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00:0012 virgins have traveled to a paradise island to take part in a unique experiment the word
00:14virgin people see it as a joke it's quite upsetting i'm 23 still a virgin i feel like
00:22there's something wrong with me in a world where sex is everywhere my god terrified
00:29absolutely terrifying the truth is surprising there are more adult virgins than ever being a
00:36young adult in this day and age it's difficult social media dating apps influences tv shows
00:44porn is everywhere are you self-conscious about our genitals touching each other now yeah
00:51this radical retreat is offering a very hands-on solution
00:55oh yeah she's a miracle worker woohoo oh god yes overseen by a group of experts yeah
01:03like that i like that ready to do anything to help britain's virgins there's the clitters
01:11check on any questions lose the one thing
01:16don't make you nervous they feel he's holding them back i would love to have sex with you i do feel
01:21like there's a barrier between me and sex i want to lose my virginity it's now or never but
01:29when the moment arrives would you like to move to bed who will be ready i just don't want anyone to
01:36touch with me to go all the way in the first phase of the course the virgins tried to overcome the shame of
01:54sexual failure i didn't handle the rejection too well and started to express their sexual desires
02:02she pushed me down i'd probably do something for her sex i don't know what i'm doing jason arrived on
02:08the island barely able to shake hands oh hello welcome thank you he panicked when things got touchy
02:15feely feels too intimate a little overwhelming yeah yeah but zach leapt ahead i would like to go all the
02:24way i would love to have sex with you and there were early signs of attraction i uh i think you're
02:31really pretty thank you do you think ben likes me now things are set to escalate with the next phase of
02:38the course erotic touch nothing happens if you're not good at touching that's what creates all of the
02:47pleasure and sensation in our body and that's eventually what gets us to orgasm hello hello hello
03:10how's the sunburn it's the morning of day three on virgin island have you guys read your letters no
03:19okay what is this and time for the group to discover what's in store for them over the next two days
03:26oh god the next phase of the course is all about touch great i mean i'm fine with like friendly
03:39touch but as soon as it becomes like an intimate touch i think it'll be more much more difficult for me
03:45i feel sick biggest fear of touch sexual and touching i've never done it like no that's not me
03:58god touch yeah that's really hard for me yeah nervous
04:07god knows what they have planned i have no idea probably just outright sex to start off with
04:15so for this group the idea of intimate touch is terrifying oh here we go here we go but now
04:23it's time to face their fears hello welcome good morning oh my god what are we doing why is there a bed
04:31in this room i imagine all of them will be quite anxious but you can't learn how to give and receive
04:36pleasure by just talking about it you have to practice
04:39so this first exercise today is called touching for your own pleasure one of the problems is if
04:48you touch being worried about the other person and thinking oh are they okay am i doing it right
04:53then you get all performance anxiety in your head until you actually feel the sensation of touching
04:59for your own pleasure you can't get to that next level it's like the first step right who's ready to
05:05touch for your own pleasure in my childhood with my family we were never huggers i hated being
05:23hooked i just never liked it never have i'm not an intimate person at all in my adult life never kissed
05:28anyone but i'd like to be the opposite i'll pop on there okay the end goal is to actually try and
05:35lose my virginity and find a girlfriend be more intimate but can i put it off can i do this see
05:42if you can take a deep breath down into your belly and connect your body with your hands
05:48think of your hands as like i'm gonna get pleasure out of her arms
05:52you know what i mean yeah for yourself i wank off your arm i'm sorry i was like wake up your arm i'm
05:57sorry but you know what i mean like i'm sorry see if you can breathe a little bit while you do it
06:04so that you actually feel the sensations
06:06for jason just a few seconds of touch is all he can handle
06:26but celeste isn't finished with him yet when i'm touching you i just want you to see like
06:32let yourself take it yeah just feel it
06:47that's good yeah good work
06:52good on you mate honestly yeah it's great one cloud nine okay who's next
07:02encouraged by jason's example the others get touchy too just explore the sensations in your hands
07:16see if you can take a deep breath down into your belly and connect your body with your hands
07:21do you feel the difference there yes that was amazing good work
07:32the session seems to be going well so celeste and danielle decide to turn up the heat
