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  • 6/25/2025
Virgin Island 2025 full Episode 03
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00:0012 virgins have traveled to a paradise island to take part in a unique experiment the word
00:14virgin people see it as a joke it's quite upsetting i'm 23 still a virgin i feel like
00:22there's something wrong with me in a world where sex is everywhere my god terrified
00:29absolutely terrified the truth is surprising there are more adult virgins than ever
00:36being a young adult in this day and age it's difficult social media dating apps
00:41influences tv shows porn porn porn porn porn is everywhere are you self-conscious about
00:47our genitals touching each other now yeah this radical retreat is offering a very hands-on
00:54solution oh yeah she's a miracle worker woohoo oh god yes overseen by a group of experts yeah
01:03like that i like that ready to do anything to help britain's virgins there's the clitters
01:11do you have any questions lose the one thing don't make you nervous they feel is holding them back
01:19i would love to have sex with you i do feel like there's a barrier between me and sex i want to
01:24lose my virginity it's now or never but when the moment arrives would you like to move to bed who will
01:33be ready i just don't want anyone to touch me to go all the way i feel so sad i feel sorry
01:49the last few days on virgin island saw a focus on intimate touch we can explore the things that
01:59you came here to explore it made taylor who identifies as bisexual i'm scared confused about
02:06her feelings sorry just have one minute and when ben what does it feel like to you the witching
02:15fell under charlotte's spell yeah i'll do it he was rejected this is my friend but i'm not interested
02:24now as they enter the next phase things are hotting up that felt good confidence is really
02:31key to this group of people and i am ready to make them be able to look in someone's eyes and just
02:36go after what they want feels nice
02:53good morning morning it's another day on virgin island
02:56oh here we go and the start of a new two-day phase of the course
03:04the next phase of the course is all about confidence
03:13everything here is making me nervous so yeah just another one in a long line of
03:18wow what does this mean god i'm confident in my intelligence i'm confident as a person
03:26but i'm not confident about believing that people want me in that way especially after
03:31what happened with charlotte and you just feel like i'm not good enough so i think this is going
03:35tough for me
03:38confidence i think i'm confident when i'm someone else i was a dying that's why i do drama and all
03:43that there are times where i just don't chat to anyone because i just hate myself so much
03:47but i wouldn't even get on the bus because i didn't want to talk to the bus driver so i just walk
03:52everywhere so i need confidence and hopefully this place will give it to me
04:01oh dan already look at that bunch of hippies good morning
04:07celeste and danielle's first group workshop will test how ready the group are to banish embarrassment
04:12we are moving into the next phase confidence if you're walking in the world and you're feeling
04:22kind of shut down you're not going to be attractive but really accepting yourself for
04:27who you are you're going to be more attractive
04:34they've all prepared a date in our rejection story from their past which has destroyed their confidence
04:39so you're going to take turns to share your rejection story who wants to come first
04:54okay
04:57first up drama graduate tom
05:02being a virgin has definitely affected my confidence
05:04in school i felt like socially i wasn't developing as well as all my other classmates
05:12they were all going out drinking in the park having fun all those sort of things
05:18i was a bit of a goody two shoes and i felt like i was trailing behind everyone else in the end
05:24i always have a voice on my shoulder always telling me that i'm not good enough
05:29so my story takes place third year uni i just received a message from a former friend and we
05:37started chatting more and more um and it felt like it was getting a little bit flirty so i invited her
05:42down to my place for my housemate's birthday got to the club um i thought i was gonna make my move
05:49there i introduced her to my housemate so i went to the bar and when i turned around bringing drinks
05:54for making out with each other revealing their most vulnerable moments to the group is only half of
06:02the process so each person is going to say their biggest rejection and then immediately getting
06:10feedback that you are lovable that you are attractive there's something that like shifts
06:15in your brain when you do all of that at the same time standing up for tom is taylor
