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Evil Lives Here S17E06 - Full Movie
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00:00I had this reoccurring nightmare for a very long time,
00:11and I could recall sprinting out of the house
00:15knowing that someone was following me.
00:22And he's got a gun.
00:25The bullets passed right by my head.
00:27And I keep running.
00:31I turn around, and that's when I realized it was Randy.
00:36Sometimes I would wake up screaming.
00:41I had this nightmare every night.
00:57Oh, my God, she's beautiful.
01:03How could anybody hurt somebody as beautiful as her?
01:12He's a monster.
01:13I'm sorry that had to happen to her.
01:21I'm sorry she had to go through the same things that I did.
01:26It was a trap, and we both fell in it.
01:31The only difference is I made it out, and she didn't.
01:36I'm really sorry, honey.
01:41I'm really sorry.
01:43I'm sorry.
01:43I'm sorry.
01:44I'm sorry.
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02:00I'm sorry.
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02:02I'm sorry.
02:03I'm sorry.
02:04I'm sorry.
02:05I'm sorry.
02:06I'm sorry.
02:07I'm sorry.
02:08I'm sorry.
02:09I met Randy in a church that I was going to.
02:34My initial fur.
02:39My initial first impression of him was, this is a good guy, because he was always so nice
02:48and cheerful and smiling and good looking, tall.
02:54So I came early one day and sat next to him.
02:58That's when our relationship started.
03:02When I started dating Randy Gay, I was not looking for a relationship.
03:09It just happened.
03:11We liked each other.
03:14He just seemed like the kind of person that I could trust.
03:19He treated me like I was a queen.
03:22I believe that Randy was married once prior, but I didn't really think anything of it.
03:32I had heard that Randy had a past and that it wasn't a good one, but I trust in God.
03:48And I believe that everybody deserves a second chance.
03:54His past is his past.
03:56Let it go.
03:57What do you think?
03:59Dinner tonight?
04:00I thought I found my partner.
04:03I thought I'd found my soulmate.
04:05But I didn't.
04:19The more I look back on it, I can see it better.
04:25Randy was using me and was playing me for a fool.
04:31And I think that made him happy because I was playing right into his little game.
04:42One night, we were talking.
05:10And just talking.
05:12And I asked him about his past.
05:16And he said, are you sure you want to know?
05:23It might make you think differently about me.
05:25And I said, yeah, I do.
05:30And he said, okay.
05:34He told me that one day his father had gotten physical with a woman that Randy was dating.
05:42And things got out of hand and Randy shot his father to protect her.
05:51Oh, my God, he killed me.
05:53When he told me he had shot his father, I was scared.
05:58Oh, my God.
05:59Up to that point, I never saw the dark side of him.
06:04I didn't know what to think.
06:05They put me away for a long time.
06:09I was very shocked when I heard that Randy was capable of doing that because he was this sweet, loving man that I knew or thought I knew.
06:27He was sentenced to 20 years, but he got out on good behavior.
06:39He probably thought that I was going to leave.
06:43And I wasn't going to do that.
06:48I really appreciate you telling me the truth.
06:50I was touched by his vulnerability and his honesty.
06:56He told me he was trying to turn his life around.
07:02And I believed him.
07:05In my eyes, God put him in my life for a reason.
07:10Like I said, everybody deserved a second chance.
07:13So I gave him one.
07:17But I didn't know everything.
07:20When we got married, I thought the past was the past for both of us.
07:41I thought my future was going to be good.
07:45I thought everything was going to be perfect.
07:49But it wasn't.
07:51It wasn't.
07:56Randy and I had gone over to his friend's house.
08:01And this friend was his best friend.
08:06Everything seemed like it was OK.
08:11Everything seemed fine.
08:12And then something was said, which triggered Randy's reaction.
08:19And Randy punched him.
08:26And then it was on.
08:29All I could see was just rage.
08:33His eyes had changed.
08:35His eyes had changed.
08:38His face had changed.
08:40His full demeanor had changed completely.
08:44It was shocking to me.
