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SYOK BM

7/4/2025

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00:00:00Okay, kalau you nak dapat watak macam ni, you kena macam ni.

00:00:04You kena dengan ni, you kena dengan tu.

00:00:07Benda tu.

00:00:08Tu batuk.

00:00:10Tawaran yang Sudir cakap tu ada.

00:00:14I'm not gonna lie.

00:00:15Tapi kita tolak as polite as we can.

00:00:19Sebab masa tu kita rasa takut.

00:00:21Sebab kita baru, kita naif, kita muda.

00:00:23The problem here, macam mana aku nak escape situasi ni kan.

00:00:26Macam mana nak cakap?

00:00:27Macam mana nak cakap?

00:00:28Macam mana nak buat?

00:00:29Macam mana nak kasi, nak cakap dengan dia.

00:00:32The same, tak nak kasi dia rasa macam ada.

00:00:36Rasa benci.

00:00:36Rasa benci kat kita tiba.

00:00:38Pada tak nak jumpa dah.

00:00:39Haa kan.

00:00:39Sebab benda tu boleh berlaku.

00:00:48Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

00:00:49Anda kembali bersama saya.

00:00:50Sudirman Waktahaya dalam short podcast Confession Bilik Gelap.

00:00:54Dan minggu ini, saya hadirkan seorang lagi ditamu.

00:00:57Seorang pelakon, kacat tinggi lampai.

00:01:01Pelakon yang sedang meningkat naik.

00:01:03Hero Malaya kita bakal insyaAllah.

00:01:05Ini dia, Ali Reza.

00:01:07Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

00:01:09Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

00:01:12Dengan apa dia panggil?

00:01:13This is called a cafe ya.

00:01:16Ya.

00:01:16Ataupun kain sal lah kita panggil.

00:01:18So actually pakai ni sebab sejuk.

00:01:20And also untuk...

00:01:22Ingat-ingat tadi, muncul-muncul dia pakai panggil letak kat ni je.

00:01:25Haa, orang yang nak pakai ni eh.

00:01:27Boleh kalau ni nak air pakai boleh.

00:01:28Air ikat sekarang.

00:01:29Sekarang tunjuk dekat orang.

00:01:31Kena ada cermin lah, cermin tak ada.

00:01:33Ali.

00:01:35Pertama sekali, terima kasih kerana Sudir.

00:01:38Memanggil Ali untuk podcast today ni.

00:01:41Ali Reza kah Ali sahaja?

00:01:42Ali lah Ali eh.

00:01:43Kerana semua orang ataupun kebanyakan orang panggil Ali.

00:01:48Instead of Reza.

00:01:49Sebab Abang Ali pun ada Reza juga dekat nama dia.

00:01:52So macam Ali, Ali Reza sorry.

00:01:54And then my brother Muhammad Reza.

00:01:56Tapi orang panggil dia Reza, orang panggil saya Ali.

00:01:58So saya prefer orang panggil saya Ali lah.

00:02:00Sebab saya rasa Ali tak ramai orang nama Ali dekat Malaysia ni.

00:02:05Tak, tak ramai pelakon yang ada nama Ali.

00:02:07Okay, yeah, there you go.

00:02:08Itu sebenarnya.

00:02:08There you go, yeah.

00:02:10So yeah, and this is my first podcast.

00:02:13You know?

00:02:14Podcast pertama Ali.

00:02:15So I'm excited.

00:02:16Thank you Sudir for having me.

00:02:18Ya, terima kasih Ali.

00:02:19Memang nama sebenar Ali Reza?

00:02:21Nama betul dan nama sebenar, yes.

00:02:23Ali Reza.

00:02:24Ali Reza Kahusi.

00:02:26So yang last tu yang selalu problem untuk orang sebut tu.

00:02:29Apa dia?

00:02:29Ataupun eja.

00:02:31Kahusi.

00:02:32Kahusi.

00:02:33Serius ya?

00:02:33Kahusi.

00:02:34Kavu.

00:02:35Kahusi.

00:02:36Yeah, so.

00:02:36Reza, keturunan?

00:02:39Melayu dan juga ayah saya berasal daripada Iran.

00:02:42So I'm half Malay, half Iranian.

00:02:46Okay, mak orang Melayu.

00:02:48Yes, my mom from Muar, Johor.

00:02:50Aha.

00:02:51Yeah, so.

00:02:53Mix lah.

00:02:54So.

00:02:54Pernah ke kampung ayah ataupun?

00:02:59Unfortunately, tak.

00:03:00I was born and raised here, di Selangor, di EKL.

00:03:04So memang membesar dan juga belajar semua di sini lah, sekolah di sini.

00:03:08My father pun datang ke Malaysia pada awal, I think awal 90-an.

00:03:14So dia memang menetap di sini lah, ever since.

00:03:19So berdarah kacukan.

00:03:20Pelakon berdarah kacukan.

00:03:22I guess you would say.

00:03:24Betul lah kan.

00:03:25At least ada berdarah kacukan yang at least masih mengaku sebagai orang Melayu juga.

00:03:30Oh betul, definitely.

00:03:31Benda tu sangat penting lah.

00:03:32Jangan kita lupa identiti kita kan.

00:03:34Reza.

00:03:37Ali, Ali.

00:03:38I lupa dah.

00:03:39Aduh.

00:03:41Ali.

00:03:43Yelah, sebagai, kita tahu Ali sebagai seorang pelakon.

00:03:50Baru dan mula meningkat naik.

00:03:54Wajahnya hampir di semua sesion TV lah.

00:03:56Saya kira.

00:03:57Semua sesion TV ada mukanya, dramanya, telefilmnya.

00:04:01Dan, tapi mungkin masih ramai yang tertanya-tanya.

00:04:06Ali ni munculnya daripada mana?

00:04:10Kalau nak kata masuk program Hero Maja, tak ada pula kan?

00:04:14Ataupun tiba-tiba muncul.

00:04:17Ataupun mungkin ada producer jumpa kat mana-mana.

00:04:19Eh, nak berlakon ke tak?

00:04:20Dah.

00:04:21Panggil jadi pelakon.

00:04:23Mungkin Ali boleh kongsi sedikit lah terbelakang.

00:04:26Terjun dalam bidang lakonan ni.

00:04:27Ke pernah pergi uji bakat Hero Maja,

00:04:30tapi tak terpilih.

00:04:31Oh, very good question.

00:04:33Sudah tanya.

00:04:34Saya pernah pergi.

00:04:35Dua kali.

00:04:36Oh, rugi Hero Maja tak ambil awak eh.

00:04:39Itu terpulang kepada.

00:04:41Itu nasib lah juga kan.

00:04:44Mungkin kerana masa itu,

00:04:45Mas Ali menyertai

00:04:46ataupun join sesi uji bakat Hero Maja

00:04:49pada tahun 2017.

00:04:51That was my first time.

00:04:52Di Karangkraf.

00:04:53Okay.

00:04:54Sya'alam.

00:04:55Sya'alam.

00:04:55So, I was there.

00:04:56Masa itu batch

00:04:57Kit Kailo, Haris Anwar,

00:05:00Iqmal Amri.

00:05:01Okay.

00:05:01So, pergi sana

00:05:02buat casting.

00:05:04Tapi masa itu,

00:05:052017 itu memang Ali

00:05:06belum ada apa-apa plan

00:05:08ataupun perancangan

00:05:09untuk masuk dalam bidang lakonan.

00:05:12Okay.

00:05:12So, I was mostly doing

00:05:14banyak modeling

00:05:14and TV commercial.

00:05:16so, banyak bagi casting

00:05:17untuk TVC, TVC

00:05:19and all this.

00:05:20So, bila dapat

00:05:21tahu tentang uji bakat

00:05:23Hero Maja ni

00:05:24pada 2017 tu,

00:05:25one of my friends

00:05:26ajak pergi sekali lah.

00:05:28So, I said,

00:05:29okay lah, why not?

00:05:30Masa tu,

00:05:30dah tengah modeling,

00:05:32tengah TVC,

00:05:33so, wanted to try

00:05:33something new.

00:05:34Tapi masih study juga

00:05:35masa tu.

00:05:37Tapi, I still went

00:05:38for the audition

00:05:39pagi,

00:05:41pergi-pergi

00:05:41and then casting

00:05:42macam petang tu

00:05:43banyak menunggu lah.

00:05:44That's normal lah

00:05:44sebab ramai orang.

00:05:45and then

00:05:46the casting tu,

00:05:48I remember

00:05:49dia orang cast

00:05:49tiga orang dalam bilik.

00:05:51Tapi, I knew myself

00:05:53masa tu memang

00:05:53tak ada pengalaman.

00:05:54Memang kosong lah.

00:05:55So, memang orang kata

00:05:56naif dan memang

00:05:57sendu, kayu ke apa

00:05:58you want to call it kan

00:05:59masa tu,

00:06:00itulah Ali masa tu.

00:06:01So, I didn't show

00:06:03any signs of

00:06:04maybe

00:06:05talent

00:06:07tak ada sangat lah

00:06:08acting masa

00:06:09apa, casting

00:06:10suruh kita buat ni

00:06:12menyanyi ke apa

00:06:13menyanyi.

00:06:14So, buat je lah.

00:06:14tak nak buat apa kan.

00:06:16So, masa tu casting

00:06:17tiga orang.

00:06:17So, dah tiga orang

00:06:18casting

00:06:18dan keluar

00:06:20and then

00:06:21dia orang tapis lagi lah.

00:06:23I think like

00:06:23top 50 ke apa

00:06:24top 80

00:06:25something like that.

00:06:25Tapi, I didn't make it.

00:06:27Okay.

00:06:27So, tak dapat

00:06:27kita balik.

00:06:29And then, kita

00:06:29buat kita punya hal

00:06:30and then

00:06:31I got another

00:06:34uji bakat

00:06:35for hero maja

00:06:352019.

00:06:37Lagi?

00:06:37saya just

00:06:38cuba je lah.

00:06:40Itu page

00:06:40siapa pula?

00:06:41Itu badge

00:06:42Merkin.

00:06:44Is it?

00:06:44I think

00:06:45Merkin 2020 kan?

00:06:46Oh, okay.

00:06:472019

00:06:48sebelum tu?

00:06:49Ha, sebelum tu.

00:06:50Anik ke apa?

00:06:51Anik Suhay.

00:06:52I don't know lah.

00:06:52I tak ingat.

00:06:53Ramai sangat lah.

00:06:54Ramai sangat actually.

00:06:55So,

00:06:56masa pergi 2019 tu

00:06:58I had a bit of experience

00:06:59already.

00:06:59Okay.

00:07:00Sebab daripada

00:07:002017

00:07:012 tahun.

00:07:02Ha, 2 tahun.

00:07:032018 tu dah start

00:07:04pelakon dah.

00:07:05Okay.

00:07:05Itu maybe

00:07:05jap lagi kita boleh cerita lah

00:07:06macam mana saya start.

00:07:07So, 2018

00:07:08dah ada basic

00:07:09pelakonan.

00:07:102019 pun

00:07:11dah

00:07:11orang kata

00:07:12slowly meningkat

00:07:13dah ada

00:07:13watak-watak

00:07:14seperti

00:07:14dengan

00:07:15a few

00:07:15different

00:07:15production.

00:07:18So,

00:07:18saya cuba

00:07:19nasib saya lah

00:07:20untuk uji bakat

00:07:21hidup remaja.

00:07:22And then,

00:07:22I went through

00:07:23the first

00:07:23two stage.

00:07:26Saya ingat lagi

00:07:26masa tu

00:07:27the judge

00:07:28was

00:07:28Syah Lahya.

00:07:29Okay.

00:07:30And ada

00:07:30a few

00:07:30other people

00:07:31dalam bilik tu

00:07:32besar lah.

00:07:33And then,

00:07:34melepasi

00:07:35stage kedua,

00:07:36ketiga

00:07:36and then keempat tu

00:07:38I think I

00:07:38didn't make it.

00:07:40Saya tak pasti.

00:07:41Kenapa?

00:07:41Saya tak ingat

00:07:42sebab

00:07:42dah lama lah

00:07:436 years ago.

00:07:45So,

00:07:45that was the

00:07:46two times

00:07:46saya pernah join

00:07:47Hiru No Maju

00:07:48punya casting.

00:07:50And then,

00:07:50actually,

00:07:50the following year tu

00:07:51I think

00:07:522020 ke

00:07:532021

00:07:53ada

00:07:54ada

00:07:55panggilan lah

00:07:56daripada

00:07:57I think

00:07:58one of the

00:07:58organisation

00:07:59ataupun pihak mereka

00:08:00memanggil balik

00:08:01untuk

00:08:01huji bakat lagi.

00:08:02Haji bakat.

00:08:03Tapi saya

00:08:03masa tu

00:08:05everything was

00:08:06already

00:08:06I guess

00:08:07online-based.

00:08:09So,

00:08:09apa yang saya

00:08:10inginkan

00:08:10saya pun

00:08:11dah ada.

00:08:12So,

00:08:13I kindly

00:08:14rejected

00:08:15the offer lah.

00:08:16Kindly decline

00:08:17the offer

00:08:17kerana saya dah

00:08:18orang kata dah

00:08:19busy

00:08:19with my

00:08:20shooting and

00:08:21whatnot.

00:08:22So,

00:08:22saya takut

00:08:23ada

00:08:23kena terikat

00:08:24dengan mana-mana

00:08:25pihak

00:08:26tak nak

00:08:28ini lah.

00:08:29Tapi bila

00:08:302018

00:08:31macam

00:08:31Ali kata tadi

00:08:32you dah

00:08:32start

00:08:33berlakon

00:08:33sikit-sikit.

00:08:35And then

00:08:35why you nak

00:08:36lagi pergi

00:08:37uji bakat

00:08:38kali kedua tu

00:08:39Ali?

00:08:39Kerana

00:08:40masa tu

00:08:41baru

00:08:42tahun pertama

00:08:42saya di

00:08:43dalam

00:08:44industri

00:08:44kreatif

00:08:45industri

00:08:45lakonan

00:08:46ini.

00:08:46Jadi,

00:08:46saya rasa

00:08:47why not

00:08:47I use

00:08:48saya tengok

00:08:48masa tu

00:08:49uji bakat

00:08:49Iriun Maja

00:08:50sebab masa tu

00:08:50Iriun Maja

00:08:51was still

00:08:51a big thing.

00:08:52Of course

00:08:53now pun

00:08:53still a big thing.

