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00:00Oh, he's gorgeous.
00:15And as a fellow standard with a disability, let me tell you, he is going to break some hearts.
00:20Oh, we know. He's going to have a fake ID before he gets his blue badge. Isn't that right, Peter?
00:24Louie, we're going to be late. Come on, mate.
00:28Um, I'm going to take Jimmy for a walk later. Would you fancy it?
00:33No, I'm going to go for a run and then get up with some work.
00:37Dad's in Australia with Sharon and Michelle, so I'm pretty snowed under.
00:47I mean, he's hardly missed a personality at the best of times, but what was that about?
00:52He's just been struggling a bit. He hasn't been able to bond with Jimmy yet.
00:57What, and you're left to do it all? You're struggling too, OK?
01:01And so will Jimmy if Peter doesn't pull his finger out.
01:05If you're all in this together, the time for Peter to step up is now.
01:08You're far enough for what?
01:24Yeah.
01:27No, I don't know.
01:32I'll be in for my shift.
01:33Now, I need to get these nails done.
01:46People are going to think I'm a bricklayer, not a bar owner.
01:52Oh, is that your panacea princess?
01:54Is she all right?
01:57Just say no.
01:58She passes the girlfriend test.
01:59I mean, she's a gobby cow, but she's got a good heart.
02:02And it takes one to know one.
02:04Well done, Bar.
02:06Just one hell of a test.
02:09Right, I'd better get to work, eh?
02:11Back to normal.
02:14See you later.
02:18Come on, Bar.
02:19You need a new pair of trainers.
02:21I'll get you, Keith.
02:21OK, so, you know I've been looking all over for work, right?
02:33And it's been hard.
02:34Yeah, well, I told you not to worry.
02:35Something to turn up.
02:36Or something sort of as.
02:39Ta-da!
02:42It's the limo.
02:44What?
02:44This is yours?
02:46What the hell are you doing with a limo?
02:47Well, you remember me telling you about my mate Cheeky,
02:50just out of the nick.
02:51No, Harvey, I don't.
02:52And I think I would remember the name of that particular ex-con.
02:54Well, anyway, he set up this car rental firm,
02:57like hummers, limos, wedding cars, the lot.
02:59He made a lot of money.
03:01But he's 70-odd now, so he wants to step back,
03:03and he's selling off his fleet.
03:05So, you bought one?
03:07Well, no, not yet.
03:08It's just a test drive.
03:10If I can get some cash together,
03:12I'm going to be a private chauffeur.
03:14Yeah, you know, events and that.
03:15He's got the contacts.
03:17What do you think?
03:18And there's me thinking cheetahs never prospered.
03:23Well, I had a stretched limo to take your mistress out of you, eh?
03:26That's him overcompensating for his mini-metro and his tighty-weighties.
03:30Yeah, it's mine, actually.
03:32Well, it will be.
03:33I'm going out of business for myself.
03:35Private hire chauffeur.
03:37Chauffeur?
03:38You struggle taking punters over the river in a hatchback.
03:41You're right that I'm parking it up.
03:43Let's go.
03:44What's the matter, cat?
03:45You scared of a bit of competition?
03:47Competition?
03:48A clapped-out old limo and a two-bop driver?
03:51As if you can afford it.
03:52You're already stuck with one old bag.
03:54Hey, hoi!
03:54That's enough.
03:55She's got a lot on her plate.
03:56Yeah.
03:58She's got a pointer.
03:59Are you looking for a slappin' hole?
04:02No, no.
04:03I mean, can't afford it.
04:06But, er, maybe I know a woman who can.
04:11Well.
04:14You want me to lay these out here?
04:17You'll be joking, aren't you?
04:18Gina, we are a family, and the Albert is a family business, so no, I am not joking.
04:25What's all this?
04:26You and your leaflets are not welcome here, Mum.
04:29You know that.
04:40I'm sorry to hear about the baby, but, er, these ain't going at you.
