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The Summer I Turned Pretty S3 E3
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00:00His memorial garden.
00:01I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:03I'm not graduating.
00:04We keep coming back to each other.
00:06It feels like it's never really over.
00:07I got that summer clinic job.
00:09Have you ever been in love?
00:10Once.
00:11So what was her name?
00:12Ellie.
00:13Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:14Hey, Jer.
00:15Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:19Oh, it happens in Cabo.
00:20Days in Cabo.
00:22Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:24Shit.
00:24It happened when we were on a break.
00:26It didn't mean anything to me.
00:27It means something to me!
00:29You ruined everything!
00:49Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
00:51I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm
00:56or you were so screwed.
00:58Fine.
00:59You are no fun.
01:01Hmm.
01:02Hmm.
01:03Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:10Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:12Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:15I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:18Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're going to be in Philly, so...
01:23Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:25And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:28Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
01:30I just saw him last weekend.
01:32Did something happen with you guys?
01:35You've been kind of moody since then.
01:37Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
01:40No.
01:41Hey, okay, that's...
01:42That's not fair.
01:43I just...
01:44I think you're being a little bit selfish.
01:46Okay, I'm sorry.
01:48Can you just stop riding me?
01:50If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
01:52No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
01:54It's not just boys.
01:55The sororities are going too.
01:56Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends.
01:59Cool.
02:00Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest
02:03or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:05It's not that.
02:06Then what is it?
02:07What is wrong with you right now?
02:08You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:10Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:12When did I ever say that?
02:14You don't have to.
02:15Why are you judging us?
02:16Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:18Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break,
02:20and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever
02:22going to med school like Conrad.
02:24Oh, my God!
02:25What?
02:26Please...
02:27Please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
02:29I wonder where that came from.
02:30Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
02:33Wow.
02:34Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
02:38Fuck it.
02:39I won't waste your time.
02:40You're being ridiculous right now.
02:42You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it.
02:44So let's just end it.
02:45Are you serious?
02:46Yes.
02:47I'm serious.
02:48Okay, fine.
02:49If that's how you feel...
02:50It is.
02:51Great.
02:52Okay, awesome.
02:53Bye.
02:54Bye.
02:55I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:01I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:04Haven't you also not texted him?
03:07Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:10Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:13We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:16I'm too depressed.
03:17Stop looking at Instagram.
03:19I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:21See?
03:22Okay, I'm heading out!
03:25Bye, Mom!
03:26Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
03:30I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
03:33Just stop obsessing.
03:35You wanna know what's going on?
03:36Why don't you ask him?
03:37Yeah, but he's the real...
03:38Just talk to him when he gets back.
03:40Guys are like dogs.
03:42They hide when they've screwed up,
03:43and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
03:46You know he feels bad about it.
03:48Like, it's Jer.
03:49You're his oxygen.
03:50He can't breathe without you.
03:58I really thought Taylor was right.
04:00So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:04Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:06I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:09and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:10I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:12I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:14Hey, no, it's okay.
04:19No.
04:20No, it's not.
04:21I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:25I'm just sorry.
04:26I'm sorry, Billy.
04:27Look, I mean...
04:29We had a fight.
04:31It's not the end of the world.
04:35What does this mean?
04:37Does this mean you wanna get back together?
04:40We never stopped being together.
04:47Billy...
04:49When I was in Cabo,
04:52I-I thought we should have a little...
04:54I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:07You could never lose me.
05:09Uh...
05:20I got you this.
05:21I was just on the beach, and...
05:22I was just thinking about you.
05:23I didn't even know if you would ever talk again.
05:25But...
05:26It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
05:28No.
05:30I love it.
05:34I love you.
05:52Worth this.
05:54Uh...
06:19Taylor's here.
06:20I'm asleep, kind of.
06:27She's asleep.
06:28Okay, I just want to talk to her.
06:30I think she should rest right now.
06:32Okay, fine.
06:34This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon,
06:37the way she likes it.
06:38Just make sure she eats something.
06:39Okay.
06:41Bye.
06:43Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
06:53You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
06:55Please just call me back.
06:56Like, just call me back.
06:59Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer
07:01unless you want your balls cut off.
07:02Please, just tell me how she is.
07:04I don't know, she won't talk to me either.
07:05Your side chick is in my sorority,
07:07so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:09Taylor, please hear me out.
