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00:00Previously on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:11You were saying that I was a fake.
00:12I fucking love you.
00:14Do you miss Kayla?
00:16Yes.
00:16Kayla.
00:17You do miss her.
00:18Yeah, I do.
00:19I love you.
00:19Yeah.
00:20We did the issue, but that hurt still remains.
00:24You do this every time to go out.
00:26Why aren't Kenny and I living together?
00:28You're so annoying.
00:30It's important for me to just have my space.
00:33Cordell's cat is coming to live with him in L.A.
00:36I am, like, deathly afraid of cats, always have been.
00:40Maybe I'm like, oh, baby, get him.
00:42Oh, my God.
00:43I do have an appointment today to do a biopsy.
00:47I'm in sheer panic.
00:49The more you allow your thoughts to just dive into the negative of it,
00:52the worse you're going to feel.
00:53I'm going home this weekend.
00:55How are you?
00:55Same.
00:56Really?
00:57Yeah, going back for me.
00:58I'm very grateful, don't get me wrong,
01:00but I was happier with my little life than this life.
01:03Yeah.
01:04I think Kayla likes the idea of this big, like, sissy life,
01:07but I think she's much more of a small-town country girl.
01:11I'm okay.
01:12Sure.
01:13No, I'm not really okay at all.
01:15I feel like you need a hug.
01:18Thanks.
01:18Are you excited?
01:40I'm a little nervous.
01:42That's okay.
01:43I remember in third grade, my first turkey, I was nervous.
01:45Like, what if I forget to feed it?
01:48What?
01:49No, that's what the dog bull's for.
01:53What if I forget to put the food out?
01:55Like, I'm rushing in the morning.
01:56Thank God I'm right next door.
01:59Kenny has never had a dog before.
02:00He's never had an animal growing up.
02:02So Kenny thought maybe reaching out to Leah
02:05and asking how the whole fostering works
02:07would be a good idea.
02:10So on the list of things that she wanted to do in L.A.,
02:15fostering a dog, taking care of an animal was on that list.
02:18Because you voiced it.
02:20I did not have a list.
02:22The foster place is going to set up a meeting this week.
02:24Okay.
02:25So we're going to meet the dog in person at a park.
02:28Then I said, yeah, I'll add it to the list.
02:30Okay, and that's how it went.
02:33I was thinking of inviting Leah and Miguel
02:35since they, this is what they do.
02:37Oh, yeah.
02:38Do you confirm that?
02:38Should we ask them?
02:40Yeah.
02:40I think they could give us, like, tips.
02:42We should check on them.
02:45Hi, beautiful people.
02:47Are you guys excited to be a dad?
02:49So excited.
02:50I'm so excited to be a dad.
02:52Do you feel like you've got the patience,
02:54the calm, two dogs?
02:56Look at him.
02:56He's fostered, like, one dog.
02:59Miguel's a pro.
03:00Well, you guys should come with us
03:02if you would like to meet and pick them up.
03:05Absolutely.
03:07All three of you shook hands.
03:10I did not.
03:15All right, you guys.
03:18There are your aprons.
03:20You can go ahead and put them on,
03:21and then we'll get class started.
03:24Oh, you know what?
03:25Let's switch the aprons.
03:26I just realized that one apron is, like,
03:30already said for someone, like, a little more petite.
03:33Oh, it's not for him.
03:34Oh, you finna get snatched.
03:36You finna get...
03:37You too big, boy.
03:39Hey.
03:39That's my big boy.
03:41You see what I'm saying?
03:43You see what I'm saying?
03:44Let's get started.
03:45We are going to be making a ribeye steak
03:47with bourbon mushroom cream sauce.
03:50Me and Cordell, we love being with each other.
03:52It's a lot of play, play, a lot of fun.
03:54We're going to Salt.
03:56Atta, girl.
03:57You're not scared.
03:58Damn.
03:58All right, all right.
04:00I'm, like, wiping it off.
04:02I mean, he told me he was moving here
04:03right after the show.
04:05I was just so excited.
04:06I was so happy, like,
04:07I had my person in L.A. with me.
04:08I couldn't imagine, like, not being with him.
04:12I'm getting a little heat on my stove here.
04:14And then you are going to stand it up.
04:17Yeah, baby.
04:18And that is going to help the olive oil
04:22withstand the higher heat.
04:23The viscosity of the oil
04:25is actually going to turn, like, a little thicker.
04:27When that happens, lay it on its side.
04:29I do like watching Cordell cook.
04:30He look real, like, sexy,
04:31and his, like, muscles be popping.
04:33Time to flip-a-roo.
04:35Look at that beautiful color.
04:37Yes.
04:37Get back.
04:38And, like, his hands be occupied
04:40so I can, like, smack that ass
04:41without him telling me to stop.
04:45That's got great color, you guys.
04:47A well done.
04:48Right here.
04:48Oh, that's well done?
04:49No, no, no, no.
04:50I'm saying so much.
04:51Oh, oh.
04:51I should have said well done
04:52when I was talking to say.
04:54Look at that.
04:54You guys did awesome.
04:56Where's Gordon Ramsay?
04:57Right?
05:01This the one you made.
05:03Yeah.
05:04Let's see.
05:05We made it.
05:06Mm.
05:06Mm.
05:07I have a secret.
05:11What?
05:12I have a secret.
05:13You finna say something like you're pregnant?
05:22It's not true.
05:23I know.
05:24I do be trying to tell you.
05:25No, I was just gonna say that.
05:26I grew up in your typical Southern family.
05:30I was raised that nothing should come before the ring.
05:33I don't want to have kids till I'm married.
05:35I've had an IUD going on seven years.
05:37There's no babies.
05:38The IUD said...
05:39Every time a kid comes, honey, I don't play.
05:43What you gonna be doing while I'm gone?
05:45In Atlanta.
05:46Crying.
05:47Mm.
