- 7/23/2025
We’ve reached the regrets of the next day in the cycle as Amberlynn expresses how going off track felt and her plan going forward to get back on track. She explains where she found the inspiration to start the challenge, today is day five. We take a walk down memory lane when Amberlynn says she started her channel to focus on her weight loss then shifted to more of her life when she met Destiny because that’s when her weight loss journey ended. Later she shows us the new fitbit she purchased to appease the trolls. We catch up with Amberlynn later in the evening and today didn’t go as planned. She has a wedding and reception to go to tomorrow then a birthday party the next day. She addresses the drama with Eric on Twitter then ends the vlog in the bathroom after turning on the shower.
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00:00hey guys so welcome to day five this is what you look like when you wake up after a full day of
00:09just like slash not caring but you guys heard about that in the video that you watched yesterday
00:16so but i kind of just wanted to update you guys i know in that video like i was like fine i was
00:21like oh yeah i'm just enjoying my day like yeah i've ate over 6 000 calories but like who cares
00:26walk walk walk walk walk what hello youtube i'm just trying to get some steps in
00:37we just had cold stone
00:44there's gonna be ups there's gonna be downs you just gotta be honest about them
00:49get back in the game the next day
00:53no
00:55i woke up feeling completely different tomorrow i'm not eating no 6 000 calories i'm gonna get
01:05right back on it tomorrow's gonna be day five there is no feeling there's no giving up this is not
01:09something where you just eat a bunch and then give up like it's not gonna happen that's just exactly
01:14what i mean when it comes to like when the is possessing me oh who cares it's not that big of a
01:21deal it's just the 6 000 calories i'll just get back on it tomorrow like no
01:25that's not really what i'm thinking that's just what the monster
01:29i was thinking and i know a lot of people
01:33they completely understand like i woke up swollen i'm lethargic
01:37i don't want to walk my feet are more sore than ever i feel miserable it's like every day i would
01:44eat like that you know that's just my life as someone who almost weighs 500 pounds that's how
01:50much you eat every day you know like 6 000 calories i don't want to wake up and feel that
01:54way anymore that's not the way that you should live i also want to talk about where i got the
02:00inspiration to do the 30 day challenge i have gotten a lot of questions about that if you guys
02:07go on instagram and look up gracie's look g r a c i e s l o okay i'm sure you guys knew how to spell
02:17that but gracie's look she's the one who inspired me to do this actually a subscriber told me you need
02:23to look up gracie's look she weighs in every single day she posts everything on her instagram
02:27so i went and followed her for a few days and i was just like this is such a good idea
02:31so like how i write on my whiteboard she writes on hers every single day and that's where i got
02:37the inspiration but all i'm doing differently is i'm translating this to putting it on youtube instead
02:43of instagram because youtube is my life so that's where i got the inspiration to do this um i know a
02:49lot of people were like confused about that like and i want everyone to know like i started this
02:52channel five years ago almost five years ago i can't believe it oh my god
02:57hi um my name is amberlynn and i wanted to start um a youtube channel for weight loss it started off
03:08as a weight loss channel and that's what i did for years so my name is amberlynn i'm 22 years old
03:13today was nothing but eating horrible um
03:19i've been on a weightless weight loss journey for a very very long time now i think about a week ago
03:28i was at 368 or something like that my highest weight was 420
03:34but that's my known weight so it could be even higher than that the lowest weight i ever remember
03:41being was when i was 11 years old i weighed 290 pounds during this current weight loss journey i made
03:49it to 331
03:51that was the lowest i did and that was about a year ago i don't know what happened i've gained
04:03over 30 pounds since then and then it became something more than that when i actually got
04:10with destiny i um you guys have seen that whole journey unfold destiny's about to be home from work
04:17we miss each other so much like we were texting all day while she was at work lovebirds though
04:22destiny officially asked me to be her girlfriend on 4th of july after the fireworks it was so freaking
04:29cute destiny and i are really in a relationship now she makes me really really happy hello everybody
04:34so this was not expectant at all as you guys know i had a job interview this was like over a week ago
04:40and they never called me back and i was expecting them just not to call me i thought maybe they didn't
04:44like me and they just acted like they did when i was there because they wanted to be nice and they
04:48were very nice people so today i'm going in i'm being trained today is my first day yesterday my
04:53boss wanted to talk to me and i was like really nervous because when your boss wants to talk to
04:57you you literally expect the worst but when she called me in there and she started talking she
05:01actually wants me to train for position that destiny does i'm just like holy toledo what we do is a
05:09little different from each other okay so today's the day when we drive to kentucky last night was
05:15the last night i slept in this apartment and it's like bittersweet i guess i just wanted to say we're
05:19here and hi so it's the next day and i am a mess and a half i'm wearing the same clothes i wore