00:08:54Tapi masa tu

00:08:54saya tengok

00:08:55ok I can

00:08:56use this

00:08:57as a platform

00:08:57for me

00:08:58to showcase

00:08:58my talent

00:08:59ataupun

00:08:59to do

00:08:59what I

00:09:00want

00:09:00to do.

00:09:01Sebab

00:09:01saya pun

00:09:02masa tu

00:09:02masih lagi

00:09:03mencari

00:09:03apa yang

00:09:03saya nak

00:09:04buat.

00:09:04Sebab sebelum tu

00:09:05kita buat

00:09:05modeling,

00:09:06kita buat

00:09:06TV commercial

00:09:07and then

00:09:08kita buat

00:09:08lakonan

00:09:09and then

00:09:09after lakonan

00:09:10what is it

00:09:10I want to

00:09:10do?

00:09:11So,

00:09:11I feel

00:09:12Iriun Maja

00:09:12ada that

00:09:13platform

00:09:13to

00:09:13showcase

00:09:15our talent

00:09:15untuk

00:09:16mendidik kita,

00:09:17guide kita

00:09:17to become

00:09:17a public

00:09:18figure or

00:09:19artist.

00:09:20So,

00:09:20I decided

00:09:21to join.

00:09:22Tapi kita

00:09:22join pun

00:09:23bukan kita

00:09:23pergi

00:09:23sorang,

00:09:24kita pergi

00:09:24dengan kawan

00:09:25lah sekali.

00:09:25So,

00:09:26it always

00:09:26feels better

00:09:27macam tu.

00:09:28So,

00:09:30lepas dah

00:09:30dua kali

00:09:31tak ada

00:09:31rezeki

00:09:32then I

00:09:32realized

00:09:33okay,

00:09:33maybe it's

00:09:34not for

00:09:34me,

00:09:34maybe I

00:09:34have

00:09:34other

00:09:35strategies

00:09:35yang saya

00:09:36boleh

00:09:36buat

00:09:36untuk

00:09:36memasuki

00:09:37dalam

00:09:37industri

00:09:37ni.

00:09:38So,

00:09:39itulah

00:09:39saya rasa

00:09:40rezekinya

00:09:41tempat

00:09:41lain.

00:09:41Rezekinya

00:09:42tempat

00:09:42lain.

00:09:43Tapi

00:09:43Alhamdulillah

00:09:43sampai

00:09:44sekarang

00:09:44I'm

00:09:44still around,

00:09:45still

00:09:45relevant

00:09:46and

00:09:47you know

00:09:48I appreciate

00:09:48orang yang

00:09:49banyak

00:09:49membantu Ali dulu

00:09:50and the

00:09:51people yang

00:09:51I kenal.

00:09:52Industri ni

00:09:53membuka

00:09:54mata Ali lah,

00:09:55mematalkan Ali.

00:09:56So,

00:09:56I guess I'm more

00:09:57matured now

00:09:58than I was

00:09:58before.

00:09:59Tapi mungkin

00:10:00ke juga

00:10:00kali kedua

00:10:01yang Ali pergi

00:10:02tu di reject

00:10:03sampai dah

00:10:04stage 4 kan?

00:10:05Yalah mungkin

00:10:05sebab orang

00:10:06dah tahu

00:10:06dia dah berlakon

00:10:07dah ni,

00:10:07dia tak payah

00:10:08lambik dia.

00:10:08Actually,

00:10:09that could be

00:10:09a point.

00:10:10Itu yang

00:10:10saya fikir juga

00:10:11sebab

00:10:12saya faham

00:10:13masa saya pergi

00:10:14tu banyak

00:10:14muka-muka

00:10:15baru lah.

00:10:16I think

00:10:16muka-muka

00:10:17yang dah

00:10:17pernah berlakon

00:10:18fresh,

00:10:18fresh grad

00:10:20pula,

00:10:20fresh faces.

00:10:21So,

00:10:22I think

00:10:22they wanted

00:10:23to find

00:10:24some young

00:10:25and fresh

00:10:26new faces

00:10:26which is

00:10:27totally fine.

00:10:28Kita bagi

00:10:29peluang kepada

00:10:29diorang yang

00:10:31muda-mudak muda ni.

00:10:32Bukan cakap

00:10:32saya tua.

00:10:33Tapi,

00:10:34they have

00:10:35maybe

00:10:35maybe they have

00:10:37more potential.

00:10:38Maybe they see

00:10:38that these people

00:10:39ada lagi potential.

00:10:40Diorang boleh

00:10:41asah bakat diorang.

00:10:43Tapi itulah

00:10:44macam kita kata,

00:10:45rezeki you

00:10:45di tempat lain.

00:10:46Tuan nak bagi,

00:10:47okay,

00:10:48you tak payah

00:10:48pergi ni,

00:10:48you dapat kat sini.

00:10:49Yes,

00:10:50and then kita

00:10:50jangan bandingkan

00:10:51diri kita

00:10:52dengan orang lain

00:10:52juga.

00:10:53That's one thing

00:10:54that I

00:10:54used to do lah

00:10:56dulu.

00:10:56Kita tengok,

00:10:57okay,

00:10:57artis ni dia dah

00:10:58makin naik,

00:10:59follower dia makin

00:11:00ni,

00:11:00kita tengok kita punya,

00:11:01alamak sikit,

00:11:03macam mana kita

00:11:03nak kejar ni.

00:11:05So,

00:11:05that kind of mindset tu,

00:11:06kita takkan kemana lah

00:11:07saya rasa.

00:11:08So,

00:11:09bila kita cari

00:11:09ketenangan kita,

00:11:11kita akan slowly

00:11:12ikut kita punya pace.

00:11:13Kita takkan

00:11:13hiraukan apa

00:11:14orang cakap

00:11:15pasal kita,

00:11:16dia dah famous

00:11:17ke tak famous,

00:11:17dah meletup,

00:11:18dah kaya ke tak kaya.

00:11:20Sebab,

00:11:20like you said,

00:11:21kita punya rezeki

00:11:22masing-masing ditulis oleh

00:11:23Allah.

00:11:24So,

00:11:24kita percaya,

00:11:25kita yakin,

00:11:26kita tawakal,

00:11:26kita berdoa,

00:11:27dan kita usaha.

00:11:28insyaAllah semuanya

00:11:30dipemudahkan.

00:11:32Bila dua kali,

00:11:33mestilah kecewa kan?

00:11:36Tak dapat.

00:11:39Adalah rasa kecewa tu,

00:11:40but then,

00:11:41bila saya tengok balik

00:11:42sekarang,

00:11:43saya punya perjalanan,

00:11:44I think I,

00:11:45I had

00:11:46a long journey,

00:11:48and I think

00:11:49what I did,

00:11:50apa yang saya buat,

00:11:51apa-apa yang saya join dulu tu,

00:11:52memang,

00:11:53memang,

00:11:53saya perlu.

00:11:54Okay.

00:11:54perlu untuk menimpa ilmu,

00:11:57untuk mengadakan

00:11:58satu pengalaman yang berbeza.

00:12:00Saya rasa saya banyak masuk,

00:12:02macam,

00:12:03bukan uji bakat lah,

00:12:04banyak rajin pergi

00:12:05benda-benda macam ni.

00:12:06Uji bakat,

00:12:07event,

00:12:08casting ke,

00:12:10audition,

00:12:11bengkel.

00:12:12I try to immerse myself

00:12:14with the knowledge

00:12:14sebab saya datang

00:12:17dari background

00:12:17bukan seni.

00:12:20So,

00:12:20for me to learn,

00:12:22memang banyak lah

00:12:22nak kena belajar.

00:12:23So,

00:12:24even sekarang,

00:12:24dah enam tahun,

00:12:25dah lima tahun,

00:12:26saya rasa masih lagi banyak

00:12:27yang saya perlu belajar.

00:12:28Bukan sahaja dari segi aktif,

00:12:30tapi dari segi

00:12:31keseluruhan.

00:12:33So,

00:12:34banyak lah,

00:12:35dia actually,

00:12:36industri ni,

00:12:37dia boleh mematangkan kita

00:12:39atau boleh membuatkan kita

00:12:40hancur.

00:12:41Ataupun lupa diri.

00:12:43So,

00:12:44ya.

00:12:45Lima tahun,

00:12:46memberikan,

00:12:48yalah,

00:12:48of course,

00:12:49sebagai seorang yang

00:12:50tidak ada background seni,

00:12:52yang tak ada background

00:12:53lakonan dan sebagainya,

00:12:56lima tahun ni cukup

00:12:57agak lama jugalah Ali kan

00:12:59untuk awak mula

00:13:00menampak,

00:13:02nak mencari ruang,

00:13:03nak menempatkan diri

00:13:05dalam pada

00:13:05hero-hero yang lain

00:13:07dah muncul,

00:13:08nak bersaing dengan

00:13:09wajah-wajah baru

00:13:10yang setiap hari

00:13:11akan ada.

00:13:13Susah Ali?

00:13:15Definitely,

00:13:16I wouldn't say

00:13:17susah,

00:13:17tapi

00:13:18I rasa dalam zaman

00:13:19teknologi sekarang ni,

00:13:21especially social media,

00:13:22dengan adanya

00:13:23content,

00:13:24TikTok,

00:13:24AI dan sebagainya,

00:13:26I think kita boleh

00:13:26cari kita punya

00:13:27own niche,

00:13:28apa yang kita nak

00:13:28tunjukkan ke public.

00:13:31Sebab ialah,

00:13:31kita kan public figure,

00:13:32artis,

00:13:33penyanyi,

00:13:33pelakon,

00:13:34host,

00:13:34whatsoever.

00:13:35So,

00:13:36apa yang kita nak

00:13:36tunjukkan kepada

00:13:37audience kita,

00:13:37what kind of talent

00:13:38that we want to showcase

00:13:39ataupun what kind of story

00:13:40we want to tell to people.

00:13:42Supaya

00:13:42adanya value di situ,

00:13:44bukan sahaja kita berlakon

00:13:45untuk

00:13:45mengejar popularity,

00:13:47kerana itu takkan

00:13:48bawa kita ke mana.

00:13:50So,

00:13:50that's one thing I learn lah.

00:13:52So,

00:13:52dulu mungkin saya masuk

00:13:53industri ni dengan

00:13:54pemikiran,

00:13:56apa,

00:13:57aku nak,

00:13:58nak,

00:13:58nak jadi hero,

00:13:59aku tinggi,

00:14:00aku handsome,

00:14:01aku nak ni,

00:14:01aku nak tu.

00:14:02Tapi bila dah lalui

00:14:03lima tahun ni,

00:14:05sekarang,

00:14:06saya rasa macam ni,

00:14:07saya rasa lebih tenang

00:14:08macam ni.

00:14:09So,

00:14:10I feel

00:14:11dalam lima tahun tu,

00:14:14macam-macam berlaku.

00:14:15Macam-macam sudit.

00:14:16And of course,

00:14:17the biggest one was

00:14:18masa ibu saya meninggal lah,

00:14:20masa tengah shooting.

00:14:22So,

00:14:22that was the biggest challenge lah.

00:14:24So,

00:14:24I guess dalam lima tahun ni,

00:14:27terlalu banyak benda

00:14:28yang berlaku

00:14:29kepada saya,

00:14:30sampai

00:14:30saya kadang-kadang

00:14:32fikir,

00:14:34saya ni macam

00:14:35keseorangan,

00:14:36rasa macam

00:14:36londi.

00:14:38Rasa macam,

00:14:39is this what I should do?

00:14:41Is this enough

00:14:42what you're doing?

00:14:45You know,

00:14:45how do you move forward?

00:14:46from this

00:14:48loss

00:14:49that you just

00:14:50experience.

00:14:52So,

00:14:53at one point of time tu,

00:14:55and then kita ada

00:14:55COVID juga,

00:14:56and then

00:14:57after that,

00:14:58my mum

00:14:58pass away.

00:15:00So,

00:15:00banyak,

00:15:01I macam

00:15:02pause lah.

00:15:03Macam,

00:15:04in my life like,

00:15:05okay,

00:15:06what now?

00:15:07Macam mana kan?

00:15:08Kita dah,

00:15:09okay,

00:15:10empat tahun,

00:15:10tiga tahun sebelum ni,

00:15:11kau dah buat macam-macam,

00:15:12kau dah berlakon,

00:15:13kau dah jumpa orang ni,

00:15:14Uji Bakat,

00:15:15producer,

00:15:15shooting,

00:15:17datang pula COVID,

00:15:18start kejap,

00:15:202021,

00:15:21back to normal,

00:15:22Mac pula dah sakit,

00:15:23Mac pula dah tak ada,

00:15:25setahun selepas Mac tak ada,

00:15:27nak cope balik,

00:15:28and then nak get back on track balik,

00:15:30and then sekarang,

00:15:31sekarang baru I rasa,

00:15:33dah,

00:15:33dah okay sikit today.

00:15:36Kenapa Ali?

00:15:37adakah mungkin

00:15:38Ali tidak,

00:15:40adakah tempoh lima tahun ni itu

00:15:42susah untuk Ali

00:15:43menempatkan nama?

00:15:45Ataupun susah untuk orang

00:15:47memberi kepercayaan kepada Ali

00:15:49untuk berlakon

00:15:51dalam salah satu watak,

00:15:52watak utama misalnya?

00:15:54I would say

00:15:55rezeki tu

00:15:56ada,

00:15:57I,

00:15:57I tak cakap yang

00:15:59I,

00:15:59tak dapat ataupun

00:16:01offer

00:16:01supporting ataupun leading,

00:16:04tapi

00:16:04mungkin juga

00:16:06apa yang Sudir cakap tadi,

00:16:07yang dua perkara itu,

00:16:08mungkin betul,

00:16:08saya pun ada fikir juga,

00:16:10tapi kalau

00:16:10saya cuba untuk fikir

00:16:12secara dalaman,

00:16:13apa puncanya,

00:16:15ini,

00:16:15benda itu dia akan

00:16:16membuatkan saya rasa

00:16:18down lagi.

00:16:20So instead,

00:16:21I try to focus

00:16:21on my lane,

00:16:24buat apa yang saya perlu buat,

00:16:26tidak hiraukan apa yang,

00:16:28apa saya punya thoughts

00:16:29setengah memikirkan,

00:16:31just focus in what I was doing,

00:16:33and I,

00:16:34I percaya,

00:16:34rezeki tu akan datang.

00:16:37So,

00:16:38ya.

00:16:39Kesukarannya apa Ali,

00:16:40yang awak katakan tadi,

00:16:42dalam tempoh lima tahun itu?