05:47Speaking of Atlanta, when do you leave again?
05:50On 14th.
05:51It's the table read, so I'll probably be leaving on the 13th.
05:54Cordell's going to Atlanta to work on his first scripted series, Kiki Palmer's Southern
06:00Fried Rice.
06:01This is the longest we've been without each other since the villa, I believe.
06:06I'm very sad, but I'm proud.
06:10You know, we love a working man.
06:12But hopefully we're, like, busy enough to where we're not, like, oh, my God.
06:16But, you know, I'll be waking up with, like, bad anxiety.
06:18Like, you've been helping with me waking up with that.
06:22So, like, I'm about to have to just, like, raw dog that shit.
06:25But the thing is, we probably gonna be on face.
06:28But it's not gonna hit the same.
06:30If it don't, just come up.
06:31Come see me.
06:32Yeah, I'm gonna go.
06:32Don't worry.
06:33Come see a dude, man.
06:34I've always had pretty bad anxiety.
06:38And I think the older I get and the more stressors, the worse it gets.
06:42To the point where I wake up damn near with daily anxiety attacks.
06:47But I have an amazing man who is helping me figure that out.
06:52Oh, my God.
06:54All right.
06:55Baby, I'm gonna miss you.
07:00I'm feeling so alive.
07:02I'm feeling that it's not about to stay.
07:07That's that mac and protein right there.
07:09Mama got the green bean.
07:10Healthy queen.
07:12That's me.
07:13I'm so flippin' tired.
07:15You're flippin' tired?
07:16I'm so flippin' tired.
07:18Between that dog, up at three in the morning for a poop break.
07:23We got Kiwi, our foster dog, just last week.
07:27The best way to maintain a happy relationship whilst fostering a dog would be patience.
07:36Communication.
07:37Uh-oh, someone wants in.
07:41You're gonna try and eat your food, baby.
07:43No, you're not.
07:44I'm a pro.
07:44This one's got a lot of experience.
07:46And I'm lucky enough to have learned from this one.
07:48So, I feel like the dog's gonna be happy.
07:50I think that's the main thing.
07:51And yes, I think the dog's gonna be very happy with that.
07:53Do you think you're gonna be okay leaving you not fostering?
07:57I've come to peace with it.
08:00I did very much fall for this girl.
08:02The whole beauty of fostering is literally, like, the nurturing, the taking care, the building
08:07them back up.
08:09I do want to say thank you for, like, being here and just, like, helping me with everything.
08:17I feel like it's been uncertain and strange.
08:21But even coming to the radiologist appointment, I really appreciate it.
08:25Because you knew how freaked out I was about all of it.
08:28I still am.
08:29And I know I've been crying, like, every three seconds.
08:32I'm literally still waiting on my arm biopsy results.
08:35But I had my blood work results come back.
08:39And my calcitonin levels were really high to a point where my doctor was concerned.
08:45So I had to go to the radiologist to see if I have any cancerous lumps in my thyroid.
08:56I know it's a scary thing.
08:58That kind of warning is a disgusting feeling I can only imagine.
09:03I hate seeing Leah worry, especially about something like this.
09:07All I can do is make sure she's in as light spirit as I possibly can.
09:14Her weight is my weight.
09:16And the way you've been going about things, if anything, I really, like, respect and commend
09:21you because you're so fucking strong.
09:23I'm definitely a hypochondriac.
09:26I'm not going to lie.
09:27I am someone who checks in on my health a lot.
09:31I'm here for you 100%.
09:33You're my other half.
09:35Your happiness is my happiness.
09:37I am a victim of Googling and finding out that I have every disease ever.
09:44You know, who's not?
09:45But I think, like, for sure, I do worry about health things.
09:52I don't know.
09:53Maybe it's because, like, I studied cancer and cancers in the family and thyroid cancer.
09:58It's really fucking scary and it's horrible.
10:01Just take it a day at a time.
10:03Yeah.
10:03And I'll go to your back for it all.
10:04I love you, baby.
10:05I love you, mama.
10:07You're going to be fine, honestly.
10:08I love you, baby.
10:38Wow.
10:42Amazing.
10:43This is insane.
10:45Oh, my God.
10:47My sister Taylor, she's two years older and she's lived in L.A. ever since she graduated from USD.
10:54She's an artist, photographer, model.
10:57She does it all.
10:58How's life been for you?
10:59Life is good.
11:01Saturday, I've got another shoot.
11:03Booked and busy.
11:04Yeah.
11:04I'm glad I'm here in L.A. if you ever need more people to be in your shoot.
11:07Yeah.
11:08Like, some, like, handsome, like, unique-looking.
11:10Right, right, right.
11:11I actually never thought that I'd actually move here, like, full-time.
11:14Like, I never thought if I moved back to California, I'd move to San Diego.
11:17What the hell is going on in San Diego?
11:19I think San Diego's where I want to raise a family, you know?
11:21Yeah, and you're not even dating anyone.
11:23So...
11:24I'm thinking long-term.
11:26So that's why you're here in L.A.?
11:28That's why...
11:28Yeah, you're right.
11:29It's funny you say that, because I did meet somebody, and then I actually took her on a date.
11:34Okay, cheers.
11:35Okay, cheers.
11:36Well, hi.
11:40But...
11:41I'm already kind of, like, in my head about the second date.
11:44Like, I just moved here.
11:45Do I want to jump into a relationship right away, you know?
11:48You're trying to think, like, ten steps ahead.
11:51Like...
11:51I know.
11:51You don't need to do that.
11:52That's true.
11:53Nicole was intently in a relationship, but I feel like that was a relationship.
11:55Yeah.
11:56But that's just me.
11:57I forget that it was a real thing for you.
12:00Y'all were definitely locked in for what it was.
12:03I think if you want to do something, you should do it.
12:07Until you realize what it really was.
12:13Obviously, the video is not okay.
