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00:00Music
00:24Couldn't sleep
00:25No wonder
00:27Big day ahead eh
00:30I love this time of the morning
00:37It's peaceful
00:39Yeah calm before the storm eh
00:42I can leave you alone if you want
00:47No don't be daft
00:48As long as you're sure
00:50I am
00:50Can't believe the operation's today
00:54Try not to worry too much
00:57Easier said than done
00:59I know it's daunting
01:01But you'll be in good hands
01:03And then tomorrow
01:04Is the first day of your recovery
01:07And you've got a burning blue bear to see you through
01:10Thanks
01:11Yeah I mean it
01:13Thanks for everything you know
01:14Being a brilliant friend and
01:16Giving me a little bit of hope
01:18That's the least you deserve
01:19Let's just get through today
01:22And then we can start looking forward
01:24Nice words Dr Gallagher
01:26I do try
01:29Mum
01:40Mum please
01:42Please don't
01:43Hey
01:50Hey you're okay
01:51You're okay
01:53You're home
01:56And you're safe
01:58You're safe
02:02Taking a fortune time have you
02:10Mum don't be leaving all that rubbish
02:13Well please look for Sarah in there
02:15Home safe and well
02:17No leaves with bags
02:18No
02:20I just
02:21She's gonna be alright you know
02:25Where is she anyway
02:28She was up early
02:29She's probably gonna have to clear her head or something
02:31Listen
02:34No mention of babies today whatsoever okay
02:37Guess who I found wandering the streets
02:43Well I mean hardly wandering
02:45How you feeling
02:47I'll be at the hospital you know when you come round
02:51Well imagine that
02:52Seeing his ugly mug when he come round from the anaesthetic
02:56Have you finished packing
02:58Yo
03:11What's up Mr. P
03:13Beg your pardon
03:14I do like the till with that on
03:16Er
03:17Help
03:18Help is at hand if needed
03:19No pun intended
03:20Is Jakey round
03:22Er
03:23He's
03:24Popped out
03:25Can I help
03:26I was just wondering
03:26About Sarah
03:28What about Sarah
03:29Her operation
03:31I didn't want to be asking her a million questions today so
03:34I thought Jacob might be the man with the tea
03:36Well
03:36Erm
03:37Perhaps I can help
03:40What do you wish to know
03:41How long it'll take
03:42What they're doing
03:43You always think the worst with cancer
03:46Cancer
03:46I thought you'd know
03:49I shouldn't have said anything
03:52I just thought with her and Jacob being so close
03:54And you know
03:55Them talking about Jim Bambinos and that
03:57I think
03:58Bambinos
03:59Maybe I'll come back later
04:02No no no no no
04:03Wait wait wait
04:04What do you mean
04:05Hey
04:06What's this about Sarah
04:07Cancer operation
04:09Bambinos
04:10I thought you'd have told him
04:14It's nothing grandad
04:16It doesn't sound like nothing to me
04:18Just remembered
04:20I need to be somewhere
04:21Sorry mate
04:23Hey
04:29You okay
04:31Yeah I'm good
04:32Cause that earlier
04:34It's a lot
04:35I'm fine
04:36I thought we could go for lunch today
04:39Me you and John
04:41Might help take your mind off things
04:43Seeing you two starting to get along
04:45And putting this daft feud behind you
04:47Really means a lot to me
04:50I know it does
04:50Yeah
04:51It's like we can finally build on something now
04:53Who knows eh
04:55So you're in then
04:57Yeah
04:59Why not
05:00Cause I've already messaged John
05:02And he's up for it
05:02Oh it sounds like I didn't
05:03Really have much of a choice then
05:04Oh
05:05Well I'll book a table at the Hyde
05:08Okay nice one
05:09Thanks Robert
05:10For trying
05:11I really appreciate it
05:13Mmm
05:21This tea is simply wonderful
05:25In fact it may just be
05:28The best tea I've ever tasted
05:30Now would you care
05:32For another slice of cake
05:34Yes please grandad
05:36Ah can I interest you
05:38In a slice of cake
05:39Erm
05:40I think I'd be more interested
05:42To know why he's not at school