00:16:44Kesukarannya dalam,

00:16:45dalam bidang lakonan ni?

00:16:46Yelah,

00:16:46maksudnya untuk diri Ali sendiri,

00:16:48yelah,

00:16:48awak,

00:16:49awak kata kan,

00:16:50kesukaran yang awak lalui,

00:16:51banyak benda yang

00:16:52berlaku pada awak.

00:16:54Okay,

00:16:55I think,

00:16:55I think because like I said tadi,

00:16:57benda ni adalah benda yang,

00:16:59sesuatu yang baru,

00:16:59yang Ali tak plan nak buat,

00:17:02yang Ali tak expect Ali akan buat,

00:17:06yang mula-mula Ali tak nak buat,

00:17:08lepas tu Ali dah buat.

00:17:09And then,

00:17:10tiba-tiba Ali suka and I like it.

00:17:12So,

00:17:12the journey is long because it's,

00:17:14industry kreatif ni dia,

00:17:16industry yang besar.

00:17:17Besar.

00:17:18Dia bukan sahaja tertumpu kepada satu tugasan,

00:17:20ataupun pekerjaan.

00:17:21So,

00:17:22especially jadi actor ni,

00:17:24pelakon ni,

00:17:24dia membuka ruang untuk kita pergi ke,

00:17:27berbagai arah,

00:17:28berbagai cabang.

00:17:29so,

00:17:30untuk seorang Ali yang introvert,

00:17:33yang ada malu,

00:17:35and then,

00:17:36untuk buat,

00:17:37berkara macam ni,

00:17:39public macam appearance,

00:17:40public speaking,

00:17:41even a podcast,

00:17:42kalau Sudeh interview Ali 2-3 tahun lepas,

00:17:45I think I wouldn't speak like this.

00:17:47So,

00:17:47maybe I would keep quiet and just reply sepatah-sepatah.

00:17:50Tapi,

00:17:51disebabkan Ali dalam industri ni,

00:17:52selama 5 tahun,

00:17:54dia sudah membuatkan Ali,

00:17:55belajar.

00:17:56Belajar.

00:17:57so,

00:17:57banyaklah Ali belajar dari pelbagai angle.

00:18:00So,

00:18:01professionalism,

00:18:02communication,

00:18:04ya,

00:18:06betul lah,

00:18:06being independent.

00:18:08So,

00:18:08itu semua penting lah,

00:18:10untuk membina diri Ali.

00:18:13So,

00:18:13sebab Ali,

00:18:14Ali go through this industry,

00:18:16masa Ali di college,

00:18:18masa Ali mula,

00:18:20umur 18.

00:18:21So,

00:18:22sekarang dah 27.

00:18:24Masa 18 tu,

00:18:25start modeling TVC lah,

00:18:26masa berlakon tu,

00:18:27masa 20,

00:18:2821 macam tu.

00:18:29So,

00:18:29I would say,

00:18:31masa Ali muda sampai lah sekarang ni,

00:18:33Ali dalam industri ni,

00:18:34Ali dalam circle ni.

00:18:36So,

00:18:36that's why I say,

00:18:37most of my life,

00:18:38I think,

00:18:39banyak yang Ali lalui dalam,

00:18:415-6 tahun ni lah.

00:18:43So,

00:18:44the biggest one is my,

00:18:45my mother punya loss lah.

00:18:47So,

00:18:48that's why.

00:18:48sekarang tengah-tengah,

00:18:50tengah,

00:18:51membina,

00:18:52membina,

00:18:53semangat semula.

00:18:54Yes.

00:18:55So,

00:18:56Alhamdulillah,

00:18:57keluarga,

00:18:58Ali,

00:19:00selalu support,

00:19:01apa yang Ali buat.

00:19:02Mereka tidak pernah tanya,

00:19:04ataupun,

00:19:05tidak pernah,

00:19:06doubt,

00:19:07ataupun ragu,

00:19:08dengan apa yang Ali buat.

00:19:09So,

00:19:10Alhamdulillah,

00:19:11I have a supportive family and friends.

00:19:13dalam tempoh sukar Ali eh,

00:19:15sebagai seorang Ali Reza itu,

00:19:18ada terfikir ketika itu,

00:19:20nak tarik handbrake untuk,

00:19:22buat kerja lain,

00:19:22ialah awak rasa mungkin,

00:19:24oh dah tak boleh pergi,

00:19:25apa sebagainya.

00:19:28The thought tu ada,

00:19:30cuma perasaan,

00:19:31give up tu,

00:19:33Ali,

00:19:34tak adalah.

00:19:35Bukan bermaksud,

00:19:36Ali nak berlakon sampai,

00:19:37tua.

00:19:38Tetapi,

00:19:39kita,

00:19:40ada goal yang kita,

00:19:41nak capai,

00:19:44dalam tempoh masa,

00:19:45contoh 5 tahun ke apa,

00:19:47macam Ali punya goal,

00:19:48film,

00:19:50film aksi.

00:19:51Betul.

00:19:51At least.

00:19:52So,

00:19:54itu,

00:19:55adalah passion jugalah,

00:19:57bila dah masuk dalam industri ni,

00:19:58dah suka,

00:19:59dah jatuh cinta,

00:20:00so kita nak try something new,

00:20:02kita nak challenge diri kita.

00:20:04So,

00:20:05sorry,

00:20:05what was the question tadi?

00:20:06Pernah terfikir untuk tarik handbrake,

00:20:08buat kerja lain?

00:20:10Ada,

00:20:10tapi,

00:20:12tak buat lah.

00:20:13So,

00:20:14kita still stick to our plan.

00:20:15Teruskan.

00:20:16Teruskan satu,

00:20:17at the same time,

00:20:18like I said,

00:20:18kita bercabang kepada benda lain juga.

00:20:21Bukan sahaja lakonan,

00:20:22tetapi,

00:20:23macam hosting pun,

00:20:24is something that I,

00:20:24I personally,

00:20:26would love to try.

00:20:27Sebab sekarang ni,

00:20:28Ali dah boleh bercakap sikit lah.

00:20:29Kalau tak,

00:20:29dulu tak boleh bercakap.

00:20:30Ya.

00:20:31And then,

00:20:32nyanyi no,

00:20:33nyanyi no.

00:20:34And then,

00:20:36I think,

00:20:37doing content lah.

00:20:39I think I love doing content.

00:20:40sebab dulu,

00:20:40masa Ali kecil,

00:20:42Sudeh,

00:20:42Ali active kat YouTube tau.

00:20:44Oh.

00:20:44Ali baru teringat ni,

00:20:45Ali active kat YouTube dulu.

00:20:47And then,

00:20:47Ali,

00:20:48Ali suka edit video orang main skateboard.

00:20:51So,

00:20:51Ali beli kamera,

00:20:52Ali ada,

00:20:53Sony Vegas Pro 9,

00:20:55Ali install tu,

00:20:56Ali edit,

00:20:57Ali masuk kat YouTube.

00:20:57so,

00:20:58every week,

00:20:58Ali pergi,

00:20:59pergi skateboard.

00:21:00Tengok orang.

00:21:00Ha,

00:21:01pergi kawan-kawan lah.

00:21:02Ya.

00:21:02Kita pergi skateboard ni,

00:21:03kita record,

00:21:04aku edit,

00:21:04masuk YouTube,

00:21:05kita pergi event semua.

00:21:07So,

00:21:07that kind of environment lah.

00:21:08So,

00:21:09I guess,

00:21:09from the very beginning,

00:21:10Ali dah suka that,

00:21:11that vibe and that environment.

00:21:14Sekarang ni,

00:21:15Ali bawa benda tu balik.

00:21:16So,

00:21:16Ali start,

00:21:17very active on my TikTok.

00:21:19Buat content,

00:21:20pergi ke Sarawak ke,

00:21:22pergi ke mana-mana.

00:21:22Ali akan,

00:21:23try to do a vlog.

00:21:24try to do a engaging content

00:21:27dengan audience.

00:21:28Betul.

00:21:29Ha,

00:21:29sebab benda tu,

00:21:30I tengok audience pun suka.

00:21:32And then,

00:21:32audience adalah penyebab kita

00:21:34naik juga.

00:21:35Mereka yang support kita.

00:21:36So,

00:21:36why not kita give back to them?

00:21:39So,

00:21:39dengan ini,

00:21:40mereka rasa dekat dengan kita.

00:21:42So,

00:21:43kita pun rasa okay,

00:21:44kita pun rasa semangat,

00:21:45kita pun rasa macam nak

00:21:45continue doing for them.

00:21:48So,

00:21:49ya.

00:21:50Ali,

00:21:50sorry kalau saya tanya.

00:21:52Arwah mah,

00:21:52okay dengan pilihan

00:21:54kerjaya Ali

00:21:55sebagai seorang pelakon?

00:21:58Arwah mah,

00:21:59okay,

00:22:00dia sangat-sangat supportive.

00:22:01Alhamdulillah.

00:22:05Dia sentiasa

00:22:06memberi kata-kata semangat.

00:22:09Dalam masa yang sama,

00:22:10sentiasa memberi

00:22:11peringatan.

00:22:13Aliasa peringatan tu

00:22:13lebih lah daripada

00:22:14kata-kata semangat

00:22:15sebab

00:22:16dia pun tahu

00:22:17industri macam mana.

00:22:18Bukan nak cakap dia,

00:22:20dia pelakon ke apa dulu.

00:22:21tapi my mother pun

00:22:22pernah buat modeling dulu.

00:22:24So,

00:22:24dia tahu sedikit sebanyak

00:22:26tentang dunia

00:22:26hiburan ini macam mana.

00:22:28Dan juga

00:22:29challenges dia,

00:22:30pelbagai orang.

00:22:31Lingkungan dia.

00:22:32Lingkungan dia.

00:22:33So,

00:22:33dia sentiasa-sentiasa

00:22:35pesan dekat Ali

00:22:36tentang pelbagai perkara.

00:22:38And,

00:22:39Ali ambil nasihat dia,

00:22:42tapi,

00:22:43of course,

00:22:43masa

00:22:43tahun

00:22:45the first,

00:22:46second,

00:22:46third year tu,

00:22:48kita dah

00:22:48masuk dalam industri,

00:22:50kita terjebak dengan

00:22:51pelbagai

00:22:51benda,

00:22:53pelbagai orang

00:22:54terjumpa.

00:22:55Macam-macam ajakannya.

00:22:56Macam-macam ajakannya.

00:22:58Aduh.

00:22:59So,

00:23:00kita,

00:23:00kadang-kadang kita

00:23:01lost track.

00:23:04So,

00:23:04benda tu

00:23:05memuka mata

00:23:07kita lah.

00:23:08Kalau contoh

00:23:09peristiwa yang besar

00:23:10berlaku,

00:23:11kita kena

00:23:12and then,

00:23:13kita menyesal

00:23:14and orang yang kita

00:23:16nasihat tu dah tak ada,

00:23:17masuk tu jadi jam.

00:23:19Macam mana?

00:23:21Itu dulu dia

00:23:22selalu advice ni,

00:23:23kalau tak dengar,

00:23:24you are naive,

00:23:25you play around a lot,

00:23:27mess around a lot,

00:23:28sekarang dia tak ada.

00:23:29And,

00:23:30your friends yang

00:23:30you ni pun dah tak ada.

00:23:32You serang-serang.

00:23:33Macam mana?

00:23:34So,

00:23:34you have to

00:23:34get back up

00:23:35and be

00:23:36strong lah.

00:23:39So,

00:23:40carry ke.

00:23:42apa pesanan?

00:23:43Iyalah,

00:23:43arwah mak yang

00:23:44keraplah kan?

00:23:47Sebab dia,

00:23:47macam Ali kata,

00:23:48arwah pernah

00:23:49berada dalam

00:23:50industri.

00:23:53Dia,

00:23:54supaya anaknya ni

00:23:54tidak tersesat terus.

00:23:57Apa dia soalan tadi?

00:23:59Dia,

00:23:59pesanan dia.

00:24:00Pesanan dia.

00:24:01Yang kerap dia bagi

00:24:02pada Ali.

00:24:04Yang akan ingat

00:24:05sampai sekarang dan

00:24:06okey lah,

00:24:07kalau nak buat benda tu,

00:24:07takut.

00:24:09As cliche as

00:24:11it may sound,

00:24:12dia sentiasa

00:24:13pesan kita

00:24:15untuk jangan tinggal solat.

00:24:16I know this is very common.

00:24:18Betul lah.

00:24:18I think semua

00:24:18mother,

00:24:19parents akan cakap

00:24:20benda sama.

00:24:21Tetapi,

00:24:23masa tu lah,

00:24:24masa tu,

00:24:25bila dia cakap tu,

00:24:26kita muda kan?

00:24:27Dia cakap,

00:24:28yang lupa solat.

00:24:29Kita iakan je.

00:24:30But do we feel it?

00:24:31I don't think so.

00:24:33Sekarang,

00:24:33bila orang cakap,

00:24:34yang lupa solat.

00:24:35Saya rasa benda tu.

00:24:38Kita dekatkan diri kita

00:24:40dengan Allah,

00:24:40insyaAllah,

00:24:41Allah akan lindungi kita.

00:24:42perkara-perkara

00:24:43yang tidak diingini,

00:24:44insyaAllah takkan berlaku.

00:24:46So,

00:24:46kalau kita lupa dia,

00:24:47kita tak sincere,

00:24:48kita tak jujur,

00:24:51then,

00:24:51Tuhan pun tak sukalah,

00:24:53Tuhan pun marah lah.

00:24:54So,

00:24:54maybe apa yang berlaku

00:24:55terhadap Ali

00:24:57adalah satu pengajaran

00:24:58untuk Ali.

00:25:00Dan,

00:25:01that's why sekarang ni

00:25:02Ali more chill lah.

00:25:04So,

00:25:04tak nak evoke-evoke,

00:25:05tak nak lagi.

00:25:06Macam dulu,

00:25:07kita pun kerja

00:25:08dengan jujur.

00:25:09Kita kerja untuk kerja lah,

00:25:11untuk macam Ezekiel.

00:25:12Menjaga diri.

00:25:13Menjaga diri.

00:25:15Kita jaga kita.

00:25:16Ya.

00:25:17Kita jaga kita.

00:25:18Ya.

00:25:19Ali,

00:25:20saya tertarik bila

00:25:21Ali katakan,

00:25:22yelah di awal-awal,

00:25:24of course,

00:25:25dengan usia mudanya,

00:25:28tak tahu apa-apa

00:25:29pasal industri,

00:25:31kan?

