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  • 7/4/2025
Mix Tape - Season 1 Episode 3 - Full
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00:00It's the same school together.
00:02Me and Katia are just in a bit of a weird space, I know.
00:05Well, I've only been gone a few days.
00:08I still missed you.
00:09For God's sake, does it matter if we do this trip now or are we doing next year?
00:12Yes, it actually matters to me.
00:14Fucking brilliant.
00:15I've made up my mind.
00:17Mum, I want to have a termination.
00:19Oh, sweetheart.
00:23What's wrong?
00:25What's me, John?
00:26It's because she dumped you, isn't it?
00:28You took it out on him.
00:30He's your son.
00:31And he's...
00:32Martin!
00:33Is twice the man your brother or father will ever be.
00:36No, I, er...
00:38I found her on Facebook.
00:40For Christ's sake, Dan.
00:42Ask her what bloody happened, it's decades ago.
00:45Peter.
00:51Peter!
00:58He's supposed to be-
01:00Pres Nós
01:04Headed two
01:05Loan
01:07Canva
01:08Punkt
01:09Power
01:11Butter
01:12Bot
01:13T
01:17Put
01:18Left
01:19keyword
01:20Plant
01:21Pot
01:22Talent
01:24She drives me crazy, she drives me crazy
01:31Gonna take her for a ride on the beach, yeah, fine
01:41Hey, sweetheart
01:44Hi
01:46Now I know where your phone was off
01:49This is your surprise
01:51What?
01:52You're here
01:53In New York
01:54Yeah, I heard the foreign dial tone
01:57No, Kat, no, no, I'm not, I'm not in New York
02:00You're not?
02:02Okay, sorry, I thought that maybe you...
02:05No, I'm in, er, I'm in Sydney
02:08What?
02:11You're where?
02:12All right, listen, just bear with me, all right?
02:15Look, er, I spoke to some publishers about the book idea, right?
02:19And they, they love it, right?
02:21They really love it, so they're offering me six-month pay to live in New Zealand
02:24Not here now for six months, obviously, but...
02:26You know, look, I've just come out here to meet Jack Leonard and...
02:30Listen, you know, you wanted to travel, so I'm thinking, what if we did New Zealand for six months?
02:35Are you serious?
02:36Yeah, yeah, I thought this, I thought this might actually be some good news
02:40Good news?
02:42I asked you to come to the States with me for a few weeks
02:46I asked you to leave this book idea until next year
02:48And in the interim, you decide to move to New Zealand for six months and hop on a plane to...
02:55Yeah, why are you in Sydney?
02:58I mean, I couldn't get a direct flight to New Zealand, could I?
03:02Anyway, listen, I haven't agreed to do anything yet, all right?
03:05Obviously, there's a lot to discuss
03:07Do you know what, Kat?
03:10I did, I thought you might actually be happy about this
03:13Happy?
03:15Why?
03:16Well, you know, this is, this is a win-win situation
03:20Right? I get, I get to do what I love and
03:22I'm gonna earn plenty of money and I get to give you what you want, which is to travel, right?
03:29No?
03:34Look, I'm sorry, sweetheart
03:37I don't know, I just thought this might be a, a nice surprise
03:41Dan, just...
03:45Fuck off
03:51Ryan
04:11Sales are looking excellent in all quarters and they're now talking about a second reprint
04:26But the big news is...
04:28England
04:29The publishers are really keen, Alison
04:33What?
04:34Yeah, they've got interest from BBC regionals for interviews
04:37The One Show
04:38There's an art show on Sky and that's just the PR
04:40Cass, I said I wasn't sure about England
04:42I know, I know
04:43But this is big, babe
04:45They're talking about flying you first class
04:47Five-star hotels
04:49Do you know how many authors get that treatment?
04:51I have to at least see what they're offering
04:53Come on
04:54Look, I know you get nervous about publicity at the best of times and throw in your hometown too
05:04I get it, Al
05:05You don't get it
05:08What?
