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#The Summer I Turned Pretty
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00:00This is love
00:27I know it is
00:29I know it sounds super cliche
00:31But you make me feel some type of way
00:33This is falling, falling in love
00:38I know it sounds super cliche
00:40But you make me feel some type of way
00:42This is falling, falling in love
00:50Good morning, Belly
00:52Oh my gosh, am I late?
00:53No, you're fine
00:57Are you ready for your big day?
00:58Not at all
01:00Oh yes you are
01:02What if I trip?
01:04You won't, just hold on to Jeremiah's arm
01:07He won't let you fall
01:08That's true
01:09You know I still can't believe you got him to go with you
01:12He swore up and down he'd never go to one of these things
01:15He said he doesn't mind
01:17He doesn't mind
01:18Well, he'd do anything for you
01:21They both would
01:27Everything okay?
01:29Yeah
01:31Did I push you into this?
01:33You can tell me the truth
01:34Um, maybe a little at first
01:37No, but I wanted to make you happy
01:39Look, honestly, we don't even need to go tonight if you don't want to, okay?
01:43No, I want to go
01:44I want to finish what I started
01:46And I'm kind of proud to show everybody
01:49I love you so much, beautiful girl
01:58Okay, um, when they take your photograph, remember, say prune, it'll make your cheekbones look divine
02:08Prune?
02:09Prune
02:10It's just an old trick I learned from Madonna
02:12Or was it the Olsen twins?
02:15Who are they?
02:17They're moguls
02:18They're fashion icons
02:19They own the early 2000s
02:21They're sisters with the Scarlet Witch
02:24Okay
02:26You know, meet me downstairs
02:28There's a surprise for you
02:39You got me the dress I wanted
02:47Thank you, thank you, thank you, oh my god
02:51Thank you, mom
02:52It was her idea
02:54I'm gonna check on your shoes
02:55I put them in the freezer and stretch them out
02:59I can't believe you guys got me the dress
03:02You just look so uncomfortable in the other one
03:05I-I-I didn't think you noticed
03:07I'm your mother
03:11I know you
03:18I-I know you didn't want me to be a dev
03:20I didn't, but
03:27It's just hard to let you go
03:37Stephen, what are you doing here?
03:41I screwed up big time
03:48Okay
03:49Risa, I poker with Liam
03:51Um...
03:53I lost every hand
03:55You know, the money I've been saving up all summer
03:57It's gone, I can't even pay for my tux now
04:00I'm sorry, I can't go to the ball with you
04:05Are you fucking kidding me?
04:06I mean, I started losing and I thought I could win it back
04:08But every hand I got things just got worse and worse and worse
04:10And you couldn't just get up and leave?
04:14No, of course not
04:16Cause you wanted Liam and the other guys to think you were a baller
04:19You didn't think about how it would make me feel
04:21Shayla, I am so sorry
04:23Stephen, the ball is tonight
04:25I know
04:28Fine, I'll just give you the money
04:30No, no, no
04:31Look, I'm not taking any money from you
04:33What about your mom?
04:35My mom shall kill me
04:37Yeah, like I'm about to kill you right now
04:43Stephen, please just be honest with me
04:46Do you even want to go to this ball together?
04:48Yes, yes, yes, I'm s-more than anything
04:50Okay, I think my dad has an old tux upstairs, you can wear that
04:56I mean, will it fit?
04:58You know, could...
05:00No, no, no, no, no, no, no
05:01You're right, you're right, you're right
05:02I'm sorry, I'm sorry, that...
05:04That would be amazing, that's super nice of you
05:09Shayla, I really don't want to miss this
05:13You are a dumbass
05:15Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
05:18Hey, good morning, I, um, I picked up some of those good muffins
05:28I, I'm good, thanks though
05:34Okay
05:35Oh, Belly, you should get going
05:37Oh, and everyone stay out of the family room
05:39I've done all your paintings and tonight after the ball we'll have a big unveiling
05:43Oh, ah, can you put that in Laurel's car, honey?