08:48But I was screaming and crying and telling them both to stop.
08:53Randy's going to be up.
08:54Randy's going to be up.
08:55Randy's going to be up.
08:56Randy's going to be up.
08:56Randy's going to be up.
08:57He looked at me with daggers and fire in his eyes.
09:02I was terrified.
09:02I was terrified.
09:03when the fight ended the friend looked bad i think randy had broke his nose
09:17he had blood coming down the side of his face
09:22randy had scrapes bruises torn clothes i was very scared to see randy act that way
09:36i'd never seen him act like that before what was that
09:41to me seeing him with that much rage in him and beating up his best friend
09:51scared me because if he can do that to his best friend
09:58what would he do to me
10:01and the words i'll never do it again i learned are lies because it always happens again
10:12i wished i would have seen the devil in him sooner
10:17when we first got together randy told me that he was a recovering alcoholic
10:33i thought okay it seemed like he had the drinking under control so i didn't think anything
10:46one day his friends had invited us over all of them had drinks in their hands they kept telling him
10:56oh come on one drink ain't gonna hurt you it's only one beer
11:00and finally he accepted the beer
11:05and put it up to his mouth
11:10i said you shouldn't do this you've been sober for over 10 years
11:17why now randy what are you doing
11:20but it went in one ear and out the other
11:26i was very disappointed
11:30i'm standing back in the kitchen
11:35when he came back though i asked him why he was drinking again
11:41are you okay and he got mad that i asked him that
11:47i can do whatever the hell i want to
11:51and you can't stop me
11:54but he didn't get loud
11:57he'd never talked to me like that before
12:00since it was the first time he had spoken to me like that
12:05i started thinking oh my god
12:10really that doesn't seem something's wrong
12:18as soon as we get over the threshold
12:34his demeanor changed
12:36his facial expressions had changed
12:43i could tell how angry he was
12:47by the way he looked
12:49by the way the tone of his voice was
12:53and he starts yelling at me
13:00telling me to never talk back to him again
13:05and then he takes his hands
13:09and he shoves me
13:11and i fly
13:14and i hit the back of the couch
13:16i couldn't believe it
13:19and this smile
13:21would come on his face
13:23it was very scary
13:26and then i get up
13:30and start to go down the hall
13:33and he shoves me into the walls
13:36all the way down the hall
13:38i'm crying and saying
13:42don't hurt me
13:43you're hurting me
13:45stop
13:45our bedroom was at the end of the hallway
13:49i was able to shut the door
13:52and lock it
13:54he was banging on the door
14:00let me in
14:02let me in
14:03i was scared
14:09if you don't open this door
14:11i'm gonna kick the door down
14:13he never did
14:15he went into the bathroom
14:19and
14:19he just gots up
14:22and then he went and laid down on the couch
14:24went to sleep
14:25my hope
14:29is
14:31that okay
14:33maybe this will be a one time thing
14:36maybe he won't do it again
14:38i should have tried to run out the door
14:41i should have left him
14:44everything's or should have
14:46but didn't
14:49i wanted to believe that he was a good person
14:54because i loved him
14:55i was in love with him
14:58up till the end i believed i could change him
15:03but i was wrong