05:10You don't get it
05:14Pizza!
05:17Help!
05:18Help!
05:19Help!
05:20Help!
05:21Somebody help!
05:22Help!
05:23Help!
05:24Help!
05:25Help!
05:26Move!
05:27Move!
05:28Give her a knife!
05:29Give her a knife!
05:41What?
05:42Alison!
05:43What happened?
05:44All right
05:45All right
05:46All right
05:47Oh my god!
05:57Oh my god!
05:58Oh my god!
05:59Jesus Christ!
06:01What's he gonna do?
06:02Peter!
06:05Get an ambulance!
06:07Get an ambulance!
06:12Hey, it's okay
06:13He was deprived of oxygen for a couple of minutes at least.
06:32It's possible there may be brain damage, but given how quickly you got to him, I'm hopeful.
06:38All in all, it could have been a lot to us. Two or three more minutes.
06:47We'll bring him around from the induced coma in the next 24 hours and we'll see where we're at.
06:59Is he gonna be okay?
07:03I don't know, do I?
07:05I mean, she said something about taking him out of his coma and they'll see.
07:08For God's sake, did she ask when?
07:10Don't snap at me. I couldn't understand a word she was saying.
07:15No, I'm just saying...
07:18I want somebody to explain.
07:22I need a drink.
07:29Of course you do.
07:33Go on, go.
07:36We don't need you here.
07:38You don't give a toss about him or me.
07:41That monster Martin Baxter did this and still you chose him over your own son.
07:45This is your fault. Of course you'd make it all about you.
07:49Go and get your drink.
08:15So, are you ready now with Duncan later?
08:24No.
08:25You've been in every night this week.
08:28Studying.
08:30Moping, more like.
08:33What do you want, Mum?
08:35I'm either out too much or I'm in too much.
08:37I just don't like seeing you down.
08:40You should be out having fun seeing girls.
08:44I have a girlfriend.
08:46Yeah.
08:47Who didn't bother to show up to your gig thingy last week and...
08:51You saved all your money for it.
08:53And she hasn't shown a face here since.
08:56Come on, son.
08:59Have some pride.
09:02We'll see you next time.
09:13We'll see you next time.
09:15Well done.
09:16Go on, son.
09:17Go on, son.
09:19Go on, son.
09:21Go on, son.
09:23Go on.
09:24Go on, son.
09:25Go on, son.
09:26Go on, son.
09:27Go on.
09:28You're the best.
09:29Your love is still on me
09:33Oh, come on, my sweetness
09:38Don't you cry
09:41Living here hasn't been easy for a while
09:48I put away my old shoes and say goodbye
09:55Cause something is for us tonight
10:02Yeah, I'm leaving on the next train
10:08That's flowing right on the bend
10:11And I'll be there by the morning
10:15And I won't be back again
10:19Cause I've just seen the ending to our story
10:24Where something is
10:28Yeah, something is
10:31Yeah, something is
10:36With us tonight
10:38I'm going away to the station in the rain
11:00I'm sorry, sweetness
11:05There's nothing more to say
11:09Alison
11:10Hey
11:11You've been out for days
11:15Stomach bug
11:17It's that way you blew me out on Saturday
11:19The gig
11:21Oh, God, I'm...
11:24I'm so sorry
11:25I'm not letting you do this
11:29Do what?
11:30I know when you're shutting me out
11:32Right, I'm not gonna...
11:34I'm not gonna make you talk to me
11:36Not now, but...
11:37When you're ready
11:40I'm here for you
11:43I'm not going anywhere
11:49I'm not going anywhere
11:59I'm not going anywhere
12:01But...
12:02I'm not going anywhere
12:05But it's actually
12:10I love you, too.
12:40I love you, too.
13:10I love you, too.
13:40Oh, just in case you decide to run off again.
13:46I'm sorry.
13:47Oh, that's fine.
13:51Can I get you anything to drink?
