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Transcript
00:00This is a picture, family photo, of me and my family.
00:15This would be my dad, my mom, Ronnie, Ricky, Randy, and myself.
00:25And I just can't believe that these four are gone.
00:37And it's just us two that remain.
00:41I have said this so many times, the good ones are gone and I'm left with him.
00:55I really wasn't sure that I wanted to do this.
01:00It was a very painful situation to discuss.
01:04I had to think long and hard before I even called you back.
01:09But I thought I needed to do it for Ronnie's sake.
01:13I think there's probably some people in my family who did not want me to tell the story
01:16of the brothers.
01:18I think they're fearful, partly.
01:22Ricky wants to come after me because I testified against him.
01:26Because I have a lifelong history of growing up with Ricky, and I knew how Ricky was.
01:33I still do have some fear when I come out of my house.
01:36I do look around.
01:37I still have the fear of, what if?
01:52I still have the fear of, what if?
02:13My father has always had the camera so he wasn't on camera hardly ever.
02:41We were on vacation in Florida.
02:45Three rowdy little boys and me tagging along with them, holding my mom's hand.
02:52It was a fun vacation.
02:55Very fun vacation.
02:56I think it was my first trip to the beach.
03:00We all looked happy.
03:01We were all having fun.
03:04Beautiful scenery.
03:07Not a care in the world.
03:09Yep.
03:11Your average American family, living the life, never suspecting anything like this would
03:18ever happen.
03:20I do miss those times.
03:30You should look back and see the good.
03:34It wasn't all bad.
03:38To know that they're all gone, except for him.
03:45It wasn't all bad.
03:54This is a picture in my grandmother's basement at Christmas for a big Christmas party that
04:10we had every year.
04:11And this is me sitting on Ricky's lap.
04:17I was about four years old.
04:18He would have been 10.
04:20two years old.
04:21This is one of the first times he took advantage of me.
04:26Some events that happened right before this picture was taken that I prefer not to really get into.
04:31But you can tell by the look on my face that he had done something to me.
04:35And he's sitting there looking happy.
04:37And by the look on my face, it's evident that I was fearful of him.
04:42And he was just a big bully.
04:44And that was the little sister that had to take it.
04:49Looking at this picture, I still do feel some of that fear.
04:53And to think it started at such a young age, that I was one of his first victims.
05:00Those eyes tell me that he's mean, he's evil, just piercing.
05:14I remember this one day when I was about seven years old, I was taking a nap on the couch.
05:26And I woke up, and I smelt this horrible smell.
05:30The odor was horrific.
05:33It smells like a skunk.
05:36And then I noticed that my hair was wet.
05:40Ricky was standing about three feet away from me, just looking and staring at me.
05:44I'm giggling.
05:45He was just giggling.
05:49And I'm like, what did you do?
05:54He was standing there with a bottle of buck scent in his hand.
05:58Buck scent is dough urine.
06:00It's used to attract bucks when you're out hunting.
06:04I poured it on your hair.
06:10What did you do this for?
06:12His response was, I just felt like it.
06:15There was no explanation for what he did, why he did it.
06:18He just thought it was funny.
06:21And he's just laughing.
06:24Mom!
06:26I started yelling for my mom to come downstairs.
06:30She could smell it as soon as she came down the stairs.
06:32I was like, Mom, smell my hair.
06:34Look what he put in my hair.
06:35Look at what he did.
06:38She reprimanded him, but that was about it.
06:40Sorry, baby.
06:42You are in big trouble, mister.
06:46There was no consequences for Ricky's actions.
06:49And I smelled like a skunk for a week.
06:53And there was no remorse.
06:55Nothing.
06:56Nothing ever seemed to phase him.
06:58I think Ricky did this to me just to prove I'm older.
07:01I'm going to pick at you.
07:03I'm going to make fun of you.
07:04And I'm going to get by with it.
07:06And there's nothing you're going to be able to do to stop me.
07:09That was much worse than just a brother picking on a sister.
07:13My mom used to say Ricky had the look of the devil,
07:16even when he was little.
07:29So when I was about 9 or 10, we had a neighbor
07:32who I went to their house every day to swim during the summer.
07:35And I was over there most of the day.
07:37And late afternoon, here comes Ricky
07:40walking across the yard to get there.
07:42And he just hops in the pool.
07:47And I think we're in there for a few minutes.
07:50And he's out in the pool just kind of like looking at me.
07:54And something just sat him off.