00:25:31Ya.

00:25:31kenal orang sana-sini,

00:25:33pelbagai ragam

00:25:34dan sebagainya,

00:25:35kan?

00:25:36So,

00:25:37dia tertarik,

00:25:37ah,

00:25:37dah.

00:25:40Aduh.

00:25:41Culture shock Ali,

00:25:42kan?

00:25:42Yelah,

00:25:43orang ni,

00:25:43orang ni begini.

00:25:45Definitely,

00:25:45culture shock is

00:25:46something that I experience

00:25:48sebab,

00:25:48like I said,

00:25:50background Ali

00:25:50bukan background seni.

00:25:52Background Ali,

00:25:53background yang sangat,

00:25:54I guess,

00:25:56introvert.

00:25:56Ya.

00:25:56Ali tak,

00:25:57tak ramai,

00:25:59sangat kawan.

00:25:59Ali bukan sejenis orang

00:26:01yang vokal sangat.

00:26:03Maybe I like to keep

00:26:04my opinions to myself.

00:26:06Tak suarakan sangat

00:26:07apa saya punya pendapat.

00:26:10So,

00:26:12bila masuk dalam industri,

00:26:13kita jumpa

00:26:14berbagai orang,

00:26:15of course,

00:26:15kita tertarik dengan

00:26:16maybe

00:26:17tawaran-tawaran

00:26:18ke,

00:26:20dia punya ajarkan ke,

00:26:22the things that they do.

00:26:24So,

00:26:25at the same time,

00:26:26kita nak membina nama,

00:26:28kita nak buat PR,

00:26:29nak expand kita punya kontak,

00:26:31kita tak sedar

00:26:32apa yang kita buat.

00:26:34Kita tak ikut-ikut dengan,

00:26:36you know,

00:26:37orang kata,

00:26:38bukanlah cakap gejala lah.

00:26:39Bukanlah gejala.

00:26:40Bukanlah gejala.

00:26:41Bukanlah.

00:26:41Tawaran-tawaran itu.

00:26:43Tawaran-tawaran.

00:26:44Hah?

00:26:44Tawaran?

00:26:45Apa tawaran?

00:26:45Ajarkan-ajarkan.

00:26:47Ajarkan-ajarkan.

00:26:48Ya.

00:26:49Benda tu,

00:26:49biasalah,

00:26:50influence lah.

00:26:51I think the word influence

00:26:52sangat penting

00:26:53dalam seorang diri tu

00:26:55sebab

00:26:55either you,

00:26:57when you are influenced

00:26:58by someone

00:26:59yang mungkin

00:27:00tak memberi

00:27:03manfaat,

00:27:05then you are

00:27:06wasting time,

00:27:07you are wasting energy.

00:27:08Maybe kita tak perasan

00:27:09pada mulanya.

00:27:11Maybe Tuhan nak tunjukkan kita

00:27:12bila benda itu berlaku

00:27:14baru,

00:27:14bila dah kena kita

00:27:15baru kita nak sedar.

00:27:16Sedar.

00:27:17Tapi ada yang,

00:27:18ada orang yang sebelum

00:27:20berlaku tu dia dah sedar,

00:27:21dia cahu awal.

00:27:22Selamat.

00:27:23Selamat.

00:27:23so dia,

00:27:24it works different

00:27:25for different person.

00:27:27So for me,

00:27:27maybe

00:27:27perjalanan saya,

00:27:30saya

00:27:30dah buat dulu,

00:27:32terkena benda itu,

00:27:33then

00:27:33when I realize,

00:27:34then

00:27:35selaya,

00:27:36oh shh,

00:27:36tak boleh, tak boleh.

00:27:37Kau baru je setahun dua

00:27:39dalam industri dah

00:27:39macam ni.

00:27:40Cuba kau relax,

00:27:41cuba kau fokus kan.

00:27:43So daripada situ baru

00:27:44kita

00:27:44nampak

00:27:46mistake kita,

00:27:47dan kita perbaiki,

00:27:48dan kita

00:27:48try our best

00:27:49not to go that

00:27:50way again.

00:27:51Memang susah,

00:27:52Sudir.

00:27:52especially dalam industri ni,

00:27:54dalam suasana,

00:27:55environment yang kita

00:27:56berada ni,

00:27:57sebab

00:27:57kerja kita,

00:28:00tak tentu.

00:28:01Bila saya cakap tak tentu,

00:28:02hari ni jadi doktor,

00:28:03esok jadi lawyer.

00:28:05Hari ni syuting kat sini,

00:28:06esok syuting kat sana.

00:28:07Hari ni syuting dengan dia ni,

00:28:08esok syuting dengan orang lain.

00:28:10So semua lain.

00:28:11So every time,

00:28:12it's a new,

00:28:12it's a new challenge for me.

00:28:14So macam mana kita nak hadapi

00:28:15challenge tu?

00:28:16That makes us

00:28:17a strong and

00:28:18independent person.

00:28:19muja tersedar,

00:28:22cepat sikit kan?

00:28:23Kalau tak jauh

00:28:24perjalanan tu.

00:28:27Susah nak undur.

00:28:28Betul,

00:28:29susah nak undur.

00:28:30I guess

00:28:30everyone

00:28:31at one point

00:28:32akan

00:28:32lalui

00:28:33this sort of thing,

00:28:34and then

00:28:35the most important thing

00:28:36macam mana kita nak

00:28:37hadapi

00:28:38setiap situ.

00:28:39How do we overcome

00:28:40that situation?

00:28:41Sebab

00:28:42bila benda macam ni

00:28:43berlaku,

00:28:43contoh kontroversi,

00:28:44dan

00:28:44orang luar akan tahu.

00:28:46Netizen

00:28:47kadang

00:28:47ingatan diorang sampai sekarang

00:28:49pun masih ingat.

00:28:50Google je jumpa.

00:28:51Google ke

00:28:52internet semua

00:28:53boleh-boleh cari.

00:28:55So

00:28:56it's up to us

00:28:57how we want to

00:28:58view them

00:28:59and then view our

00:29:01kontroversi

00:29:02ataupun

00:29:03whatever that we did

00:29:04as a learning point

00:29:06for us to

00:29:06not to do it again.

00:29:08So in the future.

00:29:09So for me,

00:29:10benda tu penting.

00:29:10So always

00:29:11buat reflection.

00:29:12dalam setiap tugas

00:29:14yang kita buat,

00:29:15adakah kita memberikan

00:29:16yang terbaik,

00:29:17ada tak salah yang kita buat,

00:29:18kalau ada kita

00:29:19try to minta maaf.

00:29:21So

00:29:21macam sekarang ni

00:29:22Ali

00:29:22kalau syuting pun

00:29:24Ali

00:29:24tak nak

00:29:26kalau boleh tak nak

00:29:26ada apa-apa masalah

00:29:27on set.

00:29:28Tak nak bergaduh.

00:29:29Kalau ada

00:29:30masalah yang besar,

00:29:32we try to solve it.

00:29:33Tapi kalau tak boleh juga

00:29:34and it's because of

00:29:36someone

00:29:37Ali jenis yang

00:29:39ketingkau lah.

00:29:41Ketingkau.

00:29:42kau nak

00:29:43macam ni,

00:29:44kau nak perangai

00:29:44macam ni

00:29:44kat set,

00:29:46up to you.

00:29:46Semua orang dah tegur,

00:29:47kau tak nak dengar.

00:29:48Semua orang pun

00:29:49tak suka kau.

00:29:50So

00:29:51pandai-pandai lah.

00:29:52Kita nak habiskannya

00:29:52sebab kita penat.

00:29:54Dua-tiga bulan syuting,

00:29:55tengok muka

00:29:56setiap hari kan.

00:29:58Kita tahan lah

00:29:59sikit kan.

00:29:59Buat perangai.

00:30:00Buat perangai.

00:30:02Ada sometimes.

00:30:02So

00:30:03you know

00:30:05it's annoying lah.

00:30:06Tapi kita kena

00:30:06banyak-banyak sabar.

00:30:08So that's one thing

00:30:09I learn also

00:30:09as an actor,

00:30:10as a public figure.

00:30:11bersabar in many ways.

00:30:13Bukan sahaja dengan orang

00:30:14tapi dengan

00:30:15tugasan kita

00:30:16dengan semua lah.

00:30:18Sebab kita kerja

00:30:19long hours juga.

00:30:20Betul.

00:30:20So penat tu ada.

00:30:21So bila penat tu

00:30:22dia akan kaitan dengan

00:30:23berkait dengan sabar juga.

00:30:24berapa lama nak tunggu ni kan.

00:30:26Lama kan.

00:30:28So itulah dia.

00:30:29Lumrah-lumrah.

00:30:31Lumrah-lumrah

00:30:32sebagai

00:30:33pelakon baru

00:30:35ketika itu juga.

00:30:37Apatah lagi

00:30:38memiliki

00:30:39personaliti yang menarik.

00:30:41Kan?

00:30:41Walaupun

00:30:41ada rupa

00:30:42orang kata

00:30:43kan?

00:30:44Boleh jual

00:30:45dan of course

00:30:46tawaran-tawaran

00:30:46diberikan pun

00:30:47hebat.

00:30:48Maksudnya

00:30:49tawaran-tawaran

00:30:50yang dijanji-janjikan.

00:30:51kenapa

00:30:53sebagai

00:30:54seorang pelakon baru

00:30:55Ali?

00:30:56Mungkin kalau orang lain

00:30:57ada pengalaman je kan?

00:30:59Okay kalau

00:30:59kalau you nak

00:31:00dapat watak macam ni

00:31:01you kena macam ni.

00:31:03You kena dengan ni.

00:31:05You kena dengan tu.

00:31:06Benda tu

00:31:07tu batuk.

00:31:10Haus-haus.

00:31:11Ada air ke?

00:31:13Benda tu normal

00:31:14actually

00:31:14today.

00:31:15Of course

00:31:16pada mulanya

00:31:16ada.

00:31:18Palaupunnya

00:31:19ada definitely.

00:31:20Pasal Ali

00:31:21was very-very naif.

00:31:22Ali lambat sikit.

00:31:24Matang.

00:31:25So

00:31:26I started everything

00:31:27late lah

00:31:28when I was 18.

00:31:29So masa

00:31:29this offer

00:31:31yang Sudir cakap

00:31:31tadi ni

00:31:32memang ada.

00:31:32Bukan satu.

00:31:33Dua, tiga ada.

00:31:34Dia bukan saya sorang.

00:31:35Ramai kawan-kawan saya pun

00:31:36ada juga.

00:31:37So dapat juga.

00:31:39So dia terpulang

00:31:40kepada masing-masing.

00:31:40Macam mana masing-masing

00:31:41view benda tu

00:31:42and how they

00:31:43perceive benda tu

00:31:44and how they

00:31:45see it

00:31:46in the long term.

00:31:47Adakah benda tu

00:31:47diorang nak

00:31:49untuk mendapat

00:31:50sesuatu yang

00:31:51short term

00:31:51kepuasan yang short term

00:31:53ataupun untuk

00:31:54long term

00:31:55ataupun diorang ada

00:31:55plan ke

00:31:56diorang nak buat.

00:31:58For me

00:31:59masa tu saya muda

00:32:01saya

00:32:02tak ada sangat orang

00:32:03yang saya

00:32:03nak

00:32:04yang nak guide

00:32:04sangat lah.

00:32:06Just my mother.

00:32:08So

00:32:08banyakannya

00:32:09my mother yang

00:32:09banyak advice Ali.

00:32:10Dia bagi nasihat

00:32:11and

00:32:12tawaran yang Sudir cakap tu

00:32:15ada.

00:32:16I'm not gonna lie.

00:32:17tapi

00:32:18man

00:32:20bro nak

00:32:21malas

00:32:24nak fikir

00:32:24macam benda tu

00:32:25lagi tiba-tiba.

00:32:26Tapi

00:32:27kita

00:32:27kita tolak

00:32:28as polite

00:32:29as we can

00:32:30sebab

00:32:30masa tu

00:32:31kita rasa takut

00:32:32sebab kita baru

00:32:33kita naif

00:32:33kita muda.

00:32:34Tak ada pengalaman

00:32:35and then kita tak

00:32:36kita tak matang.

00:32:37So

00:32:37the problem here

00:32:39macam mana aku nak

00:32:39escape situasi ni kan.

00:32:41Macam mana nak cakap?

00:32:42Macam mana nak cakap?

00:32:43Macam mana nak

00:32:43buat?

00:32:44Macam mana nak

00:32:45kasih

00:32:45nak cakap dengan dia

00:32:46the same time

00:32:47tak nak kasi dia

00:32:48rasa macam ada

00:32:50rasa benci

00:32:51rasa benci

00:32:52kita tiba

00:32:53tak nak jumpa dah

00:32:54kan.

00:32:55Sebab

00:32:55benda tu

00:32:55boleh berlaku.

00:32:58And then

00:32:58I was very young

00:32:59I

00:33:00I

00:33:00I tak ingat lah

00:33:02tapi I

00:33:04basically I

00:33:05did not go

00:33:06that way lah

00:33:07sebab

00:33:09takut

00:33:11takut terjebak

00:33:12takut terjebak

00:33:13dan kita

00:33:14sorang-sorang

00:33:14so who's gonna

00:33:16help me?