13:53Yeah.
13:54Yeah, I'll...
13:56Have a beer, please.
13:57I'll have a sparkling water, thanks, with some lemon.
14:01Sure.
14:01Yeah.
14:02Great, thanks.
14:07Okay.
14:07Yeah?
14:08So, this is...
14:10This is mad.
14:11This is mad.
14:12No, it's crazy, isn't it?
14:16It's, um...
14:17How are you?
14:19How have you been?
14:20I've been good.
14:20Yeah, no, I have.
14:21I've been great.
14:22Good.
14:22You?
14:23Yeah, really good.
14:25And, uh, you're married?
14:26Do you have...
14:27Do you have kids?
14:28Yes.
14:28Yeah, yeah, one kid.
14:30Yeah, yeah.
14:30Alex, well, not so much a kid anymore.
14:33He's, like, this big.
14:35Uh-huh.
14:36Back to Martini.
14:37Really?
14:37Did they come with you?
14:38You're...
14:39Is your wife here?
14:39No, she's, uh, she's an American.
14:44Ah.
14:44Yeah.
14:45And you're in...
14:47You're in Sheffield?
14:48Yeah.
14:48Yeah, yeah.
14:49Ah.
14:50Yeah, still there.
14:51Yeah.
14:53So, did you ever end up doing that America trip to see all the bands?
15:01No.
15:02No.
15:03No.
15:09Can I get you guys anything else?
15:17Yeah, um...
15:18I think I'm okay, actually.
15:21Yeah?
15:21Yeah, just a check.
15:23Okay, yeah, please.
15:24Yeah, thanks.
15:29Alison, look, um, should we talk?
15:35What?
15:36Aren't we talking?
15:37No, yeah, it's just, you know, like, more the fact that, you know, one minute you were
15:46there and then you weren't.
15:52That was...
15:53God, that was so long ago, Dan.
15:57Yeah.
15:58Yeah, I know.
16:01It's just...
16:03Yeah.
16:04What happened?
16:07Oh, come on, can't you tell me now, even after all these years?
16:15Part of my life is over, Dan.
16:23I, um...
16:24Yeah, I gotta...
16:27I gotta get going.
16:29Oh, come on.
16:30What did you think we would talk about?
16:32I don't know, Dan.
16:38I mean, this is just a catch-up, isn't it?
16:40That's what old friends do.
16:41They just catch up.
16:43I am old friends.
16:45I...
16:45I'm sorry.
16:50I do...
16:50I do have to go.
16:52Um...
16:52It was good to see you.
16:55Yeah, you too.
16:56Yeah, good luck with your book.
16:58All right, thanks.
16:58I'd rather you just let me die than make me keep listening to this shit.
17:26Peter.
17:27Too soon.
17:33I'm sorry.
17:38It's just...
17:39It's just what you do, isn't it?
17:47Can I get you anything?
17:52You don't have to take care of me.
17:54Yes, I do.
17:59You can't stay here, Peter.
18:01You should go back on the booze and that fuck-up will be around again.
18:07I'm not going anywhere.
18:08But you will be.
18:18I've, er...
18:18I've opened a savings account for you.
18:24What?
18:25You've what?
18:25Like, two more years left in school.
18:29But I want you to get out of here.
18:32You hear me?
18:33You'll have the cash.
18:37I'm not going without you.
18:41Half the men around here are going into the arm now.
18:43You can get out of here, too.
18:44I'm not leaving you alone.
18:53Right, I'll go get us something for tea.
18:58Anything in particular?
18:59Do you want?
18:59Do you want?
19:02A pint.
19:06It's in a can-bo soup it is.
19:12I'll...
19:13get someone for Mum.
19:15We're going to get you something more than that.
19:23We're all picking.
19:24Look at that.
19:25Look at that bum.
19:26I love it.
19:27I love it.
19:29I'm good.
19:30Oh, can I get more bags of chips, please?
19:31Did I get two bags of chips?