07:11No, I have always been on your side.
07:12I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now
07:14to find out that you're the scummy
07:15little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:17It's insane.
07:18I didn't cheat. We were on a break.
07:19No, that's bullshit.
07:21You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:23You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:26And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet
07:29to make it up to her.
07:30Like, what are you doing?
07:31What are you thinking?
07:32What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
07:34Excuse me?
07:35You heard me.
07:36How are Davis and Mia?
07:38Don't turn it around on me.
07:40You were supposed to be the ideal.
07:42You were supposed to deserve her.
07:44But you don't, and you probably never did.
07:49Can you get out of here?
07:51Hey, this is Taylor. Leave a message.
08:06Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:09Yep, yeah. Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:12Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:14Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:18Yep.
08:19Yep.
08:20Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:21So you saw at Starkadex?
08:23Starkadex?
08:24Like, the gaming startup?
08:26Oh, my God.
08:27I knew you were a gamer.
08:28Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
08:30Wait, no.
08:31No, relax.
08:32All right, I used to program that shit.
08:33Computer engineering at Princeton?
08:35Right.
08:36Remember?
08:37Yes.
08:38How could I forget?
08:39It is in your email signature.
08:41Mm-hmm.
08:42Look, just do me a favor, all right?
08:44Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
08:48Okay?
08:49Yeah, well, I actually, um...
08:51I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
08:53That was, uh, that was my ex.
08:55Well, ex?
08:56Ex?
08:57Oh, my God. No, no, no.
08:58Stop.
08:59Immediately, no.
09:00No personal stuff, all right?
09:02I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:05I don't care.
09:07Yeah.
09:09All right, um, Starcadex.
09:12Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:15So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:16Copy.
09:17Copy.
09:18Got you.
09:35You just have to make it to the library.
09:50One thing at a time.
09:52Yeah, but everything leads to him.
09:53Like, I-I can't just study.
09:54I also have to call and quit my summer job, because obviously I'm not gonna be in Cousins,
10:07because Jeremiah.
10:08And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's memorial,
10:14because again, Jeremiah.
10:16And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
10:20So, okay, one thing at a time is not gonna work for you.
10:21No, no, nothing's gonna work, because everything is-
10:25Oh my God.
10:27Hey.
10:28You're gonna be okay.
10:46I'll meet you after study group.
10:50It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
10:52I see Jeremiah everywhere.
10:56I hung all my clothes in the closet you made
10:59Even when he isn't really there?
11:01I'm just selling boxes, I send him your way
11:03Hoping life brings you no new pain
11:07I rearrange my memories
11:12I try to rewrite my life
11:15But no matter how I try to
11:21And no matter how I want to
11:29And no matter how easy things could be
11:35If I did
11:37And no matter how guilty I still feel
11:42Saying it
11:44I wish I hated you
11:46Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
11:50Just two different endings
11:53You learn to repair
11:55And I learn to keep me in one place
11:58Everywhere I go
11:59There's a memory of us
12:01From when we were
12:02Golden
12:04Everybody, me, John
12:05Yeah
12:06Beautiful, John
12:08That was just really cool
12:09I couldn't have been in a car
12:10So
12:13I just need to not be here
12:16Hi
12:28Mom, hi
12:29Um, quick question
12:30Can you send me my birth certificate
12:32Overnight, if possible?
12:34Hello to you too, my loving daughter
12:35I'm fine, thanks for asking
12:37How are you?
12:38Sorry
12:39How are you, Mom?
12:41I had an extremely dull conference
12:42Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
12:45What do you need it for, anyway?
12:47A passport
12:47I found out I got off the wait list for Paris
12:51That's fantastic
12:54Honey, congratulations
12:56How's JR taking it?
12:59I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud
13:01Yeah
13:02Um, Mom, I gotta go
13:06Okay, love you
13:07Bro
13:13You're tweaking
13:15You need to
13:15Have a lot
13:17Try some of the new Indica I got
13:19May help ease the pain
13:20I just lost the most important person in my life
13:23Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:26Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:27I know about breakups
13:28You saw me after Sean
13:30You two were together for two seconds, Redbird
13:32Felt like something to me
13:33I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
13:35Dude, I-I-I dig your girl
13:38I really do
13:39And I say this with love
13:40But
13:41You two were broken up
13:43Right?