05:44Yeah
05:45Hurry, hurry, are, aren't you driving me?
05:48I'm going over with Susannah, so I thought maybe you could drive yourself
05:53Seriously?
05:54It's only a few blocks, unless you don't want to
05:55Yes, yes, yes!
05:57Drive slow, obey the lights, wait four seconds at each stop sign
06:00I know, I know, we'll see you at the club in a few hours
06:02Yep, hey
06:03Yeah
06:05Break a leg
06:06That'd be bad, I'm supposed to be dancing all night
06:09I just, I just mean good luck, it's like a thing people say
06:12Um, for what it's worth, Drive is the right choice
06:19Yeah, I know
06:36Don't be nervous, we're gonna be the best waltzers out there
06:40No, it's, it's not that
06:43What? Nervous about seeing the girls?
06:45No, I mean, everyone must know what happened by now, they all probably hate me
06:49I'm gonna come with?
06:50I could be your hair stylist slash bodyguard
06:53No, you can't be in the green room, it's girls only
06:55Listen, Belly, you've got this, alright? I'll be right by your side the whole night
07:05And if anybody gives you shit, I will
07:07You'll do what?
07:10I'll be like, yo, that's not cool at all
07:12Mm-hmm
07:13I'll grab your hand
07:14And we'll dance away from everybody
07:16I'll see you at the club
07:25Drive safe
07:34What the freak? Are you kidding me? You and Jeremiah?
07:37It just happened
07:38Wait, wait, when? What, just now?
07:40Like a week ago?
07:43Oh my God, are you kidding me?
07:46Oh, oh, this is sick, I feel like I'm gonna throw up
07:49Oh, oh my God, you guys were like, like what, like sneaking around?
07:52Keeping it a secret from me this whole time?
07:54This has nothing to do with you, Steven
07:56Oh my God, are you guys like a couple?
07:57No, no, I don't, I don't know, we just, we just kissed a few times
08:01Just a few...
08:02Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, so, so what about Conrad?
08:05What about him?
08:06Uh, I don't know, maybe the fact that you've been like, goo goo ga ga over him since you were ten
08:10Well, I'm not ten anymore
08:11Yeah, not far from it
08:12Really?
08:13Because, Shayla's my age, which makes her a kid too, and that makes you a dirtbag
08:18Oh, and you know who else is my age? Taylor, you hypocrite
08:21No, okay, okay, okay, okay, I get it
08:25I just, I just don't want things to get all screwed up
08:28Right, come on, they're like our family, Belly
08:30This affects like way more than just you
08:33I know
08:35But you don't get a say in who I date
08:39I get to pick
08:41And I pick Jeremiah
08:44You're just gonna have to trust me
08:46Yeah, baby
08:47Yeah, baby
08:48Here we go
09:03Here we go.
09:26Hey.
09:27Yo, what's up?
09:28You couldn't bother to tell me
09:29you were hooking up with my sister.
09:31She told you?
09:32No, I saw you guys kissing.
09:34You're not gonna beat me up, are you?
09:36Oh, I'm really thinking about it.
09:37Listen, Steven, I really like her.
09:39Dude, you like a lot of people.
09:40Have you seen me hooking up with any guy or girl this summer?
09:42Yes, dude.
09:43I saw you making up with that guy at Nicole's party.
09:45Okay, but that was, like, a month ago.
09:47Listen, Steven, I would never do anything to ever hurt her.
09:50I swear.
09:51Come on, it's belly.
09:57Okay, well, you still should have told me.
09:59I should have.
10:02I'm sorry.
10:10God, just...
10:11Don't do stuff in front of me.
10:13Oh, I just fucked up my eyeliner.
10:25Does anyone have a razor I can borrow?
10:26Gotcha.
10:27Thank you, Angel.
10:28Oh, thank you.
10:29, oh yeah.