05:43Who said anything about school
05:45We did
05:46When
05:46Are you serious
05:47Of course I am
05:49Dad she was supposed to be there
05:50Two hours ago
05:51And you said you'd drop her off
05:52I thought I'd mind
05:53In a year for the day
05:54Right I'll take her
05:56That's fine I'll do it
05:57Dad honestly
05:58We didn't discuss
06:00Me dropping Eve off
06:01At school today
06:02I can assure you of that
06:03Okay
06:04But it doesn't really matter
06:06Eve
06:07Can you nip up
06:08And get your uniform on
06:09I said I'd take her
06:15Leave it
06:16Got it
06:17It's fine
06:17You didn't think that you should
06:25Discuss
06:26Any of this with me
06:28No grandad I didn't
06:30Jacob
06:30Me and Sarah have only just decided ourselves
06:33I was waiting for the right time
06:36Oh what
06:37To tell me you were about to
06:39Ruin your life
06:40This is exactly why I didn't talk to you
06:42I thought that you and Sarah were
06:46No longer an item anymore
06:49We're not an item
06:49But you are
06:51Gonna have a baby
06:52Yeah through IVF
06:53So you're not romantically involved
06:57But you're planning to offer you
06:59Yes
07:00I'm gonna donate sperm
07:01Today actually
07:03This is totally absurd
07:05It really isn't grandad
07:06When did you come up with this ludicrous idea
07:09What difference does that make
07:12Listen
07:13Sarah's got a big operation to get through today
07:16And once she's recovered
07:17I've promised I'll help her at least try to become a mum
07:21It's the one thing she really wants
07:23And I will not be letting her down
07:24Not for you
07:26Not for anybody
07:27Are you awake
07:40I'm just manifesting
07:42Ooh
07:44Okay
07:46I'll manifest Brad Pitt on a beach in the Maldives
07:49How long till it works
07:51It's got to be something realistic
07:53Banks
07:54Brad Pitt's an old man anyway
07:56He's not that old
07:58I was imagining me with my baby
08:01Has the surgeon not been over yet?
08:05No
08:05Hey
08:06Ah
08:08Where's this from?
08:10Jacob got me it for luck
08:12Oh it's like that little one you used to have when you were little
08:15Bernard Blue Bear
08:16Yes him
08:18Ooh
08:18Very cute
08:20Who? Jacob or the bear?
08:21The bear
08:22Obvs
08:22He reckons I could give it to the baby if it happened
08:26Oh
08:27No one gets your grapes anymore do they?
08:31Grapes and leucoside
08:32That's all you used to get in hospitals
08:33What?
08:37Just you
08:37You're amazing you know
08:40Why thank you
08:42I'm serious
08:43Earlier I was wishing my mum was here
08:46And then I thought do you know what
08:47I don't actually need her
08:48Because you're more of a mum to me than she's ever been
08:50And the best in fact
08:52Oh Sarah
08:54That's a lovely thing to say
08:55It's the truth though
08:56And I just
08:57I need you to know that
08:58What if something goes wrong today?
09:05Hey
09:05Sarah don't
09:07What if they find out that the cancer's spread?
09:09So you're clear on what you have to do today?
09:37Pretty much
09:38Okay
09:40I just want Billy
09:44Put in his place
09:46For good
09:47Okay
09:47He's got right under your skin eh?
09:51Mind you
09:52I'd be doing more than keying cars and nicking tablets
09:54If you'd have done the dirty with my missus
09:56Well I'm not paying you for your opinion
09:58I just want you to teach him a lesson
10:00So what are we talking?
10:01Just laps
10:02Whatever it takes
10:03Just within reason
10:04That means different things to different people
10:06I want him
10:09To be scared
10:11Scared enough to know that he can't just do whatever he wants all the time
10:14Just don't go overboard
10:17And the money?
10:18You'll get it
10:19When?
10:20When the job's done
10:21Right I'll get going
10:24Jacob
10:25Wait
10:27I want to know that you've fully considered all of this
10:33Trust me I have
10:35I told you we both have
10:37And what if Sarah gets seriously ill?
