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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other.
00:38It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer.
00:47Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabos.
00:52Days in Cabos.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Hmm.
01:36Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kind of moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:11No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's...
02:14That's not fair.
02:15I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.
02:25It's not just boys.
02:26The sororities are going too.
02:27Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest
02:34or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break,
02:51and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever
02:54going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh my God, what?
02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:09Fuck it, I won't waste your time.
03:11You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
03:15So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes, I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine, if that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great, okay, awesome, bye.
03:23Bye.
03:27I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:33I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:53See?
03:56Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on?
04:08Why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:24I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight and walk out the door and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Belly.
04:44I fucked up and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I've had a shitty week and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Belly.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Belly...
05:20When I was in Cabo...
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I just thought we'd lose.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:37You could never lose me.
05:40You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:50Uh...
05:52I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:02I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:14That's it.
06:17You're so messed up.
06:23Worthless.
06:24It's not worth this.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Kind of.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:14Bye.
07:21Belly, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:25I know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no.
07:32I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just like guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:43I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:25Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:42Yeah.
08:43Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:45Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yeah.
08:54So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:56Starrcadex, like the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:03Wait, no.
09:04No, relax.
09:05All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:09Remember?
09:10Yes.
09:11How could I forget?
09:12It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33All right, I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcadex?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:21You just have to make it to the library.
10:35One thing at a time.
10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:42Like, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job, because obviously I'm not gonna be in Cousins.
10:50Because Jeremiah.
10:52And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial, because again, Jeremiah.
11:01And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time's not gonna work for you.
11:08No, no, nothing's gonna work, because everything is...
11:11Oh, my God.
11:14Hey, you're gonna be okay.
11:19I'll meet you after a study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33Hung all my boxes, I send them your way.
11:36Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:40I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to rewrite my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to, and no matter how I want to, and no matter how easy things could be if I did.
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
12:16Unless I hated you.
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.
12:22Just two different endings you learn to repair.
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place.
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us.
12:33From when we were golden.
12:35Everybody.
12:36Me.
12:37John.
12:38Ah.
12:39Beautiful.
12:40No, it's so cute.
12:41How come you're gonna get a car?
12:43So, I just need to not be here.
12:59Hi.
13:00Mom, hi.
13:01Um, quick question.
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:08I'm fine, thanks for asking.
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry.
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport.
13:20I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
13:25That's fantastic.
13:26Honey, congratulations.
13:29How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Um, Mom, I gotta go.
13:38Okay.
13:39Love you.
13:42Okay.
13:45Bro.
13:46You're tweaking.
13:47You need to...
13:49Level out.
13:50Try something to indicate I got.
13:51May help ease the pain.
13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:04Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:08Dude, I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but...
14:14You two were broken up.
14:15Right?
14:16And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:19Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:23Yeah.
14:24Yeah, probably.
14:35Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:41She's everything to me.
14:47And losing her feels like...
14:51It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:56Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:03Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:06Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:17I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on site.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look.
15:37If he really thought you were broken up,
15:40technically it's not cheating,
15:42but to keep it a secret,
15:44that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:46and he chose to keep it from you.
15:49That's the part I can't get over.
15:52What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret too.
15:58It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:02Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:11So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:13I got you!
16:14Ah, shit.
16:15Shit, shit, shit, shit.
16:16Oh my God.
16:17Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:18What would Kevin do?
16:19Okay.
16:20What would Kevin do?
16:21Okay.
16:22Steven, open up.
16:23It's me.
16:24Billy?
16:25Oh my God.
16:26Billy?
16:27You okay?
16:28Yeah.
16:29I'm still kidding.
16:30Oh my God.
16:31Stephen, open up. It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah. Yeah. Sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay. Next.
17:01Billy.
17:12No, please don't leave. I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything. I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24Okay.
17:25Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:31Look, I was really sad. I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please. I know I don't deserve you,
17:54but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,
17:58and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Stop. You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please.
18:04I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him too,
18:09and I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me,
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:33Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah.
18:40You know, well, I've already read
18:41the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year
18:47that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:49in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um,
18:56you and I,
18:57we could start our own book group
18:58if, uh,
18:59if you're interested.
19:01Ah, unfortunately,
19:01Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:09In private.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot?
19:14Uh, sure.