10:30Oh yeah, oh yeah.
10:31Oh yeah, yeah.
10:32Oh yeah.
10:33Oh yeah, oh yeah.
10:35Oh yeah.
10:36Oh yeah.
10:37Oh yeah.
10:38Oh yeah.
10:39Got you.
10:40Thank you, Angel.
10:41Oh, my God.
10:43Oh, yeah.
10:45Daddy, you're here!
10:48God, I saved you a spot.
10:56Hey, you guys should really talk.
11:03Nicole, I'm really sorry.
11:06About what?
11:07Conrad?
11:09I'm over it. I'm here with somebody else.
11:12Can I just explain what happened?
11:19I've had a crush on Conrad for, like, my whole life.
11:22And he's always just seen me as his little sister.
11:27And then I thought that this summer, maybe he could like me back.
11:32But the thing is, what he liked was that I liked him.
11:35You know, he never actually liked me.
11:40And I'm sorry.
11:42I was stupid enough to think that he ever could.
11:46It's not your fault Conrad's a fuckboy.
11:50But you're kind of a fuckgirl, too.
11:53Cam, Conrad, now Jeremiah.
11:55You're playing with a lot of hearts, Belly.
11:59Okay, maybe I was being a little fuckgirlish.
12:04But I swear to you, Nicole, I am completely over Conrad.
12:07Like, so, so over him.
12:09No one ever really gets over their first love.
12:12No one ever really gets over their first love.
12:24Thanks, Stephen.
12:25Yeah, of course.
12:27My handsome date.
12:29Mom.
12:31Good evening.
12:32There you go, sir.
12:37Look at us.
12:41It's perfect.
12:43Oh, you're not going to cry, are you?
12:44What, and ruin my makeup?
12:45No way.
12:47Just...
12:49Everything's going to be different next year.
12:52Conrad's going off to college.
12:53Yeah.
12:56It may be the last summer we're all together.
12:59Just don't forget, I get to dance with you tonight.
13:07Oh.
13:09Oh, Mom, are you okay?
13:11Yeah, no, I just, uh...
13:13It's been way too long since I danced.
13:14I, um, must be out of practice.
13:17Come on, um, we should go inside?
13:19Yeah.
13:25Come on, Mom.
13:26Hmm.
13:45There you go.
13:46Is this a devil?
13:47Yeah.
13:56I see you guys found the bar.
13:57Yeah.
13:58It's the only way I can get through this strange medieval ceremony.
14:12Where's Victoria?
14:13Oh, she had a last-minute silent retreat to go to.
14:16This is nicer than our wedding.
14:19Our wedding was in my parents' church basement.
14:21Anything is nicer than our wedding.
14:23And I was four months pregnant.
14:25Hmm.
14:26Scandal.
14:27In the Korean church?
14:29We had to tell everyone Stephen was a preemie.
14:32Whenever we visit my parents, my mom still gets tears in her eyes, saying she can't believe how strong and healthy he is.
14:37Here comes our miracle baby now.
14:41Hey, Dad.
14:43Good to see you.
14:44Did you bring the cufflinks?
14:45Yes, I did.
14:47Hi, Stephen.
14:48Uh, I don't think we've officially met.
14:50I'm Cleveland.
14:52Hi.
14:54So, uh, your mom says that you got your sights set on Princeton?
14:59Oh, uh, well, they-they want me to stay in state.
15:03If he gets into Princeton, we'll find a way to make it work.
15:08Really?
15:09Yeah.
15:12Thanks, Mom.
15:13You look so handsome.
15:14Aw, dang.
15:15Look, it's all eyes on Shaylin.
15:17I'm-I'm just the arm candy.
15:20Um, but speaking of which, I should actually probably go up.
15:22Uh, it was nice meeting you.
15:23It was nice meeting you.
15:24Yeah.
15:35Girls aren't supposed to know if we're pretty or not.
