The Valley (2024) - Season 2 Episode 4 -
The Circle of Strife
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The Circle of Strife
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00:02Previously on The Valley...
00:04I'm going to this mental clinic.
00:06I-I just was, like, rawr,
00:08and I just started throwing sh-t.
00:09Just think about Cruz.
00:10I mean, the main reason I'm going to this place is...
00:13is for him.
00:14Janet has put this, like, literal wedge between us,
00:17and I feel like I've lost, like,
00:19a big part of our relationship.
00:22Yeah.
00:23Luke told me Jesse was trying to say
00:26that Michelle was hooking up with a billionaire for money.
00:29I hate him.
00:30I don't know what's going on with Michelle.
00:32She was most likely with her boyfriend
00:34for the last two years.
00:36Nothing about Aaron and Michelle adds up.
00:38I think there was a situation that happened
00:40with the two of them while I was married.
00:42I have decided to plan a Santa Barbara getaway.
00:45I've found and reserved a house.
00:47We should vote him out.
00:49He rented the house.
00:50I know, but...
00:52I'm all right
00:55I'm all right
00:58Everything is all right
01:01Everything is all right
01:04I'm all right
01:11I feel it, what now
01:13Come on, we gots to get down
01:15I feel it, what now
01:17Come on, we gots to get down
01:21If you were to go to Santa Barbara
01:23and you were to go wine tasting,
01:25what shoes would you wear?
01:29I appreciate your respect for style.
01:39Are you having second thoughts on going on the trip at all?
01:42Honestly, I have so many emotions.
01:44I'm so confused.
01:46A part of me just wants to stay home
01:48and not deal with it.
01:50It's the worst that could happen.
01:52Anything can happen with Jesse.
01:58I want to talk about Santa Barbara
02:00because every fiber of my being
02:02is worried that this is going to be
02:04an insane sh** show.
02:06I feel like Janet tried to constantly
02:08take me down
02:10or get me out of the group
02:12and I'm like...
02:14Why hold on to that horrible grudge?
02:16Because it's ridiculous.
02:20Hey, this trip, we won't have any children.
02:22We can get some sleep.
02:24Yes.
02:26We need it so bad.
02:28After some love making.
02:30I might be ovulating then too.
02:32Oh my gosh, are we talking about this right now?
02:40Going on a trip.
02:42What's up guys?
02:44Where'd you get that?
02:46I mean, it's our wine trip.
02:49I'm going to wear the wine shirt.
02:51Hi.
02:53I think Jason's going to drive.
02:55Hi everybody.
02:57I hear Britney.
02:59Where's the lollygagging?
03:01Let's get up to Santa Barbara.
03:03Y'all drive safe.
03:07Nia, I don't know if I told you
03:09that Benji is going to move
03:11here for two months.
03:13Can you say this thing long term?
03:15Oh no, I would marry him right now.
03:18But on that topic, I forgot to show you.
03:20I did bring a little piece of Benji.
03:24What is that?
03:26Benji is here.
03:28What?
03:30Oh my God, I am dead.
03:32Hi Benji.
03:34What's up Benji?
03:36You hate Janet too.
03:38Just kidding.
03:42Don't even read it, Britney.
03:44He's already starting to text.
03:46He's like in therapy almost 7 hours a day.
03:48So they take his phone while he's in therapy
03:50and then he gets 15 minute breaks in between.
03:52So he's doing therapy, getting his phone,
03:54rage texting me, going back to therapy,
03:56getting his phone, rage texting me, going back to therapy.
03:58One of the main reasons why
04:00Jax is in this mental health facility right now
04:02is because of his anger issues, his rage.
04:04And I actually thought
04:06that whenever he was in there for 30 days
04:08that I would be able to have
04:10some kind of peace.
04:12How dumb was I?
04:15So that makes me happy.
04:19Michelle hasn't even looked me in the eyes yet
04:21this morning.
04:23She didn't look at me either
04:25and I heard Luke go, hi Michelle.
04:27She looked down and away.
04:29What is her problem?
04:31I hope it goes well
04:33because I don't want chaos
04:35like the last week it's been.
04:37Then I'll take our daughter full time.
04:39You'll never get full custody.
04:41That's not true.
04:44I've never said that.
04:46I swear on my mother that you have said that to me.
04:48But you also swore on Isabella's life
04:50that you didn't cheat on me and you did.
04:52He's just making my life harder.
04:54If she was happy as she says she is
04:56she wouldn't have to tell everybody how happy she is.
04:58I'm so happy
05:00he's the one
05:02that's always screaming and always upset.
05:04I'm like, if you're so happy
05:06go be happy.
