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The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 2 Episode 7
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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty.
00:08You're supposed to go home now?
00:09I mean, this place deserves a better goodbye than that.
00:11I think we should throw a huge party.
00:13The first person to admit they call feelings losers, right?
00:17So I lose, you win.
00:18Yeah, this house has seen his fair share in make-outs.
00:20You came to me.
00:21You fucking begged me for my blessing to be with her.
00:24I thought that we loved each other.
00:27We did.
00:27I promised Susanna I wouldn't lose the magic, but it's gone.
00:34Mommy, I need you.
00:47Ellie, wake up.
00:50Wake up.
00:51Mom?
01:00What are you doing here?
01:03You don't remember?
01:05You asked me to come.
01:07No, actually, you left me a message begging me to come.
01:11And then you didn't answer when I called back.
01:13I kept trying you all night.
01:16I'm sorry.
01:17I fell asleep.
01:20Get up, Belly.
01:21We're leaving.
01:23No, no, no, no, no.
01:24We can't.
01:25You don't understand.
01:26No, I don't understand.
01:28You've been lying to me for days.
01:30Well, Jeremiah and Conrad, they needed my help,
01:33and I didn't know how to tell you.
01:35There is no excuse.
01:36None.
01:38I really hope last night was worth it because I am so done with you.
01:42Mom, we didn't come here to party.
01:43It just happened.
01:44We came here.
01:45We came here for Susanna.
01:46Stop it.
01:47I can't stand to hear you use her as an excuse one more time.
01:50You can't stand me, period.
01:52Ever since her funeral, you have been so angry with me.
01:55What do you want me to say?
01:57That you embarrassed me?
01:59That you made that day all about you
02:01and it was supposed to be about Susanna?
02:02Yes, yes.
02:03I know you hate me for it, okay?
02:06But you will never hate me as much as I hate myself.
02:08Come on.
02:10We are not doing this here.
02:12Let's go.
02:13I'm not going anywhere.
02:16No, no, no.
02:17The only mistake I made was thinking that you could help.
02:21Susanna would never forgive you for abandoning her boys.
02:24She would never even believe in you.
02:34Belly.
02:54You want some company?
03:04I'm sorry about what happened with Laura.
03:19Everything's a mess.
03:32I knew that you and Conrad had talked in the fall about me.
03:47But I had no idea that he came to you begging for your blessing.
03:56No, it's not actually.
04:02I'm sorry.
04:06I can't try to make everything right and I just keep fucking it up.
04:11It's not just about you, Belly.
04:16Conrad and I are mad at each other about kinds of stuff.
04:19I mean, I mean, I'm sure that Conrad was just only trying to, you know, fix...
04:31Steve, don't, don't, don't defend him to me.
04:34Just this once, please.
04:36I'm not defending him.
04:37Whatever you think you saw last night, you're wrong.
04:57There is nothing left between me and Conrad.
05:00There will always be something between you and Conrad.
05:17Maybe my mom was right.
05:21Maybe it's time we all went home.
05:25Stephen, what the hell?
05:49Mom.
05:50Belly drunk dials me and I drive all night to find this?
05:52I'm just glad your mom isn't here to see what you guys did to her house.
05:58I want this place spotless.
05:59And for every single thing of Susanna's to be put back exactly where it belongs.
06:03If even one thing is broken or missing, I swear to God.
06:05Mom, we weren't the ones who moved her stuff.
06:07It was Aunt Julia.
06:08She's the one who emptied it, not us.
06:11To sell it.
06:12But I thought Susanna talked to her lawyers.
06:14She told me she reached out to Julia right before things got bad.
06:17Wait, then why didn't you say anything?
06:18Conrad had to find out from a for sale sign in the front yard.
06:23I just assumed they resolved it before Susanna...
06:26Connie, does your dad know?
06:28Of course he knows.
06:29And of course, he's done nothing at all to help us.
06:32Yeah, that's why the guys and Belly came here.
06:34They were trying to work something out with Aunt Julia themselves.
06:37And?
06:39And we failed.
06:41Aunt Julia's already sold the house to another family.
06:43They finalized the deal yesterday.
06:45But like you said...
06:47At least my mom's not here to see it.
06:51I know I fucked up.
06:53All right?
06:53And Belly, too.
06:54But at least she was here.
06:56The second they needed her, she stepped up.