15:46We're supposed to wait for other people to tell us,
15:48before we're allowed to feel it about ourselves.
15:53But isn't that bullshit?
16:00Because we're all beautiful.
16:04In our own ways.
16:06I'm so fucking grateful for my ex.
16:14Hey, you guys ready for the escort dance?
16:16Dude, I actually still can't believe you wrote me into this.
16:19Oh, come on, dude. The girls are gonna love it.
16:21Kinda wish we were all doing it together, you know?
16:23What, you wish you were doing a dance routine?
16:25No. No.
16:26No.
16:28I didn't mean that.
16:29Literally, I just, you know, we haven't hung out much this summer.
16:32Oh.
16:34Hey, you've been pretty M.I.A.
16:37Yeah, yeah, I know.
16:38I know, and that's on-that's on me.
16:40But I was thinking about it.
16:41We have like a week or so left of summer.
16:43What if we all went on an overnight fishing trip?
16:45Dude, yeah, I'm in.
16:47Yeah?
16:48Yeah.
16:49Yeah, me too.
16:50All right.
16:53Man, you guys are gonna kill this.
16:55Oh.
16:56Thanks, man.
16:57Thanks, Connie.
17:07You guys look good.
17:09I'll kill it.
17:10I'll kill you.
17:11I'll kill you.
17:12Yeah.
17:13Maya Richman, daughter of Jillian and Scott.
17:16Maya is a student at STEM school.
17:19She is captain of the scholarship and treasurer of her school town.
17:23Maya raised $7,000 for the North Shore Animal League,
17:30the world's largest no-kill shelter and adoption agency.
17:34Gigi Boucheron, daughter of Richard and Cecily Boucheron.
17:43Gigi is a student at Northfield Prep School.
17:46She's ranked at the state level in singles tennis and is a talented vocalist.
17:51She raised $4,000 for North Children's Hospital.
17:58Isabel Conklin, daughter of John Conklin and Laurel Park.
18:03A student at Chesterbrook High School, where she is captain of the varsity volleyball team.
18:09You're a goddess.
18:11If you ever say that to me again, I'll throw up all over you.
18:14Isabel is also an avid swimmer and this summer raised $5,000 for the county women's shelter.
18:20Why is Belly making that weird face?
18:26No idea.
18:28Isabel is also an avid swimmer and this summer raised $5,000 for the county women's shelter.
18:35Why is Belly making that weird face?
18:38No idea.
18:40There's a spacing.
18:43industrial in the online indoor school
18:48Dara Jones, daughter of Philip and Ginger Jones.
18:52Darra is a student at Pencombe academy, where she is the captain of the speech and debate team,
18:57and a member of the varsity field hockey team.
19:01She raised $6,000 for All Youth Can Code, a non-profit that teaches underserved youth to code.
19:13How was the curtsy?
19:16The queen would be proud.
19:18Shayla Wang, daughter of Robert and Melissa Wang, a student at Nightingale Bamford and an avid equestrian and emerging fashion influencer.
19:31Shayla raised $8,000 for Heart of Dinner, which delivers food to the elderly East Asian community in New York City.
19:44Marissa Pelsner, daughter of Harold and Sylvia Pelsner.
19:52Marissa is a student at Cherry Hill Academy.
19:55She plays center forward on her school's soccer team and started her school's first LGBTQ student union.
20:03Welcome.
20:03I'll be right back.
20:20She raised $4,000 to establish gender-neutral bathrooms on campus.
20:26Where's she going?
20:28I don't know.
20:29It is my honor to introduce this year's Cousins Beach Country Club debutantes.
20:46So far…
20:46Yes.
20:46I know.
20:47It's my honor to introduce this year.
20:47I know.
20:49I know.
20:49I know.
20:50Yeah.
20:50Thanks for joining us.
20:50I know.
20:51You're welcome.
20:51I know.
21:12Laura.
21:12Laura.
21:13Laura.
21:14I know.