13:44And you were wasted as hell
13:45And Lacey was all over your shit
13:47Bro, it's not an excuse
13:48I should have told her as soon as I got back
13:50Yeah
13:51Yeah, probably
13:53Belly
13:55Belly's been the center of my world
14:06Since I lost my mom
14:08She's everything to me
14:13And losing her feels like
14:16It feels like I'm-I'm losing
14:21The best part of myself
14:23Well, that's beautiful, man
14:26So fight for her
14:31Stop saying you're sorry
14:33Find a way to show her
14:34Make it sound so easy
14:38I don't think it's supposed to be
14:41I just can't believe it
14:46He acts so devoted
14:48But he's just as shady as the rest
14:50I swear, if he comes to our dorm
14:52It's on sight
14:53Don't smile, please
14:55That won't be a problem
14:56It kind of sucks
14:57You're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
14:58Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:02Look
15:02If he really thought
15:06You were broken up
15:07Technically, it's not cheating
15:09But
15:10To keep it a secret
15:11That tells me
15:13He knew what he did was wrong
15:14And he chose to keep it from you
15:15That's the part I can't get over
15:19What Annika didn't know
15:21Was that
15:22I had a secret, too
15:24It was the day after Christmas last year
15:27My mom was at a writer's retreat
15:29Steven was visiting friends
15:31Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
15:33I figured
15:35Why be home alone
15:36When I could be at my favorite place in the world
15:38So I borrowed Steven's car
15:41And went to Cousins
15:41Oh, shit
15:49Shit, shit, shit
15:51Oh, my God
15:53Okay, what would Kevin do?
15:55What would Kevin do?
15:57Okay
15:57Oh, my God
16:00Oh, my God
16:04Steven, open up
16:12It's me
16:13Billy
16:19You okay?
16:21Yeah
16:22Yeah, sorry
16:23Just the flash got to me
16:25Okay
16:25Next
16:27Billy
16:39No, please don't leave
16:41I made the biggest mistake of my life
16:43Please just talk to me
16:45Look, I'll tell you anything
16:47I'll tell you anything
16:49I just don't want any more secrets between us
16:51Okay
16:53How did it happen?
17:00I was really sad
17:01I was drunk
17:02She was just there
17:05How many times?
17:14Twice
17:15Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:19Billy, please
17:20I know I don't deserve you
17:22But I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:24And it kills me to see you hurting
17:26And I would do anything to take it back
17:27Stop
17:27You can't undo what you did
17:30Billy, please
17:31I'm sorry
17:33I'm so sorry
17:33I've never loved anyone but you
17:35I love him, too
17:37And I want to forgive him
17:40I just
17:40Don't know how
17:42You were supposed to be the one person
17:46Who would never hurt me
17:48And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:01Laurel
18:01Elliot
18:03Hey
18:04Hey
18:05Oh, fancy books you got there
18:08Oh, yeah, you know
18:09Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so
18:11As one does
18:12Yeah
18:13Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:16A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:18In the original French
18:20Go for it
18:21Live on the edge
18:22You know, um
18:24You and I, we could start our own book group if, uh
18:27If you're interested
18:28Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college
18:32John?
18:34What are you doing here?
18:35Open up a word with you
18:36In private
18:37Professor
18:38Okay
18:40See you later, Elliot
18:42Uh, sure, yeah
18:44Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by
18:48Okay
18:49Sounds great
18:50Okay
18:50What was that?
18:55So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
18:57He's an adjunct
18:58And maybe I was flirting back
19:00Well, then I was doing him a favor
19:02You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes
19:04What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:06Researching potential crossover courses
19:09Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:12And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:16Shoot me, Dad
19:16Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:22Thank you
19:23That sounds
19:27Worrying as shit
19:29Yeah
19:29Okay
19:31New plan
19:34We find somewhere to drink this
19:36Steal a wine opener
19:37I can't do that
19:38Oh, you're right
19:39Okay
19:55Welcome to day one
19:57By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here
20:01Don't piss me off
20:02And we'll be fine
20:03Okay
20:06First patient
20:07We have a 15-year-old boy
20:09Came in following a seizure
20:10Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:13Oh
20:13I want to start off with our first years
20:16What do you say?