04:45Yeah, I've been trying to see how he is, but Peter keeps blanking me.
04:49Thought I'd throw myself into this.
04:52Worked a charm, eh?
04:52It used to be me against the world.
04:57I used to revel in it.
05:00And then my kids were against me, too.
05:03Well, you don't help yourself.
05:05You never have.
05:09That little baby could do with an expert in taking on the world, I reckon.
05:15So stop for insight for yourself,
05:17and get yourself back into a position where you can really help from the inside.
05:20Right.
05:30You know what?
05:30You are lucky that he doesn't look like any of his granddads.
05:35Could you imagine?
05:36I mean, you could have pushed out a ginger in chippy ovals.
05:39You dodged a bullet there, babe.
05:43That's a good shout out on the name as well.
05:44Another E for the quiz.
05:46E?
05:47You know, me, Freddie, obviously.
05:50Teddy.
05:50Ernie.
05:51Tommy.
05:52Ricky.
05:53Ravi.
05:54Harvey.
05:55Howie.
05:56Harry.
05:59Shrimpy.
06:00And that little Jimmy, you know?
06:01Strong learner, isn't it?
06:03Or the Wallies.
06:06Isn't that too late to change the name?
06:08You know, I've got to go.
06:09Yeah.
06:09Oh, listen.
06:10Don't forget to put the keyboard on the Christmas list, yeah?
06:13You look Stevie Wonder, Ray Charles.
06:15He didn't stop them, didn't he?
06:17And listen, if ever he needs a muse,
06:20Aunty Kim is straight across the road, okay?
06:22Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
06:25Hey, Al.
06:26You're starting to go.
06:27I'm not fucking silly.
06:28You all right?
06:29Yeah.
06:30I was trying to keep my pace up.
06:31Yeah.
06:32Why didn't you swap your run for a walk?
06:35Because he's getting a little bit grumpy.
06:38I think he's getting sick of my voice.
06:40Maybe Daddy could help?
06:42He's probably just hungry, isn't he, Lauren?
06:46I'll see you later.
06:49I can put some money in your pot.
06:52You'll need more, I know,
06:53but I'm not exactly cash-rich at the moment.
06:56I don't know if you've heard,
06:57but I lost the Albert recently.
06:58Oh, I'm sorry.
07:00You've got bigger things to worry about.
07:01It's a silly idea, anyway.
07:02No, no, it's a great idea.
07:04And there's nothing to stop you asking someone else to chip in, is there?
07:08Don't let anyone stop you following your heart.
07:11Did it stop us?
07:13Oh, what?
07:19You're right.
07:22I ain't gonna let her stop me, either.
07:26Mate, the bloc on table six ordered a chicken burger,
07:32and this ain't a chicken burger.
07:34The tourgazer?
07:34Yeah.
07:36No, he ordered a cheeseburger.
07:37No, he ordered a chicken burger.
07:41You won't tell him, mate, I will.
07:42Oh, no, no, no, stop.
07:46Zach.
07:48Look.
07:49No things seem bad at the minute, yeah?
07:53But Barney's a good kid.
07:55A clever kid.
07:56Maybe one day he'll come round,
07:58but he ain't gonna annoy you when you're in this state, is he?
08:01So why don't you go home and get your head straight, yeah?
08:04Excuse me?
08:04Uh, yeah.
08:06Just give me a moment.
08:09Remember,
08:11you don't know if it's in his home.
08:13Yeah?
08:17You can get the bill, please.
08:18Yeah.
08:19So we all pointed by it,
08:24we share the jobs,
08:25and with Cheeky's contacts,
08:26we will make a fortune, eh?
08:28And besides,
08:29we all know the apps are killing this game, right?
08:31So why not jump before you're pushed, eh?
08:34What do you think?
08:35Oh, you must really love hospital food.
08:39What are you doing hassling my drivers?
08:42Well, this is me offering your staff an opportunity, Kat.
08:45It's a free market, ain't it?
