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00:00Are you serious?
00:02Yeah, I thought this might actually be some good news.
00:08I owe you an explanation.
00:12Alison!
00:14Jason!
00:15Get an ambulance!
00:16How dare you go around saying things about my son.
00:19Your whole family owes me.
00:21You fucking owe me.
00:24I know, it wasn't my fault.
00:27I left that night.
00:30God, Daniel.
00:38How did you want this to play out?
00:39I don't know. I didn't think, obviously.
00:41What if this life had been us?
00:44Who the fuck are you?
00:45Nothing happened.
00:46You say so.
00:49It was really good to see you again.
00:52I don't want to run from the past anymore, Dan.
01:00Like a cat that's playing with a ball of twine
01:14That you call my heart
01:17Oh, but baby, is it so hard
01:20To tell the two apart
01:23And so slowly
01:24You unwind me
01:26Until I fall apart
01:29I'm only living for the hour
01:38But I see your face
01:41And when that happens
01:43I don't
01:44I don't
01:44Wanna be no
01:46No, stop, stop, play
01:47Till we get to the night
01:49You'll be no
01:53My mind
01:54When will she be back?
02:02She's not coming back.
02:03She didn't say anything about leaving.
02:10She talked to you about it, right?
02:16She left me an hour.
02:21None of this makes sense.
02:25I did something happen.
02:27You don't just up and leave home at 17, Peter.
02:33Look
02:33Whenever she's settled, I'm
02:37I'm sure she'll be in touch.
02:40How are you so calm?
02:44Because I can guarantee you
02:45Wherever she is now
02:50She's happier than she were here
02:54I bought her a birthday present
03:05Who are you?
03:10He's just leaving
03:11I'm Alison's boyfriend
03:12Yeah
03:14So she left you and all
03:18Don't worry too much about it
03:21She would probably be shagging
03:23I feel that
03:24Fucking bitch
03:26Still a bit
03:26Thought too much of her sin
03:28She'll say in the real world
03:31She'll get her gun weapons
03:32I'm grateful cow
03:35And this one
03:37Off to the army
03:38You give them everything
03:42And they're happy to just leave you on your own
03:46Selfish brats
03:48See you there
03:52We'll be right back
03:53We'll be right back
03:55ov Comics
03:56ria
03:57Your Human
03:58ini
03:58I'm sorry
04:11If you're feeling
04:12You have springs
04:12You have to be
04:13But that will be
04:13I feel like
04:14I'm sorry
04:14If you hop in
04:45Dear Daniel, you've probably already worked out from the postmark.
05:10I'm in Ireland. It's really cool here. There's a great music scene.
05:15You'd love it. I miss you, and I'm so sorry I didn't come see you before I left.
05:25Hi, Mark.
05:27Hi, Mark.
05:27Can I help you?
05:33Yeah, just three pints, please, and just join us for a drink, yeah?
05:37Last mile for a slope, huh?
05:41No, just a little bit.
05:43Hey, give her a break.
05:46Where's my surround her?
05:49I'll get these, yeah?
05:51Really? Yeah?
05:52Thanks.
05:53Bye.
05:54They're dickheads.
06:02Can I buy you a drink to say sorry?
06:04No, thank you. I'm working.
06:06That's not an Irish accent.
06:10Are you from England?
06:14I'm busy.
06:16No worries.
06:18I'm staying in some digs near here.
06:21Can I see you about?
06:25I'm Michael, by the way.
06:27Nice to meet you, Michael.
06:39I know he loves me.
06:43But sometimes it just feels suffocating.
06:49He's used to being in control.
06:59But that's your job, right?
07:03To be in control.
07:06But you can't control another person.
07:09I mean, he...
07:10You tracked my phone.
07:13You followed me.
07:14Can you explain your thinking behind that, Michael?
07:17Oh, look, I don't think it's that unusual
07:20to have a family tracking plan on iPhones.