05:08Leave me alone.
05:10Yeah, you guys are both in full on relationships.
05:13My goal is to just avoid Jesse
05:15as much as possible
05:17and have fun with my girlfriends.
05:19And I'm going to be on the other side of the house
05:21not dealing with his bullsh**.
05:23If we can't get a smile out of Michelle
05:25with a couple glasses of wine
05:27then I don't know what we're going to do
05:29for the rest of the summer.
05:37Sweet.
05:39I can't wait to see the house.
05:41This looks like a huge
05:43version of my house.
05:45This might be better than the valley.
05:49I have to pee my pants.
05:51Oh, look at this view.
05:53Wow. Whoa.
05:55So sick. Absolutely stunning.
05:57We're here.
05:59I love it.
06:01Oh my god, look at that view.
06:03I know, that's amazing.
06:05Hello.
06:07Are you guys willing to leave the drama at the door?
06:10Yes.
06:12No more drama for me.
06:14White flag for you.
06:16What's a white flag for?
06:18Peace.
06:20When you give up in war.
06:24Michelle, you need the white flag more than anybody.
06:26Jesse, you don't just get a pass
06:28for treating me like sh** every single day
06:30and now called me an escort.
06:32So screw you and your white flag.
06:34This is nuts.
06:37Perfect Spanish hacienda
06:39typical of the Santa Barbara region.
06:41Seven bedroom, eight bath,
06:43up on the cliff,
06:45overlooking the Pacific Ocean.
06:47Can we have a glass of champagne?
06:49Cheers.
06:51Look at all of us.
06:53We're grown.
06:55There's an emotional appeal to these older homes
06:57which I love.
06:59Obviously, I live in an old Spanish cottage.
07:01I'll take this one.
07:03Is it a shower room?
07:05The whole room is a shower.
07:07So much baby making can happen with that view.
07:09This Santa Barbara trip
07:11honestly couldn't be more perfect for Luke and I.
07:13It's my ovulation window.
07:15Get a little vacation, a little bit of wine,
07:17no dogs.
07:19We can make some babies this weekend.
07:21Which one's the furthest away?
07:23We'll put him right here
07:25and he'll just watch us.
07:27Oh, I love the backyard.
07:29This is really pretty.
07:31Bro.
07:34I think I finished two bottles of Prosecco.
07:36So if I were you guys, I would try to catch up.
07:38We got like an hour and a half
07:40and then we're going to go race some race cars.
07:42Danny,
07:44change out of that black.
07:46It's black on black, baby.
07:48Let's get ready for racing.
07:50Yay, it's Melissa.
07:52Oh my goodness.
07:54Welcome.
07:56Oh, thank you.
07:58Luke, come on.
08:00Game time.
08:03I've actually never been
08:05to a NASCAR race, surprisingly.
08:07I'm white trash, but not that white trash.
08:09Who's ready to race?
08:11Oh my God.
08:13You look like a young John Travolta right now.
08:15I was lead in a movie
08:17called Superfast, which was a spoof
08:19off of the Fast and Furious franchise.
08:21So I'm going to be the one to beat today.
08:23Let's just say that.
08:25I think everybody's already dressed and we're not.
08:27Whoa.
08:29Tell a day goodnight.
08:31Oh, hey, honey.
08:33Where have you guys been for so long?
08:35I saw a hat on the door over there.
08:37Yeah.
08:39Do I need to wash my hands?
08:41We wash our hands after.
08:43Okay.
08:47Oh, yeah.
08:49Okay.
08:51I got an actual F1 sponsor.
08:53All right, guys, let's go.
08:56Luke's on fire. I love him.
08:58I know.
09:00Okay, Super Mario.
09:08Are we actually going on the track?
09:10Yeah.
09:14This is interesting.
09:16Map out the track.
09:18Make sure we win.
09:20We got to shake and bake.
09:22Shake and bake, baby.
09:25I got to look at this one over there.
09:27What?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:31Can he put his shirt on?
09:33He's trying to show off.
09:35Gives me the ickle a little bit.
09:37That's him rolling his eyes
09:39at Jesse.
09:41How are you doing?
09:43I never noticed how small your nipples are.
09:45They're very small.
09:47Are they always hard?
09:49Always.
09:51Are they?
09:54Speed for speed.
09:56I'm ready.
09:58You must be Jeff.
10:00I'm Luke.
10:02I've never done anything like this before.
10:04This is the car you're going to be driving
10:06or something like it.
10:08No.
10:10You're talking about remote control.
10:12I wanted to do some
10:14Mario Kart, man.
10:18I'm so happy.