21:14I know.
21:14I don't know.
21:15I'm going to need your help this fall.
21:18I'll be spending a lot of time in Boston.
21:20Of course.
21:21I hope Victoria's good with having teenagers around.
21:24Victoria's actually not gonna be a factor.
21:28Oh. I'm sorry.
21:31Didn't know you were bringing a date tonight.
21:34It's not anything serious.
21:36Of course it's not.
21:38What's that supposed to mean?
21:40Sometimes I think the only person you've ever truly loved is Susanna.
21:45That's not true.
21:47There are always three people in our marriage, Laurel.
21:50And I accepted it because I love her too.
21:56But you're going to have to face that Susanna isn't going to be here much longer.
22:00Don't say that.
22:01That's the truth.
22:05Laurel?
22:07Jeremiah.
22:10What is it?
22:12The escort dance is about to start.
22:15Belly really doesn't want you to miss it.
22:18We'll be right there.
22:20Okay.
22:23And now introducing this year's debutante escorts.
22:27Hey, does my mom seem okay to you?
22:36Sure, why?
22:37I don't know.
22:38She's been sleeping a lot and smoking a lot more pot.
22:40She seems fine to me.
22:41Yeah, but I heard your parents talk about it and your mom seemed really upset.
22:45I not doing anything right now.
22:47Alright.
22:48Is this thing on?
22:50Are you going to get help?
22:53Yes, yes.
22:57Can I hear this girl?
23:01Oh my God.
23:08Oh my God.
23:10Oh my God.
23:12Yeah.
23:13A very beautiful smile.
23:15And a lovely smile.
23:17And a beautiful smile.
23:19Why do you feel like it's a good smile?
23:21She can't look at me.
23:23I love her so much too.
23:25I like that.
23:27I like that.
23:29When you touch your eyes, you're singing.
23:31You like that.
23:33You like that.
23:35You like that.
23:37You like that.
23:39I love to love me.
23:41I love to love me.
23:43Oh my god, he's done!
23:52Oh my god, he's done!
24:13I don't care what you're doing, so I don't care what you're doing
24:17Let's do this and know that I'm a lover
24:20Sweet girl
24:22Come on, come on, come on
24:24I'm scared of that
24:29I'm scared of that
24:33I'm scared of that
24:35I'm scared of that
24:39I'm scared of that
24:41I'm scared of that
24:43I'm scared of that
24:45I'm scared of that
24:47I'm scared of that
24:49I'm scared of that
24:51I'm scared of that
24:53Just incredible
24:56And you
24:58Come here
25:00Cool
25:03Where are you?
25:11That was incredible
25:15You were incredible
25:19You guys killed it
25:21Killed it
25:22Hey, uh, thanks
25:24I love you in white
25:25Reminds me of the dress you wore to prom
25:29Nice fit
25:31Though I'm surprised she didn't make you wear matching tux
25:33Actually, that was the plan
25:35But
25:37Well, I couldn't afford it after our last game
25:39Oh, I'm sorry
25:41I didn't know it would put you out
25:43Yeah
25:45How would you know?
25:47I mean, you can have the money back
25:49No worries
25:50I mean, we even played for fun anyway
25:51No, it's fine
25:52You want it, you keep it
25:58I know, it's really, really exciting
26:00I just
26:01I really want to thank you
26:02I'm sorry
26:03Thank you
26:04I'm really special
26:06Yes
26:07Oh, thank you
26:10You know
26:11I've been invited to, um
26:13Keynote this book festival in Santa Barbara in October
26:16And
26:17I was thinking
26:19Maybe you could come with me
26:23It's just
26:24My fall is
26:25Really up in the air
26:28Laurel
26:31We need to talk about that
26:34There's something I have to tell you
26:37Shh, shh
26:38It's starting
26:39Okay
26:41Here we go
26:43I don't know where Jeremiah is
26:44He'll be here in a minute, I'm sure
26:46Go, get ready
26:47Okay
26:49So why didn't you tell me you and Liam weren't there?