19:16Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh,
19:18Flaubert Symposium
19:19if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So,
19:27TAs are allowed to flirt
19:28with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct,
19:30and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive
19:35in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor
19:37doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential
19:39crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways
19:42to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference
19:46is definitely the way to do that.
19:47Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way
19:50into Ballroom B
19:51for tropes of old English
19:53epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:05New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Pull your weight.
20:10Okay.
20:17Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer,
20:31I expect half of you
20:32will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off,
20:34and we'll be fine.
20:37Okay.
20:38First patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy
20:41came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts
20:43on what might be going on?
20:44Uh-huh.
20:46I want to start off
20:47with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well...
20:49Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering
20:56from the flu,
20:57and fevers are the most
20:58common cause of seizures
20:59at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him
21:01nausea meds at the ER,
21:03and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just
21:07the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me
21:15the med student
21:16that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up
21:20in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that
21:22climbing up Namazi's ass
21:23is just a coping mechanism
21:24for your all-consuming love
21:25for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like,
21:28yearning to.
21:30Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out
21:33at an academic conference
21:34is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead,
21:39and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things
21:52off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know,
21:56even though our marriage
21:57went to shit,
21:59we ended up being
21:59pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:03Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying
22:13abroad next semester
22:14in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know
22:17how the Parisian police
22:18found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell
22:24that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact,
22:30wasn't that why you slept
22:31with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing,
22:34and I planned to sleep
22:34with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no.
22:43It's all yours.
22:43We're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded
23:02to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm...
23:10I'm hungry.
23:11Okay, then let's...
23:13let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:20So, uh...
23:38Uh, where do you wanna...
23:41go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:43What?
23:53Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07Uh...
24:07Uh...
24:08Sorry.
24:09I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted
24:13to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night,
24:15sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before,
24:19I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual
24:22with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Oh, my God.
24:25Let's just stop fucking around,
24:26you know, and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me
24:33to have a fresh start,
24:34you know, free
24:34and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids, then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with.
24:44What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop, stop.
24:46No, don't...
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over
24:50and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me
24:55out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I'm not doing that.
24:57I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me
25:00out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:03Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:28Taylor, I told you
25:29I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:33Taylor, hi.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him
25:44or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out
25:55and he was trying
25:56to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:00It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no,
26:10it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:17Initial scans show
26:19a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know
26:25how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then,
26:28we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait
26:30and see, is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork
26:32to fill out
26:33and someone will need
26:34to make decisions
26:35on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38Sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind
26:41of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:46Uh-huh.
26:47I need to...
26:48I need to try
26:49my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I'll...
26:51I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know
26:55Steven's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents' insurance
26:57or his job.
26:58How am I supposed
26:59to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think...
27:01I think I remember
27:02Steven bragging
27:03about being
27:04a universal donor.
27:05Of course,
27:06you didn't brag
27:06about anything.
27:07I don't know
27:07if he's on our parents' insurance.
27:08I don't know
27:09how am I supposed to know
27:10that.
27:10Okay.
27:11He...
27:11O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm gonna try
27:15your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:17I think I should, uh,
27:19let a few other people
27:20know, too.
27:22Do you want me
27:22to call Jer?
27:26I don't know
27:27an hour ago.
27:28I wanted to throw up
27:29thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish
27:33he was here.
27:35I don't even know
27:36what to say
27:36to make me feel better.
27:40I'm gonna be your
27:42Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track
27:45down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's
27:47dumbass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:49Just...
27:49Just fill out
27:50the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest
27:52to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh,
27:56Conrad, too,
27:56because he just might
27:57understand what
27:59all this means?
28:00Yeah.
28:00I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop
28:07on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John
28:09will probably be here
28:10by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me
28:13what the doctor
28:14said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of
28:16a dick.
28:16He basically blew us
28:17off.
28:17We're trying to get
28:18updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um,
28:21Providence General,
28:23but how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:26I just want to do
28:29something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah, great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me
28:40updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me?
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine
28:50was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend,
28:53more like family,
28:54and he's at Providence
28:56General.
28:57Is there any chance
28:58you know anyone
28:59in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology
29:01is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is
29:03Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's
29:04any possible way
29:06that you could
29:07make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need
29:13to take the day?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:26Jared's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be
29:55nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come
29:57try and talk to you
29:57or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have
30:02to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Jun Kwan.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over
30:15your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean
30:17he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone
30:19well-connected
30:19is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call
30:22from a colleague
30:23at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated
30:26and sleeping,
30:26he's stable,
30:27and I've ordered
30:28a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you
30:32back there.
