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00:00one that i applied to finch because it was a good school the truest of all was that i just wanted to
00:04be near him now here we are we are gonna do this for the rest of our lives i got off the wait list
00:10for study abroad paris have you and conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony
00:15half of cousins is coming to see suzanna's memorial garden i want to get my cap and gown
00:19and my name wasn't on the list i'm not graduating we keep coming back to each other it feels like
00:23it's never really over i got that summer clinic job have you ever been in love once so what was
00:28her name belly wait like your brother's girlfriend hey jared look i am not going to be able to make
00:35the dedication oh it happens in cabo state in cabo did you hook up with lacy barone during spring break
00:41shit happened when we were on a break it didn't mean anything to me i swear to you you ruined everything
00:58bells can we go on a coffee run i thought you said you had to get at least a b on your media
01:11ethics midterm or you were so screwed fine you are no fun
01:18wait what's this important flight update for cabo since when are you going to cabo yeah i told you
01:30about the last minute flight of boats i think i would have remembered you going to mexico
01:35oh well bells this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in philly so
01:39yeah but we said we might meet up in cousins and i thought you were trying to spend more time with
01:43your dad okay don't try to guilt trip me about my dad i just saw him last weekend
01:48did something happen with you guys you've been kind of moody since then something worse than
01:55visiting my dead mom's grave no hey okay that's that's not fair i just i think you're being a little
02:01bit selfish okay i'm sorry can you just stop riding me if you want to come to cabo then just come
02:08no i don't want to crash your boys trip it's not just boys the sororities are going to
02:12oh so girls were invited just not girlfriends cool look i promise i'm not interested in whatever
02:18wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing it's not that what is it what is wrong
02:23with you right now you're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country yeah because
02:27you hate anything having to do with frats when did i ever say that you don't have to i can feel you
02:32judging us sorry if i'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm sorry if i want to have a
02:36little fun and spring break and i'm sorry that i'm not some straight a overachiever going to
02:39med school like conrad oh my god what please please don't put your inferiority complex on me
02:45i wonder where that came from well didn't start with me so maybe look at your dad wow well if you
02:52think i'm so stupid and selfish then why are you even with me fuck it i won't waste your time you're
02:57being ridiculous right now you think everything i do is ridiculous and i'm sick of it so let's just end
03:01it are you serious yes i'm serious okay fine if that's how you feel it is great okay awesome bye
03:08bye
03:08i went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked
03:15i can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me
03:20haven't you also not texted him yeah but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere
03:26why don't you just come with me to new york for a couple of days we can like run around the city
03:31after i crushed my interview i'm too depressed stop looking at instagram i just still don't even know
03:37what the hell happened okay i'm heading out bye mom well the good news is he looks emotionally
03:46destroyed i mean i knew he was down about his grades but i just stop obsessing you want to know
03:52what's going on why don't you ask him yeah but he's just talk to him when he gets back
03:56guys are like dogs they hide when they've screwed up and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna
04:02fuck up sometimes you know he feels bad about it like it's jare you're his oxygen he can't breathe
04:08without you
04:09i really thought taylor was right so when we got back to school i went to see him
04:20are you really not gonna come find me i mean you pick a fight and walk out the door and i don't hear
04:26from you for a week i'm a total asshole belly i fucked up and i fucked up really bad hey no it's okay
04:33no no it's not i've had a shitty week and i took it out on you i'm just sorry i'm sorry billy
04:43look i mean we had a fight it's not the end of the world
04:49what does this mean does this mean you want to get back together
04:55we never stopped being together
04:59billy when i was in cabo i thought
05:10i just can't believe i almost lost you over something so stupid
05:21you could never lose me
05:25i got you this i was just on the beach and i was just thinking about you i didn't even know if you
05:41would ever talk again but it's really stupid and you don't have to wear it
05:45no i love it
05:47i love you
05:51i love you
05:59i love you
06:09worth it
06:13no i love you
06:19no i love you
06:23no i love you
06:25taylor's here
06:36i'm asleep
06:38kinda
06:39she's asleep
06:45okay i just want to talk to her i think she should rest right now
06:48okay fine
06:50this is a breakfast burrito extra crispy bacon the way she likes it just make sure she eats something
06:55okay
06:56bye
06:58we got you
07:02belly i i swear i i obviously had no idea about lacy you know i would have killed them both for you okay please just call me back like just call me back
07:10uh no i wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off please just tell me how she is i don't know she won't talk to me either your side chick is in my sorority so now i'm just like guilty by association