19:34Come on.
19:35There you are, love.
19:37I'm going chips and then I'm going into town.
19:41Come on with me.
19:42I'll make you two.
19:42Oh.
19:43You are a good girl, aren't you?
19:48Taking such good care of me.
19:49There's my kitty cat.
19:54Here you go.
19:54Come here, you.
19:55What are you doing?
19:56I'm getting me a kiss, aren't I?
19:58Come on, darling.
19:59Where's the party?
20:01I'm going nowhere with you.
20:03Excuse me?
20:05You heard me.
20:07You think you're coming round mine after what you did?
20:10What did I do?
20:11Let's go, Mum.
20:12Get off me.
20:12How dare you go round saying things about my son.
20:16What are you talking about, woman?
20:18I bloody saved him, didn't I?
20:20Use as fuck could even hang himself right.
20:23Piss off, Martin Baxter.
20:26You and your bad breath and your tiny dick.
20:28LAUGHTER
20:29You're drunk.
20:33Oh, yeah.
20:35I'll see you later.
20:37And you can apologise to me.
20:39Oh, yeah.
20:39Yeah.
20:40Nobody gets to slag off my kids.
20:43Fuck him.
20:44Go on home, love.
20:46Go on home.
20:46I feel like celebrating.
20:49Yay!
20:49Yay!
20:52Woo!
20:52Woo!
20:52Woo!
20:52Bye, Mum.
20:55I like the pretty area like a dad, you like.
20:58Nothing different.
20:59Well, that's besides the point.
21:00You don't get to decide whether she travels for work.
21:02I didn't say I decided that, guys.
21:04Well, it freaking sounds like it.
21:04Sorry, I don't tell my wife what to do, OK?
21:06Oh, don't you?
21:07No.
21:07What is going on?
21:09I can hear you guys from outside.
21:11Just a little disagreement.
21:13I said you weren't too keen on going to England.
21:16OK, well...
21:19Cass, I did tell you that.
21:21Jesus Christ.
21:22So that's not what you said, Michael.
21:24You said, if I cared about Alison, I wouldn't ask her to go.
21:29And I do care about you.
21:31And if you really don't want to go, that's fine.
21:33You just tell me that and I'll make it go away.
21:37Just give me a call when you've made up your mind.
21:41OK?
21:42OK.
21:43And I suggest you do that by yourself.
21:47I'll see you later.
21:48Sorry.
21:49Well, it's nice seeing you, Cass.
21:54Did you hear the way she spoke to me?
21:57You might have to part ways with that woman, Al.
21:59Oh, don't be ridiculous.
22:01We've got enough of our own stuff to deal with at the moment.
22:04This stuff with Stella.
22:05I mean, we really fucked up there, Al.
22:08We or I?
22:11We?
22:12Of course we.
22:13Jesus Christ.
22:18Got it.
22:22Oh, man.
22:23I just wish you'd see me as your partner.
22:35It's like all this stuff with Cass, you know?
22:38She looks like she wrote that book herself.
22:40And here she is pushing you to write another one when she knows you're not good at this publishing stuff.
22:44She's not pushing me into anything.
22:46I signed a two-book deal.
22:47I know, I know, I know.
22:48But you know she's doing it for the money.
22:51It's not like we need it.
22:53Why do you always make a point of saying we don't need the money?
22:57I don't do that.
22:58When do I do that?
22:58You do do that.
23:00Ever since my book was published.
23:02That'd be stupid.
23:05Stupid?
23:06Yeah.
23:08You're being stupid.
23:10Alison, where are you going?
23:18Alison!
23:23Hi, this is Dan.
23:24Leave a message.
23:26Hey, Dan.
23:28It's Alison.
23:30Um, look, I'm sorry for how we left things today.
23:35Would you perhaps have some time to meet with me tonight?
23:39Hey.
23:55Hey.
23:56I'm sorry to message you so late.
23:58Are you leaving?
