ho today,

33:01but he was way more reserved.

33:04We did, in our session, have very close body-on-body,

33:08but he wasn't able to then move the energy into something more sexual.

33:13So, okay, so maybe I can build on that.

33:16Yeah.

33:17Celeste decides Jason needs to put his massage fiasco behind him

33:21in a one-on-one session to boost his sexual self-belief.

33:25The only person I've had sexual experience with was my right hand.

33:29I'd love to have more confidence.

33:31I'd love to be able to be intimate.

33:32Yeah, that's my goal.

33:34To reach his goal, Celeste wants to try a different approach

33:37to unleash his inner animal.

33:40So we had the animal game and the touching.

33:43We did.

33:45Yeah.

33:46Seemed like the animal game was not doing anything.

33:47Not my cup of tea, no.

33:48So I was thinking maybe trying some different connection positions

33:52to build confidence.

33:54Yeah.

33:54Maybe you like lying down and us like touching each other.

33:57I'm here.

33:58I'm here to try new things.

33:59Try it.

34:00Yeah.

34:00Well, let's try it.

34:01So you can lie down like here.

34:02On my back or?

34:03Yeah, lie down on your back, like with your head down there.

34:06I'm going to like move in here.

34:08Maybe I'll take off my glasses.

34:12See if you can like just connect with your sexy energy.

34:16And if you feel an urge to touch back, feel free.

34:20Okay?

34:21And there's like a little bit of intensity

34:23that we're going to kind of try to build between us.

34:26And you can touch.

34:51I can't touch you, but you can.

34:52Yeah.

34:56As his confidence builds.

35:03He's like, I'm doing good.

35:07Celeste makes things harder.

35:09Now I want you to see if you can take your energy seriously now

35:12and look at me like, I want to fuck you kind of.

35:15All right.

35:16Okay.

35:18All right.

35:26So good.

35:44So good.

35:48So good.

35:51It's so good.

35:56Do you need a little break for your two?

35:57Do you need a little break?

35:59OK.

36:03That's amazing.

36:10A lot different than hugging.

36:17That is your inner animal.

36:19When you take your desire seriously,

36:22it's very compelling.

36:26Whoa.

36:27Whoa.

36:28OK.

36:29I'll see you soon.

36:30Yeah.

36:31See you soon.

36:32Have a lovely day.

36:33You too.

36:34Bye.

36:39I'm feeling incredible.

36:41Absolutely incredible.

36:42She's a miracle worker.

36:44I was a virgin.

36:45Well, I am a virgin still,

36:46but I'm like a different virgin now.

36:48Closer to losing him.

36:51Ben.

36:52How'd it go?

36:53A kiss there.

36:54On the cheeks.

36:55You're a cloud nine, are you?

36:57I'm lying down, yeah?

36:58And I'm there, cupping her breasts,

37:00squeezing over.

37:01How did that feel?

37:03Great.

37:04I feel like I'm glowing.

37:05Woo-hoo!

37:06I feel like Jason is a superstar.

37:08I cannot believe how much he has blossomed today.

37:13It is insane.

37:15He brought his sexual energy, eye contact.

37:19He really got what sex is all about.

37:22He doesn't seem.

37:24Na-na-na-na-nana, ta-na-na-na-nana.

37:28We like the top-line something.

37:29Oh, yeah.

37:31Oh, I saw a banana.

37:35Oh, it's not a banana.

37:39The touch phase of the course is drawing to a close.

37:42Ooh, whipped cream, chocolate.

37:44Oh, strawberry laces. Do you like strawberry laces?

37:46I do like strawberry laces, yeah.

37:48And the group have been served up a tasty exercise.

37:51Smallish bite. I'm not going to put it in too much.

37:53There's something very sensual about feeding each other.

37:57You know, the experience of putting food into someone's mouth,

38:00especially if you deal with, like, a little bit of flirtatiousness.

38:05When you laugh, I know where your face is, and I can slap it.

38:09Technically, this will be the first act of penetration,

38:12so I'm very curious how they put objects inside one another.

38:18So you put the whole strawberry in?

38:21Open wide.

38:22I'm not opening my mouth wide.

38:24You can trust me. You can trust me.

38:26Many of the group are throwing themselves in.

38:29You dropped it, Matt.

38:31Have you ever fed someone before?

38:33No.

38:34No.

38:34You're the first person.

38:36But not everyone is feeling fruity.

38:38I feel like this is probably not the most romantic.

38:43No.

38:44No.

38:47So far on the course, it's Ben and Taylor who are holding back the most,

38:52so the experts want to see if they can help, starting with Ben.

38:56The animal game was really hard for Ben.

38:58When he volunteered to help out Charlotte, and she said no, that she didn't want that, he was very sad.

39:06Yeah.

39:06He needs to understand rejection and, like, how you survive that as a man dating women.

39:12After Celeste's breakthrough with Jason, she wants to help Ben find his sexy side.

39:17But spontaneity is not a strong point.

39:20I'm quite a logical person.

39:21I'm quite a logical person.

39:22I like to think things, I like to plan for things.

39:24Probably the best example, and this is going to sound quite sad, but it's true.

39:28I've got a spreadsheet on my PC at home of just, like, every date I've been on.

39:31I see dating in the same way a football manager would see their team.

39:35I like to analyse things and see what I can do better.

39:40So can Ben Ditchie's spreadsheet approach to sex with some hands-on practice?

39:46I think if you learn how to hold a little bit more flirtatious energy, like...

