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The Dark Side of Porn S01E04 (28th April 2005)
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00:00This is the story of a little girl called Yves Valois, who grew up to become Lolo Ferrari,
00:16the woman with the biggest breasts in the world.
00:19Thanks to her incredible bust, Lolo was an international sex icon.
00:23Hello, my British chums, I am Lolo Ferrari.
00:29She became a regular on Channel 4's Eurotrash, and also had a film and pop career.
00:35But behind Lolo's success was a desperate need for attention.
00:39She needed all the time the attention, look at me, look at me, otherwise I don't exist,
00:43I will die, I will really just die.
00:48She's a freak, she's sort of a human freak, she's a sideshow, an oddity.
00:58She wanted always to die, even when she was small, she wanted always to die.
01:06And on March 5th 2000, the extraordinary story of Lolo Ferrari took its most dramatic turn.
01:12She was found dead from a drugs overdose.
01:20It was thought to be suicide, but it is only now, five years on from her death, that the
01:25disturbing truth about the death of the woman with the biggest breasts in the world can
01:29be told.
01:30It is a story of fame, prostitution, hardcore pornography, and possibly, murder.
01:56The funeral of Lolo Ferrari in March 2000 was a media event as dramatic as any during
02:04her extraordinary life.
02:06The friends and family who came to mourn were nearly outnumbered by the television cameras.
02:11Those who did not attend, like Lolo's plastic surgeon, sent flowers.
02:17The grieving was led by Lolo's mother, Catherine Valois, and Lolo's husband, Eric Vigne.
02:23But despite their hugs, it was a tense affair, with a bitter speech from Catherine against
02:28those she accused of exploiting her daughter.
02:54She was a good girl, but you can't know how good she was.
02:57An autopsy had concluded that Lolo Ferrari had died from an overdose of pills, but her
03:26mother refused to accept the verdict, and almost two years after Lolo's death, was
03:31finally granted a second autopsy.
03:35Its findings cast a doubt on the suicide verdict, and suggested she may have died from suffocation.
03:43Police investigating arrested Eric Vigne, Lolo's husband and manager, on suspicion
03:49of the murder of Lolo Ferrari.
03:53We believe Eric Vigne killed her, because he did not need her anymore.
04:17It's not possible.
04:19Why?
04:20For what reason?
04:21There is no reason.
04:23No reason.
04:25Eric Vigne was a convicted drugs trafficker, and the man who masterminded the dramatic transformation
04:31of fresh-faced Yves Valois into sex-bomb Lolo Ferrari.
04:36He first met Yves in 1987, when she was living with her parents.
04:40He had just been released from prison.
04:42When Eric hears about her, he's in prison, and he's told things about her, which makes
04:49him, who was not knowing her, decide immediately he wants to go and meet this girl.
04:53So it means that she was probably, the picture that he already did of her was that she was
04:57incredibly sexy, but she was like showing herself.
05:00So she was already a personality that could be used.
05:06She was nice, she was sexy, she was, she was very, very special.
05:19Until she met Eric, Yves' life had been spent in the quiet seaside town of La Baule.
05:46She had grown up in a dysfunctional family, where her father was hardly ever home, and
05:50her mother found it hard to show her love.
05:54She always tell that it was her parents who make a lot of bad things with her.
06:04I think that the mother was too young when she had Yves.
06:10With a miserable family life, Yves spent her teenage years drinking in the bars of
06:31her hometown.
06:32When she was 13 and 14, already her personality was what it became afterwards, in the sense
06:37that she was already very exhibitionist.
06:40She would go to a bar to dance, and she would say, I'll clean the glasses for you, as long
06:47as I can be in such a place in the bar where everyone can see me when they come in.
06:51She was already like that.
06:53Yves was 24 when such a man did come along.
07:17And Eric Vigne had plans for Yves that would turn her from a vulnerable young beauty into
07:23a notorious silicon sex bomb.
07:37By the end of 1987, Yves Valois had escaped from her small town life and dysfunctional
07:43family and fallen for a mysterious ex-convict called Eric Vigne.
07:50The couple were married eight months after they had first met.
07:56And with Eric as her manager, she began looking for modeling work.
08:00The first steps in a dramatic transformation were being planned.
08:27In Cannes in the summer of 1988, Yves was discovered by the man who would be responsible
08:32for her first brush with cosmetic surgery.