08:46Not on my firm, it ain't.
08:49Listen,
08:49if you two go into business with him,
08:51you're out of a job, right,
08:52and that goes for the rest of you.
08:54So, please,
08:55can you just go back to work,
08:56or you'll have no work to go back to?
09:00My two biggest earners.
09:02You are lower than a snake's belly,
09:04do you know that?
09:05Calm down.
09:07He dumps Jean,
09:08and now he wants to poach my drivers.
09:10Listen,
09:10you go anywhere near my drivers again,
09:12and it'll be more than your limo that gets keyed.
09:15Do you hear me?
09:17Unbelievable.
09:18Come on.
09:22Oh, look, don't worry.
09:24Something will turn up, all right?
09:26Something just does.
09:31I've got to go.
09:32All right.
09:37What's this?
09:38This is about helping little Jimmy,
09:40and you two.
09:42Cathy's on her way over,
09:43she's going to be here in a minute,
09:44and we all are going to sit down
09:46and talk about peace,
09:47for the sake of little Jimmy.
09:49We don't need help.
09:51We don't need a family intervention,
09:53we've just got to get on with it,
09:54okay?
09:55Actually,
09:56your mum's right.
10:00I think we could do
10:01with all the help we could get.
10:02Oh, no, I do.
10:13And the thing is,
10:15like, he's good looking,
10:16but I wouldn't say he's, like,
10:17leng enough to lose teeth over,
10:19do you know what I mean?
10:19Look, Barney,
10:23I know there's, like,
10:23a VAR playing in your mind right now
10:25of when I kissed you on the cheek,
10:27but don't let that make you
10:28even more weird and quiet
10:29than usual, okay?
10:30Because right now,
10:31you're at your, like,
10:32weird and quiet, like, maximum.
10:34Like, you're literally tiptoeing
10:35over what's acceptable
10:36for being weird and quiet,
10:37and you're doing it
10:38in your new white trainers
10:40that your OCD dad
10:41is probably going to scrub clean
10:43with a toothbrush
10:43when you get home.
10:46Nothing?
10:48Barney, what's going on?
10:49Please tell me.
10:50Barney, mate.
10:52Can I have a word, please, mate?
11:01I know we've all been
11:02each other's throats,
11:03but now we have to put that aside.
11:04I want to help,
11:05and I think Cappy does too.
11:08So we all need to pull together.
11:11Oh, well,
11:11pains me to say it.
11:13But she's right.
11:15And if you two are at odds,
11:16that won't help either, will it?
11:18This is all very sweet,
11:19but are we done?
11:20No, we're not, Peter.
11:23They're right.
11:25You just want to shrug it off
11:27and make jokes,
11:30pretending like nothing
11:31and no-one can help us,
11:33but I...
11:33I can't do that
11:35because I need help, Peter.
11:37I need support.
11:38I'm not getting any from you.
11:39Are you joking?
11:41I'm the one putting
11:42the food on the table.
11:44I'm the one that's doing
11:44the drop-offs
11:45and the pick-ups
11:46for Louis.
11:47I'm talking about Jimmy.
11:49Oh.
11:52It's like...
11:52It's like you are pretending
11:55that he's not even here.
11:59Or that none of this
12:01is actually happening,
12:02but it is.
12:03It is.
12:04I mean,
12:07you don't even
12:08pick him up.
12:11I mean,
12:11you barely look at him.
12:13You definitely don't look at me.
12:17If you did,
12:18you'd be able to see.
12:19You would see
12:19how I feel
12:21and I feel like
12:22I'm on my own.
12:25Do you want to know the truth?
12:28Do you want to know
12:29why I can't look at him?
12:29I can't look at him
12:30because it makes me angry.
12:33And I can't look at you
12:35because it's your fault.
12:39Peter!
12:39That is out of order.
12:41Why?
12:42Why?
12:42Because the doctor said
12:43that her being high as a kite
12:44is unlikely to be the cause.