07:23I know a lot of people who do that.
07:25But you didn't tell Alison or Stella
07:28that you had that plan.
07:30Mm-hmm.
07:31You do accept that Alison is allowed her privacy.
07:38Of course I do.
07:41But Alison is so...
07:44You're so in yourself
07:50that sometimes I just feel like
07:52I'm trying to find you.
07:55And if that's suffocating...
07:58Yeah, I'm sorry.
08:00Do you feel like you'd shut yourself off
08:03to Michael, Alison?
08:04No.
08:09No.
08:12Maybe.
08:13I'm...
08:15Not consciously.
08:19But there's some stuff that...
08:22he doesn't ask about.
08:25I mean, you've never even asked about my past.
08:28You don't want to talk about that.
08:31But why do you just accept that?
08:32Well...
08:34So, I mean, the suffocating
08:36or I'm giving you too much space?
08:38Like, which is it?
08:40There's work here.
08:42But there's also love.
08:44I can see that.
08:45There we go.
08:59How's Alex getting on?
09:01Oh, he's...
09:02he's...
09:02he's good.
09:03He is planning to go to the Highlands
09:05with his mate for half-term.
09:07Yeah.
09:08I do not know how much studying he's doing here.
09:10Well, that sounds familiar, doesn't it?
09:12But he is happy.
09:16Married my remits when Dan moved out.
09:18I was not.
09:19Yes, you were.
09:20Not as bad as you,
09:21stuck in that shed all day with your pigeons.
09:23That's not true.
09:24He cried, you know.
09:25Oh.
09:26You did.
09:27Right, Mum.
09:28Go check the oven.
09:30Not in my name.
09:32No.
09:33Got to go on myself.
09:34Have a waz.
09:35Bill.
09:36See you later.
09:37Ooh.
09:37Watch it.
09:38Mind your rip.
09:39Bye.
09:41Shh.
09:41I don't know.
10:11But if you got back from America so soon, weren't you meant to be there for a few weeks?
10:14Yeah, even longer.
10:16I just had to come back and sort some stuff out.
10:22Is everything okay?
10:28No.
10:30Not really.
10:31Well, I see.
10:37You must have had that with Bill, right?
10:41Weren't there moments where you were ready to just give up?
10:46I don't understand.
10:49I get that two people don't change at the same time, but what if you haven't changed?
10:56What if you're just not on the same page anymore?
11:00I'm lost, love.
11:07It's okay.
11:09It doesn't matter.
11:14Well...
11:14Marriages are hard, aren't they?
11:19Sometimes I'd happily strangle Bill, but...
11:23Well, all that matters is...
11:26That you're honest with one another and...
11:30I'm sure everything will be fine, love.
11:31I'm sure it's supposed to be bad.
11:50Bye.
11:50All right, I'm on.
12:03See you later.
12:04Bye.
12:20Hey.
12:29Hey.
12:30Just checking in.
12:33How's counseling?
12:37How did you know we're at the counselors?
12:40I'm not a complete moron.
12:41Well, you're not a moron at all.
12:43You know, sometimes, sometimes you just need some help with your problems.
12:53That's all.
12:54Dad and I love you very much.
12:55You know that, don't you?
12:57This has got nothing to do with you or Thea.
13:03But all this kicked off when all that stuff happened.
13:08No, I didn't, darling.
13:10I promise.
13:11This is our own stuff.
13:13Are we going to keep doing this?
13:28Avoiding each other?
13:29I think I'm just afraid of what's going to come out when we start talking.
13:44She lives in Sydney, this author that you pretended you didn't know.
14:01There are no diary flies to New Zealand, Cal.
14:11There is so little we have in common anymore, Dan, but the inability to lie well is still true for the both of us.
14:17Did you go there?
14:18Look, it was a stopover on my route to see Jack Leonard.
14:30And yes, I did see you when I were in Sydney.
14:32Well, it's not like you think.