08:35Serge Jacques was famous for having photographed the young Brigitte Bardot.
08:41Working with him was a dream come true for the Bardot-obsessed Yves, but the first signs
08:45of obsessive behavior were becoming apparent.
08:50Something was special about her.
08:53You can touch her every part, change her hair, put makeup on her arms, push her legs
09:01on the left, on the right, no problem.
09:06But as soon as you touch her lips, just with your finger, she come completely mad.
09:12She was crazy.
09:13Her husband tell me, you can touch everything on her, you can do what, what do you want
09:18with her, but not touch her lips.
09:22Yves claimed she had a mouth complex because her mother had not breastfed her, something
09:27Catherine denies.
09:29Some experts now believe that Yves might have been suffering from a rare psychological disorder.
09:36Body dysmorphia, boiled down in its simple terms, is a perception of one's body that
09:43is really outside the realm of reality.
09:46People continue to see something in themselves that nobody else can recognize, or vice versa.
09:52They continue not to recognize something in themselves, like normalcy, for example,
09:57that it would be obvious to the man on the street existed otherwise.
10:01So for a woman who has breasts that are extremely large and still continues to feel that her
10:06breasts aren't large enough.
10:22After the photo session, Serge Jacques told Yves the photographs did not work because
10:44her nose did not photograph well.
10:47Yves decided to have surgery to correct her nose, but she needed someone else to design
10:52her new look.
11:04She was not a good designer, and, well, I was a good designer, so she, like, every time
11:18when she was, she had problems, she said, Eric, can you do it, please?
11:24So it's normal, I did it for her.
11:28Eric had begun molding Yves into his ideal woman, but ironically, he was basing his perfect
11:46woman on a man, a transsexual friend of Eric's named Coccinelle, who had been famous on the
11:52French drag scene since the 60s.
12:22She was saying always that she didn't want to look natural.
12:24She hated natural.
12:26Looking natural is something she felt was disgusting.
12:28So of course, more you did operations, less you looked like natural because you didn't
12:32look like anyone else.
12:34So as long as you had an enormous mouth, enormous breasts, tiny waist, and you looked like a
12:38doll, a plastic doll, then you were moving away from being natural.
12:42Over the next five years, Yves had 22 operations.
13:01By the time she was 33, she had ballooned from a 37D to a 54J, earning her a place in
13:09the Guinness Book of Records.
13:11The implants were designed by an engineer who worked on the Boeing 747.
13:41By the last operation, Yves' breasts weighed three kilograms each.
13:50The implants were so large that she was rumored to be afraid of flying.
13:55It was often said that Yves was terrified her breasts would explode if the plane's
13:58cabin lost air pressure.
14:01But following her death, there were still rumors that Yves had died because her breasts
14:05had exploded.
14:08Her extraordinary figure inspired strong reactions.
14:12For some, they made her a flamboyant sex bomb.
14:14For others, an emotionally fragile young woman being exploded by others.
14:20Well, everybody wants to appoint Lolo.
14:25I think she had very nice surgeon, nice people.
14:34And she did not pay a lot of money because, well, they were happy to appoint Lolo.
15:04She had so much desire to have breasts that corresponded to her inner desires that I operated on her in complete peace.
15:18The size of her breasts, for her, was something extraordinary.
15:22She lived five years with a particular happiness that I may never have met in women to whom
15:30Her happiness was her breasts.
15:35I'm sure of that.
16:00procedures done on Lolo Ferrari are clearly not in her best interest.
16:04You don't do just anything because someone asks you to do it.
16:07You refuse.
16:09You refuse because if you feel that you're not helping the person be better or look better,
16:15that you're doing him harm because it's going to look worse the way you're going to make him,
16:20then you don't do it.
16:24Lolo's plastic surgeon refused to comment on the allegations against him.
16:29But in letters home to her mother, Eve appeared to confirm that Eric had forced her into having cosmetic surgery.
16:36In one letter, Eve writes,
16:39Mommy and Daddy darling, sorry, I love you.
16:43It is not me who wanted to be like this.
16:45He is forcing me and I'm scared.
16:48Your darling bunny, Eve.
16:51Eric's explanation is that Eve wrote the letter in exchange for cash from her mother,
16:56who had always disliked Eric and wanted to split the couple up.
17:00And he claims to have documents which prove that the breast implants were Eve's idea.
17:05I asked to her that she sign a paper,
17:11that she wanted these...