30:32We allow two visitors,
30:34immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume
30:36this is Stephen's
30:37other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:39Okay.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't
30:51just go out there?
30:52I don't even know
30:53what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked
30:57over the last few years.
31:00No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go
31:04with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:09This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh,
31:15that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put
31:17your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home
31:20when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me
31:29for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please,
31:32I didn't...
31:32You may see this
31:32as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you
31:35not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you
31:37a walking liability,
31:38my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always
31:42apply again next year.
31:43We're a nurse
31:45to a lot more.
31:45We do it with more
31:46pressures to a lot more.
31:48We're going to start
31:48taking the...
31:49Steven,
32:08Steven, can I tell you
32:08a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone
32:11like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary
32:17that is?
32:23I know I act like
32:24I don't care,
32:26but I just...
32:26I care so,
32:28so much.
32:29and I'm always afraid
32:34that it's just
32:35a matter of time
32:35before you come to me
32:36and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just going to be like,
32:40actually,
32:41you're not worth it.
32:42so I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:01and I don't know
33:04how to stop doing that.
33:06You know,
33:17the first time
33:17we got together,
33:19you remember
33:20you told me
33:20that you were like...
33:22you told me that
33:22you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea
33:28how badly
33:29I wanted to believe you.
33:48I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Stephen's brain
33:54has gone down
33:55and we can start
33:56weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while
33:58until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know
34:00when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's going to be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry
34:18to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think
34:20that Stephen and I
34:20should get back together.
34:21No, I never
34:23should have judged you.
34:24You're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like not wanting
34:29to let go of Stephen
34:30but still keeping
34:30Davis around
34:31as this like
34:32emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty
34:34and selfish.
34:37And Stephen
34:38was trying to do
34:38the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43I think that made me realize
34:50that even though
34:51I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared
34:54to lose Stephen
34:55and again
34:55I'm more scared
34:56not to try.
35:02I'm going to
35:02I'm going to break up
35:04with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do
35:08I support you.
35:19Right, how rough
35:20do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not going to lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house
35:30eat something
35:31shower.
35:32You heard the doctor
35:35he's not going to be up
35:36for a little while
35:37anyway.
35:37Thanks babe.
35:43Hey
35:43if you want to get back
35:48with Jeremiah
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52Make him beg
35:52obviously
35:53but
35:54don't just throw away
35:56everything you guys
35:56have had for the past
35:57four years
35:58like not if it's still
36:03what you want
36:03okay
36:09we gotta get him
36:24shut up
36:27still not a morning
36:30person
36:30huh
36:30my eyes are crispy
36:35can you bring me
36:37some of your
36:37contact solution
36:38yeah
36:39oh my god
36:50John get in here
36:54oh my god
36:56mom
36:57where were you
36:58Belly
36:58I just got your
36:59messages
36:59what's going on
37:00Steven was in an accident
37:02is he okay
37:03he's gonna be fine
37:04I've been trying to
37:07keep it together
37:07but I
37:08I was so scared
37:10oh man
37:12shut up
37:12I can't imagine
37:14how terrified
37:15you must have been
37:15I'm so so sorry
37:17have you been there
37:19all alone
37:20no
37:21no
37:21um
37:22Taylor's here
37:23and she's been amazing
37:24and
37:25Jare's here
37:28he stayed all night
37:29mom
37:31things have been
37:32so crazy
37:32listen sweetheart
37:34I'll be there
37:34as soon as I can
37:35and um
37:36I'll
37:37I'll track down
37:38your dad
37:38and let him know
37:39I love you so much
37:41Belly
37:41I love you
37:43mommy
37:43Steve was in a car