10:40Grandad
10:40Or worse
10:42I know this is probably a bit of a shock for you
10:46Are you prepared to be the sole carer of a baby at your age?
10:51If it comes down to it yeah
10:54But Sarah will be around for years
10:56And who knows what medical advances might happen in the meantime
10:59She really wants to try and have a child of her own
11:03And there's no guarantee she'll even get pregnant
11:06But right now
11:08Today I want her to at least have hope
11:10It's the least she deserves
11:12Yeah
11:12I wonder what your mum would have thought about all this
11:16Maybe she'd be proud of me
11:21Excited even
11:23At the prospect of being a grandmother at her age
11:26I doubt it
11:28I guess we'll never know
11:31They weren't
11:34See ya
11:37It's only natural
11:41You're going to worry about every possibility
11:43But I've got a feeling everything's going to be just fine
11:46Based on what exactly?
11:49I don't know
11:49Intuition
11:50Whatever
11:51How do you do it?
11:54What?
11:55Be so strong all the time
11:56I wish
11:58No you are though
11:59When it really matters
11:59You're always there for me
12:01Instinct I suppose
12:04You know all I've ever wanted to do is protect you
12:07Yeah I know that
12:09And days like these when it's out of my hands
12:12Yeah I can't lie
12:13It's difficult
12:13But those doctors and nurses out there
12:16They are amazing
12:17And they know exactly what they're doing
12:19Yeah Jacob said the same
12:21Well Jacob's right isn't he?
12:27I just want this all to be over with now
12:30So I can
12:31Start the IVF
12:32What was that look for?
12:40What?
12:40That look
12:41Sarah I don't know what you're on about
12:43You still don't think this is a good idea do you?
12:46No I didn't say that
12:47Yeah well you didn't need to
12:48Sarah
12:50Grant I thought you were on board
12:51I am
12:53Well you're not though are you?
12:54Not really
12:54Let's just focus on today okay?
12:58Because all I really care about right now
13:00Is getting you home safe and well
13:01Why not just say what you actually think?
13:03Because
13:03Sarah you're about to have a very important operation
13:07So this can wait
13:08Me trying for a baby is also important you know
13:11Grant please I need to know that you're on board with this
13:14Well here we are
13:20It's nice
13:21Here we are indeed
13:24Order whatever you want by the way
13:27It's my shout
13:28No no no you don't have to do that
13:29Yeah I do
13:30It's my idea
13:31Plus
13:32Get stuff discount
13:33Well we can split it
13:35No
13:36It's my treat I insist
13:39Fair enough
13:40Thanks Vic
13:42I just thought it would be nice
13:45You know a chance for us to spend some time together
13:47So John
13:55How's your morning been?
13:57Fine fine
13:58Yeah
13:58Not really been up to much
14:00You?
14:02Same
14:03Why don't I order us a bottle of wine?
14:10Yeah sounds good to me
14:11And me
14:12I couldn't care less what you did this morning
14:20Trust me the feeling is mutual
14:22We eat lunch we make small talk and then we leave alright
14:25Sounds good to me
14:26If it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here
14:28You and me both
14:29All looks very cosy over there
14:31Do you reckon?
14:33Yeah
14:34You've done well getting those two at the same table being civil
14:36Eh maybe
14:37You're not convinced
14:39I just feel like they're playing along
14:42For my benefit
14:43Well at least they're making the effort though
14:45Yeah
14:46Yeah I suppose
14:46And they've not strangled each other
14:48Yet
14:49We haven't even ordered our starters
14:51Why can you not just say what you actually think?
14:57Because it's your decision Sarah
14:59It doesn't matter what I think
15:00Grant of course it does
15:02I need you to be on my side
15:03I am on your side
15:06Always
15:07You know that
15:09So have you changed your mind or
15:11All this time you were just pretending?
15:13Please stop
15:14I wasn't pretending
15:15Right well it seems like it to me
15:16Why pay for the ex-harvesting?
15:20Why come to all of the appointments?