07:24taylor please hear me out
07:26no i have always been on your side i was the freaking ceo of team jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater it's insane
07:32i didn't cheat we were on a break
07:34no that's bullshit you're not getting off on this like technicality you were broken up for all of two seconds jeremiah and then you got her this like cheap ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her like what are you doing what are you thinking
07:46what you're the expert on cheating now excuse me you heard me how are davis and mia don't turn it around on me you were supposed to be the ideal you were supposed to deserve her but you don't and you probably never did can you get out of here
08:16hey this is taylor leave a message
08:23adam called you in for this meeting too huh
08:26yep yeah fine way to spend a sunday sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk
08:31did you uh get to the dossier i sent you on friday
08:35yep yep yep yeah yeah
08:38so you saw at starkadex
08:41like like the gaming startup
08:43oh my god i knew you were a gamer jesus we have bigger nerd cliche please
08:47wait no no relax
08:49all right i used to program that shit computer engineering at princeton remember
08:53yes how could i forget it is in your email signature
08:57mm-hmm
08:58look just do me a favor all right read the dossier and then call your girlfriend okay
09:05yeah well i actually um
09:07actually broke up with my girlfriend
09:09that was uh that was my my ex
09:11well ex ex
09:13oh my god no no stop immediately no
09:15i'm no personal stuff all right i'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas
09:21i don't care
09:23yeah
09:25all right um
09:27starkadex
09:29every vc shop is gonna try to move on this company all right
09:31so we really need to be on the ball with us
09:33copy copy got you
09:35thank you
09:37we too
09:41thank you
09:45you
09:47there
09:49no
09:51no
09:55you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything leads to him
10:25like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously i'm not
10:34going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to tell my mom that i
10:41can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah and i might never even
10:48go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one thing at a time it's not
10:52going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything is oh my god
10:58hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after a study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:09i see jeremiah everywhere
11:12even when he isn't really there
11:18but no matter how i try to
11:25i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite my life but no matter how i try to
11:38and no matter how easy things could be if i did and no matter how guilty i still feel
11:59so
12:07everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:19we were golden.
12:21Everybody.
12:22Yeah.
12:23Yeah.
12:24Beautiful.
12:25No, she's very tall.
12:26She's not going to get in there.
12:27She's not going to get in there.
12:30So...
12:32I just need to not be here.
12:44Hi.
12:45Mom, hi.
12:46Um, quick question.
12:47Can you send me my birth certificate?
12:49Overnight, if possible.
12:50Hello to you, too, my loving daughter.
12:52I'm fine.
12:53Thanks for asking.
12:54How are you?
12:55Sorry.
12:56How are you, Mom?
12:57I had an extremely dull conference,
12:59which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:02What do you need it for, anyway?
13:04A passport.
13:05I...
13:06found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
13:10That's fantastic!
13:11Honey!
13:12Congratulations!
13:15How's Jared taking it?
13:16I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:19Yeah.
13:21Um...
13:22Mom, I gotta go.
13:23Okay.
13:24Love you.
13:30Bro.
13:31You're tweaking.
13:32You need to...
13:34Level out.
13:35Try some zoonica I got.
13:36May help ease the pain.
13:38I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:40Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:42Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:44I know about breakups.
13:45You saw me after Sean.
13:46You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
13:49Felt like something to me.
13:50I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
13:53Dude, I dig your girl.
13:55I really do.
13:56And I say this with love, but...
13:58You two were broken up.
13:59Right?
14:00And you were wasted as hell.
14:02And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:03Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:05I should've told her as soon as I got back.
14:07Well, yeah.
14:08Yeah, probably.
14:09Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:28She's everything to me.
14:32And losing her feels like...
14:36It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:41That's beautiful, man.
14:47So fight for her.
14:48Stop saying you're sorry.
14:50Find a way to show her.
14:54Make it sound so easy.
14:56I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:02I just can't believe it.
15:03He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:07I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:10Don't smile, please.
15:12That won't be a problem.
15:13It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:17Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:19Look.
15:21If he really thought you were broken up, technically it's not cheating.
15:26But to keep it a secret, that tells me he knew what he did was wrong.
15:30And he chose to keep it from you.
15:33That's the part I can't get over.
15:36What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret too.
15:40It was the day after Christmas last year.