12:15Like, nobody deserves that.
12:16That is fucked up.
12:18That was, like, tragic.
12:19Like, it didn't even have to be like that.
12:22You think you trust somebody, and then when you get that form of betrayal,
12:26it just...
12:27It's like digging a knife into you and twisting it.
12:30No one who loves you is going to talk about you like that.
12:34Yeah.
12:34So that's why, like, going into this, like, with Alana, I'm just...
12:38It's...
12:38I want to, like, do it right and not overthink things.
12:43My experience with Nicole has affected my dating life.
12:45Like, before then, I would kind of jump into a lot of things,
12:47and now it takes me a while to really open up
12:50and get back to that vulnerable side of me
12:53because when I...
12:55Last time I did that, I got completely blindsided.
12:59That's the whole point of getting to know her.
13:01Like, are you someone that I can experience conflict with?
13:04But also, it's, like, PTSD,
13:06because, like, what we grew up with with mom and dad
13:08was obviously, like, started off really good
13:10and then it ended up so shitty.
13:11Yeah.
13:12The dream is just, like, love.
13:14Yeah.
13:14However that looks.
13:15But I'm not worried about you rushing into something
13:19because you just don't do that.
13:21Yeah.
13:22Now, when it comes to dating,
13:23being a child of divorce automatically puts doubts in your mind
13:27because you come from a home where
13:29that trust between your parents was shattered.
13:32I think that it feels like a lot because you don't do it.
13:35It feels like, oh, am I moving too fast?
13:37And it's like, you don't move at all.
13:38So just...
13:39So, like, keep moving, I guess.
13:44That's so true.
13:45Exactly.
13:46Yo, bro.
14:01What's up, dude?
14:02I'm currently having a wig.
14:04Oh, damn.
14:05Nice.
14:06I'm shopping right now.
14:07You like these?
14:09Are these sick?
14:11Sweatpants, shirts, jeans.
14:13Do you go for, like, skinny jeans?
14:15Hey, here, dude.
14:16I don't do skinny jeans anymore.
14:18Wait, when are you flying back?
14:20Next Monday.
14:21So literally, like, six days time.
14:22All right, cool.
14:23You've got no one to chill right now?
14:24I had plans to go shopping with Liv today,
14:26and I texted her this morning, and she's like,
14:28I'm not, like, feeling super well.
14:30Well, because she's hungover or just, like, sickness ill?
14:32No, I think she has, like, food poisoning.
14:35I don't know.
14:35Not good.
14:36I know.
14:37But I feel bad.
14:39Liv's ill.
14:40Liv's ill.
14:40Kayler's ill.
14:41Kayler's in the hospital.
14:43Yeah, my kidney acted up this morning.
14:46I get huge kidney stones that I can't pass on my own
14:50to get surgery.
14:51Did you hear from her?
14:52No.
14:53She hasn't reached out to me.
14:55I don't know if I should or shouldn't have,
14:56but I just impulsively just, like,
14:58tried to FaceTime her.
15:00And she didn't help her.
15:00I don't know whether or not that's because she was in surgery
15:02or what.
15:03But I just messaged her.
15:04I was like, oh, I hope you're good, mate.
15:07And then I hope, like, your family's next to you.
15:09Mm-hmm.
15:09I think me and Kayler's conversation on the rooftop
15:13was the first time that we've probably been able to, like,
15:15open up to each other.
15:16I almost feel like we've just set all of our differences aside.
15:19And I was just able to give her a hug.
15:22And I think she felt better after it,
15:24which is kind of what I wanted for her.
15:26How was Liv's party?
15:28Yeah, the party was all right.
15:29Me and Kayler talked for quite a while as well.
15:31What'd you guys talk about?
15:33Just, like, the past and stuff.
15:36You know, she's not happy.
15:38Like, I think she's a cool person.
15:39And, like, I never stopped wanting her to, like, be happy,
15:43but even more so when I don't see her thriving like she was.
15:47I want Kayler to be happy
15:49because then it means I don't have to worry about her.
15:51Well, I'm glad you're back home with the fam,
15:54helping your mom out.
15:55Yeah.
15:56Have you ever seen, like, Star Wars with the little Wookiees?
15:58Yeah, an Ewok, dude, that is so cute.
16:17Can I get your ride?
16:19Hop on in, darling.
16:20Thanks.
16:21Well, thanks for driving.
16:23Of course.
16:23You're taking me out.
16:25I'm glad we got this opportunity.
16:26I was like, this is what we need.
16:28Jumpstart us.
16:29Kendall, I am so excited.
16:31Marky is, like, apparently the best of the best.
16:34Since being out here,
16:35I haven't really known what kind of avenue I want to do,
16:37you know, because, like, I was so new to all of this.
16:40But I was like, I love talking.
16:43We are big yappers.
16:44I do love the idea of, like, interviewing at people
16:47at, like, red carpets or events.
16:49I love to talk.
16:50I love to learn something new about everyone.
16:52So I am looking forward to seeing if that's something for me.
16:56I will wait and see.
16:57Hi.
16:58Hello.
16:59How are you?
17:00I'm Marky Costello.
17:01I'm Liv.
17:02This is Kendall.
17:03I'm so happy you reached out.
17:04Kendall, Marky Costello.
17:06Pleasure to meet you.
17:06Pleasure to meet you.
17:07We are so excited.
17:08Let's work on that handshake.
17:09As a woman, no weak handshake.
17:10I'm Marky Costello.
17:11There we go.
17:12Nice one.
17:12Yeah, give a nice one.
17:13Gotta get the firm handshake in there.
17:14Kendall's got a good one.
17:15Marky is a renowned presenter who specializes in, like, red carpets and talking on camera.
17:22Okay, obviously you were on Love Island USA.
17:25It was a huge hit.
17:26Everybody and their mother watched it.
17:27You have this huge platform.