15:22Because I was trying to support you
15:23Support?
15:24You call that support lying?
15:26No I wasn't lying
15:26No?
15:28Maybe I've just accepted that some things are out of my control
15:30Okay and that you're an adult who has to make her own decisions
15:33Alright?
15:35I just wish you could understand and I mean properly understand
15:38What it's like to want something this badly
15:39I'm doing my best Sarah I promise
15:42Counting every single minute
15:43When it feels like time is running out on everything
15:46You're right I don't understand
15:48And I never will
15:50Not truly
15:50Not in the way you do
15:52And I'm sorry
15:53I'm
15:54I'm really sorry
15:56But this isn't the time to be discussing this
15:59So please can we just leave it for now?
16:15Hey
16:15Any news on Sarah yet?
16:19Er yeah
16:19She'll be going to theatre round about now
16:21Ah
16:22A few hours right?
16:24That's what they said
16:25Hmm
16:26Keyhole first
16:28Prepping for the trecolectomy
16:29What?
16:33Lymphodenectomy after that
16:34Oh aye
16:35I did a bit of googling
16:37Did you?
16:38Yeah
16:39Listen mate
16:40I'm just waiting for a takeaway pizza
16:42So you can spare me the amateur medic routine
16:45Okay?
16:46You know
16:47I'd be a boss doctor to me
16:49A surgeon probably
16:50Saving lives
16:52Women falling at my feet
16:54Do you know there's absolutely nothing wrong with just admitting that you're worried
16:58We all are
17:00Yeah
17:01You're right
17:03Just take it easy
17:05Okay?
17:06Thank you
17:07Relax
17:10Sit back
17:10There's nothing that any of us can do
17:12She's going to be fine
17:13Okay?
17:14I feel bad for Gabby
17:21Working on her own
17:21That's not your problem
17:23Yeah he's right
17:24Just
17:25Relax and enjoy your lunch
17:27Is this you two ganging up on me?
17:31Synchronised smiles
17:32Very cute
17:33You hear the stories don't you have separated siblings and you still have the same instincts
17:37Yeah I think that's twins
17:38Is it?
17:40Yes
17:41Well anyway
17:42You should find stuff that you've got in common
17:44Like a hobby or something
17:46Look I need to focus on finding a job first
17:48Well why don't you ask here?
17:53Err
17:53Not sure
17:54I'm right for the hospitality business
17:56Why not?
17:57It wouldn't have to be forever
17:58You would be brilliant in here
18:01I doubt Gabby would even consider me
18:05That's got to be worth a shot hasn't it?
18:07I would strike all the irons hot if I were you
18:09Could I ask?
18:11No
18:11Go for it
18:14Just be confident you've got this
18:16Robert is wondering if you've got any jobs going
18:21It's just a thought
18:23Erm I don't think we're taking anyone on at the minute
18:26But I thought we were short staffed
18:28Yeah we're also short on cash
18:30Oh well
18:35Nothing ventured nothing gained eh
18:37I wonder how long they're going to be
18:45I know what you're trying to do
18:47What?
18:50Making small talk trying to change the subject
18:52I told you Sarah it's not the time
18:54Look we can talk about babies and IVF later
18:58Well I want to talk about it now
18:59Alright well you're not thinking straight
19:01I mean the risks involved
19:05The Fanconi anemia
19:06The cancer
19:07Carrying a baby
19:09Raising a child
19:10Baby it's not a good idea
19:11If anything happened to me the baby would have Jacob
19:13It's not just about that
19:15Right so what then?
19:17After the operation you should be out there exploring the world
19:20Making the most of it
19:21Get up before I keel over and die
19:22No please don't say stuff like that
19:25What if I don't want to explore the world?
19:27What if all I want is to just have my own baby?
19:29You do know it's not all fun and giggles
19:31And you don't think I know that?
19:35I practically raised Moses for you
19:37I mean at least you stopped lying now
19:40That's something I suppose
19:41Sarah
19:43Do you know it's so typical of you to change your mind right now?