07:38something that helps touch get even better is sexual energy
07:43i want to invite ben and holly to demonstrate oh god 30 year old ben is the oldest in the group
07:51and has had more opportunities to get intimate than any of the others
07:56over the last 10 years i've been on dates of about 40 different women mostly when i've met on on just
08:01dating apps some it's just been one day uh and up to and including an ex-girlfriend of mine who was
08:07probably about you know 15 plus dates we did sort of try making out a couple of times but i wasn't
08:12comfortable doing stuff so it was we hit we hit a brick wall you know what i really needed someone
08:17to teach me this stuff i'm not very um not very good with the energy mumbo jumbo so you have to
08:22you have to guide me through i'll help you okay just remember a moment that you felt kind of excited
08:28about someone or excited about an experience yeah you are holding a lot of tension in your mouth
08:35can you like open your mouth a little bit and then relax it yeah it's okay play with it you need to play
08:43with it it's okay let yourself feel it like oh here you go did you feel the squiver
08:48i don't know no okay i think it's just lack of experience and lack of success at reading
08:57sort of social signals you know there's probably occasions where i probably could have got physical
09:00or just kissed and they'd be they'd be absolutely fine in fact they may have even wanted it but i
09:04didn't because i can't read the signs i don't want a woman to think i'm a creep or that i'm handsy
09:09because that's just not me just let yourself enjoy holly
09:12fantastic you have very sexy energy right feels good okay you did it see if you want to work
09:30so tom taylor last up is taylor who after coming out as bisexual at university has always found the
09:39idea of intimacy with anyone agonizing anytime i've had something near in a sexual experience
09:45it's been so overwhelmingly negative that when it comes to it i freak out and i really don't want to
09:51do it and i get that feeling in the pit in my stomach that makes me stop that's why i'm here is
09:55to like trying to work out what it is that's holding me back and how to move forward with it
10:00because it would be really nice to just be able to have what everyone else has
10:04okay so i'm going to invite you to feel into your desire tom
10:15this is really good keep it steady it's really good really good you keep it steady i'm going to
10:22check what's with her okay if she can receive it great that's great let it let i can touch your
10:28belly okay just to help you out sweetie okay good let it shake it's let it cry you're safe now okay
10:36you know you're safe but your body forgot okay yeah so i'm here despite danielle's reassurance
10:45the exercise still proves too much for taylor yes you're doing great taylor yeah let it cry
10:53that's not i think that's funny okay thank you really proud of you good work we love you taylor
11:09i don't know what's wrong with me for the group the workshop has thrown up very mixed emotions
11:28ted why was looking things so hard for you i think as soon as it becomes a intimate sexual thing
11:34yeah it's shut down it sounds ridiculous because we're only looking at each other but
11:39that's something i clearly need to work on i usually run the opposite way if anyone looks at me like
11:43that but if you're not crying you're not doing it right louise did you catch this blanking comment
11:52i didn't do you know what i mean i didn't think okay i love that you haven't got a filter
11:56i feel absolutely fantastic i understand now why people like touch i'm not just saying that actually
12:04it genuinely does i can't really convey how good it feels now how did you find the whole thing as a
12:09whole um quite intense well i had i had lots of fun yeah when i was doing it i did feel like you'd feel
12:17the connection couldn't you really yeah yeah i asked that new age mumbo jumbo slow nonsense i'm quite a
12:23logical person and it's just a lot of some of that stuff it just doesn't doesn't connect to me
12:28all right do you want me to like try it and see if you can feel me yeah all right despite his
12:32skepticism there are some things ben is open to trying hi see you guys a little bit especially
12:39if it's with charlotte you open to receiving my energy yeah see you can feel it now what does it feel
12:50like to you the witching yeah many of the women here i find attractive i mean physically but there's
13:01something about charlotte i really like her and it's just i i like how we connect i mean i don't know
13:06if it's mutual or not but she's a very confident person and she's just got that thing about her
13:12i feel like i'm doing voyeurism just watching you enjoying that no i'm gonna walk away right
13:23sorry
13:25it's day one of the touch phase of the course and after an intense morning a chance for the group to
13:50unwind who's your celebrity crush i like quite a lot of like female celebrities i like charlie
13:56theron she's just stunning i like henry cavill but not as superman i like him as the witcher
