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Love Island Beyond the Villa S1 EP 3
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00:00I really don't at this point, like, I actually have to talk to him.
00:03How was it seeing Kayla?
00:05It went generally quite well.
00:06She didn't stab me or shoot me, so.
00:08I still care for her, obviously, quite a lot,
00:09but I'd just rather care for her from a distance.
00:12You do this every time to go out?
00:14Why aren't Kenny and I living together?
00:17You're so annoying.
00:18It's important for me to just have my space.
00:21He's never had a dog, so last night he goes,
00:23bring me to the dog at your place.
00:24I'm like, okay, step one, if you want a dog,
00:26you're gonna, like, just leave at someone else's place.
00:27Kenny, we're starting off at him.
00:29I'm very wrong with him.
00:32She lied to me.
00:33So now I'm on eggshells because I'm like,
00:34I don't know what to believe and what not to believe.
00:36And you're being a shitty-ass friend.
00:40I thought that she would then, like,
00:42have a little respect to be like,
00:43can we have it in a private setting?
00:45I don't want to be on bad terms with her.
00:48So, like, okay, forgive, but I'm not gonna forget.
00:50The plan is to get Liv and Kayla to meet up at a lunch.
00:54I felt like I was being left out.
00:56I can see how you can be her.
00:58But also, like, there's things that, like,
01:00leading up to that that I would never do to you.
01:02Like the hair and makeup.
01:04Hair and makeup, lying, leaving you out.
01:07I'm hard.
01:08You were saying that I was fake.
01:10I fucking love you,
01:11but I don't feel like I can trust you.
01:13I could never trust people growing up.
01:16So I don't want people in my life I can't trust.
01:20And if you can't understand that,
01:21I don't really know where to go from here.
01:32I've said sorry.
01:33I've offered you the camera.
01:35What more do you want me to do?
01:36I've given you space.
01:37What physically more?
01:38Please.
01:39I don't want you to do anything else.
01:40Then you can't be expecting me to know how you've been feeling.
01:43Don't play dumb.
01:44No, I'm not playing dumb, too,
01:45because in a public setting,
01:46you came at me and said I was a liar,
01:48a fake friend, and I'm fake online.
01:50Ladies, my goal was for you guys to work it out.
01:52I thought we were doing a good job.
01:53Now we're going left.
01:54Let's stay focused.
01:55Do you miss Kayla?
01:56Wait, yes.
01:57Kayla, would you say you do miss her?
02:00Yeah, I do.
02:00Exactly.
02:01I'm not here in L.A. with no one.
02:03Exactly.
02:04I felt like I had no one.
02:05And you came, I mean...
02:06You have Kendall.
02:07You have Connor.
02:08You've been hanging out with them.
02:09So do you expect me not to hang out with them?
02:11But to think we were purposely leaving you out, like what?
02:15Why I'm really hurt by Kayla
02:17is the way she chose to handle the situation
02:19in the dead heart middle of the party.
02:22I'm not going to allow someone
02:23to come at my character over and over again.
02:25I'm not going to go my entire summer
02:27with situations that have been forgiven
02:29be thrown in my face the entire time.
02:31I'm your best friend.
02:33I just wanted you to hear me out,
02:35and you're still not understanding.
02:37You think...
02:37I will never...
02:38I'm not going to understand why you did that in public.
02:39You think that I'm trying to paint this narrative on you?
02:42I do.
02:42Then you never knew me.
02:44I'm starving.
02:45And we didn't get to order any appetizers or any food.
02:48If we're really going to go tip for top,
02:49you're coming at me saying I'm a fake friend,
02:51I fake it online, you can't trust me.
02:53No, but that's why I'm still hurt.
02:55I'm so sorry you're just stressing me out.
02:58You've done these things.
03:00It's not me coming at your character.
03:01You lie.
03:02I still am allowed to be hurt.
03:07And no one said you weren't.
03:11You guys, you guys, let me explain.
03:12When you forgive someone,
03:14my mom taught me,
03:15like, if you genuinely forgive them,
03:16that is it, that is it.
03:18You have to agree, you have to move on.
03:19So it was wrong of her what she did.
03:20She admitted it.
03:21She understands it's not okay to hurt you.
03:23You guys want the same thing.
03:24You guys want this to be over with.
03:26I'd love you to come to my house for me.
03:29Everyone's invited.
03:29But why would you want me there
03:31if you feel like I'm coming at your character?
03:33Because you know what?
03:34I think that our friendship
03:35and the love I have for you
03:37is deeper than me not being petty
03:39and being like, you know what?
03:39You're not coming to the party.
03:40Everyone else is invited.
03:41Why would I exclude you?
03:42And you know what?
03:43If I really didn't want you at my party,
03:44I wouldn't have invited you.
03:45I know.
03:46I was just so hurt in that.
03:48At least you and I can both understand
03:50we're both hurt.
03:51It's not valuable to argue with you all summer.
03:54I came to LA, bitch,
03:56because we both are going to have
03:57our hot girl summer.
03:58Oh, I know.
04:01I hate feeling uneasy about our friendship.
04:04I miss my best friend
04:05and I miss my sister
04:06and I hate that this is happening.
04:08I hate finding you.
04:09I hate it.
04:10Yeah.
04:11Okay.
04:11I think we've come to understanding.
04:13What did you say?
04:18I love you.
04:19I'm sorry.
04:20I love you, too,
04:21and I know when you're arguing with you.
04:22Yeah, this is what I've been waiting for.
04:23No, you're good.
04:24Shut up.
04:25You're right.
04:26We did the issue,
04:27but that hurt still remains in my heart.
04:29Yeah.
04:31It's going to take a while
04:32to get back to how it was,
04:33and it's not that I need her
04:34to win me back.
04:35It's myself.
04:37I need to just have time,
04:39and we'll come back together,
04:40but I'm not going to forget it.
04:41But I would love for you to come.
04:43Yeah.
04:44We'll ride together.
04:44It's beautiful out.
04:57I mean,
04:58we'll have fun here regardless,
04:59but wave shape's kind of shitty.
05:03Whoa!
05:05Nah,
05:05that's what you got to be.
05:06Nice big.
05:07This is definitely a good set rolling in.
05:10You ready?
05:10Try and keep me safe.
05:13You've surfed before
05:14at least once, right?
05:15Yeah,
05:16but I never really got into it
05:17like Aaron did.
05:18I think I might stay a bit shallow.
05:21Danny, my brother,
05:21is currently here
05:22for a whole week.
05:23When we were younger,
05:24we were obviously, like,
05:25fighting and stuff.
05:26But I was about 17 years old.
05:28We kind of just made a truce there
05:29and then that we were never
05:30going to argue again,
05:31so we've never fought since,
05:33and we basically just are together
05:35all the time,
05:35every single day.
05:36Did you speak to Kenny at all?
05:37Did you find out if he's coming?
05:38I invited him.
05:39I thought he said he was going to come,
05:40but I don't think he was allowed to come.