14:45And then she left Sheffield suddenly, and she left Sheffield suddenly, and I just wanted to know why, and that were it.
14:51Why didn't you tell me that?
14:54You could have.
14:55I don't know.
14:56I don't know.
14:57I don't know.
14:58I don't know.
14:59You're right.
15:00I should have been straight with you from the start.
15:02I should have been.
15:03You know, we've been going through this weird space, and I just felt like this was my thing.
15:07I needed some answers.
15:08Honestly, Cal, we're no more than that.
15:14We've been together for decades.
15:18You've never even mentioned her.
15:22Why not?
15:23I'm sorry, Cal.
15:39I'm making better.
15:44Look, I'm sorry, but you were so fucking boring at the moment.
15:47Come on, one party.
15:48I need a wingman.
15:50You don't need a wingman.
15:51Right, there's that bird from that convent school.
15:53Rose Summer.
15:54I don't know.
15:55I need to think I'm nice and respectable.
15:57I'm definitely not helping with that.
15:58Right, seat.
15:59Dull.
16:00Come on.
16:03Here, isn't that?
16:05Peter.
16:06Peter!
16:09I didn't know you were back.
16:11Has there been any word from Al?
16:13She okay?
16:14Look, mate, I have to get on.
16:15He's not stopped pining for her.
16:16For fuck's sake.
16:17What's fucking wrong with your family?
16:19Eh?
16:20Why won't you tell me where she is?
16:22My mum's died.
16:27Jesus.
16:28I'm sorry.
16:30I'm sorry.
16:35Let's just leave her.
16:36Okay, come on.
16:37Okay.
16:38Let me get her for you.
16:44Okay, let me get her for you.
16:48Yes.
16:49Hello?
16:50Hiya, Al.
16:51Peter!
16:52Listen, er...
16:53I've got bad news.
16:54What's wrong?
16:55It's...
16:56It's Mum.
16:57She, er...
16:58She, er...
16:59She died.
17:03She fell down the stairs.
17:04When...
17:05When...
17:06When's the funeral?
17:07Tuesday.
17:08Tuesday.
17:10So, I'm gonna give her a few of you.
17:11I'm gonna give her a few of you.
17:12It's...
17:13It's Mum.
17:14It's Mum.
17:15She, er...
17:16It's Mum.
17:17She, er...
17:18It's Mum.
17:19She, er...
17:20She died.
17:21It's Mum.
17:22When, when's the funeral?
17:34Tuesday.
17:37So, I'm going to owe you the money for your flights.
17:41But if you don't think you can do it alone, I'll, I'll come over and get you.
17:48Why is it so soon?
17:50Can't we wait a week?
17:52She was seeing that prick Baxter again.
17:57He were weird when she died.
18:00He'd already been under the funeral directors.
18:06Must have didn't tell me for two, four days she were dead.
18:11And he's going around now working like the Chief Mourner.
18:18I can't.
18:19I can't come home for you.
18:23I can't come home.
18:24What are you talking about?
18:26I'll pay you, you don't have to worry about it.
18:28I'm not coming back.
18:29Look, I know you're upset.
18:31I understand.
18:33But she was our mum.
18:35Now listen, you have to do this.
18:37Even if you're angry with her.
18:40Yeah?
18:42Trust me.
18:45You'll regret it.
18:45She fell down the fucking stairs while she was drunk.
18:50I'm not going to a funeral.
18:51You're positive.
19:13Like 100%.
19:14You were so reluctant before.
19:15What happened?
19:15Yeah, I just...
19:17I just made up my mind.
19:21Babe, I could kiss you.
19:22This is great news.
19:23I'm going to get on to the PR company,
19:25confirm all the interviews,
19:27and we're going to sort you out some lovely hotels.
19:29Okay.
19:29And will it just be you,
19:33or you're coming with Michael?
19:39Can I get back to you on that?
19:42Sure.