14:02i really like henry cavill because he's really nerdy as well
14:08what do you think when you hear virgin because for me shame failure undesirable
14:17weird yeah it's definitely mostly negative connotations yeah a lot of people call me a virgin
14:25and it does feel like an insult i know it's not it's it's a matter of it's a matter of fact but
14:31it does feel like an insult when someone says it to you it makes me feel weird i'm like a lot of people
14:37younger than me know more about sex than i do but um i'm hoping to change that
14:42jason's feelings about his lack of sexual experience haven't gone unnoticed by the experts
14:51anytime there was an increase in intensity he would resort to humor so that he could distract
14:57himself from what he was feeling we're going to work on that today actually staying with the breath
15:02as sensations rise yeah receiving is a huge thing for him
15:05now the experts want to build jason's confidence and joy has a plan to help him with his horror of hugging
15:18hello again hey come on in thank you and have a seat oh excellent
15:24oh what is it that happens when you're in a hug what do you just goes weird like alien to me when
15:33i see people hugging it just freaks me out yeah i don't know why so we want to work towards a hug
15:39that feels really good yeah so let's let's stand here because it's a little more even
15:45and i'm going to touch your arm first okay you want it yeah go ahead
15:55and you feel me and you can put your hand on my arm yeah if you'd like yeah
16:05i feel sick no no no bad way i feel like in a good way like british language
16:09oh yeah yeah as usual jason tries to mask his awkwardness with humor yeah i'm quite robotic i feel
16:17like you're moving at your hands but at first yeah i just want you to receive okay so i can get a sense
16:24of what it feels like to be in this moment but joy perseveres yeah it's really nice
16:32before escalating intimacy can i come even closer if you want to yeah like like that yeah you can move
16:43like that by just staying connected with your breath so you don't lose that sense of the moment
16:51yeah can i come even closer still okay i can get closer yeah okay i can touch your neck
17:15feels good
17:22would you like to do a hug why not let's do it yeah let's do it
17:36how is this yeah awesome yeah cool yeah
17:42thank you thank you yeah that was great after the session jason's confidence is sky high
17:58and that's not the only thing that's up what happened so i was standing like this because
18:05i had much of height i was like that i had a bonus i was like
18:10that's really good dude i'm getting there i'm getting there
18:15i'm in a really great mood i feel like i'm glowing i didn't think i'd do this i'm really proud of
18:19myself from this page i'll be a sex god i mean yeah yeah we're going to leave here absolutely
18:25professionally trained sex demon while jason's conquering new heights i haven't really gotten
18:33much out of mind yet i just feel like i'm letting the team down taylor's still struggling
18:39after crying in this morning's workshop the experts feel there may be more to taylor's tears than meets
18:44the eye even though she was being emotional she wasn't actually letting go and going into her
18:51emotion i feel like she's hiding and that's probably been a survival tactic that has worked really well
18:57for her yeah she is so scared danielle wants to discover what makes taylor so anxious about intimacy
19:08so how do you feel with guys as opposed to women or girls they're a lot scarier do you ever see
19:19someone very chiseled and you're like i just want to touch the muscle i don't know i don't know i don't
19:24think i like hair like i'm always like i want to touch people's hair like that interests me because
19:30it's soft but i'm not like i don't want to touch muscle i don't i don't prefer it when i was in secondary
19:36school i felt the shift into realizing that maybe i wasn't exactly the same as all the girls but being
19:43gay was like the worst thing so while i'm still in the process of like working out what i want all of
19:50these opportunities are passing me by it just makes me feel a bit a bit rubbish
19:58do you have women lovers or i had one really negative experience she got annoyed at me that i
20:05wasn't enjoying myself she did stop but she seemed really disappointed and she was like upset with me
20:09and it kind of ruined that friendship yeah i don't see myself as desirable
20:18right because i am a lot what are you oh now we're getting there my love okay so there's a part of you
20:27that feels that people wouldn't want to be with you yeah yeah i get told a lot the time that i'm loud
20:38and i'm tall and i'm i take up a lot of space and yeah
20:42oh yeah and that's what makes you so special and beautiful
20:50oh baby
20:57your feelings are so great sweetheart
21:04just talking about my experiences always makes me upset
21:08but i've had quite a few negative experiences and of course those are the ones i need to talk about for
21:12this to work thank you yeah but i've had i've had a breakthrough i think thank you very much bye