07:58The next thing I know, he pushes me under the water
08:02in the pool and holds me under.
08:08I couldn't catch my breath, couldn't breathe.
08:12He had my head and he just kept holding it under and wouldn't let me up.
08:15And I thought I was gone.
08:24Then the neighbor's mom walked out the door and asked Ricky,
08:26Ricky, what are you doing?
08:28And he kind of like let his hands off my head.
08:38Oh, we were just trying to play a game to see how long she could hold her breath under water.
08:43And I just looked at him and I said, you liar.
08:45No, we weren't.
08:46No, we weren't.
08:47Go home.
08:48And the mom made him go home.
08:50If the mom wanted to come outside, I may not be alive today.
08:56And I never told my parents.
09:01I believed that there would be payback from Ricky if I told on him for what he did.
09:08That there would be retaliation.
09:11What that retaliation would be, I don't know.
09:15Maybe next time he would try it again and I wouldn't come back up for air.
09:18Ricky was always more deeper, more sinister.
09:25And you could just look in his eyes and you could see it.
09:27Just the eyes.
09:30Those big dark brown eyes and you could just see the anger.
09:33The kind of brother that would do that to his sisters, just mean and pure evil.
09:45Ricky definitely had a gravitation towards firearms.
09:47I think guns made Ricky feel like he was in control.
09:52And nothing's going to stop me.
09:55And I'm going to do what I want.
10:01Renee!
10:02One day.
10:03Renee!
10:04I was sitting out in the living room.
10:07Ricky says, I need you out here for a second.
10:11So I got out to the utility room.
10:13And Ricky's standing there with a hunting rifle.
10:19I said, Dad's told you not to do this in here.
10:22Go outside and do it.
10:24I mean, I knew they had the rules.
10:25He wasn't a Biden bomb.
10:27And so I'm standing there.
10:29I'm like, what do you need for me to do?
10:31Well, that rag over there.
10:32Hand me the rag.
10:33So I go hand him the rag.
10:35And the gun goes off.
10:41And my ears just rang.
10:43And the bullet hits the floor.
10:45And it misses my foot by inches.
10:48A ricochet hits the ceiling.
10:51And then I don't know where it went from that because I ran out of the room.
10:54I couldn't.
10:55I just needed to get away.
10:59Ricky played it off as an accident.
11:00And he was very stoic.
11:03It was like almost no emotion.
11:05He didn't say, I'm sorry.
11:07Oh, my goodness.
11:08Look what I'm...
11:09Nothing.
11:09Just, oh, well.
11:12And then my dad came home.
11:13And, of course, there was some yelling, screaming about that.
11:17I told you not to do it in the house.
11:19I've told you 100 times.
11:20You need to make sure it's not loaded.
11:24And he just brushed it off.
11:25I think my parents should have never let him have a gun again, ever.
11:32Taken away some privileges more than what they did.
11:36I didn't tell my parents because I, once again, afraid of retaliation.
11:41Um, maybe I feel like as a child I should have said more to my parents.
11:49To my parents.
11:51But I don't, I don't know that they would have known what to have done.
11:55I don't know that they would have known what to have done.
11:57I grew up with a brother that I just could never trust.
12:03And a lot of this stuff, to be honest, I hadn't thought about until the last three years.
12:10I think I tried to suppress a lot of it.
12:12Then I had to go back and look at the signs.
12:16There were signs.
12:16This is a picture that my dad took of us at Christmas.
12:32And so many pictures.
12:34That trophy deer head.
12:36That he named Charlie.
12:38That was my dad's pride and joy as much as his children.
12:42My dad, from the time my brothers were little, taught all three of them to hunt.
12:50But that was just their thing to do.
12:52They loved to hunt.
12:54I'm more of an animal lover.
12:56I just can't stand the thought of taking an animal's life.
13:00But Ricky, he was into hunting at a very young age.
13:03And this was the time he was going out in the backyard, into the cornfields,
13:08going out shooting the rabbits and the squirrels on his killing spree.
13:12One day in particular that I remember, he said,
13:21come in here, I want to show you something.
13:24I'm like, I don't want to see what you're in there doing.
13:26Oh, no, come here, I want to show you.
13:28You know, it's a biology lesson.
13:32So I go in, and he's in there, and you can see the organs inside the rabbit.
13:37And you're going to watch me skin it.
13:38It's just like science class.
13:44And I'm like, I really don't want to watch this.
13:46I don't want to watch this.