19:45Speak of the devil.
19:48Michael.
19:48Michael.
19:48Michael.
19:59I said I wanted to talk about something important.
20:05I know, I know.
20:06I just wanted to do something nice for you.
20:10It's still allowed, isn't it?
20:11Some bubbles.
20:13You may recognize this.
20:15Tasmania.
20:16Yeah, Tasmania's favorite.
20:19Oh!
20:19Ooh!
20:20That's great.
20:22Here we go.
20:23Ladies first.
20:25You get a nice big pour.
20:28Here we go.
20:28Thanks.
20:31Okay.
20:31And on a mask.
20:34There we go.
20:37Cheers, my love.
20:38Cheers.
20:39Cheers.
20:42Please, please.
20:43Yeah.
20:47Need a bit more of this, huh?
20:49Being a couple.
20:52I love you.
20:58I know.
21:04So you told Cass that you're doing the tour?
21:08Yes, I did.
21:10I was thinking,
21:11I am due a lot of leave.
21:17What if I came with you?
21:18That's what I wanted to talk about.
21:22Oh, really?
21:24You thought that too?
21:31No.
21:33Actually, I thought it might be a good idea for us to have some time apart.
21:36What if I came with you now?
21:42Alison.
21:45I want to do this on my own, Michael.
21:51What about Thea?
21:53And Stella, with everything she's been through.
21:57Stella's stronger than you think.
21:58It really doesn't matter how hard I try, does it?
22:16You've changed.
22:21Yes.
22:24I have.
22:25Stephen, you have to stop ringing me.
22:39I have to go.
22:42Who's that?
22:43Ah, a telemarketer.
22:45Did you get the steaks?
22:47I did.
22:48I did.
22:48Also got us a lovely bottle of red,
22:52so I thought we could, you know,
22:53put these on and
22:54try and have a nice night in.
23:00That is
23:01nice.
23:03Got your phone!
23:20I love you.
23:37I love you.
23:41I love you.
24:18Is there something you need to tell me?
24:32You sure you don't want something to eat?
24:34No, no, I'm fine. I'm all right.
24:37Well, you can stay here as long as you like, son, you know that.
24:40But you are going to have to sort it out eventually.
24:43Yeah, yeah, well...
24:45I don't know.
24:47Mum, did I ever get any letters?
24:55What?
24:56It was just Alison said that she sent me letters.
25:01Did they come here or are you now?
25:05Did you put them up for me or something?
25:07Mum?
25:13Oh, it was so long ago now, all of that.
25:20Mum, what did you do?
25:21You're my son.
25:32Wouldn't you do hope to protect your Alex?
25:34No, tell me that you didn't do that.
25:39I'm sorry, Dan.
25:44I did what I thought were best.
25:45She had a hold on you, that girl, and...
25:48Well, she broke your heart.
25:49I knew she would.
25:51I were right.
25:53It were better she were just gone.
25:56No, no, no.
25:56You had no right.
25:58Do you understand me?
25:59You had no right to do that.
26:01You couldn't even get to imagine what she'd gone through.
26:03I realise that now.
26:04I've even realised it at the time, but...
26:11I was scared of losing you.
26:16Well, where are they?
26:17Did you keep them?
26:19Mum?
26:24They would have made everything different.
26:26Like, my whole life.
26:28You were only kids.
26:30I didn't think...
26:31Yeah, you didn't think, did you?
26:32Dan!
26:33No, I was saying it, you didn't think!
26:36I mean, my whole life.
26:37Oh, Dan, I'm very sorry.
26:40Don't go.
26:41No.
26:41No.
26:42No.
26:42No.
26:43No.
26:43No, no.
26:50No.
26:50Come on.
27:20Come on.
27:50Come on.
27:52She didn't come, then?
27:57No.
28:00She didn't.
28:01I suppose it's a bit of a way for her.
28:10Where is she, Peter?
28:24Ireland.
