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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:24Worth this.
06:25Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:55She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:18Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier.
09:16And then call your girlfriend, okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no, stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51anytime.
09:51All right.
09:57Bye.
09:59Bye.
09:59Bye.
10:01Bye.
10:01Bye.
10:02Thanks.
10:03Bye.
10:03You just have to make sure that you don't know what to do.
10:33You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job
10:47because obviously I'm not going to be in Cousins because Jeremiah.
10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's memorial
10:58because, again, Jeremiah.
11:01And I might never even go to the summer house again
11:03because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:07No, no, nothing's going to work because everything is...
11:11Oh, my God.
11:16Hey, you're going to be okay.
11:19I'll meet you after study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33Even when he isn't really there.
11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:39I rearrange my memories.
11:43I try to rewrite my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to.
11:54And no matter how I want to.
12:01And no matter how easy things could be if I did.
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
12:16I wish I hated you.
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.
12:22Just two different endings.
12:24You learn to repair.
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place.
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us.
12:33From when we were golden.
12:35Everybody.
12:36John.
12:37Ah.
12:38Beautiful, John.
12:39That was very close.
12:41I couldn't live in your door.
12:44So...
12:46I just need to not be here.
12:52Hi.
12:59Mom, hi.
13:00Um, quick question.
13:01Can you send me my birth certificate?
13:03Overnight, if possible?
13:05Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking.
13:08How are you?
13:09Sorry.
13:10How are you, Mom?
13:11At an extremely dull conference.
13:13Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:16What do you need it for, anyway?
13:18A passport.
13:19I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
13:24That's fantastic!
13:26Honey!
13:27Congratulations!
13:29How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:33Yeah.
13:35Um...
13:36Mom, I gotta go.
13:37Okay.
13:38Love you.
13:44Bro.
13:45You were tweaking?
13:46You need to...
13:48Level out.
13:49Try to assume that guy got.
13:50May help ease the pain.
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:03Felt like something to me.
14:04I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:07Dude, I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but...
14:13You two were broken up, right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should've told her as soon as I got back.
14:22Yeah.
14:23Yeah, probably.
14:24Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:42She's everything to me.
14:46And losing her feels like...
14:50Dude, it feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:01So fight for her.
15:03Stop saying you're sorry.
15:04Find a way to show her.
15:08Make it sound so easy.
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:12I just can't believe it.
15:17He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:26That won't be a problem.
15:28Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:31Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:33Look.
15:36If he really thought you were broken up,
15:39technically it's not cheating,
15:41but to keep it a secret,
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:45and he chose to keep it from you.
15:48That's the part I can't get over.
15:51What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret, too.
15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:01Steven was visiting friends.
16:02J.R. was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:05I figured, why be home alone
16:07when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:20Ah, shit.
16:21Shit, shit, shit.
16:23Oh, my God.
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:25What would Kevin do?
16:27Okay.
16:28Okay.
16:43Steven, open up. It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah, yeah.
16:54Sorry.
16:55That's the flash got to me.
16:56Okay.
16:57Next.
17:10Billy.
17:11No, please don't leave.
17:12I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:14Please just talk to me.
17:16Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:18I'll tell you anything.
17:19I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:22Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:30I-I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:35She was just there.
17:39How many times?
17:41Twice.
17:42How could you do this to me?
17:43Belly, please.
17:44I know I don't deserve you, but I love you more than anyone else in the world.
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting, and I would do anything to take it back.
17:58Just stop.
17:59You can't undo what you did.
18:00Belly, please.
18:01I'm sorry.
18:02I'm so sorry.
18:04I've never loved anyone but you.
18:06I love him too.
18:09And I want to forgive him.
18:11I just...
18:12don't know how.
18:14You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:19And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:24Laurel.
18:25Elliot.
18:26Hey.
18:27Hey.
18:28Oh.
18:29Fancy books you got there.
18:30Oh, yeah.
18:31You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:34As one does.
18:35Yeah.
18:36Yeah.
18:37Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the original French.
18:51Go for it.
18:52Live on the edge.
18:53You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
18:59Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:04John?
19:05What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:08In private.
19:09Professor.
19:10Okay.
19:11See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure.
19:15Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:25What was that?
19:26So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses.
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:47Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:05New plan.
20:06We find somewhere to drink this.
20:07Steal a wine opener.
20:08I can't do that.
20:09Pull your weight.
20:10All right.
20:26Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:35Okay.
20:36First patient.
20:38We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow.
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well...
20:51Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones.
20:53He's 15.
20:54Could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
20:59Very good.
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:03Good catch.
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:07Absolutely.
21:08Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:09I'll keep that in mind.
21:10Okay.
21:11Next patient.
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:16I'm sure it's just a myth.
21:17It's fine.
21:18I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up on the next one.
21:20Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:25Why did I tell you that?
21:26Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:28Or whatever.
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:35Nice!
21:36Give me your phone.