13:48Just know, you're going to stay here, and you're going to watch it.
13:50So I stood there, and I watched it, and I really felt like I just wanted to get sick.
13:56He knew I love cats.
13:57Cats and rabbits reminded me of each other.
13:59They're fuzzy.
14:00And to me, this was like, man, this is too much.
14:05It was just way too much.
14:07I would just keep looking away.
14:09He said, no, you need to watch me do this.
14:10I'm like, I don't want to see this.
14:11Ricky got lots of joy of watching me squirm.
14:18And then he tells me, I've done this for 21 straight days.
14:23I'm on a 21-day killing spree.
14:26He was bragging about it.
14:27I do believe him on a killing spree for 21 days was a missed sign.
14:37But my parents didn't want to look at it that way as it was something.
14:41It was just a hobby.
14:42It was hunting.
14:44And they didn't look at it as something warped.
14:49I don't think they ever wanted to look at him as being warped.
14:54They're his parents.
14:55They don't want to see that.
14:56They knew he was mean and hateful at times.
15:03But I don't think they saw the extent of it.
15:07He was a ticking time bomb.
15:09And he just kept getting worse.
15:20Ricky's reputation.
15:22He was known for being hostile.
15:24He was known for being a bully.
15:28Everybody knew.
15:30He had a hot head.
15:32Couldn't keep a job.
15:34Ricky had a DUI when he was younger.
15:36And they hauled him in.
15:37And he literally punched the magistrate.
15:42The police knew that he had a reputation.
15:45And he just seemed to be getting more angrier every year.
15:48When Ronnie and Ricky were younger, they played a lot of baseball together.
15:54And then as they got to be in their 20s, they joined a men's softball league.
15:58And this was part of the brother bonding.
16:01But then you had Ricky bring the drama into something that was supposed to be fun.
16:04They were at a game one evening.
16:16And one of Ricky's co-workers was the coach and decided to not let Ricky start the game.
16:24Oh, oh, oh.
16:26Hey, oh.
16:27We're back in the dugout.
16:29Ricky got angry.
16:30What did you just say to me?
16:32When Ricky was mad, he would get in your face.
16:34You think you're some sort of tough guy?
16:37He would yell.
16:39He would put his finger in your face and tell you this is the way it is.
16:44Ricky said a few choice words, walked off, got in his car, and went to Ronnie's house where he knew there was guns.
16:59I think Ronnie knew what was getting ready to happen, so they had called the police.
17:05Ricky comes banging on the front door.
17:08Ronnie's wife realized that Ricky was agitated and she was fearful.
17:13She was also expecting at the time, so she let him in.
17:16And he went straight to Ronnie's gun cabinet and took out a rifle.
17:21He brought the rifle back to the game.
17:25And Ricky was basically like, he needs to be taken out for him sitting me on the bench.
17:32Ronnie intercepts him and says, you know, I know you're angry.
17:37Tries to calm him down.
17:39You know, you'll get to play.
17:40We can't have a gun here.
17:43Ronnie's like, let's, everybody just, and the police, let's just calm this down.
17:48Ronnie took the gun.
17:50And then Ronnie says, you just need to go home and cool off.
17:54Ronnie told the policeman that he's just acting out.
17:57Let him, just let him go home.
17:59So they just said, as long as you leave, leave peacefully, we're not going to do anything.
18:11Police just let the brother handle him.
18:15Ronnie, for whatever power he had, was always the best person of defusing Ricky.
18:20I don't know how he did it, but he did.
18:26Ronnie just didn't seem to think Ricky would ever take it that far.
18:30He just needed some de-escalation.
18:33Talking to, calming him down.
18:36And that was Ronnie's role.
18:39Ronnie didn't have any enemies, but one.
18:41It's like my dad said, everybody loved Ronnie.
18:45Except for Ricky.
18:58Well, in the beginning of that clip, it looks like Ronnie was just kind of playing around
19:03with wrestling moves.
19:05And then Ricky jumps on his back, his hands around his neck, and starts getting a little
19:11more violent with him.
19:14You do see he went in for the aggressive move when somebody was down and in a position where
19:21they couldn't defend themselves.
19:23He knew when to go in.
19:25He knew when to put the hands, the arms around your brother's neck and get him, get on his
19:33back, so you're in the controlling position.
19:36The aggressiveness was there.
19:40It looks like Ricky never outcooked.
19:41It looks like it just, using that word again, snowballed, escalated, just escalated with age.
19:48Ricky taking care of anybody else was rather shocking.
