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Love Island USA Beyond the Villa S01 E03
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00:09Previously on love island beyond the villa summer in LA have some fun
00:18You guys ready for the love island summer party is there anyone you guys are like fuck?
00:23I don't want to see you, you know
00:25I just don't know if she still wants to like tear my head off. Do you have beef with anyone here? No
00:31Yeah, I feel like you're in a such a good spot like you're stress-free going into this. Yeah
00:36I just feel uneasy about my friendship with live at this point. I don't trust her
00:42What are the odds I have an issue with live the day? I'm seeing Aaron for the first time Aaron's here
00:49You want to see my friend
00:52Not gonna ask you to spend the night babe
00:55No, cuz that's a bad idea. That's a stupid idea
01:03I just feel like you disrespected Janae bro. He came up to you. Yeah, we were I was talking to Aaron and then he's
01:09Let me pull you for a chance. I was like yeah, so last summer. Okay. What do you want to talk about bro?
01:13What the fuck? Well, I've been talking to this guy this athlete and he was having a birthday party last night
01:19So I was like hey are you still going out for his birthday? She's like no the birthday party got rescheduled
01:23We're just gonna go out and have dinner just us
01:25Well, I wake up though to a fucking all the snapchats of you guys all together and I feel like shit
01:30She lied to me now
01:31I'm on eggshells because I'm like I don't know what to believe in one not to believe and you're being a shitty ass friend
01:37How have I not? I'm done get the cameras out of my face
01:38I guess everybody got some tea to tell, huh?
02:01You know what I was gonna put out what
02:03Caramel Tim Tams
02:05Caramel Tim Tams
02:07You love a Tim Tams
02:08I love a Tim Dams
02:09Levy!
02:10Oh my god, Nae Nae!
02:11Wait, you look gorgeous!
02:13Wait, you look so pretty!
02:14How?
02:15Your hair looks beautiful
02:17Thanks, I just put it on
02:18Wait, you look stunning
02:19Put that on, baby!
02:20I hope so
02:21Oh my god, thanks for coming
02:22Oh my gosh, this is so cute
02:24I brought snacks just in case
02:26I eat every hour on the hour
02:28I eat every hour on the hour
02:30So just in case, I had a snack in my purse
02:32What is that?
02:33I honestly don't know
02:34It reminded me of your first toast
02:35Mmm
02:40Kendall, what are you doing here?
02:41I pretty much live here, Nae Nae
02:43Hey, how was everyone's night?
02:44What happened?
02:45Like on the very side of the night?
02:46So many things
02:47Babe, there were good things that did come out of that party though
02:51What?
02:52Oh my god, yes!
02:53Oh my god, yes!
02:54Wait, what was her name?
02:55Alana
02:56She's so hot
02:58She's stunning
02:59You can like get her a drink later and stuff too
03:00Yeah
03:01Or another time
03:02I doubt
03:03No, I'm excited
03:04So I haven't been on a date in a long time
03:06So I think she's the perfect girl for me to take out
03:09It's gonna be great
03:10It's gonna be great
03:11Okay, wait, but you guys
03:13I mean, she's very pretty, but
03:15She was really pretty, I'm very proud of you
03:20But like, she's sweet
03:21I need somebody sweet
03:22How tall is she? She was tall
03:23She was tall
03:24But I'm 6'1", so we're good
03:256'1", so we're good
03:266'1", with the air forces
03:27Ha ha ha, 9, 5, 10
03:28Did you speak to Connor?
03:32Who was there?
03:33Yeah, apparently
03:34You guys wanna know something really crazy?
03:37Kenny comes and tells me that apparently Connor, he apologized via DMs
03:42If you publicly, like, come for someone, you should publicly apologize
03:48Connor's
03:50Connor's got a long path to redemption with Nene, I'll be honest
03:53This is not a difficult decision
03:55Ouch
03:57Who is secretly two-faced?
03:593, 2, 1
04:01Serena?
04:03I didn't even spell it right
04:05He's trying
04:06I just feel like it's too late, man
04:09I know he has a birthday party
04:11I don't know why he felt the need to tell Kenny and I
04:13But no, we're not going
04:15Are you gonna go to Connor's?