10:20I thought I was going to have to drive
10:22in a circle, but now it's just these cute
10:24little remote control cars.
10:26I can handle that.
10:28What happens if it flips?
10:30Are there people out there to flip them back over
10:32on their wheels?
10:34We'll have a couple people that aren't driving
10:36during the heat out there to reset cars.
10:38I will not be out there.
10:40Here we go.
10:42What?
10:44Give me your phone.
10:46I just need to block his number
10:48or something.
10:51He's saying things to hurt me.
10:53Only Jack's with rage text from rehab.
10:55Brittany.
10:5724-7.
10:59I got a text from him earlier.
11:01It was like, I love it here.
11:03I really like being here.
11:05He knows we're coming here today,
11:07so he's trying to make everybody think
11:09that's how he's been.
11:11Look at all these messages.
11:13He literally says to me
11:15that I put him in prison
11:17and that he is miserable.
11:20He's like, I'm liking being here.
11:22I'm trying to take the stairs,
11:24which is what I want.
11:26Knowing that he's texting all of you guys
11:28and saying that, I'm like,
11:30this is more manipulative crap.
11:32I'm not checking on him enough.
11:34I'm not being a good wife.
11:36Why haven't I sent him care packages yet?
11:38Why haven't I tried to come visit him yet?
11:40It's been three days.
11:42Relax.
11:44Can you imagine if he got out right now?
11:46Here we go.
11:48You don't want him.
11:50I need to see.
11:52It's the s*** you don't want.
11:54The s*** he says to you,
11:56it's what he's writing to me.
11:58Let me see.
12:00He's going off again.
12:02Already.
12:04Is he texting her too?
12:06Yeah.
12:08I don't know why he's aloud.
12:10That's what I'm saying.
12:12What kind of rehab is this?
12:15Give me your phone.
12:17I don't want to f****** cry.
12:19He needs to take this serious
12:21because this is going to make or break it
12:23for the rest of his life.
12:25If he doesn't get help now,
12:27then he's just going to keep spiraling
12:29and that scares me.
12:41Coming up.
12:44My girlfriend shouldn't have been cheating on me for two years,
12:46but she did.
12:48Honestly, if I was married to you,
12:50I would be cheating on you too.
13:00Everyone listen up.
13:02We're doing two heats.
13:04You put up three fingers.
13:06Does that mean Kristen's ovulating?
13:08Yes.
13:10Three top finishers from the first heat
13:12for the final heat.
13:14The winner gets relief from all house responsibilities tonight.
13:16You're not first place.
13:18You're a loser.
13:22All right, in heat number one,
13:24we have Melissa, Janet,
13:26Nia,
13:28Kristen, Jesse,
13:30me.
13:32Woo!
13:34Count them down, Jasmine.
13:36Ready?
13:38Three, two, go!
13:42Are there Mario Kart shortcuts?
13:44Through a mushroom tunnel.
13:46Zach!
13:48Look at Zach with his umbrella.
13:50I'm dead.
13:52You know, normally when I play Mario Kart,
13:54I'm normally Princess Peach,
13:56so I'm a little bit offended that Zach's out here with his umbrella
13:58looking cute because he's kind of stealing
14:00the Princess Peach vibe.
14:02Watch out, someone's about to cross the line here.
14:04Nia!
14:06Yeah, second place, Nia!
14:08There you go, baby. Right here, second place.
14:11Let's go, second place!
14:13Yay!
14:15All right, heat number two,
14:17Jason,
14:19Jasmine,
14:21Brittany, Michelle,
14:23Danny,
14:25Zach.
14:27Oh, no, I dropped Bingie. Bingie fell.
14:29On your mark, get set,
14:31go!
14:33Come on, Michelle.
14:35Come on, Brittany!
14:37Somebody help me!
14:41This is all cheering me up.
14:43Yeah, **** Jax, play cars.
14:45Oh, my gosh!
14:47Yes!
14:49First place! First place, team!
14:51Third! Jason, you can still
14:53follow us. Go!
14:55Yeah!
14:57Let's go!
14:59You have to finish a whole lap on this one.
15:01All right, guys.
15:03On your mark,
15:05get set,
15:07go!
15:10I'm in first. I'm in first.
15:12Jesse, no!
15:14That's my car.
15:16Yeah, your car.
15:18I got robbed.
15:20Flip him, flip him!
15:22The green one! No, the blue one!
15:24Here I come for the win!
15:26Yeah!
15:28Woo!
15:30Woo!
15:32Yay, I won!
15:34Bingie, you did so good.
15:36Woo!
15:39I got on the podium, baby.
15:41Good job!
15:43I'm gonna get a picture of all the winners.