20:07He never had children.
20:09He didn't have patience for children.
20:12But you also saw how much he was bringing in financially.
20:17So the male client that Ricky had really could not verbally communicate.
20:23He was kind of clumsy.
20:25He would spill drinks.
20:27And one night, the family was over at dinner at Ricky's house, and he knocked the drink
20:32over on the table.
20:35And then when he does this, Ricky just gets mad and cusses at him.
20:39How dare you, you know, GD, how dare you do something this stupid?
20:42How dumb are you?
20:48And this intellectually disabled person just kind of just sat there and put his head down
20:53and felt bad.
20:55And then that's when I saw there was a bruise up above his eye, and then there were some
21:05bruises on his wrist.
21:09And my mom questioned Ricky what happened.
21:13And Ricky said he fell over and hit his head on the coffee table.
21:19The bruises around his wrist definitely made me suspicious that it was caused by Ricky grabbing
21:28him by the wrist.
21:32I didn't have any proof.
21:35But, I mean, I could only assume he wasn't treating him the way he deserved to be treated.
21:41I guess the part that's heartbreaking is, to me, he was, he was like a family member.
21:49And you see this person making all this money off of him.
21:53And I'm thinking, he's going to continue to do this unless the agency would see this.
22:00Having them in private with nobody else around, it was probably much worse.
22:03When Ricky lost his clients, he lost the income and didn't save any of the money, and so was
22:30threatened with foreclosure.
22:35So then he shows up uninvited, walks into my house, and my husband and son were both gone
22:42with my eight-year-old daughter there.
22:45Ricky?
22:46I've had it.
22:47They're all going to die.
22:49Threatening.
22:50I'm going to get them.
22:52They're going to pay for this, what they've done.
22:57And they're going to get paid back for this.
23:00They don't know what kind of man I am.
23:02He was just getting angrier with each passing minute.
23:06And I'm really not the person that deserves to stay in here and take this.
23:13So I suggest you just leave.
23:15You need to go.
23:19He gets in my face.
23:20He gets his finger in my face and just yells at me.
23:24One day.
23:25Well, there's lots of people on my hit list, and they're the top two.
23:29These bitches are going to die.
23:32You see these mass murderers on TV.
23:35That's going to be me one day.
23:37These people don't know it yet, but they're already dead.
23:41I'm taking them out, and I'm following them.
23:44I'm following other people, but I'm following them.
23:46I said, I'm fearful for them.
23:59I'm fearful for other people, because there's other people he's not telling me about.
24:04I do think he was capable of these threats against the women.
24:08I mean, it wasn't just a one-time he was stalking them.
24:10It was day after day.
24:12He didn't mean it.
24:14I said, I don't know what their names are.
24:17I don't know what to do.
24:18He needs to be locked up.
24:19He just can't do that.
24:22He goes, you know, verbal threats.
24:24It's a verbal threat.
24:25There's nothing else we can do about this.
24:29A verbal threat needs to be taken seriously.
24:35Because that's what he did from that point on, man.
24:37He just escalated.
24:38A verbal threat needs to be taken seriously.
24:55Hello?
24:57So my dad calls, and he's crying.
25:00Dad?
25:01And he couldn't stop crying.
25:02I'm like, Dad, you need to settle down and tell me why are you crying?
25:07What are you upset over?
25:09Is mom okay?
25:11And he goes, Ricky came over here and beat me, hit me.
25:18He beat me up.
25:22I think I have a concussion.
25:23I have a really bad headache.
25:24And there's some things I don't remember.
25:27I think I blacked out.
25:29And he goes, I don't want to get him in trouble.
25:37And I said, you know what?
25:43I'm done.
25:44We're going to get him in trouble.
25:47Because, Dad, you know, he's just escalating.
25:50And it's time to stop this.
25:54You've got to stop.
25:55You're an elderly, old man.
25:57You're his father.
25:58You can't let this go anymore.
26:04Because, Dad, next time he could kill you, he could do something to mom.
26:10I said, this is not safe.
26:13So then I called Ronnie, and I said, this is what he's done.
26:18And you could tell Ronnie had had enough.
26:20Waited probably just three or four days.
26:37And I called in to our law enforcement.
26:41Hi, I'm checking the status of Ricky Brunk.
26:43And said, has he been arrested yet?
26:45Has anybody done anything?
26:46And they're like, no, you know, it's COVID.
26:52Things are delayed.
26:53They're trying not to put too many people in prison.