06:59You didn't even tell anyone this was coming.
07:01Steven, I've been trying to...
07:03Try harder, then.
07:04Belly, can we talk?
07:30I'll start cleaning.
07:34Belly, I'm sorry.
08:01I'm so sorry.
08:02I'm so sorry.
08:04I shouldn't have hit you.
08:11You never did that before.
08:15Everything you said before...
08:20You were right.
08:25I have been angry.
08:29I've been so fucking angry at how unfair it is that Beck's not here anymore.
08:34But I didn't let myself feel it.
08:45Because if I let it out...
08:48Then all the other stuff will come on, too.
08:54I thought I was doing the right thing.
08:56I'm being strong for you guys.
09:08But I was wrong.
09:11I should have been there for you.
09:16Or let somebody be there for me.
09:17Mom.
09:18Do you forgive me, yes?
09:34Do you forgive me?
09:35It just doesn't feel the same about her.
09:36I know.
09:43It just doesn't feel the same about her.
09:48I know.
09:48I know.
10:07This is the trash pile.
10:08These are the equipment.
10:09I'm in the trash bag.
10:10I owe you all an apology.
10:22You guys have been there for each other, and I haven't.
10:25And I'm deeply sorry for that.
10:28We've all made mistakes, Mom.
10:32Well, my biggest one is trusting that Beck and Julia
10:36had come to an agreement about the beach house before she passed.
10:41It's probably too late to change things, but I'd like to try.
10:45I'll talk to Julia, see if I can't change her mind.
10:48Thank you, Mom.
10:49Thank you, Laurel.
10:50You're welcome.
10:51Before my mom gets here, though,
10:53we should probably try and make this place look less shitty.
10:58Yeah.
10:58Yes, yes, yes, yes.
10:59Yes, yeah.
11:00Yes.
11:01Let's get started.
11:02Right out of my hand.
11:03I don't want you to leave.
11:04Like, you know that, right?
11:05We're clear on that?
11:07Crystal, babe, yeah.
11:08Well, I want you to stay, too.
11:11And I adore you for it.
11:13I just, I think it's better if I leave it.
11:15Like, this is feeling more and more like a family thing.
11:18You sure you're not just trying to get out of cleaning up?
11:21Babe, I mean, you're not wrong.
11:23This place looks disgusting.
11:25Yeah.
11:25Um, do you want to drive a girl to the bus station?
11:30Bus station?
11:30What?
11:31No.
11:32Look, if you're going to go, use my car.
11:35Okay.
11:37Let me get the keys.
11:38Okay, so I clearly missed something.
11:43Like, a lot of something.
11:45But, is this happening?
11:48We'll see.
11:49I mean, he's obsessed with me, if that's what you're asking.
11:53Um, is there any way I can convince you to come to camp?
11:56I mean, even if you just show up, it's not like she can kick you out.
11:59Just come.
12:00Wait, you're not going to camp?
12:01No.
12:02It's fine, Taylor.
12:03I mean, besides, you know, there's so much stuff we still have to figure out here with the house.
12:09Hey, don't worry about the house.
12:11Okay, you've done enough.
12:12We'll figure all this out.
12:14It's okay.
12:15I want to see it through.
12:22You going to be okay here, babe?
12:24Yeah.
12:25My mom and I here are good.
12:26No, we both know I'm not talking about your mom.
12:30I want to make sure that you're looking after your own heart, not just theirs, you know?
12:33Yeah.
12:37Yeah.
12:38Yeah.
12:42Bye.
12:43Be safe.
12:43Okay.
12:46Remember to fill the tank with gas when it's half empty.
12:48It's like road trip 101.
12:50But it'll still be half full then.
12:54Regular unleaded, right?
12:56Right, that's a joke.
12:57But high octane premium, the good stuff.
13:00Oh, my God.
13:08We have a visitor.
13:09Is that blood?
13:11It's, uh, it's cherry cool at Ingoldschlager, I think.
13:14Um, you're early.
13:16I'm also in breach of my sales agreement.
13:19What happened to this place?
13:21It's a disaster.
13:22Oh, my God.
13:25You kids are exhausting.
13:27Hey, Julia.
13:28Thanks for coming.
13:31Uh, Skye didn't give me much of a choice, so.
13:35Can we have a chat while the kids clean up?
13:38Okay.
13:38My father used to try to get me to swim out here.
