- 2 days ago
The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 3 Episode 2
Category
🎥
Short filmTranscript
00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:37Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:24No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:26It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun in spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel...
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Stop obsessing!
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:32So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door, and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:51No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy...
05:21When I was in Cabo...
05:24I-I thought...
05:25I just have a loop.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:48I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again.
05:57But...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:05I love you.
06:06I love you.
06:24Worth this.
06:25Taylor's here.
06:43I'm asleep.
06:44Connor.
06:45Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:15We got it.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please, just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're this scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:09Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:22Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:49Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw at Starrcade X?
08:57Starrcade X?
08:57Like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier,
09:16and then call your girlfriend, okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um,
09:23I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no, stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker
09:34who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcade X?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try
09:45to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
09:55All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
09:57All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
09:59All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
10:00All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
10:01All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
10:02All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
10:03All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
10:04All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
10:05All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
10:07All right, um, Starrcade X is going to be on the ball.
10:09you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because
10:48obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to tell
10:55my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one
11:06thing at a time is not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything
11:10is oh my god hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't
11:24avoid i see jeremiah everywhere even when he isn't really there
11:33boxes i send them your way hoping life brings you no new pain i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite
11:46but no matter how i try to and no matter how i want to and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:08everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36so i just need to not be here
12:48hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible hello to
13:06you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the wait list for paris
13:23that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:28how's jair taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah um mom i gotta go okay love you
13:39bro you're tweaking you need to
13:47level out try something that guy got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds redbird felt like something to me
14:05i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:13you two were broken up right and you were wasted as hell
14:17and lacy was all over your shit
14:19bro it's not an excuse
14:20i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22yeah yeah probably
14:25belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like i'm i'm losing
14:53the best part of myself
14:55well that's beautiful man
14:57so fight for her
15:03stop saying you're sorry
15:05find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy
15:10i don't think it's supposed to be
15:12i just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:22i swear if he comes to our dorm it's on site
15:25don't smile please
15:27that won't be a problem
15:28it kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30do you think i'm being too hard on him
15:34look
15:34if you really thought you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating but to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you
15:48that's the part i can't get over
15:51what annika didn't know was that i had a secret too
15:56it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01steven was visiting friends
16:03jair was going skiing with his dad
16:05and conrad i figured why be home alone when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:13oh shit shit shit shit shit
16:22oh my god okay what would kevin do
16:26what would kevin do
16:27okay
16:29oh my god
16:31oh my god
16:35steven open up it's me
16:45billy
16:51you okay
16:52yeah
16:54yeah
16:54sorry
16:55just the flash got to me
16:56okay
16:57next
16:59belly
17:11no please don't leave
17:13i made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:17i'll tell you anything
17:19i'll tell you anything
17:20i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:23okay
17:25how did it happen
17:30i was really sad
17:33i was drunk
17:34she was just there
17:37how many times
17:41twice
17:47jair how could you do this to me
17:51belly please
17:52i know i don't deserve you
17:53but i love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting
17:57and i would do anything to take it back
17:59stop
18:00you can't undo what you did
18:01belly
18:02please
18:03i'm sorry
18:05i'm so sorry
18:05i've never loved anyone but you
18:07i love him too
18:09and i want to forgive him
18:11i just
18:12don't know how
18:14you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:23laurel
18:33elliott
18:35hey
18:36hey
18:37oh
18:38fancy books you got there
18:40oh yeah
18:40you know
18:41well i've already read the moncrief translation twice so
18:43as one does
18:44yeah
18:45yeah i've decided it's the year that i finally read
18:48in the original french
18:52go for it
18:53live on the edge
18:54you know um
18:56you and i we could start our own book group if uh
18:59if you're interested
19:00unfortunately professor park dropped out of french her first year of college
19:04john
19:05what are you doing here
19:07open up a word with you
19:08in private
19:09professor
19:10okay
19:12see you later elliott
19:14uh
19:15sure
19:16yeah
19:16um
19:16i'll be at the uh
19:18flaubert symposium if you want to drop by
19:20okay
19:21sounds great
19:22okay
19:22what was that
19:26so
19:27tis are allowed to flirt with professors now
