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Below Deck Season 12 Episode 8
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00:00Previously on Below Deck.
00:18Management has decided to get a villa.
00:20Shut up!
00:22Yeah, I've been in love a couple of times, yeah.
00:24It's the best.
00:25The best and the worst.
00:26Yeah.
00:27That's why it's love.
00:28I would rather prefer that someone break my finger than break my heart.
00:32Wait, have you been with a woman before?
00:34Flirting.
00:35I've always been kind of used as an experiment by straight people.
00:40This evening, captain's at the table.
00:42I know, I know, bro.
00:43It's their timing.
00:44I don't want to turn in a rush of food and it looks like sh**.
00:47Freda wants to help me, but you cannot talk to me like this.
00:50I'm the f*****g boss now.
00:52Detailing is not like the major problem of this book because they don't care.
00:55I genuinely care.
00:57Yeah, but we didn't have time.
00:58Master sheets were still on the bed.
01:00Why weren't they all done and taken to the main saloon?
01:02Rainbow wasn't the master.
01:03She needs help.
01:04She needs ass.
01:05F*****g you guys, honestly.
01:07I feel like no matter how much effort I put in, it's not good enough.
01:11What happened?
01:12She's really going to drown.
01:14Come here.
01:15Come here.
01:16It's okay.
01:17Oh, come here.
01:18Come here.
01:19We are together.
01:20I got you.
01:21I need to go.
01:22What's happening?
01:23Nothing.
01:24I just need to go.
01:25I think I deserve a break.
01:26Get to the cash, get to the bag, putting in work, putting in work.
01:27Want every cent, making it last.
01:28I could preserve.
01:29Gosh, I don't feel very awake.
01:30Well, you look immaculate.
01:31But that's just my general state, Damo.
01:32Bet you ain't getting me back.
01:33I'm gonna go.
01:34I'm gonna go.
01:35I'm gonna go.
01:36I'm gonna go.
01:37I'm gonna go.
01:38I'm gonna go.
01:39I'm gonna go.
01:40What's happening?
01:41Nothing.
01:42I'm gonna go.
01:43I think I deserve a break.
01:48Get to the cash, get to the bag, putting in work, putting in work, want every cent, making
01:51it last.
01:52I could preserve.
01:53Gosh.
01:54I don't feel very awake.
01:55Well, you look immaculate.
01:57That's just my general state, Damo.
01:59I just got a little frustrated yeah like after the tip meeting I sent them to
02:10cabins to strip the beds right right and there's no communication or support of
02:16like hey we did the bottom ones but masters not done it's very much like
02:20rainbow will do it up until this point I've been trying to be the best teammate
02:28I can not sharing how actually overwhelmed I'm am and the lack of work
02:34that's actually getting done but like I just feel like nobody has my back I am
02:38dealing with it I wanted to trust me with that at this point I'm just like over
02:42and trying to like save them they don't give a about me they don't care the
02:47first opportunity they got they took out their shotguns and they took the shot
02:52and snakes in the grass as soon as you're done here you can go down thank you I
02:57need to take a shower and reset
02:59g'day mate
03:03where are you right now I'm in St Martin on the Dutch side it's pretty cool
03:07it's just crazy yeah what color braces are you going to get
03:10black show me your teeth the day before you get them changed
03:13okay my son saw you is 15 and this year he'll start driving
03:19being away from my family is the hardest part of yachting
03:22I want to take them to school in the morning get them at lunchtime you know ask
03:25about their day being there holding them it's uh looking forward to it
03:31love you guys have a great day see ya I've run the crew run the squad I might be running you too make some use you go Bob
03:41I am the boss
03:45double check the garage but I think everything is good
03:47interior you can knock off for the day
03:49Fraser Fraser what's your location
03:51I'm just in the sky lounge
03:52how are you
03:55all is good how are you doing
03:56I was wondering what you were doing this evening
03:58I think we're going out for some dinner at some point
04:00yeah
04:00what do you have on
04:01well it's six o'clock
04:02so you got time for a couple of drinks tonight
04:04and then we can uh go meet up with the rest of the crew afterwards
04:06that sounds like a really fun idea
04:09sounds good
04:11Demo and I kissed
04:13hey
04:14Demo is such a decent guy
04:17he's attractive
04:18but he's straight
04:20so it's a straight date
04:22which is not a date
04:23it's just a straight
04:24thing
04:26just get away from all this nonsense
04:28can't wait
04:29what's happening here
04:31I need your help because you are my best friend here
04:33here in this bathroom I kiss very much
04:36Scottish just now
04:37I'm very clear with him
04:38more than I'm clear with Jess
04:40Jess is friends and sometimes
04:42maybe a little bit more than friends
04:44exactly but I think you should think
04:46if you're not getting confused with this friendship