00:33:17And then

00:33:17adalah

00:33:19kontroversi yang

00:33:20pernah berlaku

00:33:21dulu

00:33:21and then

00:33:22my mom

00:33:23tahu

00:33:24menangis lah dia

00:33:26so bila dia menangis

00:33:27saya jadi

00:33:28jam lah

00:33:29baru je dia

00:33:31puji kita

00:33:31dia bagi

00:33:32advice kita

00:33:33you doing good

00:33:34you will be

00:33:34you know

00:33:35star one day

00:33:36make sure you

00:33:37need

00:33:37benda tu

00:33:40ada

00:33:40kontroversi berlaku

00:33:41then

00:33:42kita terduduk

00:33:44terduduk

00:33:45dan kita fikir

00:33:46balik perbuatan kita

00:33:46orang-orang yang kita

00:33:48bergaul

00:33:49kerja-kerja yang kita

00:33:51buat

00:33:51then from there

00:33:53I

00:33:54I

00:33:55limit myself

00:33:58to who

00:33:59I hang up

00:34:00tapi

00:34:02bukanlah limit sangat

00:34:03saya berkawan

00:34:04dengan semua orang

00:34:05tapi saya rapat

00:34:06dengan

00:34:06sikit je orang

00:34:08ada batasannya

00:34:09ada batasannya

00:34:10kerana tak nak

00:34:11perkara-perkara ini

00:34:12berlaku

00:34:13tapi kalau sekarang ni

00:34:16kalau dapat

00:34:16tawaran-tawaran macam tu

00:34:17Sudir

00:34:18saya lebih fokus sekarang

00:34:19saya akan

00:34:20mungkin saya akan cakap

00:34:21je depan

00:34:21depan muka

00:34:23tapi masih ada

00:34:24cubaan-cubaan ni tu

00:34:25oh ada

00:34:26ada

00:34:28cuma sekarang ni

00:34:28lagi matang

00:34:29so kita tahulah

00:34:30nak handle macam mana

00:34:31kan

00:34:32money berbaloi

00:34:33tak berbaloi

00:34:34yes

00:34:34ya

00:34:36tapi

00:34:37ya lah

00:34:38ya

00:34:40tawaran tu

00:34:41dia pelbagai bentuk

00:34:42lah

00:34:42ya

00:34:43so

00:34:44kena-kena pandai lah

00:34:45jangan

00:34:46kena

00:34:46you have to be smart lah

00:34:48if you're not smart

00:34:49then you will fall into the trap

00:34:51so kalau sekarang ni

00:34:52dia macam

00:34:52oh kau salah orang dah ni

00:34:54kan

00:34:54ibaratnya

00:34:55salah orang lah

00:34:56sebab kita ada penjadian kita

00:34:57Sudir

00:34:58betul

00:34:58bagus lah

00:34:59sebab kalau

00:35:00orang-orang

00:35:01macam tu ada

00:35:02mungkin dia ada

00:35:03mungkin lah

00:35:05mungkin dia ada

00:35:06kuasa

00:35:06mungkin dia ada

00:35:08duit

00:35:08mungkin dia ada

00:35:09certain

00:35:10apa orang kata

00:35:12pengaruh dia

00:35:14pengaruh dia

00:35:15yang dia boleh

00:35:15control orang

00:35:16and then

00:35:17semasa itu

00:35:18kita pula

00:35:18di sini

00:35:19dia kat sini

00:35:20dia kat sini

00:35:20so obviously

00:35:21the power of

00:35:23the control tu

00:35:24dia akan rasa

00:35:25kita rasa kita kecil

00:35:26sebab kita baru

00:35:27sebab kita tak ada pengalaman

00:35:28sebab kita naif

00:35:29so bukan nak cakap

00:35:31sekarang ni kita dah besar kepala

00:35:32kita dah matang

00:35:33kita dah power

00:35:34no but we have

00:35:35gone through

00:35:36these situations

00:35:37so we know better

00:35:38kita dah lebih matang

00:35:40dan kita dah lebih

00:35:41berpengalaman

00:35:41so kita tahu

00:35:42macam mana nak handle

00:35:42setiwasi ni

00:35:43seperti mana

00:35:44ibu Ali meninggal

00:35:46itu kali pertama

00:35:48Ali melalui satu

00:35:49kehilangan

00:35:50kehilangan

00:35:51dan kehilangan yang

00:35:52sangat-sangat besar

00:35:52so for one year

00:35:54I

00:35:54was struggling

00:35:56for one year

00:35:57I was

00:35:58trying to find myself

00:35:59macam mana nak

00:36:00be okay balik

00:36:01nak get back on track

00:36:02it's not easy

00:36:03tapi disebabkan pengalaman tu

00:36:05sekarang ni

00:36:06Ali okay

00:36:08bukan nak cakap

00:36:08Ali tak nangis

00:36:09bila Ali berada

00:36:10bersama Ali

00:36:10Ali akan nangis

00:36:11tapi Ali dah

00:36:12boleh control

00:36:13sebab Ali dah matang

00:36:14Ali dah lalui

00:36:15the experience

00:36:16bukan sahaja dengan

00:36:17mak tapi dengan

00:36:18arwah

00:36:19nenek

00:36:19dengan atuk

00:36:20dengan jiran atuk

00:36:21semua Ali mandikan

00:36:22you know

00:36:23all those

00:36:24Aida dah buat

00:36:24so it has

00:36:26made me

00:36:27a much more

00:36:29mature

00:36:30independent

00:36:31and strong

00:36:32person

00:36:33so

00:36:34kebal sikit lah

00:36:36sekarang ni Ali

00:36:37so

00:36:37sebabkan pengalaman

00:36:40pengalaman hidup

00:36:41so

00:36:41benda ni

00:36:43actually Ali

00:36:44Ali okay je

00:36:44all these pengalaman

00:36:45yang Ali lalui

00:36:46Ali dah tahu

00:36:46kerana ini

00:36:48apa yang dah

00:36:49tertulis

00:36:50dalam hidup kita

00:36:51so kita lalui

00:36:52dengan

00:36:53sabar

00:36:54dengan penuh

00:36:56apa

00:36:56kekuatan

00:36:57so insyaAllah

00:36:58kita boleh lalui

00:36:59dan paling penting

00:37:00sebenarnya

00:37:00kena ada

00:37:01prinsip sendiri

00:37:02kan Ali kan

00:37:03prinsip diri itu

00:37:04yang

00:37:05saya kira

00:37:06prinsip itu

00:37:07adalah

00:37:08dinding

00:37:09untuk

00:37:09seseorang

00:37:10supaya

00:37:11tidak

00:37:12mudah

00:37:13untuk

00:37:13di

00:37:14dirobohkan

00:37:17oleh orang lain

00:37:18kan

00:37:18betul

00:37:19definitely

00:37:19I agree

00:37:20and that's what

00:37:20my

00:37:21family

00:37:22taught me

00:37:23especially

00:37:24my mom

00:37:25dia

00:37:25setiap

00:37:26memperingati

00:37:28kita untuk

00:37:29merendahkan diri kita

00:37:30lebih humble

00:37:31jangan

00:37:33kita

00:37:33cakap

00:37:34membuka

00:37:35tentang orang

00:37:35especially

00:37:36kalau kita

00:37:36tak tahu

00:37:37information

00:37:39tentang orang

00:37:39itu

00:37:40jangan kita

00:37:40berhasrat

00:37:42dengki

00:37:42sebab kita

00:37:44tak tahu

00:37:44apa yang orang

00:37:45fikir

00:37:45tentang kita

00:37:45nombor satu

00:37:46and then

00:37:46kita tak boleh

00:37:47control

00:37:47apa yang

00:37:48orang cakap

00:37:48tentang kita

00:37:49macam kita

00:37:49sebagai seorang

00:37:50aktor

00:37:50kita kena

00:37:50kecam

00:37:51dulu

00:37:53masa

00:37:54Ali

00:37:55first

00:37:56berlakon

00:37:56Ali tak berapa

00:37:57pandai sangat berlakon

00:37:58memang kayu lah

00:37:59memang kena

00:38:00markingkan

00:38:00director lah

00:38:01masa first

00:38:02job

00:38:02tally tu

00:38:02so ramai je

00:38:05yang kecam

00:38:05tapi dulu

00:38:07Ali terasa

00:38:08Ali terasa

00:38:09ada yang Ali

00:38:10Ali

00:38:10blog

00:38:11biasalah

00:38:13masa first year

00:38:14acting tu

00:38:14and then sekarang ni

00:38:16Ali ambil benda tu

00:38:17sebagai benda

00:38:18positif

00:38:19Ali tukarkan kepada

00:38:20benda yang

00:38:20baik

00:38:22so bila dah dapat

00:38:23banyak kecam-kecam ni

00:38:24Ali just baca

00:38:25oh ok

00:38:26sometimes Ali like

00:38:28the comment

00:38:28so all these comments

00:38:30now

00:38:31not to say

00:38:32it will not affect me

00:38:33it will

00:38:34it depends on the comment

00:38:36dia akan

00:38:36make me a better person

00:38:38positif ke

00:38:39negatif ke

00:38:40kita cuba

00:38:41untuk ambil

00:38:41benda tu sebagai

00:38:42satu pengajaran

00:38:43untuk kita

00:38:43to become better

00:38:44so that's why

00:38:46that's why

00:38:47Ali cakap tadi

00:38:48macam 5 tahun tu kan

00:38:49banyak lah Ali

00:38:49Ali lalui

00:38:50and sekarang ni

00:38:51banyak yang Ali dah belajar

00:38:52sebanyak yang Ali dah

00:38:53applykan balik

00:38:54to my life right now

00:38:55so

00:38:56ok lah

00:38:57best juga

00:38:58selain pada komen-komen

00:38:59apa ni lah

00:39:01netizen kan

00:39:02kayu

00:39:03of course

00:39:04kan

00:39:05macam Ali kata

00:39:06terkesan dengan

00:39:07apa

00:39:09director

00:39:11kali pertama

00:39:12bekerja dengan Ali

00:39:13dia cakap apa Ali

00:39:14oh man

00:39:16masa tu shoot

00:39:17telemovie

00:39:18dekat Kelang

00:39:19shoot dekat kampung

00:39:20watak yang diberikan

00:39:21adalah watak

00:39:22I would say

00:39:23watak utama juga

00:39:24bersama dengan

00:39:25kas yang

00:39:26sangat hebat

00:39:27Farahdin Ahmad

00:39:28Rita Rudaini

00:39:30ingat lagi

00:39:31masa nak shoot

00:39:32scene tracking

00:39:33dekat luar kampung tu

00:39:34director

00:39:35directornya tu

00:39:39dia cakap

00:39:41sebab masa tu

00:39:42dah hari keempat

00:39:42ke apa

00:39:43memang bila

00:39:44saya dapat skrip tu

00:39:45Ali tengok skrip tu

00:39:46macam

00:39:46susah

00:39:47macam mana aku nak

00:39:47buat ni

00:39:48sebab Ali tak

00:39:48Ali jenis yang

00:39:50Ali bukan seorang

00:39:51yang banyak baca

00:39:52especially

00:39:53novel

00:39:54skrip

00:39:55cerita Melayu

00:39:57memang Ali kurang

00:39:58Ali kurang

00:39:59kurang faham

00:40:00kurang pengetahuan

00:40:01kurang pengetahuan

00:40:02so

00:40:02kadang ada yang

00:40:04kaku sikit

00:40:04boleh bercakap

00:40:05lontaran suara tu

00:40:06mungkin tak

00:40:07tak Melayu sangat

00:40:09so

00:40:10bila kita

00:40:11berlakon

00:40:11kita

00:40:12cuba berlakon

00:40:13dengan

00:40:13apa yang kita

00:40:14ada lah

00:40:15so mungkin

00:40:16tak sampai

00:40:17dengan

00:40:17dengan director

00:40:18kerana cerita tu

00:40:19cerita yang sangat

00:40:20heavy tau

00:40:20cerita untuk

00:40:21apa

00:40:22cerita kampung lah

00:40:24telemovie lah

00:40:24so bila nak buat

00:40:26scene tracking tu

00:40:27tracking tu

00:40:27kena ada kamera

00:40:28dalam kereta

00:40:28kereta kena move

00:40:29kita kena buat kereta

00:40:30sampai berdialog

00:40:31kena pandang kiri kanan

00:40:32nak kena signal

00:40:33nak kena berdialog

00:40:34sampai menangis

00:40:35macam mana aku nak

00:40:37buat ni

00:40:37kan

00:40:38tu dengar director

00:40:40cakap

00:40:40ni orang bincang

00:40:41dengan kru

00:40:42ini

00:40:44kalau

00:40:44buat tracking

00:40:45dengan Ali ni

00:40:46mati kita ni

00:40:47mati berapa jam

00:40:49nak siap ni

00:40:49satu scene ni

00:40:51dia cakap macam tu

00:40:53saya balik

00:40:53dengar lah

00:40:54time tu

00:40:55dengar lah

00:40:56sebab

00:40:56dia orang

00:40:57dia orang cakap

00:40:58tak adalah jauh sangat

00:40:59maybe I kat sini

00:41:00dia kat situ

00:41:01dengar nak set up

00:41:02angle

00:41:02saya dengar tu

00:41:04saya diam je lah

00:41:04memang

00:41:06selama lima hari

00:41:07saya dekat set tu

00:41:08saya memang rasa

00:41:09kecil lah

00:41:11memang rasa

00:41:12pemberi masalah

00:41:13memang saya rasa

00:41:15I shouldn't

00:41:16I shouldn't be here

00:41:17kenapa diorang pilih saya

00:41:19kenapa aku buat ni

00:41:21you know

00:41:22banyak lah soalan

00:41:24so

00:41:25bila balik

00:41:26daripada shoot tu

00:41:28balik rumah

00:41:29dan kita

00:41:29kita down lah

00:41:31sebab kita nak

00:41:32kena hadap

00:41:32another day

00:41:33kita lagi tiga hari ni

00:41:34bila nak habis

00:41:35bila nak habis kan

00:41:36lepas tu

00:41:37itu pun satu

00:41:38satu scene je

00:41:40so

00:41:40banyak lah scene yang

00:41:42Ali kena maki

00:41:42so

00:41:44yang

00:41:45paling bestnya

00:41:46bila dah shoot

00:41:47cerita tu

00:41:48memang it wasn't a good

00:41:49experience for me lah

00:41:50sebab Ali tak rasa

00:41:50dibawa watak tu dengan baik

00:41:51sebab Ali pun

00:41:53masa tu berlaku dengan

00:41:54Rahim Razali

00:41:55Farin Ahmad

00:41:56di Tarudaini

00:41:56so I felt very

00:41:57bad for not

00:41:58delivering my best

00:42:00tapi Ali ambil itu

00:42:01sebagai satu pengajaran

00:42:02jugalah

00:42:03dan yang paling best kali