19:29he's an adjunct
19:30and maybe i was flirting back
19:32well then i was doing him a favor
19:33you'd have eaten him alive in both
19:35five minutes
19:36what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway
19:39researching potential crossover courses
19:41our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:45and a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:48shoot me dead
19:50please make your way in the ballroom b for tropes of old english epic poetry
19:55thank you
19:59that sounds
19:59boring as shit
20:00yeah
20:03okay
20:05new plan
20:06we find somewhere to drink this
20:08steal a wine opener
20:08i can't do that
20:09oh you're right
20:10okay
20:27welcome to day one
20:29by the end of the summer i expect half of you will still be here
20:33don't piss me off and we'll be fine
20:35okay
20:38first patient
20:39we have a 15 year old boy
20:41came in following a seizure
20:42any thoughts on what might be going on
20:44i want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say
20:49uh could be puberty hormones he's 15 uh could also recovering from the flu and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00very good
21:00they also gave him nausea meds at the er and that does increase risk
21:04good catch
21:05sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:08absolutely thank you dr namazi i'll keep that in mind
21:11okay next patient
21:13are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one
21:17i'm sure it's just a mess
21:18it's fine i'll take that i'll make it up in the next one
21:21look i know that climbing up namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:26why did i tell you that
21:27because you were like yearning to
21:28whatever
21:30safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35nice
21:37give me your phone mine's dead and i want to call the kids
21:40it's in my room also the kids are fine also you're upside down
21:44yes yes i am
21:46what are you doing
21:50getting some things off my chest
21:53why did i ask
21:54you know even though our marriage went to shit
21:58we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02yes we did
22:03oh my god
22:08i just remembered
22:09belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14in paris
22:15oh
22:16do you know
22:17how the parisian police found quasimodo
22:19they followed a hunch
22:21please never tell that joke again
22:24you used to love my jokes
22:26you used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose
22:29in fact wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date
22:31i was fake laughing and i planned to sleep with you all along
22:36you did
22:38mind if i work in
22:40uh no it's all yours we're done here appreciate it
22:45why are you here
22:58why are you here
23:00what are you
23:01you haven't responded to my text all day
23:03it's finals
23:05it's a stressful time
23:07tell you are you okay what's wrong
23:08i'm i'm hungry
23:11okay then let's just grab some food
23:14come on get in
23:16okay
23:20okay
23:21okay
23:23okay
23:24okay
23:29so uh
23:36uh where do you want to go eat
23:41Go eat.
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:08Sorry.
24:09I just, I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14But after the other night, sleeping over...
24:16Steven, you're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know,
24:26and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29It doesn't matter. It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start,
24:34you know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids, then.
24:39We don't work. It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop, stop.
24:46No, don't.
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:06Taylor, what the fuck?
25:28Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:37Hi.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out, and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
25:57It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out, and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38Sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:44I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:51Okay, I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know Steven's fucking insurance, if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course, Steven bragged about anything.
27:07Okay, O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm going to try your parents again.
27:16I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.
27:22You want me to call Jer?
27:26I don't know.
27:27An hour ago, I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:34You know what to say to make me feel better.
27:41I'm going to be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay, just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm going to do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means.
28:00Yeah, I got you.
28:01I'm going to call Conrad.
28:04Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General.
28:24But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah.
28:37Great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me?
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need to take the day?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:33Jayra's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:18No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:51You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
31:00No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:06This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:22It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability,
31:38my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41I know.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:44Scruggers to OR4.
31:46Scruggers to OR4.
31:48It starts taking...
31:50Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just...
32:26I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:37And you're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:55So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:17You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I
34:20should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:34And selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43I think...
34:47I think that it made me realize
34:50that even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:09I support you.
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Chower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while.
35:37Okay.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:39Hey...
35:44If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but don't just throw away everything
35:56you guys have had for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:09We got to get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:27You're still not a morning person, huh?
36:30Oh, my eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:43Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:54Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together,
37:08but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man.