23:59I was going to try and catch the next flight.
24:02I know this is so crazy, but do you think you might stay a little while longer?
24:06Yeah.
24:09If you want me, sir.
24:17Get in.
24:18You should chew some music, it's a bit of a dime.
24:44All right.
25:14All right.
25:21All right.
25:28All right.
25:55Hello?
25:56Hi, sweetheart.
25:57Hi, Mom.
25:58You'll be okay for a couple of days.
26:00Yeah, I'll be fine.
26:02Dad's in a mood.
26:04You've been slamming doors all night.
26:07Is this because of me?
26:09No.
26:10Not at all, darling.
26:12I just needed a bit of a break.
26:14That's all.
26:15I'll be back soon.
26:17Take as long as you want, Mom.
26:19Okay.
26:20Love you.
26:21I love you.
26:25Wow.
26:26This is nice.
26:28Yeah.
26:29That's beautiful, isn't it?
26:32Well, that was a really great conversation we just had.
26:37Sorry.
26:38It's just fuzzy jet lag.
26:40It's okay.
26:41Yeah, everything's just, you know, a little bit fuzzy right now.
26:45That's all right.
26:46I'm glad you got some rest.
26:52I thought I heard a car.
26:54Um, Sheila, this is Dan, my old friend from Sheffield.
26:59Hey, up.
27:00Hey.
27:01And Dan, this is Sheila.
27:02She was our next-door navel when I was a kid.
27:04I didn't realise the mouth of Sheffield had moved out here.
27:08What?
27:09Just the right half, love?
27:10Yeah, of course.
27:11Of course.
27:12Of course.
27:13Oh, honey.
27:15Oh.
27:16Do you want a cup of tea?
27:18Yes.
27:19That would be great.
27:29Are you gonna ask?
27:33Well, no.
27:34None of my business.
27:36They won't be in your way.
27:42You're never in my way.
27:44Come on.
27:46I'm surprised that you never mentioned that you're such a patch.
27:52So, how's your baby?
27:59Stella.
28:01Well, she...
28:05She went to the clinic.
28:07Well, she knew she would.
28:09Oh, my luck.
28:11You know, it's...
28:13The whole life of the best.
28:15Yeah.
28:18You know, I like his face.
28:24He's kind.
28:27Boy.
28:28Yeah.
28:31Yeah.
28:33So, why did you come back from it?
28:54You're right.
28:56I owe you an explanation.
29:00Maybe you don't.
29:03Maybe I've got no right to ask.
29:14Wow.
29:15This place.
29:16I mean, it's stunning.
29:18Stunning.
29:19Isn't it?
29:20Yeah.
29:21You know, I can imagine you living here.
29:22Really?
29:23Yeah.
29:24As opposed to in the city.
29:26It's where...
29:29Michael's work is.
29:31Michael's your husband?
29:34Yeah.
29:38Where does he think you are now?
29:43Can...
29:44Can we not talk about it?
29:47I feel like I can breathe out here.
30:08So long after I left, I'm...
30:13I couldn't breathe.
30:16Well, Sheffield...
30:26Okay, fine.
30:28Were it because Peter joined the army?
30:30No, I went to your house afterwards.
30:35So I did...
30:38I did see where you were living.
30:42And I saw what you were dealing with.
30:48You know, Peter told me that you were thinking of signing up.
30:51And so I figured you just got the hell out of Dodge.
30:54I know you were like a dad to you, so I get it, but...
31:07You know, it's...
31:08For me, it hurt.
31:13Yeah, it hurt, you know, but you...
31:17You couldn't tell me.
31:20You couldn't talk to me about it.
31:24I didn't leave because he was joining the army.
31:35I left so he would join.
31:54I left.
31:54I was just a third.
31:56I left.
31:57I left.
31:59The phone?
32:00I left.
32:01The phone?
32:02The phone?
32:03The phone?
32:06I left.
32:07The phone?
32:08I left.