12:46Well,
12:46do any of you think
12:47it helped?
12:48Eh?
12:50She was meant to be
12:51protecting our son
12:52and I'm the bad guy
12:53for not picking him up.
12:54What?
12:55What do you want to do?
12:56Walk around
12:56and pretend like
12:57everything's normal?
13:00My son is blind.
13:02He's blind.
13:03And I've got to pretend
13:04that his mum
13:05had nothing to do
13:06with the fact
13:06that he'll never see my face.
13:08This is all her fault.
13:10We all know it.
13:11What are we doing?
13:12She knows it.
13:15Look at her.
13:16Lauren, go on.
13:17Tell me I'm wrong.
13:18You need to go now.
13:20Of course I do.
13:20Of course I do.
13:21Yeah.
13:21Go on.
13:22The Lauren show
13:22can continue,
13:23can't it?
13:23As usual.
13:24What is it?
13:25Painkillers?
13:26Drinking?
13:27Fires?
13:27Sleeping around?
13:28No one else,
13:30no one else
13:30dare have an issue
13:32when the violins come out,
13:33do they?
13:33No one else can suffer,
13:34Lauren,
13:35because there'll be
13:35no one here
13:35to pick up the pieces
13:36for her,
13:36as always.
13:39Well, there you go.
13:41Get ready to pick up
13:42my pieces.
13:42Cheeky, mate.
13:47I will get the
13:47paintwork sorted,
13:48I promise.
13:49Don't worry.
13:51Well, just give me
13:52another date, yeah?
13:54Well, I will find
13:55someone to go
13:56halves in with me.
13:58Yes.
13:59Yeah, yeah.
14:00No, I understand.
14:01Okay, cheers.
14:05Do you know what?
14:05My mum used to
14:06stay to me if I was upset.
14:09Stop crying,
14:10or I'll give you
14:10something to cry about.
14:12So, me,
14:14I'm making
14:14three separate
14:15favourite dinners
14:16in the hope
14:17of winning my boys back.
14:19It's gonna be
14:19a long night.
14:22Hey,
14:23couldn't I interest you
14:23in going halves
14:24on a limo?
14:25I'm like,
14:25looking for a partner.
14:27What, that scratched
14:28up rusty
14:29that's taken up
14:29three spaces
14:30in the square?
14:32No thanks.
14:32Yeah, well, don't worry,
14:33Kat's probably
14:34had it to by now.
14:35Yeah, that's my
14:36own fault,
14:36please.
14:38Things we do
14:39for love, eh?
14:41Do you know
14:41what else my mum
14:42used to say to me?
14:44Keep your friends
14:45close
14:45and your enemies
14:46closer.
14:48Hopefully,
14:49I've just moved
14:49downstairs
14:50because of the former.
14:52Look,
14:52you want Kat
14:53off your back
14:53and you need
14:54a partner, right?
14:55No.
14:56Well, sometimes
14:57you've just got to
14:57wave a white flag,
14:59even if it is
15:00just to get close enough
15:01so you can stick
15:02the pointy end in.
15:03all right, Lauren?
15:12How you doing?
15:14Can I just get
15:15a vodka lemonade,
15:16please?
15:18Who for?
15:21For me.
15:23I could really do
15:24without the judgement
15:24or not.
15:26Please.
15:26I can't imagine
15:30how you're feeling,
15:32but if you're
15:33looking to relapse,
15:35you've picked
15:35the wrong landlady
15:36and you know that.
15:39Just,
15:40just come upstairs
15:41or I'll stick
15:41the kettle on
15:42and we can talk
15:42about it,
15:43all right?
15:45I guess the Lauren
15:45show's back
15:46on the road,
15:46then.
15:46Come on.
15:48Are you ready
16:04to talk yet?
16:06There's nothing
16:06to talk about,
16:07Mum.
16:10Linda's calling me.
16:12That means
16:12Lauren's over
16:13at the Vic there,
16:14proving me right,
16:14ain't she?