15:05when i was at church
15:17it felt safe
15:19i felt safer knowing that there was other people around
15:24and of course
15:25there was bruises
15:26under my shirts
15:28there would be bruises on my legs
15:33he made sure they were under the clothes
15:40so nobody could see and ask questions
15:44i still remember
15:50what the bruises felt like
15:54i still remember
15:56putting on a smile
16:01when i was hurting
16:03really bad
16:05because i was embarrassed
16:10i didn't want anybody to know that i was being beat
16:16i felt ashamed
16:18for people
16:21that wonder
16:24why
16:25i would stay with it
16:27if they haven't been through it
16:31they don't understand
16:33in those dark times
16:36i did an awful lot of praying to god
16:39to help me
16:41to help guide me through this
16:44i told him i needed answers
16:46i needed to know what to do
16:48i continued to go to church
17:04even though he stopped
17:06i finally began to feel freedom
17:13i finally started feeling
17:17a relief
17:19of pressure
17:21a relief of stress
17:23i became close friends
17:28with a man and his wife
17:31she was my best friend
17:35i could talk to her
17:37about anything
17:39they were wonderful people
17:43i started confiding in her
17:47probably
17:48anywhere between six months to a year
17:52after i met them
17:53that way
17:55it gave me a chance
17:57to get that
17:58feeling of
18:00someone i could trust
18:02i finally got the courage
18:05and i showed her my bruises
18:07i wanted to show you something
18:10deborah
18:17she said
18:19you don't deserve this
18:21you need to leave
18:25and you need to leave
18:26soon
18:28i looked at her and said
18:31you're right
18:32i do
18:33i didn't want to be abused anymore
18:37i didn't want to hurt anymore
18:39i knew i had to leave him
18:41i knew i had to leave him
18:41but
18:44it wasn't going to be easy
18:47there is always a chance
18:56that somebody can come back
18:59to church
19:00and be that good person
19:03and really try hard
19:05and really try hard
19:06but randy did not
19:08he made the choice
19:10not to go back to church
19:13he made the choice
19:16not to better himself
19:18one night
19:20we were sitting in the kitchen
19:22having dinner
19:23and
19:24he told me
19:26there was something
19:26he wanted to tell me
19:28something you should know
19:29my father wasn't the only man
19:35i've killed
19:35he didn't tell me
19:39when he killed the second person
19:41and he wouldn't tell me
19:43why he killed him
19:44he didn't tell me his name
19:46he just told me
19:48that he had killed
19:49another person
19:50he didn't show any remorse
19:55randy refused to answer
19:59any of my questions
20:00nothing
20:01he didn't tell me
20:03anything
20:04this shook me to my core
20:08i believe
20:11he was trying to scare me
20:14i believe
20:15he was trying
20:17to keep me in line
20:19and show me that
20:20he was still
20:22in control
20:23and that he still had
20:25his grips on me
20:27that if i tried to leave
20:32i would be victim number three
20:35i want to know
20:53who this man was
20:55i don't even know
20:56where he was from
20:57i know nothing about him
21:01and if i can find out
21:04or find someone
21:05who knows
21:06about this person
21:10it would give me
21:14closure
21:17and his first victim
21:21was james kelly
21:22was the man's name
21:24uh
21:26randy claimed
21:27he shot him
21:27in self-defense
21:28and it was actually
21:31his then
21:32father-in-law