27:02Because we weren't
27:03He took me to prom and then got all clingy and I wasn't down
27:06Why are you being like this?
27:08Being like what?
27:09All weird and insecure
27:10Wasn't like that about the whole Taylor thing
27:12Yeah, but I don't know, I'm just
27:14I mean, I don't know if you haven't noticed, but I don't exactly fit in here
27:20Stephen
27:21No, I grew up in the suburbs of Philly, alright? Not even that nice of a suburb
27:25I drive a Honda Civic
27:27I don't go to benefits or balls, whatever this is
27:30I'm just
27:34I'm nothing like him
27:36And that's a good thing
27:40You're here with me, not him
27:45I chose you
27:49Yeah, you...
27:51You did, couldn't you?
27:56I think I love you
27:58Well, duh
27:59Hey, have you guys seen Jeremiah?
28:12I think I saw him go outside
28:13Where's Jeremiah?
28:14Connie
28:15Connie, have you seen your brother?
28:17He was just here a second ago
28:19He...
28:24Oh, sorry...
28:29It's oh...
28:30He's better
28:32I'm Q
28:33I'm not able to get out of here
28:36To compare the levels to one day
28:38Get through and down
28:41It's easier
28:44It's easier
28:47Then the other time
28:48you know that dream where you're standing in front of the classroom naked and everyone is
29:05staring at you i am living the dream hey hey have you guys seen jeremiah no no
29:18i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain it's 2am and i'm cursing your name
29:37so in love that i acted insane and that's the way i lost you
29:48the rest and i never knew i could feel that much and that's the way i loved you
29:57i think i remember most of the steps
30:18look at them she's luminous
30:45the belly conrad is the sun and when the sun comes out the stars disappear
31:04so
31:11so
31:14Jeremiah, honey, where were you?
31:38I ate something. Maybe the shrimp was bad.
31:41Oh, honey, I'm so sorry.
31:42You know, the caterer is going to be hearing from me.
31:45Okay, Karen. I'll get you some ginger ale.
31:47Excuse me.
31:49You know, the caterer is going to be hearing from me.
31:53You know, the caterer is going to be hearing from me.
31:57You know, the caterer is going to be hearing from me.
32:02You know, the caterer is going to be hearing from me.
32:25I think I messed up some of the steps.
32:28You were great.
32:31Glad.
32:34Glad that it was me.
32:43I'll be right back.
32:45I don't know, honey, are you going to be sick again?
32:47Where is that ginger ale?
32:48Well, I'm going to get you one from the bar.
32:52Ginger ale, so what did you want to tell me before?
32:57I know about Susanna's cancer.
33:00Conrad told me.
33:03Hey.
33:04Hey, Jeremiah, where were you?
33:05Conrad, we need to talk, all right?
33:07It's important.
33:07It's about mom.
33:08I found something out.
33:11Yeah.
33:12Let's talk about this later, okay?
33:14No, it's important.
33:14It's okay.
33:21You already know, don't you?
33:22Conrad knows?
33:24Oh, my God.
33:26How does he know?
33:28You've known this whole fucking time you didn't tell me.
33:31Jared.
33:35Oh, my God!
33:36Oh, my God!
33:38Oh, my God!
33:38Oh, my God!
33:39Oh, my God!
33:42Oh, my God!
33:44Stop it!
33:46Both of you, stop it!
33:56What is going on?
34:04Mom.
34:09We know, Mom.
34:10We both know.
34:18Know what?
34:31I feel so stupid.
34:33Honey, why would you feel stupid?
34:39Because, all summer long, I've been thinking about myself, and Susanna was sick, and I didn't
34:45even know!
34:46Okay.
34:47That's how she wanted it.
34:50It's exactly how she wanted it.
34:52And I have this dream where I'm screaming under the water.
34:54How long have you known?