28:27She's working in a bar in Dublin.
28:29Ireland?
28:33Yeah.
28:39Right.
28:42I have to get on, mate.
28:43I have my savings, and I'm selling all my records.
28:55You've been working for a long time on that American trip, son.
28:57But I'm worried over now.
28:59The flights are expensive, and even if they stay in a hostel...
29:01I'll lend you a few, Bob.
29:02You won't be short.
29:05You will?
29:06Yeah.
29:07You believe she's worth it, and so do I.
29:11Your mum will have to wait for a microwave, mind.
29:13Hey, hey, hey.
29:15Cheers, Dad.
29:16It's all right.
29:18Appreciate you.
29:19Have you heard from your brother?
29:31Yeah.
29:32He wants me to go home.
29:36What's your choice, Alison?
29:38Now, I'm sure Peter loves you, but you said it yourself.
29:41He's got to live his life.
29:43Because if you do go back there, he's going to feel like he needs to look after you, isn't he?
29:47Well, how's he going to do that when he's in the army?
29:54I don't know.
29:56Like, we always looked out for each other, but now, I mean, it's not like this is my long-term plan.
30:03I love it, but I don't even know anybody here.
30:07You're the first friend I've made, and you're going back to Australia.
30:09You're the greatest country you've ever been.
30:11You're beautiful when you do that.
30:20You should smile just like that on our wedding day.
30:28You barely know me.
30:30I know you.
30:31You're just like me.
30:33You travelled over here on your own, looking to see the world.
30:36You're fun, Alison Conner.
30:51Jesus Christ.
30:54I've been thinking, hear me out.
30:57My parents are really well connected.
31:01My dad's got me this internship at this hospital in Sydney.
31:04Well, I reckon he could get you something, and you would love Australia.
31:09I'd look after you there.
31:10Like, it is pretty far from Sheffield, but it would be a great adventure.
31:16I don't know.
31:17It feels cute.
31:19Yeah, and what about who's that woman you've been writing to?
31:21Is it Sheila?
31:23Yeah, well, wouldn't it be good to see her?
31:24It's a special journey.
31:25It feels cute.
31:25Yeah, well, wouldn't it be great to see her?
31:28What did she do?
31:29We're the bad man, you're my place
31:33So baby, you can rock and dance
31:36But I feel like I'm alone
31:59I feel like I'm alone
32:29Oh, so I'm delighted to hear from you
32:42Are you in Ireland?
32:44Is that right about, do you, eh?
32:46Travelling already?
32:47Yeah, I guess I got the bug
32:49That's why I'm ringing, really
32:51I've...
32:52Well, I've met somebody
32:54And he's Australian
32:56And he's suggested...
32:58No
32:59Are you coming out here?
33:02Would that be weird?
33:03Weird?
33:04Look, I'm getting the spare room ready as we speak
33:06It was just one night
33:15I was drunk
33:17And really upset about us
33:19And this work colleague of yours
33:21He offered you his penis to cry on, did he?
33:23It's not quite the same, is it?
33:25No, it's not the same cast
33:26I made a mistake
33:27Absolutely not the fucking same
33:28I didn't fly hard to wait
33:29Around the world to meet an ex
33:31That you've never told me about
33:32A woman that you've seemingly
33:33Not been able to get over
33:34For the past 20-odd fucking years
33:36Look, I'm sorry
33:43I think we just need to face up to it
33:46We've grown apart, Dan
33:49I don't know, I guess when Alex was there
33:53He was something that we were both focusing on
33:55But now, who are we?
33:57I mean, when was the last time we even had sex?
34:00I don't mean plain vanilla lights off
34:03Sex, I mean actual proper fucker
34:06That's why you went with him, was it?