21:21i left happier than i went in and forward is always good isn't it so as long as i'm going forward i'm happy
21:31you're nervous no no i mean other than falling off the cliff yes
21:42it's late afternoon on virgin island
21:45jesus yeah this is quite steep and celeste and danielle have hatched a plan to push the group further
21:52all right let's get a mat down we want them to start just getting comfortable with any kind of touch
21:56massage is something that a lot of people have experienced i'm hoping maybe they'll take off a
22:01piece of clothing to start to feel more relaxed around touch and maybe you know eventually nudity
22:09go on i'll like lift it up for you through massage the experts can assess how comfortable the group
22:15power with exposing their bodies a little bit yeah and touching each other for pleasure
22:24you're very good at this thank you they have my skills all of them end with a z
22:32what did you learn it my family does them
22:34we grew up giving each other massages you're shaking a bit you sure it's all right no no i'm fine
22:39okay i think i'm gonna actually you're like this relax relax yeah i need to be more loosey-goosey
22:46while uptight ben struggles to relax i'll rack this off the experts are keen for jason to build on
22:52his growing confidence around touch with the island's most outspoken virgin charlotte
22:59how's this it's fine yeah it just feels i don't know weird but in a nice way why do you use these
23:06horrible stretch marks i don't know all right you're saying hold it yeah well it's just it looks
23:11painful it looks like you just see my ass it's more on my ass okay i'm bored now yeah i'm bored now
23:22all right which arm first this one this one yes okay okay why are you focused in one area you need
23:30to go see okay do you want me to show you on you no no no let's go i'll put more oil on
23:38for jason intimacy with another member of the group is proving tougher than with an expert
23:44more thumb more movement you need to be doing the whole like like that how about that
23:50like that i think it's all of it jesus christ what are you doing it's like wanking up your arm like that
23:55like that's how you do it but slower okay now i definitely want you to stop
24:06how was the monsieur oh
24:10so did you not like it that was a disaster i looked off my shirt and everything
24:19oh girl stretch mark all right looking like man
24:27maybe not being berated a lot would have felt nice
24:31i've always hated my body my especially my back and the stretch marks i know it's a little thing but
24:36it's for me it's quite big although jason's suffering from overexposure to charlotte
24:45is yours yes
24:47basically you've already tried them on ben can't get enough of her
24:54i always find i end up getting very steep in the summer because of the hay fever tablets i take
24:59i'm sorry i always get very steep in the summer it's called the hay fever tablets
25:02how good because they're drowsy ones the big question now is is the feeling mutual
25:10how many songs you can get there anyway oh i have like a i have a thousand and seventy
25:14pretty good yeah
25:19i mean it's so great that we've like gotten to know each other and that we can
25:24you know we feel comfortable around each other but i'm not interested
25:28and so it's going to be tricky you know this is my friend this is someone i'm going to have breakfast
25:36with tomorrow and i'm going to have to be cruel to be kind and tell him that i'm not interested
25:58you're welcome
26:03morning guys you all right hello okay you all right yeah i'm good thank you good sleep
26:08uh so so it's day two of the touch phase and the sessions are about to intensify
26:15really in order to have amazing sex you need to touch you won't be able to make any moves you won't
26:21be able to seduce someone if you're feeling anxious and worried that everything that you're doing is
26:25wrong a lot of people they're holding back all of those animal instincts they just need to open up
26:33i think it's one of those things where you've got to just keep on going
26:37and try and get yourself to the next step ideally without crying but we'll see
26:43i'm dreading the group activity it's getting more intimate with touch
26:48i feel nervous after yesterday's massage catastrophe
26:53i'm not sure what would happen next for me um just being desired that's the key thing for me that's
26:57one of my sort of issues is you know being wanted and desired and i don't think i've had that a lot
27:01but um just you know see what happens and uh go with it i guess
27:04yeah it's getting first on the back row yes my plan exactly
27:13hello welcome back welcome back hello hi oh god here's our therapist
27:19so today we're going to go much deeper into touch and work on disinhibition and that means letting
27:34out a little bit more of your wildness a little bit more of your inner animal oh god
27:40we are wired for sex right we're wired to go after it and yet society says shame shame shame it was
27:46you know when we shut down and the animal game helps people feel the passion and desire in their