37:12Shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:17Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:23Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:27Jer's here.
37:29He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mom.
37:46Steve, was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49He's fine.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us listeners.
37:52It's okay.
37:53We meet in the lobby in five.
37:54I'm fine.
38:09We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22...that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um.
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight cop.
38:56Delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:04My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:06and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09Mm-hmm.
39:09So...
39:20You have chocolate all over your face.
39:27you have chocolate all over your face no I don't what did you do you just stick your
39:37whole head in to save time shut it no you called I could start a fire
39:44so I think it's maybe a little late for a fire I think I'm just gonna crash
39:54Merry Christmas Belly it's really good to see you
40:01you too
40:06the next morning right when I woke up I had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you okay
40:33oh no leave me alone you're hurt can you move
40:38I thought you were gone nope still here
40:43let me help you up no no no just just give me a minute okay
40:52how bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten
41:05eleven you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no I'm not
41:09I mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13seriously it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20you calling me an animal
41:22I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no just just just no just I'm too heavy for you just
41:37okay I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared but I can pick you up
41:41your belly ready okay come on okay ow you're okay ready watch your legs
41:58ow you're okay yeah ow
42:05that's when I had this sudden thought a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together but not together
42:30oh to see without my eyes
42:35the first time that you'll kiss me
42:40boundless by the time I write
42:43entertainingly expressive H blank blank blank Y
42:47it's hammy
42:52hammy
42:54she's better off of laszlo
43:05you're insane
43:07rick and ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09their little love story is nothing compared to the work that laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14oh my god dude
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood
43:19you know you are way too young to be this cynical
43:22yeah yeah
43:23it's strange
43:30Belly
43:31hey
43:32Belly
43:32hey sorry my reception out here is terrible
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off what do you have to?
43:36I'm actually in Cousins
43:38I got super lonely so I drove up
43:41oh nice
43:42uh did you bring Taylor?
43:43no I came by myself
43:45well I wish you were here with me
43:47Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather so I'm stuck here with my dad
43:51yeah he uh
43:53what?
43:54hello?
43:55Belly can you hear me?
43:56jared
43:57I can't hear what you're saying
43:58I can't hear what you're saying
43:59uh
44:00nevermind
44:01what?
44:02great uh
44:03I'll try you tomorrow
44:05okay
44:06bye bells
44:07okay
44:08I love you
44:14hey I
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here too
44:17don't worry about it
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:21because there was nothing to tell
44:23nothing happened with Conrad
44:25nothing was ever gonna happen
44:27the next morning Conrad was gone
44:40he left just like I thought he would
44:45no goodbye
44:50just gone like a ghost
45:03Conrad Fisher
45:04the ghost of Christmas past
45:06blackbird on my shoulder
45:09and what difference does it make
45:13when this love is over
45:19shall I sleep within your bed
45:23river of unhappiness
45:28hold your hands upon my head
45:30hold your hands upon my head
45:33till I breathe my last breath
45:37oh
45:38oh
45:39oh
45:40oh
45:41is me
45:42the last time that you touched me
45:47oh
45:48will wonders ever cease
45:51come in
46:16come in
46:21hey
46:24can you take your shoes off
46:25I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one
46:31no jerk
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:33yeah he's gonna be okay
46:35thanks
46:36good
46:37this is for you
46:39thank you
46:40you're welcome
46:42um
46:44so look um
46:46about yesterday
46:48I mean we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:51I'm fine
46:53cool
46:54uh that's
46:56actually I was gonna say
46:58that she kind of has a point
47:01oh
47:02I mean look you know I always tell you the truth
47:04right
47:05and the truth is that
47:06you're smart as hell
47:08obviously
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11excuse me
47:13well you can