15:44My mom was at a writer's retreat.
15:46Steven was visiting friends.
15:48Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
15:51I figured, why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
15:56So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
15:58Oh, shit. Shit, shit, shit.
16:09Oh, my God. Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:11What would Kevin do?
16:14Okay.
16:28Steven, open up. It's me.
16:35Billy.
16:36You okay?
16:38Yeah. Yeah. Sorry. Just the flash got to me.
16:42Okay.
16:43Next.
16:44Billy.
16:45No, please don't leave. I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:00Please just talk to me.
17:03Look, I'll tell you anything. I'll tell you anything.
17:05I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:09Okay.
17:14How did it happen?
17:17Look, I was really sad. I was drunk.
17:21She was just there.
17:25How many times?
17:31Twice.
17:34Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:36Billy, please. I know I don't deserve you.
17:39But I love you more than anyone else in the world.
17:41And it kills me to see you hurting.
17:42And I would do anything to take it back.
17:44Just stop. You can't undo what you did.
17:47Billy, please.
17:49I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
17:50I've never loved anyone but you.
17:53I love him too.
17:55And I want to forgive him.
17:57I just don't know how.
18:01You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:04And are you the person who hurt me?
18:07And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:17Laurel.
18:19Eliot.
18:21Hey.
18:23Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:24Oh, yeah, you know.
18:25Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so.
18:28As one does.
18:30Yeah.
18:31Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:33A La Recherche du Temps Perdue.
18:35In the original French.
18:37Go for it.
18:39Live on the edge.
18:41You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group
18:44if, uh, if you're interested.
18:45Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
18:50John?
18:51What are you doing here?
18:52Open up a word with you.
18:54In private. Professor.
18:56Okay.
18:58See you later, Eliot?
19:00Uh, sure. Yeah.
19:02Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:06Okay. Sounds great.
19:07Okay.
19:11What was that?
19:12So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:14He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:17Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:19You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:21What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:24Researching potential crossover courses.
19:26Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:30And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:33Shoot me, Dad.
19:35Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:42That sounds...
19:44Worrying as shit.
19:45Yeah.
19:47Okay.
19:51New plan. We find somewhere to drink this.
19:53Steal a wine opener.
19:54I can't do that.
19:55Pull your weight.
19:56Okay.
20:12Welcome to day one.
20:14By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:18Don't piss me off.
20:19Mm-hmm.
20:20And we'll be fine.
20:22Okay.
20:23First patient.
20:24We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:28Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:31I want to start off with our first years.
20:33What do you say?
20:34Well...
20:36Uh...
20:38Could be puberty hormones.
20:39He's 15.
20:40Could also...
20:41He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
20:45Very good.
20:46They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
20:49Good catch.
20:51Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
20:53Absolutely. Thank you, Dr. Namazi. I'll keep that in mind.
20:56Okay.
20:57Next patient.
20:59Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:02I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:03It's fine. I'll take that. I'll make it up in the next one.
21:06Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:11Why did I tell you that?
21:12Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:14Whatever.
21:16Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:21Nice!
21:22Give me your phone. Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:25It's in my room. Also, the kids are fine. Also, you're upside down.
21:29Yes. Yes, I am.
21:31What are you doing?
21:36Getting some things off my chest.
21:38Why did I ask?
21:40You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
21:47Yes, we did.
21:52Oh, my God. I just remembered.
21:54Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:00Oh! Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:04They followed a hunch.
22:06Please never tell that joke again.
22:09You used to love my jokes.
22:11You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:14In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:16I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:21You did it.
22:25Mind if I work in?
22:27Uh, no. It's all yours.
22:28No, we're done here.
22:29Appreciate it.
22:45Why are you here?
22:46What are you...?
22:47You haven't responded to my texts all day.
22:49It's finals. It's a stressful time.
22:52Hey, are you okay? What's wrong?
22:55I'm hungry.
22:57Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:00Come on, get in.
23:05Okay.
23:19So, uh...
23:25Uh, where do you wanna go eat?
23:27I don't know.
23:34What?
23:38Uh, I broke up with Mia.
23:40I hope you didn't do that for me.
23:41What?
23:45Uh, sorry.
23:46I just, I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
23:50But after, after the other night, sleeping over...
23:51Stephen, I...
23:52You're wrong.
23:53And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
23:55Okay, it's never casual with you and me, Taylor. You know that.
23:56Oh, my God.
23:57Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:00They don't even know about us.