19:46I haven't changed my mind
19:47I've always thought that
19:49I'm just letting you have your little dream
19:51No matter how stupid it is
19:52Alright do you know what?
19:55I take back what I said earlier
19:56And I do wish my mum was here
19:58And you're not brilliant or amazing
20:01You're absolutely rubbish
20:02And you always have been
20:03Sorry to interrupt
20:06It's time now
20:07You think I'm just some stupid kid
20:11Well I'm not right
20:11And I deserve to be happy the same as everyone else
20:14I think you are just a kid though Sarah
20:16So maybe it's about time you start manifesting some common sense
20:19And accept that you can never be a mum
20:20Keep going please
20:23Thank you
20:53Why did you have to go and say all that?
21:00I couldn't help it, OK? She was going at me.
21:02Could you just pretend for five minutes?
21:05I did try.
21:06Well, you should have tried harder.
21:08All right, Mr Diplomatic.
21:12You're the one who's been going along with this the whole time.
21:14Doesn't mean I actually believed what she was doing was a good idea.
21:17I just wanted to support her.
21:19Even if I didn't think it made any sense.
21:23I can't believe how badly I've messed this up.
21:28Don't be too hard on yourself.
21:30Let's just get her through this operation and get her home.
21:33And then we can worry about test tubes, babies, whatever, later.
21:39I don't think we're in a position to be dishing out advice, really, anyway, are we?
21:42We are, though.
21:44Are we?
21:46Got the benefit of wisdom and maturity, life experience.
21:53I mean, what she is going through now and then even considering putting her body through
21:58even more grief once this is over.
22:00It's absolute madness.
22:02She just wants something to look forward to.
22:04No.
22:05A trip to Oldham Towers is something to look forward to, Cain, isn't it?
22:08Not changing nappies and being woken up at 2am from some squawking kid.
22:13Well, I know that.
22:14You know that.
22:15But she doesn't.
22:18We can't live a life for her.
22:20No, I know we can't.
22:23I could swap places with her in a heartbeat if I could.
22:25Just a man.
22:41A man for what?
22:42We're a bit short-handed at work.
22:44I need you in.
22:45No chance.
22:46Billy.
22:47It's my day off.
22:49Was your day off?
22:50You can't just a man that I come into work.
22:51No one's demanding anything.
22:53No.
22:54I'm politely asking.
22:56You know, we all need to be a bit more flexible
22:58in this modern world of employment.
23:00If we want to keep our jobs, that is.
23:02Oh, so you're threatening me now?
23:03No one's threatening anything.
23:05I'm asking a favour from one valued colleague to another.
23:08I was just about to go for a run.
23:10Well, how about I, er, run you up to the depot?
23:13Please?
23:14Listen, I'll make it up to you.
23:16Right, but I really do need you up there.
23:19Sharpish.
23:23Not interrupting anything, am I?
23:34No, of course not.
23:35I, er, just wanted to let you know that I've, er, decided to move back up to Butler's permanently.
23:43It's not because of me, is it?
23:44No, no, no, of course not.
23:46Er, it just feels a bit easier up there.
23:49Not quite so many memories.
23:52I get it, Matty.
23:52I really do.
23:53More space up there, too, so it makes sense.
23:55I've been, er, thinking about tomorrow.
24:02Amy's birthday.
24:03You remembered?
24:04Of course I did.
24:06I might, er, do something, hire a bike from the hop like we did on our first date.
24:12Do you fancy joining me?
24:14Yeah.
24:15Yeah, that'd be lovely.
24:17Be a difficult day for you, that.
24:19Yeah.
24:20But we'll get through it, together.
24:22Oh, thanks, mate.
24:25Right, well, er, best get back to it.
24:27Er, we've got an order going out this afternoon.
24:29It's chaos up there.
24:31Oh, so you're really busy, then?
24:32Yeah, just today.
24:33It's, er, it's all a bit last minute.
24:35Well, do you need an extra pair of hands?
24:37Oh, what are you offering?
24:38Ha, ha, no, not me, but...
24:39Vic.
24:40I reckon I might have a job trying to persuade me more on that one.