13:48Even though he knew I was terrified of the water.
13:58Julia.
13:59I know you and Beck had your issues.
14:01Correct.
14:02And that the kids have made an already difficult situation for you even harder.
14:08Also correct.
14:11But the fact is, Susanna loved this house.
14:15And the boys desperately miss their mother.
14:17And those two things are pretty tangled up in one another.
14:24I'm hoping you'd consider backing out of the sale.
14:28I know she wanted to talk to you before.
14:30If Susanna really wanted to talk to me, she would have called.
14:35Instead, she sent a letter.
14:37About the trust.
14:40That's where I found out that her cancer had come back and that she...
14:44wasn't gonna make it.
14:47There wasn't a lot of time.
14:48She could have called.
14:50It's not a conversation she wanted to have.
14:54With anyone.
14:54In the letter, she said she trusted I'd do the right thing and keep the beach house and the family.
15:04How could you possibly expect that when this family's never done right by me?
15:08Your parents' divorce couldn't have been easy on you.
15:17It was a war.
15:19And I was always in the middle.
15:21My dad married my stepmother six months after he left my mom and all but abandoned us.
15:28And every summer before shipping me off to cousins, my mom would tell me it was my job to get my dad to give enough of a shit about me to keep paying child support.
15:38That really sucks.
15:47I tried to tell Susanna about it, but she didn't want to accept it.
15:52Beck never liked to dig into the messy.
15:54Our little Daisy Buchanan.
15:58But you have to know how much she loved you.
16:01Oh, come on, Laurel.
16:02There was no room for me in Susanna's life.
16:05And not a literal free room in this house.
16:08Not with you and your family here for months at a time.
16:11It was your place, wasn't it?
16:13Yours and Susanna's and the kids?
16:15You belonged to it.
16:17Isn't that what you said?
16:18In your memoir?
16:20When I said Beck and I were like sisters, I wasn't trying to imply that she didn't already have one.
16:24And I never meant to make you feel unwelcome in your own house.
16:27I don't think Beck did either.
16:31Yes.
16:31That's not on you.
16:37And to be perfectly fucking honest, it's not on Susanna either.
16:42It's just, um...
16:45Being here in this house and...
16:48Just...
16:50Stirred up a lot of shit I thought I'd gotten over.
16:55I never wrote her back.
16:57I never said goodbye.
17:01I tried to get on the plane.
17:04At her funeral.
17:05I had a ticket, but I just couldn't do it.
17:10God, I wish I'd tried harder to fix things with her.
17:16It's not too late for that.
17:17I've decided to pull out of the sale.
17:39Yes!
17:40What?
17:41Let's not celebrate yet.
17:44We still need to convince your dad to buy the house from Julia.
18:16You know, I'm almost afraid to say it out loud, but I'm feeling hopeful.
18:32I mean, my mom's always been pretty good at schooling your dad.
18:37Thank you for calling, Laurel.
18:39I meant to say something earlier, but it feels good to have her here, helping us out.
18:45Yeah.
18:46Can we talk about last night?
18:54Honestly, last night was, uh, kind of a blur.
18:58Whatever, whatever I said.
19:00You were right.
19:04I never should have ended things like that.
19:09And the fucked up thing is, I thought I was doing the right thing about you.
19:11You, you were going through a lot.
19:17But that is no excuse.
19:18And I hate the thought of you looking back on the night that we spent here together and regretting what we did.
19:30Of course it hurts to think about that night.
19:38But I don't regret it.
19:40I don't regret any of the times we were together.
19:42I loved you.
19:48I loved you.
19:51And I know you loved me, too.
19:53But if I could go back, if I could do things differently, I would.
20:00Conrad is okay.
20:01I mean, we both hurt each other a lot.
20:04And I don't ever want to hurt you again.
20:06I don't want to hurt you again, either.
20:07I mean, I don't know if it's something we can control.
20:13But, um, we can try.
20:19Friends.
20:19Yes.
20:45Yeah.
20:45I'll keep an eye out.
20:47Oh, thank you.
20:49Bye.
20:51Oh, my God.
20:52What am I doing?
20:53Am I crazy to get this deal up?
20:59You are totally and completely sane.
21:06Is she not going to disown me after all?
21:09Consider my plans scrapped.
21:13I'm proud of you.
21:15You felt how you felt.
21:17Without apology.
21:18You even risked my wrath.