21:33so he shot
21:39his father-in-law
21:41and then
21:44his own father
21:46what in the hell
21:51was going through
21:52his brain
21:53that's as close
21:59to sadist
22:00as i can think of
22:02it just makes me so
22:05angry
22:06to know that the two men
22:09that he killed
22:10were both relatives
22:13which makes me think
22:16now
22:17that he could have killed me
22:20anytime
22:20but back then
22:26i didn't know
22:28i just
22:36i can't understand
22:38how i could be
22:39so
22:39so stupid
22:41and so
22:42just not being able
22:46to see the picture
22:47i was afraid
23:04that
23:05if i tried to leave
23:07he would hurt me
23:10real bad
23:11i was afraid
23:12he would kill me
23:13and he was the kind
23:16of person
23:16that would
23:18look for me
23:21he would find me
23:22anywhere i went
23:23many many nights
23:27i would cry myself
23:28to sleep
23:28wondering
23:29if i was going to be
23:31dead the next day
23:32because i wouldn't know
23:34whether
23:35when he came to bed
23:38if he was going to kill me
23:41or
23:43if i would wake up
23:45the next morning
23:46one day i was talking
23:55to my best friend
23:57and
23:58explained to her
23:59what was going on
24:01and
24:02she said
24:03deborah
24:04you
24:05have had enough
24:06you've had enough
24:08done to you
24:08and she said
24:10deborah
24:11get out of there
24:13come stay with us
24:15for a couple days
24:16and
24:20i said yes
24:23that is when
24:26i turned around
24:27and it's randy
24:29i have to go
24:31and the door
24:33closed behind him
24:35and i knew
24:37he was angry
24:39i saw the expression
24:42on his face
24:43i was standing there
24:45just froze
24:46in fear
24:47that's when he started
24:48yelling at me
24:49where do you get on
24:52telling people
24:53our business
24:54nobody was supposed
24:56to know
24:57what went on
24:58behind our
24:59closed doors
25:00nobody
25:02and when
25:04he started yelling
25:05at me
25:06my body
25:07tensed up
25:08and i said
25:09enough
25:11stop
25:13and i started yelling
25:16back
25:16and said
25:18it wasn't my fault
25:19i didn't do this
25:21you did
25:23i felt proud of myself
25:26i actually did something
25:29that i have never done
25:31before
25:31and that's when he said
25:34stop
25:35don't you dare go anywhere
25:37he had never
25:43left me
25:44in the middle
25:46of a fight
25:47it scared me
25:51because i had
25:53no idea
25:54what was coming
25:55and he came
25:58back out
25:59with a shotgun
26:01and aimed it
26:04point blank
26:05at my forehead
26:06it is frightening
26:14staring down the barrel
26:15of a shotgun
26:16because you don't know
26:18if he's going to pull
26:19the trigger
26:20i realized
26:23i realized
26:23that he'd shot
26:24two people
26:25before
26:25and that it
26:27wouldn't be
26:28anything new
26:29to him
26:29and
26:31i was so
26:33terrified
26:34that
26:34i couldn't move
26:35i was begging
26:38him
26:39not to shoot me
26:40i was crying
26:42i was literally
26:46bawling my head
26:47off
26:48because
26:48i didn't want
26:49to die
26:50so i would beg
26:53him
26:54and plead
26:55don't shoot me
26:57don't shoot me
26:58i won't do it
26:59again
26:59please don't
27:01shoot me
27:01it felt like forever
27:07when he
27:13let down his gun
27:16and
27:17turned away
27:19i had all kinds
27:23of emotions
27:24angry
27:25sad
27:26terrified
27:29all them
27:31emotions
27:31were going
27:33through my head
27:34all i could
27:36think about
27:37was my
27:38escape