39:53Yeah.

39:54I'm going to do it now with you for a second, okay, and show you what I mean, like...

39:59I'm really enjoying being here with you.

40:02So that's what I would do to them?

40:03Yeah.

40:04So as you talk to me, just at some point when you're talking, give me a touch while you're talking.

40:10I mean, this is quite crude, but you are sort of my type, so it's sort of like, yeah.

40:14That's not crude, that's a compliment.

40:16I mean, you're quite attractive, so I mean, you know.

40:18I usually go for the hair, actually, sometimes.

40:20Yeah?

40:21Yeah, so it's sort of like, sort of do that, and yeah, it's, um...

40:24That's actually my total weakness.

40:27Really?

40:27Yeah, but I like it really, really slow, like...

40:37And I feel, like, very precious.

40:39Yeah.

40:40Yeah.

40:41So, like...

40:42And I think even if you go a little bit slower, so then it feels more, like, sensual.

40:55Mm-hmm.

40:57Mm-hmm.

40:59I do feel tingly when you do that.

41:03Well, maybe I'm better than I thought I was, but...

41:05Mm-hmm.

41:06Uh, you know, it's not something I have sort of conscious control over it, just sort of, you know.

41:11That's what's good about it, is I feel like you're touching me just because you desire me and you want to touch me,

41:16not like you're thinking about it, and that's hot.

41:20No.

41:20By losing himself in the moment, Ben's gaining a flair for the physical.

41:27If you just want to, like, come in and, like, kiss me on the cheek, you don't have to.

41:31Mm-hmm.

41:31But you can.

41:34Yeah.

41:38Oh, my goodness.

41:39What?

41:41Look at you.

41:44Mm-hmm.

41:45Makes me want to touch your back.

41:50Mm-hmm.

41:55Wow.

41:57You don't realise how much of a confidence booster this is.

42:02So now I'm doing it good.

42:05It's really great.

42:07You're getting better every time.

42:17It's baby steps, but Ben's session has been a success.

42:22Now the experts want to get to the bottom of what's troubling Taylor.

42:27The furthest I've ever gone with a boy is met a nice guy.

42:33He was very attractive and very lovely.

42:35Invited him back, and I was like, right, you can do this.

42:38I'd convinced myself I was going to lose my virginity.

42:42But I freaked out.

42:44I hit that invisible barrier, and I was just like, nope, I can't do it.

42:47That's it.

42:48I can.

42:48And he left.

42:49And then I just felt so bad and disappointed in myself,

42:52and, like, I'd let him down because I couldn't follow through.

42:57To clarify her thinking, the experts want to pair her

43:01with male surrogate partner therapist, Andre.

43:03So my role in this is to basically stand in as what could be a potential partner or a potential lover.

43:15And I'm here to support you through the emotion, the communication, transparency.

43:20Surrogate partners help by forming a therapeutic relationship supported by a clinical therapist.

43:25I will leave the two of you to enjoy your time together.

43:30All right?

43:30Thank you very much.

43:31I'll see you soon.

43:32Take care.

43:34Mm-hmm.

43:41Hmm.

43:42I'm scared.

43:44You're sorry?

43:46It's okay.

43:47I've got a lot of emotions about this whole thing,

43:49and they're kind of trickling into everything.

43:51There's nothing to be sorry about in displaying emotion.

43:57So what could potentially be, like, a desired, like, goal or outcome?

44:03Less of this.

44:04Okay.

44:05Then we're on the right track.

44:07Step on less of this.

44:08And just feeling more comfortable, like, in a situation where...

44:12I feel like any time it comes to a situation, sorry,

44:15where, like, sex is on the table, I freeze up and I panic.

44:21Mm-hmm.

44:21And I just don't want anyone to touch me or anything like that

44:24because I just feel wrong.

44:27Mm-hmm.

44:27Okay.

44:29Well, that is exactly why I'm here,

44:32and we can practice with one another.

44:38We can explore the things that you came here to explore.

44:43Oh, God.

44:51Just want to see how you're feeling.

44:54It feels like there's, like, a knot in my throat.

44:58So it's generally, like, uncomfortable kind of a feeling.

45:02Okay.

45:03Is there anything I can provide for you?

45:05Do you like a hug?

45:07No, thank you.

45:08Okay.

45:13The therapy that was explained to me terrifies me

45:16down to the very depths of my car.

45:18Well, and if you'd like, you're welcome to head on out

45:21whenever you're ready.

45:22Okay, thank you very much.

45:24You're very welcome.

45:26I don't know if I've made any actual progress

45:28because I just kind of get a bit weepy.

45:31I really like John Drey, and he was really lovely,

45:34and I'd love to be his friend,

45:35but I'm trying to work out why I'm so panicked.

45:37I think it scares me, the fact that he's a man.

45:47Sorry.

45:49I just have one minute.

45:54I think I'm upset about more things than I've had on.

46:00Next time...

46:01Ah!

46:02...Jason gets back in the groove.

46:04I just feel the pleasure.

46:06I got a bone.

46:08Taylor tries a fresh approach.

46:11You just feel such a relief to not feel scared at all.

46:13This is my body.

46:15And Emma reveals a secret.

46:17Because you're so stronger than you think

46:19and wiser than you know.

46:21As Ireland dates...

46:23Does that make you nervous?

46:25A little bit.

46:26...Hotl.

46:27...

46:28...

46:29...

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Virgin Island - Season 1 Episode 4

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