21:24But don't make a habit of disagreeing with me.
21:26I won't stand for it.
21:28Well, don't do things that make me disagree with you.
21:31It's weird.
21:32It's been a weird week.
21:33It's been a weird week.
21:38A fun one, though.
21:41Wait.
21:43Wait.
21:43Tell me everything.
21:45Well, there was dancing.
21:47Uh-huh.
21:48And I made an apple bong.
21:50And, uh, oh, I had my first kiss.
21:55Really?
21:56Whatever.
21:58Oh, my gosh.
22:00Who?
22:01I can't kiss and tell, Mom.
22:02I'll keep it a secret.
22:04Promise.
22:04Well, he's super nerdy, and he loves whales.
22:08Whales?
22:09Yeah.
22:10What?
22:12What?
22:16Hello?
22:24What's this?
22:25You don't cook.
22:27Figured you'd be hungry after your ride, so I made you breakfast.
22:30For lunch.
22:31Eat.
22:32I made the bacon just how you like it.
22:35Incinerated.
22:36Where are the kids?
22:38I think they're giving us space so you and I can have an adult conversation about the house.
22:43Okay.
22:45Yeah.
22:46Thanks for coming on this way to back me up.
22:48They haven't been making it easy on me.
22:50Oh, I'm not here to back you up.
22:53I'm here to back up the boys.
22:55You can't let them lose this house, Adam.
22:58Well, it's done.
22:59Julia sold it.
23:01Actually, I, um, changed my mind.
23:04Hi.
23:08Okay, well, let's get something straight here.
23:11I'm not letting them lose anything that's been out of my hand since the start, so don't go making me the bad guy here.
23:16I'm not making you out to be anything.
23:18I'm trying to help you.
23:19Let someone else try to solve a problem for once.
23:21So what, you're just gonna dissolve the trust and gift the boys the beach house?
23:25No, she can't do that.
23:26She has a child of her own to consider.
23:27Yeah, well, I'm not gonna squander their trust to buy this house.
23:29And frankly, I'm surprised that you would support that.
23:32When did I ever say that?
23:33I just want you to move some money around to buy it for them.
23:36What?
23:37Fair market value.
23:38Terms negotiable, of course.
23:39I just think, um, I'm gonna go now because that's, that's not happening in the story.
23:44You know what?
23:44I have a question for you.
23:46Why is it that those boys have been trying harder for the last three days to save this house than you have in the last several weeks?
23:53Adam.
23:54No, shut up, Laurel.
23:54Laurel, you don't have a vote, okay?
23:56I know Suze made you feel like this house is part of yours, but it's not.
23:59Where do you get off saying shit like that?
24:01Con, it's for the best.
24:04Did you really think railroading me would change my mind?
24:06Excuse me, but fuck you.
24:08Okay, all right, all right.
24:09Suze wouldn't want us fighting like this.
24:10You have no idea what she would want.
24:12You lost her a long time ago.
24:13Can't you get past your own grief and see what it means to the boys?
24:17Look, I thought it would be better this way.
24:20Easier for everyone if we let this place go.
24:22Easier for you?
24:27Yeah.
24:30Being here is hard.
24:34It's hard.
24:41She's everywhere here.
24:45She loved you.
24:47I tried to talk some sense into her.
24:50It's no secret I've never been your biggest fan, but she wouldn't listen.
24:54Because when Beck set her mind on something, that's it.
25:01She set her mind on you, Adam.
25:04And on making this house a special place for our kids.
25:08Do this one last thing for her.
25:11Laurel.
25:13Dad.
25:16Please.
25:17Look, I'm not going to let them use their trust.
25:24But if I sell the Boston house, that could give us enough.
25:38You'd both be at school mostly anyway, but we can't afford both houses.
25:41Is this really what you want?
25:47Yeah.
25:49Yeah.
25:52Okay, then.
25:53Hey.
26:10Hey.
26:10When I used to piss at me about last night, I've been going through my head all day trying to think of what to say to you.
26:28I should have told you how I've been feeling through most of our lives about everything.
26:36Well, Jer, I just assumed, I mean, everything seems to come so easily to you, the way it just rolls off your back, but I should have paid more attention.
26:53I should have looked harder.
26:54I'm sorry.
26:55I'm sorry.
26:58I don't want to be that guy anymore.
27:02You know, like, always smiling whether he's happy or not.
