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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25It must be.
00:01:30There is a traffic in Napoli.
00:01:32I can't see woman.
00:01:34This is the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51Where in the C case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53It's not missing.
00:01:54It's not missing.
00:01:55It's not missing.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What did you want?
00:02:09What do you think?
00:02:10She stopped the bus, the bus !
00:02:13They shot at a
00:02:18target.
00:02:19Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:21One, one moment, one moment.
00:02:23I don't know anything.
00:02:25I don't know anything.
00:02:27I don't know anything.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35No.
00:02:37The train station, I think?
00:02:39The exchange booth?
00:02:41Oh, Jamie.
00:02:43I'm sorry.
00:02:45That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:51This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:15Shhh.
00:03:17Shhh.
00:03:19Shhh.
00:03:21Is this it?
00:03:23Thanks, man.
00:03:29Shhh.
00:03:31Shhh.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Shhh.
00:03:45Yes, I have her credit card numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
00:03:535533.
00:03:557645.
00:03:598787.
00:04:019157.
00:04:0357.
00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:07Expires 1215.
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:15No, I'm working here.
00:04:17Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:21You love how they ask.
00:04:23As if I have a choice.
00:04:25Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:27Besides learn Italian.
00:04:29I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:31I don't at all.
00:04:33I admire you.
00:04:35I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:37That's not true.
00:04:39You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:41Besides, what's the point?
00:04:43The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:45Well, I...
00:04:47Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:49Yes.
00:04:51All right.
00:04:53Okay.
00:04:55Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:04:57I think that's wonderful.
00:04:59What does that mean?
00:05:01Nothing.
00:05:03Nothing?
00:05:05I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:07I always have.
00:05:09You know that?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:13I always have.
00:05:15You know that?
00:05:17You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34It has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:47I don't know.
00:06:03Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:07Um...
00:06:09David Foster Wallace?
00:06:11I don't know.
00:06:13You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:15You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:17Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:21He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day?
00:06:37I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:39Just so tedious.
00:06:41And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world.
00:06:49And it wasn't...
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57Love you.
00:07:13Love you too.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:27You feel all right?
00:07:29You feel okay?
00:07:30Yeah.
00:07:31You sure?
00:07:33Mm-hmm.
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:52I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Before I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:25Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you'll have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parla tu inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:57That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:11Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49You're making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:51Yes, you are.
00:15:55Grazie.
00:15:56Grazie.
00:15:58Uno?
00:15:59Damn you.
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38You know, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the
00:18:25island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever
00:18:30seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I've actually seen it in the last 8 months, but I'm tired, so I'm tired, so I'm not
00:18:52a person placed on the other side, so I'm tired.
00:19:10And even in a second, I'm still tired, but I'm tired, so I'm tired.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:44Withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote.
00:20:14To Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:13All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country U.K.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:33Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I won't learn.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era.
00:22:57But it was nothing like it really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:47Interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:56Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:25:58Everything is nothing.
00:25:59All the best.
00:26:00Grazie.
00:26:01Grazie.
00:26:02Grazie.
00:26:03Make a wish.
00:26:04Oh, yeah.
00:26:05Make it great.
00:26:06Okay.
00:26:07Bravo.
00:26:08Bravo.
00:26:09Bravo.
00:26:10Hey.
00:26:11Bye.
00:26:12Bye.
00:26:13Bye.
00:26:14Bye.
00:26:15Bye.
00:26:16Bye.
00:26:17Bye.
00:26:18Bye.
00:26:19Bye.
00:26:20Bye.
00:26:21Bye.
00:26:22Bye.
00:26:23Bye.
00:26:24Bye.
00:26:25Bye.
00:26:26Bye.
00:26:27Bye.
00:26:29Bye.
00:26:29Bye.
00:26:35What do you mean I'm ready to know?
00:26:36What?
00:26:37Grab my hand.
00:26:38Wait.
00:26:39Come, go, go.
00:26:40Go.
00:26:41Oh, my god.
00:26:42Get to my heart off.
00:26:43No.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:46What?
00:26:47What do you mean?
00:26:49Hey, hey, hey.
00:26:54It's a carabinerary.
00:26:55Is the police?
00:26:56The police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59No!
00:27:00No!
00:27:01No!
00:27:01No!
00:27:02No!
00:27:03No!
00:27:04No!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can go back!
00:27:07We can go back!
00:27:09You can't pay me!
00:27:10I'm gonna pay me!
00:27:12No!
00:27:13No!
00:27:14No!
00:27:15No!
00:27:16No!
00:27:17No!
00:27:18No!
00:27:19Oh!
00:27:20No!
00:27:21No!
00:27:24No!
00:27:25No!
00:27:25It would make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:55Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Okay, maybe it's not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35I'm sorry.
00:29:40I don't know.
00:29:50I don't know.
00:29:53It takes care of themselves.
00:30:29You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip
00:31:15of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Janey.
00:31:31Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings.
00:32:13And they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:26And we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:37I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:41I liked some of them.