06:22i think in that story she was in the wrong for playing with your emotions like that you're
06:27a really lovely person you need to remember that and she she sucks she sucks thank you
06:39as well as rejection i stayed over her house and and it was almost this unspoken sort of expectation
06:46that there would be sex not being ready for sex i was so nervous about doing something wrong
06:52that i just shut down i just wasn't ready and running away he says to me so are we going to go
07:00all the way and um i just yeah i think i just got the fear are recurring themes we're in bed he started
07:08saying he didn't believe that i was a virgin he was quite persistent like i was lying i haven't seen
07:14anyone since that just because now i feel like i don't want to put myself in that position but then
07:22you should be proud of yourself that you didn't feel like you had to go all the way and the right
07:27person will come to you when it's right for you thanks celeste and danielle believe that together
07:34you just start smiling you make everybody else smile and also he's a dick as well yeah
07:38they can change being able to get the antidotes like get the medicine is so crucial and it builds
07:49so much confidence each story also gives the experts clues on individual needs to resolve their issue
07:57with intimacy last is taylor who since coming out as bisexual at university has never had a positive
08:07encounter with women or men i was dancing with some friends and one of my friends was like that
08:11boy's making eyes at you and like pointed out a quite good looking lad on the dance floor and i was
08:16like okay and then one of them went he's coming over and i hid behind her and said dance me to the
08:22stairs so i can get out and i just remembered i was almost at the stairs and i'm crouched over and the
08:28the crowds parted and the lights flashed for a second i looked straight into this guy's eyes like
08:35and my heart just dropped and i saw his face like so it was one of those moments where like i was always
08:41expecting to be rejected you're really nice fantastic pretty and then it's really nice seeing how you
08:49coming out your shell but you was always out your shell out more but yeah you're amazing
08:54i just really want to applaud your bravery and your vulnerability to every one of you here
09:13i felt really awkward i didn't mind sharing my story i didn't like being told i was nice
09:17yeah i suffer from quite a lot of like self-doubt and paranoia i think self-confidence is different
09:24for everyone and for me i usually just try and fake it till i make it
09:27okay i just feel a bit like other oh i still feel like they're trying to get to grips with me
09:46i thought with taylor it was such like a running away story you kind of picture her hiding behind
09:50someone else she's backing away and it was like what is happening happening yeah it seemed like she was so
09:56afraid of connection that she just couldn't even bear the thought of it yeah i do feel like there's
10:02a barrier between me and sex like i've been on nights out where you're like i'm gonna do i'm gonna
10:08have that one night stand and you meet someone they want to take you back to their place and then
10:12you hit this wall and you just think i can't when you see like people in love it is a lot
10:19that you're missing out on and i can't have what everyone else gets to have
10:26after a string of failed encounters with men and an unsuccessful session with male surrogate andre
10:33could a different approach help
10:37so i just want to say i'm kind of taking over for andre
10:40how does it feel a lot calmer weirdly because when andre really lovely want to be his best friend
10:46but like just didn't want to like have any kind of sexual contact
10:52do you want to move into some body work yeah yep
10:58so i just want you to bring awareness into your feet
11:03noticing any tension that you feel
11:05cat wants taylor to concentrate on how it feels to be touched by a woman
11:14and we'll move to the ankles and the lower legs
11:22sorry no no don't apologize it's okay
11:28is it like does it feel like a release does it feel yeah okay
11:32it's just such a relief to not feel scared at all
11:37that's amazing
11:49i feel so silly no why just feel like wasting my own time and everyone else's for so long
11:56i think that's enough for today
12:23after years of confusion it's the breakthrough taylor's been looking for
12:30i always thought i was bi but being here and having to like kind of confront it
12:35yeah i think i'm i might not like men like at all
12:39okay and how does it feel to like sit with it and own it it feels good to own it but it's also
12:45really scary it is really scary yeah oh god finally yay i'm so excited this feels so good