32:09No.
32:11No.
32:12It's not very dangerous.
32:13The phone.
32:15I left.
32:16I left.
32:17I was in the house.
32:18Thick.
32:20No, no.
32:21Where is she?
32:28She's not home yet.
32:31Oh, she better not be with some other fella.
32:35Look, if she apologises,
32:39we'll say no more about it.
32:42Oh.
32:52He's in your room, is he?
32:55Makes sense.
33:05Sit with Kel up.
33:09I need to sleep.
33:12We've been through the wars.
33:15Me and you, aren't we, little Ollie?
33:18But we can still have a cup.
33:23We'll stick some music on,
33:25if you don't want to talk.
33:27Go on.
33:29Put one of your tapes on.
33:35Oh, yeah.
33:37We don't want to wake you, brother.
33:42You're a good little sister, are you?
33:46Don't watch that.
33:48You can't protect him.
33:52His life's gonna be hell.
33:54It would've been better if we just left him.
33:57I just need to...
33:58Go over.
33:59Hey.
34:03Where are you going?
34:04Just going.
34:05Hey.
34:06Hey.
34:07Your whole family owes me.
34:09You fucking owe me.
34:10You fucking owe me.
34:12Your whole family owes me.
34:13Your whole family owes me.
34:16You fucking owe me.
34:18Your whole family owes me.
34:20You fucking owe me.
34:33I couldn't even speak.
34:50And afterwards I didn't tell anybody.
35:10I know it wasn't my fault.
35:19I left that night.
35:24I had to go.
35:28I'll leave everything behind.
35:33Sheffield.
35:36My family.
35:43I'm sorry.
35:52I'm sorry.
36:02I'm sorry.
36:11I'm sorry.
36:21I'm sorry.
36:33I'm sorry.
36:38I'm sorry.
36:54I'm sorry.
37:07I'm sorry.
37:23I was never much of a woman for that company.
37:42And by that I mean, like, men, you know?
37:48Oh, fuck it.
37:49I suppose you could say I was a bit of a lezer.
37:51A bit?
37:52OK.
37:53I'm not sure you can say that word anymore.
37:55What?
37:56If I'm a lezer, sure I can say.
37:58I'll tell you what, that could not have been easy in Sheffield in the 70s.
38:01No, no.
38:02There wasn't.
38:03By the time I got here in the 80s, look, suburban Australia might not have been like the bastion
38:12of progression, but there's fuck all people here to bother me.
38:17Yeah.
38:18Oh, fuck all Fanny too, I imagine.
38:20You're so...
38:22Sorry, sorry, sorry.
38:28Don't encourage her.
38:29Sorry, sorry, sorry.
38:30Where'd you hold him, eh?
38:31Oh, my God.
38:32How much whiskey have you had?
38:34Oh, fuck.
38:35Enough to send me the bird.
38:37Oh, maybe not.
38:42You know what?
38:43Just a little splash.
38:44I've got to say, the couch is really not that comfy, but the bed in your room is a double.
38:53Oh!
38:54Well, excuse me.
38:55I think it's time to say goodnight.
38:59Oh, my God.
39:00Good night, Sheila.
39:01Goodnight.
39:07So did you never tell Peter what happened?
39:31He'd have killed him.
39:34So you just went through all that on your own?
39:37Yeah.
39:38Yeah.
39:39I was used to doing it alone.
39:44Yeah.
39:47Oh, yeah.
39:48I see that now.
39:54I want to kill him too.
40:07He, he.
40:08Oh, yeah.
40:09Yeah.
40:10Oh, yeah.
40:11Yeah.
40:12Yeah.
40:13Yeah.
40:14Yeah.
40:15Yeah.
40:16Yeah, yeah, yeah.
40:17Like, if you do this, you have to, come to the person.
40:19Go.
40:20You, you, you.
40:22Yeah, yeah.
40:24Alright.
40:25Yeah, yeah, yeah.