47:15deny your emotions all you want
47:16they're not going anywhere
47:19and
47:20as long as you're afraid to face them
47:22they'll run you
47:23not the other way around
47:29hello would have been nice
47:32hello
47:35Steven
47:36you ready for a visitor
47:37oh yeah
47:38oh you're awake
47:39ow
47:40ow
47:41ow
47:42careful of his ribs
47:43no no break another one
47:44why don't you
47:45it's barely cracked
47:46you baby
47:47how's uh
47:49how's mom and dad
47:50where are they
47:51they're on their way
47:52hey
47:57uh hi
47:59i'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01i'm glad you're alive
48:02i'm glad you're alive
48:08you scared the shit out of everyone
48:10you know that
48:11belly was worried to death
48:12i knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14obviously
48:15i was in a coma
48:17so
48:18yeah but
48:19medically induced
48:21huh
48:22steven i'm joking
48:26i was worried about you too
48:28obviously
48:29yeah
48:30yeah you know i've been thinking a lot about what you said since i woke up
48:33you know before the crash
48:34me too
48:35and you were right
48:39you and me we don't work
48:42what
48:43if we
48:48never ran into each other that day in new york
48:50we would've just gone about our lives and been fine
48:53so let's just pretend we didn't
49:00i've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you tay
49:06i couldn't let you go
49:09you know i love a challenge
49:10but
49:11this is a wake-up call
49:17you were right
49:19you and me we don't work
49:21hmm
49:25good
49:26then we're on the same page
49:28yeah yeah finally
49:29i'm gonna go find belly
49:30i'm gonna go find belly
49:42first loves are important
49:44conrad was mine
49:46for the rest of my life i would think of him fondly
49:49the way you do your first pet
49:51the first car you drove
49:54but they're not as important as last
49:56steven's gonna be okay
50:11thank god
50:13do you wanna get some air?
50:15do you wanna get some air?
50:20yeah
50:21yeah
50:22yeah i would love that
50:23yeah
50:25i was
50:27i am so mad at you
50:33you have every right to be
50:35i'm sorry for what i did to you and i'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner
50:39i'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:42i know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again but i am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me
50:50i'm sorry too
50:55sorry for what?
50:59sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:04into cabo
51:07i can see how you thought we were broken up
51:12you can?
51:15yeah but i- i don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily
51:23i mean i could barely function
51:25how were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27no belly i was completely numb that whole week
51:31i didn't even feel like i was there when lacy and i
51:34when we had sex
51:36after i- i just sat in the shower and cried for i don't- i don't even know how long
51:41i was just thinking how could i deserve you after that
51:50maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:58i mean if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes then
52:04maybe we can just start over
52:09i want that
52:11bells i- i want that so much
52:14you can't ever hurt me like that again
52:17i promise
52:22i promise
52:23i don't want to mess this up again
52:41we won't
52:43after steven i- i get it now
52:46life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love
52:51i want to be with you always no matter what
52:55i just can't imagine my life without you
52:59me either
53:01elliot's always been our story
53:03yours and mine
53:05nobody else's
53:06what are you thinking
53:10what are you thinking
53:14the future is just crazy
53:16i don't know what say it
53:21would you- yes
53:23you don't even know what i'm about to say
53:27try me
53:28i love you
53:50i love you
53:52i love you too
53:54i love you
53:55thank you
53:57a day
53:59forever and day
54:04forever and a day
54:08a day
54:10forever and a day
54:18i bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:23i bet we've sailed the milky way
54:27walked on the sun together
54:30how could i forget
54:33those emerald eyes
54:38they took me by surprise
54:41but suddenly i missed your face
54:44i knew that smile from miles away
54:46i knew that i have loved you
54:49i knew that i have loved you
54:51forever and a day
54:56i knew that i have loved you
54:58forever and a day
55:00a day
55:02in all my lives i've waited every time to hear you say
55:06every time to hear you say
55:10i'm yours
55:12forever and a day
55:14i'm yours
55:16forever and a day
55:18i don't believe in destiny
55:20i don't believe in destiny
55:21i don't believe in destiny
55:23in destiny
55:26i don't believe in destiny
55:30but i might have to say
55:36your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
56:12I'm yours forever
56:42I'm yours forever
57:12I'm yours forever
57:42I'm yours forever
Recommended
56:18
|
Up next
56:24
58:12
54:52
51:24
58:45
57:00
39:19
1:06:36
1:02:27