04:48with Jess it's not confused but it's next
04:50I think Celine
04:53she's very mature
04:54I'm sure Jess is growing feelings
04:56Jess deserves someone that is not confused about her
04:59I need to wash my soul
05:00go to church for it
05:02I'm taking Fraser for a drink tonight
05:13I think he's going to break up here
05:14he's going to break up here
05:15come and please my flavor
05:18don't be so afraid
05:20oh
05:21should we hit the road
05:24I think we should
05:24well I like to be
05:26swinged
05:27do you
05:27yeah
05:27alright guys
05:30let's go to dinner guys
05:32after you
05:35thank you
05:36don't look at my tooth
05:38what do you want to drink
05:41what do you want
05:41what do you want
05:41what do you want
05:42cheers
05:42cheers to you
05:43to the family vacation
05:45bitches
05:45cheers
05:46cheers
05:48I just wanted to know
05:49a little bit more about you
05:51because
05:52I'm really excited
05:53because it's nice to talk
05:54and not to deal with the whole crew
05:55for 10 minutes
05:56yeah
05:57hello
05:57hi
05:57oh good day
05:59what are you doing
06:00yeah I'm good
06:01how are you
06:01I'm very good
06:02it'll be so nice these days
06:04I'm so excited
06:05we're going to have an extended birthday
06:08I can't wait
06:09I can't wait
06:10Silly's come to me
06:14he's told me that
06:15like
06:15they've kissed
06:17she has been sneaking kisses from me
06:19throughout the past childhood
06:21that's right
06:22no dude
06:22there's no hard feeling
06:24for me it's not the fact
06:25that they've kissed
06:26that shocks me
06:27it's the fact that like
06:27Sosie didn't tell me
06:28so nice
06:29yeah
06:30do you want gigs
06:31I have two fears in life
06:35one of them is stingrays
06:36the other one is being
06:37a bad bad father
06:39do you have a relationship
06:39with your dad
06:40I do
06:40I do
06:41is it not good
06:42it's not great
06:44so I grew up in a house
06:49with my old man
06:50my mum
06:51and my brother
06:52from my dad's first marriage
06:54I have my two older sisters
06:56and my oldest brother
06:58I have a sneaking suspicion
06:59that my brother and I
07:01were to appease my mum
07:02who always wanted kids
07:03I don't really want to bag my old man out
07:06what I will say is
07:08I'm his second litter of kids right
07:10so he was happy with the first three
07:12didn't need to pump out another couple
07:14at the ripe old age of 48
07:16so I decided I would never have kids
07:20for the sake of having kids
07:21that's why I'm peter panning my way around the world
07:24and in this yachting industry
07:25we all go through so much going up
07:28I didn't speak till I was like six
07:30which is really weird
07:31it's always like psychotic
07:32so you're making up for lost time
07:33I think so
07:34I felt very uncomfortable
07:36and I still do a lot of the time
07:38but I just have to fight through that
07:39and then being gay
07:41I never want to show any of myself
07:42I guess in the past
07:44was like five, six years
07:45I've been getting to know myself
07:47as who I think I am
07:50so it's a process
07:52but I'm happy
07:53Cheers
07:54Thanks for organising this
07:57Thanks for coming
07:57It was really fun to get to know you
07:58How you doing, Chefy?
08:00Yeah, baby
08:00We've been the pantry ordering provisions for us
08:03for our little family vacation
08:05Thank you, Chefy
08:07But I'm excited
08:07because we are all of us cooked together
08:09Hell yeah
08:10Why don't you get the bill and get back
08:11Do you want to have sex on the table?
08:14That sounds more favourable
08:15This season is my redemption
08:18Last season I was probably a little bit weak
08:20and this season I feel like
08:22I don't know what happened
08:24Nobody will stop me
08:25I'm here to support you
08:26in every way possible
08:28I know you're doing great
08:29In every way possible
08:30You and Frey are my men
08:32I love you guys
08:32but I just want me and my career to go up
08:35and I'm not going to let anyone
08:36put me down this season
08:38and even not Frey there
08:39But what I want
08:41I want you to tell me everything
08:43Fraser will tell about me
08:44Maybe he's talking sometime
08:45in my back
08:46I'm not sure that's working
08:48at all
08:49That should have gone in a while ago now
08:51Do we go do
08:53I can't get involved now
08:55This gives me so much anxiety
08:58I'm not going to tell you
09:00what's going on with Fraser
09:01because at the end of the day
09:03that's my boss
09:04Last season I trust him
09:06I forgive but I don't forget
09:08So I want to know
09:09is I can trust this guy or not
09:11So after I got fired
09:12Barbie told me like
09:13Fraser is not your friend
09:15He'll make you fire
09:16I love Fraser
09:17I love Barbie
09:18I don't know who's lying
09:20I can't stop thinking about that
09:22One of them is playing with me
09:24for sure
09:24And I don't know who
09:25but I will find him
09:26Cheers to the storm
09:27Cheers
09:28Before we go down
09:29But not us
09:30Two days in a villa
09:31in St. Martin
09:32Why do you think it's going to be us?