24:01That doesn't matter.
24:02It's still messed up.
24:03Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start, you know, free and clear and clean.
24:07Stephen, we've tried before.
24:08We've tried a million times.
24:09It doesn't...
24:10We don't work.
24:11It never works.
24:12Taylor, you are the only girl I wanna be with.
24:14I'm telling you.
24:15Stop.
24:16I love you.
24:17I love you.
24:18I love you.
24:19I love you.
24:20I love you.
24:21I love you.
24:22I love you.
24:23I love you.
24:24I love you.
24:25I love you.
24:26I love you.
24:27I love you.
24:28I love you.
24:29I love you.
24:30I love you.
24:31Stop.
24:32Stop.
24:33No, don't.
24:34I can't do this.
24:35What are you talking?
24:36Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:37Taylor, no.
24:38Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:39Please.
24:40That's all I'm asking for.
24:41Stephen, please just let me out of the car.
24:42We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:43I'm not doing that.
24:44I don't care.
24:45I wanna leave.
24:46Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
24:47Fine.
24:48Fine.
24:49Fine.
24:50Fuck.
24:51Here.
24:52I'm pulling over, okay?
24:53Taylor, what the fuck?
24:58Taylor.
24:59I told you I don't want...
25:00Oh my God.
25:01Taylor.
25:02Hi.
25:03I'm really sorry.
25:05What happened?
25:06Were you with him or are you hurt?
25:07What happened?
25:08I wasn't in the car.
25:09Okay.
25:10I'm really sorry.
25:11What happened?
25:12Were you with him or are you hurt?
25:13What happened?
25:14I wasn't in the car.
25:15Okay.
25:16We were arguing.
25:17I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:18Okay.
25:19Okay.
25:20What?
25:21What?
25:22I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:23Okay.
25:24What?
25:25It's just my fault.
25:26No, no, no, no.
25:27Okay?
25:28Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:31What happened?
25:32I wasn't in the car.
25:34Okay.
25:35We were arguing.
25:38And I jumped out, and he was trying to come after me.
25:41Okay.
25:43What?
25:49What?
25:52It's just my fault.
25:54No, no, no, it's not your fault.
25:57Yes, it is.
25:59You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:00Yeah, yeah.
26:01Is he okay?
26:02Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:06Cerebral contusion?
26:08It's a bruise on the brain.
26:09We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:12Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:14So we just wait and see, is that it?
26:16There's some paperwork to fill out,
26:18and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:20Can that be one of you?
26:21I'm his sister.
26:22His sister works.
26:24Okay.
26:25What kind of decisions do I...
26:27It's in the paperwork there.
26:33I need to try my parents again.
26:35I couldn't...
26:36Okay.
26:37I will try them.
26:38I will do it.
26:39I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance,
26:41if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:43How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
26:46I think...
26:47I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.
26:50Of course, Stephen bragged about anything.
26:55Okay.
26:56He... O negative.
26:57He's O negative.
26:59Okay.
27:00I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:01Okay.
27:02I don't...
27:03I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.
27:07You want me to call Jer?
27:08I don't know an hour ago.
27:12I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:17I just wish he was here.
27:20He would know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:26I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:28Okay.
27:29Okay.
27:30We'll track down your parents.
27:31I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:33Okay?
27:34Just...
27:35Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:37I'm gonna do it.
27:39Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:41Conrad.
27:42Cause he just might understand what all this means.
27:45Yeah.
27:46I got you.
27:47I'm gonna call Conrad.
27:51Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
27:53No, it's fine.
27:54Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
27:56Okay.
27:57Well...
27:58Tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:00Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:01He basically blew us off.
28:02We're trying to get updates, but...
28:04Well, maybe I can help.
28:05Where's he admitted?
28:06We're at, um, Providence General.
28:09But...
28:10How?
28:11I will figure it out.
28:13I just want to do something.
28:17Hey, how's Belly?
28:19She's fine.
28:20Yeah?
28:21Okay.
28:22Yeah.
28:23Yeah, great.
28:24Okay.
28:25Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:26Yep.
28:27Will do.
28:28Alright.
28:31Dr. Namazi?
28:32Excuse me.
28:33What's up?
28:34A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:37Uh, very close friend.
28:38More like family.
28:39And he's at Providence General.
28:42Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
28:45The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
28:47Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
28:48Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
28:55I'll see what I can do.
28:58Do you think you need to take the day?
29:02Uh, no.
29:03No.