13:00it feels so good good cry yeah i'm glad oh thank you so much i really appreciate it
13:06i'm just gay and i think i've been deluding myself into like no i like men as well because that's
13:14normal and good but like i didn't feel scared i felt really good
13:21so how was your um i went to my one-to-one session good it was with cat and it was the best one i've
13:33had oh really i'm definitely gay i know thank you what a breakthrough i know we've been all
13:43fucking week oh we love you we love you taylor thank you i feel like now i can get more out of
13:49the retreat because i know kind of what i want and i'm not pretending that i want other things just to fit in
13:55would you sell your virginity i would i've considered it before well what should you sell your virginity
14:14for i'd say a couple hundred care plus i'd do for 10 and a packet of donuts different for boys what
14:20about your anal virginity no no that's that's his boundary yeah that's my boundary at least one
14:28million pounds it's the first afternoon of the confidence phase at the retreat what language
14:35do lesbians speak gaelic what do you call a lesbian dinosaur don't know lick a lot of puss
14:45after helping taylor find her true self celeste and danielle have left something for the boys
14:54to see if any of them have the confidence to explore their identities too do you want a pamper tom
15:00i would love a pamper to be fair what do you want first mass um i'd be up for any of it mascara lipstick
15:05this is an exercise that helps people lower their inhibitions welcome to emma's salon society can
15:18give young men such a narrow view of masculinity so we really wanted to help them start to get past
15:23some of those myths how do you feel now relaxed like i'm being operated on although ben isn't made
15:31up with the makeup i wanted it to look like good and natural not drag cleaning that's right i can be
15:37a drag queen tom is in the pink he looks like a like a nice young german boy i've never had a
15:46girlfriend in my life no sometimes i come across quite camp i'll go out to the club and i'll start
15:53slut dropping i'll start singing along to taylor swift katie perry bit abba um but a lot of people
16:00didn't quite know how to differentiate between camp and being gay so they kind of saw them as one as
16:05the same you trust me yeah why are you holding it like that oh my god i want to lose my virginity but
16:15people just aren't interested in someone who doesn't have confidence in themselves
16:18that ain't bad that's not bad come on it feels so wrong yet so right
16:27made up the boys have engaged with their soft side but now the experts want them to reinforce
16:33their strength too and try to get good with wood has anyone felt an emotion and they were afraid to
16:41show it because of what someone else might think yeah but today we're gonna get to let those emotions
16:51out so we're letting go of the emotion as the axe splits the wood you know just tune into some
16:59primal emotion in your body all right it feels like they'd like to go first go dave
17:05not only are they letting out some raw emotion
17:31oh yeah good job bro
17:39that was bad
17:40for 25 year old virage it's a lesson in resilience
17:45oh my god go on you got this
17:47how was the chopping oh i suck that was the worst man chop wood man chop wood man use axe getting manly
18:08has left many of the boys on a high man talk to girls man break wind
18:16are you desperately trying to get your nail varnish off yes
18:19have you taken yours off no i might just stick it out i think it's about trying to be in touch with
18:24your emotions rather than letting it all boil up inside of you do you think it worked
18:28it's about trying to be in touch with you do you think it's about trying to be in touch with you
18:34but it's about trying to be in touch with you but it's about trying to be in touch with you
18:38so i'll just be touching all over your body but not your genitals
18:43the experts believe dave's ready to start the island's most advanced treatment
18:47surrogate partner therapy how are you feeling good yeah okay it was really nice felt natural and
19:00enjoyable um it's given me a massive confidence boost meanwhile i'd like to just um go into an
19:09experience of connecting with your body okay i'll try that yeah jason's lessons on how to hug
19:17and moving up a step you can touch me in a way that feels good to you it's amazing
19:36across the island the makeup session has raised more questions than answers for tom doing the
19:41wood shopping doing the whole makeup thing really enjoyed that but i know it just felt
19:47like a lot of things about like gender coming into it i just feel a bit weird i think
19:57the experts have noticed a change in tom too so they're sending him for a session with cat