00:42:052022

00:42:06masa Ali shoot

00:42:07cerita telly tu

00:42:082018

00:42:082022 Ali jumpa

00:42:09balik director tu

00:42:10ok

00:42:10Ali jumpa director tu

00:42:12eh

00:42:13Assalamualaikum

00:42:14Mak Mi

00:42:16nama dia Mak Mi

00:42:16Mak Mi

00:42:18buka apa Mak Mi

00:42:19tapi

00:42:20man

00:42:21Mak Mi was so

00:42:22was so nice

00:42:23masa tu

00:42:23she was very

00:42:25very supportive

00:42:26dia

00:42:27memang lain lah

00:42:28memang tak macam

00:42:282018 lah

00:42:29memang dah

00:42:31dah lain lah

00:42:31memang Ali pun

00:42:33happy tengok dia

00:42:34Ali cakap kat dia

00:42:35bila kita boleh

00:42:36bekerja lagi

00:42:36dengan

00:42:37Mak Mi

00:42:38Mak Mi

00:42:39apa yang Mak Mi

00:42:40teguh Ali dulu tu

00:42:41memang Ali

00:42:42Ali ingat sampai sekarang

00:42:43sebab masa

00:42:44lepas kita shoot tu

00:42:44dia ada DM

00:42:45Ali ada DM ni lah

00:42:46kat Instagram

00:42:47masa 2018

00:42:48Ali DM

00:42:49pengarah

00:42:49Ali ke Ali tak ingat

00:42:51Ali atau dia DM ni

00:42:52tapi Ali rasa Ali DM dia

00:42:53Ali cakap thank you

00:42:54apa semua lah

00:42:55sorry

00:42:56apa semua

00:42:56and then dia bagi nasihat lah

00:42:58advice panjang lah

00:42:59dia kata

00:43:00tapi dia punya nasihat

00:43:01dia memberikan

00:43:01kata-kata semangat

00:43:03dia memberikan

00:43:04peningatan

00:43:04advice

00:43:05nasihat yang bagus

00:43:06so

00:43:08temukan dengan dia

00:43:09pada 2022

00:43:10dia nampak Ali kat set

00:43:12dia datang set Ali

00:43:13masa tu dia jumpa

00:43:14dengan director

00:43:14dia happy lah

00:43:16tengok Ali

00:43:16Ali pun happy tengok dia

00:43:17so

00:43:18ya itu

00:43:19itu kali

00:43:20dua kali tu je

00:43:21Ali jumpa

00:43:21director tu

00:43:22sekarang

00:43:23tak tahu ke mana dia

00:43:24lama tak jumpa dia

00:43:25itu mungkin pengarah

00:43:27tapi pelakon-pelakon

00:43:28pernah tak mungkin

00:43:29tegur

00:43:29ataupun

00:43:30mencebik sebabkan

00:43:33budak ni tak pandai

00:43:33berlakon lah

00:43:34menyusahkan dia

00:43:36ada

00:43:38ada juga

00:43:41tengah-tengah fikir

00:43:42sekejap

00:43:43which

00:43:44which

00:43:44which example

00:43:45saya boleh pakai

00:43:46tapi

00:43:47kalau nak pakai

00:43:49recent example

00:43:50boleh ke

00:43:51tapi recent example tu

00:43:52I shoot

00:43:54one drama

00:43:55and then my

00:43:55partner

00:43:56seorang pelakon

00:43:58tetapi

00:43:59dia

00:44:00pelakon yang

00:44:02problematic lah

00:44:03problematic

00:44:05yang

00:44:05sentiasa memberikan

00:44:06set masalah

00:44:08kita nak

00:44:09kompromi pun

00:44:10kadang susah

00:44:11betul lah

00:44:12ansur pun tak boleh

00:44:13bila minta

00:44:13kerjasama

00:44:14susah nak bagi

00:44:15nak ikut kepala dia

00:44:16oh

00:44:17so benda ni ada juga

00:44:18so benda ni yang

00:44:19actually cabaran

00:44:21untuk kita

00:44:21especially

00:44:23kalau kita dapat

00:44:24watak utama

00:44:24kita perlu

00:44:26berganing bahu

00:44:26dengan partner kita

00:44:27kalau partner kita

00:44:28tak memberi

00:44:28maka

00:44:30hancur lah

00:44:31cerita itu

00:44:32kerana

00:44:32tidak nampak

00:44:33keserasian di situ

00:44:34so benda tu

00:44:36is for me

00:44:37is

00:44:38quite big lah

00:44:39sebab

00:44:40audience akan

00:44:41nampak

00:44:41di TV

00:44:42sama ada

00:44:43lakonan kita

00:44:44sampai ke tidak

00:44:45mereka boleh feel

00:44:46chemistry ke tidak

00:44:47so bila tak sampai

00:44:48kita rasa

00:44:49tak shock

00:44:50kita dah

00:44:51shooting

00:44:51berapa hari

00:44:5260 hari

00:44:53kita dah diberikan

00:44:55tanggung jawab

00:44:55diberikan tugasan

00:44:56tapi

00:44:57tidak

00:44:58melaksanakan tugasan

00:44:59itu dengan baik

00:44:59so

00:45:00Ali ada rasa

00:45:01sedikit

00:45:02kecewa

00:45:03kecewa

00:45:04dengan diri pun ada

00:45:05sebab tidak

00:45:06situasi tu

00:45:09Ali tidak

00:45:10handle

00:45:10dengan

00:45:11bukan nak cakap

00:45:13secara profesional

00:45:13Ali tidak handle

00:45:14Ali tak make sure

00:45:15that person

00:45:16go back on track

00:45:18kan Ali cakap tadi

00:45:19Ali macam

00:45:19aku tinggal lah

00:45:20aku lah jenis

00:45:20aku jenis

00:45:21aku buat kerja aku

00:45:23kau kena buat kerja kau

00:45:24kalau kau tak nak buat kerja kau

00:45:25aku tak nak bahasa

00:45:27so jadi

00:45:29hasilnya akan jadi tak best

00:45:30hasil cerita tu

00:45:31so pernah berlaku juga

00:45:33ialah

00:45:33tapi on the other hand

00:45:35banyak kali juga dapat

00:45:38set yang best

00:45:39so bila dapat set yang best

00:45:41itu memang

00:45:42satu-satu nikmat lah

00:45:43kan

00:45:44memang tak

00:45:44tak selalu dapat lah

00:45:46selalu kalau kita shooting ni

00:45:47mesti akan ada masalah

00:45:48betul

00:45:49macam-macam masalah

00:45:50dari segi cuaca

00:45:51orang

00:45:51set

00:45:52apa-apa segala lah

00:45:54masalah

00:45:54faktor external

00:45:56internal factors

00:45:57yang berlaku

00:45:57so

00:45:58ya

00:45:59Ali sepanjang

00:46:016-5 tahun ni kan

00:46:04menjadi pelakon

00:46:05Ali melihat

00:46:07bagaimana kerjaya

00:46:09lakonan Ali

00:46:10in terms of contoh

00:46:12watak-watak diberikan

00:46:13dan juga

00:46:14of course juga

00:46:16yang selalu menjadi

00:46:17pertimbangan ramai

00:46:19anak seni

00:46:20bayaran-bayaran

00:46:22yang diterima

00:46:23pada Ali berbaloi

00:46:24ke tidak

00:46:24untuk seorang

00:46:25Ali Reza ini sendiri

00:46:26I think

00:46:29dari segi bayaran tu

00:46:30Alhamdulillah mereka

00:46:31sebab

00:46:33saya masih lagi

00:46:34dalam

00:46:35fasa

00:46:36pembelajaran

00:46:37dalam

00:46:37industri ni

00:46:38and

00:46:39everyday for me

00:46:40is always

00:46:41a learning

00:46:42journey

00:46:42setiap hari kita belajar

00:46:44tentang benda baru

00:46:45especially dalam

00:46:47bidang kita

00:46:48so

00:46:49bagi Ali

00:46:51Ali sentiasa

00:46:53nak

00:46:53belajar benda yang

00:46:55baru

00:46:55kerana

00:46:56banyak lagi

00:46:58benda yang Ali

00:46:58rasa Ali

00:46:59belum

00:46:59buat

00:47:01contoh

00:47:03yes

00:47:03watak

00:47:04banyak watak

00:47:04yang kita dapat

00:47:05watak utama

00:47:07watak supporting

00:47:08sebagian watak lah

00:47:09kita dah lakonkan

00:47:10but

00:47:12maybe

00:47:13there are more

00:47:14out there

00:47:14yang kita

00:47:14belum buat

00:47:15in acting

00:47:16or in

00:47:17other forms

00:47:19of work

00:47:20to

00:47:21hosting ke

00:47:22menyanyi tak lah

00:47:24so

00:47:25other staff lah

00:47:26so

00:47:28the

00:47:29what was the question tadi

00:47:30awak melihat

00:47:33kerjaya

00:47:34kerjaya ok

00:47:34sepanjang tempoh

00:47:35berlakon ni kan

00:47:36macam mana

00:47:37perjalanannya

00:47:39perjalanannya

00:47:40Alhamdulillah

00:47:41so far

00:47:42it's been

00:47:43it's been good

00:47:44memang Ali dah selama juga

00:47:465 tahun

00:47:46sekarang dah 27

00:47:47I started when I was

00:47:49what

00:47:4921

00:47:5020

00:47:50sekarang dah 27

00:47:52bila Ali tengok balik

00:47:54dalam 5 tahun ni

00:47:55apa yang Ali dah capai

00:47:56I've achieved

00:47:58actually a lot

00:47:58sebab like I said

00:48:00from the very beginning

00:48:01ini bukan sesuatu yang Ali nak buat

00:48:02tapi bila dah

00:48:03bila dah terjebak

00:48:04bila dah

00:48:05dah buat

00:48:05banyak tahun

00:48:06bila dah

00:48:07dapat

00:48:08this job

00:48:09this character

00:48:10this story

00:48:11saya tengok balik

00:48:13oh ok

00:48:14banyak juga

00:48:15yang kau buat

00:48:16kau pernah leading dengan ni

00:48:17kau pernah

00:48:18shoot dengan ni

00:48:19pengarah ni

00:48:20pengarah ni

00:48:21actually banyak tau

00:48:22and

00:48:22I want to

00:48:25I want to

00:48:26gain more of this

00:48:27for the next

00:48:28at least 3 to 5 years

00:48:30so that I can

00:48:31really

00:48:31find my full potential

00:48:33sebab Ali rasa

00:48:35Ali belum

00:48:36dapat lagi

00:48:39Ali punya full potency

00:48:39so Ali kena

00:48:41be out there

00:48:41I have to do

00:48:42what I have to do

00:48:43I have to be focused

00:48:44in my work

00:48:45and

00:48:45you know

00:48:47insyaAllah

00:48:47one day

00:48:48I'll be successful

00:48:49maybe not in acting

00:48:51tapi in

00:48:52in something

00:48:53ada pernah

00:48:57tidak mungkin

00:48:58Ali melalui

00:48:58fasa yang

00:48:59tak ada tawaran

00:49:00langsung Ali

00:49:01ada definitely

00:49:02I think

00:49:03at some point

00:49:04ada orang

00:49:05ramai orang yang

00:49:06lalui benda tu

00:49:07termasuklah Ali

00:49:07masa

00:49:09covid

00:49:10you know

00:49:12covid I think

00:49:12a lot of people

00:49:13were affected

00:49:14even recently

00:49:162 years ago

00:49:172-3 years ago

00:49:18ada semasa

00:49:19after

00:49:20my mom

00:49:22meninggal

00:49:23and there was a period

00:49:25where

00:49:25Ali cakap

00:49:26Ali lonely tu kan

00:49:27so

00:49:28semua macam

00:49:30pause kejap

00:49:30so masa pause kejap

00:49:32tu lah masa Ali cari

00:49:33cuba cari

00:49:34ketenangan diri

00:49:35cuba cari

00:49:37cuba untuk

00:49:37jujur dengan diri sendiri

00:49:39tenangkan diri

00:49:40reflect back

00:49:41apa yang Ali buat

00:49:42dan apa yang sudah berlaku

00:49:43dan apa yang Ali nak buat

00:49:45tapi

00:49:46after that

00:49:47I got back up

00:49:48and slowly dapat balik

00:49:50get back on track

00:49:51and

00:49:53Alhamdulillah

00:49:54walaupun

00:49:55masa tu

00:49:55beberapa bulan

00:49:58maybe

00:49:58setengah tahun

00:49:59tak ada job tu

00:50:01rezeki lain

00:50:03still ada

00:50:04ada

00:50:04kampan

00:50:05maksudnya

00:50:05ya maksudnya

00:50:06kita

00:50:07kita tak

00:50:07tak kemurungan lah

00:50:10tak adalah

00:50:10betul-betul sedih

00:50:11nak sampai

00:50:12nak

00:50:12ada

00:50:13nak buat benda-benda yang tak

00:50:16tak elok ke

00:50:17benda yang tak

00:50:17berfaedah ke

00:50:19more

00:50:19more of

00:50:20berseorangan diri

00:50:23dalam masa yang sama

00:50:24dekatkan diri dengan

00:50:25keluarga

00:50:26sebab

00:50:28apa yang

00:50:28Mak Ali selalu pesan

00:50:30satu benda lah

00:50:33yang dia

00:50:33mungkin tak

00:50:34tak dapat nak rasa

00:50:35dengan kita

00:50:36anak-anak ni

00:50:36silaturahim tu

00:50:39apa relationship tu

00:50:40closeness tu

00:50:41tak rasa

00:50:42so that's why

00:50:44sekarang ni Ali banyak

00:50:45spend time

00:50:45dengan family

00:50:46Ali pun seorang yang

00:50:47family oriented

00:50:48so

00:50:49Ali lebih utamakan

00:50:50family

00:50:51and also myself

00:50:52because family

00:50:54is everything to me lah

00:50:55especially sekarang ni

00:50:56bila one family member

00:50:57dah tak ada

00:50:58and

00:50:59kita rasa

00:51:00kilang yang besar

00:51:01so tanggungjawab kita

00:51:02adalah untuk

00:51:02mendapatkan semua balik

00:51:04untuk unitekan satu

00:51:05sama juga

00:51:06macam dekat

00:51:07set juga

00:51:08dia konsep bersama

00:51:09sebab kita jumpa

00:51:10orang yang sama

00:51:11selama tiga bulan

00:51:12empat bulan

00:51:13dah macam family dah

00:51:14betul

00:51:14so kita nak ada

00:51:15that silaturahim

00:51:16that close relationship

00:51:18that

00:51:19that love

00:51:20that

00:51:21you know

00:51:22understanding

00:51:23that sense of

00:51:24maturity

00:51:24so kalau tak ada

00:51:26benda tu