27:09It's hard.
27:10You don't have to.
27:17It was wild, dude.
27:18You and Belly Ling had been the same night.
27:21It was almost, like, really funny.
27:23But, um, I deserved it.
27:27I deserved it all.
27:29We talked this morning.
27:31I guess we're friends now.
27:35Hmm.
27:40But I'm being serious.
27:45I don't want to keep fighting with you.
27:49We can't keep going like this.
27:50We're all we have.
27:53All right, so we talk.
27:56You know, if something comes to mind, we say it, and whether it hurts or pisses each other off.
28:03We talk.
28:10We got into Stanford.
28:18What?
28:20Yeah, I applied to transfer a while back with Mom.
28:26And I didn't want to tell you.
28:27I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to think I was deserting you or something.
28:39But look, I'm not going to go.
28:41I'm going to stay proud.
28:45I'm not going.
28:46Let's go back.
28:58Hey, I just, uh, want to let you guys know I'm going up to Boston.
29:04I'm going to start getting things in order.
29:06Hey.
29:06Thanks, Dad.
29:11And, uh, I just want to say, um, to both of you, I'm sorry.
29:17I know I haven't been the best, uh, dad and, uh, best husband to your mom.
29:25Thank you for helping me save Mom's house.
29:26All right, Ed.
29:47Stanford is a dream school.
29:48Jared.
29:49I'm not going to let you give up on your dream and stay at Brown because you're trying to do right by me.
29:53I'll be fucking pissed.
29:54It's not.
29:56There's more to it.
29:59Like?
30:00Like the fact I'll probably pull my acceptance for missing my final tomorrow.
30:04Cool.
30:04Then you won't miss it.
30:05Jared, there's no way I would pass it.
30:10Esquire's exams are nearly impossible when I'm up to speed, let alone now.
30:14Then it's possible.
30:17Come on.
30:17We'll pull an all-night study session and we'll get you ready for it.
30:20It's no problem.
30:22You've got this.
30:23Don't look at me like that.
30:25Look at you like what?
30:29Well, I may not have much to compare the kiss to as of yet, but, uh, consider me Team Cam Cameron.
30:37Duly noted.
30:38Whatever.
30:38The kids have gotten close.
30:40Yeah.
30:41The sky's really blossomed here.
30:42I'm sure the boys would love if you both visit often.
30:45You wouldn't have to worry about me.
30:46I'd steer clear.
30:46Oh, no, no, no.
30:47I need your help keeping them in line.
30:49They're so impossible.
30:51Stubborn as Susanna can be.
30:53Through and through.
30:54I miss you, too.
30:55All right.
30:55Don't look too happy.
30:57You're not getting rid of me forever.
30:59Your wicked Aunt Julia is still just a phone call away.
31:02Thank you for everything.
31:03I'm glad it worked out.
31:06We should get going, too.
31:08Uh, I-actually, I was wondering, can you stay for, like, one more night?
31:13Come on, we have to help Khan study for his final.
31:15It's tomorrow.
31:16Dude, you know I'm 18.
31:18Right?
31:18Like, I don't need my mom's permission to...
31:20I need my mom's permission to study.
31:23Laurel, please.
31:24They're not going to let me transfer to Stanford if I don't pass this.
31:27You better do more than just pass.
31:29Yes, ma'am.
31:30You really got in?
31:32Yeah.
31:33Does this mean I have to sleep on a sleeping bag tonight?
31:35Oh, we've got the motel room for one more night.
31:37You want it?
31:38Oh, heck yes.
31:39Perfect.
31:40Oh, this guy?
31:41Parting gift?
31:42Thank you, Conrad, my dear sir.
31:44My pleasure.
31:44Mm-hmm.
31:45Oh, okay.
31:46You really don't have to do this.
31:48Oh, yeah, no, I don't.
31:49But, uh, I...
31:51I also know how much Stanford means to you.
31:55I mean, you made me proof your essay five times.
31:57No, I didn't.
31:57No, I didn't.
31:59I did.
32:01I want to help.
32:02Okay.
32:05Thanks.
32:10This will be the last thing I do for Conrad Fisher.
32:13Get him to Stanford.
32:14Once he's there, maybe we can finally let each other go.
32:24Do you know how long I've been sitting out?
32:31I'm too exhausted to eat.
32:35I could pass out on this counter right now.
32:37Me too.