20:03to see if she can find out what's really going on because so many people over the years have called me
20:10gay i've kind of started to question my own sexuality sometimes for a while i saw myself as
20:15a closeted bisexual um but one of the prerequisites of being like bisexual is like you have to like men
20:21i didn't like but i want to learn more about myself and my own battles with identity there's just so
20:29many things which made me question that
20:31how are you doing uh not so great today i'd say yeah just uh struggling a little bit i think
20:42yeah yeah yeah i think just working out my place like how i fit into things dynamic
20:48whether i'm part of the like the men or the women or the whatever long and that sort of stuff yeah
20:55i think i really enjoyed like putting makeup on and it feels like
20:59like yeah so yeah it's okay no i don't want to do this it's okay it's like tissue yeah
21:13thanks
21:13i don't think i'm quite the full masculine side of things i do think
21:30i am slightly more masculine leaning but i don't think i'm fully man but
21:36yeah i'm not too sure yeah and does it feel scary to step into into the feminine
21:43it's scary because i don't know what to label myself as non-binary is quite i i
21:49it feels quite scary i'm not sure it is a total fit for me either
21:53i want you to try as much as you can to like pause from naming things
22:01ground it in the body a little bit and just pay attention to how you feel yeah
22:05yeah okay
22:10see you soon yeah see you soon
22:13i'm not sure i'm totally happy with him at the moment but that's because
22:16we brought up a lot of stuff from going to work through but i'm definitely in a happier mindset let's
22:21say
22:33yeah holly guess what what i'm a lesbian
22:36whoo what's up morning ready to go today guys away
22:46it's day two of the confidence phase of the course
22:48morning dave you're at yeah morning this is all i want in life a good cup of tea
22:56i'm struggling a little bit of confidence but i think it's just taking those little steps for me
23:01and i'm really hoping that i can build up myself and build up my confidence that's exactly what
23:08celeste and danielle plan to do next with a lesson on the foundation of all romance dating
23:14oh chairs oh we're going on a date oh my god oh my god oh my god i've been on so many dates this would be easy right yeah it should be
23:33so we're going to talk about the skills of a great date all those skills that we need to have in order to have great relationships are just
23:41skills you want to learn them and practice them
23:47celeste and danielle have a rule of three dating skills the first one is giving an in the moment
23:53compliment like i really love the way your eyes twinkle when you smile you know something that
23:58really feels like you're connecting with the person the second one is to be able to both give
24:04and recognize the look and the look means i'm ready now i'm ready to be kissed and then finally
24:10the third skill is the lean in for the kiss so we're going to do a little demo and then you're
24:17going to have opportunities to practice and in this case practice means role play so glad we finally
24:23got here it's been a lot of planning i know right yeah so do you like to travel oh my god i love
24:32traveling traveling is really my passion where's your favorite place wow i can't think about anything
24:41i can just listen to that laugh all day long you're embarrassing me a little bit
24:48but i like it too so that's an in the moment uh-huh do you see flirting what's going on all the time yeah
24:54okay you are each other's practice buddies and that's really going to help you the more you practice the
25:22more it's just going to be like oh this is normal this is just what i do that's confidence right
25:28who wants to yay come on up emma i wouldn't really say i've actually ever been on a date in my life
25:35who else i'll do it yay it's hard to kind of open myself up to that world where i've had such a block
25:45on it for so long hello hello how are you okay very good did you enjoy the show yeah i did sure
25:54what would you like the best might put me on the spot i like how you uh get lost in your thoughts
26:03there always always get lost somewhere else yeah yeah in my own mouths i like that you notice that very observant
26:20that was phenomenal any tips for zach on how he could even
26:32give it i need the tips maybe if you just took care of the hand a little bit more
26:37yeah and it just pay attention to how it feels on your skin yeah okay just slow down and slow down
26:44make sure that it's the right level
26:48great job zach that was beautiful
26:53after zach and emma's master class a fully nude cafe bold choice for our first date
26:58the others step up to the dating plate i'm a bush driver do you enjoy it no