27:51body so i know tom that you've taken some acting classes so i'm wondering if you would be willing
28:00to demo with me yeah sure yes
28:05so let's get on our hands and knees why don't you just start to feel your senses
28:11we close our eyes and we start to feel this animal inside of us and we let that animal go after the
28:17other person actually letting it move and letting it out in our body
28:32so tom may be finding his wild side
28:44but for the rest of the group
28:49it's too much to bear
29:02it was very jungle book and i was feeling very downton abbey
29:24and i was like it's lovely like they're really enjoying it but also
29:31so someone want to try it
29:40someone wants maybe 80 to try it
29:44the whole role planning thing just really like freaks me out
29:47yeah yeah yeah yeah yay
29:55okay does someone wanna try it with charlotte
29:58yeah i'll do it amazing
30:11you can change your mind yeah i wouldn't yeah i wouldn't do it yeah okay
30:15do you want to do it do you want me to do it okay
30:20okay yeah
30:24i've just always felt like i'm ugly and repulsive in some way and i know that objectively i'm not
30:28but i was bullied in school and i think the dating experience sort of just saying reinforce that i'm
30:34just not like good looking why would any girl be interested in me so i struggle to to sort of initiate
30:42uh you know contact or intimacy
30:44i'm gonna find a place on the rug your life is awkward unfortunately uh and you simply you know you just move on you know that's that's how that's how it goes
30:54and i'm just not very good at that
30:57start to notice that there's another animal here with you
31:01and i think for guys like me who just struggle with that
31:26men are expected to make that first move
31:29and i think for guys like me who just struggle with that making the move and reading the signs
31:34it's very hard
31:45oh
31:48that's my happy heart
31:50this is so hot
31:55did you feel any arousal i'm curious yeah i think some yeah
31:58yes
32:07acting like a zoo animal that was not for me oh god that was just it was a bit rough that was cringe
32:14i found interesting then spring that's saying oh you've done drama so you've done this sort of stuff
32:18like i'm not sure i've gone quite that far in drama to be fair
32:21yeah
32:22yeah
32:22how did you feel about it at all i flipped our instructor
32:27i noticed like i could hear people like talking and giggling and i was like oh you know and i had to
32:32to kind of try to block that out.
32:34It was like watching a porno.
32:36I felt like a proper pervert.
32:37Were you getting turned on?
32:38No. I was like, hmm.
32:40I thought you'd be one of the first ones up, Jason.
32:41No. I absolutely hated that.
32:45In the back of my head, I had a bit of trepidation about it,
32:48a bit of fear about it.
32:49So I didn't want to do that.
32:51Jason's massage experience has set him back,
32:54and the experts have sensed that something's changed.
32:58Jason, he's been so gung-ho,
32:59and I thought he would be gung-ho today,
33:01but he was way more reserved.
33:04We did, in our session, have very close body-on-body,
33:08but he wasn't able to then move the energy
33:11into something more sexual.
33:13OK, so maybe I can build on that.
33:16Yeah.
33:17Celeste decides Jason needs to put his massage fiasco behind him
33:21in a one-on-one session to boost his sexual self-belief.
33:25The only person, if I had sexual experience,
33:27was my right hand.
33:29I'd love to have more confidence.
33:30I'd love to be able to be intimate.
33:32Yeah, that's my goal.
33:34To reach his goal,
33:35Celeste wants to try a different approach
33:37to unleash his inner animal.
33:41So we had the animal game and the touching.
33:43We did.
33:44Yeah.
33:45Seemed like the animal game was not doing anything.
33:47Not my cup of tea.
33:48So I was thinking, maybe trying some different connection positions
33:52to build confidence.
33:54Yeah.
33:54Maybe you like lying down and us like touching each other.
33:58I'm here to try new things.
34:00Well, let's try it.
34:01So you can lie down like here.
34:02On my back or?
34:03Yeah, lie down on your back, like with your head down there.
34:06I'm going to like move in here.
34:08Maybe I'll take off my glasses.
34:12See if you can like just connect with your sexy energy.
34:16If you feel an urge to touch back, feel free.
34:20Okay.
34:21And there's like a little bit of intensity
34:23that we're going to kind of try to build between us.
34:26And you can touch.
34:51I can't touch you back.
34:52You can.
34:52Yeah.
34:56As his confidence builds.
35:03He's like, I'm doing good.
35:06Celeste makes things harder.
35:09Now I want you to see if you can take your energy seriously now
35:12and look at me like, I want to fuck you kind of.
35:15All right.
35:16Okay.
35:16All right.
35:26It's doing so good.
35:52Do you need a little break, or do you need a little break?
35:59OK.
36:00That's amazing.
36:07A lot different than hugging.
36:09A lot different than hugging.
36:17That is your inner animal.
36:19When you take your desire seriously, it's very compelling.
36:26Whoa.