05:43Yeah.
05:43I don't think he knows how to surf anyway.
05:45Probably right.
05:46Clearly he wanted to,
05:46but he wasn't allowed to.
05:47Who wouldn't want to?
05:48It'll be all right.
05:50It is what it is.
05:52Whatever.
05:53Let's go get wet.
05:54Oh, it is on backwards.
05:56Oh!
05:58I knew it!
05:59God, this is embarrassing.
06:00I'm going to end up
06:01with my willy on peacock.
06:03But we're running
06:05to the end.
06:11And you see,
06:12the fact that I knew you
06:13was wearing shorts
06:14is the very reason
06:14I'm not wearing shorts.
06:16What's up?
06:17What are you saying, bro?
06:18You good?
06:18I'm good, bro.
06:19How about you?
06:20How about you?
06:21Chilling?
06:21I'm vibing, man.
06:22Ready to get this
06:23flipping hike going.
06:24You know what I'm saying?
06:26Let's get going.
06:29Wow.
06:31I've done the Hollywood hike,
06:32but I haven't done
06:33this hike before.
06:34Oh, look at the observatory.
06:35That's quite cool.
06:37Bro, I've been loving L.A.
06:39Really?
06:40There's just more things to do.
06:41Yeah.
06:42I've never been surfing.
06:43You know Connor.
06:44He invited me to go surf
06:46with him and Aaron.
06:47Oh, swear?
06:48Yeah.
06:48But him and Janae
06:49still have...
06:51Wait, are they still actually...
06:51They're not really
06:52on good terms.
06:53Yeah.
06:54Obviously, like,
06:55I'm going to roll
06:56with the family
06:56at the end of the day,
06:57you know what I'm saying?
06:58Yeah.
06:58But...
06:59I wish everybody
07:00could just get along.
07:01Everyone's in time
07:02to feel the way
07:02they want to feel.
07:03Like, we can't force
07:04how anyone else feels,
07:05but, like,
07:05I don't feel like
07:05there needs to be
07:06any animosity there.
07:07Like, just be adult.
07:09Not everyone's
07:10going to be best friends.
07:12But, like,
07:13if you want to go surfing,
07:14we can go surfing.
07:15You know what I'm saying?
07:16Like, I'm down to go surfing.
07:17Pretty ugly waves,
07:39but still fun.
07:42So...
07:42That was just a good workout
07:44getting out there.
07:45Did you catch any?
07:46I saw him go for one
07:47and then he, like,
07:48leant all the way back
07:49and then I saw him get...
07:50It looked so big.
07:51It actually looked kind of cool.
07:53Wait, so we're going
07:53to put a towel down here?
07:55Yeah.
07:56Danny, what American food
07:57do you want to try
07:58while you're here?
07:58Well, I've heard
07:59there's, like,
08:00a sweet potato thing
08:01where you put marshmallows
08:02over the top or something.
08:03Yeah, it's for Thanksgiving.
08:05That's so weird.
08:07Glad you guys came.
08:09Glad you came to my party, too.
08:10That was fun.
08:11Liv invited me
08:12to a housewarming.
08:14Yeah.
08:14You're not going to it,
08:14are you?
08:15I can't go.
08:15I'm a groomsman
08:16in a wedding,
08:17but I do feel bad.
08:19I'll probably stop by
08:20for a little bit
08:20and then, like, just leave.
08:21Kendall will definitely
08:22want to get a TikTok with you.
08:23He was trying to get one
08:24at your party the other day.
08:25He's like,
08:25bro, please,
08:26let's get a TikTok.
08:26I was like, no.
08:27You started, like,
08:28dancing already.
08:29I was like,
08:29we're not doing anything.
08:30We're like,
08:31what are you doing?
08:31This is just from my own experience,
08:36but your best mates
08:37are the people
08:37that you never post with.
08:39Like, if I'm with my mates
08:40all day long,
08:42like, you won't see
08:42a single story
08:43from all of us.
08:44That's, like,
08:45proof that actually
08:46you're, like, proper,
08:46like, close.
08:47A lot of those people
08:48are just trying
08:49to be influencers.
08:50It's like their career now.
08:52Yeah, that's fair enough.
08:53And maintaining appearances
08:54is definitely
08:55a big part of that career.
08:56Mm-hmm.
08:58Did you invite Kenny
08:59or was it just he say...
09:00I invited him.
09:01Oh, yeah.
09:02But I didn't really
09:05expect him to show up.
09:06Yeah, yeah.
09:07I wonder if someone else
09:09said he couldn't.
09:10You think you'd be used
09:11to surfing with the lease
09:13that he's got on them
09:13at the moment?
09:14I know she keeps Kenny
09:16on a little bit
09:16of a short lease for sure,
09:18so I think there's
09:18some truth to what Aaron said.
09:23Do you think, uh,
09:25do you see yourselves
09:26moving out here to L.A.?
09:27I...
09:27Yeah.
09:28L.A.'s got a lot to offer.
09:30And a lot closer to Jenea
09:32than Texas.
09:34And this is what
09:36we came here for.
09:37Look at that.
09:38Wow.
09:38Top of L.A.
09:40That's gorgeous, bro.
09:42What part of L.A. is that
09:43with the massive buildings?
09:45That's downtown.
09:46Oh, right.
09:47Oh.
09:48This is, like,
09:49the GTA map.
09:52It's the exact same.
09:53Right?
09:53I've driven down
09:54that bend a few times.
09:55Crashed into a few homes.
10:00How's, um,
10:01you and L.A.?
10:01Everything good?
10:02We've been chilling.
10:04We basically live together.
10:05Like,
10:05either she's with me
10:06at my apartment
10:07or I'll go visit her
10:08at her parents' place.
10:09So, um,
10:11yeah, like,
10:12you know,
10:12when just starting
10:13feels right.
10:14So we've been looking
10:15at a couple places,
10:16seen a couple houses.
10:18Me and L.A.
10:18plan on moving together.
10:19But, like,
10:20you know,
10:20it's a process.
10:21We're looking at places
10:22closer to where
10:24her parents live
10:24because closer to animals.
10:27And I love the area.
10:28Like,
10:28I've damn,
10:30they've been there
10:30the entire time
10:31I've been here.
10:33It's a big decision.
10:35Yeah,
10:35what about you,
10:36why didn't you guys
10:36just decide to
10:37crash in the same room?
10:39It's just,
10:39living with somebody
10:41is,
10:41it's a lot.
10:43You know,
10:44I went to boarding school
10:45and I saw, like,
10:46people just totally,
10:48like,
10:48their whole relationship
10:49ends.
10:50Like,
10:51so I wanted to give us,
10:52it's not all at once
10:53type thing, right?
10:54Yeah,
10:54just not all at once.
10:56You know,
10:57initially,
10:57I think she wanted
10:58to live together.
11:00And then,
11:01yeah,
11:02it was just,
11:03like,
11:03hey,
11:03let's take things slowly.