27:09do you want to just try giving her the look that was it that's the eyebrows
27:16just want to see if you're catching it no i didn't catch it okay i wanted to start paying attention to
27:21those things
27:33nice talking to you
27:38wow
27:43last to take the plunge is serial dater ben who despite having over 40 dates has always been unlucky
27:49in love
27:52what stopped me from taking it to the next level of a lot of these dates i've been on
27:56i think it's just lack of experience and lack of success at reading sort of social signals
28:01i tend to play it safe and i think for guys like me who just struggle with that making the move
28:06and reading the signs it's very hard who wanna try it with ben
28:19it's good to do it good because this will be our second date yeah
28:30well it's good to see you again celeste it's good to see you too
28:34what job do you do i coach people to have more intimacy and connection with each other okay
28:49i like your glasses thank you they suit you
28:52when you like get all into the experience you're really beautiful thank you so you thank you
29:06you
29:14despite celeste's flirting yeah yeah being rejected by the group has hurt ben
29:22so tonight you're going to have another opportunity to just practice skills building
29:28as you'll all be going on practice dates with each other you'll learn so much and give each other so
29:33much from that experience holly how was my kissing skills at a 10. oh solid 9.5 yes it was really good
29:47what did everyone think of that session that was fine i enjoyed it
29:53tell me how you found the lecture crap
29:56awful i didn't like it you know i got up and no one wanted to deal with me because that was really
30:05hurt the ironic thing is the conference um section which i knew would be hard has probably
30:11wrecked my confidence hello hello for ben it's yet another setback
30:20you okay my confidence found basically shattered my confidence
30:24and he's not the only one struggling i walked out the workshop feeling worse oh really what's wrong with you today
30:34i don't know
30:37the experts feel something is holding emma back
30:41and now they want to find out what it is
30:45how are you feeling i'm feeling all right but i just really feel for ben
30:50it's hard isn't it right when i care for other people it's hard to think about myself you actually
30:57have to not so much worry and take care of everybody else what does it feel like to just say what about
31:02me okay but that doesn't feel natural of course it's the opposite of the habit the habit is what are you okay everybody okay are you okay yeah what about me yeah see if you can say it with some okay
31:13what about me
31:14what about me
31:16let me do it
31:18let me do it a little bit stronger now what about me yeah
31:22you deserve to be angry like what about you you know what i mean
31:26it's your turn it's your turn yeah yeah okay
31:30ah you need to go ah a little bit
31:38what about me yes what about me what about me yeah what about me what about me that's right
31:46i feel like i feel like i'm gonna need to punch him back in a minute
31:49no no no oh my god yes i can only that's all i've ever wanted you to say
31:57okay right let me strip off
32:01i'm gonna push it out what about me and then punch it
32:04yeah yes what about me what about me yeah more this is my
32:09yes yes yes what about me what about me if you've ever made me some shit
32:17and fuck everyone who's taken my kindness for weakness yes it's all about me it's all about you
32:23thank you thank you that's what she said yeah
32:32the exercise stares up old emotion
32:35when i was seven i did have a really horrific incident with another child of them touching me
32:43inappropriately it kind of shut me off and brought up this fear of sex and that was so horrible
32:54so i want to move past that horrific experience but it is so difficult it's like a piece of glass
33:03you can chatter some glass but even if you put it back together it will never be the same again
33:10just imagine little emma looking up at you and saying thank you so much thank you
33:18for looking out for me and being the strong independent woman that i always wanted to be
33:25you should be proud of yourself because you're so stronger than you think and wiser than you know
33:42how'd it go a really good session i feel like celeste released a new energy inside me that i didn't
33:48realize i had right now i feel on top of the world i feel like a brand new complete
33:56version of emma and i'm not going to let people's negative input impacts me
34:03i feel like now i'm more open to forming new connections which i haven't taken before
34:09it's not just emma who's feeling like a new person after his session with cat yesterday tom has been
34:16reflecting on gender identity i think my next step to this i probably will tell some more people about