26:56It's, you know, that's probably, it's going to happen.
27:00And I'm getting frustrated.
27:01This was a violent assault on my dad.
27:04What are we waiting for?
27:05I mean, as a child, maybe I should have said more.
27:12As the adult, I tried.
27:19But nobody freaking took me seriously.
27:21So this is a picture of Ronnie and I down celebrating his son's 30th birthday downtown Harrisonburg.
27:41Just doing what we always did together, which was laugh.
27:44No drama, nothing serious, just enjoying life at its fullest.
27:56And how it breaks my heart that we can't have any more moments like this.
28:00I did have a sense of relief that they were finally going to go get him.
28:20But I was still, I just had this gut feeling something was going to go wrong.
28:27I was fearful.
28:30I'm like, I don't have a good feeling about this.
28:33It's going to make him angrier.
28:34He'll come after me.
28:37But I told Ronnie, or Ronnie says, he just, he didn't have the balls to touch us.
28:43And I said, I beg to differ.
28:45He doesn't have the gall to come here.
28:47I don't think that's true.
28:49And my son is coming in and said he had something he needed to tell Ronnie and me about what happened when he helped Ricky the week before.
29:01There was another thing I didn't tell you guys.
29:05So Ricky had told my son several different things when my son was helping him move.
29:11And the first one thing he wanted to explain to my son is why he didn't come to his wedding.
29:19He said he was going to straggling.
29:21He wound up telling my son if he would have gone to my son's wedding, he would have choked the out of me.
29:27So around 7.15 on June the 15th, my phone rings and it was a number I did not recognize, but I thought, eh, I'll go ahead and answer it.
29:45So the person on the other end was Ronnie's business partner.
29:51And he says, I have something I need to tell you.
29:54He goes, the EMTs have just left, but the sheriff's department is still here.
30:02And I'm like, so what are you trying to tell me?
30:08So I said, what are you trying to do?
30:09You're telling me that he's dead?
30:10And he's like, yeah.
30:12And I couldn't imagine, I couldn't imagine how it went down and I couldn't imagine that I would never see Ronnie again.
30:26It was like beside myself.
30:28So then Ronnie's wife is calling, I need to answer the phone.
30:35And the first words out of her mouth were, he's been shot.
30:41And I'm thinking, he's been shot?
30:44And I'm like, oh no.
30:47Oh no, I got to get off the phone.
30:49I got to hang up.
30:49He said, then that's when I called 911.
30:55And I told him, I know who did this.
30:58And it was my other brother, Ricky.
31:03And I said, I can assure you, if you're going to go up there to his property, he has lots of firearms.
31:10And he's probably not going to go down without a fight.
31:13So you better be prepared.
31:17Take the out is what I said.
31:36This picture.
31:37Obviously came from the night of the murder.
31:45I have never seen this picture before.
31:48I feel angry.
31:49I feel like what a coward you are.
31:51To take the easy way out and use a gun to kill your brother.
31:54Because we were done dealing with you, your threats.
31:57Your vile, evil ways.
31:59We were done.
32:01The facial expression.
32:07What other person would have shot their brother and had some time to think about it and not cry, be upset.
32:14Oh my gosh.
32:15I've done something wrong.
32:18Nothing.
32:19No emotion.
32:20Just here I am.
32:23Little Ricky turned out to be an abuser.
32:26A narcissist and the evil person that killed his brother.
32:33And who made his parents' last few months on this earth a living hell because of what he had done to Ronnie.
32:45Ricky waited for all of Ronnie's coworkers to leave his business and goes in to Ronnie's office with the warrant for his arrest for assaulting my dad.
33:03And there was a verbal altercation between the two and supposedly Ronnie pretty much defended himself, couldn't take it anymore, and told Ricky to get out.
33:19Ricky would not get out.
33:20And Ronnie just had enough.
33:22So Ronnie, Ronnie hit him several times.
33:25And then Ronnie says, go ahead and get out.
33:29I'm done.
33:31So Ricky walks out the door.
33:34Ronnie follows him.
33:36There's a glass door on the outside.
33:39Ronnie locked it.
33:42Ricky goes to his truck.
33:45Hits the gun.
33:47Comes to the glass door.
33:50Ronnie turns around a few feet away from that glass door.
33:53And Ricky shoots me.
34:01And then he drives off like nothing ever happened.
34:1423-39, start EMS.
34:17Mail.
34:19Doesn't appear to be responsible.