04:17I mean, yeah, I told him I'll go
04:19I'm just kidding, I'm just kidding
04:23You guys should go, you guys should have fun
04:25I'm like 50-50 on it because, like, you know, like, I'm friends with Connor
04:29But also, it's like, I haven't seen Kay since that
04:32Oh, yeah
04:33And like, I don't want it to be a repeat of, like, the situation
04:36Did you pull her or did she pull you?
04:37She pulled me
04:38Oh, she gave it a hop
04:39I love you so much
04:40Why would I piss at you?
04:41Why would I answer you?
04:42You're coming at me saying I'm not replying to you, that's
04:44You're looking at you not replying
04:45You didn't reply to me about the situation
04:47The subject changed me
04:48When? How many days?
04:49The subject changed
04:50How many days?
04:51I feel like I was just, like, so taken back
04:55And so, like, blindsided
04:57Oh, so terrible
04:58So terrible
04:59Because it's like, I love her deeply
05:01So it hurts me that she has these issues
05:04Which is, like, one of my good friends
05:05I went to dinner with the guy I'm seeing
05:07And his friends for his birthday
05:09Kylo's upset that she wasn't invited
05:11Because she saw that Kendall was there with me
05:14And I explained to her I never invited Kendall
05:17We just happened to end up at the same place
05:19But, like, she still had a problem about it
05:22Why didn't you text Kendall?
05:23That's my thing
05:24Why didn't everyone text you like, hey, just letting you guys know
05:25We're all here, where you at?
05:26I mean, we could have sent the text
05:28But also, the thing that I get really confused about
05:30Why also it's such a big deal
05:32You had a spray tan booked that night
05:34So, like
05:35Oh, so she can't go out when you get a spray tan?
05:37No, you don't really
05:38You don't really go out with a spray tan
05:39Oh, you don't go out with a spray tan?
05:40No
05:41You kind of, like, sticky and, like, gross
05:43Okay
05:44I don't know how the little spray tan thing works
05:47Like, I'm just full of chocolate
05:49But the math is a mad thing
05:51I get it's, like, the principle behind it
05:53But that's
05:54I would feel some type of way
05:55If my two best friends went out and didn't invite me
05:56I would probably take it out on the person I'm going off on
05:58I get it's the little things
06:00And I'm the same way
06:01When you have one little thing
06:02It's just the icing on the cake
06:04But it's not fair to, like, take it out on me
06:07Please don't wake me up
06:08And then after the argument
06:12She could see I was upset
06:13And she's laughing at the bar
06:15You cried all summer about Erin
06:17And not once did I laugh at you
06:19I hate that we're fighting
06:20Because I love Kayla
06:21And I have a lot of, like, gratitude and respect for Kayla
06:25I feel like I've been there for her
06:27At the end of the day
06:28What's the worst thing that's gonna happen?
06:30I guess we wouldn't be together
06:31It's not the end of the world
06:32It's not the end of the world
06:33You gotta learn to shut the window
06:35And know that there'll be a sunset the next day
06:38I wanna make it work with her
06:39But it's also, like, you hurt me so much
06:42What if I wake up and never see your face again?
06:49I'm so sorry it happened
06:50You guys have to have a conversation, like, directly
06:53And I wanna squash it back
06:54Squash it?
06:55No, because I feel like she should want to do that herself
06:58I know
06:59Okay
07:00Okay
07:15Cheers, guys, to be back together
07:17Yeah!
07:18Same!
07:22Anything on a second graph for you guys?
07:24Just a quick thing
07:25Yeah
07:26I think that my cousin would think you're really hot
07:28Thank you
07:29Thank you
07:30You're welcome
07:31I'm girlfriend to that
07:32Okay
07:33Oh
07:34I appreciate it
07:35Yeah
07:36This is gonna be gone so quick
07:37How are you guys?
07:38I, like, see your posts and everything
07:40You guys look so happy and so in love
07:42And it's so cute
07:43The other night, me and Cordell was like
07:45Who do you think would get married first out of our group?