34:21my gender fluidity so i don't constantly have this sort of barrier up all the time or like i'm not
34:27hiding a part of myself anymore which i'm constantly having to do here at the moment
34:31you want to see her yes after her own issues around identity tom decides to confide in taylor
34:41coming here i've been learning a lot more about my own identity i found that as well
34:47really puts it into perspective it does 100 when i had my makeup put on me yes and then i had to take
34:53it off and i felt a bit oh no i really wanted to keep that on say that it got me thinking a lot about
34:59my own sort of identity i'm not sure i think if gender is like on the spectrum yes i'd say
35:06i'm exactly between uh him and vey them yes so masculine but not but yeah do you still identify
35:14as straight like you like girls yes i still very much like women there's not like who i go to bed
35:20with it's like who i go to bed as yeah of course yeah yeah yeah oh how exciting exciting thank you
35:29it's late afternoon on virgin island all right what's up and this evening the group will pair
35:38up for date night so how are we going to do this today is this my first proper date do i class this
35:44as a date we can make it a date we'll see how we'll see what happens one thing i don't want it to be is
35:50i don't want it to be awkward why would it be awkward i don't know i feel like i'm just an awkward
35:53person no we might fall in love after this really maybe maybe sometimes when you look at me i do feel
36:00like are you just looking at me like randomly or are you looking at me maybe some overthinking it
36:06you just look at me there oh emma after her session with celeste emma's newfound positivity
36:14is taking effect you do realize like my dream woman will have to be someone who like goes to india
36:20i mean has that dream wedding oh my god yeah you would look really good in a sari no i actually
36:24would love that that's like the classic would my dress be like red yeah i picture a red really
36:32yeah i picture a red i don't know whether the red would suit me i think it would i think any color would
36:37be one of them now she's opened the floodgates emma's letting herself go even went through to the
36:57second layer later later we'll all pose for a calendar and so are the boys what do you guys like
37:07like what do you mean what do you like but that's such a how do you want to have sex i know i want
37:13i want to feel powerful i mean yeah i'd like it if a girl rides on top of me sure i would like to
37:18be dominated i think that's what i like you like that yeah that's interesting but that's because i'm
37:23like a shy version i think i want something really boring like michigan that's me after being rejected
37:30earlier the confidence phase of the course has yet to help ben i think what's scary about the whole
37:36approaching somebody in real life is the prospect of rejection it's just awkward ben struggles to
37:41turn dates from the vertical to the horizontal so the experts want to see if they can teach him how
37:49coming out of this and feel more confident is why i'm doing it
37:54let's get a little closer and just so our hands are touching your job is to stay present with the
38:01touch how do i make the first move the first physical move because that's quite a big step and
38:06something you always worry about if there is a moment that you feel a connection but you might
38:11just look at her and be like you're so cute you know for that yeah yeah it has to feel like it's
38:23it's time though naturally yeah when you're confident that's one of the most important things
38:31with the basics covered ben takes the giant leap to the bed
38:35it's nice it's really nice ben
38:52yeah slowly ben's confidence seems to be rising
39:05and whatever you do don't try to get it right there's no getting it right there's only exploring
39:16squeeze me if that helps you to feel more of me
39:19see you soon what i found most helpful is that she can help me get out of my head and get more in
39:34the moment yeah i just feel like i'm a lot more confident going into these sort of situations now
39:38after ben's confidence boost
39:47the whole group get themselves ready for date night
39:51it feels a bigger deal than i thought it's going to be oh a tie you're looking good though dude yeah
39:57you all look good yeah you know verdant's gonna be so sexy
40:00oh lovely the experts have paired them up ready to test their date skills this is nice this is
40:12nice ladies first so kind and they've hit the island's most romantic spot there you go my lady
40:20thank you very much thank you okay you look lovely oh thank you i was worried i'd be overdressed and i was
40:26like i was like i was worried about the same thing having come out as gay taylor's dating expert