00:51:26susah

00:51:27dia akan menjejaskan

00:51:28setiap

00:51:29orang dalam rumah tu

00:51:31betul

00:51:32so benda tu penting

00:51:33bagi Ali

00:51:33kehilangan itu

00:51:36membuatkan

00:51:37Ali berasa

00:51:39perlu dijaga

00:51:42kembali

00:51:43hubungan

00:51:43silaturahim

00:51:44betul

00:51:45silaturahim

00:51:45dan dalam Islam juga

00:51:46memang penting

00:51:47kita jaga

00:51:48silaturahim

00:51:49antara

00:51:49rakan-rakan kita

00:51:50sahabat kita

00:51:51antara semua orang lah

00:51:52dan yang paling best

00:51:53dalam

00:51:54bidang kita ni

00:51:55sebagai public figure

00:51:56kita ada chance

00:51:58untuk

00:51:59kita punya

00:52:00silaturahim ni

00:52:01besar sebenarnya kan

00:52:02dalam bidang ni

00:52:02sebab kita juga jumpa

00:52:04ramai orang

00:52:04macam-macam orang

00:52:05satu event

00:52:07berapa orang datang

00:52:09so ramai orang kita jumpa

00:52:10ramai orang kita berkenalan

00:52:11ramai orang kita berkawan

00:52:12kita berjumpa

00:52:13kita bekerja

00:52:14so

00:52:15kalau kita pandai

00:52:16jaga kita punya PR

00:52:17kita punya kontak

00:52:18kita punya nama

00:52:19punya reputation

00:52:21then

00:52:21I think semua orang akan

00:52:23hormati kita

00:52:25respect kita

00:52:26dan kita pun takkan ada

00:52:27apa-apa masalah

00:52:28dengan

00:52:28mana-mana pihak

00:52:29benda tu yang Ali

00:52:31Ali cuba untuk

00:52:32buat sekarang ni

00:52:33mungkin dulu kita tak

00:52:34fikir pasal benda tu

00:52:35kita fikir nak fun je

00:52:36which is totally normal

00:52:38itu

00:52:39apa yang kita lalui

00:52:40dalam hidup kita

00:52:40so

00:52:41it comes to a point where

00:52:42kena ada kesedaran diri lah

00:52:44so

00:52:45tapi bila kau nak

00:52:47macam tu je kan

00:52:48so

00:52:49kena ada

00:52:50disiplin sikit

00:52:51prinsip diri tu

00:52:52macam Suri cakap tadi tu

00:52:53ya

00:52:54Ali dan pada Ali

00:52:55menjaga silaturahim

00:52:56keluarga

00:52:57dan juga orang sekeliling

00:52:58yang bekerja dengan Ali

00:52:59ada peluang

00:53:03untuk mencipta

00:53:03silaturahim dengan

00:53:04someone yang mungkin

00:53:05nak dijadikan pasangan

00:53:07ataupun Ali

00:53:08berasakan

00:53:09oh nak cari orang

00:53:10yang di luar

00:53:11daripada industri

00:53:12Ali sendiri

00:53:13banyak soalan ni

00:53:14sangat

00:53:15semua orang suka

00:53:16tanya soalan ni ke Ali

00:53:17tak

00:53:17semua orang suka

00:53:18tanya soalan ni

00:53:19kok lah

00:53:20ada

00:53:21hubungan yang

00:53:23istimewa

00:53:24ketika bekerja

00:53:26hubungan istimewa

00:53:28ketika bekerja

00:53:29oh masih dalam

00:53:30lakonan

00:53:31yelah dalam pada

00:53:32menjaga

00:53:32nak menjaga

00:53:33silaturahim tu

00:53:33membina silaturahim

00:53:35oh you mean like

00:53:37girlfriend ke apa

00:53:37contoh

00:53:38ali takde

00:53:40girlfriend lah

00:53:41ataupun you merasakan

00:53:42tak nak lah orang

00:53:42industri sebab you dah

00:53:43tahu dah

00:53:43pattern-pattern

00:53:44orang dalam

00:53:45industri kan

00:53:46so you kena cari

00:53:46orang luar

00:53:47industri

00:53:48you mean like

00:53:49jodoh lah

00:53:50ya mungkin

00:53:51wah soalan jodoh ni

00:53:56memang

00:53:56kadang kompleks juga

00:53:57nak jawab lah

00:53:58jadi

00:53:59kadang Ali ni

00:54:00Ali rasa Ali

00:54:00seorang yang sangat

00:54:01sangat picky

00:54:02kadang Ali tak tahu

00:54:03apa yang Ali nak

00:54:03kadang Ali suka

00:54:05yang Ali suka

00:54:06macam ni

00:54:06Ali suka

00:54:07macam ni

00:54:07mula-mula Ali

00:54:09suka yang ni

00:54:10dia berlakon

00:54:12tu tak nak

00:54:13pelakon

00:54:13nak ni lah

00:54:14tu nak itulah

00:54:15kadang Ali macam

00:54:16what do I want

00:54:17so for me

00:54:19Ali tak

00:54:20I was in a relationship

00:54:23before

00:54:23tapi tak lama lah

00:54:25and that was

00:54:26before

00:54:28before covid

00:54:29ataupun

00:54:30during covid

00:54:31so after covid

00:54:32jadi pelakon dah lah

00:54:33so

00:54:34after

00:54:35after my mom

00:54:36tak ada ni

00:54:37I banyak slow down lah

00:54:38so dia mostly

00:54:39banyak I cerita ni

00:54:40sebelum

00:54:41my mom

00:54:42dah tak ada lah

00:54:43time tu yang I buat

00:54:45banyak

00:54:45time tu lah

00:54:46nak kita nakal kan

00:54:47so

00:54:48macam-macam lah

00:54:49tapi relationship tu

00:54:51jaga silatul rahim tu

00:54:53masa tu

00:54:54kita tak fikir sangat lah

00:54:55jaga silatul rahim

00:54:56kita fikir nak melakon

00:54:57nak ni

00:54:57nak parti

00:54:58nak itu je

00:54:59tapi kita buat kawan

00:55:01dengan semua orang lah

00:55:02masa tu

00:55:02tapi yang silap Ali

00:55:04mungkin Ali tak

00:55:04Ali tak

00:55:05Ali tak

00:55:07fikir panjang

00:55:08fikir panjang

00:55:10dalam semua

00:55:11bentuk

00:55:12fikir panjang

00:55:13dari segi duit

00:55:14dari segi masa

00:55:15dari segi orang yang Ali jumpa

00:55:17dari segi

00:55:18dari segi aktiviti yang Ali buat

00:55:20dengan orang tu

00:55:21so kadang

00:55:22kita tak perasan

00:55:23so

00:55:25bila dah berlaku

00:55:27baru kita

00:55:28kita menyesal kan

00:55:29so

00:55:30yalah

00:55:31benda tu lah

00:55:31so

00:55:33kalau cakap pasal

00:55:34relationship ni

00:55:35I don't know what to say lah

00:55:37I don't know what to say lah

00:55:38kita tunggu lah

00:55:39susah nak bertahan lah

00:55:40dalam erti kata lain eh Ali

00:55:42susah nak bertahan dengan

00:55:43apa

00:55:44untuk Ali sendiri

00:55:45susah nak bertahan

00:55:46mungkin belum jumpa

00:55:49yang sesuai

00:55:50yang ada keserasian

00:55:52yang lebih tepat lah

00:55:53yang lebih tepat lah

00:55:54tepat tu

00:55:55I think no one is perfect lah

00:55:57I think yang ada

00:55:58kefahaman

00:56:01understanding tu

00:56:02understanding tu

00:56:02yang penting

00:56:04and then the level of

00:56:05maturity and communication tu

00:56:06sebab Ali pun sekarang

00:56:08tengah

00:56:09shapekan diri Ali

00:56:10to become a

00:56:12you know

00:56:13a strong

00:56:13person

00:56:14a strong man

00:56:14so once I dah dapat

00:56:15that foundation

00:56:17dah kuat

00:56:17semua

00:56:18then I think I'm ready

00:56:20to

00:56:21you know

00:56:21to find

00:56:22someone

00:56:22sebab Ali tak nak

00:56:24berada dengan

00:56:25seorang

00:56:25kalau Ali tak bersedia

00:56:27sebab nanti Ali akan

00:56:28memberikan

00:56:28hadapan palsu

00:56:29sebab Ali pun

00:56:31commitment pun

00:56:33banyak juga

00:56:34dengan diri sendiri

00:56:35dengan family

00:56:36ayah masih ada

00:56:37so

00:56:38kita jaga ayah kita lah

00:56:39so

00:56:40itulah dia

00:56:41dia punya

00:56:42perjalanan dia

00:56:43so kita tengok lah

00:56:44nanti macam mana

00:56:45siapakah yang akan

00:56:47berada di sisi Ali

00:56:48Ali seorang yang

00:56:49mudah jatuh cinta

00:56:51ataupun

00:56:53susah untuk

00:56:55memberi commitment

00:56:58dalam percintaan

00:56:59I think I'm a bit of both

00:57:01senang jatuh cinta

00:57:04yes

00:57:06and then

00:57:07susah nak beri commitment tu pun

00:57:09yeah

00:57:10payah tu

00:57:12so macam

00:57:13pernah

00:57:14jatuh cinta

00:57:16dengan this girl

00:57:16and then

00:57:17kita date dengan dia

00:57:18couple

00:57:19so whatever

00:57:20tapi

00:57:20mungkin terlalu cepat

00:57:23mungkin tidak ada

00:57:24tidak ada

00:57:26time yang

00:57:27sesuai untuk kita

00:57:28kenal diri

00:57:29secara

00:57:30berperingkat

00:57:31so kita terus

00:57:33rapat

00:57:34so bila

00:57:35commitment tu

00:57:36ada benda yang kita

00:57:37mungkin tak setuju

00:57:38benda yang kita

00:57:39tak boleh nak terima

00:57:40benda yang kita

00:57:41tak boleh nak

00:57:42kompromi

00:57:42kat situ yang jadi

00:57:44masalah

00:57:44kat situ yang bergadul

00:57:45kat situ jadi musuh

00:57:46so

00:57:48terblok sampai sekarang

00:57:49oh hey

00:57:51ITJT

00:57:53ya

00:57:54tapi itu

00:57:57tapi itu

00:57:58memang

00:58:00influence satu

00:58:01tapi dia berbalik

00:58:02kepada diri sendiri

00:58:03betul

00:58:03diri sendiri yang

00:58:05nak masuk

00:58:05ke lubang itu

00:58:07salah sendirilah

00:58:09so kita

00:58:10bernasib baik

00:58:11kita dah dapat

00:58:12escape

00:58:12from that

00:58:13yes kita dah

00:58:14termasuk juga

00:58:15dalam lubang itu

00:58:15tapi kita dah

00:58:16dapat

00:58:17recover

00:58:18cepat-cepat keluar

00:58:19recover

00:58:19cepat-cepat keluar

00:58:20certain people

00:58:21tak boleh nak recover

00:58:22dia terus

00:58:22terus habis

00:58:24happen to

00:58:26a few people

00:58:27so adakah kita

00:58:28nak jadi macam tu

00:58:29I certainly don't want

00:58:30so

00:58:32kita kena

00:58:32jaga diri kita lah

00:58:33kita kena

00:58:34bukan nak cakap

00:58:34semua tapi kita kena fikir

00:58:35pasal diri kita

00:58:36selamatkan diri kita dulu

00:58:38so

00:58:39selamatkan diri kita

00:58:41daripada terjebak

00:58:42daripada aktiviti

00:58:43yang tidak diingini

00:58:44dalam

00:58:46merti kata lain

00:58:48Ali sebenarnya

00:58:48bila dah melalui

00:58:49FASA

00:58:50ialah

00:58:50daripada awal

00:58:51sampai sekarang kan

00:58:52you pernah

00:58:53you pernah

00:58:54terpalit dengan

00:58:56kontroversi

00:58:57dan sebagainya

00:58:58so sekarang

00:58:59takut

00:58:59dah jadi takut

00:59:01dengan kontroversi

00:59:02ataupun

00:59:03you merasakan

00:59:03kontroversi itu

00:59:04mungkin perlu

00:59:05untuk membina

00:59:08jenama

00:59:08seseorang

00:59:09artis

00:59:11Ali

00:59:11ok

00:59:12some people

00:59:12suka

00:59:13ambil

00:59:14this approach

00:59:15of publicity

00:59:15adalah satu

00:59:17marketing

00:59:18for me

00:59:19dia

00:59:20dia tengoklah

00:59:21apa perkara

00:59:22yang you buat

00:59:22kalau you buat

00:59:23perkara yang sangat

00:59:24bodoh

00:59:26then

00:59:26what is marketing

00:59:28what is that

00:59:29there's no point

00:59:30so

00:59:31buatlah perkara yang

00:59:32at least

00:59:33ada value

00:59:34at least berfaedah

00:59:35kalau nak buat

00:59:36controversy

00:59:36nak buat marketing

00:59:37untuk sebuah brand pun

00:59:38janganlah kata laluan

00:59:40I think we see

00:59:42a lot of

00:59:42benda-benda meripik

00:59:43sekarang dekat social media

00:59:44bila orang nak buat

00:59:45publicity

00:59:45TikTok ke

00:59:48apa ke

00:59:49so

00:59:49kita berpada-pada

00:59:51lah

00:59:51kan

00:59:52janganlah

00:59:52lebih-lebih

00:59:53so

00:59:54kalau

00:59:55kontroversi itu

00:59:56kontroversi yang sama

00:59:59yang kita pernah

01:00:00pernah berlaku

01:00:01dengan kita

01:00:02dan kita kena tanya

01:00:04diri kita

01:00:04kita

01:00:05what did

01:00:08did we recover

01:00:10from our mistake

01:00:11before

01:00:11benda yang sama

01:00:12berlaku ni

01:00:12so macam mana

01:00:13you nak handle

01:00:14kali ni

01:00:14of course

01:00:15sudah lebih matang

01:00:16you dah tahu

01:00:17mungkin you tahu

01:00:17apa nak jawab

01:00:18mungkin you boleh tipu orang

01:00:19tapi

01:00:20dalam tu

01:00:21so

01:00:21saya jenis yang

01:00:23kalau

01:00:23saya akan rasa

01:00:25mungkin tak selesa

01:00:25dengan diri

01:00:26kalau saya tipu

01:00:27orang ke

01:00:27apa ke

01:00:29so

01:00:29macam

01:00:30kontroversi yang

01:00:31dah pernah berlaku

01:00:32dekat saya

01:00:32dah pernah berlaku

01:00:34so

01:00:35I try my best

01:00:36not to

01:00:36make it happen

01:00:37again lah

01:00:37sebab