24:45You know, it's fine, honestly.
24:46But don't worry about it, I get it.
24:48Even if it's just for a day?
24:50I suppose I could ask, yeah.
24:53Erm, are you available now?
24:54Er, yeah, I guess I could be, yeah.
24:57He is.
24:59Well, let's do it.
25:00Erm, get yourself up to Butler's as soon as you can.
25:02We've got overalls and beach you can use, mate.
25:04Thanks, Matty.
25:06I'll see you up there.
25:06I know it's not ideal, but...
25:12it's a start.
25:14Dad was right.
25:15I'm not cut out for farming.
25:16Oh, what did he know?
25:18Everything, according to him.
25:20And to be fair, I think he might have had a point on this one.
25:22But it's only a few hours.
25:23You can at least give it a try.
25:25It'll give you a bit of cash
25:27and help take your mind off things.
25:31Robert, I'm really trying to help you here,
25:32but I need you to try too.
25:35Please.
25:36No, he swears he doesn't remember the conversation.
25:53I know.
25:55I know, I definitely told him.
25:58Right.
25:58Love you too.
25:59Bye.
26:01There you go.
26:04Everything alright?
26:04I'm not entirely sure, to be honest.
26:07Hmm.
26:08Well, that doesn't sound good.
26:09No.
26:10No.
26:11What's up?
26:13Oh, it's just my dad is behaving a bit oddly lately.
26:17Well, more oddly than usual.
26:20Hmm.
26:20In what way?
26:22It's probably nothing.
26:23But you think it might be?
26:26Yeah, he's grumpy all the time.
26:28He's having mood swings.
26:29He's forgetting stuff.
26:30Yeah, um, I can see why you might be worried.
26:36I thought it was depression, but I'm not sure if it's something else.
26:41Well, I wouldn't jump to any conclusions.
26:43No, I know, but I can't help wondering.
26:46Yeah, listen, I must admit, it does sound a bit like my dad.
26:49You know, back then, we, uh, ignored all the signs.
26:55We didn't really know what we were looking for, but I'm not saying that's what it is.
26:59Obviously, it's just, have you managed to speak to him about it?
27:02Not really, no.
27:03He's pretty difficult to talk to lately.
27:06Oh.
27:07Well, I, if it was me, I really wouldn't wait.
27:11He should get checked out by a doctor as soon as possible.
27:13He should get checked out by a doctor as soon as possible.
27:43What's he doing here?
27:53I said he could help us out with that rush order this afternoon.
27:56Moira's OK with it, is she?
27:57She'll need to be, mate.
27:59We can't afford to lose any more business with that contamination fine.
28:03You couldn't find anybody else?
28:05Not unless you've got someone to mind.
28:07Listen, he's here, he's ready to start, and it's only a few hours.
28:11Oh, I'll let you be the one to tell Moira, then.
28:13I will.
28:14Don't worry.
28:15You better not cause any trouble.
28:17Hey, you know what he's like.
28:19I just want to do some work, get paid, and go home, all right?
28:22John's coming up to help later.
28:24And?
28:24And I didn't think there'd be much brother-in-law between the two of you.
28:28We're fine.
28:29You sure?
28:30Look, there's no problem there.
28:31You can ask him.
28:31Right.
28:32Well, that's sorted, then.
28:33Let's get cracking, eh?
28:35Ready when you are.
28:36Right.
28:37Why did I have to go and leave things like that?
28:48Right before her operation.
28:50There's nothing you can do about it now.
28:51What if something happens to her in there?
28:57Don't go there.
28:58I'll never forgive myself.
29:01You just need to keep calm.
29:03You can sort it out with her when she comes round.
29:07Why can't I be one of those calm people?
29:10You know, zen, or whatever they call it.
29:14Because you're you.
29:15That's why.
29:16Thanks.
29:21Look, if we don't hear anything soon, I'll go and find someone.
29:23OK.
29:28You know, all this baby stuff.
29:31So we weren't talking about that.
29:33No, I know we're not, but...
29:35say she did end up pregnant,
29:37at least we'd know that the baby would have a doctor for a dad.