40:31ayesha giving ben the chance to carry on where he left off with joy how have you been since
40:38we last met yeah fine great for you you're late i hope this is what
40:45so do i actually cheers as they sit down to chat up nice to meet you nice to meet you they must
40:53remember celeste and danielle's three steps of dating i wanted to know actually what's it like
40:58in glasgow is it just full of like frankie boyle posters yeah he's like actually like our mascot
41:08what state did you grow up in florida oh florida i never would have guessed
41:13really apparently florida people are crazy does that mean you're crazy um i think i am a little
41:19a lot we may be about to get rained on you don't like getting wet i thought that was your whole
41:25thing wow i appreciate that i appreciate you taking it sexual step one giving an in the moment
41:36compliment you look nice thanks very nice oh nice oh ten ten ten not to say
41:47sort of some dolphins like i'm rosy your cheeks on thank you it's the one thing i hate about myself
41:54is it yeah oh well i'm glad i brought up then
41:57you're very nice earrings you like them thank you my friend made them definitely got a good fashion
42:04sense yeah better than i've got thank you thank you so much all these compliments i don't know what
42:09to do with them all step two is the look i've practiced the look i've practiced oh yes okay i'm
42:17gonna feel my energy okay i'm gonna turn away and look back at you okay god damn it finally followed
42:29by the kiss you're a beautiful girl oh stop it you're a beautiful guy inside and out
42:38oh but for one couple my niche is like weight loss i like motivation to want to do personal training and
42:45want to help other people yeah i like that about you thanks date practice is perfect you okay okay
42:53you sure yeah i'm all right don't make you nervous a little bit you don't need to be nervous
43:01i need to try and be a bit more confident with women my family and our hindu culture still believe
43:06in like arranged marriages i don't see that as a bad thing um but i just don't think i'd ever put
43:11myself in that position once i'm a lot more confident in myself i think the type of path
43:16that i want to go down will be love marriage but if i don't put myself out there it definitely won't
43:21happen do you want to take your hands sure that's it i'm just gonna i have cold hands though no it's
43:28okay okay you have nice hands though thank you you've got nice skin i feel like i've gotten darker
43:35by being here to be honest you actually have but you're a nice color
43:44you okay yeah i'm right you okay yeah i'm good i'm all good in my head yeah
43:53look you can tell how cold i am because i was going a bit purple yeah you are going a bit purple
43:57aren't you maybe you can warm them up for me you're going to warm them up for you yeah i'll give you a
44:02little peg yeah go on beautiful how was that yeah lovely yeah good for you of course good we got
44:11on quite well and i'm just looking forward to getting to knowing more i don't know whether it
44:16could be a bit romantic but i've never had a connection with anyone like i do with virage
44:22that was awkward i feel really great i feel confident and i feel like i've pushed outside
44:33like a massive barrier with me with like going on dates she's just an amazing girl and i'm really
44:38glad that um i was with her for that day and you want to hold my hand and we'll make it like an official
44:43day and with that it's time to celebrate the end of another phase of the course
44:56are you feeling confident yes my confidence has definitely grown over the last few days
45:02i've kind of been on a journey in terms of my gender i'm not quite sure who i am but
45:08i know at least i'm tom cheers over the last few days my confidence has skyrocketed so much more
45:19than i thought it ever would and i'm really looking forward to where the journey may take me next
45:25it's so exciting and it's so nice to feel like these new feelings that i'm feeling now that i'm kind
45:30of i know myself a bit better the fear is gone so i'm hoping i can progress faster now that i'm not being
45:36held back by my own fear tomorrow we are taking you to the next level oh my god are you ready
45:47we've come on jane together and you never know what's coming next i just hope we don't go in
45:52tomorrow like they're all naked or something that'd be quite scary next time so this is my buddy for
45:59fuck's sake the course enters its toughest phase yet we're gonna invite you one by one to show yourself
46:08out do you know what yolo
46:14and the one-on-ones what's the feeling in your body the sensation of it disgusting push the virgins
46:20further than ever before just like explore

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