17:29You went from maybe a couple thousand followers, half a million to a million followers.
17:34What's the game plan for you two?
17:36Since being off the show, I, like, was very grateful.
17:38I got to do a lot of brand trips and brand deals and stuff.
17:42But I haven't focused on, like, what avenue I want to go down.
17:45Do I want to do, like, hosting?
17:48Do I want to do fashion?
17:49Fashion, fashion.
17:50So I'm trying to get into all the fields and, like, target mainly the ones I think I would like.
17:55Right.
17:56For me, like, to diversify my content is one of my goals for this year.
18:00And I did do a little, like, just brandly on my own.
18:03This wasn't even with a brand.
18:05You did a little man on the street.
18:06Man on the street thing.
18:07Yeah.
18:07And so that was my passion, like, growing up.
18:09I went to school.
18:10I got a degree in broadcasting.
18:12So I want to host my own TV show.
18:14I want to host red carpets.
18:16I got big ambitions.
18:17You need to have those goals or else you're never going to hit them.
18:20So being a great on-camera host or personality, it's really the great balancing act.
18:25It's being able to balance your personality with that audience and then the creative.
18:29So on that note, let's see where we are starting with you, Kendall.
18:34Single shot.
18:35Lib, get up there.
18:36You can follow with the proctor.
18:37Three, two, one.
18:39Yo, what's up, lovers of love?
18:41Welcome to Vibe Check.
18:43My peeps, 2025.
18:45But here, we don't want to waste time.
18:48Our queen Beyonce dropped that country album and remind- I can't remember my hand.
18:52And reminded us all who runs the world behind Kendall.
18:55Let's get into it.
18:57Okay, you do a very common thing when people aren't sure of themselves.
19:00They start to trail their voice lower and lower.
19:03Maybe I'll just whisper it and no one will fucking hear me.
19:06All right.
19:07Lib, put your hand down, too.
19:08I know you want to have something physical.
19:11Everybody has a check.
19:12The ADHD.
19:12Put it down.
19:13So, like, go straight, like-
19:15No, don't go straight down.
19:17First of all, I don't want it coming from your physicality.
19:19I want it coming from your personality.
19:21Three, two, one.
19:23Yo, what's up, lovers of love?
19:25I'm Kendall.
19:26And welcome to Vibe Check, where the drip is tight, the connections are real, and the chemistry,
19:33well, that's up to you guys, lovers of love.
19:35So much better.
19:37I think Kendall's actually pretty good at this.
19:38Maybe it was, you need a little bit of improvement.
19:41Don't tell him that.
19:42God, his head looks like improvement.
19:45Three, two, one.
19:48My peeps, it's heavy, and it's real.
19:512025 hasn't been easy.
19:53The world keeps spinning, and so do we.
19:56Might as well count the ride.
19:58I'm your host, Liv Walker, and this is The Highs and Lows.
20:02Love you guys.
20:03I actually like this read the best from you, because I felt like, towards the end, like,
20:08I really saw you.
20:09And that's all an audience wants to do is go, they want to connect.
20:13That's what a great host does.
20:15I got that fire in me.
20:19Burn your hat like a hundred degrees.
20:23Hey!
20:25Look, we're ready.
20:26We're ready.
20:28Yeah!
20:30Where's the pop?
20:31Look at how much stuff we brought, just in case.
20:33I can't wait to meet my niece or nephew.
20:35I think it's a boy.
20:36What's going on?
20:36It's a boy?
20:37His name's Juan.
20:38Hi, it's actually a baby.
20:41We're so excited.
20:42We're excited.
20:44Do you know the name?
20:46Juan.
20:46Juan.
20:47Juan.
20:47Juan.
20:47Juan.
20:48Juan.
20:48I wonder if Juan gets along with other dogs.
20:52I know.
20:52I don't know anything.
20:53Like, what if he's, like, antisocial?
20:54What if he has anxiety?
20:55What if he gets nervous?
20:56My dog's on Prozac.
20:57Jesus.
20:58Like mother, like daughter.
21:03A squirrel.
21:06Operation Adopt Two Animals Today.
21:08I'm just coming with food.
21:10Oh my gosh, he just yeeted.
21:13Janine, you have to piece it.
21:14They're gonna choke.
21:16A whole dog biscuit to a squirrel.
21:19Squirrel.
21:21What's better than a dog?
21:24Nothing but maybe a squirrel.
21:27I have more food.
21:29Have you ever seen someone walking around with, like, a squirrel on a leash?
21:32No, but I will be the first to do it.
21:34Watch.
21:35Oh my gosh, he's coming.
21:37I can definitely see myself adopting a squirrel.
21:40He's eating it, you guys.
21:41He's eating it.
21:42He's eating it.
21:44Right now, on the top of my list, though, is, like, a turkey.
21:48Do you want to adopt a turkey?
21:50Really badly.
21:51They're the cutest things in the world.
21:53And they purr when you pet them.
21:55And they like to get cuddled.
21:57I see him.
21:58I see him.
21:59I see Juan.
22:00I see him.
22:00No way.
22:02Am I blind?
22:04Look, he's right there.
22:05He's right there.
22:05He's right there.
22:06Oh my gosh, you guys.
22:08It's Juan.
22:08Juan!
22:09You know, I give up.
22:10My eyes aren't working.
22:12Look at this guy.
22:13Juan!
22:15That's our kid.
22:15Babe, it's our kid.
22:16It's our kid.
22:16He's so small.
22:18So small.
22:19Oh my gosh.
22:21How are you?
22:22Thank you so much for coming.
22:24He's really cute.
22:25Who wants to hold him?
22:26Hold my baby.
22:28He's a little puggle.
22:29Oh my gosh.
22:30How you doing?
22:32Nice to meet you.
22:33Nice to meet you.
22:34He's so cute.
22:35You ready?
22:37He's never had a dog before.
22:38Really?
22:38And we're fostering together.