20:17Well
20:18Uh
20:20Could be puberty hormones
20:22He's 15
20:22Uh, could also
20:23He's also recovering from the flu
20:25And fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
20:28Very good
20:28They also gave him nausea meds at the ER
20:31And that does increase risk
20:32Good catch
20:33Sometimes it's just the obvious answer
20:36Absolutely
20:37Thank you, Dr. Namazi
20:38I'll keep that in mind
20:39Okay
20:40Next patient
20:41Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
20:45I'm sure that's just a mess
20:46It's fine
20:47I'll take that
20:47I'll make it up in the next one
20:49Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism
20:52For your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
20:54Why did I tell you that?
20:55Because you were, like, yearning to
20:57Whatever
20:58Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:04Nice!
21:05Give me your phone
21:06Mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:08It's in my room
21:09Also, the kids are fine
21:10Also, you're upside down
21:12Yes
21:12Yes, I am
21:14Why are you doing?
21:19Getting some things off my chest
21:21Why did I ask?
21:23You know, even though our marriage went to shit
21:26We ended up being pretty good co-parents
21:30Yes, we did
21:31Oh my God
21:36I just remembered
21:37Belly called me today
21:39To say she is studying abroad next semester
21:42In Paris!
21:43Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
21:48They followed a hunch
21:49Please never tell that joke again
21:52You used to love my jokes
21:54You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose
21:57In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:00I was fake laughing
22:01And I planned to sleep with you all along
22:04You did?
22:08Mind if I work in?
22:10Uh, no, it's all yours
22:11No, we're done here
22:12Appreciate it
22:13Why are you here?
22:29What are you...
22:30You haven't responded to my text all day
22:31It's finals
22:33It's a stressful time
22:35Tay, are you okay?
22:36What's wrong?
22:38I'm...
22:39I'm hungry
22:39Okay, then let's...
22:41Let's just grab some food
22:43Come on, get in
22:44Okay
22:48So, uh...
23:06Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:10I don't know
23:11What?
23:22Uh...
23:22I broke up with Mia
23:23I hope you didn't do that for me
23:31What?
23:32Uh, sorry
23:37I just...
23:39I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you
23:42Even after the other night, sleeping over
23:44Steven, I...
23:45You're wrong
23:46And I've told you before
23:47I just want this to be casual
23:48Okay, it's never casual with you and me
23:51Taylor, you know that
23:52Let's just stop fucking around
23:54You know, and do it for real
23:55So we don't keep hurting other people
23:56They don't even know about us
23:57That doesn't matter
23:57It's still messed up
23:59Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start
24:02You know, free
24:03And clear and clean
24:05Steven, we've tried before
24:06We've tried a million times
24:07We were kids then
24:07We don't work
24:08It never works
24:09Taylor, you are the only girl
24:10I want to be with
24:11I'm telling you
24:13I think I love you
24:14Stop, stop
24:14No, don't
24:15I can't do this
24:17What are you talking?
24:18Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:19Taylor, no
24:20Taylor, I need you to listen to me
24:21Please
24:21That's all I'm asking for
24:22Steven, please just let me out of the car
24:23We're in the middle of the road, Taylor
24:25I'm not doing that
24:25I don't care, I want to leave
24:26Pull over
24:27And let me out of the fucking car
24:29Fine, fine, fine
24:31Fuck
24:31Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
24:39Taylor, what the fuck?
24:56Taylor, I told you I don't want
24:57Oh my god
25:00Taylor
25:04Hi
25:06I'm really sorry
25:09What happened?
25:12Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:14What happened?
25:16I wasn't in the car
25:17Okay
25:18We were arguing
25:20And I jumped out
25:23And he was trying to come after me
25:25Okay
25:25What?
25:35It's just my fault
25:37No, no, no
25:38It's not your fault
25:39Yes, it is
25:41You're with Stephen Conklin
25:43Yeah, yeah
25:44Is he okay?
25:46Initial scans show a cracked rib
25:48And a cerebral contusion
25:49And a cerebral contusion
25:49Cerebral contusion?
25:51It's a bruise on the brain
25:53We won't know how serious it is
25:54Until the swelling goes down
25:55Until then
25:55We'll keep him sedated
25:57So we just wait and see?
25:59Is that it?