09:33It's okay
09:34Coming up
09:37I forgive
09:38but I don't forget
09:39What do you not forget?
09:40People tell me
09:41if you're fired
09:42it's because Fraser
09:42No
09:43Where is everyone?
09:45Can we start?
09:46I didn't get you fired
09:48Look Barbie
09:49what she said
09:50I don't care what I said
09:51Guess what
09:52Forget this
09:53I could keep lying down for a day man
10:06Sometimes I struggle to sleep
10:07with you in my bed
10:09Okay well
10:11Stilly came to me yesterday
10:12He said that like
10:13you guys were still kissing and stuff
10:14But listen
10:15I just want to know
10:16I don't want Stilly to come to me
10:18Today
10:19I kissed Stilly
10:21It's okay
10:22It's not a problem
10:24That's right
10:24I just don't want to find out
10:26from other people
10:26I'd like you to tell me
10:27With Soso
10:29I know I'm playing with fire
10:30I know she's flirting with me
10:32and now she's also flirting with Stilly
10:33like red flag
10:34but it's exciting
10:36you know
10:37something I haven't felt
10:38in a while
10:39I can't stop feeling
10:40what I feel from her
10:41Can I still kiss people?
10:44Of course
10:45I'm okay with that
10:46Whatever you want
10:47Men, women, animals, dogs
10:50Voila
10:51Voila
10:52All right bro
10:53let's go back to the table
10:54to the vibe
10:55and I need another drink
10:56Bon appetit everyone
10:57Bon appetit
10:58I mean I guess I might as well
10:59try the rice
11:00so you're not the only person
11:01Very good
11:02I went to sleep last night
11:04and then I was inside my bed
11:06I saw a t-shirt
11:07and then I smell
11:08because I know her smell
11:09I say
11:10Why is she asking t-shirts ?
11:13What's your favourite meal of all time?
11:24In North Thailand
11:25there's this place
11:26where they do pig's blood soup
11:28It's just so hearty
11:30and local
11:31and off the grid
11:32right?
11:33Like I feel like when I went there
11:34multiple times now
11:35it's like you go into a different dimension
11:36I got into yachting probably like a lot of other people
11:44I was travelling
11:45I was getting away from the life that I had before
11:47I grew up as a Jehovah witness
11:48I didn't celebrate birthdays
11:49I didn't celebrate Christmas
11:50but I left when I was 17
11:52me leaving the religion
11:53is a huge point of conversation with my parents
11:55I know for them there's a lot of guilt
11:57they think that they didn't instill things in me properly
12:00it's just a sore topic with my mom and dad
12:02but I don't think that there's anything wasted
12:04I think
12:05what would have been wasted
12:06is if I stayed in that life that I didn't like
12:08Manifiga
12:10Welcome back
12:11I just love you
12:12I just want you to say that
12:13That is
12:14There must be a trick to this game
12:16No, just you need to be good anyway
12:19Baby
12:21Rainbow
12:22Your hair smells so nice
12:23Can we go for a walkie board?
12:25You and me?
12:26Yeah
12:27Jessica
12:28Jessica
12:29I love that game
12:31Oh, too bad to you
12:32Too bad to you
12:33No, you wait, bitch
12:34I told you I'm f***ing
12:35I'm
12:36Oh, I'm very good at that game
12:38Oh, f***ing you
12:39It's me
12:40Honey
12:41Yeah?