05:27yesterday i had to sleep in them all my clothes was in the truck and we didn't do anything about that
05:32everything was still in the truck today is the day we unpack everything i forgot to tell you about
05:37destiny her interview test thingy she passed the test 97 they said that that's one of the highest
05:42that they've gotten in a while right then and there they're like you know what fill out this
05:46paper let's do an interview let's go so she did the interview and they're like you know what
05:50you're hired so they had to do a background check right then and there so she did the whole you know
05:56thumbprint deal and they also had to do a drug test on her so yes i have a job interview today
06:01that is a thing i have to take a test assessment interview i already did an application online but
06:08i guess there's like some paperwork i have to fill out i have to do a drug test i have to do a background
06:12so that is what i'm doing today like what oh my gosh i freaking got the job like what i don't get
06:18to start working until probably like a month from now oh and i have to wait for orientation so
06:24it's gonna be a process i freaking got the job and i'm so freaking happy like
06:28we both have jobs baby yep we're making that bank though bank i'm still gonna try to youtube
06:35the best of my ability once i start the job yes congratulate me i'm happy so we're going out to
06:39dinner sorry i just had a moment isn't she cute
06:47oh she's never hungry okay okay you guys so it's that time destiny is going to show you what i got
06:58her for our one year anniversary and then i'm going to show you what she got me okay so
07:03what did i get you she got me a chat book a chat book that's what it's called a chat book
07:09true show them the side what i titled it on my ear just amber lena destiny semi-colon year one
07:20we figured we could do this every year yeah instead of just an anniversary gift from now on we're like
07:27oh yeah we need to do it every year it'll be like a tradition that way we can like go back 10 years from
07:32now look at this and be like we were a bunch of kids amber lena some screenshots from where you
07:42were editing videos me baby talk louder sorry a little bit more okay so
07:51okay so destiny got me a promise ring a promise ring let's see it is the most beautiful thing i've
08:04ever seen is it zooming in me you put it on my hands it was honestly the sweetest thing ever
08:13the cake is good guess who the culprit was
08:20hey guys so we are getting ready for the good old work today is day one of work i'm so nervous my
08:31stomach hurts i am sitting on the toilet but i'm not going to the bathroom see pants on it's 2 a.m
08:38and i just feel horrible i will talk to you guys in my next video what i can't say about the job
08:44is hard a lot of information training lasts over a month i feel like i'm gonna enjoy it once i
08:51learn everything so i want to talk to you guys obvi i've been in my new apartment we got it not last
08:58monday but the monday before that but we didn't actually move in until a week later because our
09:03schedules at work have been just insane hey guys so happy november 6th we had the day off today we ran
09:10some errands we came home i started to clean and then destiny turned on our song which is thinking
09:16out loud by ed sheeran we started dancing together and then i was like hey destiny you want to open
09:20one of your gifts just i don't know just out of the freaking hell of it she opened one then another
09:26and then another and then this happened are you guys ready for this
09:32ready
09:35like this happened
09:40you made the cats run people are asking what did i do at my government job and why did i quit my job
09:50how do you make money amberlynn what the f is going on my government job i was working for the
09:55va i would document index split and separate veterans files just tons of tons of tons of files
10:05it was all through the computer i would sit and sit and sit all day long just constantly doing this
10:11all day long i had really long hours 10 hours 12 hours shifts destiny and i talked about it a lot
10:17she really wanted me to quit because she knows that i can do youtube she knows i make money from
10:21youtube i will say the money working for the va they know how to pay very well that's one of the
10:26reasons why i kept the job for as long as i did on top of loving it it didn't feel right i was in pain
10:31being home i can get up i can walk i can move and when i'm up and cleaning like i clean a lot or you
10:37know taking twinkie out etc etc like i'm moving more now that i'm home than i did while i had my other
10:44job hey guys so i just woke up yes i slept with my makeup on like it is what it is things happen
10:50i also slept with my bow on
10:52crazy night no not really but i just want to say hey i kind of just wanted to end it and say thank
10:59you guys so much for watching so twinkie you want to say good boy
11:04you want to say good boy she's like what she has been playing all day haven't you
11:11haven't you say bye destiny bye bye i hope you guys enjoyed this video and i'll see you next one
11:17bye
11:17just kind of stopped the whole weight loss thing
11:21i would be on it off whatever and ever since then it's been hard to get back on but
11:27i've always been part of the weight loss community but i've also really been part of the vlog
11:32community and that's what i like about my channel it's very diverse i don't just do one thing but
11:38something else i want to talk about is yesterday when i was at the mall on the way there i was like
11:41oh my god i've been walking a lot more so like my walking is going to be so much better and i'm not
11:46going to feel so much out of breath you know and stuff like that because it's like when you do