26:00There's some paperwork to fill out
26:01And someone will need to make decisions
26:03On his behalf
26:04Can that be one of you?
26:05I'm his sister
26:05His sister works
26:07Okay
26:08Um, what kind of decisions do I
26:10Uh, it's
26:11It's in the paperwork there
26:12Uh, I need to
26:16I need to try my parents again
26:18I couldn't
26:18Okay, I'll
26:19I will try them
26:20I will do it
26:21I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:24If he's on our parents' insurance
26:26Or his job
26:26How am I supposed to know
26:27His fucking blood type?
26:29I think
26:29I think I remember Stephen
26:31Bragging about being a universal donor
26:33Of course
26:34Stephen bragged about anything
26:35Okay
26:38He
26:39O-negative
26:40He's O-negative
26:41Okay
26:42I'm gonna try your parents again
26:44Okay
26:44I don't
26:45I think I should, uh
26:47Let a few other people know
26:49To
26:49You want me to call Jer?
26:54I don't know
26:55An hour ago
26:56I wanted to throw up
26:57Thinking about him
26:58But now I just
26:58I just wish he was here
27:02I didn't even know
27:04What to say to me
27:05I feel that
27:05I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:11Okay, I'll track down your parents
27:14I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:15Okay
27:16Just
27:17Just fill out the paperwork
27:19And leave the rest to me
27:20I'm gonna do it
27:21Thank you
27:21Um
27:22Can you call out Conrad too?
27:25Because he just might
27:25Understand what
27:27All this means
27:28I got you
27:29I'm gonna call Conrad
27:30I'll hop on the next flight
27:36No, it's fine
27:37Laurel and John
27:37Will probably be here by then
27:38Okay
27:39Well
27:40Tell him what the doctor said exactly
27:42Uh, he's kind of a dick
27:44He basically blew us off
27:45We're trying to get updates
27:46But
27:47Well, maybe I can help
27:48Where's he admitted?
27:49We're at, um
27:50Providence General
27:51But
27:52How?
27:53I will figure it out
27:54I just want to do something
27:57Hey, how's Belly?
28:02She's fine
28:03Yeah
28:03Okay
28:04Yeah
28:05Yeah, great
28:06Okay
28:06Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:09Yep, will do
28:10All right
28:11Dr. Namazi
28:14Excuse me
28:15What's up?
28:17A friend of mine was
28:18In a car accident
28:20Uh
28:20Very close friend
28:21More like family
28:22And he's at Providence General
28:25Is there any chance
28:26You know anyone
28:27In neurology there?
28:28The head of neurology
28:29Is a friend of a friend
28:30Well, his name is
28:31Steven Conklin
28:32Do you think there's
28:33Any possible way
28:34That you could make a call?
28:38I'll see what I can do
28:39Thank you
28:40Do you think you need
28:42To take the day?
28:45Uh
28:45No
28:46I'm good
28:48Okay
28:49Jared's in the line
29:19Bobby
29:19Yeah, I know, babe
29:21He just wants to be nearby
29:23If we need him
29:24He's not gonna come
29:25Try and talk to you
29:26Or anything
29:26That's so sweet
29:29Why does he have to be so sweet?
29:32Should I text him?
29:37Isabel Conklin?
29:39Yeah
29:39I'm Dr. Joon Kwon
29:41I head up the neurology team
29:42I'm taking over your brother's case
29:44Does that mean he's gotten worse?
29:45No
29:46It means someone well-connected
29:48Is looking out for you
29:48I got a call from a colleague
29:51At Stanford
29:52Steven is sedated and sleeping
29:54He's stable
29:55And I've ordered a CT scan
29:57Have you seen him yet?
29:59Well, let's get you back there
30:00We allow two visitors
30:02Immediate family only
30:03So I'll presume this is
30:05Steven's other sister
30:06Follow me
30:07Any news on your friend?
30:17No
30:17You sure you shouldn't
30:19Just go out there?
30:20I don't even know
30:21What I'd do if I did
30:22It's not like I'm a doctor yet
30:23Plus we barely talked
30:25Over the last few years
30:26No cell phones?
30:30Yeah
30:30How did everything go
30:32With those blood draws?