12:42It really killed me earlier
12:43because I saw you emotional
12:44and I won't have that anymore
12:45I just feel like I'm drowning
12:47Come here
12:48Come here
12:49No, I want to apologize to you
12:52Never apologize
12:53No, I want to apologize to you
12:55No, no, no
12:56No, please don't
12:57Please don't
12:58Please don't
12:59You're working so hard
13:00And I'm so behind you
13:02You being second means you've got to put up with a lack of initiative
13:07It's not on us to get frustrated
13:09Yeah
13:10But I want to know when we've got pushback
13:12I want to know when there are things that I can deal with
13:15Because you are my backbone
13:16Yeah
13:17And this is about how we can run our boat better
13:20So I'm excited about this trip
13:22Yeah, I'm so excited
13:23Me too, two days
13:24Maybe we share the same room
13:25Yeah
13:26Yes, I love get along with chefs because I eat my
13:31Yeah, me too
13:32At the end of the day
13:34I want you to know I have your back 100%
13:38Chef had a very interesting conversation at the bar about last season
13:44Tomorrow for dinner I order a bunch of stuff and everybody's doing something
13:48You know, like famining
13:49Tell me
13:50Tell me
13:51Tell me
13:52Tell me
13:53Tell me
13:54Something about
13:55He forgives but he never forgets
13:56I was like
13:57What are you
13:58He got fired last year because he was , not because of me,
14:01because he was .
14:03Chef got fired because he couldn't do his job.
14:06Enough of this blame game.
14:09It was all social media.
14:18That just bothers me so much.
14:19Why am I getting the finger pointed at me
14:21for everything that goes wrong?
14:23I did not want him to go.
14:24Preferences just weren't really considered.
14:27The meals lost any sort of sense of superior standard to it.
14:31Bar up.
14:32I wanted him to have another chance
14:35or have a firm, stern talking to.
14:37This is not the revolver for you, mate.
14:39You're not flourishing here.
14:40It is the best I can.
14:42Don't think about it negatively.
14:44It's a learning curve.
14:45Next thing I know is he's packing.
14:47Kerry didn't tell me.
14:49But at the end of the day, he is not taking responsibility
14:53for not doing his job and for being fired.
14:56Like, if you can't see your faults,
14:57there's a really big red flag.
14:59What I need is a team that can do their job.
15:01And if they can't, that's not my problem.
15:05It's simple.
15:06And if you have to rely on me for one more day,
15:09I always sleep all day and stay awake at night.
15:20It's good.
15:21I'm going to go.
15:23How are you, Anne?
15:24I'm good.
15:25It's hard to learn.
15:26It's fine, but I'm going to keep to myself a little bit more
15:29because I don't want to.
15:29Don't get hurt.
15:30No, no, no, no, no.
15:32I like Jess.
15:33And I'm really sad to see her as someone that I care about.
15:37I think that is something there.
15:39But so it's my friend.
15:41No charity on, well, no, no.
15:45Maybe you can help me find a bikini because I have a lot.
15:49OK, tell me everything right now.
15:51There wasn't a date, obviously.
15:52He's just a good guy with, like, great conversation.
15:55And I get along with him so well.
15:58But, like, he's a straight boy.
16:00Yeah, he is.
16:00And the straight people say they love you,
16:02and then they have a in your face.
16:09It's going to be two long days, bro.
16:11Two, yeah.
16:12Three roads.
16:13Water, water, and water.
16:15Bring how much you can, bro.
16:17I just am so happy for the next two days in our villa.
16:22Ya Allah, Habib.
16:23Back down.
16:25Get off.
16:26Get off.
16:27Get off.
16:28Get off.
16:29Get off.
16:30I love you.
16:31I love you too.
16:32Hmm.
16:33I think I have salami in my life.
16:35I like you because it's so easy to speak to you like a friend.
16:42That's why you're your best friend.
16:43Best friend.
16:45I think you're hot, toots, ass.
16:48I like that you're bossy.
16:49You say because I have tits, ass, and I have tits.
16:52I think I just described Barbara.
16:54I think it's the wrong woman.
16:57I hate you.
16:59Don't be too snobbish with Barbara.
17:01I can stay five more while we're in a bit, bro.
17:02Oh, yeah.
17:03It's like I'm fucking my whole life here.
17:04It's just so nice.
17:06Shoes.
17:07I think we'll need jock straps for the carnival.
17:08Definitely we'll need jock straps.
17:09How you feeling about this, uh, Selene Stilly threesome you find yourself in?
17:13Honestly, I should do a job.
17:14I know she likes me.
17:15That's enough.
17:16Bad.
17:17Look at her hat.
17:18She's such a lesbian.
17:19Barbara's now hot to me.
17:20I know she likes me.
17:21That's enough.
17:22I know she likes me.
17:23That's enough.
17:24Bad.
17:25But we're on the move right.
17:26We'll get to it.
17:27Look at her hat.
17:28She's such a lesbian.
17:29Barbara is now hot to me.
17:30This is such a few outfits.
17:31Our bands are here.
17:32Let's go, boys.
17:33Cheers, guys.
17:34Cheers, girl.
17:35Cheers.
17:36Cheers, bros.
17:37Cheers, boy.
17:38Cheers.
17:39They're here.
17:40Cheers.
17:41Today's forecast is cloudy with a chance of drama.