11:05I'm not gonna lie,
11:06I was hiking the same.
11:07Like,
11:07I'm so used to my own space.
11:10But,
11:10honestly,
11:11being with Leo,
11:12I've grown
11:12as a person.
11:15And the way,
11:16even if we have
11:17our disagreements,
11:18we're able to communicate.
11:20It's how you handle
11:21those moments
11:22because that's what's
11:23only gonna make
11:23the relationship stronger.
11:25If you don't put yourself
11:25in the deep end,
11:26you're not gonna know
11:27if you can swim.
11:30Obviously,
11:30don't rush,
11:31go at your own pace.
11:32But I do think
11:33for any relationship,
11:34it is good to test those waters
11:36because eventually,
11:37the goal is to be
11:38moving in with each other.
11:39Yeah.
11:39You're already halfway there.
11:40You guys are basically
11:41in the same house.
11:43You've done it.
11:43But one step at a time.
11:44I don't wanna leave you.
11:47Gone in my way of you.
11:52No.
11:59Bro,
12:00your vegan cheese
12:01smells like farts in here.
12:03What the hell?
12:05I think they base it
12:06off a feed smell.
12:07That is disgusting.
12:10So you've got red onions,
12:13you've got garlic,
12:14you need stuff
12:15with white sauce as well.
12:16That's easy.
12:17Can you get me
12:18I'm actually looking over everything so I can make sure it's all going correctly.
12:23Go big or go home. Me and Danny do absolutely everything together, working, cooking.
12:28It's not about the quality of the food, it's about the quantity. The more there is, the better in our eyes.
12:34I'm very glad you're out here rather than in, like, West Hollywood, though.
12:39Yeah, I don't think I would have managed to keep up with my mental health if I would have headed home.
12:46It's just that scene, I just can't, like, hack it anymore and get all in my head about certain things.
12:53Do you think about the show very often? I've tried to, like, block out as much as I possibly could
12:59and not let it, like, get to me too much. Mum definitely found it really difficult, which is a bit of shame.
13:07My mum saw all the backlash that I was getting from the show and she was very upset
13:12and, as well, she was getting a lot of hate online from the friends.
13:19I particularly, like, was very close with my mum growing up, but once my parents were broken up,
13:23she also became, like, a best friend. So seeing that upset just upsets me.
13:29Especially when she was going, like, through a bit of a stressful time.
13:32Do you want a beer? Alcoholic-free beer. Yeah, go for it.
13:35Wait, is that what you want to put the lasagna in? I was thinking so.
13:39I think that was going to be too small. What? Do you not reckon you use that?
13:42Too small? I reckon it's going to be quite big.
13:45That's huge, bro. That'll sort us out for the next three weeks.
13:48I'm so hungry. Like, I need carbs. We have to mourn the loss of Kayleigh because she's leaving Laura.
13:57So we have to have... Wait, are you actually? Yeah.
13:59Dang. I have to leave in the morning. No.
14:01So, yeah, we have to have one more, like, crazy night.
14:04Oh, my God. Yeah.
14:08Oh, my God. Yeah. Yeah.
14:11Oh, yeah. Welcome in. What's up, man?
14:13What's up, man? It's been a long time to see.
14:16Shaking the devil. What's up? Welcome, welcome.
14:19We literally drove right here.
14:21You guys just gone out of the car from Stagecoach?
14:23Me, Louie, Torrin, Kayleigh, Kayleigh all just got back from Stagecoach.
14:30Yeah, we had a wild time.
14:35These are new friends of mine. They both manage influencers.
14:38Funny thing is, they actually do manage Caleb, the guy that Kayleigh's currently talking to,
14:44because at Stagecoach, we were all partying at the same house together.
14:47Since you guys live in Nashville, do you go out all the time?
14:50Yeah, a decent bit.
14:52Have you ever been to Nashville?
14:53I love it. Liv and I went together. That's when we met Mark and Caleb in Nashville.
14:57Yeah, that's when y'all first met.
14:59Yeah. Caleb, yeah, he's from the Montana Boys. He went viral. He's a TikToker.
15:05We never went on a date. Like, it was always when we were on the same brand trips
15:09or just around in the same events.
15:11The one night from Coachella? This one you made out with in a fortified.
15:17Yeah.
15:18Maybe, uh, we should, uh, hit up our boy, Caleb.
15:26Wait, Caleb, would you, would you care? Because I know he just got back.
15:29We were at Stagecoach and Caleb is acting like I was a stranger.
15:33And he's like, Kayleigh, we're not dating.
15:34I'm like, okay, cool. I get your vibe.
15:36That conversation happened on Saturday.
15:38Sunday night comes, 5 a.m. I get a text.
15:40Hey, Kayleigh, what are you doing?
15:42Babe, I'm not your fucking booty call.
15:44Then he texts me, could I stay at your place?
15:47I'm gonna be in L.A.
15:48I'm like, bro, get your own hotel.
15:51Yo, what up, bro?
15:53Um, do you want to come to dinner?
15:59You have no clothes.
16:00Come with the beater would be iconic.
16:03Are you gonna come or not?
16:04Yes, bro, come, come, trust me, come.
16:07I know, grab your drink.
16:08All right, see you too, bro.
16:09Let's go.
16:12Kendall knows that Caleb and I were on the best of terms at Stagecoach.
16:16I know Kayleigh is, like, in, like, a little fight with him.
16:20No, they're not even in a fight.
16:22They're not in a fight right now.
16:23So I feel like this could be good.
16:25It ends up being messy.
16:28Are you excited to see him?
16:29I'm really nervous.
16:30Why?
16:31Why?
16:32Do you have a crush on him?
16:35No.
16:37It's not that serious.
16:43When we go to mom's graduation, I think that's gonna be the...
16:46Bro, I might even throw a little party afterwards.
16:47Yeah.
16:48It'd be sweet going back this weekend.
16:49Surprise the family.
16:50Family is what grounds me.
16:53So we're gonna be heading back to the UK for a week.
16:56I'm very excited to go and see everybody.
16:58Shout out for mom, cos she's managed to get on her feet,
17:01buy a house.
17:02She's now about to graduate for being a nurse as well.
17:04She's actually, like, beasted life.
17:06Yeah, she smashed it all by her independent self.
17:09Yeah, that's pretty good.
17:10Yeah.
17:11Do you think that mom and dad splitting up messed with your dating experiences at all?
17:20I think the whole thing with, like, my first relationship, that screwed me.
17:24And then I sort of figured out, like, had a bit of, like, commitment issues when I went to uni.
17:29And then, obviously, mom and dad broke up.
17:32I think that screwed me up the most when I told Kayla all about it.
17:36And then she brought it up when we was having an argument.
17:40And she almost, like, used it against me as, like, a weapon.
17:42And I thought, like, that's when I was just like, you know,
17:44I can't even bother with this stuff anymore.
17:47When did this argument happen?