17:19...these tits.
17:21That it was not my idea.
17:25And she signed me a paper
17:28because I thought perhaps people would say that it was me.
17:35That's for sure. She wanted a large face.
17:38She always told me like Brigitte Bardot.
17:40But that she wanted to do all these transformations,
17:43then you'll never believe me.
17:46He made my sister do what she didn't dare do to herself.
18:06So how could she have had a sense of reality?
18:09He was very scared of operations.
18:11So I think he did make her do all the operations that he would have dreamt of doing.
18:15You know, instead of changing herself, because he wanted to change himself as a woman.
18:18But since that's very painful, it was much easier telling her,
18:21I want to make more breasts and become slimmer and a tiny waist and all that.
18:25In a way he used her like a mirror for himself.
18:29After all the operations, yes, I think she was nice first, of course,
18:34because I fell in love with her.
18:37At this moment, I thought she was the most beautiful girl in the world.
18:42But I must say that when she has been operating,
18:45she was nicer, more beautiful.
18:49The next few years would see Yves Valois become Lolo Ferrari.
18:54She would drift from prostitution to pornography,
18:57and finally find international fame.
19:00But it would come at a price.
19:03She would have to pay.
19:05She would have to pay.
19:07She would have to pay.
19:09She would have to pay.
19:11She would have to pay.
19:13She would have to pay.
19:16She would have to pay.
19:23She had to pay.
19:25To do it.
19:27To do it.
19:29She had to pay.
19:32So she had to do it,
19:36with one of her hands,
19:40then with other.
19:43By 1992, Yves Valois was the biggest-breasted woman in the world.
19:50She was earning money from modelling and stripping in cabaret shows in Paris.
19:55But younger and cheaper girls were arriving in France from Eastern Europe.
19:59And so the woman with the biggest breasts on the planet moved into a very different market.
20:05There was a period when she had little money and then she was a prostitute.
20:09So she was not a prostitute on the street, but she would go to a hotel.
20:13Sometimes her husband would bring her there and she would meet someone there.
20:17She was paid for doing whatever she would do.
20:40After a police raid, Eric was found guilty of pimping his wife,
20:44and given a six-month suspended sentence.
20:47Prostitution was no longer an option.
20:50So Yves made the leap from soft-core stripping to hard-core pornography.
20:55And for her new career, she chose a new name, Lolo Ferrari.
21:09Yes, not bad.
21:15So I made three films, and then I completely stopped.
21:19And this image haunts me all the time, and I don't like it at all.
21:23You won't do it again?
21:25No, never.
21:27And the experience, was it still something interesting, or was it really not pleasant?
21:31No, not pleasant at all.
21:33Because it's really for the job.
21:36So no, I don't like it, I don't like it.
21:39And to make love in front of everyone, love is beautiful.
21:43And I find it disgusting.
21:48She's never been a porn star.
21:52She made only one day, one afternoon,
21:57pornographic movie.
22:03Only one afternoon.
22:05I don't think with one afternoon you can be a porn star after one afternoon.
22:10The problem is, with one afternoon,
22:13the stupid people who made stupid movies,
22:18make ten movies with that.
22:24They were able to mix some with other girls, and they make ten.
22:30So after, stupid journalists say, porn star.
22:36But she's not a porn star.
22:39The future was looking bleak,
22:41but Eric was convinced Lola was a star,
22:44who just needed to be discovered.
22:50And so in the summer of 1995,
22:53the pair went to Cannes, hoping for a miracle.
22:56Incredibly, they found one.
22:59The film festival had already greeted one silicon star,
23:03Pamela Anderson.
23:05But it was Lola who stole the headlines
23:08with an impromptu strip in front of the world's press.
23:18How do you like my clothes?
23:23You're very sweet, you get a lot of attention, you're very sweet.
23:29But in any case, people are very nice, very nice.
23:32It's nice, thank you.
23:34You too.
23:36It's nice to see nice people.
23:39It's good, it's good.
23:42One, two, three, hula hoop!
23:50I only do this at the level of the legs.
23:52Despite its tackiness,
23:54Lolo's Cannes appearance made her an overnight sensation.
23:57She was offered acting roles in low-budget art films.
24:00In one, she played a character who seemed an eerie echo of her own life.
24:28It has nothing to do with the real Lolo Ferrari.
24:31No, Lolo Ferrari is joyful.