15:45Woo!
15:47Yeah!
15:49I took it off.
15:51Okay. I really hate straight people
15:53sometimes.
15:55Straight men, sorry. Straight men.
15:57Yeah!
15:59Yeah, I know. Dang.
16:01Do you know who the source is?
16:03I don't know who the source is. Some of the details that people know
16:05is a little weird. I'm like, how do they know
16:07this many details?
16:09Does he know this is coming out right now?
16:11I don't know. I don't want him to know.
16:13Nobody, like... Nobody text Jax.
16:15Hey, nobody text Jax and be like, hey, TMZ,
16:17like, just make sure. I know that you wouldn't,
16:19but we have to be very apparent.
16:21He knew that we were going on this trip,
16:23and I'm like, who told him we were going on this trip?
16:25I told Jax we were going to Santa Barbara.
16:27Why? I talk to him every day.
16:29Jesse, come on. That's just gonna make him upset.
16:31We don't want to tempt him to check out early
16:33because he can check out whenever he wants.
16:36He assumes Britney for a lot of what's going on,
16:38and it's like, he hasn't gotten to a point yet
16:40where he's just working on himself yet.
16:42I don't know why anybody would care
16:44that Jax knows that we're in Santa Barbara.
16:46What would set him off is us going on a trip
16:48not telling him and then having him see it.
16:50Like, yeah, you can be Team Britney
16:52and she deserves support.
16:54Why does Jax not deserve support?
16:56I did want to talk to you guys
16:58about my friend
17:00and for you guys to social bully her
17:02and, like, call people
17:05I didn't tell anyone to block her.
17:07I said I blocked her.
17:09Wait, did I tell you to block her?
17:11Okay, that's different than people.
17:13I have nothing but wonderful things to say about her.
17:15I said it's better than the hoes that Jax is dating
17:17who's posting screenshots not eating ass.
17:19And I've said always that I thought she was very nice to me
17:21but the fact that she was sending letters to Michelle
17:23and the fact that you allowed that
17:25was disgusting to me.
17:27Michelle said things that were untrue.
17:29What did she say that was untrue?
17:31She said your friend's going around telling people
17:33that you guys aren't together
17:35and that she's sleeping with other people.
17:37Michelle just said
17:39she's been sleeping with other guys.
17:41Is that true or false?
17:43That is correct verbatim.
17:45The guy from Baywatch.
17:47I'm super uncomfortable
17:49with somebody coming into our friendships
17:51trying to say
17:53that there's all this slander and stuff going on.
17:55It can't be slander
17:57if the things that are being talked about
17:59are things that actually came out of your mouth.
18:02Why are you defending this girl that you're not even together
18:04against the mother of your child?
18:06Don't manipulate this situation right now.
18:08Who manipulated it?
18:10I'm talking to her.
18:12What am I doing to manipulate it?
18:14I don't like that your ex is threatening a lawsuit against my friend.
18:16Stop trying to play a game with me.
18:18I'm not playing a game.
18:20You're not suited for this game.
18:22Your friend shouldn't be threatening legal stuff.
18:24That's bullshit.
18:26Well, you know what?
18:28Your best friend shouldn't have been cheating on me for two years
18:31Honestly, if I was married to you, I would be cheating on you too.
18:51We made it.
18:53This is so much better.
18:55Jesse got a case of Prosecco.
18:57I thought we were here for two nights.
18:59The man looks younger than his age.
19:01He drinks like a fish and he never really shows it.
19:03He also spends thousands of dollars for moisturizer,
19:05so I would hope so.
19:11We're going to start grilling.
19:13You're going to cook for all of us?
19:15Mel's going to help.
19:17I don't mind grilling too.
19:19How did it feel watching me win?
19:21You're incredible.
19:23I'm proud of you.
19:25I'm so impressed.
19:28Zucchini too.
19:30I'll help you chop it up,
19:32but we should do all the veggies over there.
19:34Broccoli.
19:36I feel like I should pull Janet aside
19:38and be like,
19:40hey, can you talk
19:42before the rest of tonight?
19:44I think now might be the best time.
19:46Or am I wrong?
19:50It might be.
19:52Where's 500 yards of foil?
19:54I think there's foil.
19:57Let me get you a beer.
19:59Where's the beer?
20:01In there.
20:03What is it called?
20:05IPA.
20:07Look at my friends talking to each other.
20:09Could we talk real quick?
20:11Sure.
20:13I like that you brought me a beer first,
20:15so I'll take it.
20:17I love that we're so color coordinated.
20:19I feel like I need to cover up though.
20:21You're less exposed than I am.