36:27Whoa.
36:28OK.
36:29I'll see you soon.
36:30Yeah.
36:31See you soon.
36:32Have a lovely day.
36:33You too.
36:34Bye.
36:39I'm feeling incredible.
36:41Absolutely incredible.
36:42She's a miracle worker.
36:43I was a virgin.
36:44Well, I am a virgin still, but I'm like a different virgin now.
36:47Yeah.
36:48I'm closer to losing him.
36:51Ben.
36:52How'd it go?
36:53I kissed her on the cheeks.
36:54You're a cloud nine, are you?
36:56I'm lying down, yeah?
36:57And I'm there, cupping her breasts, squeezing her.
37:00I'm like, ah.
37:01How did that feel?
37:02Great.
37:03I feel like I'm glowing.
37:04I'm like, woo-hoo!
37:05Woo-hoo!
37:06I feel like Jason is a superstar.
37:08I can't believe how much he has blossomed today.
37:12It is insane.
37:14He brought his sexual energy, eye contact.
37:18He really got what sex is all about.
37:21Who dance him?
37:23Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da.
37:27We like the top part of this thing.
37:28Oh, yeah?
37:29Oh, I smell banana.
37:30The touch face of the course is drawing to a close.
37:32Ooh, whipped cream, chocolate.
37:33Oh, that's strawberry laces.
37:34Do you like strawberry laces?
37:35I do like strawberry laces, yeah.
37:36Okay.
37:37And the group have been served up a tasty exercise.
37:38A smallish bite, I'm not going to put it in too much.
37:41There's something very sensual about feeding each other.
37:44You know, the experience of putting food into someone's mouth, especially if you do it with, like, a little bit of flirtatiousness.
38:03When you laugh, I know where your face is and I can slap it.
38:08Technically, this will be the first act of penetration, so I'm very curious how they put objects inside one another.
38:17Put the whole strawberry in.
38:20Open wide.
38:22I'm not opening my mouth wide.
38:24You can trust me, you can trust me.
38:26Many of the group are throwing themselves in.
38:29You've dropped it, Matt.
38:31Have you ever faced something before?
38:33No.
38:34No.
38:35You're the first person.
38:36Everyone is feeling fruity.
38:38Yeah!
38:39I feel like this is probably not the most romantic.
38:42No.
38:43No.
38:44So far on the course, it's Ben and Taylor who are holding back the most.
38:51So the experts want to see if they can help, starting with Ben.
38:56The animal game was really hard for Ben.
38:58When he volunteered to help out Charlotte and she said no, that she didn't want that, he was very sad.
39:05Yeah.
39:06He needs to understand rejection and how you survive that as a man dating women.
39:11After Celeste's breakthrough with Jason, she wants to help Ben find his sexy side.
39:17But spontaneity is not his strong point.
39:20I'm quite a logical person.
39:21I like to think things, I like to plan for things.
39:24Probably the best example, and this is going to sound quite sad, but it's true.
39:27I've got a spreadsheet on my PC at home of just like every date I've been on.
39:31I see dating in the same way a football manager would see their team.
39:35I like to analyze things and see what I can do better.
39:40So can Ben Ditchy's spreadsheet approach to sex with some hands-on practice?
39:45I think if you learn how to hold a little bit more flirtatious energy, like...
39:53Yeah.
39:54I'm going to do it now with you for a second, okay, and show you what I mean.
39:57Like, I'm really enjoying being here with you.
40:01That's what I would do to them.
40:02Yeah.
40:03Yeah.
40:04So as you talk to me, just at some point when you're talking, give me a touch while you're
40:09talking.
40:10I mean, this is quite crude, but you are sort of my type, so it's sort of like, yeah.
40:13That's not crude, that's a compliment.
40:16I mean, yeah, you're quite attractive, so I mean, you know.
40:18I usually go for the hair, actually, sometimes.
40:20Yeah?
40:21Yeah, so it's sort of, I sort of do that, and yeah, it's, um...
40:24That's actually my total weakness.
40:26Oh, really?
40:27Yeah, but I like it really, really slow, like...
40:33And I feel, like, very precious.
40:39Yeah.
40:40Yeah.
40:41So, like...
40:42And I think even if you go a little bit slower, so then it feels more, like, sensual.
40:54Mm.
40:55Mm.
40:58I do feel tingly when you do that.
41:01Yeah.