24:58Tonight, we are proud to present three of the biggest stars in France,
25:03Lolo Ferrari and her incredible, edible bouncing boobies.
25:08Hello, boobies!
25:10In 1996, Lolo was invited to perform Airbag Generation in the UK
25:15on a Channel 4 programme, Eurotrash.
25:18The programme's cheeky attitude seemed perfect for Lolo,
25:22and she was invited to play the role.
25:25She seemed perfect for Lolo,
25:27and she quickly became one of its biggest attractions.
25:30Hello, my British chums, and welcome to Lolo Pops.
25:33I am Lolo Ferrari,
25:35and I am here to teach you all about Europop music.
25:43By the end of the year, Lolo Ferrari's fame had gone global.
25:49In America, South America, Canada, Australia, Japan, Russia.
25:57When she was in South America,
25:59there were 1,000 people waiting at the airport for her.
26:03It was not the Beatlemania, it was the Lolo-mania.
26:18Eric was managing an increasingly successful career,
26:21and the miserable days of prostitution and pornography seemed long gone.
26:29Lolo was addicted to fame,
26:31and the media were happy to feed her addiction.
26:34But away from the cameras,
26:36few were aware that the carefree image she projected
26:39hid long-term depression,
26:41something that had haunted her throughout her life.
26:44Lolo Ferrari did have things that make you think of Marilyn Monroe.
26:47Marilyn Monroe was much more closer to what she was.
26:51She needed all the time the attention.
26:53People looking at her, people...
26:55That's how she existed.
26:57She didn't exist if she didn't have the eyes of someone else on her.
27:00Look at me, otherwise I don't exist, I will die, I will really just die.
27:12Eve's mother had never liked Eric.
27:15She began suspecting that he was not all he appeared to be.
27:40She says that you've got ambiguous sexuality.
27:43Oh, ambiguous sexuality. No.
27:46No, I'm not ambiguous sexuality.
27:49She had... I know her secrets.
27:52She had ambiguity. Oh, yes.
27:54My mother-in-law, she has ambiguity. Oh, yes.
27:57She's very special.
27:59Very special.
28:01I see a lot of things, horrible things with her.
28:07Sexual things.
28:09I know all her secrets.
28:11I'm not going to tell that, because I have no proof.
28:15But if my wife would be here,
28:18she could say a lot of things about her mother.
28:26By 1998, relations between Eric and his mother-in-law were worsening,
28:31and Lolo's fame had begun to fade.
28:34Television viewers were no longer surprised by her,
28:37and she wasn't the attraction she had once been.
28:40But Lolo was finding it impossible to leave the spotlight.
28:44When she was doing well, when she was happy,
28:47when she was on the stage,
28:49when she was doing her job,
28:52when people were around her, looking after her,
28:56no, she was not depressed.
28:58She was happy,
29:00because everybody was loving her.
29:05She was happy.
29:08The problem is, she cannot be on stage every day, if we are.
29:20To try and revive interest and earn some money,
29:23Eric created special Lolo nights.
29:26The nights were popular, but Lolo lived in constant fear
29:30that a crazed fan would leap on stage and try to puncture her breasts.
29:35During one show in Germany, she fell off the stage
29:38and was unconscious for several minutes before continuing.
30:05By 1999, Lolo Ferrari could not even find work in German nightclubs.
30:13The public had grown tired of her.
30:18In desperation, Eric found two sisters
30:21who were willing to have breast implants,
30:23and formed the Silicone Girls.
30:28The band toured the world,
30:30but the Silicone Girls were not a success.
30:35Lolo's body had begun to react badly
30:37to the sheer number of operations she had undergone.
30:40She had been warned that the muscles supporting her breasts
30:43would eventually collapse.
30:45She was also having trouble breathing
30:47and complained of headaches.
31:00I need to calm down.
31:02When I'm really angry, I prefer to go to bed
31:05rather than cry and be aggressive.
31:08Do you often get angry?
31:10From time to time, yes.
31:12With the job I do, it's hard.
31:21Neuroleptics, antidepressants...
31:25..anxious pills, which were very dangerous.
31:29And she was taking all that every day.
31:32Every day. All that. Three times a day.
31:37And she was able to live with that.
31:40But the problem...
31:42The problem is these medicines were very dangerous.
31:46Eric has claimed that he never encouraged his wife to take medicine.
31:50But this letter from Lolo to her parents
31:52could suggest otherwise.