07:47Who do you think?
07:48And we guessed you and Miguel
07:49I would marry him
07:50I don't know
07:51I'll always tell him, like, sometimes I'm like, fuck, like, you're too good for me
07:56Like, I feel like I really have been treated, like, so wildly to a point where, like, when I am in a place of being treated so well and nicely and so lovingly that sometimes it just feels like, do I deserve it? Like, and I'm, I don't know
08:11I don't know
08:12You do deserve it
08:13You are
08:14You do deserve it
08:15He's, like, healing something he didn't break
08:16Miguel is such a good person and he has, honestly, the purest soul I've ever met in my life
08:24He's always the first person to say, like, how deserving and loving of a person I am
08:31And I think, like, I didn't realize how healing, like, words of affirmation were until I was with someone like Miguel
08:39And it's really nice to hear that
08:42Like, please tell me what the fuck I'm doing wrong, because, like
08:47Kayla, your, when I was your age, honey, oh, brother
08:51I was doing everything wrong
08:52Granny was doing everything the fuck wrong
08:55I was feral
08:58Honey, I was outside, I was feral
09:00Like, I hated every man, so I didn't take any of them seriously
09:03I was having a time, I was getting a meal from you, I was getting a meal from you
09:06And, honestly, that's how it should be
09:09Do you like cats?
09:10No, not really
09:12Oh, twins
09:13Why, because you just met Cordell's cat for the first time?
09:15No, I haven't
09:16Milo, Cordell's cat, is coming from Dallas to live with him in LA
09:22Now, I knew this time would come, I just wasn't ready for it
09:26I am, like, deathly afraid of cats, always have been
09:30You got attacked by a cat that looks just like his
09:33Child, it jumps up, like, grips to my head, like, the braids that I had in
09:38No!
09:39So it was just hanging on, and I'm running, so it's really, like, damn near in the air
09:43And the cat looked very similar to Cordell's cat
09:47They actually look like twins
09:49So, probably will be triggered
09:51And this is what I'm talking about, you can't control them
09:53And the thing is, guess what?
09:55The cat, only two, so still, baby, that motherfucker has 20 more years of life
10:01So, that means I'm gonna have to live with this
10:03So I have to, like, get my shit together
10:06Yeah
10:07But, like, I'm glad that I ended up where I ended up
10:10Especially, like, with Cordell
10:12Those men are your cheerleaders
10:14You guys are actually so in love
10:16And it inspires me, and I need one
10:19I'm a little fat as shit
10:23But I've been talking to this guy
10:25And I think I kinda like him
10:27Ew
10:28I know, I'm like, I wanna have a hot girl summer
10:31But I like him
10:3220 pounds
10:33The one at, from Coachella
10:35This one you made out with in a port-a-potty?
10:40Yeah
10:41Guys, it's day two at Coachella
10:43And I already made out with a guy in a port-a-potty
10:46Caleb is this guy I've been talking to
10:48He's from the Montana Boys
10:50They're this group of guys that just do, like, thirst trap TikToks
10:53And the girls go crazy about it
10:55Because they're good-looking
10:56Liv and I met him months ago
10:58Because he's friends with Kendall
10:59We do events together
11:00And I don't really know where things stand with him and I
11:03Just having fun and living life, yeah
11:07Life really does go on
11:09It really does
11:10How do you feel about Aaron?
11:14At the end of my conversation with Aaron
11:16I was like, do you wanna go back to my place to have a conversation?
11:18He goes, no
11:20He thought she was trying to
11:21Why would he ever think that I'm trying to hook up with him?
11:25Because y'all would be getting it on for more
11:30Shut up! No, he weren't!
11:32He's like, she wanna spend a lot
11:34Like, you have to be specific
11:36Like, baby, no!
11:37Has he messaged you since y'all spoke at the party?
11:39Hell no!
11:40Do you think there's any...
11:42No!
11:43You don't even want it?
11:44No!