29:04I'm good.
29:05Okay.
29:06Okay.
29:07Jarrah's in the lobby.
29:37Yeah, I know, babe.
29:39He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:41He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.
29:44That's so sweet.
29:46Why does he have to be so sweet?
29:49Should I text him?
29:54Isabel Conklin?
29:57I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
29:58I head up the neurology team.
29:59I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:01Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:02No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:06I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:10Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:11He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:14Have you seen him yet?
30:16Well, let's get you back there.
30:17We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:20so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:23Follow me.
30:24Any news on your friend?
30:34No.
30:35You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:37I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:39It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:41Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:43No cell phones.
30:47Yeah.
30:48How did everything go with those blood draws?
30:50Good.
30:51Great.
30:56This is mislabeled.
30:59Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:01That's my mistake.
31:02A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:04I'll fix it right now.
31:05You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:06It won't happen again.
31:07No, it won't.
31:09You're done here.
31:10You're not ready for this.
31:13You're firing me for one mistake?
31:15Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:17You may see this as one mistake,
31:19but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:21which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:24Dr. Namazi, I...
31:26No.
31:27You can always apply again next year.
31:28...
31:29...
31:30...
31:32...
31:33...
31:34Steven, can I tell you a secret?
31:55I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:01Do you know how scary that is?
32:03I know I act like I don't care,
32:11but I just, I care so, so much.
32:18You know, I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:20before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:23You're just gonna be like,
32:25actually, you're not worth it.
32:27So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:42and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
32:45then you can't hurt me.
32:46And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:02You know, the first time we got together,
33:04you remember you told me that you were like...
33:06You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:09You have no idea
33:13how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:19I have good news.
33:34The CT scan is clear.
33:35The CT scan is clear?
33:37What does that mean?
33:38The swelling on Stephen's brain has gone down
33:40and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:43It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:44We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
33:47It's okay.
33:51He's gonna be okay.
33:53I've just been scared.
34:02I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:04I know you don't think that Stephen and I should get back together.
34:06No, I never should have judged you.
34:09Oh, you're right.
34:10I've been all over the place.
34:13Like, not wanting to let go of Stephen,
34:15but still keeping Davis around
34:16is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:18It's shitty.
34:20It's selfish.
34:20And Stephen was trying to do the right thing,
34:24and I'm just freaked.
34:26But all this, it's like...
34:27I think that it made me realize that
34:36even though I'm so scared...
34:38I'm so scared to lose Stephen again.
34:40I'm more scared not to try.
34:47I'm gonna...
34:48I'm gonna break up with Davis.
34:52Whatever you want to do,
34:53I support you.
34:54All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:06Do I look hot?
35:08I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:09I look that bad.
35:13Just go back to the house.
35:15Eat something.
35:16Chower.
35:19You heard the doctor.
35:20He's not gonna be up for a little while.
35:22Okay.
35:22Thanks, babe.
35:24Hey...
35:29If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:34just do it.
35:36I never said that.
35:37And make him beg, obviously,
35:38but don't just throw away
35:41everything you guys have had
35:42for the past four years.
35:47Like, not if it's still what you want.
35:48Okay.
36:04Laura.
36:06Mom.
36:08We gotta go.
36:11Shut up.
36:12I'm still not a morning person, huh?
36:16My eyes are crispy.
36:20Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:23Yeah.
36:32Oh, my God.
36:36John, get in here.
36:39Oh, my God, Mom, where were you?
36:43Belly, I just got your messages.
36:45What's going on?
36:46Steven was in an accident.
36:47Is he okay?
36:48He's gonna be fine.
36:50I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
36:56Oh, man, shut up.
36:58I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:01I'm so, so sorry.
37:03Have you been there all alone?
37:05No, no.
37:07Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:10And Jer's here.
37:13He stayed all night.
37:15Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:18Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can.
37:20And, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:24I love you so much, Belly.
37:27I love you, Mommy.
37:30What is that?
37:31Steven was in a car accident?
37:32He's okay.
37:33Okay.
37:34He's gonna be fine.
37:35But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:37It's okay.
37:38Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:41We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:06Hey.
38:07That day at the motel.
38:09Hey.
38:10Hey.
38:18Why are you holding a poker?
38:20Oh.
38:21Um...
38:22I thought you were a burglar.
38:24Of course you did.
38:26Where's Jer?
38:31He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:36Right.
38:37Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:40Yeah, my flight cop.