16:15Mum,
16:15do us both a favour,
16:16please,
16:16and just go.
16:18You went too far,
16:20Peter.
16:21Coming from the Queen
16:22of going too far?
16:24Come with it, Mum.
16:25She,
16:25she knew how,
16:26she knew how
16:27she was making me feel.
16:28I know
16:29how you feel.
16:31You feel angry,
16:32but mostly
16:33you feel scared.
16:41When,
16:42um,
16:42you and Lucy
16:43were born,
16:45I used to take you
16:46both to
16:46mother and baby
16:48classes,
16:48I was a bit rusty,
16:51and I always
16:53remember there
16:54was this bloke
16:56there.
16:57Then,
16:57well,
16:57it was,
16:58it was like
16:59seeing a polar bear
17:01in the Vic.
17:05Turns out
17:06his wife had died
17:07during labour,
17:08and, um,
17:12he was learning
17:13the ropes.
17:14He could see
17:15I was
17:15struggling.
17:18You know,
17:18I was
17:18splitting my time
17:20between you two,
17:21bonding.
17:26And then he told me
17:27he was struggling too
17:28with his little boy.
17:30And then one day,
17:33when his baby
17:33was crying,
17:34he just,
17:35he just started
17:35singing to him
17:36out of sheer panic.
17:39And it was a song
17:41that his mum
17:42used to sing
17:43to him.
17:45And you know
17:45what?
17:46That's the same
17:47song
17:48that I used to
17:49sing to you
17:50and Lucy.
17:52Every night.
17:54Do you remember?
17:55I don't know
18:00how he's
18:02doing now
18:03or
18:03how his
18:05little boy is,
18:07but you know what?
18:08I know somehow
18:09that they're fine.
18:13Like,
18:14I know that
18:14you and Jimmy
18:15are gonna be okay.
18:20I love you,
18:21Peter.
18:23And I am here
18:25for when you
18:26need me,
18:26okay?
18:47At least it's
18:47not just my
18:48cause you're
18:48airing.
18:54Look,
18:54Barn,
18:55you know I don't
18:56find the whole
18:57opening up thing
18:57that easy.
18:58And I guess
18:59you don't either.
19:00But,
19:00I feel like we had
19:02a bit of a
19:02breakthrough last week,
19:03no?
19:04It actually felt
19:04really good to
19:05open up and talk
19:06about what's
19:07been going on.
19:10Look,
19:10if you don't
19:11want to talk to me,
19:11then maybe you
19:12should talk to your mum.
19:13I mean,
19:13she was surprisingly
19:14good with me the other day.
19:15Maybe she could help you.
19:16Oh,
19:16not with this,
19:17she can't.
19:18Then what is it then,
19:19Barn?
19:19What,
19:20has it got something
19:20to do with Zach?
19:21Cause the way
19:21you stormed off
19:22earlier,
19:22that was weird
19:23even for you.
19:27It's your mum.
19:30No.
19:31Your mum and Zach
19:32can't see each other,
19:32are they?
19:33I thought your mum and dad
19:34were like getting back
19:35on track.
19:35Just drop it,
19:36yeah?
19:37Look,
19:37you make mistakes
19:38and they blow up
19:39in your face
19:39so you get your problems.
19:41My problems come from
19:42stuff that I've got
19:42absolutely no control over.
19:44So will you just
19:45do me a favour
19:45and leave me alone,
19:46all right?
19:47Cool.
19:49I'll find it.
19:57No,
19:58Lauren.
19:59Linda's already
19:59sent a message,
20:00Ryan.
20:00I'm sorry,
20:00babe.
20:01I don't want you
20:02sorry.
20:02I just want a drink.
20:03I'm not going anywhere
20:04until you give me one.
20:05It ain't happening.
20:08Gina,
20:09double whiskey
20:09in a pint,
20:10please.
20:10Nicholas,
20:10tab.