22:40Oh my gosh.
22:40Okay, you want to hold him?
22:41Yeah, you can hold him for now.
22:43I don't think I'm there yet.
22:44What do you mean, Kenny?
22:46Do you see what I mean?
22:48I think Kenny is one of those people
22:50you got to push him a little bit
22:51when it comes to doing new things.
22:53Like, yeah, you're scared of holding the dog now,
22:55but you're not going to kill the little homie
22:56because if you can't hold a dog,
22:58then how you can hold a baby?
22:59And four of them.
23:01Weird.
23:02We'll cuddle in bed later.
23:05Okay, I'll hold him for now.
23:06This is my first dog.
23:08I don't really encounter dogs frequently.
23:10Maybe he does bite.
23:11He has an underbite.
23:12He looks kind of evil to me.
23:14Is this a lot of change for Kenny or Juan?
23:16A lot of change for Juan.
23:18I'm approaching him with caution.
23:20One step at a time.
23:21Maybe tomorrow.
23:22Should we go make sure he has his shots and everything?
23:24They come fully vaccinated.
23:26He's already neutered.
23:26When they're at the shelter,
23:28they make sure.
23:28Okay.
23:30He's very calm.
23:31He's like me.
23:32Very calm.
23:33And the underbite, too.
23:35I don't have an underbite.
23:36I am throwing a party to send my man off.
23:57I rented out the rink to celebrate with him.
24:00Alrighty.
24:01Yeah, this isn't going to be great.
24:03And I only wanted PPG and PPGM there.
24:07Cordell does not like drama at all.
24:09And I feel like when you get everyone together,
24:11something's bound to, like, happen.
24:13You ought to cut it.
24:15I'm a size 12.
24:16She's a size 6.
24:20I have to put these on right now.
24:22I don't even remember the last time I went roller skating.
24:27I'm basically waiting to fall.
24:29Well, change your mindset and you won't.
24:31I've never been roller skating before.
24:34I've been ice skating.
24:35How do you moonwalk?
24:36Yeah, so I'm a millennial.
24:38This is, like, not really my type of vibe.
24:40Okay.
24:40You got a little sweat here.
24:43Oh, shit.
24:45But I'm about to teach them a few tricks.
24:48You guys ready?
24:56Oh my god.
24:57I might fall on top of you.
24:59Okay.
25:01Wait, how do you stop, baby?
25:03My god!
25:04Do not take me down with you.
25:06I need to get off of here.
25:08Yeah!
25:09Serena, the bitch,
25:10obviously should own a roller skating ring.
25:13Oh, you're zooming.
25:16Yeah!
25:17Hey!
25:18Got you.
25:19Come on.
25:20Janae, Janae, are you going?
25:22Janae!
25:23Look at the footwork.
25:24Ah, ah, ah, ah.
25:26Skating's more about elegance.
25:28It's about finesse than about speed.
25:30Yeah!
25:33Kenny is too damn big to be moving that fast.
25:36Ken?
25:38Kenny?
25:39Pull!
25:41Do not hurt yourself.
25:44I'm thinking about not getting up.
25:47We did good.
25:56There he is.
25:57What's up, dog?
25:59What's up, brother?
26:01How are you living?
26:02Good.
26:03Busy.
26:03All over the place right now.
26:04It looks tough.
26:06I might have beat you for once.
26:08For once.
26:09Bro, I just got back from Pilates, man.
26:11You're busy?
26:12What you've been doing?
26:13Cheers, man.
26:14There we go.
26:17Oh, that's just fun.
26:18It's been interesting having everybody back here, too.
26:20Yeah.
26:21Yeah.
26:21Yeah.
26:22It's just like the energies have been kind of weird lately.
26:24Really?
26:24Like, what way?
26:25I don't know.
26:26I just feel like everyone's kind of, like, tense.
26:29Tense?
26:29Everything feels a little, like, sectioned off, and, like, it feels like there's times
26:34when we should probably all be, like, getting together.
26:37Yeah.
26:37Before we are.
26:38And it just, and then sometimes it just feels like there's just, like, a split.
26:41Yeah.
26:41We all came out here to L.A., all of us.
26:44People get closer with other people, and they certainly, like, have different, I don't
26:48want to say cliques, but I feel like everything is just a little bit different.
26:52Us and PPG.
26:53Yeah, it's, I'm going to say I hit up Cordell and like, yo, we'll have to see you before.
26:58Yeah.
26:59Because we were talking about that.
26:59Yeah.
27:00It lives in the house.
27:00Yeah.
27:00When does he leave?
27:01Like, really, like, I think it's either, like, Thursday.
27:04Yeah.
27:05He's going to be gone for a couple weeks.
27:06I think if I was really close with somebody, and they had a going-away party, and they
27:10were leaving town, and I didn't get invited, I would be a little hurt by that, for sure.
27:15Kendall's always got a smile on his face, but I think there's a small part of him that's
27:19a little bit, you know, stung by not being able to go to that party.
27:24I'm not going to cry myself to sleep that I'm not invited to what they're doing.
27:28Yeah, it's their thing.
27:30It just would have been a cool thing to go to, you know?
27:32Yeah.
27:32Of course.
27:33Yeah.
27:33I know, like, Janae didn't want to come to Liv's party if I was going to come there.
27:39Yeah.
27:40And, like, that, you know?
27:42I probably definitely could have done a few things a little differently and said some
27:46things differently, for sure, but, you know?
27:50Like, what'd you do?
27:51I'm going to ball you right now?
27:52Yeah, for sure.
27:53Were you actually?
27:54For sure.
27:55Like, I didn't want her.
27:56I think I was, like, ducking her.
27:57Okay.
27:58I wanted to at the reunion.
27:59Yeah.
27:59That just didn't happen.
28:00That conversation will happen.
28:01I'm going to throw something probably next, maybe next week.