34:08Proper lusty fucking sex
34:10Jesus Christ
34:11Come on
34:23I'm sorry
34:24I don't want it to be like this
34:26Okay
34:27I know you, Dan
34:34I'm not letting you use this as your get-up clause
34:38You're not as angry as your acting
34:42Your head is somewhere else
34:44It's on her
34:49Look, it doesn't matter
34:54Who's done what
34:55Who's right or wrong
34:56I wanted something different, too
35:01That's why I suggested the States
35:04That's why I
35:04Did what I did
35:09If we'd been happy
35:13It would never even have entered my mind
35:15But I meant something to you
35:18When you went to Australia
35:19And that's just facts
35:23So
35:30So
35:31So what are you saying?
35:33I think you know what I'm saying
35:34I love you, Dan
35:42I know you love me, too, but
35:46We're not in love anymore
35:50I'm not saying it doesn't hurt
35:59But we don't have to settle for this
36:02Yeah, I just
36:06I think I'm just
36:09You know, I just don't want to lose you, Kat
36:11You know, and I don't want to lose Alex
36:13And, you know, and I don't want to lose my life
36:16No, you're not going to lose your mind
36:18Sorry
36:20We're family
36:26Yeah
36:29We always agreed
36:36We would be on the same team
36:38We'd make plans together
36:41You know, decide things together
36:43You agreed
36:44You made the decisions
36:46You just let me think I was making them, too
36:48Excuse me?
36:52It's about control
36:53I see that now
36:55What are you talking about?
36:58Michael has a way of doing things
37:00Where he talks to you
37:01As though you're already on the same page
37:03Like, recently I said I had to talk to him
37:05About something important
37:06And he ambushed me with champagne
37:09And crudité
37:10So I'd be on the back foot
37:12Sorry, I forgot
37:13My wife doesn't like romance
37:14He's a wing clipper
37:15He shuts me down
37:17Are you kidding me?
37:18I practically had to beg you
37:19To come here for a second session
37:21So that we could talk
37:22If anything, you're shutting me down
37:24Michael doesn't make me do anything
37:27And yet I always seem to end up
37:29Doing exactly as he pleases
37:30Like with Sheffield, for instance
37:32I should have gone back
37:33To resolve things
37:34But he was too afraid
37:35That he'd lose me
37:36How do you come out
37:36With the stupidest things sometimes?
37:39Maybe we need to take a short break
37:40I'm sorry
37:41This was his idea
37:43I should have been honest
37:45From the start
37:46I need a break
37:54From this marriage
37:55I'm done
37:57Why don't you just be honest
37:59With us, Alison
38:00This isn't about me
38:01It's the old boyfriend
38:03The one you fucked
38:06The last time you abandoned
38:07Your family
38:08Fuck off, Michael
38:12Fuck off, Michael
38:42What do you think?
38:47Oh my God
38:53I can't anyways
38:54What am I supposed to say?
38:57Oh my God
38:58My God
38:58My mouth
39:03I'm really heavy
39:04What's that you took over?
39:06I'll eat
39:07I'll eat
39:08I bet you miss home comforts like this, eh?
39:18Oh, well, Sheila's always getting stuff sent over, thank you
39:21She loves serving me heart attacks on a plate
39:24Of course
39:26Sheila, how is she?
39:29She's, well, she's good
39:31She's, um, cookie as anything
39:33She was asking after you, actually
39:36I can't believe it, eh?
39:41Three whole weeks
39:42Well, some of it in London
39:45Oh, well, we'll come down and see you if you like
39:47Won't we, Peter?
39:49I'd love that
39:49Yeah
39:50Are you two okay if I nip out to work?
39:55Oh, yeah
39:56Yeah, we'll be fine, won't we, love?