11:45No, I really don't
11:46At this point, like
11:47Shit
11:48Like, I actually have to talk to him
11:50Yeah
11:51Part of my life is an amazing thing
11:52You don't have to see him that much, right?
11:54Unless you want to
11:55No, but now Connor's birthday party is coming up
11:57Are you guys going?
11:58Um...
11:59I don't think I'm going to go
12:00I think we're probably going to sit it out for Janae
12:02Yeah
12:03Yeah
12:04Is Liv going?
12:05Have you spoken to Liv?
12:06You guys really haven't spoken?
12:07None
12:08Like, friends are people you choose to have in your life
12:10They shouldn't be difficult
12:11You know what I mean?
12:13So you feel like you're not being told the truth
12:15Right!
12:16Exactly
12:17Do you think it'll go back to normal?
12:18Never, ever, ever, ever
12:19You don't think so?
12:20Never, ever, ever, ever, no
12:22You think it's been tarnished?
12:24Yeah
12:26I do
12:38This place is sick!
12:51Yeah
12:52I've not hit incline bench in ages
12:54A year
12:55It's good
12:56Start with 135
12:57135
12:58Oh, right, okay
12:59Not kilos
13:00Not kilos
13:01135 kilos
13:02I'm not Arnold
13:03You can do this
13:04I'll spot you
13:05Yeah, thanks
13:06This will work
13:07Oh, shit
13:08That's good
13:09Way too heavy
13:10No, you got this
13:11At least two reps
13:12No more
13:13At least one more
13:14I think you got two more though
13:15I'm right here
13:16I'm not touching it
13:17I'm not touching it
13:18No
13:19Alright
13:20I'm barely touching it
13:21That was
13:22That was 95% of you
13:23Well, I almost died then
13:25Flipping hell
13:26How are you, man?
13:27Pretty good to be fair
13:28I think I've had two days where I haven't got in the water
13:30So that's pretty good
13:31You've been surfing
13:32Yes
13:33We should go surfing this week
13:34I did see dolphins today though
13:35I love dolphins so much
13:36Yeah
13:37But, uh, you met any girls?
13:38Nah, not at all
13:39Just been keeping your head down
13:41Do you feel like you're, like, open to dating?
13:43I don't know, I feel like I'm probably, like, still dealing with, like, the last bit
13:46So you're just, like, still reeling from, like, the Kayla situation?
13:49Have you talked to any girls since?
13:50I know
13:51I just get too, like, paranoid and stuff, bro
13:52Like, I just don't like that sort of stuff anymore
13:54It's not like I don't trust relationships
13:56I just feel like I just needed, like, time for myself
13:59And it's been really great just to be able to, like, focus on myself
14:03And just almost, like, help with my mental health, really
14:07I don't know, what could it hurt to just talk to somebody?
14:10You look like a young Brendan Fraser
14:12Have you seen The Mummy?
14:14Yeah
14:15You look like Brendan Fraser and The Mummy
14:17I'll kind of take that
14:18How many reps are you going for?
14:19Let's go for eight
14:20Let's go for eight
14:21Probably get 12
14:25How was it seeing Kayla?
14:27Like, what did you guys talk about?
14:28Did you talk about the reunion?
14:30Did you just shoot the shit?
14:31Like
14:32Just say, like, I apologize
14:34And she was trying to get me back to hers, which is kind of weird
14:37And I was like, that's not happening
14:39The implication of asking somebody back to your place is, like
14:42What, do you just want to talk?
14:44But I like to think that all she wanted to do was talk
14:47Look, it went genuinely quite well
14:49She didn't stab me or shoot me, so
14:50With Kayla
14:51I still care for her, obviously, quite a lot
14:53But I'd just rather hold her arms distance away
14:55And just, like, care for her from a distance
14:57It was just cool, like, at the end of it
14:58It was almost just like seeing an old friend, I guess
15:00So have you, um, invited everyone to your birthday party?
15:03Yeah, I invited everybody on Thursday
15:06Like, I wanted to make sure everybody knew that they were invited
15:08I don't think
15:09Did everyone say they were coming?