30:33Good
30:34Great
30:34This is mislabeled
30:41Oh, that's
30:42That's mine
30:43That's my mistake
30:44A mistake that put your patient at risk
30:47I'll fix it right now
30:48You should have gone home
30:48When I gave you the chance
30:50It won't happen again
30:50No, it won't
30:51You're done here
30:53You're not ready for this
30:54You're firing me for one mistake?
30:59Dr. Namazi, please
31:00I didn't
31:00You may see this as one mistake
31:01But this is about you
31:03Not knowing your limits
31:04Which makes you a walking liability
31:06My liability
31:07Dr. Namazi
31:08I
31:09No
31:09You can always apply again next year
31:12Scruggers to OR4
31:13Scruggers to OR4
31:16Starts taking
31:17Steven, can I tell you a secret?
31:38I've never loved anyone like I love you
31:40Do you know how scary that is?
31:46I know I act like I don't care
31:54But I just
31:54I care so
31:55So much
31:57And I'm always afraid
32:03That it's just a matter of time
32:03Before you come to me
32:04And you tell me
32:05That I'm not worth it
32:06You're just gonna be like
32:08Actually
32:09You're not worth it
32:10So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:25And pretend that you don't mean anything to me
32:28Then you can't hurt me
32:29And I don't know how to stop doing that
32:34You know the first time we got together
32:46You remember you told me that you were like
32:49You told me that
32:50You wouldn't give up on us
32:52You have no idea
32:56How badly I wanted to believe you
32:58I have good news
33:17The CT scan is clear
33:18The CT scan is clear?
33:20What does that mean?
33:21The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:23And we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:25It'll be a while until he wakes up
33:27We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
33:29Thank you
33:30It's okay
33:34He's gonna be okay
33:35I've just been scared
33:37I'm really sorry to dump this on you
33:47I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together
33:49No, I never should have judged you
33:52You're right
33:52I've been all over the place
33:55Like not wanting to let go of Steven
33:58But still keeping Davis around
33:59Is this like emotional buffer
34:01It's shitty
34:02And selfish
34:04And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:07And I'm just freaked
34:08But all this
34:10I think
34:16I think that it made me realize that
34:19Even though I'm so scared
34:20I'm so scared to lose Steven again
34:23I'm more scared not to try
34:26I'm gonna
34:30I'm gonna break up with Davis
34:33Whatever you want to do
34:36I support you
34:39How rough do I look right now?
34:49Do I look hot?
34:51I'm not gonna lie to you
34:52I look that bad
34:53Just go back to the house
34:58Eat something
34:59Shower
35:00I mean you heard the doctor
35:03He's not gonna be up for a little while
35:05Okay
35:05Thanks babe
35:06Hey
35:12If you want to get back with Jeremiah
35:17Just do it
35:18I never said that
35:20And make him beg
35:21Obviously
35:21But
35:22Don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years
35:26Like not if it's still what you want
35:32No
35:33Are you okay?
35:38Okay
35:38Okay
35:41Okay
35:41Okay
35:42Okay
35:43Okay
35:44Okay
35:45Okay
35:45Okay
35:45Okay
35:46Okay
35:47Why do I look at you?
35:48Okay
35:49Okay
35:49Okay
35:49Okay
35:50We got to get him.
35:53Shut up.
35:56Still not a morning person, huh?
36:00My eyes are crispy.
36:03Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:05Yeah.
36:17Oh, my God.
36:20John, get in here.
36:23Oh, my God, Mom. Where were you?
36:25Belly, I just got your messages.
36:27What's going on?
36:28Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
36:30He's gonna be fine.
36:33I've been trying to keep it together,
36:35but I was so scared.
36:39I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
36:43I'm so, so sorry.
36:45Have you been there all alone?
36:47No, no.
36:49Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
36:52And Jer's here.
36:55He stayed all night.
36:57Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:00Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:02and I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:06I love you so much, Belly.
37:09I love you, Mommy.
37:12Steven was in a car accident?
37:14He's okay.
37:15Okay.
37:16He's gonna be fine.
37:17Fuck.
37:18But Belly couldn't reach either of us listeners.
37:19It's okay.
37:20Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:22We hadn't seen each other much over the years.
37:33And we hadn't been alone together since...
37:48Hey.
37:49...that day at the motel.
37:51Hey.
37:52Why are you holding a poker?
38:02Oh.