39:57Yeah, of course
39:58Lovely to meet you, Alison
39:59Oh, you too
40:00Oh
40:01Peter's always talking about you
40:04I feel like I know you already
40:06Oh, well, I can see how happy you both are
40:08And I really hope that I get to know you more
40:11Yeah, of course
40:12See you later
40:15Take care
40:17Yeah, you too
40:18Peter is lovely
40:27Bye, he's blessed
40:28Can't believe he is in uni now
40:38Ah, yes
40:39And Stella's almost ready to leave the nest
40:42Mm-hmm
40:44You did well with them girls
40:48Thank you
40:55Well, see, yeah, she's never been any trouble
40:57But Stella, she's, um
41:00Well, Stella's Stella
41:02She's not without her problems
41:04Peter, I'm sorry
41:17Peter, I'm sorry
41:17I'm sorry
41:18Oh, my God
41:19What do you have to be sorry for?
41:21No
41:21It shouldn't have been more of a living
41:25No
41:26Oh, I wish
41:27Wish I had made you feel more welcome to come and visit
41:30I wish I'd
41:32I dealt with things differently back then
41:35You're here now, Alan
41:37That's all that matters
41:38What happened
41:45To bring this all on now
41:49I don't know
41:58Son
42:00It's been building
42:03This tension between Michael and I
42:06And then
42:10Well, I had, um
42:13Had a blast from the past
42:16And
42:17And it shook me
42:21What was a blast from the past?
42:25Oh, just
42:26Just somebody I used to know
42:28Wouldn't be called Daniel, would we?
42:36What makes you say that?
42:42Took him a long time to get over you
42:44And I figured
42:49Went looking for you that first time
42:51He'd try again
42:54What do you mean the first time?
43:01He was broken, I just
43:02And I told him he'd gone
43:05The next thing I heard
43:09He booked a ticket to Dublin
43:10And
43:11He was there for a few days
43:13He'd come back without you
43:15And
43:15And you never mentioned that
43:19So
43:19I don't know
43:21I just
43:22I wonder
43:28I wonder
43:28If he ever really got over you
43:30He followed me
43:33He never even replied to the letters
43:38He
43:38He never said anything
43:41He was a good lad
43:45It's rare to love somebody
43:49That was so young
43:50Do you mind if I pop out for a little bit?
44:03Not at all
44:03I'll be back
44:04I'll sleep in here
44:06Beautiful dreamer
44:12Wake unto me
44:15Starlight and dewdrops
44:19Are waiting for thee
44:22If misery walked
44:26It just keeps a break, man
44:30Your marriage is over
44:32Cry me a river
44:33Cry you a river?
44:34What, you been taking counsel at letters or something?
44:37It's been coming, son
44:38That's all I'm saying
44:39It's no surprise, is it?
44:43I love you, Katra
44:44Don't get me wrong
44:45Because you were never really the one
44:48Bloody hell
44:50It looks like everybody knows more about me life than I do
44:52Dad, can I ask you something?
45:00Hmm?
45:02Did you
45:03Know about the letters
45:05That Alison wrote back then?
45:09And my mum tucked him in the bin
45:10Before I could see him
45:11No, I did not
45:16Your mum's a wonder, son
45:22But she is prone to acting
45:25Before she thinks
45:27What can I say?
45:31She didn't know I offered you alone to go to Ireland
45:34It's a long time ago, put it behind you
45:36Seems like there's some things you can't move on from
45:44You know what my biggest regret is
45:49Is that I just didn't fight for her
45:55Alison, I mean
46:00Yeah
46:01She had such a hard life
46:06And nobody fought for her
46:08You're looking down the barrel of a divorce
46:14And still thinking about your first love
46:16I should be telling you something
46:18Yeah, well, she's married now, isn't she?
46:24Happily
46:24Yeah
46:25I mean, to be honest, if her rights were
46:29It's too soon for all that
46:34I need time to, you know
46:35Be miserable?
46:36Yes
46:37That I'd be miserable
46:38Thank you
46:39Anyway, I'm drunk at you
46:44Not drunk enough
46:45Come on
46:47Let's go to a pub
46:49You can pine for the love of your life
46:51With a proper pint in front of you
47:06Sorry, Mom
47:36You can pine for the love of your life
48:06You can pine for the love of your life
48:36Hello, Mrs. O'Toole
48:43Alison
48:46Will you best come in?