27:39i feel
27:42he was
27:43preying
27:44on my fear
27:45preying
27:46on the anger
27:47he could kill
27:51me anytime
27:52i acted
28:05as if i was
28:07asleep
28:07but i wasn't
28:08i pretended
28:09to be asleep
28:10until randy
28:11left for work
28:13the moment
28:16i hear
28:17the truck
28:17leave
28:18i got up
28:19and started
28:20my plans
28:21i moved
28:23as fast
28:24as i could
28:25go
28:25every time
28:28i would hear
28:30a truck
28:31or a car
28:32come even
28:34close
28:34to the house
28:35i was terrified
28:36i do believe
28:40that if
28:41he came
28:43home
28:43and found
28:44me packing
28:45he would have
28:47killed me
28:48he knew
28:57that my parents
28:58lived in
28:59oregon
28:59but he never
29:01knew where
29:01when i called
29:04my parents
29:05and told
29:07them what
29:08had happened
29:09and what
29:10i was doing
29:11they said
29:12deborah
29:12get out
29:13of there
29:13quick
29:14and come
29:14home
29:15when i
29:17left
29:17arkansas
29:18that
29:20was
29:21when
29:22a lot
29:23of the
29:23tension
29:23left
29:24me
29:24i was
29:26able
29:26to
29:27breathe
29:27again
29:28i was
29:28able
29:29to
29:29relax
29:31a little
29:31bit
29:31and i
29:34felt
29:35safe
29:35the only
29:37person
29:37i told
29:38that i
29:39was leaving
29:39was my
29:40best friend
29:41and she
29:43was proud
29:43of me
29:44she said
29:45i'm glad
29:47you're going
29:48i'll miss
29:49you
29:49i decided
30:01i wanted
30:03a divorce
30:04this
30:06meant
30:07that i
30:08would have
30:09to go
30:09back to
30:10arkansas
30:10and face
30:12him
30:13i wanted
30:16to be the
30:17one to serve
30:17him
30:18to prove
30:18to myself
30:20that i could
30:21do it
30:21to prove
30:22to myself
30:23that i don't
30:24need to be
30:25afraid of him
30:25anymore
30:26i got
30:29all the
30:29paperwork
30:30together
30:31and
30:32took a
30:33deep
30:34breath
30:34to let
30:37it all
30:37out
30:38and then
30:39i walked
30:40up to
30:40the door
30:41randy
30:43had no
30:44idea
30:44that i
30:45was
30:45coming
30:45i did
30:46not
30:46know
30:47how
30:48he
30:48would
30:48react
30:49but i
30:51wasn't
30:51scared
30:52anymore
30:53i was
30:54ready
30:54i was
30:56ready
30:56when i
31:08knocked
31:08on the
31:09door
31:09and randy
31:10opened it
31:11he looked
31:12at me
31:13with
31:14surprise
31:16in his
31:16eyes
31:17i
31:19think
31:20that
31:21he
31:21hoped
31:22i
31:23was
31:23back
31:23that
31:26things
31:26could
31:27be
31:27normal
31:27again
31:28until
31:28i
31:29handed
31:29him
31:29the
31:30divorce
31:30papers
31:31it's
31:32over
31:33i
31:36handed
31:36him
31:36the
31:37papers
31:37i
31:37handed
31:37him
31:38the
31:38pen
31:38and
31:38i
31:39said
31:39sign
31:39these
31:40sign
31:42them
31:42now
31:42i
31:46believe
31:47he
31:47was
31:47very
31:47surprised
31:48i
31:49think
31:49he
31:49finally
31:49realized
31:50that
31:50i
31:51had
31:51changed
31:52his
31:55hold
31:55on
31:55me
31:55was
31:56over
31:57when
32:00the
32:01papers
32:01were
32:02signed
32:02i
32:04was
32:04thrilled
32:06and
32:07i
32:07looked
32:07at
32:07him
32:07straight
32:08in
32:08the
32:08eye
32:08and
32:09i
32:09said
32:10it's
32:10done
32:11it's
32:12over
32:12with
32:12you
32:13will
32:13never
32:14touch
32:14me
32:14again
32:15and
32:17i
32:17turned
32:17around
32:18and
32:18walked
32:19away
32:19and
32:2130
32:22days
32:22later
32:23i
32:23was
32:24divorced
32:24and
32:26took
32:26my
32:27maiden
32:27name
32:27back
32:28i