32:38All right.
32:39Come on, it's time to start studying, you lazy bums.
32:42No, I'm too tired to study.
32:44I need a power nap.
32:45Okay, I'm tired too, but it's already afternoon.
32:47I mean, we have to work all night and leave really early tomorrow.
32:53Who invited her again?
32:55I work best under pressure.
32:57Please, Belly, just one hour.
33:00Fine.
33:00One hour, and that is it.
33:02You're an angel.
33:04Go before I change my mind.
33:06Okay.
33:08Not you.
33:09I need your help.
33:11Come on.
33:11Let's go.
33:16Rise and shine.
33:22Jack, you sleep through a tidal wave.
33:24Good morning, Bells.
33:35Good morning.
33:36It's almost five.
33:36I let you sleep for an extra half hour.
33:38So you better be grateful.
33:40I'm grateful.
33:43All right.
33:44Let's go.
33:47All right.
33:47Let's go study for Mr. Stanford.
33:50All right.
33:51I'm going to have fun.
34:01Yes.
34:01Mickey D's cheeseburgers?
34:02No.
34:03These are a crucial part of the reward system.
34:06Why does he get to have one?
34:07All right.
34:07Okay.
34:08This is how it's going to work.
34:09Conrad studies.
34:10He gets a burger.
34:11What about me?
34:13Conrad studies.
34:14You get a burger.
34:19It's a reward system, huh?
34:21What else do I get?
34:29Just the cheeseburgers.
34:30Oh.
34:31All right.
34:32Let's get to it.
34:33So, let's see.
34:35I have a practice test.
34:39Seriously.
34:42Hey!
34:43Okay, this one's not too bad.
34:53All right.
34:54Where is the Golgi apparatus located?
34:57Right near the new place.
34:58That's correct.
34:59Bravo.
35:00Ready?
35:02Oh, yeah.
35:03Oh.
35:03Oh.
35:03Good job, everyone.
35:10Oh.
35:11All right.
35:12Next question.
35:13Okay.
35:14All right.
35:15You guys.
35:15Six of me.
35:18Okay.
35:18Enough to boost your energy, but not to tire you out.
35:21Okay?
35:22No promises.
35:23All right.
35:25Come on, dear.
35:26Time to get up.
35:27All right.
35:28Let's get back to it.
35:29Let's go.
35:30I'm going to give you some energy.
35:31Open up.
35:32There we go.
35:33All right.
35:33Let's go.
35:34Let's go.
35:34Let's go.
35:34Come on, you guys.
35:48We still have miles to go before we sleep.
35:52All right.
35:55Fine.
35:57You know what?
36:02My mom loved this song.
36:04Duh.
36:05Come on.
36:06Where?
36:06Dance breaks are essential small-nighters.
36:09I don't do that.
36:09Yes, you do.
36:11I don't dance.
36:12Okay.
36:13Okay.
36:14Let's go.
36:15Let's go.
36:18I never would have pictured this.
36:37It's different than if Susanna was still here.
36:40But I think she'd approve.
36:43This feels pretty magical to me.
36:48I won't end that door.
36:50I won't end that door.
36:50I won't end that door.
37:18I won't end that door.
37:20I won't end that door.
37:21I won't end that door.
37:34Are you thinking about tomorrow?
37:38Yeah.
37:41Venus is still an evening star.
37:43It gives me some kind of hope or something.
37:49Yeah, I think you should feel optimistic.
37:53It's just hard knowing how much I fucked up.
37:59What if they kick me out of Brown and, um, you know, they don't want me at Stanford?
38:08Then you'll figure it out.
38:12Yeah.
38:14And if you're lucky enough to get another chance,
38:23you'll do everything you can not to fuck it up again.
38:26Conrad, I need to...
38:46I need to tell you something.
38:49I, um, I've been having feelings.
39:00Summer's ends around the bend, just flying.
39:20Swimming suits are on the line, just drying.
39:25I'll meet you there for our conversation.
39:33I hope I didn't ruin your whole vacation.
39:39Quit it.
39:41My editor's hounding me for pages, and I'm not letting her read anything yet either.
39:45Okay.
39:46But I am your muse.
39:49You'll read it when it's ready.
39:51Better hurry up, then.
39:52I'm not sure how much longer I have left.
39:54Did you really just say that to me?
39:57Tick-tock, lady.