38:41Delayed because of the weather.
38:43They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
38:45Hmm.
38:46What are you doing here?
38:48My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Steven's in New York.
38:52I was all alone at home.
38:54So...
38:56You have chocolate all over your face.
39:07No, I don't.
39:08What did you do?
39:09You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:11Shut it!
39:12No, I don't.
39:13You called.
39:14You called.
39:15I get started firing.
39:20Shit, I think it's a little late for a fire.
39:23I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:26Why don't we call it?
39:28You called? I could start a fire.
39:35Actually, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:38I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:41Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:44It's really good to see you.
39:50You too.
39:56The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:02I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:08Ow!
40:09Ow!
40:17You okay?
40:19Oh, no, leave me alone.
40:21You hurt? Can you move?
40:23I thought you were gone.
40:26Nope.
40:28Still here.
40:30Ow.
40:32Let me help you out.
40:33No, no, no.
40:34Ow.
40:35Just, just give me a minute.
40:37Okay.
40:47How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
40:50Eleven.
40:51You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
40:53No, I'm not.
40:56I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:00Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:05You calling me an animal?
41:06Ow.
41:07Ow.
41:08Ow.
41:11I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:14No, no, no, no.
41:15Just, just, just, no.
41:16Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:17Just leave me here.
41:18Okay.
41:19I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:20Ready?
41:21Okay, come on.
41:22Okay.
41:23Ow.
41:24You're okay.
41:25Ready?
41:26What?
41:27Ow.
41:29Watch your legs.
41:30Ow.
41:31You're okay.
41:32Yeah.
41:33Ow.
41:34Ow.
41:35Oh.
41:36You're okay.
41:37Yeah.
41:38Ow.
41:39Watch your legs.
41:42Ow.
41:43You're okay.
41:44Yeah.
41:45Ow.
41:46Ow.
41:47Yeah.
41:48Ow.
41:49That's when I had this sudden thought a part of me will always love you
42:12We spent the day together, but not together
42:19Entertainingly expressive H-blank-blank-blank-Y
42:32Hemi
42:37Hemi
42:39Lois
42:43I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship
42:46She's better off with Laszlo
42:50You're insane
42:52Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other
42:54Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance
42:59Oh my god
43:00What?
43:02I'm gonna get more firewood
43:03You know, you are way too young to be this cynical
43:07Yeah, yeah
43:08That's true
43:09Hey
43:16Belly
43:17Hey, sorry my reception out here is terrible
43:19I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off
43:21What are you up to?
43:22I'm actually in Cousins
43:24I got super lonely, so I drove up
43:27Oh nice
43:27Did you bring Taylor?
43:29No, I came by myself
43:31Well, I wish you were here with me
43:33I'll rent supply gunman stuff because of the weather
43:35So I'm stuck here with my dad
43:37Yeah, he, um
43:39What?
43:41Hello?
43:41Belly, can you hear me?
43:43Jer, I
43:43I can't hear what you're saying
43:45Uh, never mind
43:47What?
43:49Wait, uh, I'll be sure you're wrong
43:51Okay, bye Bells
43:52Okay
43:52Okay, love you
43:54Hey, I
44:00I would have told Jer that you're here too
44:03Don't worry about it
44:03I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:07Because there was nothing to tell
44:09Nothing happened with Conrad
44:11Nothing was ever gonna happen
44:13The next morning, Conrad was gone
44:26He left just like I thought he would
44:31No goodbye
44:35Just gone like a ghost
44:38Conrad Fisher
44:50The ghost of Christmas past
44:52Blackbird on my shoulder
44:56And what difference does it make
45:00When this love is over
45:05Shall I sleep within your bed
45:08River of unhappiness
45:14Hold your hands upon my head
45:17Till I breathe my last breath
45:23Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:26The last time that you taught me
45:32Fall will once and verse ease
45:35That sent me the mystery of love
45:42Come in
46:02Hey
46:09Can you take your shoes off?
46:11I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:12I was just on my way in and
46:14Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one
46:16No, jerk
46:17I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:19Yeah, he's gonna be okay
46:20Thanks
46:21Good
46:22This is for you
46:24Thank you
46:25You're welcome
46:26Um
46:28So look, um
46:31About yesterday
46:33I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:37I'm fine
46:37Cool
46:39Uh, that's
46:40Actually, I was gonna say
46:43That she kind of has a point
46:45Oh
46:47I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
46:51And the truth is that
46:52You're smart as hell
46:53Obviously
46:54But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
46:56Excuse me?