17:50Uh, New York.
17:51Just before the reunion.
17:53We spent the first, like, couple of days together.
17:55But then as soon as Liv arrived, she went from being, like, okay with everything
18:00to absolutely, like, she didn't really want to see me.
18:03She didn't want to hang out with me.
18:04She didn't want to do anything.
18:05I didn't have a chance after Liv had got there to even be outside to speak to her.
18:09Without it causing an absolute argument.
18:11I think it was just like a compound of things.
18:16Oh, God.
18:17Lasagna.
18:18I'm just going to go check on it.
18:19Oh, baby, go.
18:23Oh, bro.
18:24You've overfilled it.
18:26Yeah.
18:27And there's some that's spewing out of the bottom.
18:30So you've burnt that.
18:31Oh, yeah, that stinks.
18:33We're burnt the lasagna.
18:35Garfield is going to be so angry.
18:39Kayla, where'd you grow up?
18:40Pennsylvania.
18:41Pittsburgh.
18:42I think we should all do a trip to Pittsburgh.
18:44Oh, man.
18:45I agree.
18:46It's fun.
18:47Hey, dudes.
18:48Oh.
18:49Why?
18:50The wife's eating.
18:51Hey.
18:52What's up, baby?
18:53How are we living?
18:54Kind of terrible, to be honest.
18:56Tori?
18:57What up, brother?
18:58How's it been?
18:59I tried to give you some shirts out of my luggage.
19:00No, I got nothing, bro.
19:01Hey, you look great.
19:02Hey.
19:03Hey.
19:04Hi, honey.
19:05Hey.
19:06Do you want to sit here?
19:08Yeah, your hair looks great, bro.
19:09How's the hair, bro?
19:10Your hair looks good.
19:18Caleb, how was your weekend?
19:23I don't know, boys.
19:24How was it?
19:25I mean, it was iconic.
19:26I had a great time.
19:27How was your weekend?
19:28It was fun.
19:29It's not a loaded question.
19:31You can get a lot.
19:32You have some food on your face.
19:34Can you get it?
19:35Yeah.
19:40Caleb comes.
19:41The vibes are really weird and awkward.
19:43Now he's in LA.
19:44I'm convenient.
19:45So what?
19:46He's trying to wipe some food off my face?
19:48Like, come on, bro.
19:49Like, eat.
19:51Oh, you need a plate.
19:52I'm not hungry.
19:53I'm down bad.
19:55What's wrong?
19:56I'm a bad guy.
19:59I'm not afraid.
20:00It's a bad guy.
20:01How's your dad?
20:02It pissed me off.
20:04What?
20:05Why didn't you answer me?
20:06You said, oh, I'm green.
20:09It's my text guy.
20:11What was the answer?
20:12Green.
20:13That's roomy.
20:14Whenever I'm dating a guy,
20:15I don't really take into context, like,
20:16oh, they just want to date me for views
20:18or anything like that.
20:19And maybe that's why sometimes it turns around
20:20and bite me in the ass, but my dating life
20:23before the villa was a shit show
20:24the villa was a shit show and it still is a shit show that's my life for you i really know how to
20:28pick them you said if you have that it's not everybody oh yeah you deserve that what you did
20:36yeah i'm gonna go pay you gonna come with me
21:01stage coach just like kind of changed my thoughts about him
21:04it's fine
21:16are you happy to have like a break from moving a little unpacking it's like ikea has come with a
21:23tummy ache and just shat everywhere yeah and now i've just got boxes and junk just dotted around
21:28the crib now you're finally owning up to it being junk as of right now i got my place in the sea
21:34leah has her place in the valleys and uh we kind of just go back and forth you're kind of a hoarder
21:40baby no my mother is the whole but low-key me and her basically live together anyways but once we find
21:49our house we're gonna be locked in i can't believe this is your first time in venice i know first timer
21:55first time are you gonna go walk after this we're gonna go to the shops and then you're gonna get a
22:00tattoo you're gonna get an eye heart leah or like a heart here and then leah here i like that i think that's
22:07that's a good idea i'll have forever on my mind no i doubt i'm in love with this girl i found myself
22:15loving her more and more every day and we're just so good together like literally she's like
22:19the yin to my yang like my perfect half that's a crazy i'm locking in though i decided especially
22:27after everything like the health and whatnot thank you thank you so much and like be healthier
22:39but like actually although i don't want to like suck the joy out of life but i do know like i don't
22:43think like having like taco bell and then like in and out all in like one day is a good idea
22:51and then um i do have an appointment today to do a biopsy lately i started seeing these things on
23:01my arm i genuinely have these lumps on my skin that like i have i on thursday they might cut into
23:08it and send it off oh my gosh i'm in sheer panic it's the weirdest thing but you know my brain is
23:15like fucked and it's like a chronic overthinker and like it's crazy the bumps on my arm are consuming a
23:22lot of my mental and physical energy i literally feel like everything's been put on hold until i figure
23:28out what's going on because it's definitely been hard to go out and have fun when i know in the back
23:35of my head i'm waiting for a result that might not be what i want to hear but um i'm trying to stay
23:43positive calm i think like hopefully it's nothing and like it's just something that you can just like
23:51get off easily even though it's super hard for anyone not to stress about anything especially
23:58something like that the more you allow your thoughts to just dive into the negative of it
24:02the worst you're gonna feel bro like the mind is the biggest manifesto for everything external and
24:09internal no you know i mean yeah it's a terrible weight to have on your shoulders living in the
24:14unknown and she's super strong as well but like the only thing i can do is just try and make the process
24:20as easy as possible for her it's scary and you know i freak myself out really bad
24:32i wanted to make a tick tock instead of a tick tock which is do like a q a a q a how well i know
24:43you just random facts i know you want to do that kenny if you get these wrong you know
24:50you're sleeping in your own room okay kenny has an announcement so please submit your questions we're
24:56gonna do a q a we're gonna do a q a to see how well i know nene random questions like what's my
25:02favorite color kenny turquoise random questions it's neon pink and white it's literally what i wear all
25:11the time kenny no just no don't put that last part it's too late i don't like the word influencer
25:19i like to call myself like a suggester when people ask me what do i do i just say uh entrepreneur
25:27in marketing oh this is a good one this is a really good one oh my goodness these questions
25:34that's number one what's janae's favorite you know this one french fries
25:42popcorn oh i think you know this one perfume what's my favorite perfume
25:48coco chanel the confidence no it's prada intense i work every day in the villa when i left the villa
25:59i think i only had like 400k followers at that moment but every day we would get like another 100k
26:05and then it kept on growing and growing janae has the bigger following people follow me for who i am
26:11for my personality i'm just silly you know i listened to katie perry and katie perry katie perry