17:44Oh, no.
17:45No, no, no, no.
17:46No, no, no, no, no.
17:47No, no.
17:48No, no.
17:50No, no, no.
17:51No, no.
17:52No, no.
17:53No, no.
17:54No, no.
17:55No, no.
17:56No, no.
17:57No, no.
17:58chance of drama all right let's rock and roll it's already smell sex in this car
18:03I can tell you guys who's excited to see this villa yeah I'm pretty sure there
18:09is okay wow it's sweet oh my god I love this place this is my there's beds for
18:24everyone that's my house
18:26no no oh la la
18:31god damn zoo
18:34oh skills
18:41love you love you love you have you got my vape again no I have my own vape I can give it to my own
18:54baby I have another one you don't know it's fine you don't love my yeah and I'm not happy right
18:59and that's your problem yes I know you know what happened right we have 11 minutes to
19:06get ready for carnival yeah I know I'll go now
19:08where everyone kisses each other yeah that's what you're about I mean that's just what I'm expecting
19:24carnaval is a three-week festival in St Martin it is just the most exciting explosion of fun
19:44festivities hundreds of people everywhere dressed in all fabulous things it's just so cool that we get
19:50to experience the culture and the country on our time off it is a great place to be
19:55all just kind of going a little wild there's music going
20:08we're all dancing getting crazy
20:13I can't say I saw this coming I'm looking at some beautiful
20:37after my relationship with Dylan changed me again because I break something in him and at the end
20:56I learned have to be more careful to don't hurt men but also I learned I have to be happy in me first
21:04I wish I can be relation with myself or someone like me but I will be crazy but maybe maybe
21:12for anybody else tells you I just kissed it don't worry I'm not an idiot lad I blocked it
21:18it's definitely made me aware that I wouldn't trust him
21:22if I was upset I'd turn around you know
21:26I wouldn't have done it put it that way I wouldn't have done it
21:30so so now we just kissed
21:32Barbara and I are going to kiss now so it's fine
21:33no no excuse me
21:35I just batted
21:36no no she's with my best friend
21:39don't be mad with me
21:42oh there's trouble in the cabins
21:45yes she's mad with me
21:48why?
21:49why are you mad at her?
21:51why are you mad at her?
21:52I try to kiss her and you want to kiss me back
21:54if she wasn't my best friend I would kiss you but she's my best friend I cannot
21:59kind of all
22:00oh my man you touch my drink I'll f***ing end you
22:06oh
22:08there is just so much going on it's like a sensory overload pause but let me break it down for you
22:31first I kissed Damon in the hot tub good times then Céline kissed Kyle they were a thing for a minute and then
22:38Jess kissed Céline but Céline and Kyle have been secretly kissing
22:44classic love triangle
22:47and then Damo kisses Céline
22:49Jesus Christ
22:51and now Jess just kissed Barbara things are getting really messy
22:59yo
23:00are you happy?
23:02tell Céline now
23:04coming up
23:09it's not fair everybody is having the time and they don't even ask can I help you?
23:13yeah the food is ready
23:15I just feel they don't care
23:17sometime as a chef you don't feel really part of the crew
23:19back to the villa bitches
23:32let's go back to the villa
23:36that was so much fun
23:42I can't wait to get support
23:43you guys missed you
23:44why don't you sit on my lap you mother f***er
23:46I know
23:47come in
23:54thank you
23:55thank you
23:56I'm still feeling weird about Damo and so so kissing
24:11like I'm thinking too much about it which might be a bit of a problem
24:14I'm just like oh
24:15maybe I do have some feelings for her
24:17a bit jealous
24:18but I'm not really big on talking about my feelings
24:21I think I do get that from my dad's side
24:23they're very Afrikaans which is like they keep their feelings for themselves
24:27I don't think it's a healthy thing but it's one of the ways that I can get through moments that are uncomfortable
24:32you just kind of keep on keeping on you know
24:35cheers guys
24:44cheers everybody
24:45cheers everybody
24:46I'm really sorry
24:47what?
24:48Chef what's going on with you in France?
24:54I don't know if you're really honest with me
24:56you know my weakness is I trust people so much
24:59and that was the story of my life
25:01trusting people
25:02and sometimes I just let people f*** me
25:04you know
25:05after I left St. David
25:07middle of the trip
25:08I was not healthy inside and probably outside
25:11cry every day and stay home and depressed
25:14my career is literally over
25:16after dyslexia
25:17I don't know how to do any f***ing thing on cooking
25:20Barbie is in my head for what she's told me
25:23I don't know what to do
25:24I don't know what to say
25:25I just want to cry
25:26I know I feel it was a part of the fact that I left last season
25:32so I was telling Steele I'm sorry I kissed his ex-girlfriend
25:35what?