40:00I know what you're doing.
40:03Do tell.
40:04You're trying to draw it out.
40:05But no amount of magical thinking can change what's happening.
40:12If you take forever to finish that book, you're gonna be destitute and I'll be long gone.
40:16If your sails don't skyrocket when I die, I am gonna be so busy.
40:39Wherever I am.
40:42I hate you so much sometimes.
40:46I love you, too.
41:13Are you ready to go?
41:16Almost.
41:18We just need to do one more thing.
41:20Say cheese.
41:22Cheese.
41:22Cheese.
41:22Cheese.
41:25Love it.
41:26Okay.
41:26Yeah.
41:27You want to see?
41:27Yeah.
41:27Yeah.
41:29Oh, no.
41:30Oh, man.
41:31Okay.
41:32Okay, okay.
41:33I'll be different ones.
41:34They're all bad.
41:35No.
41:35Hey, thank you for being human.
41:41Seriously, it means a lot.
41:42It is, man.
41:44Yeah, I mean, I was pretty clutch.
41:46You were pretty clutch, man.
41:47Yeah.
41:47You're gonna tell her?
41:54I mean, I want to.
42:03I just don't know if I should.
42:14Look, a couple days ago, I would have begged you to stay with me.
42:18All right?
42:18And I would have probably threatened physical violence if you ever hurt her again.
42:21That doesn't mean I'd actually do it.
42:25I just want to put the thought out there.
42:27I deserve it.
42:28Yeah, no shit.
42:30But today, I...
42:34I just can't wait to go home and see Taylor again.
42:42That's all to say that people change.
42:46If you love him, man, tell him how you feel.
42:51I thought you guys could use some caffeine for your drive to Brown.
43:05Are you serious?
43:06You should finish what you started.
43:08That doesn't mean you're off the hook for lying to me repeatedly.
43:11There will still be consequences.
43:14But I'm proud of you.
43:16I know Beck would be, too.
43:19Thanks, Mom.
43:21Derek, Conrad, I'm coming with you!
43:28You bring her straight home after your exam.
43:32Absolutely.
43:35You'll still be coming back here, right?
43:38You couldn't get rid of me if you tried.
43:42All right.
43:42Are you serious about your mom?
43:43Yeah.
43:43Oh, you did good.
43:50You don't give me many opportunities to say it, so I figured I wouldn't let it pass us by.
43:53Steven.
43:59Trust your gut.
44:00That's all I'm saying in every regard.
44:02Well, how soon can we get back here?
44:12I'm free any time, bro.
44:13Yeah, and volleyball camp's not happening, so I'm good, too.
44:18I have to go to Stanford for orientation, but I could probably get back here for, like, the fourth, maybe?
44:23The fourth?
44:23Oh, yeah.
44:24Cool.
44:27No.
44:28No?
44:29No, we don't have time.
44:30No.
44:31Can we?
44:31Please.
44:33Come on.
44:33For old time's sake.
44:36Fine.
44:36Yeah!
44:38Come on, I'll get away.
44:40Okay, let's go.
44:41Belly block!
44:42Belly block!
44:44Oh, my God!
44:46Come on!
44:49All right, let's go!
44:50Two!
44:51Two!
44:52Three!
44:53Three!
45:00After you!
45:01You think too much, you're turning time.
45:08I'll be your friend, just tell me when.
45:12I'll be your friend.
45:20Hi!
45:20Hi, guys!
45:21I love you guys!
45:22Thanks!
45:22Thank you, Johnny!
45:25Thanks!
45:31You're not going to put down?
45:33Whatever.
45:34You have to live with the consequences of your actions.
45:37I'm just saying that the towel wouldn't kill you.
45:42No.
45:45No.
45:45No.
45:46It's okay.
45:52You're feeling okay.
45:55Meet me underwater.
45:57Meet me underwater.
46:00Oh.
46:01Are you cold?
46:07No, no, no, I'm okay.
46:08I like chili.
46:10I just need, like...
46:12Oh, thank you.
46:12All right.
46:31I'm gonna play something to bring up the mood.
46:42I'm trying to study.
46:48She's a good girl.
46:52Loves her mama.
46:54Loves Jesus.
46:57And America, too.
47:00She's a good girl.
47:02Oh, oh.
47:03Crazy about Elvis.
47:06Loves horses.
47:08And her boyfriend, too.
47:11Now I breathe.