26:19i know we could have like like beyonce yeah sorry no sorry sorry for the shout out
26:27what is janae's dream vacation paris france
26:30janae is amazing the way her personality shines she just puts herself out there what is janae afraid
26:45of insects no i'm a little bit more reserved i'm still getting used to having the spotlight on me
26:53why did janae move to vegas she graduated from college okay job related no um tax purposes should
27:06have been uh raiders why is this about to piss me off i have imposter syndrome like damn this is me
27:20i'm here this is what i'm doing in l.a are you having fun yeah i'm learning that you don't know
27:26a damn thing about me
27:34you ready to meet your bestest friend oh my god it's a little chilly it is he ready to get up
28:00out of here okay wait before you let him out let me like bundle up just in case i'm gonna get up out
28:07of this in case he's feeling a little scratchy scratchy all right
28:13cordell is going to atlanta for the next four weeks for a scripted series got two real big
28:19opportunities so that means you're gonna be gone even longer yeah unfortunately that's coming up soon
28:24so i'm really excited before he goes it's important for me to meet milo now and get used to him because
28:30it's my man's cat it's his son meaning it's my stepson i'm going to have to adopt him so we have
28:36to be friends oh my god wait i don't think i can do this look you ain't gonna wait man say what's up man
28:49you don't want to try to get close or nothing what why is he so big and slinky he's a big healthy boy
28:56you'll be all right bro the way that a cat's body moves freaks me out
29:07okay wait wait he's looking at me he's not gonna okay but can you can you please hold him
29:12oh i don't like this baby i don't like oh baby get him oh my god please please pick him up
29:18let's just put him back in huh try another day come here
29:29i don't think i can do this all right
29:33i told you we have to find a baby or step y'all
29:36i can't but the cat is so damn cute and cordell is so damn cute with the cat it makes me want to be
29:45friends with the cat we'll work on it we'll work on it we'll see me and milo will be friends but
29:52right now i'm worried about not running from milo i'm worrying about not crying from milo crawling up
29:59the wall or something like that and then we'll focus on being besties with the cat but it will come
30:03i know it will come man i had wasted some stuff on this one you mind if you grab me another jacket
30:10or a green one or uh either or it don't even matter for real oh you shaking are you cold or you scared
30:23oh what's going on baby oh yeah my head looking crazy i was actually gonna ask you could you undo
30:28do these real quick all these miles in between yeah i gotta go
30:34baby august want you i'm here
30:39show them for love show them for love
30:42stop feeling guilty about your midnight snack just eat this instead
31:03let's do a giant grocery haul i'm obsessed with avocados mcgill personally asked for asparagus
31:26that bad bad bad empty
31:49ken ken
31:49How are you doing?
31:50How are you?
31:51Hi, Nancy.
31:52How are you doing?
31:53How are you doing?
31:54Getting ready.
31:55My hair can let go of the hair can.
32:00How are you?
32:01I'm good.
32:02How are you?
32:03I'm going to finish my hair here, yeah?
32:05I need an iron.
32:06Do you want me to iron for you?
32:08Because sometimes you miss your wrinkles.
32:10I got it.
32:11I got it.
32:12Are you excited?
32:14Yeah.
32:15Yeah.
32:16Are you excited about the party?
32:17Yeah.
32:18Is PPG going?
32:21I know Serena is.
32:24Serena and Cordell?
32:25Yeah.
32:26I don't know if Leah is because she has a doctor's appointment.
32:29Well, call her.
32:30Ask her.
32:34Hi, pretty girl.
32:37What are you doing?
32:39Are you at HomeGoods?
32:40Can you get me a couch?
32:41Yes.
32:42I'll take two of those.
32:43That's a candle.
32:44Do you want to know which one that you would like?
32:46I feel like I kind of want to buy it for you.
32:48It's like a banana.
32:49I have this weird thing for bananas lately.
32:52It's really weird.
32:53Um, they had just had to cut off my entire thing that I thought was skin cancer.
33:01And then I'm going to get an answer back in 10 to 14 days.
33:05They sliced it off.
33:07Oh my gosh.
33:08I'm so sorry.
33:09Okay.
33:10So we're going to pray extra hard for the next 10 to 14 days.
33:12No problem.
33:13How are you feeling though?
33:14Like, are you okay?
33:15Yeah.
33:16The girl came with me and he was like, you got really pale.
33:20It was gross.
33:21You want to say hi, baby?
33:23Hi.
33:24Yo, what are you saying?
33:26We're getting ready for Lib's party, but I hope you feel better.
33:29I feel like I have been so disengaged from, honestly, everything around me.
33:35So I probably wouldn't be the best house guest at the moment just because being present,
33:41it's been definitely hard.
33:43Well, I love you guys.
33:44Okay.
33:45We're going to get ready.
33:46So we're not late.
33:47All right.
33:48Everything's going to be okay, Lily.
33:49I pick you.
33:50Promise.
33:51I love you.
33:52I love you.
33:53All right, handsome.
33:54You need to get ready.
33:55Why are you looking at me like that?
33:56Why are you looking at me like that?
33:58Penny, you always like to mess up my makeup.
34:03Oh.
34:04Hi.
34:05Hey, hi.
34:06Come back to L.A., please.
34:07I know.
34:08I miss you.
34:09I miss you, too.
34:10It's been really lonely here in L.A., but I have a lot of work opportunities here
34:24that just make sense of me being here this summer.
34:26I had this whole plan.
34:28I graduated college.
34:29I was going to go for my master's degree.
34:31And now it's really different, and I want to live both lives.
34:34So I don't really have a plan.
34:36I'll be fine.
34:37I'm going to go to the party.
34:38How do you feel?
34:39I mean, like, I don't really know how to feel.
34:41With, um, Liv and I, I listened to her out, let her speak.
34:46And, yeah, we kind of agreed to disagree and just, like, made up, but not really.
34:50I'm nervous because I obviously haven't been on the best terms with Liv.
34:56I think that going to her housewarming party will be a good step in the right direction.
35:01If I don't make an effort and she doesn't make an effort, then we're going to get nowhere.
35:05I'm not going to stay for long, but, like, I'm just going to go and say hi because if we don't keep, like, seeing each other, then we're going to make no progress.
35:14Right.
35:15But it's not like we're in a relationship or anything like that.
35:17Like, friendships are supposed to be easy, I guess, but I don't know.
35:22I need to focus on myself right now and, like, yeah.
35:27Love you.
35:28Bye.
35:29Love you.
35:30Bye.
35:43Where is everyone?
35:44I'm ready to party.
35:45And I know our love is here, here.
35:48Stay, stay, stay.
35:50Wait, hi.
35:51Hi, Livy.
35:52Hi, Livy.
35:53You look so pretty.
35:54Oh, my gosh.
35:55Wait.
35:56The body is body.
35:57It's lovely.
35:58Wait.
35:59Nene.
36:00Oh, my God.
36:01Oh, my gosh.
36:02You look so nice.
36:03Oh, my God.
36:04You look stunning.
36:05You look so cute.
36:06Hi, Kenny.
36:07I love it when you come through here.
36:08You never do it.
36:10I know, it's so bomb.