21:37Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:39It's in my room.
21:40Also, the kids are fine.
21:41Also, you're upside down.
21:43Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:45Oh.
21:46What are you doing?
21:47Getting some things off my chest.
21:52Why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:01Yes, we did.
22:03Oh, my God.
22:04I just remembered.
22:06Belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:22Please never tell that joke again.
22:24Used to love my jokes.
22:26Used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:36You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:41Uh, no.
22:42It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:59Why are you here?
23:00What are you?
23:01You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:06Tay, are you okay?
23:07What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry.
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:14Come on, get in.
23:19Okay.
23:29So, uh...
23:39Uh, where do you wanna go eat?
23:41I don't know.
23:49What?
23:53Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
23:59I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:02What?
24:06Uh...
24:07Sorry.
24:09I just...
24:10I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over...
24:15Steven, I...
24:16You're wrong.
24:17And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:22Taylor, you know that.
24:23Oh, my God.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real,
24:26so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:27They don't even know about us!
24:28That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:31Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start,
24:33you know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:37We've tried a million times.
24:38We weren't kids then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I wanna be with.
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop! Stop!
24:47No, don't.
24:48I can't do this.
24:49What are you talking...
24:50Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:54That's all I'm asking for.
24:55Steven, please just let me out of the car!
24:56I don't care.
24:57I wanna leave.
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car!
25:01Fine!
25:02Fine!
25:03Fine!
25:04Fuck!
25:05Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:13Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:28Oh my god.
25:30Taylor!
25:31I'm really sorry.
25:32What happened?
25:34Were you with him or you hurt?
25:35What happened?
25:36I wasn't in the car.
25:37Okay.
25:38We were arguing.
25:39I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:41Okay.
25:42What?
25:43What?
25:44What?
25:45What?
25:46What?
25:47It's just my fault.
25:48No!
25:49No!
25:50No!
25:51No!
25:52It's not your fault.
25:53Yes it is.
25:54You're with Stephen Conklin?
25:55Yeah.
25:56Yeah.
25:57Yeah.
25:58Is he okay?
25:59Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:00Cerebral contusion?
26:01What?
26:02I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
26:04Okay.
26:05What?
26:06What?
26:07What?
26:08What?
26:09What?
26:10What?
26:11What?
26:12What?
26:13What?
26:14What?
26:15What?
26:16What?
26:17Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:26Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:29So we just wait and see?
26:30Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:36I'm his sister.
26:37His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40What kind of decisions do I...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:47I need to...
26:48I need to try my parents again.
26:49I couldn't...
26:50Okay.
26:51I'll...
26:52I will try them.
26:53I will do it.
26:54I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:00I think...
27:01I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course.
27:06Stephen bragged about anything.
27:09Okay.
27:10He...
27:11O negative.
27:12He's O negative.
27:13Okay.
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:17I don't...
27:18I think I should, uh, let a few other people know too.
27:21You want me to call Jer?
27:23Send check to Ellen.
27:24Send check to Ellen.
27:25Send check to Ellen.
27:26I don't know an hour ago.
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:34I didn't even know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:41I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:43Okay.
27:44We'll track down your parents.
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too.
27:47Okay.
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:51I'm gonna do it.
27:53Um, can you call, uh, Conrad too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means.
27:59Yeah.
28:00I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:02Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:07No, it's fine.
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:11Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:15He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:18Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:20We're at, um, Providence General.
28:23But how?
28:24I will figure it out.
28:27I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:33She's fine.
28:34Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah.
28:38Great.
28:39Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep.
28:42Will do.
28:43All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:46Excuse me.
28:47What's up?
28:48A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:51Uh, very close friend.
28:53More like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
28:59The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:01Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:08I'll see what I can do.
29:11Do you think you need to take the date?
29:14Uh, no.
29:18I'm good.
29:19Okay.
29:20Okay?
29:21Uh.
29:22Okay.
29:23Jerry's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:53He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:55He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:08Isabel Conklin?
30:10Yeah. I'm Dr. Joon Kwon. I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:24Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:28Have you seen him yet?
30:30Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:34so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:46Any news on your friend?
30:48No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52Well, I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:53It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:59No cell phones?
31:01Yeah.
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:04Good.
31:05Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:15It's my mistake.
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:18I'll fix it right now.
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:23You're done here.
31:24You're not ready for this.
31:27You're firing me for one mistake?
31:29Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:31You may see this as one mistake,
31:33but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:35which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:38Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
31:40No.
31:41You can always apply again next year.
31:43Pressure to OR4.
31:45Pressure to OR4.
31:47Pressure to OR4.
31:48It starts taking...
31:49Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:18I know I act like I don't care,
32:25but I just...
32:26I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:48So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
32:59then you can't hurt me.
33:03And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:05You know, the first time we got together,
33:18you remember you told me that you were like...
33:20you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:26You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:29I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
33:36The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:38The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:39and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:41It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:42We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
33:44It's okay.