47:16Breathe, fallin'.
47:19Oh, I'm free, fallin'.
47:23Fucking idiots.
47:25Breathe, fallin'.
47:28Breathe, fallin'.
47:30Breathe, fallin'.
47:32You got it?
47:41You got this, bro.
47:41Yeah.
47:42It's cool if you don't, but I think you do.
47:44Thanks, you guys.
47:46See you after.
47:48Yeah.
47:52So, what do you want to do?
47:55I can show you around Finch.
47:57It's like 15 minutes away from here.
48:00Didn't your guidance counselor say it was a possibility for you?
48:02Yeah, yeah.
48:03I can't believe you remembered.
48:07Onward.
48:12Wow.
48:13All right, so, um, these are my dorms.
48:18All right, three, two.
48:23What you got?
48:24That was really good.
48:27Was it good?
48:29Come on.
48:29Oh, my God.
48:31You got it.
48:32That was good.
48:33Wait, no!
48:33I can totally see you.
48:36I can totally see you.
48:39I can totally see you.
48:40I can totally see you.
48:43I can totally see you.
48:47All right, you ready?
49:00Come on, there's one thing I really want to see.
49:08Wow.
49:09Yeah.
49:10Nice.
49:17Picturing one with your name on it?
49:27Maybe.
49:34Come on.
49:36Velia, I don't know if we're supposed to...
49:38Oh, come on.
49:39Live a little.
49:40Yeah, you got it.
49:47Wow.
49:51Look at all those championships.
49:55You really miss playing, don't you?
49:59Well, I kind of.
50:01Belly.
50:04I really do.
50:08I'm never going to be this super genius like Steven.
50:12But I just feel like volleyball was something I was really good at.
50:17You are really good at.
50:22And if you really wanted to, you could play here.
50:34You know what?
50:36I'm going to ask my coach if there's any way that I can get back on the team when I get home.
50:41Throw myself at her mercy.
50:43Well, you're pretty hard to resist.
50:47And selfishly, I'd like to see you play here, too.
51:01Honestly, I could see myself here.
51:05Two of us running around campus.
51:07You coming to all my games.
51:10Late night study sessions.
51:122 a.m. pizza.
51:13Right?
51:24We shouldn't head back.
51:30Yeah, boy.
52:00Are you ever going to give me a second chance?
52:22Ellie, if I fall for you again, I don't think I can take it if you change your mind like last time.
52:30I wouldn't do that.
52:34It's different now.
52:35How?
52:39You and I, I mean...
52:41We're not the same people we were.
52:46We grew up.
52:47You know, I spent so much of my life dreaming about what it would be like to be with Conrad.
52:59But dreams aren't real, I mean...
53:09And now I want...
53:12I want something real.
53:13I want...
53:24I want you...
53:26Ellie.
53:32Do you still?
53:33Yes.
53:35Yes, I still do.
53:37I can't believe I almost went my whole life
53:42Without you in it
53:45Without you in it
53:49I guess you're not missing me
53:51Without you in it
53:56I guess you're not missing you
54:12I guess you're not missing you
54:15Without you in it
54:17Without you in it
54:19Without you in it
54:21I can't believe
54:25I almost spent my whole life
54:29Without you in it
54:32Without you in it
54:35Without you in it
54:38Lean into the light
54:40Come out of the dark
54:42Your light's not over
54:44It's starting
54:45Lean into the light
54:47Come out of the dark
54:50Lean into the light
54:55Come out of the dark
54:56Look at what they say
54:58It's starting your heart
55:00Lean into the light
55:02Come out of the dark
55:04I can't believe
55:08I almost spent my whole life
55:11Without you in it
55:14Without you in it
55:18Ain't missing out
55:20I'm missing you
55:21I can't believe
55:22I almost spent my whole life
55:26Without you in it
55:29Without you in it
55:32Ain't missing out
55:34I'm missing you
55:35I can't believe
55:36I almost spent my whole life
55:40Without you in it
55:43Without you in it
55:47Ain't missing out
55:48I'm missing you
55:49I mean you
56:05I'm missing out
56:06So I'm missing out
56:06questions
56:07I'm missing out
56:07I'm missing out
56:08I'm missing out
56:08Without you in it
56:09I'm missing out
56:09I'm missing out
56:10Not really in the
56:11But I'm missing out
56:11You
56:12In the
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