40:26Yeah, yeah.
40:27Yeah, yeah.
40:28Yeah, yeah.
40:29Yeah, yeah, yeah.
40:32Yeah, yeah.
43:03Ah, he's awake.
43:13He is, he's up.
43:14Sorry.
43:16No.
43:18Jet lag excuse.
43:19Okay.
43:20Again.
43:21Do you want some coffee?
43:21Yeah, please.
43:22Perfect, thank you.
43:28Yeah, I'll put some toast on.
43:29Yeah, go on.
43:34Right, so what's the plan?
43:35Have you got to get back today?
43:37Uh, yeah, no plan really, but it's probably for the best.
43:47It's a bit stressful at the moment with, you know, Michael.
43:52We're in a bit of a weird place.
43:55Right.
43:56Yeah, ever since I, my book was published.
44:03Why, what does he do?
44:05He's a surgeon.
44:07What, is he threatened?
44:08Hmm.
44:09I don't know.
44:10I don't know.
44:10I don't think so.
44:12Well, maybe.
44:15Is that what, is that what happened with you guys?
44:17Why, what do you mean?
44:19With your separation.
44:20Well, I'm not separated.
44:25You're not?
44:27No.
44:28No, why'd you say that?
44:30Oh, well, you, well, didn't, you said that your wife lived in America.
44:37No, I don't, no, I didn't say that.
44:39I said she's in America.
44:40I mean, she's in America because she's working.
44:42I mean, you're all right.
45:02I, I slept in your arms last night.
45:09Yeah.
45:11Yeah, yeah, I know.
45:12Oh, you, you've, you're married too, right?
45:23Does she know you're here?
45:26Yeah, I mean, does, does your husband?
45:28I'm sorry, I'm, it's just, I thought, I thought that you, uh, you came here for me.
45:54I, I, I did, I did.
45:58Well, I, I came here for some answers, I suppose.
46:01You know, you lived a pretty great hole in my life, Alyssa.
46:04Okay, now you have your answers, that's what, you, you're done.
46:08Dan, Dan, I've never, I've never told anybody what happened to me.
46:21I mean, not even Peter, and it has caused, it is such a mess.
46:25I mean, we barely even talk.
46:29That's what matters to me that I told you that, that, that I felt like I could.
46:33Yeah, it does, it does matter.
46:35It does matter.
46:37Now, I'm glad that you did, it's just, you know, I wish, I wish that you had told me years ago.
46:43Why, you never asked.
46:44Well, how could I ask?
46:45You could have replied.
46:46To what?
46:47To the letters.
46:48God damn it, it's, it doesn't matter.
46:56When you started to message me, I realized that I can't remember the last time I smiled.
47:05And properly, just for me.
47:18What are you saying, Al?
47:21I don't know, I, I know it's crazy.
47:27But, but when you said you were here, I, I got anxious because you wanted to know everything.
47:35And then suddenly it felt like this weight lifted off my shoulders.
47:39And then it got me thinking.
47:42What if this life had been us?
47:48What if we had built a life together?
47:50Build a family?
47:55God, Daniel.
47:58How did you want this to play out?
48:02Did you not think that this might happen?
48:04That we, we might see each other and that there might be something there?
48:07I don't know, I don't know, do I?
48:08I don't know, I didn't think, obviously.
48:11Right, I just, I came across your book and then I just knew that I, that I wanted to get in touch, that's it.
48:18And now.
48:27Wow.
48:30I, I, I need a minute.
48:41What am I doing?
48:42Okay.
48:50Okay.
48:52Okay.
49:02Who the fuck are you?
49:03Oh, uh, Michael.
49:09Right, it's nice to meet you, mate.
49:11I'm an old friend of Alison's.
49:27It's time to get home.
49:30Listen, look, she hasn't done anything wrong.
49:32I'm talking to my wife.
49:33That's not what you think.
49:39Isn't it?
49:43Al, you're my wife, and I love you.