20:23I need to be less of a slut.
20:26Do you have spray-painted abs on?
20:28No, that's why I can't have my shirt off, see?
20:30It's not fair.
20:32I hope Zach puts his guard down
20:34and actually realizes that the things he said
20:36are really serious and really hurtful.
20:38I think that it's big of me
20:40to even sit and listen to Zach
20:42after the cruel things he said about me.
20:48I just wanted to kind of pull you aside
20:50because I feel like we've had a good day.
20:52We need to figure this out.
20:54I know.
20:56It's not just me, though.
20:58Yes, it is!
21:00And I am a nice person
21:02despite the mean girl comments.
21:04Wait, I hear them screaming.
21:06Oh, no, he's laughing.
21:08They're laughing.
21:10She's laughing.
21:12That makes me happy.
21:14There are a lot of things
21:16that have gone very sideways.
21:18I'm responsible
21:20for a lot of them.
21:23I feel like you're responsible for a few of them.
21:25I want you to know
21:27there always was
21:29sincerity to my apology
21:31and I thought that we had apologized
21:33and moved forward.
21:35It broke me.
21:37I mean, it, like, infuriated me.
21:39Like, I get it. I take responsibility.
21:41I'm sorry.
21:43You just dropped me
21:45and there was no friendship anymore
21:47all of a sudden.
21:50I thought we were so good
21:52and then you didn't invite me
21:54to Big Bear and in that moment
21:56I was really hurt.
21:58And I'm like,
22:00she doesn't care about me.
22:02Like, our friendship was not in a good place
22:04until my birthday
22:06so when it was, like, baby moon
22:08situation and Jason rented
22:10a house that there wasn't necessarily
22:12enough room for everybody
22:14I was like, let me think about, like,
22:16if Zach and I are there yet.
22:18I should have had a conversation with you about it.
22:20It didn't feel like the right time.
22:22When we did have a conversation, it didn't feel good.
22:24And it went
22:26south.
22:28I literally could give a s*** less.
22:30Yeah, get the f*** out of here.
22:32Brittany came to me after the opening
22:34of Jax's and she said,
22:36we have to get lunch. I have to tell you,
22:38things were, like, really bad.
22:40Zach got crazy last night.
22:42We had to have him taken out of the bar
22:44and she was, like, shaking and, like, almost in tears
22:47She's literally like, hey, let's fight it right now.
22:49I don't care!
22:51You should care!
22:53If you cause stress among someone,
22:55she can literally
22:57lose her baby.
22:59To say, like, I hope something bad happens,
23:01cut me. If your goal was to cut me
23:03that night, you won.
23:05Like, it hurts.
23:07I took full responsibility.
23:09Whatever I said,
23:11I will own.
23:13That night at the bar opening,
23:16I absolutely said stuff that I should not have said,
23:18but here's the thing.
23:20I was blacked out and was having
23:22a private conversation with my best friend.
23:24This is basically a
23:26concrete example of how
23:28Brittany has actively taken Janet's side
23:30and I kind of see that
23:32as a betrayal.
23:34Whatever actually happened that night,
23:36I won't ever know because I wasn't there blacked out.
23:38I was eight months pregnant at home.
23:40I agree!
23:42But I do know what Brittany told me
23:44so that's what I have to live with.
23:46Oh God, this is going down such the wrong path.
23:48I need to stop. I need to stop.
23:50Nia? Where's Nia?
23:52Can you please come here?
23:54I just need her to hold my hand.
23:56Because I'm just, like,
23:58I'm getting too emotional and I can't stop.
24:00Sorry.
24:02Alright. Hi.
24:04Hi! How you doing?
24:06I'm good, I'm good, I'm good.
24:08I just, I'm doing it.
24:10I see you're emotional.
24:13I genuinely want to move forward.
24:15Same. Friends make mistakes,
24:17friends f*** up, friends do things that, like,
24:19are out of pocket.
24:21Look, Zach,
24:23give me your hands.
24:25I genuinely want to move on.
24:27Perfect, can we both do it?
24:29All I'm asking, now forward.
24:31We don't have to be best friends.
24:33Let's have a good time together.
24:35Let's move forward.
24:37Oh my God, my Lord.
24:39Let's have a good night.
24:42Hugs.
24:48Coming up...
24:50You okay?
24:52She took an ovulation test and now it's saying
24:54today was the last day.
24:56I hate my body.
25:06Oh, look at those grill marks.
25:08Go, go, go, go, go.
25:11Hi!
25:13Oh my God, you're gorgeous and fun and cute
25:15and I love this. I'm Kristen.
25:17There's no question that our group
25:19is fractured.