25:36we're never gonna let a girl come between us
25:38no one
25:39unless we let a girl come between us
25:41come between us
25:44Barbara and I kiss
25:45shut up
25:46like actual kiss
25:47yeah
25:48and like good kiss
25:49yeah
25:50Barbara do you want to talk about your kiss with Jess?
25:53was very very fast like was like one second
25:56I cannot I cannot even speak about it
25:58tell me about it like feel good
25:59yeah because you know you're gonna get lucky
26:02I wasn't feeling comfortable
26:04because of Celine
26:06do you like Celine?
26:08no she's my friend
26:10I don't think Barbara should be concerned about Celine's feelings about her kissing Jess
26:15she's thinking how would I feel in that situation
26:18but when you're dealing with Celine
26:19she's doing what she wants to do when she wants to do it
26:22so I think the best thing you can do is take what you think out the window
26:26because you've got no idea what's going on in her head
26:29I actually want to step on Celine's toes
26:32f***ing funny
26:33all right let's move us
26:34because if y'all want dinner
26:35we need to cook dinner together
26:37oh yeah
26:38what's time now?
26:39it's 5 o'clock
26:42I'm hungry
26:43me too
26:48et voilÃ
26:49et voilÃ
26:50where the f*** is everybody?
26:59have you seen the size of this bird by the way?
27:01f***
27:02burns
27:03they're waiting like it's a restaurant or what?
27:05it's not fair everybody is having good time
27:07and they don't even ask
27:08can I help you?
27:09can we set up the table so we can have a family dinner?
27:12go slow motion
27:14if I want to be myself you have no idea what I can do
27:21I believe you
27:22I can take the food and say hey you want to eat?
27:24and throw everything on the ocean and say hit bitches
27:33ah just forget about it bro
27:35yeah you
27:36food is ready?
27:37yeah the food is ready
27:39oh my god
27:41sometimes as a chef it's very hard
27:43because you don't feel really part of the crew
27:46and I have this feeling from last season
27:48I was alone and nobody helped me
27:50why you don't eat your s***
27:51and make sandwiches with that guys?
27:53because I'm tired about that
27:54it's a lot of emotion from last season
27:57between me and Freda
27:59and so I think I have all this anger
28:01and I should talk about it
28:02but the fact I keep that inside me
28:04is growing and growing and growing
28:06and at one point I need to explode
28:08f***ing tired
28:13what was that?
28:15Jeff yelling about the food
28:17he didn't slam the door
28:18shut the curtains
28:19he's throwing a real tantrum
28:22stand with another door
28:27let's go eat some food
28:29because he did make it for us
28:30Fraser?
28:31yeah
28:32Jeff's just throwing his toys out of the pram
28:34gone
28:35well I mean I came to help him
28:36but he says no one was offering the help
28:37or whatever
28:38so just so you know
28:39if he seems a bit off
28:40well like he's not wrong
28:41he's working whilst everyone else is chilling
28:42but it's fine
28:43you know the saying
28:44don't throw the baby out with the bath water
28:46doesn't ask for nothing
28:47let's not throw the baby out with the bath water
28:49he's upset so I'm like
28:50has something triggered you now
28:51or has it been triggered?
28:52like what's going on?
28:53he's been talking about last season to me
28:55the last two days straight
28:56guess what?
28:57I'm not living in last season
28:58because I cannot do that
28:59and if he talks to me about it one more time
29:02I will have a problem
29:03Chef is still human
29:07what's wrong with you?
29:08it's probably because
29:09me and Hugo was making food
29:11yeah
29:12and nobody really care
29:13is there more going on than you're saying?
29:15yes
29:16I forgive but I don't forget
29:20what do you not forget?
29:21you tell me all day
29:22if you're fired it's because Fraser
29:24you know
29:25what we got in the conversation
29:28because that's not my problem
29:29where is everyone?
29:30can we start or?
29:31I'm sorry
29:32I don't want to wait
29:33I didn't get you fired
29:35but no
29:36look Bobby what's she saying
29:37I don't care what you f***ing about her
29:39I didn't get you fired
29:41I wasn't working
29:42yes but that's what you're saying
29:43you don't forget
29:44I tried to have a conversation
29:45guess what?