37:47accident
37:47he's okay
37:48okay
37:48he's gonna be fine
37:49but Belly couldn't reach
37:51either of us
37:51listen
37:52it's okay
37:52just meet me
37:53in the lobby
37:54in five
37:54we hadn't seen
38:17each other much
38:17over the years
38:18and we hadn't been
38:20alone together
38:20since
38:21hey
38:21that day
38:23at the motel
38:23hey
38:24hey
38:25why are you
38:33holding a poker
38:34oh
38:35um
38:36I thought you
38:38were a burglar
38:38of course you did
38:40where's Jare
38:45he and your dad
38:47he and your dad
38:47are on their way
38:48to Chamonix
38:48right
38:51aren't you supposed
38:54to be meeting them
38:54there
38:55yeah my flight
38:56got delayed
38:57because of the weather
38:57they were trying to
38:58rebook me for the 28th
39:00what are you doing
39:02here
39:02my mom is on a retreat
39:05in the mountains
39:05and Stephen's in New York
39:06I was all alone
39:08at home
39:08so
39:10you have chocolate
39:34all over your face
39:35no I don't
39:36what did you do
39:37you just stick your whole
39:38head in to save time
39:38shut it
39:40no you don't
39:42you cold
39:43I can start a fire
39:44so I think it's maybe
39:51a little late for a fire
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash
39:54Merry Christmas belly
39:58it's really good to see you
40:00you too
40:06the next morning
40:16right when I woke up
40:17I had this funny feeling
40:19that he had already left
40:20you're okay
40:33oh no leave me alone
40:36you're hurt can you move
40:38I thought you were gone
40:40nope
40:41still here
40:43let me help you out
40:48no no no
40:49ow
40:49just
40:50just
40:50give me a minute
40:52okay
40:52how bad does it hurt
41:03on a scale from 1 to 10
41:0511
41:06you're such a baby
41:08when it comes to pain
41:08no I'm not
41:09I mean that fall you took
41:12was no joke
41:13seriously it was like
41:16when animals slip and fall
41:18in cartoons on banana peels
41:20you calling me an animal
41:22ow
41:27ow
41:28I'm gonna pick you up
41:32and I'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no
41:34just just just
41:35no just I'm too heavy for you
41:37just leave me here
41:38I know I can't bench press
41:39my body weight like Jared
41:41but I can pick you up
41:41Ellie
41:42ready
41:45okay come on
41:48okay
41:48ow
41:49you're okay
41:51ready
41:52what
41:53ow
41:54watch your legs
41:58ow
42:01you're okay
42:03yeah
42:04ow
42:04that's when I had this sudden thought
42:12a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together
42:28but not together
42:30oh to see without my eyes
42:35the first time that you'll kiss me
42:40boundless by the time I die
42:43entertainingly expressive
42:45H blank blank blank Y
42:47hmm
42:49that's what
42:51hammy
42:52hammy
42:54hammy
42:54loey
42:58I think this is the beginning of a beautiful French
43:01she's better off with Laszlo
43:05you're insane
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14oh my god
43:15I'm gonna get more firewood
43:18you know you are way too young to be this cynical
43:22yeah
43:23hey
43:31belly
43:32hey
43:32sorry my receipts now here is terrible
43:34I'm on the mountain freezing my balls off
43:36what are you up to
43:36I'm actually in Cousins
43:39I got super lonely so I drove up
43:42oh nice
43:42uh did you bring Taylor
43:44no I came by myself
43:46well I wish you were here with me
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather
43:50so I'm stuck here with my dad
43:52yeah he um
43:54what
43:55hello
43:56belly
43:57can you hear me
43:58yeah
43:59I can't hear what you're saying
44:00uh
44:01nevermind
44:02what
44:03wait uh
44:04I'll show you tomorrow
44:05okay
44:06bye Bells
44:07okay
44:08okay love you
44:09hey I
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here too
44:17don't worry about it
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:21because there was nothing to tell
44:23nothing happened with Conrad
44:25nothing was ever gonna happen
44:27the next morning Conrad was gone
44:40he left just like I thought he would
44:45no goodbye
44:50just gone like a ghost
45:03Conrad Fisher
45:04the ghost of Christmas past
45:06blackbird on my shoulder
45:10and what difference does it make
45:14when this love is over
45:19shall I sleep within your bed
45:23river of unhappiness
45:28hold your hands upon my head
45:30hold your hands upon my head
45:32till I breathe my last breath
45:35till I breathe my last breath
45:37till I breathe my last breath
45:39oh oh oh oh oh is me
45:41the last time that you touch me
45:45all will once ever cease
45:49the clouds set me up in the streets of love
46:16come in
46:17hey
46:24can you take your shoes off
46:25I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29came to rub it in my face
46:30that I got fired on day one
46:31no jerk
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:33yeah he's gonna be okay
46:35thanks
46:36good
46:37this is for you
46:39thank you
46:40you're welcome