25:21So I found this wonderful woman,
25:23her name is Willa, and she's going to be
25:25holding a healing ceremony for us
25:27as well as a gratitude circle.
25:29If you want to just chat for a minute about
25:31what you're hoping to receive
25:33from this.
25:35I mean, we all know that Willa is not going to be able to heal
25:37every part of this group.
25:39I mean, not even Jesus Christ could do that himself.
25:41It's like a hyperactive group.
25:43But I think she can put a metaphorical
25:45band-aid on it for the night.
25:47A really, really big band-aid.
25:49Why are there yoga mats getting set up?
25:51I am not doing physical activity
25:53on vacation.
25:55That was the best I was going to call.
25:57I think it was good.
25:59I felt good.
26:01He apologized. We both don't want to rehash the past.
26:03We're going to move forward and I genuinely mean that.
26:05You know what I mean?
26:08I'll be right back.
26:12Ugh.
26:14You okay?
26:16She took an ovulation test.
26:18Now it's saying that today was like
26:20the last day.
26:22I'm just frustrated.
26:30I can't figure it out.
26:32I hate my body.
26:35It's okay.
26:37It'll happen soon.
26:39I've worked so hard to track
26:41my ovulation and
26:43somehow I'm off
26:45again. I mean, it's really
26:47disheartening. It's frustrating.
26:49It's annoying.
26:51It kind of feels like a failure
26:53because I am trying everything
26:55to be a mom
26:57and it feels like I can't catch a break.
27:09Hello.
27:11GQ over here.
27:13You really got it together, huh?
27:15He always does.
27:17He always does.
27:19You think he may be on the brink of death
27:21and then all of a sudden he comes out
27:23looking like he just got out.
27:25When was I ever on the brink of death?
27:28How are you and Michelle doing this trip?
27:30Have you spoken to her at all?
27:32Who's Michelle?
27:34Okay, there you go.
27:36No, I haven't spoken to Michelle at all.
27:38She didn't even want to take the white flag.
27:40Michelle, you need the white flag more than anybody.
27:42No.
27:44She's in war times.
27:46It's on her.
27:48Yeah, of course Michelle's not speaking to me
27:50and yeah, I got into it a little bit
27:52with Janet and Brittany.
27:54Stop trying to play a game with me.
27:57You're not suited for this game, okay?
27:59I can't handle the drama.
28:01I came into this trip with the idea
28:03that we could let everything go,
28:05leave everything in LA
28:07and so far, you know,
28:09it was a failed mission.
28:11You know, my car is like my life,
28:13just spinning in circles.
28:15Zero to 60 in circles.
28:19Hi.
28:21You can come in.
28:23I don't want to be intruded.
28:25Are you upset or something?
28:27Um, the ovulation timing
28:29has just been chaos the last few months.
28:31Like, acupuncture's kind of thrown it off
28:33and I thought it was going to be these next few days.
28:35I just took another one.
28:37And it's down a little bit more?
28:39Like, the lowest it could be.
28:41That's very frustrating.
28:43But also, just the ovulation timing
28:45doesn't make sense into what I'm...
28:47So it's supposed to be two weeks?
28:49What's the day?
28:51Seven, eight, nine, ten.
28:54Yeah.
29:00I love you. I'm sorry.
29:02I would be feeling the same way if I were you.
29:04I'm so sorry.
29:06I'm just like, what the f*** is wrong with me?
29:08Like, why?
29:10Like, body, why?
29:12I wish there was a way I could get Kristen
29:14out of her head right now.
29:16It's difficult to see her beat herself up.
29:18Even if this isn't our month,
29:20next one could be, or the next one.
29:23We will have our baby.
29:25It's not up to us.
29:27It's God's plan.
29:29I 100% believe it will happen.
29:31Let's go grab everybody
29:33and heal.
29:45F***.
29:47Wait, why are you crying?
29:49I thought it was a good conversation.
29:52I went to lunch with her and then told her what I said.
29:54Because it was bad.
29:56Then why the f*** did you tell her?
29:58I mean, maybe I shouldn't have, but at the same time,
30:00if she said the things that you said about her to me,
30:02I would have told you too.
30:04I don't think you would have.
30:06I would have. I promise you.
30:08I give Brittany a lot of leeway because I know
30:10what she's going through.
30:12Brittany knows who I am and what I actually think
30:14and she knows anything that I say
30:16when I am plastered
30:18that clearly I didn't mean anything I was saying
30:20She should have known better
30:22than to tell Janet.
30:26Put your head right in my boobs.
30:28Well, that's where I wanted to be.
30:30That's what comforts me.
30:32Kind of.