15:10I mean, like, a few people said they were coming
15:12But, like, I could kind of tell that they were, like, being nice
15:16It would mean a lot to me if, like, Cordell and Miguel came
15:19I don't know if Kenny will again
15:21Because, like, I feel like, like, wants to be a good boyfriend to Janae
15:24And if Janae's upset with me, that might be weird for him to be at my party
15:28I would love for him to come, but I don't, I don't know
15:31She's clearly very upset with me
15:33Yeah, I don't know, I just want to sit down and talk to her
15:37So, I don't know
15:39I don't know
15:40Yeah
15:41It's tough
15:42Yeah, yeah, of course
15:43Yeah
15:48Feeling like Friday
15:50Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
15:53Alright, here we go
15:55Ready, in, action
15:57What did I do?
15:58You tell me
15:59Who is Sarah?
16:00I heard you talking
16:01That was awesome, let's do it again
16:03Walk out the door, fingers up
16:05You say you're bouncing
16:07Been getting on your nerves all damn way
16:09Who is Sarah?
16:10Sarah?
16:11Um, Sarah Mize
16:13I heard you talking
16:14Great
16:15Um, so on this one, try
16:17It's not who is Sarah, just who's Sarah
16:19Who's Sarah?
16:20Yeah, yeah
16:21Okay
16:22Honestly, all the work that I've done post-Villa is super, super surreal
16:28Like, it's so much fun working with Cordell on this commercial shoot
16:32Because this is where we shine
16:35This is where we both have the most fun on camera and off camera
16:39And to be able to do these things like with my boyfriend
16:42Is like a blessing in itself
16:44So, 10 out of 10
16:46I was talking to the dermatologist, I gotta do something about this
16:50Great
16:51Tuck
16:53Our schedules don't always align
16:55But when they do, it is great
16:57And, like, we typically are like, yes, yes, let's do it
16:59Because it gives us more time to, like, spend with each other
17:02Uh, I'll let everybody know what we're doing in here at any moment
17:06This is fun, though
17:07Working with you and stuff, man
17:09You be childish, though
17:10You be playing teammates
17:11I know you're not talking
17:12I know you're not talking
17:14Hey, I think I've been pretty
17:17Nah, you be, like, hella goofy
17:19Nah, yeah
17:20It is
17:21Hey, look
17:22You gotta have fun
17:23You gotta have fun
17:24Never let them know your next moves
17:27Boy, I used to do that water gun, for real
17:29Watch this, look
17:36Oh, last night
17:37Got some bigger news of two real big opportunities
17:40In May, too
17:41Yeah
17:42So that means you're gonna be gone even longer
17:43Yeah, unfortunately
17:48Come on, man
17:49You see me every day
17:50Don't do that
17:51But, like, if, um
17:52Acting all sad like you don't see me
17:53Like, I don't live at your house
17:54Cordell is going to Atlanta to film a scripted series
17:57He knew he wanted to act
17:58He knew what he wanted to get into
18:00And straight out of that villa
18:01He, like, did any and everything to get there
18:03And he's there
18:04So I'm so proud of him
18:05I'll barely be at home
18:06You know this
18:07He's gonna be gone for a little over a month
18:11And I'm very sad
18:13This will be the longest
18:14We've gone without seeing each other since
18:17Ever, actually
18:18So I'm definitely going to be missing him
18:20I promise I won't start any arguments
18:22Because I miss him
18:23I'm grown out
18:24But, yeah
18:26We'll be on FaceTime
18:27Okay, so
18:28Where's Myla gonna be when you're in Atlanta?
18:32He probably gonna be with my sister
18:33We'll figure something out
18:35We're gonna have to
18:36We are
18:37We are
18:38We're gonna do all baby steps
18:39Mm-hmm
18:40Hey
18:41Is that a bee?
18:42What?
18:43What are you talking about?
18:45That's it
18:46All right, guys, you ready for the show?
18:47Let's fly
18:48We ready to do it
18:49We ready for your close-up?