32:29was
32:29done
32:30with
32:31him
32:31completely
32:32i
32:33could
32:33make
32:33my
32:33life
32:34the
32:35way
32:36it
32:38should
32:38have
32:38been
32:38in
32:39the
32:39first
32:39place
32:39happy
32:40the
32:53police
32:54said
32:54they
32:54wanted
32:55to
32:55talk
32:55to
32:55me
32:56about
32:56randy
32:56gay
32:57i
32:58told
32:58them
32:59that
33:00randy
33:01and i
33:01were
33:01divorced
33:02i
33:02don't
33:03want
33:03to
33:03have
33:03anything
33:04to
33:04do
33:05with
33:05him
33:05he's
33:07out
33:07of
33:07my
33:08life
33:08now
33:08and
33:11then
33:11the
33:12police
33:13told
33:15me
33:15that
33:16randy
33:17gay
33:17had
33:18killed
33:19a
33:20woman
33:21when
33:24when
33:24i
33:25heard
33:25that
33:26randy
33:26shot
33:27a
33:28lady
33:28named
33:28connie
33:29i
33:30felt
33:31anger
33:33i
33:34felt
33:34sadness
33:35and
33:36i
33:36wasn't
33:37surprised
33:37at
33:38all
33:38that
33:41could
33:41have
33:41been
33:41me
33:42oh
33:54you've
33:55got
33:55to
33:55be
33:55kidding
33:56me
33:56that's
34:00randy
34:00standing
34:01by
34:01a
34:01cop
34:01he
34:08should
34:09never
34:09ever
34:10be
34:11smiling
34:11he's
34:13smiling
34:14as if
34:15he's
34:15proud
34:16of
34:16what
34:16he
34:16did
34:17there's
34:18no
34:19remorse
34:19at
34:20all
34:20in
34:20that
34:21face
34:21randy
34:23looks
34:24like
34:24he
34:24was
34:25proud
34:25that
34:25he
34:26killed
34:26connie
34:27he
34:28looks
34:28happy
34:29about
34:29it
34:30he
34:31doesn't
34:31look
34:32as
34:32though
34:33he's
34:34ashamed
34:34of
34:34anything
34:35and
34:37his
34:37eyes
34:38his
34:40eyes
34:41are
34:41laughing
34:41they're
34:42laughing
34:43that
34:45right
34:45there
34:45makes
34:45me
34:46angry
34:46too
34:47randy's
34:49a monster
34:50in every
34:50way shape
34:51or form
34:52killing
34:53somebody
34:53smiling
34:55about
34:55it
34:56only
34:56monsters
34:57would
34:57do
34:58that
34:58in
35:11may
35:12of
35:122011
35:12investigators
35:13discovered
35:14a body
35:14in the
35:15washita
35:15national
35:16forest
35:16in hot
35:16springs
35:17the
35:18woman
35:18had
35:18been
35:18shot
35:18in
35:19the
35:19face
35:19and
35:19bound
35:20up
35:20and
35:20plastered
35:21the
35:21victim's
35:22name
35:22was
35:22connie
35:23snow
35:23he
35:27didn't
35:27even
35:27have
35:28the
35:28decency
35:28to
35:29bury
35:29her
35:30what
35:32kind
35:33of
35:33person
35:34can
35:34do
35:35that
35:35I
35:37did
35:37not
35:38realize
35:38at
35:39the
35:40beginning
35:40that
35:41there
35:41was
35:42that
35:42much
35:42evil
35:43in
35:43him
35:43I
35:44just
35:44couldn't
35:45see
35:45it
35:45I
35:46did
35:46not
35:46expect
35:47that
35:47much
35:48evil
35:48to
35:49be
35:49in
35:49him
35:50to
35:51me
35:51he's
35:52the
35:53devil
35:53he's
35:56a
35:56selfish
35:57arrogant
35:59bastard
36:02he
36:05needs
36:05to
36:05be
36:05ripped
36:06apart
36:06because
36:07he
36:08ripped
36:08apart
36:08so
36:09many
36:09families
36:10and
36:12so
36:12many
36:13hearts
36:13he
36:14destroyed
36:15and
36:16crushed
36:16Randy
36:22has
36:23a
36:24lot
36:24more
36:24victims
36:25than
36:25just
36:25the
36:26three
36:26he
36:26put
36:26in
36:27the
36:27ground
36:46this
36:59picture
37:00to
37:00me
37:01tells
37:03me
37:03that
37:04it's
37:04Randy's
37:04father
37:05it
37:09that's
37:10Randy
37:11what
37:14he
37:22didn't
37:22used
37:23to
37:23look
37:23like
37:23that
37:24wow
37:28he
37:34aged
37:35horribly
37:36he
37:42still
37:42looks