38:03Um...
38:04I thought you were a burglar.
38:06Of course you did.
38:12Where's Jer?
38:13He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:15Right.
38:20Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:22Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:25They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
38:27Hmm.
38:28What are you doing here?
38:30My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
38:32and Steven's in New York.
38:34I was all alone at home.
38:36So...
38:38You have chocolate all over your face.
39:03No, I don't.
39:04What did you do?
39:05You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:07Shut it!
39:09No, you don't.
39:10You cold?
39:11I could start a fire.
39:17See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:20I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:24Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:27It's really good to see you.
39:33You too.
39:37The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
39:51Ow!
39:52Ow!
40:00You okay?
40:02Oh no, leave me alone.
40:04Are you hurt?
40:05Can you move?
40:07I thought you were gone.
40:09Nope.
40:10Still here.
40:11Ow!
40:12Ow!
40:15Let me help you out.
40:16No, no, no, ow!
40:17Just...
40:18Just...
40:19Give me a minute.
40:20Okay.
40:30How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
40:33Eleven.
40:34You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
40:36No, I'm not!
40:39I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
40:43Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
40:47What?
40:48You calling me an animal?
40:49Ow!
40:51Ow!
40:53I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
40:56No, no, no, no.
40:57Just...
40:58Just...
40:59Just...
41:00No.
41:01Just...
41:02I'm too heavy for you.
41:03Just leave me here.
41:04Okay.
41:05I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Belly.
41:08Ready?
41:09Okay, come on.
41:10Okay.
41:11Ow!
41:12You're okay.
41:13Ready?
41:14What?
41:15Watch your legs.
41:17Ow.
41:18You're okay.
41:19Yeah.
41:20Ow.
41:21Ah.
41:22Ah.
41:23Ah.
41:24Ah.
41:25Ah.
41:26Ah.
41:27Ah.
41:28Ah.
41:29Ah.
41:30Ah.
41:31Ah.
41:32Ah.
41:33Ah.
41:34Ah.
41:35Ah.
41:36Ah.
41:37Ah.
41:38That's when I had this sudden thought...
41:40A part of me will always love you.
41:43We spent the day together...
41:56But not together.
41:59Oh, to see without my eyes...
42:02The first time that you'll give...
42:05Entertainingly expressive, H-blank-blank-blank-Y.
42:19Hemi.
42:21Hemi?
42:26Loey, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful branch.
42:32She's better off with Laszlo.
42:33You're insane.
42:36Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
42:38Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
42:43Oh, my God.
42:44What?
42:45I'm gonna get more firewood.
42:48You are way too young to be this cynical.
42:50Yeah, yeah.
42:52It's true.
42:59Hey.
42:59Hey.
43:00Belly.
43:00Hey, sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:02I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:04What are you up to?
43:05I'm actually in Cousins.
43:07I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:10Oh, nice.
43:11Did you bring Taylor?
43:12No, I came by myself.
43:15Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:17I'll run supply gum and stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:21Yeah, he...
43:22What?
43:24Hello?
43:25Belly.
43:25Can you hear me?
43:26Yeah.
43:27I can hear what you're saying.
43:28Uh...
43:29Never mind.
43:30Please see you.
43:31What?
43:32Great, uh...
43:33I'll try to see you tomorrow.
43:34Okay.
43:35Bye, Bells.
43:35Okay.
43:36Okay, love you.
43:42Hey, I...
43:43I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
43:46Don't worry about it.
43:46I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
43:53Nothing happened with Conrad.
43:55Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:07The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:12He left just like I thought he would.
44:14No goodbye.
44:19Just gone like a ghost.
44:32Conrad Fisher.
44:34The ghost of Christmas past.
44:35Blackbird on my shoulder
44:39And what difference does it make
44:43When this love is over
44:48Shall I sleep within your bed
44:52River of unhappiness
44:57Hold your hands upon my head
45:00Till I breathe my last breath
45:06Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:09The last time that you touch me
45:15Fall will once ever cease
45:18Last time be the mystery of love
45:25Come in
45:30Come in
45:45Hey
45:53Can you take your shoes off?
45:54I'm gonna be here for like a sec
45:55I was just on my way in and...