01:00:39kalau

01:00:39benda tu berlaku lagi

01:00:40dia akan

01:00:41memalukan kita

01:00:42nampak sangat

01:00:43tak belajar

01:00:43nampak sangat

01:00:44tak belajar

01:00:45so

01:00:45apa yang

01:00:46you janji dulu tu

01:00:47apa yang

01:00:47you cakap dulu tu

01:00:48you

01:00:48cakap kosong

01:00:49cakap kosong je lah

01:00:50pendirian tu

01:00:52tak ada lah

01:00:52so

01:00:53tapi

01:00:54at the same time

01:00:54kita

01:00:55kita mengaku

01:00:55kita bukan

01:00:56seorang yang

01:00:56sempurna

01:00:57kita pendosa juga

01:00:58tapi kita

01:00:59cuba untuk

01:01:00stay on track

01:01:03and not to

01:01:04you know

01:01:05be

01:01:05apa

01:01:07stay away

01:01:08from all these

01:01:08problems

01:01:09so itu yang

01:01:10Ali cuba buat lah

01:01:11so

01:01:12benda ni

01:01:13satu cara

01:01:14Ali

01:01:15mengilingi

01:01:17diri Ali

01:01:17dengan orang-orang

01:01:18ataupun sahabat-sahabat

01:01:20Ali yang

01:01:20banyak membantu

01:01:21Ali dulu

01:01:22yang

01:01:23banyak support

01:01:24Ali

01:01:24banyak

01:01:24encourage me

01:01:25positivity

01:01:26family

01:01:27friends

01:01:28relative

01:01:29so

01:01:29these people

01:01:30banyak

01:01:31even

01:01:31ramai kawan

01:01:32dalam industri

01:01:32yang Ali

01:01:33baik

01:01:34yang Ali dapat

01:01:35yang juga

01:01:36ada

01:01:37latar belakang

01:01:38yang lebih kurang

01:01:39macam Ali

01:01:40experience

01:01:41yang

01:01:42similar

01:01:42macam Ali

01:01:42so I share

01:01:43my experience

01:01:43with them

01:01:44they also share

01:01:45their experience

01:01:45with me

01:01:46so

01:01:46we get together

01:01:48along

01:01:48and the

01:01:48silatul rahim

01:01:49is there

01:01:49so kita jadi

01:01:50kawan baik lah

01:01:51so tak adalah

01:01:51gosip

01:01:53dengki

01:01:54dengan each other

01:01:55sebab kita dah

01:01:56break that thing

01:01:57and kita dah

01:01:57matang

01:01:58masing-masing

01:01:59masing-masing

01:02:00bukan nak

01:02:01nak kejar

01:02:02sangat fame

01:02:03ataupun popularity

01:02:04and nak jatuhkan

01:02:05orang ni

01:02:06nak lagi hebat

01:02:07berdua artis tu

01:02:08but more of

01:02:09kita nak bekerja

01:02:10dengan ikhlas

01:02:10kita jujur

01:02:11dengan diri kita

01:02:12dan

01:02:13ya

01:02:14kita

01:02:15express ourselves

01:02:17in a good way lah

01:02:18walaupun benda itu

01:02:19berlaku

01:02:20sebenarnya dalam

01:02:21industrial

01:02:21yes

01:02:22even sekarang

01:02:22even

01:02:23saya tengok

01:02:24ada kawan baik

01:02:26saya lah

01:02:26pelakon

01:02:27tengok

01:02:28macam-macam

01:02:29berlaku

01:02:30dekat dia

01:02:30kontroversi

01:02:34so bila kita

01:02:35kita cuba

01:02:36untuk

01:02:37advice dia

01:02:38dia ada

01:02:39dengar

01:02:40tapi mungkin

01:02:41dia

01:02:43punya

01:02:44circle

01:02:45ataupun

01:02:45mungkin dia

01:02:46tidak mendapat

01:02:47sokongan yang

01:02:47cukup

01:02:48so

01:02:49dia terbuat

01:02:51lagi

01:02:51dan dia

01:02:52terjebak

01:02:52lagi dengan

01:02:53aktiviti-aktiviti

01:02:53ini

01:02:53so

01:02:54sedih lah

01:02:55bila kita

01:02:56dengar

01:02:56tapi

01:02:57sebagai

01:02:58sahabat

01:02:59sebagai kawan

01:02:59saya

01:03:00akan

01:03:00beritahu

01:03:00mereka

01:03:01whatever

01:03:01it is

01:03:02you

01:03:02jaga

01:03:03diri

01:03:04you

01:03:04remember

01:03:05your

01:03:06stance

01:03:07jangan

01:03:07sampai bila

01:03:09awak nak

01:03:10buat macam ni

01:03:10itu je

01:03:10so

01:03:11there has to

01:03:12be stopped

01:03:12there has to be a limit

01:03:13there has to be

01:03:14disipline

01:03:14and

01:03:15kena ada

01:03:15konsistensi

01:03:16kat situ

01:03:16penting

01:03:19Ali di

01:03:21minit terakhir

01:03:21ni kan

01:03:22lima tahun

01:03:24akan datang

01:03:25mungkin di mana

01:03:26Ali Reza

01:03:28menempatkan

01:03:29diri Ali

01:03:29dalam industri

01:03:30kita

01:03:30mungkin awak

01:03:31punya

01:03:31perancangan

01:03:32seterusnya

01:03:33apa

01:03:33kan

01:03:34mungkin awak

01:03:35ada

01:03:36merancang

01:03:38ialah macam

01:03:38Ali kata tadi

01:03:39tak selama

01:03:40nak jadi

01:03:40pelakon

01:03:41kan

01:03:41mungkin

01:03:42nak

01:03:42mungkin

01:03:42nak jadi

01:03:43host ke

01:03:43ataupun

01:03:44mungkin awak

01:03:44ada

01:03:45perancangan

01:03:46nak menjadi

01:03:46seorang

01:03:47ahli perniagaan

01:03:47pula ke

01:03:48kan

01:03:48maybe

01:03:49nak buat

01:03:50podcast lah

01:03:50wow

01:03:51tak adalah

01:03:53ok 5 years

01:03:545 years

01:03:55down the road

01:03:55I'll be

01:03:5532

01:03:5631

01:03:5732

01:03:57hopefully

01:03:58mula lagi

01:03:59mula lagi

01:04:00ok thank you

01:04:01for saying that

01:04:01I risau

01:04:02I

01:04:02setua

01:04:03so

01:04:045 years

01:04:05down the road

01:04:05insyaAllah

01:04:06you'll see

01:04:07a much more

01:04:08better version

01:04:09of Ali

01:04:09mungkin time tu

01:04:10dia dah

01:04:11berlakon

01:04:12beberapa

01:04:13film-film aksi

01:04:14and then

01:04:15perniagaan pun dah

01:04:16ada bersama

01:04:17ayah

01:04:17my father

01:04:18has a restaurant

01:04:18so that is

01:04:19something that

01:04:19I want to do

01:04:20with him as well

01:04:21so perniagaan ni

01:04:22adalah something

01:04:23yang Ali nak buat

01:04:23lama dah

01:04:24and then

01:04:25perniagaan

01:04:25family juga

01:04:26so that's one thing

01:04:28as well as

01:04:29maybe relationship tu

01:04:30itu pun Ali

01:04:31masih tak terfikir lagi

01:04:33tapi mungkin

01:04:335 tahun akan datang ni

01:04:34mungkin

01:04:35akan ada dah lah

01:04:36insyaAllah

01:04:37anak tu tak tahu

01:04:38lagi lah

01:04:39mungkin

01:04:40dah

01:04:41a bit more

01:04:41successful

01:04:42and

01:04:43yang paling

01:04:44best sekali

01:04:45I think

01:04:45I hope

01:04:46to be more

01:04:47peaceful lah

01:04:48tenang

01:04:49tenang

01:04:51dari segi

01:04:51semua

01:04:52so

01:04:53versi Ali Reza

01:04:56yang lebih baik

01:04:56orang kata

01:04:57bukan

01:04:57tak nak cakap baik

01:04:59yang lebih baik

01:05:00daripada sebelumnya

01:05:01ya betul

01:05:03bukan lebih baik

01:05:04daripada orang

01:05:04lebih baik daripada sebelumnya

01:05:06ya betul

01:05:06thank you today

01:05:07for telling that

01:05:09ya

01:05:09so

01:05:10insyaAllah

01:05:11so yang paling penting

01:05:12kita

01:05:13jaga diri kita

01:05:14kita

01:05:15jangan tinggal solat

01:05:17dan

01:05:19kita

01:05:19hargai orang-orang

01:05:20yang

01:05:21ada di sekiling kita

01:05:23yang sentiasa

01:05:23berada dengan kita

01:05:24family kita

01:05:25kawan kita

01:05:26because they are the ones who

01:05:28when we are down

01:05:29they are there

01:05:30when we are

01:05:30successful

01:05:32they are there

01:05:33at any

01:05:33given time of the day

01:05:34they are always there

01:05:36so jangan kita lupa

01:05:37orang-orang ini

01:05:38so

01:05:39itulah

01:05:40nasihat-nasihat yang diberikan

01:05:42kepada Ali oleh

01:05:43semua orang

01:05:43orang dalam industri

01:05:45ke orang luar industri

01:05:46Ali cuba untuk

01:05:47aplikakan dalam hidup Ali

01:05:48to become a better person

01:05:49that's my

01:05:50that's my goal

01:05:51Ali dan

01:05:53terakhir

01:05:54eh

01:05:54jika

01:05:55arwah mak

01:05:56ada

01:05:57di sini

01:05:58kan

01:05:58di depan Ali sekarang

01:05:59mungkin ada sesuatu yang

01:06:01Ali nak

01:06:01luahkan kepada

01:06:02beliau

01:06:04oh

01:06:05to my

01:06:07to my mom

01:06:08hmm

01:06:11shh

01:06:12to my mom

01:06:17mama

01:06:19Ali

01:06:21sentiasa

01:06:23hmm

01:06:23I always think of you

01:06:27first and foremost

01:06:28every minute

01:06:29every second

01:06:30dan apa yang mama

01:06:32pesan ke Ali

01:06:32Ali akan sentiasa

01:06:34hmm

01:06:34ikut

01:06:35dia akan cuba

01:06:36untuk ikut

01:06:37and

01:06:38if my mom was here

01:06:39maybe

01:06:41I tak cakap

01:06:43takkan cakap apalah

01:06:44maybe I akan

01:06:44datang ke dia peluk dia lah

01:06:45just peluk je

01:06:47sebab

01:06:48peluk

01:06:50and

01:06:51bercakap tu

01:06:53adalah dua

01:06:54perkara yang saya

01:06:54tidak dapat

01:06:55lakukan sebelum dia pergi

01:06:56tak dapat nak buat tu

01:06:59sebab saya tengah

01:06:59shooting

01:07:00masa dia

01:07:00meninggal tu

01:07:02so

01:07:03daripada set terus

01:07:04pergi hospital

01:07:05dia dah

01:07:06dah

01:07:07nazar

01:07:07tak ada

01:07:08so

01:07:09just

01:07:10pegang je lah

01:07:11macam tu je lah

01:07:12apa

01:07:12istifa

01:07:14apa

01:07:14syahadah

01:07:15mengucap

01:07:15so that's all I could do

01:07:18so

01:07:19kalau nak

01:07:19nak fikir balik

01:07:21apa yang last

01:07:21kita berbual dengan dia

01:07:22tak ingat dah

01:07:23sebab

01:07:23memang

01:07:24momen tu tak ada

01:07:25and that moment

01:07:26really broke my heart

01:07:27kerana saya seorang yang

01:07:28sangat-sangat dapat

01:07:28dengan ibu saya

01:07:29paling yang dapat

01:07:30dalam keluarga

01:07:31so

01:07:32momen terakhir dia

01:07:33saya tidak dapat

01:07:35sama dengan dia

01:07:36so benda tu agak

01:07:37menyedihkan lah

01:07:38tapi

01:07:39like I said

01:07:41kalau dia berada di sini

01:07:43saya rasa saya akan

01:07:44cakapkan dia

01:07:45Ali sayang mama

01:07:46and Ali akan

01:07:46peluk dia lah

01:07:48peluk dia

01:07:48for as long as I

01:07:49for as long as I

01:07:51want lah

01:07:52maybe lah

01:07:53kalau contoh

01:07:54dia dapat berikan

01:07:55peluang untuk

01:07:56Mak Ali berada di sini

01:07:57selama

01:07:5810 minit

01:08:00selama 10 minit tu

01:08:01Ali akan peluk dia

01:08:01Ali akan cakapkan dia

01:08:02then maybe

01:08:04after that 10 minit

01:08:05dia akan hilang balik

01:08:06then

01:08:07ok lah

01:08:08back to reality

01:08:09betul lah

01:08:11yeah

01:08:11so itulah dia

01:08:13ya

01:08:14terima kasih Ali

01:08:16sudah berkongsi cerita

01:08:18berbagi kisah

01:08:19dengan

01:08:19kita

01:08:20eh

01:08:21yang mungkin

01:08:23kalau orang

01:08:25yang belum mengenali

01:08:27Ali

01:08:27yang ingin mengetahui

01:08:28siapa Ali Reza

01:08:30ia

01:08:30mereka akan

01:08:31mungkin tahu

01:08:32sebersedikit

01:08:33siapa

01:08:34Ali Reza

01:08:35dan perjalanannya

01:08:36dalam

01:08:36industri ini

01:08:38sebagai seorang pelakon

01:08:39sebagai seorang remaja

01:08:40yang pada awalnya

01:08:41yang akhirnya

01:08:42menjadi seorang yang

01:08:43lebih matang

01:08:43dalam

01:08:44dalam membuat

01:08:45keputusan

01:08:46dan juga dalam

01:08:47menetapkan

01:08:48pendirian hidupnya

01:08:49dan

01:08:50semoga

01:08:51segala yang dirancang

01:08:52akan

01:08:52berjalan dengan

01:08:54baik

01:08:55mencapai

01:08:56apa yang diimpikan

01:08:57dan juga

01:08:58orang kata

01:09:00teruslah menjadi

01:09:01diri sendiri

01:09:01insyaAllah

01:09:03amin

01:09:04terima kasih

01:09:04Sudir

01:09:05actually your words

01:09:06tadi tu memang

01:09:06perfect

01:09:08conclusion lah

01:09:09tak adalah

01:09:10serius

01:09:11suka

01:09:12thank you

01:09:13Ali terima kasih

01:09:14kita jumpa lagi

01:09:15dalam

01:09:16confession

01:09:16bilang

01:09:17insyaAllah

01:09:18terima kasih

01:09:18assalamualaikum

01:09:19walaikumsalam

01:09:19assalamualaikum

01:09:21Terima kasih kerana menonton!

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