28:05I want to think about Saddle Ranch.
28:07Oh, some mechanical bull, dude?
28:08Yeah.
28:09What if we all went there?
28:11That's a good spot.
28:12I feel like I never host anything.
28:13I'm always the one who wants to just make sure to keep the peace.
28:17So I feel like if I host this party, it could be a good thing to get everybody back together
28:24again and, like, just vibe, have a good time, ride the bull, drink, and just lay it off.
28:29People can invite whoever the fuck they want to invite.
28:31Yeah, everybody come, come one, come all.
28:33And the whole fucking farm.
28:35Nice.
28:35Dude, farm puns?
28:37Saddle Ranch?
28:37Invite the whole farm.
28:39This is cool.
28:39I heard you got a puppy, man.
28:45How's Juan?
28:46Oh, yeah.
28:47Yeah.
28:47How's Juan?
28:48You're twin, man.
28:49You're twin, man.
28:51He's great.
28:51Man, that's your son, bro.
28:53The first few days were rough.
28:54Do y'all have any adoption inquiries?
28:57One person reached out to show interest.
28:59Only one?
29:00We can just get them to see an application.
29:01Only one.
29:02I just really want to get him adopted so we can do the next one and then the next one.
29:07Jenae jumped the gun when she said that.
29:10No, I'm pretty far removed from adopting more animals.
29:15I'm struggling with the one I have right now.
29:18Guys, I was rubbing on Milo last night.
29:21I fed him, like, four treats.
29:23Wow!
29:25Give it up.
29:26I did.
29:27Do I hear marriage material?
29:29She's been doing real good.
29:31He's not going to leave me.
29:34Now that Cordell is going to be gone, it's important to be close with Milo.
29:38Me and Milo, man.
29:41Oh, my God.
29:42He's looking at me.
29:42Wait, I don't think I can do this.
29:45Look.
29:45Say what's up, man.
29:47We're coming.
29:49It's a building relationship.
29:52We're building it, you know?
29:54We're going to see.
29:55Who's taking care of Milo while you're gone?
29:58My god sister.
29:59I was thinking about taking him to Atlanta for a little bit with me, too, though.
30:02Are you excited to be going to Atlanta?
30:03Yeah, man.
30:04I'm so ready for it to start.
30:06This is so exciting.
30:07I know.
30:07Who knows when he's coming back?
30:08He keeps getting more.
30:09They keep extending it.
30:10Yeah, that's another one right after we're coming back.
30:12After we're coming back.
30:13I might not even be able to celebrate my birthday anymore.
30:15I know.
30:15Aw.
30:16Congrats.
30:17That's you.
30:17We'll FaceTime you on your birthday.
30:20I'm happy to support Serena.
30:22Whatever she wants to do, I'm down.
30:24I'm here to distract her while Cordell is gone.
30:27I think I'm a good replacement.
30:29Surprise!
30:30I love it.
30:31Oh!
30:32Woo!
30:34Here's the cake for my baby's going away.
30:38Yay!
30:39Woo!
30:39Woo!
30:40Woo!
30:40Woo!
30:41So proud of you.
30:42For booking your first role and many more to come.
30:46Yay!
30:48Woo!
30:53I think we're perfect.
31:09You feeling good, buddy?
31:10Come on, you're an octopus.
31:12Let's play with your octopus.
31:14Not interested with their octopus.
31:17I'm learning how to deal with Juan.
31:21He does seem a little bit uncertain about his surroundings.
31:25This is your bed.
31:27Good coffee.
31:28Good boy.
31:30We're warming up to each other.
31:32Yeah.
31:34He wags his tail when he sees me now and brings me his toys.
31:37He likes to bite my shoes and bring it to his bed.
31:40And, you know, you ultimately, you know, fall in love with him.
31:45Yes.
31:46Yes.
31:47Walk and park.
31:48Let's go.
31:49Go.
31:50Let's go.
31:58Coming.
31:59Hi.
32:00Hi.
32:01You look so cute.
32:03Thank you for having me.
32:04These are for you.
32:05You already got me too.
32:06I know, but I didn't want to come in two-handed.
32:08How are you?
32:09And I bought some cookies.
32:11That's so sweet.
32:12The place is so clean.
32:13How are you feeling?
32:14Feeling fine.
32:15I just had a killer UTI.
32:16Are you on meds for it?
32:18Yeah.
32:19I'm on like five different medications.
32:21Yeah.
32:22My kidney acted up this morning.
32:24I go home from my best friend's bridal shower, wake up the morning of, and I'm in the
32:28worst pain ever.
32:30I had a kidney infection.
32:31I was on the verge of sepsis.
32:33So I stayed there for four nights.
32:35I'm so glad that I was in PA with my family.
32:39So yeah, fuck kidney stones.
32:41I have a stent in my kidney.
32:44So it's like a tube basically that's like allowing, like helping me like pee.
32:48Wait, what?
32:49You pee through a pole.
32:51I pee through a tube.
32:54Can you see it?
32:55No.
32:56Oh.
32:57No, you can't see it.
32:58It doesn't like just hang out.
32:59No, but I've had one of those two before.
33:01I am a little bit like lost for words and I feel like I have a lot of words, but it sounds
33:06very serious, especially in your young years.
33:09But no matter what we're going through, I'm here for her.
33:13This is what I need to catch you up on.
33:15So Torrin, the guy that I'm talking to, I was at stagecoach with Kaylee, Kendall, everyone.
33:22That's where I met this kid.
33:24So who was he friends with?
33:26He's friends with Louie, Caleb.
33:30That's where it's messy, but I promise you it's not as bad as it sounds.
33:39Did I hear that right?
33:40He didn't know Caleb and I's like history.
33:43And I didn't know that he was friends with Caleb.
33:46Kay, run that shit back.
33:47What were you saying?
33:48So how do they know the boy?
33:49Well, he works for their agency.