37:43like
37:43he's
37:44got
37:44that
37:47dark
37:47side
37:48in
37:48him
37:48I
37:50feel
37:51he's
37:51looking
37:51straight
37:52at
37:52me
37:52and
37:54it
37:54looks
37:54like
37:55he's
37:55saying
37:56that
37:58should
37:58have
37:58been
37:58you
37:59what
38:02should
38:02have
38:02been
38:02you
38:02I
38:04should
38:04have
38:04been
38:04the
38:04one
38:04that
38:04got
38:05shot
38:05I
38:09hate
38:09this
38:10man
38:10with
38:11a
38:11passion
38:12even
38:14though
38:15I'm
38:16a
38:16Christian
38:17lady
38:17it
38:18still
38:19makes
38:19me
38:20glad
38:20that
38:21he's
38:22in
38:22prison
38:22on
38:23death
38:23row
38:23I
38:24will
38:24be
38:24the
38:24happiest
38:25woman
38:25in
38:25the
38:26world
38:26when
38:26his
38:27execution
38:27date
38:28arrives
38:28the
38:31only
38:31way
38:32I
38:32can
38:32get
38:33closure
38:33is
38:37knowing
38:37that
38:40he's
38:40six
38:40feet
38:41under
38:41I
38:49had a
38:50real
38:50hard
38:50time
38:51feeling
38:52happy
38:52after
38:54this
38:54because
38:55he
38:56hurt
38:56me
38:56so
38:57bad
38:57even
39:02though
39:03the
39:03bruises
39:03all
39:04healed
39:04I
39:05still
39:05had
39:06that
39:06pain
39:07inside
39:08in
39:08my
39:08heart
39:09in
39:09my
39:09chest
39:10it
39:11wasn't
39:12going
39:12away
39:12Randy
39:16stole
39:16my
39:16innocence
39:17he
39:18stole
39:18my
39:19belief
39:19in
39:20good
39:20people
39:20I
39:22lost
39:22that
39:22belief
39:23because
39:24I
39:26couldn't
39:26trust
39:26anybody
39:27anymore
39:27it
39:29was
39:29very
39:30scary
39:30I
39:34knew
39:34down
39:35deep
39:35in my
39:36heart
39:36I
39:37was
39:37never
39:38gonna
39:39let
39:39any
39:40man
39:40treat
39:41me
39:41like
39:41that
39:41again
39:42never
39:43I
39:45deserve
39:45better
39:46than
39:46that
39:46I
39:47am
39:47better
39:47than
39:48that
39:48for
39:55the
39:55first
39:56time
39:56in my
39:57life
39:57it
39:58felt
39:59fantastic
40:00making
40:00my own
40:01decisions
40:02for
40:03myself
40:03I
40:06felt
40:06like
40:06a
40:07totally
40:07different
40:08person
40:08I
40:10was
40:10able
40:10to
40:11smile
40:11I
40:12was
40:12able
40:13to
40:13laugh
40:14I
40:15was
40:16able
40:16to
40:17leave
40:18the
40:18fear
40:18behind
40:19me
40:19it's
40:20gone
40:21he's
40:21gone
40:22I
40:23don't
40:23have
40:23to
40:24worry
40:24about
40:24it
40:24anymore
40:25I
40:27am
40:27very
40:28happy
40:28now
40:29I
40:29found
40:30a
40:30good
40:30man
40:31who
40:31treats
40:32me
40:32with
40:32respect
40:33and
40:33decency
40:34we've
40:36been
40:36married
40:36for
40:3716
40:37years
40:38and
40:39he's
40:40been
40:40moral
40:41support
40:41because
40:42he knows
40:43everything
40:43that
40:43went
40:44on
40:44I
40:46feel
40:46very
40:47lucky
40:47and
40:49blessed
40:49that
40:51I
40:52escaped
40:53but
40:55then
40:55again
40:56I
40:57feel
40:58that
40:58this
40:59has
41:01made
41:02me
41:02a
41:03better
41:03person
41:04I've
41:05learned
41:06to be
41:06strong
41:07and
41:08I
41:09can
41:09help
41:09other
41:10women
41:10in that
41:10position
41:11the
41:19man
41:20that
41:20I
41:20fell
41:20in
41:20love
41:20with
41:20I
41:21don't
41:21know
41:21what
41:21happened
41:21to
41:22him
41:22I
41:22never
41:23in
41:23life
41:23thought
41:23that
41:24Michael
41:24was
41:24capable
41:24of
41:25doing
41:25what
41:26he
41:26had
41:26done
41:26it was
41:32horrific
41:33that was
41:33horrific
41:34oh god
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