30:34Kind of.
30:36Coming up.
30:38Zach, don't roll your eyes with Michelle
30:40the way you did with me.
30:42I will go over there
30:44and f***ing bury that guy off the cliff.
30:50Oh, I'm feeling, feeling good
30:52I'm feeling, feeling
30:54Oh, I'm feeling
30:56There's a really cool sunset going on out there.
30:58We took pics.
31:02Steaks are done.
31:04If they're not cooked enough for you,
31:06then throw them back on the grill yourself.
31:08Thank you so much.
31:10See?
31:12That's because of all the butter I put on it.
31:15Baby.
31:19We have somebody outside
31:21in the yard that is going to help us all
31:23kind of come together as a group.
31:25Nothing too over the top, but it should be fun.
31:27Does it require physical activity?
31:29Is it clothes optional?
31:31Clothes mandatory.
31:35Dang it, I'm wearing a dress.
31:37How am I supposed to sit?
31:39I know, and it's a little dewy.
31:41Thank you all for being here.
31:44I am a ceremonialist,
31:46embodiment guide,
31:48and sacred photographer.
31:50I'm not good at this stuff.
31:52I might laugh inappropriately.
31:54It's just what I do.
31:56I don't know anything about crystals
31:58and sage, but maybe if we just
32:00rolled up a big fat joint and all passed it
32:02around the circle,
32:04we'd be giggling, getting along,
32:06just being like, real chill, man.
32:10I'm here to share our connection
32:12to Mother Earth,
32:14to our heart centers,
32:16to our sacred wisdom within.
32:18A willing heart is all you need
32:20to transform any situation
32:22that is troubling you now.
32:24Look, I love God.
32:26I'm not really into this little
32:28spiritual thing, but there's a lot
32:30of things everyone needs to release.
32:32So, praying to the wind
32:34gets these demons out.
32:38To begin, we're going to create
32:41a holy, sacred mandala.
32:43So each of us are going to go
32:45and take chunks
32:47of Earth magic,
32:49and you'll want to place it
32:51in the center.
32:53What is it that you're calling in?
32:55And what is it that you're ready to release?
32:57Whoever wants to begin
32:59can come and choose their items.
33:03Do I have to do all the flowers?
33:07Releasing, hatred,
33:10resentment,
33:12accepting,
33:14happiness,
33:16and just getting back
33:18my sparkle.
33:20I'm hoping that Brittany
33:22can take this time when Jax is away
33:24and not breathing down her neck all the time
33:26to really work on herself
33:28and have a moment to breathe
33:30and just get back to her true, lighthearted self.
33:34I have a lot of releasing
33:36to do. Stress,
33:38and anxiety,
33:42accepting a new life
33:46with happiness and love.
33:52Who's next?
33:54Do I want to get up there
33:56and throw flowers on the ground
33:58and say I want to release any animosity
34:00towards Michelle?
34:02I'm going to pass.
34:04You should go. You're crying.
34:07I'll pass.
34:09Look at her face and her just cold as ice.
34:13I don't want to do that right now.
34:17I'll pass.
34:23Releasing insecurity
34:25and accepting
34:27confidence.
34:31I want to release anxiety
34:33and accept new beginnings.
34:37Calling in peace.
34:39Love.
34:41Releasing pride.
34:43Accepting joy.
34:45I'm releasing
34:47fear.
34:49The thing I've been missing
34:51in California
34:53is accepting that this is
34:55my new life
34:57and I really want to bring in family
34:59because I feel like that's lacking
35:01out here.
35:03You guys are becoming
35:06a family.
35:08I did not expect to get emotional
35:10but it's a real thing.
35:12Appreciate all of you guys.
35:14I knew you were a family when you won me
35:163,000 tickets last weekend.
35:18Even more than her husband.
35:20Even more than my husband.
35:26If we can stand up now
35:28and see what we've created.
35:30Just taking a moment here
35:32looking at this beautiful mandala.
35:35So if anyone feels called
35:37to share something that
35:39may be coming up for them.
35:41There is a person who's missing
35:43from the group tonight
35:45and it's a person who co-parents with Brittany
35:47and if we can put energy toward him
35:49sticking through with getting help
35:51and really doing better for himself
35:53and for Brittany and for his kid.
35:55Yeah that was sweet Jason.
35:57I was too scared to say anything
35:59because I don't want to ball cry.
36:05Hey everybody.
36:07The first couple days here
36:09I just was very standoffish.
36:11I just felt out of my element.
36:13I didn't want to be here.
36:15I didn't like the people here.
36:17I didn't want to hear anybody.
36:19Getting emotional everyday to be honest.