46:41um
46:43so look um
46:46about yesterday
46:48I mean we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:51I'm fine
46:53cool
46:54uh that's
46:55actually I was gonna say
46:58that she kinda has a point
47:00oh
47:01I mean look you know I always tell you the truth
47:04right
47:05and the truth is that
47:06the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell
47:08obviously
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11excuse me
47:12well you can
47:14deny your emotions all you want
47:16they're not going anywhere
47:17and
47:19as long as you're afraid to face them
47:22they'll run you
47:23not the other way around
47:24hello
47:29hello
47:30would have been nice
47:32hello
47:36Stephen
47:37you ready for a visitor
47:38oh yeah
47:39oh you're awake
47:40ow
47:41ow
47:42ow
47:43careful of his ribs
47:44no no break another one why don't you
47:45it's barely cracked you baby
47:47how's uh
47:48how's mom and dad
47:50where are they
47:51they're on their way
47:52hey
47:57uh hi
47:59i'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01i'm glad you're alive
48:08you scared the shit out of everyone
48:10you know that
48:11belly was worried to death
48:12i knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14obviously
48:15i was in a coma
48:17so
48:18yeah but
48:19medically induced
48:21huh
48:25Stephen i'm joking
48:27i was worried about you too
48:28obviously
48:29yeah
48:30yeah you know i've been thinking a lot about what you said since i woke up
48:33you know before the crash
48:34me too
48:35and you were right
48:38you and me we don't work
48:42what
48:45if we
48:48never ran into each other that day in new york
48:50we would have just gone about our lives and been fine so let's just pretend we didn't
49:00i've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you tay
49:02i couldn't let you go
49:05you know i love a challenge but
49:09it is a wake-up call
49:15you were right
49:17you and me we don't work
49:20hmm
49:23good
49:26then we're on the same page
49:27yeah yeah finally
49:29i'm gonna go find belly
49:30first loves are important
49:43conrad was mine
49:45for the rest of my life i would think of him fondly the way you do your first pet the first car you drove
49:52but they're not as important as last
49:59stephen's gonna be okay
50:10thank god
50:12do you wanna get some air
50:17do you wanna get some air
50:20yeah
50:22yeah yeah i would love that
50:24i was
50:30i am so mad at you
50:33and you have every right to be
50:35i'm sorry for what i did to you and i'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner
50:38i'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:41i know it's it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again but i'm willing to do whatever it takes if you let me
50:54i'm sorry too
50:57sorry for what
51:00sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:05and to cabo
51:10i can see how you thought we were broken up
51:13you can't
51:16yeah but i i don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily
51:22i mean i could barely function
51:24how were you okay enough to have sex with someone
51:27no belly i was completely numb that whole week
51:30i didn't even feel like i was there when lacy and i
51:33when we had sex
51:35after i i just sat in the shower
51:38and cried for i don't i don't even know how long
51:41i was just thinking how could i deserve you
51:44after that
51:46maybe we
51:53shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:55i mean
51:58if we both believe that what we have
52:01is bigger than our mistakes then
52:03maybe we can just start over
52:06i want that
52:09bells i want that so much
52:12you can't ever hurt me like that again
52:14you can't ever hurt me like that again
52:16you can't ever hurt me like that again
52:17i promise
52:18i promise
52:19i promise
52:24i don't want to mess this up again
52:38we won't
52:41after steven i get it now
52:45life's too short
52:47not to spend it with the person that you love
52:50i want to be with you always no matter what
52:55i just can't imagine my life without you
52:59me either
53:00ellie has always been our story
53:02yours and mine
53:04nobody else's
53:06what are you thinking
53:13it's
53:14the future
53:15it's just crazy
53:16i don't know what say it
53:21would you
53:22yes
53:23you don't even know what i'm about to say
53:27try me
53:33isabel conklin
53:35will you marry me
53:36will you marry me
53:38yes
53:39yeah i'll marry you
53:40i love you
53:52i love you too
53:53i love you
53:54i love you
53:55i love you
54:01i love you
54:02For a day, forever and a day
54:07A day, forever and a day
54:13I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives I've waited every time to hear you say
55:11I'm yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies, they're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
55:48I'm yours forever and a day
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