29:46forget this
29:53you're f***ing here because I brought you back
29:54yes I know
29:55because I wanted you back
29:56it did not get you f***ing fired
29:57look Bobby what she say
29:59she always told me
30:01you fire because of Fraser
30:02and I say no
30:03he's my best friend
30:04and I love him
30:05that's it
30:06the chef and Fraser are fighting
30:07so much has happened today
30:09Tony is very emotional
30:11you put a little bit of something in
30:13he explodes
30:15everywhere
30:16he's a mess
30:17he's French
30:18I did not get you f***ing fired
30:20no no no but I'm sad
30:21I'm sad
30:22because I need you
30:23I'm sad
30:24I need you
30:25I need you
30:26I'm lost
30:27I'm not s***
30:28I have you chef
30:29stop this s***
30:30so stop being
30:31stop being
30:32insecure
30:33stop being paranoid
30:34you know I'm insecure all the time
30:35I have fun
30:36I wouldn't bring you back here
30:37if I got you fired
30:38okay
30:39I know
30:40I love you
30:41you know I know you so much
30:42Barbie said to him that I was the sole purpose behind him getting fired
30:47that's a lie
30:48last year we had our issues and it seems like she's coming for me and going against me
30:53honest truth we were inundated by complaints because of the galley
30:59if captain comes to me and asks me how things are going I'm not going to cover for anyone
31:03and in French we say point final
31:06and in English I'll say period
31:08sorry guys
31:09no it's okay
31:10yeah
31:12very intense
31:13I love you
31:14all of you
31:15I love you too
31:16I love you
31:17I love you
31:18oh damn
31:19I thought you were talking for
31:21oh my god
31:22you guys
31:23so everyone has to do what their favourite part of the last charter was
31:26rose in the thorn
31:28rose in the thorn yeah
31:30high light and low light
31:31worst was when I finished work and she asked me to wash all of the f***ing toilets at one o'clock in the morning
31:37she told me so then you finish to go to bed and I thought I never said that I said check day heads and then go to bed
31:42yeah I speak thank you
31:43so she told me maybe before I go to sleep we can go all of the day head the toilet was at web everywhere on the toilet I was
31:48you told me I finished
31:50don't f***ing lie
31:51no no no no
31:52you call me liar
31:53it sounds like a miscommunication
31:54yeah you're lying
31:55I'm liar
31:56yeah
31:57rainbow be careful
31:58rainbow bitch
31:59me liar
32:00never
32:01even a baby liar
32:02I'm not a baby liar
32:03okay
32:04off to bed
32:06you're free
32:07go be free
32:08oh you know what you can do
32:11oolah
32:12no just go do the day heads
32:14yeah yeah yeah
32:15you tell me sleep and I'll do the toilet
32:17what?
32:18she worked so hard
32:19memory has problem though
32:21it's okay
32:22no I'm joking
32:23no I'm joking
32:24at least I'm joking
32:25I don't find that very funny
32:26I don't care me I think it's funny
32:29I'm not perfect but liar never
32:31it's a miscommunication it's okay
32:33you can only move ahead by looking behind
32:35so it's okay
32:36I appreciate all of you
32:37my team
32:38interior team
32:39you made the shoes
32:40we moved
32:41I'm just gonna use the bathroom
32:43I'll be right back
32:44that's perfect but liar me
33:00I need turmoil
33:02I really try to like
33:04avoid it
33:05but I don't know
33:06I feel like other girls
33:07take some kind of like
33:09weird pleasure out of
33:11making other girls feel this way
33:14if I didn't like
33:16have the childhood emotional trauma
33:19like I probably wouldn't even care
33:21but like
33:22I feel like I just like
33:24grew up in a household
33:25where feelings weren't
33:27a thing
33:28like
33:30I can wake up in the morning
33:32even today
33:33call my mom
33:34and tell her like
33:35hey I'm having a really bad day
33:36I have so much anxiety
33:38like
33:39I can't breathe
33:40and she will look at me
33:42and tell me like
33:43what am I supposed to do about it
33:44so
33:45yeah
33:46I just think that's where the hurt comes from
33:53I just think that's where the hurt comes from
33:55I think that's the most difficult part of this job
33:57I think that's the most difficult part of this job
33:58you're away from your family and you deal with people who are completely different to you
34:00They have different perspectives and you know it's one of the things that you're
34:02are all you know
34:03well
34:04well
34:05I don't know
34:06please
34:07please
34:08please
34:13please
34:14please
34:15please
34:16please
34:17please
34:18please
34:19please
34:20please
34:21please
34:22please
34:23please
34:24please
34:25please
34:26please
34:27different perspectives and you have to make sense of how to live with them how
34:31to deal with them that's why we get paid what we do because we have to figure
34:34out how to live together and make sense of it all Jesus Christ where did this
34:37man come from I'm pregnant food
34:57oh my god do you mind if I steal you for a chat when you're done here yeah let's go chat let's go
35:11chat yeah I do want to sit down and have a heart-to-heart whistle and like an olive branch
35:17almost and then be like hey what's like actually going on I'm sad that you feel like what you said
35:25happened like I literally asked you that evening I was like hey check the day heads then go to bed