46:59Well, you can
46:59Deny your emotions all you want
47:02They're not going anywhere
47:03And
47:05As long as you're afraid to face them
47:08They'll run you
47:08Not the other way around
47:09Hello
47:15Would have been nice
47:16Hello
47:18Steven
47:22You ready for a visitor?
47:23Oh, yeah
47:24Oh, you're awake
47:25Ow
47:26Ow
47:27Ow
47:27Ow
47:27Careful of his ribs
47:28No, no
47:29Break another one
47:30Why don't you?
47:31It's barely cracked
47:32You baby
47:32How's, uh
47:34How's mom and dad?
47:36Where are they?
47:37They're on their way
47:37Hey
47:38Hi
47:43I'm gonna give you two a minute
47:46I'm glad you're alive
47:48You scared the shit out of everyone
47:55You scared the shit out of everyone
47:55You know that?
47:57Belly was worried to death
47:58I knew you were just being a drama queen
47:59Obviously
48:00I was in a coma
48:01So
48:03Yeah, but
48:04Medically induced
48:06Huh
48:07Steven
48:11Steven, I'm joking
48:12I was worried about you too
48:14Obviously
48:15Yeah
48:15Yeah, you know
48:16I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up
48:18You know, before the crash
48:20Me too
48:20And you were right
48:21You and me, we don't work
48:25What?
48:32If we
48:33Never ran into each other that day in New York
48:36We would have just gone about our lives and been fine
48:38So let's just pretend we didn't
48:41I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty
48:48I couldn't let you go
48:52You know I love a challenge, but
48:56It is a wake-up call
49:01You were right
49:04You and me, we don't work
49:06Good
49:11Then we're on the same page
49:13Yeah, yeah, finally
49:15I'm gonna go find Belly
49:16First loves are important
49:29Conrad was mine
49:31For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly
49:34The way you do your first pet
49:36The first car you drove
49:38But they're not as important as lasts
49:42Steven's gonna be okay
49:56Thank God
49:58Do you wanna get some air?
50:08Yeah, yeah, I would love that
50:09I was
50:15I am so mad at you
50:18And you have every right to be
50:20I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:22And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:24I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:27I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again
50:32But I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me
50:35I'm sorry too
50:40Sorry for what?
50:46Sorry for everything leading up to that fight
50:49And to Cabo
50:52I can see how you thought we were broken up
50:58You can?
51:02Yeah, but I
51:03I don't understand how you could just
51:05Move on to somebody else so easily
51:07I mean, I could barely function
51:10How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:13No, Belly
51:13I was completely numb that whole week
51:15I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I
51:18When we had sex
51:20After I
51:23I just sat in the shower
51:24And cried for
51:25I don't
51:26I don't even know how long
51:27I was just thinking
51:29How could I deserve you
51:30After that?
51:31Maybe we
51:36Shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:41I mean
51:43If we both believe that what we have
51:47Is bigger than our mistakes
51:49Then
51:50Maybe we can just start over
51:54I want that
51:56Bells, I want that so much
51:58You can't ever hurt me like that again
52:02I promise
52:04I promise
52:09I don't want to mess this up again
52:24We won't
52:27After Steven
52:29I get it now
52:31Life's too short
52:33Not to spend it with the person that you love
52:36I want to be with you always
52:39No matter what
52:40I just can't imagine my life without you
52:44Me either
52:46Belly has always been our story
52:48Yours
52:49And mine
52:50Nobody else's
52:51What are you thinking?
52:57The future is just crazy
53:01I don't know what, say it
53:02Would you
53:07Yes
53:07You don't even know what I'm about to say
53:10Try me
53:13Isabel Conklin
53:19Will you marry me?
53:22Yes
53:24Yes
53:24Yeah, I'll marry you
53:26I swear
53:28I've known you longer than
53:31Never
53:32I must choose
53:35Whatever
53:35Whatever
53:36I'll marry you
53:37æ–‡
53:42I have three
53:44long
53:44Incredible
53:45I just asked you
53:45What you doing
53:46I have a career
53:46I get it
53:47Hope
53:47You're
53:48I want to try
53:49Look you
53:50Hope
53:50You're
53:51I want to be
53:52In a Rose
53:53Which is your own
53:54I want to try
53:55Davis
53:55I verse