34:23Sir, 23-39 doesn't appear to be breathing.
34:48Ronnie did mean a lot to me.
34:50It was a really big loss that day.
34:51And then the thought was, how am I going to tell my parents?
35:03That, with my dad, was probably the hardest to do.
35:09He looks at me.
35:13He can tell something's wrong.
35:15Something has happened.
35:17It's almost like he knew.
35:18I said, it's Ronnie.
35:20And I said, he was shot.
35:25And he goes, by Ricky?
35:28He knew.
35:30I said, yeah, by Ricky.
35:31And then he starts crying.
35:34He goes, I knew, I knew he was, I knew he was capable of this.
35:40That was hard.
35:40This is my victim's impact statement at Ricky's trial for the murder of Ronnie.
35:57I couldn't sleep.
35:58I couldn't sleep.
35:59I had nightmares.
36:01Fears of him coming after me.
36:04And the reasons running through my head of why.
36:09My first thought every morning when I woke up is, this is all just one bad nightmare.
36:15Is Ronnie really gone?
36:17Killed by our own sibling.
36:19Sibling, my helper, my confidant taken at the hands of our own sibling.
36:25I play it over in my head, over and over again, of what happened.
36:30And that Ronnie's life was taken by his own brother.
36:35And how he had to lay there and die alone.
36:41What were his thoughts, his feelings?
36:45And how could my own brother just kill me?
36:53I could write a hundred pages and it wouldn't be enough.
36:58But I have to remember one thing I told you while I was doing this.
37:02This, people have to pay attention to.
37:06And if you have somebody in your family acting like this,
37:10you've got to push it.
37:12You've got to stand up and you've got to say something.
37:16I don't have a psych background, but my God, I saw the anger.
37:20I saw the evil.
37:21I saw the narcissism.
37:23Where everybody else was always wrong and he was right.
37:28And saw him snowballing and elevating and getting worse.
37:34Law enforcement has to listen to us.
37:37Got to listen, so nobody else has to die at the hands of somebody that's so evil.
37:45I don't think Ricky cares about anything.
38:10I think deep down inside Ricky knows he's not going to get out.
38:15So I'm just going to do whatever I want to make everybody else's life miserable.
38:19He's just being spiteful.
38:24It's the last little bit of control he has.
38:28That's what it boils down to.
38:30He wants to show everybody, I'm still in control.
38:33And I'm not that shy little girl, blonde-haired girl anymore.
38:41He didn't stand up to you.
38:43I finally got bold and didn't take it anymore.
38:48And I'm not going to take it anymore either now.
38:50I'm not going to live in fear.
38:57He doesn't deserve that attention.
39:00Because that's what he wants.
39:02He wants to make me fearful from behind bars.
39:04And I'm not going to do it.
39:15It's very hard to believe that Ronnie's gone.
39:17Very hard.
39:27And to think that my own brother is the one that killed him
39:29really makes it that much harder.
39:35He was my helper in everything.
39:39And there's just days I feel so lost without him.
39:44I will never forget him.
39:47One day I will see him again.
39:51I know that.
39:54But to think that he's not here.
39:58It just breaks my heart.
40:01And to think that he died by himself
40:03the way he did that day.
40:04Is what really hurts me.
40:09But I feel like the world needs to know
40:11what a wonderful person Ronnie was.
40:13And I have to do this for him.
40:20I had to do it for Ronnie.
40:23Because I want the world to know
40:25he was the best brother ever.
40:28When I looked up
40:40I saw his face
40:42behind the biggest gun
40:44I had ever seen in my life.
40:45I reached up
40:47and tried to put pressure on my face
40:48and when I put my hand there
40:50there was nothing there.
40:51He was looking right at me
40:53and
40:53he took the gun
40:55and it goes off.
40:57Oh my god
40:58he just literally tried to kill us.
41:05Hearing that
41:06puts me back in that room.
41:09I feel the flames
41:10on my waist again.
41:13He just looked down at me
41:14and he said
41:15she's gone now
41:16it's just us.
41:19I never
41:19saw what she looked like
41:21at eight.
41:23That's the face of my mother
41:24but I don't feel like
41:25her soul is there.
41:27He looked right at me
41:28and says bitch
41:29we're all gonna die today.
41:31Threw more ghastly
41:32right in my face.
41:33Oh my god
41:34I'm not going to die!
41:35I'm not going to die!
41:35I'm not going to die!
41:36I'm not going to die!
41:36I'm not going to die!