33:45He's gonna be okay.
33:46I've just been scared.
33:47I remember what you said.
33:48Uh-huh.
33:49I wonder if...
33:57You're dead?
33:58You're dead?
34:05I remember I was doing good.
34:13You picked it up?
34:15I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Stephen and I should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Stephen,
34:30but still keeping Davis around is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty and selfish.
34:37And Stephen was trying to do the right thing, and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this, it's like...
34:45I think...
34:49I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Stephen again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:15All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:33I mean, you heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:38Hey, babe.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously.
35:53But don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30Oh, my eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:50Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where are you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Stephen was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man.
37:12Shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:21Taylor's here.
37:22Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and Jare's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mom.
37:46Steve was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last minute.
37:52It's okay.
37:52We just meet me in the lobby in five.
38:16We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:21That day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jare?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:02My mom is on a retreat in the mountains, and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:23No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38Shut it.
39:39What are you doing?
39:40What are you doing?
39:41What are you doing?
39:42You called?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:52I think I'm just going to crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:05You too.
40:15The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Help.
40:24Help.
40:32You okay?
40:34Oh, no.
40:35Leave me alone.
40:36Are you hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:40Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow.
40:50Just...
40:51Just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:13Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20What?
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:26Ow.
41:30I'm going to pick you up and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:32No, no, no, no.
41:33Just, just, just, no.
41:35Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:36Just leave me here.
41:37Okay.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer,
41:40but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:46Okay, come on.
41:47Okay.
41:48Ow.
41:49You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:56Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:06That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:12A part of me will always love you.
42:26We spent the day together, but not together.
42:29Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:34The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:40Boundless by the time I ride.
42:42Entertainingly expressive, H blank blank blank Y.
42:47Hmm.
42:50Hemi.
42:52Hemi?
42:53Hemi.
42:57Chloe.
42:58I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:14Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:23It's true.
43:30Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Hey.
43:33Sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:35What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:38I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:41Oh, nice.
43:42Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:46Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrades fly gum and stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:51Yeah, he, um, he's-
43:54What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Belly, can you hear me?
43:57Jer, I-
43:58I can't hear what you're saying.
43:59Uh, never mind.
44:01What?
44:03Wait, uh, I'll show you tomorrow.
44:05Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I- I would've told Jer that you're here too.
44:17Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins.
44:22Because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:26Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:40He left just like I thought he would.
44:45No goodbye.
44:46Just gone like a ghost.
44:47Conrad Fisher.
44:48The ghost of Christmas past.
44:49Blackbird on my shoulder.
44:50And what difference does it make?
44:51When this love is home.
44:52No goodbye.
44:53No goodbye.
44:54Just gone like a ghost.
44:55No goodbye.
44:56Just gone like a ghost.
44:57No goodbye.
44:58Just gone like a ghost.
44:59Conrad Fisher.
45:00The ghost of Christmas past.
45:02How much so can I take?
45:03How much so can I take?
45:04How much so can I think?
45:05How much so can I take?
45:06How much so can I take?
45:07Backbird on my shoulder.
45:08And what difference does it make?
45:11When this love is over.
45:16After.
45:17How much so can I take?
45:19How much so can I take?
45:21submission, Submarine.
45:22Without you, Lord.
45:24River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head, till I breathe my last breath.
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh is me, the last time that you touch me, all will wonders ever cease, blast and be the mystery of love.
46:08Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm going to be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk, I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:44Um...
46:44So look, um, about yesterday, I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was going to say that she kind of has a point.
47:01Oh.
47:03Look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously, but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:19And as long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:24Hello, it would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Hi.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Hi.
48:00I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35You, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
48:51we would have just gone about our lives and been fine,
48:54so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:15It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:26Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:42First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:53But they're not as important as last.
50:10Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:19Do you wanna get some air?
50:20Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:25Yeah.
50:30I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:45to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:13You can't?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:35After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:50Maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:58I mean...
51:59if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:04then...
52:05maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that.
52:11Bells, I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:24I promise.
52:34I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:43After Steven,
52:45I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it
52:50with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always,
52:55no matter what.
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Elliot's always been our story,
53:03yours
53:04and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:11What are you thinking?
53:14It's...
53:14the future.
53:15It's just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know
53:24what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:33Isabel Conklin,
53:35will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41I love you.
53:53I love you too.
53:55I love you.
53:55I bet we already knew our names
54:22before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way,
54:28walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget
54:33those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise,
54:41but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile from miles away.
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:50forever and a day.
54:57Forever and a day.
55:02In all my lungs,
55:05I'm waiting every time
55:08to hear you say
55:10I'll be yours
55:13forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe
55:30in destiny,
55:33but I might have to say
55:38your melodies.
55:42They're changing me.
55:45I'm yours forever.
55:48I'm yours forever.
55:49I'm yours forever.
55:51I'm yours forever.
55:52I'm yours forever forever.
55:52I'm yours forever forever.
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