29:42No, there is that.
29:43And Sarah's made it pretty clear to Jacob
29:46that they'd only be doing it as mates,
29:48so she's put quite a bit of thought into this.
29:51Never met anyone quite as stubborn, that's for sure.
29:54I wonder where she gets that from.
30:00I really don't think I'm ready to be a great-grandma just yet.
30:04Oh, I don't know.
30:05I could see you in a rocking chair with a pair of knitting needles.
30:08Oi!
30:10You can button it, old-timer.
30:12I don't know.
30:15Listen.
30:17Even if this baby does happen,
30:19we...
30:19we'll just deal with it.
30:24I suppose so, yeah.
30:28I've just come from serious surgery.
30:30I'm really sorry, but things haven't gone to plan.
30:32I'll be right over it.
30:42Right over there.
30:43Bye.
30:43about this morning it's fine no it's not fine i don't know why i went off like that forget it
31:05pardon the pump if there is a pump i'm sorry all right well apology accepted then it won't happen
31:16again i'm pricer there's been a lot going on with you lately what's that supposed to mean just
31:22generally you know no i don't forgetting things all that business with cammy that were nothing with eve
31:29the sleeping tablets i was wondering what if i'm losing me marbles no i'm not saying that
31:35what then whether it's worth getting yourself checked out with a doctor just in case in case
31:39what i'm going to do lally no it can help to catch these things early what things
31:46nothing it's just a thought well you can keep your thoughts i might be knocking on a bit but
31:51i'm still sharp as a tack i've already been to doctors for sleeping tablets and i'm not going
31:55again okay okay it's just a question i've already been ambushed by you and bob ambush oh look like
32:02one to me i was trying to help and so was he look if i need your help i'll ask for it right
32:06and you and mandy should be more grateful for the help i give you i am of course they
32:11am we both are well think about that twice in future before you get on your eye horse
32:16she looks so peaceful
32:33after everything this kid's been through and now this as well it's so unfair i know
32:41she must have wondered what she's done to deserve this
32:49you know she said to me earlier i've been more of a mum to her than deb's
32:54you have
32:58she took it all back as soon as i opened my big mouth
33:03she was just emotional you both were no
33:07kane i've never seen her that angry and upset but she wasn't thinking straight she wouldn't have
33:13meant half what she said
33:14look i don't think i can be here when they tell her well you need to be
33:25we both do
33:35sorry i didn't go about that very well did i
33:47no you didn't
33:49but i probably shouldn't have gone off like that either so i'm sorry too
33:55can we call it quits
33:56i reckon we can though i understand your worry but we all get a bit forgetful as we get older
34:05it'll come to you and all someday i suppose it will we really are grateful for all your help
34:10with eve and i hope you know that of course i do and i should probably be a bit more grateful myself
34:18i mean i'm lucky to have anybody give a stuff about me i mean i do know that
34:22i'm absolutely fine you know you've got nothing to worry about okay
34:31we'll leave it for now then
34:34deal where are you going well that's another thing you've got to look forward to as you get older
34:40more frequent visits to the toilet
34:47hey managed to speak to him then
34:49you won't admit there's anything wrong oh it's gonna get checked out though right
34:55said there's no need sounds like you need to do some persuading trust me when that man makes a
35:01decision he will not budge well maybe you need to try something different there are tests you can
35:08do online without him knowing well if he's not going to go do the test maybe the test needs to come to
35:14him
35:18well that was a good first day hopefully there's a few more mate cheers it's just a shame john couldn't
35:24make it yeah shame indeed oh do i detect a little sarcasm there no no no not at all
35:31oh should we have one more for the road yeah yeah why not yeah you're rude not to
35:39so you're not keen then on john
35:43yeah i didn't used to be but he's had my back a couple of times he still gets my wick but
35:49um you've grown on me it's also not so bad having you around either thanks
35:56yeah decent shift you put in today well done although the jury is still out so watch your step
36:02well nice to see you too
36:18did billy get the message not exactly either he did or he didn't which is it been following him all day
36:25and just about to have a word and some fella turned up and he went into work to do a shift
36:32up at that warehouse depot what time was that lunchtime one ish