35:31that's all I said you change the story I don't want to make a big story about that I'm I'm really
35:37really trying to be super forgiving I give you 10 minutes here extra like sleep at night and in
35:43yachting that's a big deal I'm trying to be as nice as possible and as accommodating as possible
35:49and I feel like it's not really appreciated your attitude you know when you're speaking to me you
35:53a little more like uh I give you 10 I'm so nice with you I'm nice so be grateful about that given
35:59to you know you I see you you speaking like me like that you think I don't care about working I
36:03don't care about my work I don't like my job it's what you think and I don't really care at the end
36:08I did it even if I'm not very happy I always did it okay I yeah okay okay who do you think you
36:18are like I do have no self-awareness you lazy wannabe famous only to be here on TV dumb can't even do
36:25the job you're gonna be a bitch I'm gonna be a bitch right back I'm at the point where it's like
36:31I just don't care anymore so no you coming up do we also chat I feel like obviously I'm so certain I
36:44have like a thing going on but I want to know like are we having a thing or no because I I do like you
36:51good morning
37:10wakey wakey kiddos
37:17hey what's up bro how are you doing good to see you bro good to see you too
37:33I'm very confused so sorry it's just like you don't know what you're gonna get and I don't
37:54think I work well with that with Barbara we kissed at carnival I was like
38:02so guys I've organized a beach club for us oh yeah buddy thanks friends that's awesome
38:17we're leaving an hour
38:18beers and beers these covers Jess has a question on you it sounds true she said she wanted to kiss you
38:30to me the her and Salen thing is not going anywhere I think so so like sir I'm still in love with
38:37Damo but that's not going anywhere so so we let's go the cars are here let's go oh you goodbye
38:47I miss you I miss you I really want us to have a super fun day anyone says anything negative I will
38:54it's like that sometimes I realize I really don't care about anything yeah no you care about the job
39:04yeah remember that huh of course the job I work here yeah
39:09my gang gang gang let's go gang party guys oh my gosh right tastes like paradise
39:27huh let's get drunk yeah yeah let's party
39:32vamos aliate we cruisin all night la musica este fuerte and it starts so great
39:39prendemos con champagne thank you so much how's it going with uh you and Soso yesterday it was a bit weird like when I saw kiss Damo I was like maybe I really like this girl I don't know where I stand I can't even speak to Barbara like I can't even have a normal
39:57normal come every time I try and speak to she like avoids me listen I was
40:01naughty this morning I was like but I think there's definitely a spark and
40:06she was like you're lying to me and she doesn't she doesn't she's not crushing
40:09on me and I was like no she she's crushing on you know but like if I try
40:13and kiss and she's like no no no like I'm not for me though I would be the
40:17same seems as though there was more to the peck that happened the other day and
40:23I think it should be explored further what a crazy thought two lesbians possibly
40:28getting together that might work so if you go to her and say hey I kind of feel
40:34like there's something going on yeah is there or not tell me so at least I know
40:37what I know where to go from here yeah and then it's done and then we
40:41know I'm such a proud mother I feel like obviously I'm so so I have like a thing
40:57going on but I want to know like are we having a thing or not let's feel like
41:04there's something there but I just want you to be clear if you don't want me
41:07because I I do like you I like you of course like everyone of course I would
41:12kiss you but I do not do it just because I'm have a feeling that you're doing
41:17this just because so laying is doing I'm not we kiss and then like I'm going to
41:23my cabin sleep and then you sleep with so so do you know what I mean it's a bit
41:26awkward like so I just want to put myself in this situation I think it's a bit
41:30yeah okay I'm moving out of my room so well right there's nobody else I want to
41:34kiss I just want to kiss you don't we kiss it was different I know we speak
41:41about like the straight girl stuff and whatever but like for me like I think
41:44kissing a girl who's also interested in girls makes it a bit more real
41:50I think we should kiss come
41:59when everything goes wrong you made me feel all right
42:09when the storm and the rain come I'll be the one you can lead on I ain't never gonna leave you
42:17next on below deck I'm gonna be in trouble is it gonna be worth it oh my god that can't sing that
42:29can't sing that can't sing that can't sing sucks to be on the other end of this these people are
42:33what a beautifully ancestral crew Kelly's asking for more champagne she can barely hold her glass
42:41she's freaking out I hate you you captain don't do that to me they're canceling the charter
42:47they're f***ing counterparts I f***ing hate everybody
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