20:11All right.
20:11I'll hold you all
20:12just,
20:12I've got a problem
20:13to deal with.
20:13I'll do with you
20:13in a minute,
20:14yeah?
20:15Watch where you're
20:16going,
20:16will you?
20:16It's all right.
20:17What?
20:18Sorry,
20:18have you got a problem
20:19have you?
20:19What are you doing?
20:21I came here for a drink
20:22not to get dirty looks
20:23from a pair of slappers.
20:25Look,
20:26if I can't get a drink
20:27in here,
20:27then I'm just going
20:27to go to an off-licence,
20:28isn't I?
20:29Oh,
20:29and you can tell Linda
20:30that and all.
20:31Look.
20:39Can you crunch
20:39any louder?
20:40I don't think
20:41they can hear you
20:42next door.
20:42Ooh!
20:43How are you?
20:44I've had three calls
20:45today.
20:47Maybe he's right.
20:48Maybe this prat in the limo
20:49is our competition.
20:51Hey,
20:51it's all about
20:52prat in a limo.
20:55Kat,
20:56can we talk?
20:57About what?
20:58What,
20:59do you want to
20:59ride to the hospital
21:00because you're
21:00in the right place
21:01for us?
21:01I'm sorry.
21:02All right.
21:02Yeah,
21:03why?
21:04For breaking
21:04Jean's heart
21:05or trying to
21:06steal on my staff?
21:07For everything.
21:08I'm no business
21:13man,
21:13but I know
21:13a good opportunity
21:14when I see one.
21:15My mate Cheeky
21:16is selling off
21:17that limo
21:17when you keyed.
21:20Why do you think
21:21I did it?
21:22Look,
21:23you and me
21:24both know
21:24the apps
21:25are killing
21:25this game,
21:26right?
21:27So I thought
21:28maybe you might
21:29be interested
21:29in buying in
21:30with me.
21:32You know,
21:32add another
21:32string to your
21:33bow,
21:33offer another
21:34service,
21:34and we'll
21:36just let
21:37bygones
21:37be bygones.
21:39It could be
21:39a great opportunity
21:40for both of us.
21:47But for what
21:48it's worth,
21:48I think the
21:49world of Jean,
21:50of all your
21:50family,
21:52I just,
21:52you know,
21:53I fell in love
21:54with Kath.
21:56And you two
21:57know all about
21:57how tricky
21:58love can be,
21:58right?
22:01What do you
22:01think?
22:03I think me
22:04and you
22:05teaming up
22:05is a bit
22:05of a stretch,
22:06yeah?
22:08But it's
22:08a good idea,
22:10and you'll
22:10have no more
22:11trouble for me
22:12anymore.
22:13Good luck
22:14to you.
22:16Thanks,
22:16Kat.
22:18I really
22:18appreciate that.
22:23Yeah,
22:24I'm proud
22:24of you,
22:25gorgeous.
22:26You know,
22:26you know,
22:27like...
22:27Shats up,
22:27you big
22:28girls'
22:28blouse.
22:29I bet
22:30Nan can get
22:30this cheeky's
22:31number.
22:31Yeah?
22:32It's right,
22:33it's a great
22:33opportunity.
22:34For us.
22:36So what's this
22:37then?
22:37Citizen's
22:38arrest?
22:38Lauren,
22:38just sit down
22:39please,
22:40yeah?
22:40No,
22:41I'm not
22:42going to sit
22:42down until
22:42I've got
22:42a drink in
22:43my hand,
22:43so let's
22:44open a bottle,
22:45shall we?
22:45It's definitely
22:45not,
22:46stop,
22:46come here,
22:47can you sit
22:47down and
22:47shut up,
22:48Lauren?
22:48No.
22:49What are you
22:49doing?
22:50Come on,
22:50Lauren,
22:51you ain't the
22:51only one
22:51who's hurting,
22:52alright?