36:11You look bomb.
36:12This place is beautiful, eh?
36:13Incredible.
36:14What's the hell?
36:15I came to eat.
36:16Stop.
36:17No, we're here for the food.
36:18I'm not going to hold you.
36:19Oh, my gosh.
36:20There's brownies.
36:21Yeah, wait.
36:22Do you want a glass of champagne?
36:23Yes.
36:24Yeah.
36:25Taylor's calling me.
36:26Oh.
36:27Hey, I actually changed.
36:29I'm wearing a dress.
36:31What are you wearing?
36:32Just coming.
36:34You sure you don't want one?
36:36Yeah, no, it's cute.
36:37I'll take some.
36:38Livy's wearing jeans, too.
36:39I'm in jeans.
36:40Yeah, she's wearing jeans.
36:41Yeah.
36:42Come, we're waiting for you.
36:43It's so much fun.
36:44It's popping.
36:45I don't think Kayla's coming just because of my intervention, but I think Kayla's coming
36:50because of my intervention.
36:51And I'm really happy she is.
36:53I just want the family to be one again.
36:55And if she's coming, things are looking good.
36:58And tell her to rush because it's like a line out the door.
37:01Okay, text me when you're here.
37:04So, you know how Kayla is telling us about Kayla.
37:09Well, I feel like I put in an awkward situation because Kendall said to him last night he could
37:15come.
37:16Like, Kendall, what the hell?
37:18Stop being messy.
37:19Yeah.
37:20I'm like, I'm just trying to have fun.
37:21I'm a ride with my friends.
37:22So, I have loyalty to my friends and my friends are like, I have a problem with that person
37:27and me and that person aren't super tight.
37:29Then I'm like, okay, you're not coming.
37:31And that's something I won't change.
37:32So, no, she doesn't want him there, doesn't want him there because I still love her deeply.
37:37We should probably text Kendall right now and be like, hey, you need to take your responsibility.
37:40Do not invite that person because I'm inviting Kayla.
37:42But it's like talking to a brick wall and hoping to get a bunch of flowers.
37:46Like, it ain't gonna happen.
37:47Mm-hmm, mm-hmm, mm-hmm.
37:49Oh, Kendall.
37:51Yeah, yeah, yeah.
38:07Yeah, wow, you have a view.
38:08Such a great view.
38:09And then there's the Hollywood tour bus.
38:11I love this.
38:12This is beautiful.
38:18Welcome to the party, Artie.
38:19Oh, my God, hi.
38:20Hi.
38:21Love you.
38:22Thank you so much for coming.
38:23Oh, hello.
38:24You guys want a drink?
38:25I love my vlog.
38:26Best party in LA.
38:27Thank you for coming.
38:29You look insane to me.
38:30Really, thanks.
38:31I'm breathing in.
38:32So good.
38:33God forbid I breathe out.
38:34No, this would be me going to air one.
38:36I'll take the cauliflower.
38:38I'll get the $25 Hailey Bieber smoothie.
38:40I'll have one piece of lettuce for $10, please.
38:47It's a tad bit drafty outside.
38:49At least we know which direction we're going.
38:53No way.
38:54Look who came in.
38:55Hi.
38:56Hi.
38:57Thank you for coming.
38:58Thanks for buying us.
38:59This is Aaron.
39:00Ah, so who are you down with?
39:01He looks so nice.
39:02He's all free.
39:03Wait, I heard your brother was in town.
39:04Uh, yeah, he's at home editing away.
39:06Why didn't he come?
39:07It was like that.
39:08You just threw this on?
39:09Yeah, right, yeah, right.
39:10Before the reunion, I think Liv had put on Casa Romo again to almost like get Kayla fueled up again.
39:16Why didn't you tell me?
39:17Look, I didn't have the balls at the end of the day.
39:19Oh, cut this shit.
39:20I didn't.
39:21Fuck you, Aaron.
39:22Please, you didn't have the balls.
39:23That was a good time.
39:24You didn't have the balls for two months.
39:25When are they going to fucking drop?
39:27You know, being in a day by herself, it's very difficult.
39:31And I want to be there for her.
39:34What have you been up to?
39:35I like your YouTube videos.
39:37I realize I may be spending too much time on social media.
39:40Bro, I logged out of all my social media and it's so much better now.
39:44Yeah, sorry.
39:45Freezing.
39:46So how's life?
39:47It's changed a lot.
39:48It's different.
39:49Yeah.
39:50Like this influencer life.
39:51Bro, I've still not got to that point yet where I'm like, I'm doing that sort of stuff.
39:55I'm not complaining about it.
39:56It's my job now.
39:57It's just, I could see there could be some detrimental effects later on.
40:00There will be.
40:01Just remember the things that are important to you as you're going along.
40:05I do miss my job just because of how mentally stimulating it was.
40:08I remember, yeah.
40:09It was so fulfilling.
40:10I remember going into business meetings, like just learning about the customer.
40:14Suited.
40:15Suited.
40:16I worked for a tech sales company.
40:17I was on all the time.
40:18On the phone calling left and right business meetings, learning about my client.
40:22You've got to hit your targets every single month.
40:24You've got to do this.
40:25You've got to do that.
40:26You're just there like grinding.
40:27I really did love my job.
40:28I think about it all the time.
40:29I could pick that right back up.
40:30I could go get my MBA.
40:31I can climb the corporate ladder.
40:34The path that I'm on right now, I'm really uncertain of where it could go.
40:37So yeah, it's crazy to think about.
40:40I love Aiden.
40:41He just woke up.
40:42He's broken.
40:43Whenever you need me to babysit, you're broken.
40:46Call me.
40:47How come you didn't come the other day then?
40:50You and Connor are close, but me and Connor are not on talking terms.
40:53Yeah, that's fair enough.
40:54I like that.
40:55Yeah.
40:56Is it just because of Janae or is it just like you've got things with him as well?
41:00Yeah.
41:01It's just like that situation hasn't been resolved.
41:05Yeah.
41:06Yeah.
41:07Do you think it's going to get resolved or...?
41:08I'd like to think with time it does.
41:10Yeah.
41:11How's your puppy?
41:12She's cool, man.
41:13I really appreciate you coming.
41:14I don't want you to feel like you can't come to these things.
41:15No.
41:16How's Olivia Walker been?
41:17Better than now.
41:18Aaron's here.
41:19Tell the truth.
41:20I'm serious.
41:21That's why I messaged you twice and you didn't choose to reply.
41:22Yeah, did I get a good thumbs up?
41:23Yeah, thanks.
41:24I mean, that is better than nothing.
41:25Yeah.
41:26But I've been good.
41:27Last week I wasn't good.
41:28But I'm like, good this week.
41:29You know when you're out here and you have no one?
41:30Yeah.
41:31You're just lonely.
41:32Yeah.
41:33Yeah, no, I get that all the time.
41:34It is hard being away from your family.