31:54In the letter, Lolo complains...
31:56In the letter, Lolo complains...
32:18Eric says that Lolo wrote that letter under pressure from her mother.
32:22But if the letter's content is true,
32:24it could be a vital clue into the mysterious death of Lolo Ferrari.
32:29She was saying all the time,
32:31I know I'm killing myself.
32:33She was saying, I know I am killing myself,
32:35but I cannot...
32:37I cannot do anything else.
32:39I can't act differently.
32:41I think she explained it very well.
32:43She knew that she was somehow killing herself.
32:46It was like a train that doesn't know how to stop anymore.
32:49It just has to go till the end, like that.
32:54By early 2000, Lolo Ferrari was 37.
32:58She told her parents she was thinking of returning to La Bolle
33:02and having the implants removed.
33:06You can't imagine her coming back to La Bolle
33:09and saying, look, forget me, the way I was.
33:11I'm not anymore Lolo Ferrari.
33:13I'm Eve Ballois again.
33:15And look, I've stopped my breasts.
33:17I've gone back down to size B.
33:19And it wasn't even possible.
33:21Her mind, you couldn't do it with the mind.
33:23She couldn't get her mind to go back to that.
33:25That's why, in a way, I really felt she'd let herself die.
33:33In the last week of February 2000,
33:35Lolo Ferrari met her friend Martine,
33:38who worked at the funeral parlour.
33:40Despite always claiming to be terrified of death,
33:43Lolo came in and began to discuss her funeral.
33:54SHE SPEAKS FRENCH
34:14In the early evening of March 4th,
34:17Lolo told Eric that she was feeling ill
34:20and that she was going to bed early.
34:22She said,
34:24Eric, you were right.
34:26I'm very ill.
34:28I'm ill.
34:30I want to sleep.
34:32I want to go to bed.
34:34I want to sleep until Monday.
34:39So I say, yes, OK, no problem.
34:46She go to our bedroom,
34:48and I told her that she wants,
34:50that she has a fever.
34:52I say, you can sleep alone in the bed,
34:55and for the first time in 13 years of our life together,
35:03it was the first time I did not sleep with her.
35:08Lolo slept in her own room,
35:10and, according to Eric,
35:12when he checked on her at 8am the next day,
35:15she seemed fine.
35:17But when he awoke again at 2 in the afternoon,
35:20Lolo was still not up.
35:23And I go back to the room,
35:26see my wife,
35:28and she was still sleeping.
35:31And I shut the door.
35:34But I think to something.
35:40She was in the same position
35:43She was at 8 o'clock in the morning.
35:46It's not normal,
35:48because Evie is very nervous.
35:50She's always moving in the bed,
35:52even when she's sleeping, see?
35:56So I was becoming very anxious, of course,
36:04and I opened the door.
36:06I came very slowly beside her.
36:19I touched her,
36:22because I did not want to wake her up, of course.
36:26The legs were hot, warm, you see?
36:35But I think something bad, I was anxious.
36:38And I go back, I go up to the head,
36:42and this was the most...
36:50well, the most...
36:54terrific moment of my life.
36:57Her head was...
37:02cool, completely cool, completely...
37:07glacial.
37:09Frozen.
37:10Frozen, yes.
37:13And I understand she was dead, of course.
37:20The life of Lola Ferrari was over.
37:23But the controversy over what, or who, had caused her death
37:27was only just about to begin.
37:44The house where Lola lived is now a ruin.
37:48The swimming pool where she was often filmed, long empty.
38:18It was in this home that Lola Ferrari died on March 5th, 2000.
38:27Medical experts registered her as having died of natural causes,
38:31but the following day, an autopsy found she had consumed
38:34the contents of three boxes of antidepressants and tranquilizers.
38:38It looked like suicide.
38:40A tragic end to a tragic life.
38:45When I saw her, when she was dead,
38:48well, she was...
38:52very quiet, you know, her face was very quiet, very...
38:56She was dead, but all the same, the face was very, very, very...
39:01She was like a young girl.
39:07And all her depression was gone.
39:12And she was... marvellous.
39:25But Catherine Valois was convinced
39:28that her daughter had not killed herself.
39:31When her lawyer began examining Eric's testimony,
39:34they noticed possible contradictions
39:36between his statements and witness declarations.
39:40At her mother's insistence, a second autopsy was conducted on the body
39:44nearly two years after the first.