11:49a lot of walking and you do it constantly you're like your stamina gets built up and stuff but it's
11:55just like i still had a hard time and that frustrated me because it's like i feel like
11:59all my hard work isn't paying off and it's frustrating because i feel like i'll always
12:03be like this and i i don't want to always be like this i was expecting you know to be able to just
12:09walk throughout the mall and be fine without taking like breaks and stops and it just wasn't that type
12:15of situation and it just like sucked really bad i just i don't want to be this person anymore
12:20but i feel like
12:22it's like it's almost like this is who i'm meant to be but i know that's not true either so it's
12:29just it's frustrating so i just want to talk about the goal for today instead of looking at like a
12:34bigger picture i just want to talk about the goal for today i don't want to go over like 2500 calories
12:39i know it's going to be super hard coming from yesterday just being able to eat whatever i wanted
12:44i eat everything in sight so coming from that it's going to be super hard and obviously i want to do
12:48my 8 000 steps which today is going to be harder than usual because i just feel lethargic my feet
12:52hurt but i'm gonna just i'm gonna ignore those things and just push forward so my weigh in for
12:58today obviously i gained weight because eating 6 000 calories nobody would lose weight doing that
13:04so i weighed in today at 497.2
13:07so that means i am up 1.4 pounds from yesterday so well that sucks that means i've only lost a little
13:21bit over a pound in the last four days and that's just not good enough for me and i need to shape up
13:28real quick
13:28stuff yes cj stuff so i can put it with nikki so we can get the bag and stuff ready for it right here
13:35i'll choose i'll choose the gift bags okay i'm just gonna have all of that sitting there again
13:42okay so anyways um i'm gonna go so i'm actually about to go to walmart to look at the fitbits
13:49there there's a new fitbit called fitbit versa and then the charge 2 those are the two that i'm
13:55interested in so i'm gonna go look at those i told becky she can get one too but she actually wants
13:59my old one this one this one works great but um i'm thinking about getting a new fitbit i just want
14:05a new one because supposedly the one that i have isn't as reliable as it should be who freaking knows
14:11yeah
14:12hola
14:17what's she doing?
14:21vlogging
14:22so this is the charge 2 and then this is the versa now i'm gonna decide which one so i ended up getting
14:32the charge 2 because this is the one that i initially wanted from the beginning this is in black
14:38it came with a blue accessory i'm pretty sure that's how it works because it's the wristband
14:43with the accessory band or with a bonus accessory band i wanted a different color but i am okay with
14:48that yay i'm pretty excited about this so now becky and i both are gonna have a fitbit yay
14:53so i just wanted to update you guys um i'm just completely off track i don't
15:00i don't know what's going on i don't even really know what to say i don't i don't even want to do
15:06like day five i'm just like straight up being raw and completely honest with you guys like i don't
15:12know what's going on like i don't feel motivated to cook so i have ordered takeout both meals today
15:20not really ordered like went and picked up food so that is kind of ordering anyways it's just i
15:25haven't cared i i just had a pint of ice cream you know how easy it would be for me to come on here
15:30and just be like yeah i had a great day today i did it guys i did it oh my god no i've only done
15:384 000 steps today and it's almost midnight hi baby i i don't i don't know what's going on i have a
15:45wedding to go to which i'm so excited i'm super happy for the person who's getting married i don't
15:49really know like what i can say about that so i'm just not gonna say anything but i'm super excited
15:52for that afterwards obviously it's the person's marriage so they got to choose what we're doing
15:56afterwards we're all gonna go out to dinner like a marriage dinner i don't i don't really know
16:00i haven't been to many weddings let me tell you and then the next day after that is a birthday
16:04party for two people and it's at a pizza place so next few days i'm gonna be struggling and i'm just
16:10gonna be here and i'm gonna be honest i don't really want to end this vlog yet i might want to
16:13talk to you guys a little bit later but as for right now i'm way over 3 000 calories way over my
16:20feet are swollen my hands are swollen i haven't drank like any water i'm just doing really bad
16:24really really bad
16:34you
17:04i'm a flop normally when i'm showering at night i'll be uploading my video actually uploading
17:34to schedule and i forgot i never finished so um i just want to let everyone know that day five
17:39was absolute fail i did horrendous i have no words i'm super excited for becky and i both to have a
17:46fitbit because now we can challenge each other she really wanted mine i was just like why get a new
17:53one but she wanted mine so she's gonna use that i'm excited for my new fitbit i'm just excited to
17:58wake up tomorrow and put yesterday and today behind me because i feel like tomorrow i'm gonna
18:05chug water until i can't pee no more because i'm super swollen it's uncomfortable in my feet i just
18:10want to feel good tomorrow like i have a wedding to go to like oh anyways i'm gonna end this though
18:15i hope you guys enjoyed it and i'll see you guys in my next one bye you know how easy it would be
18:19for me to come on here and just be like yeah i had a great day today i did it guys i did it oh my god
18:27not because youtube is my life
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