34:58Since the spring.
35:00That she didn't want to burden you kids with it.
35:04She wanted one last summer with you guys.
35:10But what about you?
35:12What about me?
35:13You had to carry it all by yourself.
35:17And I have this dream where I'm screaming under the water.
35:23While my friends are waving from the shore.
35:29And I don't need you to tell me what that means.
35:34I don't believe in that stuff anymore.
35:38She's not going to get better, is she?
35:40No.
35:43No.
35:52Oh, Jesus Christ.
35:55I'm so blue all the time.
35:58And that's just how I feel.
36:02Always have.
36:04And I always will be low.
36:08I'm so sorry the night turned out like this.
36:30That's not how I wanted you to find out.
36:34Mom, you're going to do the trial, right?
36:38Uh, no honey, I'm not, I can't, chances are very slight, non-existent really, and I just
36:55can't go through that again, it was too hard the first time.
37:00Mom, but you could try, you have to try.
37:05I just want to be me when I go.
37:08Does that make sense?
37:10No, no, this doesn't make sense, none of this makes any sense.
37:13I know, I know.
37:15I'm not good at this, okay?
37:18Mommy's not good at this.
37:26I should have known that you knew.
37:31I just didn't want to believe it.
37:32Mom, if there's any chance, you have to.
37:37I mean, you have to.
37:39Come on, tell her, Conrad.
37:42Why aren't you saying anything?
37:44Mom, this is crazy.
37:45You have to try.
37:46You can't give up on us.
37:48Mom, can't you just, me, can't you just try?
37:55For us, Mom, I need to.
38:04Come here.
38:04Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time, and that's just how I feel, always have, and I always hold you all.
38:28Okay, I know it's end times of your cooking.
38:30Shut up.
38:31How'd it go with the boys?
38:36I told them I'd do the trial.
38:40I couldn't say no.
38:45I know it's going to make things harder, but I don't care what the doctors say.
38:49It's going to work.
38:52Your magic can be.
38:56Since when do you believe in magic?
38:59I believe in you.
39:01All right, everybody down here, we still have to eat.
39:09Of course.
39:13There were times this summer when I felt like I didn't know my own heart.
39:20But one thing I do know for sure is that no matter what happens next, I will always come back to this place and these people.
39:30I can't believe she said yes.
39:46Did it.
39:47You changed her mind.
39:48It wasn't me.
39:48It was Jer.
39:49I did it.
39:50I did it.
39:58Belly, I'm sorry for being so shitty all summer.
40:00I mean, you were going through all this alone.
40:07I wish you had told me so you didn't have to.
40:09I wanted to.
40:12I almost did it a couple of times.
40:19I thought we should go in.
40:22There's so many things I want to say to you.
40:24I don't.
40:25Not now.
40:26Why?
40:26Because you really, really, really need somebody right now and I don't want to be the kind of person who takes advantage of that.
40:35I don't just need somebody.
40:40I need you.
40:43I don't want you to need me.
40:46I want you to want me.
40:51I do want you.
40:56I don't want you to want you to want me to be the kind of person who takes advantage of that.
41:26I do want you to want you to want me to be the kind of person who takes advantage of that.
41:34In this moment, I realized if this can happen, maybe anything can.
41:40It's a love, it's a love that's different and more
41:44It's a love is going in the dark
41:47These hands have to let it go free
41:50It's a love, it's looking back to me
41:53It's a love, it's a love
41:58It's a love, it's a love
42:03It's a love, it's looking back to me
42:10It's a love, it's a love
42:40It's a love, it's a love
43:10It's a love, it's a love
43:40It's a love, it's a love
44:10It's a love, it's a love
44:12It's a love
44:14It's a love
44:16It's a love
44:18It's a love
44:20It's a love
44:22It's a love
44:24It's a love
44:26It's a love
44:28It's a love
44:30It's a love
44:32It's a love
44:34It's a love
44:36It's a love
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