41:02Well, maybe I'm better than I thought I was, but...
41:04Mm-hmm.
41:05Uh, you know, it's not something I have sort of conscious control over.
41:10Just sort of, you know...
41:11That's what's good about it, is I feel like you're touching me just because you desire
41:15me, and you want to touch me, not like you're thinking about it.
41:18And that's hot.
41:19No.
41:20Yeah.
41:21By losing himself in the moment, Ben's gaining a flair for the physical.
41:26If you just want to, like, come in and, like, kiss me on the cheek, you don't have to.
41:30Mm-hmm.
41:31But you can.
41:32Yeah.
41:33Mm.
41:34Oh, my goodness.
41:35What?
41:36Look at you.
41:37Mm-hmm.
41:38Makes me want to touch your back.
41:40Mm-hmm.
41:41Mm-hmm.
41:42Wow.
41:43You don't realize how much of a confidence booster this is.
41:44So now I'm doing it good.
41:45It's really great.
41:46You're getting better every time.
41:48Mm.
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42:17It's baby steps, but Ben's session has been a success.
42:22Now the experts want to get to the bottom of what's troubling Taylor.
42:27The furthest I've ever gone with a boy is met a nice guy.
42:32He was very attractive and very lovely.
42:34Invited him back, and I was like, right, you can do this.
42:38I had convinced myself I was going to lose my virginity.
42:41But I freaked out, I hit that invisible barrier, and I was just like,
42:46nope, I can't do it, that's it, I can, and he left.
42:49And then I just felt so bad and disappointed in myself and, like,
42:52I'd let him down because I couldn't follow through.
42:56Yeah.
42:57Yeah.
42:58Yeah.
42:59So, my role in this is to basically stand in as what could be a potential partner, um,
43:12or a potential lover.
43:13And I'm here to support you through the emotion, the communication, transparency.
43:19Surrogate partners help by forming a therapeutic relationship, supported by a clinical therapist.
43:25I will leave the two of you to enjoy your time together.
43:29All right?
43:30Thank you very much.
43:31I'll see you soon.
43:32Okay.
43:33Take care.
43:34Mmm.
43:41Mmm.
43:42I'm scared.
43:44You're sorry?
43:45It's okay.
43:46I've got a lot of emotions about this whole thing and they're kind of trickling into everything.
43:51There's nothing to be sorry about in displaying emotion.
43:57So, what could potentially be, like, a desired, like, goal or outcome?
44:03Less of this.
44:04Okay.
44:05Then we're on the right track.
44:07Step on less of this.
44:08Um, and just feeling more comfortable, like, in a situation where I feel like any time it comes to a situation,
44:15where, like, sex is on the table, I freeze up and I panic.
44:20Mm-hmm.
44:21I just don't want anyone to touch me or anything like that because I just feel wrong.
44:26Mm-hmm.
44:27Okay.
44:29Well, that is exactly why I'm here and we can practise with one another.
44:38We can explore the things that you came here to explore.
44:43Oh, God.
44:50Just want to see how you're feeling.
44:54It feels like there's, like, a knot in my throat.
44:58So, it's generally, like, uncomfortable kind of a feeling.
45:01Okay.
45:03Is there anything I can provide for you?
45:05Do you like a hug?
45:06Oh, thank you.
45:07Okay.
45:13The therapy that was explained to me terrifies me down to the very depths of my cot.
45:17Well, if you'd like, you're welcome to head on out whenever you're ready.
45:22Okay.
45:23Thank you very much.
45:24You're very welcome.
45:25I don't know if I've made any actual progress because I just kind of get a bit weepy.
45:30I really liked John Drey and he was really lovely and I'd love to be his friend but I'm trying to work out why I'm so panicked.
45:36I think it scares me, the fact that he's a man.
45:47Sorry.
45:49I just have one minute.
45:53I think I'm upset about more things than I've got on.
45:56Next time, Jason gets back in the groove.
46:04I just feel the pleasure.
46:06I've got a bone.
46:08Taylor tries a fresh approach.
46:10I just feel such a relief to not feel scared at all.
46:13This is my body.
46:15And Emma reveals a secret.
46:17Because you're so stronger than you think and wiser than you know.
46:21As Ireland dates.
46:23Does that make you nervous?
46:24A little bit.
46:26Hotter.
46:54Hotter.
46:55Hotter.
46:56Hotter.
46:57Hotter.
46:59Hotter.

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