36:21I'm finally finding some emotions
36:23that I didn't know I had.
36:25I hate the fact that I'm here
36:27and she's out there
36:29and I know she's going on trips
36:31and things like that.
36:33I feel a little neglected.
36:35I wish she would check in on me more.
36:37I know that I've done a lot of damage
36:39and I know that she's got to go through her own thing
36:41but I know when we got married
36:43it was in sickness and in health
36:45and right now I'm sick.
36:47There's a lot of hurt and there's a lot of anger
36:49and there's a lot of demons inside me
36:51and I feel like this place is just allowing me
36:53to talk about it all.
36:55I can't keep going like this.
36:57It's just killing me.
36:59It's killing my wife.
37:02It's just us against the world.
37:04Honestly, that was fun.
37:06It made us all have fun.
37:08Did you want to do the ball?
37:10Yes.
37:12I'm going to walk him out.
37:14He's leaving.
37:16I know, I have to work.
37:18That's so nice.
37:20I'm just leaving to make more money.
37:22Obviously, I'd love to stay
37:24tonight in Santa Barbara
37:26but I do have a voiceover gig in the morning.
37:28Oh, Danny got leaved.
37:31Let me get there safe, okay?
37:33As a father of three
37:35trying to buy a house
37:37maybe have a fourth child
37:39a gig's a gig in this business
37:41and I'm not able to turn it down.
37:43Got everything you need.
37:45Yeah, I'll be back tomorrow.
37:47Okay, so Kristen and I
37:49got this gratitude ball
37:51that we thought would be very helpful
37:53if everybody would say something
37:55that they're grateful for
37:57if you can recall a memory from the past
37:59and just don't give it
38:01to your significant other.
38:03I'll try not to.
38:05Brittany first.
38:07Oh, me? Crap.
38:09I am thankful
38:11for my son.
38:13He is just like the light of my life
38:15and I miss him so much right now.
38:17I'm just super grateful for that
38:19and everybody, obviously, but yeah.
38:21Jesse.
38:24Um,
38:26I'm in the middle of a
38:28very f***ing toxic situation
38:30right now
38:32and
38:34the fact that Isabella
38:36is thriving
38:38is amazing
38:40so I'm grateful for that.
38:44So,
38:46yeah.
38:48Michelle.
38:54It's hard
38:56to think of a good memory
38:58when somebody has hurt you
39:00so much.
39:02This divorce
39:04has been very nasty
39:06and I've really got to see his true colors.
39:08And
39:10Zach,
39:12don't roll your eyes with Michelle
39:14the way you did with me.
39:16I didn't roll it with her, it was with you.
39:18I will go over there and f***ing bury that guy
39:20off the cliff.
39:24Let me think for a moment
39:26because it's hard to think.
39:30It was a long, it's been a very long time.
39:36I have felt lonely for a very long time
39:38raising a child.
39:40She went this way
39:42and I'm trying to make my way to her
39:44and she's going further that way.
39:46Why are you so angry?
39:48I'm angry because you treat me like s***.
39:50You have told me multiple times
39:53that I'm the mother of your child.
39:55I want to be in love with you
39:57the way I used to be
39:59but I don't know if I can.
40:13A great moment was when we were
40:15deciding to have a child together.
40:17It is beautiful.
40:21Love you.
40:47See?
40:55It is beautiful.
40:57Yeah.
40:59All good things come to an end, right?
41:01But it was good at one point.
41:03We travelled all over the world.
41:05We worked together.
41:09There was a lot there.
41:17It's ruined my life.
41:21Uh, no.
41:23I will drive home right now.
41:25I will drive home right now.
41:27So go the f***
41:29downstairs
41:31please.
41:33It's a tough situation.
41:35I honestly can't imagine how hard this is
41:37to be up doing this with your f***ing ex-wife.
41:39Okay, I am f***ing done.
41:41F*** this s***. Get the f*** out.
41:47Next time
41:49on The Wrap.
41:51I came here to check for your well-being.
41:53You seem perfectly fine.
41:55I made a big mistake.
41:57No!
41:59Okay.
42:01She hurt my nutsack.
42:03Zach, when people asked me about your hair
42:05I said, yes it is a wig.
42:07I'm dead!
42:09Oh my God.
42:11Zach said, I have to tell you
42:13they figured out I'm bipolar, not depressed.
42:16Time to catch up a little bit
42:18and have a little fun myself.
42:20You're caught up.
42:22Oh God.
42:24Your life is on display.
42:26You can't talk about how dang drunk I am.
42:28I'm going through so much.
42:30My husband's in rehab.
42:32So you have to attack me because you're going through so much.