45:58Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one
46:00No, jerk
46:00I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:02Yeah, he's gonna be okay
46:04Thanks
46:05Good
46:05All right, this is for you
46:08Thank you
46:09You're welcome
46:10So look
46:14About yesterday
46:16I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:20I'm fine
46:20Cool
46:23That's
46:23Actually, I was gonna say
46:26That she kind of has a point
46:28Oh
46:30I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
46:34And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously
46:37But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
46:39Excuse me?
46:42Well, you can deny your emotions all you want
46:45They're not going anywhere
46:46And as long as you're afraid to face them
46:51They'll run you, not the other way around
46:53Hello, it would have been nice
46:59Hello
47:01Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:06Oh, yeah
47:07Oh, you're awake
47:08Ow, ow, ow
47:11Careful of his ribs
47:12No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:14It's barely cracked, you baby
47:16How's, uh...
47:18How's mom and dad?
47:19Where are they?
47:20They're on their way
47:21Hey
47:21Uh, hi
47:26I'm gonna give you two a minute
47:30I'm glad you're alive
47:31You scared the shit out of everyone
47:38You know that?
47:40Belly was worried to death
47:41I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously
47:43I was in a coma, so...
47:46Yeah, but...
47:48Medically induced
47:49Huh
47:50Steven, I'm joking
47:55I was worried about you too, obviously
47:58Yeah, yeah, you know
47:59I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:01Since I woke up
48:01You know, before the crash
48:03Me too
48:03And you were right
48:05You and me, we don't work
48:09What?
48:09What?
48:15If we never ran into each other that day in New York
48:19We would have just gone about our lives and been fine
48:22So let's just pretend we didn't
48:24I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Tay
48:31I couldn't let you go
48:36You know I love a challenge
48:39But
48:39It is a wake-up call
48:44You were right
48:47You and me, we don't work
48:49Good
48:54Then we're on the same page
48:56Yeah, yeah, finally
48:58I'm gonna go find Belly
48:59First loves are important
49:12Conrad was mine
49:14For the rest of my life
49:16I would think of him fondly
49:17The way you do your first pet
49:20The first car you drove
49:21But they're not as important as last
49:25Steven's gonna be okay
49:39Thank God
49:41Do you wanna get some air?
49:51Yeah
49:51Yeah, I would love that
49:52I was
49:59I am so mad at you
50:01And you have every right to be
50:03I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:06And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:07I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:10I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:13For you to even begin to trust me again
50:15But I'm willing to do
50:16Whatever it takes if you let me
50:18I'm sorry too
50:24Sorry for what?
50:29I'm sorry for
50:30Everything leading up to that fight
50:32And to Cabo
50:35I can see how you thought we were broken up
50:41You can?
50:46Yeah, but I
50:46I don't understand how you could just
50:48Move on to somebody else so easily
50:51I mean, I could barely function
50:53How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
50:56No, Belly
50:57I was completely numb that whole week
50:59I didn't even feel like I was there
51:01When Lacey and I
51:02When we had sex
51:03After I
51:06I just sat in the shower
51:07And cried for
51:08I don't
51:09I don't even know how long
51:10I was just thinking
51:12How could I deserve you
51:13After that?
51:18Maybe we
51:20Shouldn't let one mistake
51:22Erase all these years
51:24I mean
51:27If we both believe
51:29That what we have
51:30Is bigger than our mistakes
51:33Then
51:33Maybe we can just start over
51:37I want that
51:39Bells
51:40I want that so much
51:42You can't ever hurt me like that again
51:45I promise
51:47I promise
51:52I don't want to mess this up again
52:08We won't
52:10After Steven
52:13I get it now
52:14Life's too short
52:16Not to spend it with the person that you love
52:19I want to be with you always
52:23No matter what
52:24I just can't imagine my life without you
52:27Me either
52:29Belly has always been our story
52:31Yours
52:32And mine
52:33Nobody else's
52:35What are you thinking?
52:42It's
52:42The future
52:43It's just crazy
52:44I don't know what
52:45Say it
52:46Would you
52:50Yes
52:50You don't even know what I'm about to say
52:53Due to my life without you
52:54I just want to know what I'm about to say
52:55I tell you
52:55I get it
52:55I can't count
52:56It's
52:57The future
52:58Desk
52:59It's
52:59Š°ŠµŃŃŃ
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