41:35A lot of the other people, friends can come on the weekend or call, at least even sometimes
41:40call them at the same time zone.
41:41And yes, we brought it on ourselves, but we don't want to do it.
41:43Yeah.
41:44Yeah.
41:45Yeah.
41:46Yeah.
41:47Yeah.
41:48Yeah.
41:49Yeah.
41:50Yeah.
41:51Yeah.
41:52Yeah.
41:53Yeah.
41:54Yeah.
41:55ourself but Aaron, he's in the same boat we don't have that.
41:59And you get it so far to go home.
42:00Mm-hmm.
42:01Yeah, it's horrible.
42:02Oh.
42:03Hey.
42:04What's up?
42:05I'm Taylor.
42:06Kendall.
42:07How are you?
42:08How are you?
42:09Hi, everyone's here.
42:11We're good.
42:12I'm welcome to Dr.
42:20Drink.
42:21Let's drink.
42:22Hey.
42:23Drink?
42:24Let's drink.
42:25There's a bar upstairs, it's starting up again.
42:27Downtown Kendall, there's a bar upstairs.
42:29Wow.
42:30Yeah, you look beautiful, sir.
42:31How was stagecoach?
42:32I didn't go.
42:33What do you want?
42:34No.
42:35Hi, you.
42:40Why are you being a stranger lately?
42:42Because I mean.
42:43Don't play with me.
42:45Why did you invite Caleb?
42:46You know me and Kay are on rough terms.
42:48I mean, like, yeah, it's like, yeah.
42:50But you know she doesn't want him there.
42:52But the same thing, you're like, yeah, he's my friend.
42:56Like, you want him there.
42:58But Kenny, come on.
42:59You know where Kay and I are on the best terms.
43:02Yeah, this is not all on me, though.
43:04But can you see how it would be on me, though?
43:07Kendall, you know what's happened between Kayla and Caleb
43:10more than me.
43:11You know that Kayla and I are not on good terms,
43:14yet I'm the one who has to deal with it.
43:16Don't say you're not going to get involved
43:17and then keep getting involved in it.
43:19I don't really think it's that big of a deal.
43:21I can't keep doing this, Kenny.
43:26Yeah.
43:27All right, let's go down.
43:28Liv, you're the best host ever.
43:30You're the best host.
43:31I think this is the party of the year.
43:33Hey.
43:34Hi, cutie.
43:35Wow.
43:36You look so nice.
43:37Look at this spread.
43:39I know.
43:40Thanks for having me.
43:41My pleasure.
43:42Hi, Ken.
43:43How are you?
43:44Good.
43:45How are you?
43:45I have so much to tell you.
43:46I know.
43:47Did you already know?
43:48No.
43:49Oh, can you tell I'm like spiraling a little bit?
43:52No.
43:53I'll tell you later.
43:54Also, I need a Tylenol because my kidney
43:56stems are really pushing through it.
43:58Caleb texted me.
43:59Oh, yeah, she'll be fine.
44:02OK.
44:03Come here for a second.
44:05Uh-oh, what's going on?
44:07Remember how yesterday I asked you, like, how would you
44:09feel if Caleb came and you were like, no.
44:12Yeah, to here.
44:13Yeah.
44:13Oh, you invited.
44:14No, wait.
44:15I did.
44:16Why would you do that?
44:18No, I already said, I already said.
44:19Kendall, hey.
44:21No, I fucking have a fucking brain.
44:23I know that your personality is the type
44:25to just laugh it off.
44:26And that's one thing I love about you.
44:27But also, can you kind of see that it's way deeper
44:30than just whatever?
44:30Yeah, it's deeper than that.
44:31He's not coming.
44:32So, done.
44:33I apologize.
44:34Sorry for even having the conversation.
44:35But it's an apology that's a band-aid.
44:36Oh, I'm sorry.
44:37It's fine because I said I'm sorry.
44:38It's fine.
44:38No, wait.
44:39No, I'm being dead ass.
44:40You need to think for someone more than yourself sometimes.
44:44Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, it's not that deep.
44:46I know it's a sensitive topic, but hey,
44:50low-key, it's like bringing them together right now.
44:51Like, low-key, they're both, like, angry at me.
44:54So, maybe this was a good idea.
44:56Why would he want to come when I'm here?
44:58Exactly.
44:59He's like, he literally told me I'm at dinner
45:00with the other girls.
45:01Is that a chicken salad sandwich?
45:02Yeah.
45:03So, yeah, let's see.
45:04I want that.
45:05Like, it's not that deep.
45:08It's not coming.
45:08We're good.
45:09We don't have to worry about it.
45:10Bye.
45:11Okay.
45:12Thanks.
45:13What the fuck is going on?
45:15Shit's fucking annoying, bro.
45:27Hey, girl.
45:29Hello.
45:30Hey, how you doing?
45:32Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
45:33Where the hell are you going?
45:38Where are you going?
45:39No, my shit girl.
45:40You look so good, but I don't know if I can see you.
45:45Come here, I miss you.
45:46Come on now.
45:47Yeah.
45:48What's going on?
45:49Thank you for coming.
45:50I got something.
45:52You look cute.
45:53You're giving me the nails.
45:55Yeah, I did.
45:56Oh my God, these are flying.
45:59I brought you some wine.
46:01Some, this some wine.
46:02Wait, that's some good shit now.
46:04All right, y'all better drink it
46:05because I come back and that hole not open.
46:07I'm taking this back now.
46:08I don't know.
46:09There's some good 2018.
46:10Thank you so much.
46:11That's so kind.
46:12Yeah.
46:13Down there creeping.
46:14I was trying to figure it out.
46:19What did you want?
46:20Can I just have like a dirty little bitch martini, please?
46:25You want a hole?
46:27I think I got it.
46:29I couldn't help you if I tried.
46:30No, I.
46:30There's too many straws.
46:31Yeah, there's, there's.
46:32You're going to end up like wrapped around your head.
46:34How long are them strawberries missing there?
46:36My God.
46:36It don't look like nobody been touching them.
46:38No, no, no, no.
46:38I'm going to take it.
46:39Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
46:42Oh, Alex.
46:43Oh, Alex.
46:44Uh-oh.
46:45Can you want my drink, please?
46:47I can't do that anymore.
46:48Shut up.
46:49That's different services.
46:50Is that a Fendi bag?
46:52Is that, like, super expensive?
46:54Aaron, you don't ask those kind of questions.
46:56It's not appropriate.
46:57Isn't it?
46:58Mm-mm.
46:59Right?
46:59Wait, am I just holding your drink now?
47:01These are the nights I want for.
47:04I won't forget.
47:06Going back?
47:07Yeah.
47:08Thanks.
47:09How's life?
47:10How's life treating you?
47:12It's OK.
47:13How's the party in life?
47:15Amazing.
47:15Yeah?
47:16Yeah.
47:17Have you met some cool people?
47:18Yeah.
47:19Are you trying to ask me if I have a boyfriend?