48:54Thank you
48:55Thank you
48:57Is tea okay?
49:06Hey, Alison
49:06Yeah
49:07Thanks
49:08You've changed your hair
49:13Obviously, the sun suits you
49:15Oh, well
49:16It took me a few years to adjust
49:17You sound like one of them and all, don't you?
49:23Shall I put it for you?
49:25Oh, yeah
49:25Thanks
49:26So, um, you're just, uh, back to promote your book?
49:37Yes
49:37Milk?
49:39Please
49:39Tell me when
49:41Ah, that's perfect
49:43Sugar
49:44Yeah
49:44And you're married
49:51I am
49:52Yeah
49:52You've got kids
49:54I have two
49:55I have two girls
49:56Oh
49:56Yeah, been busy
49:57I have been busy, yeah
49:59It's crazy you remember it now with Daniel after all this time
50:07Well, he meant a lot to me
50:12You were so young
50:17How old were you and Bill when you got together?
50:26Well
50:27That were different times, wouldn't it?
50:31Just
50:31Deaf kids
50:32I'm staying with my brother
50:39Peter
50:40How?
50:41He told me that, uh, Daniel came looking for me
50:44After I had left
50:45I think when
50:59You know, when you have kids
51:02You just
51:05You want to do anything
51:07To protect them
51:09You want them to have the
51:12The very best of things
51:15Can I just say, Alison
51:29I am so very sorry
51:35I am
51:38About all of it
51:42There were problems back then
51:48You were being a good mom
51:52But I'd very much
52:01Like to talk to Daniel now
52:12Just saying
52:20I know things, son
52:22I know, Dad
52:24You're always just saying
52:26You have one shot at life
52:27Yeah, okay, yeah
52:28Thank you
52:28Let me finish
52:29You pay made a mess of things when you were kids
52:32I'm not saying either of you wasted your life
52:35You made the best of it
52:37But it hasn't worked out
52:39Oh, well, thanks for that, Dad
52:42You're not kids anymore, that's what I mean
52:46It's like my pigeons
52:49We all make our way home eventually
52:52It's just taken you longer
52:56She's your home, son
53:02Hiya
53:20Hey, I was just going to say
53:23I booked somewhere for dinner
53:24We can eat dinner
53:25If you need a bit more time
53:26Oh, yeah, that'd be great
53:29Um
53:30I just have something to do
53:33Uh, first, or
53:34Or not
53:37I can't decide
53:38Where are you?
53:41I'm standing out the front of a pub
53:44Deliberating whether or not to go in
53:47Oh, huh
53:48You know, if you're off to drink
53:49It's not a good idea to go to a pub
53:51Oh, Christ, no
53:52I'm not
53:53I'm not like our mom
53:55No, there's just, uh
53:58Somebody inside I want to talk to
54:01Somebody?
54:06Daniel
54:06Ah, I don't want you going then
54:09Because I think he might be with his wife
54:14And I've got nowhere to check
54:17Because he, uh
54:19Ah, I think he blocked my phone number
54:21All right
54:22There's a lot to unpack there
54:25Can I give you some advice?
54:28Yeah, I wish you would
54:29Life's too short, I have regrets
54:33But love is worth fighting for
54:36Ha
54:37You old poet
54:39Don't lie on the way
54:41Bye, love
54:43Dad, dad, dad
55:12Have a good day
55:13Love is great
55:15Bye, bye
55:16Bye, love
55:26Bye, love
55:27Bye, love
55:29Bye
55:31ども
55:33I don't know
55:34I
55:35,-
55:37Bye
55:38Hello
55:39I
55:39I called this here to go.
56:09I called this here to go.
56:39I called this here to go.
57:09I called this here to go.
57:17I called this here to go.
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