36:38and he's been there all day far as i can tell he didn't come out and he hasn't come anywhere near
36:43here not unless he sneaked out and back in again without me notice since and now
36:46i don't know why someone has been in my bedroom what have they taken it's not about what they've
36:57taken it's about what they left a letter threatening me well it can't have been billy
37:05then who was it no idea
37:08well i've done my bit can i have my money i'm not being funny mate but you haven't exactly done
37:16what we agreed i've been watching him all day and you'll get your money when you've given him
37:22something to think about listen i spent all day watching him it can't have been him that put that
37:26letter in your room at least you know that much if not him then who not my problem but i want my money
37:33okay fair enough wow that was more than a few hours yeah i went for a few drinks afterwards
37:50all of you john didn't join he was only helping out for a bit great all sounds positive though
37:57yeah if your calls thinking a cow's positive well that's nothing a shower won't fix
38:03i'm glad it went well yeah it did actually thanks for you uh did matty say anything about more work
38:11or yeah he did oh sorry i'm interfering again aren't i it's not that um it's fine i'll i'll back off
38:19i get that you're trying to help i appreciate it but wind your neck in and keep your nose out
38:24i wouldn't say that but but words to that effect sorry i know i'm trying too hard it's just
38:31with john around and you coming back it's it's made me realize how lonely i've been
38:39it can't have been easy i know that and having me back with all my problems they're not problems
38:46they seem pretty problematic to me it's not easy seeing what prison's done to you
38:51and i know you said i shouldn't but i still feel partly responsible don't i just wish you hadn't
38:57had to go through all that but i'll tone it down i know you have to find your own way i get that i do
39:06and you and john need to build a relationship on your own terms we do i should never imagined i'd have
39:11my family with me again and i guess i got a bit carried away i'm sorry stop saying sorry
39:17but it is nice to have you back
39:29so the deed is done if you want to put it like that
39:36i was hoping you'd have a change of heart
39:47this could be the making of me grandad have you thought about that
39:52i can't say i have i mean we're not going to be equal parents or anything we've agreed that but
39:58you know i'll get involved as and when i'm needed how very modern we'll figure it all out if and when
40:10we need to you make it all sound so very simple you said anything about simple jakey i'm sure that
40:20you will have many opportunities to achieve fatherhood in years to come sarah doesn't have
40:25that luxury which is why we're not waiting for years to come if sarah does end up pregnant i want
40:32any kid of mine to at least have a chance to know the great-grandfather don't i excuse me there's no
40:36rush i'm not planning on going anywhere too soon i hope not me and sarah we've thought about this
40:48now she might not be around forever but neither was my mum and that's kind of the reason why i'm doing
40:57this so if sarah does get pregnant well a kid will at least have one parent
41:07i'm not entirely convinced but uh i really do admire your motives
41:14thank you i shall just have to find a better way of uh
41:23big on board with it all it'd be great if you could i'll do my best
41:29hey how you doing sleepyhead
41:47they can give you some painkillers if you want i'm okay i think
41:51i'm sure you've been in touch no he hasn't
42:01what is it what's wrong i'm afraid there's been a fairly major complication with your surgery
42:06the good news is that as far as we could see there were no indications during surgery that the cancer
42:12has spread we'll get test results later to confirm that however we did discover that your blood vessels
42:18are very fragile probably due to the fanconia anemia unfortunately we couldn't tie off the
42:24vessels that supplied the uterus as a result you had a massive hemorrhage during surgery
42:31we were left with no choice we had to perform an emergency hysterectomy
42:38it's gonna be all right fortunately we didn't have to remove your ovaries so you won't go through an
42:44early menopause but i'm afraid it does mean that you will be unable to carry a child in the future
42:50no no you can't i really am incredibly sorry sarah they didn't have any choice love
42:57i can't have no i'm sorry darling i'm so sorry it's not true
43:01i don't know how much you wanted to be get out i'll get through this please be alone
43:21no no no no no no