33:51Oh.
33:52Then Caleb found out.
33:55Caleb was like, what the fuck?
33:57And like freaked out.
33:58What the fuck is what's going through my brain?
34:03Hey, don't hate the play, hate the game.
34:05I didn't do it out of like maliciousness.
34:08I didn't know.
34:09You would have gone one of these better friends.
34:11Yeah.
34:12Rule number one to be a boss ass bitch.
34:16Okay.
34:17What's the new guy think of it?
34:19He feels like the biggest piece of shit in the world.
34:22Has he spoken to Caleb?
34:24Yeah.
34:25And they're cool?
34:26Yeah.
34:27Or if he's cool with him, he has to be cool with you.
34:29No.
34:30What did he want you to do?
34:32Call him and give him a heads up.
34:35Hey mate, about to just fuck your friend and get my back blown.
34:38Hope you're good.
34:39Good night.
34:41This is so messy.
34:42So is Taryn going to come on Thursday?
34:44Like have you invited him to set around?
34:46Yeah, I think I should invite him.
34:48Aaron's going to be there too.
34:49That's going to be so weird.
34:51It's only as weird as you make it.
34:53Like bringing a guy around Aaron may feel weird.
34:56I don't know, but why do I even care?
34:58It was nice to talk to Aaron at Love's party.
35:01I think we had a good conversation, but that door was closed last summer.
35:06We're both over it.
35:07Done.
35:08We'll move on.
35:20Hi, pretty girl.
35:21Hey, Pokey Buds.
35:22We come bringing gifts.
35:24Hey.
35:25Hey, hey.
35:27I brought some goodies.
35:30That looks so good.
35:32They're slow roasting right now.
35:33Okay.
35:34So when it's closed, it's like soaking up the heat.
35:37You want me to bite one and make sure like it's doing good?
35:39No, I don't think you should.
35:40Okay.
35:42Did you make her vegan dogs?
35:44Yeah, they're on the...
35:45Maybe we should start eating vegan dogs.
35:46They're honestly pretty good.
35:48I'm going to start tomorrow though.
35:49Yeah.
35:50Here you go.
35:51Wow.
35:52Alrighty.
35:53Bottoms up.
35:54Cheers.
35:55To getting the gang back together.
35:59No.
36:00No.
36:01Even though we just saw each other.
36:02No.
36:03We cannot be there.
36:04What the hell are we cheersing to?
36:05Can we cheers to Juan?
36:06No, okay.
36:07I'm sorry.
36:08Sorry.
36:09No, me and Canary are good.
36:10I like to see how he takes care of Juan.
36:11How is it?
36:12He's obsessed with Juan.
36:13Really?
36:14He's like, you know what?
36:15This is what I signed up for.
36:16I'm going to do it.
36:17And like his whole mentality, everything changed.
36:19I just told him like, hey, since he's staying at your place,
36:21he can see what it feels like to have 24-7 a dog near you.
36:22I will come every morning.
36:23Why did y'all decide to like live next door instead of like,
36:25getting like a together?
36:26Yeah.
36:27Oh my gosh.
36:28No.
36:29Good question.
36:30I ask myself that every day.
36:31And at first we were going to live together.
36:32And like last minute, he was just like,
36:33is it okay if we live separate?
36:34And I was just like, that's weird.
36:35I think he just asked me if we want to live separate.
36:36Like, did I have to live together?
36:37Yeah.
36:38Yeah.
36:39Oh my gosh.
36:40No.
36:41Um, good question.
36:42I ask myself that every day.
36:43And at first we were going to live together.
36:44And he was like, yeah, like, I don't know.
36:45I'm crying in a grocery store.
36:46So I don't even get to hear this side.
36:47Oh, I remember this.
36:48I called Leah.
36:49Like, I'm like, I'm tripping.
36:50Like, yes.
36:51I found out that Kenny would rather live separate rather than together for the summer when I was grocery shopping.
37:06I was so confused and like, maybe like humiliated and embarrassed.
37:10I had dreams of what the summer would be of us living together.
37:15Everything but without the ring.
37:17Silly me.
37:18And then like, I don't know.
37:20It's definitely just like my ego for sure because like-
37:22It's not your ego though, Jenae.
37:24Well, his reasoning was like valid enough for me to humble myself.
37:29It was like-
37:30Jenae.
37:31I know.
37:32No.
37:33I'm trying.
37:34I felt so sad for Jenae.
37:35Cause Jenae is like the most loving and giving person.
37:40And I know Jenae would be there like taking proper care of him.
37:45And so it's like, you're missing out.
37:48Is he going to renew another lease in Dallas?
37:51Like, are y'all going to keep-
37:52I don't know.
37:53That's the thing.
37:54He has a one bedroom in Dallas and a one bedroom in New York.
37:56Really?
37:57And he's been going back and forth.
37:59Kenny having an apartment, not only in Dallas, but also in New York makes it very interesting
38:08of how our future is going to play out.
38:11I live in Vegas and long distance relationships should be illegal.
38:15I don't understand how people do it.
38:17Not for me.
38:18His lease ends at our one year mark.
38:21So it's like, would you move in with someone after dating them for one year?
38:24Yeah.
38:25If that's what you want to do.
38:26And you're talking to someone who is like fully against living with someone else.
38:31I'm like, right now, while I'm not engaged or married, let me get my motherfucking alone
38:36time.
38:37Because forever, forever.
38:39Yeah, that sounds beautiful to me.
38:42I am the only one out of PPG right now who wouldn't want to live with a partner until
38:49we're married.
38:50But if I told a man, I want to move in with you for two months, and he told me no, it
38:58would hurt my feelings too.
38:59I don't think I could marry someone that I didn't live with.
39:02What about house hunting?
39:03How's that going?
39:04Oh yeah.
39:05How's that house hunting?
39:06Dude, there was this house that I love, love, but we didn't get it.