00:32:43They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility.
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us were planning dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07That's it.
00:34:08Please, sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:10I'm not sure if you're going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, put-up-up-up?
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:54You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Okay?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:03Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat, covered in sauce, with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:50Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59Something might end.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:45What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:56Don't you, Regina?
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, I wish it's home to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:34Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep. I'll be waiting.
00:38:56Okay.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:26I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:56We need you now.
00:40:07The ferry is filled with water.
00:40:09I went to work for you to go to work for work after that.
00:40:14I want to 아버ise get in the water.
00:40:17I'm sorry.
00:40:18What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:48I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11I can't do this.
00:41:12Why?
00:41:13Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:43Don't follow me.
00:41:44Don't follow me.
00:41:45Don't follow me.
00:41:46Don't follow me.
00:41:47Don't follow me.
00:41:48Don't follow me.
00:41:49Don't follow me.
00:41:50Don't follow me.
00:41:51Don't follow me.
00:41:52Don't follow me.
00:41:53Don't follow me.
00:41:54Don't follow me.
00:41:55Don't follow me.
00:41:56Don't follow me.
00:41:57Don't follow me.
00:41:58Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:00Don't follow me.
00:42:01Don't follow me.
00:42:02Don't follow me.
00:42:03Don't follow me.
00:42:04Don't follow me.
00:42:05Don't follow me.
00:42:06Don't follow me.
00:42:07Don't follow me.
00:42:08Don't follow me.
00:42:09Don't follow me.
00:42:10Don't follow me.
00:43:11Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just make my husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53Listen, I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:29I'm sorry.
00:44:30I'm sorry.
00:44:35I'm sorry.
00:44:37I'm sorry.
00:44:38Leonard.
00:44:39Leonard.
00:44:40Can we talk?
00:45:08Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:04What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14What did you do?
00:46:26What did you do?
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:44What did you do?
00:46:48No!
00:47:48Oh!
00:48:48Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah, I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:18I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:48I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:18I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:48I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:18I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:48I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:53I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:58I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:03I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:18I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:23I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:28I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:30I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:32Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:53:02You make me feel nervous.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:32You want a drink?
00:53:49You're welcome.
00:53:50You're welcome.
00:53:54Is that him?
00:54:08Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:38Must be lonely.
00:55:08Must be lonely.
00:55:38Must be lonely.
00:55:40I wish I was single again.
00:55:44Again and again and again.
00:55:48Again and again and again.
00:55:52Once I was single.
00:55:56I wish I was single again.
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:36Leonard.
00:56:38Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:42I've committed myself.
00:56:44People are depending on me.
00:56:46I have to go to work.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:54Let's go to work.
00:56:56I have to go to work.
00:56:58I have to go to work.
00:57:00I'll go to work.
00:57:02I'm gonna be in love.
00:57:04I've been studying it.
00:57:06If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33Well, that's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:53If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:29In the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:06If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:27Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:28With the book?
00:59:29No, with my life.
00:59:34This is it, you know.
00:59:35It ends with me.
00:59:36In the harvest time we all went to the place where we live.
00:59:37You know, it ends with me.
00:59:38But I'm not sure I'm going to be here.
00:59:39I'm not sure what we've been doing.
00:59:40How do you want to be here?
00:59:41I'm not sure what you want to be here.
00:59:42Yes.
00:59:43What are you doing?
00:59:44How do you want to be here?
00:59:45What are you doing?
00:59:46How do you want to be here?
00:59:48I'm a real thing.
00:59:49Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:50What are you doing?
00:59:51What are you doing?
00:59:52I'm not wearing her.
00:59:53I'm not wearing her.
00:59:54With the book?
00:59:55No, with my life.
00:59:57No, with my life.
00:59:58This is it, you know.
00:59:59It ends with me.
01:00:02In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:09Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:17The horses.
01:00:22The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them. They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one, Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:56They were lovely days, really.
01:01:06They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know, it's different for you. In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:19You haven't got the war. People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:23But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life. One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:42There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:01:59It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05What is it?
01:02:15You all right?
01:02:20You okay?
01:02:22Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:25It's bleeding.
01:02:27It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:33Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French. He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:58I want you to come with me.
01:03:22I play from the 1942 so that he knows them from her world.
01:03:26Oh my God.
01:03:27I want you to come in with me.
01:03:32Yea.
01:03:37I want you to come in with for me.
01:03:40I want you to come in with me.
01:03:41I want you to come in with me.
01:03:42I want you to come in with me.
01:03:47Oh my God.
01:03:48Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day?
01:04:14God, when did I know?
01:04:15I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23I want you to do what you need.
01:10:27No guilt.
01:10:36I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:37Hi.
01:11:47Hi.
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:03Thanks.
01:12:35Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:01I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13Yeah.
01:13:14Too bad.
01:13:17OK.
01:13:19I'm so sorry.
01:13:21Thanks, Paul.
01:13:23I'm so sorry.
01:13:25I feel very good.
01:14:58You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Fatherless.
01:16:45Fatherless.
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