49:52And that's why I'm standing here,
49:57dying from the fucking shame of all this,
50:00and asking you to come home with me.
50:07Al, please.
50:12Come home to your daughter.
50:13Let's go.
50:30Hey, Alison.
50:40It's like you said.
50:42We're both married.
50:43What?
50:54Oh, he's the king of twats.
50:59And she's a frog in boiling water and has been a long time.
51:03But, mate, you better put yourself in his shoes.
51:11She needs time.
51:14Maybe you do, too.
51:16Nothing happened.
51:28You say so.
51:28I swear.
51:29Really, Ali?
51:31What, you just stay up all night holding hands, did you?
51:34Talking about the good old days.
51:36If they were so good, why were you running away from him?
51:42Why did I have to save you?
51:44You think you saved me?
51:46Oh, come on, Ali.
51:48You were looking for somebody to take care of you.
51:50I took care of myself.
51:52Oh, really?
51:53Yes.
51:53You're always a runner.
51:59And when you want to run from me, you run to Sheila.
52:03Why didn't you just stay in Bondo with him?
52:08Did you follow me?
52:11Michael.
52:13You followed me?
52:15Michael.
52:19Yeah, I tracked your phone, Alison, all right?
52:21And lucky I did.
52:23So, New Zealand for six months, yeah?
52:47Oh, I don't know.
52:50Hey, look, Jack, Leonard was...
52:53You were fucking great, actually.
52:55You know, like, I've still got to speak to Katia,
52:56and, you know, there's a lot to discuss.
52:59God, I need some good news today, mate.
53:01And Mrs Zotto and others.
53:03Why, has she left you?
53:05Oh, she'll be back.
53:10Are you sure about that, are you?
53:12Of course.
53:12We're great together.
53:13No, you're, um...
53:15You're, um...
53:16You're an idiot.
53:17Well, thanks for the support.
53:18Well, you need someone to give you the unvarnished truth.
53:21Which is?
53:21That you need to grow the fuck up, Duncan.
53:25Oh, you're not exactly first person I go to for a relationship advice, pal.
53:29Well, what's that supposed to mean?
53:31Where's your Kat?
53:32You know where she is.
53:33Yeah?
53:34Having a smashing time apart, are you?
53:36Yeah, well, me and Kat are fine, thank you very much.
53:38Yeah, sure.
53:39Well, at least I'm not in denial.
53:40Mate, I'm not in denial about anything.
53:42Oh, and you won't deny it, it's your round.
53:44Now piss off and get me another pint.
54:06You have one new voice message.
54:08Hey, um, I don't know if you listen to this, but I hate the way we left things.
54:16It was really good to see you again.
54:19And I wish we could have spoken more.
54:21I don't want to run from the past anymore, Dan.
54:25If you want to talk again, I'm here.
54:35Can I help you, son?
54:35Oh, yeah, two more of these, please.
54:38Thanks.
54:40Cheers.
55:03Hey.
55:05You're back.
55:11Hi.
55:12Hi.
55:13Hi.
55:13Every time I think of you, I get a shot right through into a ball-toe pool.
55:32It's no problem with mine, but it's a problem I find.
55:36Living a life that I can't leave behind.
55:39There's no sense in telling me, the wisdom of a fool won't set you free.
55:47But that's the way that it goes, and it's what nobody knows.
55:51And every day my confusion grows.
55:55Every time I see you falling, I get down on my knees and pray.
56:03I'm waiting for that final moment, you say the words that I can't say.
56:13I feel fine and I...
56:16I'm waiting for you, I get down on my knees.
56:17I'm going to let them have some way.
56:17But I don't do that.
56:17I can't thank you.
56:18I can't do that.
56:19By the way, I want to let my fingers and write down on my knees and try to force them.
56:19I'm going to let them go.
56:20I'm going to let them know.
56:21I know you...
56:22I'm going to let them know.
56:23You're going to let them know.
56:24I'm going to let them know.