39:12That's the only house I've liked.
39:13And now I'm like, I hate every house I've ever seen since.
39:16So for right now, I feel like that's on pause.
39:19Unfortunately, sadly, like my brain has been so preoccupied.
39:24I've literally been having to go to doctor's appointments like every day this past week.
39:30That's crazy.
39:31Janae, last week was the craziest day of my life.
39:35Yeah.
39:36It was crazy.
39:37Like I was at the skin doctor, like, and they cut off a piece of my skin to do biopsy
39:42for it to see what that was.
39:43And I was really worried about that.
39:45And then I had to go to my other doctor.
39:47This is a separate doctor from the skin one.
39:49Damn.
39:50Um, and he's like, yeah, like something's going on with your calcitonin levels.
39:54And he said, we need to send you to a radiologist to check for like your thyroid to see if anything's going on with it.
40:00And like, I'm thinking obviously like radiologists, like that's people that like, you know, the C word.
40:07And then I go in the fucking office.
40:10It's like all old people.
40:12I really freaked myself out very easily over any health problems.
40:16So to hear like the C word, I was like, oh my fucking God.
40:20My mind is filled with a lot of what ifs.
40:23And I feel like what ifs are just the worst.
40:26Like you're just thinking of like all the what ifs.
40:29Don't you dare drop a tear.
40:31You're okay, girl.
40:32We're going to be here to support you at all times.
40:34It just like stresses me out.
40:35Cause like.
40:36Cause you're human.
40:37And that's a scary thing.
40:38I'm like at the fucking radiology office yesterday.
40:41Just like, I can't believe like this is even a thing right now.
40:51Just like stresses me out.
40:53Cause like.
40:54Cause you're human.
40:55And that's a scary thing.
40:56Cause like I feel like.
40:57I feel like I go down a really nasty rabbit hole.
40:59Cause it's like scary.
41:00For the thyroid pictures that they took with the ultrasound.
41:03Um, I have to worry about.
41:04Oh, I was like, what's the wrong thing?
41:05Oh.
41:06I was like, I got on the fucking radiology office yesterday.
41:08Just like, I can't believe like this is even a thing right now.
41:10You're okay.
41:11Don't you fucking cry, bitch.
41:12Because I didn't put setting spray on.
41:13Like I can't.
41:14I think everything that's been going on with my health.
41:16It does get you thinking.
41:18And when I start thinking about it too much,
41:20I feel like I go down a really nasty rabbit hole.
41:21Cause it's like scary.
41:23For the thyroid pictures that they took with the ultrasound,
41:25um i have to wait 14 days like imagine someone tells you something's really wrong with you and
41:31they're like but you have to wait i also just have been like so unenjoyable to be around because of
41:36all like the doctor i feel like with how stressed and like anxious you've been about it you have not
41:41been showing it you're fine i promise you're going to be okay they're gonna your doctors seem like
41:46they're on it it's gonna be fine and it's gonna be nothing but i'm like what if it's not though
41:52don't think like that worst case scenario if it's not you have a village behind you
41:58cancer doesn't care about a village okay well guess guess who guess who yeah guess who it should
42:03worry about no come on you're gonna be fine i'm petrified for leah that should never ever be in
42:12anyone's cards cancer is a evil evil thing i literally can't process what she just told me
42:19it's crazy i always feel bad like saying how i feel to like the people that i'm really close to
42:25because i'm like i don't want to like burden them with my problems but and that's the thing it's crazy
42:29because i love when my friends do it to me but i don't want to like feel like someone's like issue
42:36but i will say i've been feeling so bad lately why because i've been having like an anxiety attack
42:44every morning why like it's becoming like a routine it's to the point where cordell will wake
42:50up before me to anticipate the anxiety attack and then like he'll be there he'll come and he just won't
42:56go to sleep i would have never known i've always struggled with anxiety though my anxiety it was
43:02always like little things that will like trigger but it would never be bad now it's just like it's a lot
43:07different because you have i mean now millions of eyes on you granted i am an extrovert i love talking to
43:13people i love meeting new people so it's conflicting because the things that may trigger is also the
43:19things that i love i have to like cut my phone off or i'm like anxious about it i'm like oh my god like
43:25what if they hate me like anxiety to have never something that i have never experienced in my life
43:30people like tear me apart and i was never insecure of how i looked ever people have made fun of my me
43:37myself my dog they've basically insulted any and everything in my life i never thought i was like
43:44ugly or anything but i'm also like if you are making fun of somebody's appearance you need to shut the
43:52up they were like oh my god bitch you need this this and that you need a nose job you need this you need
44:00that don't worry even if you have one you still get made fun of and that's the thing it's a lose
44:06fucking lose i struggle with finding help in the people that i love oh but i will say i
44:19kind of i feel not like depend on cordella but but he like understands it he gets it and like he knows
44:25how to like get me out of it and he's very patient yeah he's so patient and so sweet and i love that
44:31so i'm like when he's in atlanta y'all we gotta go all out i need y'all we will not let you down
44:38well you know we're right here baby mama like like i'm going straight to party city and getting a
44:43katrillion balloons what that's not what we're going for i'm sorry like decorate his home
44:50we're getting all the balloons and you're like no bitch jack sparrow
45:00one thing that is so funny is you they can never read the rules
45:03i'm dead next time on love island beyond the villa wow it's really crying i need to know
45:25oh are you going on thursday what is it like kendall's birthday are you going y'all know i'm not
45:31going i was worried about you last week yeah you're the first person that texted me i honestly i'm
45:36happy for you i'm really glad that you've met like someone new i don't think she wants me to be fine
45:40with it but i'm fine with it he kind of looks like you oh road tauren looks just like an american version
45:47of aaron you artificially like brought him over to piss me off it's not like we were making out
45:52before i left i hope you didn't tell miguel that we both wanted space because that's not the case
46:00i wanted separation from you

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