47:21Bro, the amount of people I've been seeing you tagged with.
47:23Yeah.
47:27Yeah, that didn't work out.
47:29Shouldn't be going for TikTokers.
47:32I know, I decided I'm...
47:33TikTok.
47:34TikTok want to be famous people.
47:35I think I decided that I'm done in that, in that space.
47:38In that realm?
47:39Yeah.
47:39It's good.
47:40You like to say that you work hard, but this dude...
47:44Kindle does not work harder than me.
47:45I don't sleep.
47:46I haven't slept since 2023.
47:47This dude doesn't sleep either.
47:48I don't sleep either.
47:49I don't sleep either.
47:50I don't, I work so hard.
47:52I don't even know what day it is.
47:54I don't even know what day it is.
47:55Are you happy?
47:56Yeah.
47:57Um...
47:59Yeah, you know, I actually, like, really
48:05realized, I think, recently, that, like, I was happier...
48:08I'm very grateful, don't get me wrong.
48:10Yeah.
48:11But I was happier with my little life...
48:12Mm-hmm.
48:13...than this life.
48:14Yeah.
48:15But here I am.
48:16Mm-hmm.
48:17So, I don't know.
48:18Mm-hmm.
48:19I don't really know how I feel, but I'm getting home this weekend.
48:22Are you?
48:23Same.
48:24Really?
48:25Yeah, going back from you.
48:26My best friend's getting married, so...
48:27Which one?
48:28Hannah?
48:29Did I ever talk to her?
48:30No, but I think you might have her blocked, too.
48:35Mm-hmm.
48:36My boy is really chasing his dreams.
48:39Have to.
48:40They have to.
48:41Let's do a cheers to you and me.
48:44Excited to go back home to your mom?
48:46Yeah, I'm really excited.
48:48I feel like I honestly hate L.A.
48:51I hate it so fucking much.
48:53Yeah, bro!
48:54Yeah, bro!
48:55I think Kayla likes the idea of this big, like, city life,
48:58but I think she's much more of a small-town country girl.
49:03And we're both in places that we're not very familiar with,
49:06so it can be somewhat lonely.
49:10Are you happy?
49:13I'm okay.
49:15Sure.
49:17No, I'm not really okay at all.
49:20Yeah.
49:21Yeah, I feel like you need a hug.
49:23Thanks.
49:28I think I'm just very lost.
49:30Mm-hmm.
49:31I think going back to your, like, family and friends
49:33is, like, super important, firstly.
49:36First and foremost.
49:37Because at the end of the day,
49:38they're the people that care about you.
49:39Yeah, but I've been, like, worked, overworked,
49:42and I just, like, need a break.
49:44You're just, like, a piece in a puzzle,
49:45that people just move you around.
49:47Yeah, and they're, like, a chess piece, yeah.
49:49Mm-hmm.
49:50After the villa, Liv helped me a lot.
49:52Mm-hmm.
49:53Distracting myself, but...
49:56How are you at Liv?
49:57Um, we could be better.
49:59Mm-hmm.
50:00Yeah.
50:01I thought about this earlier,
50:02and I was, like, I saw this thing,
50:03and it said, um,
50:05that in life, leaves are people
50:07that come, like, on a seasonal basis.
50:09They're really colorful,
50:10and branches are people that you can depend on more.
50:13But if you're leaning on them too much, you crack.
50:15And then you have your roots,
50:16which is, like, your core family,
50:18and, like, your friends, which you class as family,
50:20and then I feel like you just have to decide
50:22which one she is at the moment
50:24she's a leaf or a branch.
50:25Maybe, like, not leaning on her too much.
50:27I think I agree with everything you just said.
50:30Thanks for saying that.
50:33Let me join in on this right here.
50:35Oh, that's me?
50:36Liv, do you have anything?
50:37Oh, look!
50:38You're trying to get me right, huh?
50:40You're supposed to send me to his lap.
50:42No, I'll sit right here.
50:43Or right there.
50:44Don't get my feet.
50:45Okay, okay, no feet, no feet, okay.
50:48It's gonna be, like, so three, two, one,
50:49then it's gonna be, like...
50:50Like, two seconds in?
50:52Oh, no, I lost my can.
50:54Yeah, you can borrow mine.
50:55I always thought that you're an amazing person.
50:57That's why I literally was falling for you.
51:00Like, I know that.
51:02Is this jumper from the villa?
51:04Yeah, is that true?
51:05I have your one blue Zara shirt at my house.
51:08Oh, that one!
51:09I have it in L.A. if you want it.
51:11But I sleep in it.
51:12Like, not on weird shit.
51:14Like, no, it's not like that.
51:15No!
51:16Oh, yeah?
51:17No, I just sleep in it,
51:18just because it's, like, a good sleep shirt.
51:19It's comfy.
51:20Do you want the aftershave sprayed on again?
51:22Shut up!
51:23No!
51:24You're making all that?
51:25I'm good.
51:26Do you want to just take your shoes off?
51:27Because I feel like they're so uncomfortable.
51:30I hear the world fades away.
51:33I get lost in the race.
51:35It's so easy with Erin.
51:37It always has been.
51:38And I think that's what made me so comfortable last summer.
51:41And, yeah, I don't know.
51:43I wish we could do this without cameras as far.
51:45I definitely do worry about you a lot.
51:48Do you?
51:49I just want you to be fucking happy.
51:51Do you know how...
51:52But I was happy.
51:53Do you know how...
51:54You fucking ruined that.
51:55No, but you know how sad I was the other day
51:56when I saw you at the first,
51:57I don't even know what it is,
51:58Love Island meet-up thing.
52:00Kind of broke me a bit.
52:01Really?
52:02Yeah.
52:03You didn't reach out.
52:04Of course I didn't reach out.
52:06I couldn't reach out, could I?
52:07I kind of rated that about you.
52:09Just a good person
52:10that always put other people in front of you.
52:12I still think you're a pretty cool person now.
52:15I always think you're a cool person.
52:17I feel close to you even though I shouldn't.
52:22That's good.
52:23Are you sure you don't wear my jumper?
52:25There you go.
52:27If you steal that I'll be really disappointed.
52:28Don't get makeup on it,
52:29it's the only last clean jumper I've got.
52:31Thanks.
52:32Don't worry about me too much.
52:33Mm-hmm.
52:34It would have been your problem.
52:35I'd have happily taken it.
52:36Well, not done anything since so.
52:37Really?
52:38You're a celibate?
52:39I'm aiming for 12 months.
52:40You haven't had sex since we had sex.
52:41Hey, don't worry about me too much, it would have been your problem.
52:50I'd have happily taken it.
52:53Well, not done anything since, so...
52:55Really?
52:56You're celibate?
52:57I'm aiming for 12 months.
52:59You haven't had sex since we had sex?
53:02I hope you're doing good, man.
53:04I do actually...
53:06Out of this situation, it'd be kind of cool maybe if we just like...
53:10Let's chill.
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