22:53You ain't the
22:54only one
22:54with problems,
22:55listen,
22:55I'm going to
22:55sit here.
22:57You're going to
22:57sit there,
22:58you're going to
22:59take a long
22:59look at me
22:59and realise
23:00how lucky
23:00you are.
23:01Please.
23:12You're alright,
23:13Lauren?
23:14You're okay.
23:16Come on.
23:17So sorry.
23:28Peter's right
23:28too.
23:30I could have
23:30just gone to
23:31an offie and
23:31just sat on a
23:32park bench,
23:32couldn't I?
23:33But no,
23:33I had to walk
23:34into the Vic,
23:35I had to go
23:36into the bar,
23:37didn't I?
23:37I'd just cause
23:38a little bit
23:39of a fuss.
23:41It is always
23:43the Lauren show.
23:46It's just,
23:46it's never
23:47a good watch.
23:50Peter's,
23:50Peter's struggling
23:52with Jimmy.
23:54He's a good
23:55dad,
23:56but
23:56I'm sure
23:59he's going to
23:59get there.
24:00He'll get there.
24:02He's just
24:02never going to
24:03stop blaming
24:04me.
24:05He's not,
24:06and I'm not
24:07going to stop
24:08blaming myself
24:08either.
24:09No, no,
24:09sorry,
24:10Lauren.
24:10No,
24:11Lauren,
24:12you cannot
24:12blame yourself.
24:13I can.
24:15I can and
24:15I will.
24:16All right.
24:19Great.
24:23In a neat
24:27little town
24:28they call
24:29Belfast
24:30An apprentice
24:32to a trade
24:33I was bound
24:34And many
24:37a hour's
24:38sweet happiness
24:39Zach,
24:40Jimmy is blind.
24:43He's blind.
24:45I'm going to have to
24:46look at myself in the
24:47mirror every single day
24:47knowing that I didn't do
24:49everything I possibly
24:51could to protect him.
24:52Kids are born every day
24:53to stone-cold sober
24:54parents with problems,
24:55Lauren.
24:58It's life.
24:59It ain't fair.
25:00Things don't go the way
25:01you want them to.
25:04From where I'm sat,
25:07you're the luckiest person
25:08in the world,
25:08you know that.
25:14Lauren,
25:14I lost a little girl
25:20that I couldn't protect.
25:22I've got another
25:22little girl
25:23that I'm trying to
25:24protect from
25:24500 miles away
25:25and now I've found
25:26out I've got a son
25:26who wants nothing
25:29to do with me
25:30and you can add him
25:31to the family
25:31I'm never going to get.
25:34You've got a son?
25:35Yeah.
25:35What are you talking
25:36about?
25:37Barney Mitchell's
25:38my kid.
25:41Yeah,
25:41and he don't want
25:42anything to do
25:42with me.
25:47I, uh,
25:48I keep on telling
25:50myself that it's
25:51Nicola dripping poison
25:52but he don't know me.
25:53Why would he want
25:53to know me?
25:55It's too late,
25:57isn't it?
25:59I'm running out
26:00of time, Lauren.
26:01I'm a 37-year-old
26:03bloke with three kids
26:04so I should be
26:05looking after
26:05and look at me.
26:06Look at the state of me.
26:09I've got nothing.
26:11Her eyes
26:12they shone
26:13like diamonds
26:14I thought
26:17her the queen
26:18of the land
26:19And her hair
26:23hung over
26:24her shoulders
26:26Tied up
26:31in a black
26:32velvet bag
26:33You?
26:44You've got a family.
26:47Little Louie,
26:47Jimmy,
26:48it's there.
26:49It's right there
26:49in front of you,
26:50isn't it?
26:50You're going to love
26:51them and protect them
26:52and they are lucky
26:52to have you,
26:53Lauren.
26:55So lucky.
26:58Peter don't deserve
27:00the family
27:01that I would
27:02kill for.
27:08Hmm.
27:09I'm going to love
27:10to be with you.
27:39You