39:46This second autopsy in December 2001
39:49found traces of what could have been diet cola
39:52consumed the night before her death,
39:54or an early morning coffee,
39:57which would contradict Eric's testimony.
40:00And there was something else.
40:02The autopsy found evidence
40:04of what it described as mechanical asphyxiation.
40:10This means that maybe, I say maybe,
40:13during her death, during her sleep,
40:15someone could have, I wonder who,
40:17put the pillow on her face, for example,
40:20and that would have caused a cardiac arrest.
40:24It's a supposition.
40:29Vin said she did not move
40:34from the Saturday night
40:37until the Sunday morning,
40:40where he discovered at around 2 o'clock she died.
40:45In fact, the prosecutor and we think
40:49that she died on Sunday in the morning
40:52after the breakfast, after having drink coffee.
41:01Because of the conflicting autopsy findings,
41:04Eric was held in this prison in the town of Grasse for a year.
41:09He was released with no charge
41:11and is now free pending further investigations.
41:15In this trial, the problem is to know how Eve died.
41:23We believe Eric Vin killed her
41:28because he did not need her any more.
41:34The fact that Eve was exploited as a prostitute,
41:38it was like a pimp.
41:40You know, but at the end,
41:44he knew that Eve could not bring back any more money.
41:50She was distressed.
41:54She get older.
41:56She was produced in a sordid nightclub.
42:00Do you think that a man who loves a woman can do such a thing?
42:23It was the fault of the parents
42:25who did not understand the child when she was small.
42:29There was too much problem when she was small.
42:32And the problem stayed when she was adult.
42:36Relationships with her mother did not make Eve distressed
42:42because she lived with Eric Vin since many years.
42:46She was not in the same home as her mother.
42:52Yes, there were problems like often girls and mothers,
42:57but the real reason of her distress,
43:01it was the way it transformed her.
43:10Five years after her death,
43:12Lola Ferrari lies buried in a cemetery a few miles from her home.
43:18The world has forgotten her
43:20and the media have found other silicone blondes to celebrate.
43:24But for Eric and Catherine,
43:26the memory of Lola still haunts them.
43:30Five years is very difficult for me.
43:33I think it will be always difficult
43:37because I'm thinking about Lola every day.
43:45I'm praying every day for me.
43:51So, it's difficult, yes.
43:56Five years is very difficult, but it is not finished.
44:00Even if I'm free, completely free,
44:03it will be difficult to live.
44:11Yes, it will be very difficult.
44:21The world will keep an image of a fairytale beast.
44:27That's what it did at the beginning.
44:30I work to restore the real image of Eve,
44:35especially this inner image that was so beautiful, so good, so generous.
44:39People will see that she was a victim
44:42and that it was an image of a child who was very, very pure,
44:46very, very pure, very good, very generous.
44:49It was a life of martyrdom,
44:54because she was not happy in her childhood.
44:57She was tormented.
45:00But believe me, she had a chest like that.
45:05It was awful.
45:07And her heart was so much bigger than her chest.
45:15The French courts will rule later this year
45:17on whether there is enough evidence to put Eric on trial
45:20for the murder of Lola Ferrari.
45:22Eric continues to plead innocent,
45:25and Catherine continues to accuse him.
45:28But while they wage their war,
45:31for some, the true responsibility for what happened to Lola
45:35does not lie with any one individual.
45:40Who is responsible exactly for the death of Lola Ferrari?
45:43Everyone will say her husband.
45:46I would not say 100% her husband.
45:49I would say, to begin with, the doctors who operated her
45:52and who should never have done it.
45:54Of course, her husband, but again, when you see her husband
45:57and you talk to her husband, you see who he is,
45:59you realize that he was not any...
46:01For him, nothing was strange.
46:05The society, in a way,
46:07and I don't like this kind of generalities of society,
46:09but it is true that all the speeches all the time
46:13about the same type of beauty or a sex symbol,
46:17over and over and over again,
46:20it makes it very difficult for someone who is fragile in her mind
46:23to think that you can be beautiful other ways.
46:26So maybe someone like her who already was fragile,
46:30that can make you really, really, really very, very sick.
46:43A little tribute to Lola Ferrari
46:45with a double bill of Eurotrash next to night.
46:48At 5 past 11 on Saturday night,
46:50the most controversial music promos in X-rated,
46:53the pop videos they tried to ban.

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