18:51I'm ready to sign
18:52If and when we get engaged and married
18:56We are going to move in together
18:58And by that time
18:59I'm going to need his cat
19:01To be my friend
19:02I'm gonna need it to know me
19:04You know that
19:05You know, I'm Big Mama
19:06And this is my house
19:07And you ain't about to be climbing on my damn counter
19:09Ready
19:10And action
19:11I'm glad we patched things up
19:13Me too
19:15Cut
19:16Cut
19:17Bow nui
19:18Ooh
19:22Nicole
19:23It's just in my nature
19:24So take it like taker
19:25So baby, I'm a give up
19:27No need to hurry
19:28Because baby, I need.
19:30We didn't bring snacks for the pigs they're gonna be so mad oh my they're just lounging
19:51You know what that is yeah, that's because I don't have no damn snacks
19:54Pony what are you doing back there? Do you want some love to know pony just wants food?
20:02Pony is so cool with her little afro look at you
20:06Since I could speak I knew that I wanted to have
20:10Every animal if your man doesn't like animals. I think you need to leave him. I have three dogs
20:17Three pigs I think snakes are really misunderstood
20:20I've loved horses my whole life, and then we moved into an equestrian community, and I started taking riding lessons
20:31Drama yeah, he said I don't want none of it
20:34We'll let you be
20:37My horse we have now Valentino. He's just the best horse. He's almost 21 now. I've had him since he was 14
20:44He's a thoroughbred and that's always the breed that I wanted. I want a thoroughbred and I wanted a Frisian horse
20:49I don't have a Frisian yet clock in next
20:52You got to tell me what kind of diet you're on bro because like your muscle definition is on a different level my G train five times a week six
21:01You take creatine
21:05Miguel has met all of my animals at the barn
21:08But today is the first day that he is finally riding Valentino
21:13And I definitely think that it's gonna open up another part of my world and hopefully it's gonna become our world
21:22Are you posing for them last time I rode a horse? I was a child. It might have even been a dream. That's how long goes that memory is
21:29Do I look good?
21:31Do you remember when you did that to me? Reverse?
21:35I'd bite each other
21:37That's it
21:39No, that's good
21:41Ready for this?
21:43Ah!
21:45Val is really good for beginner riders, but like sometimes he'll try and fuck with you a lot
21:51Really? He can just sense it
21:53My god if you approach a horse nervous, it's gonna
21:57See that and be like yo homeboys nervous then I should be nervous because they're fight-or-flight animals and you're gonna get bucked
22:04But you're gonna get fucked so
22:06What's gonna go down?
22:08Okay, so we're gonna start with one side. You're gonna take this foot. No wrong already. You're gonna put your foot inwards. Okay, okay
22:15And then just swing your leg over. Yep, the strap, baby
22:19Put the strap on your helmet. Safety's sexy. Safety is sexy. Let's see that positioning
22:25So let's not stick our feet out too far like that. You want really good posture chin up shoulders back
22:32Chest up baby. Yes, sir
22:34Come on, Bailey. Let's go, Bailey. Babe, you're honestly doing so well. Really? Like you're not wobbly like at all
22:42This is honestly amazing. We need to do this more
22:45It has meant the world to me. I never thought that I would be in a place where I had a boyfriend that would like
22:52Care enough to even want to build a relationship with my animals. That was really good, baby
22:57I'm actually really really proud of you. No, that was sick
23:00And I'm very proud of you. Thank you so much. You were so calm
23:05When a horse rubs their head on you like this it means I love you. Do you love me?
23:10Am I loved? Am I loved?
23:15Oh my god, I love you too
23:18It's really nice to know that the animals that she loves most are also starting to warm up to me
23:22I know that makes Leah feel good as well
23:26What do you think? No, that was actually really fun. You think you would come and do it?
23:30No, like I said like we need a farm not even a bar. We need a farm. We really do
23:34Pick up the hay put it out for the horses
23:38Go collect the eggs from the chickens like that's like the kind of life. I want to live really know like 100%
23:44Oh, maybe
23:46Do you need to back the head again?
23:56Hey Keshia, may we read our lines?
23:58Good morning Highlanders
24:00Good morning
24:02Looks like your foundation's weighing you down
24:04Oh, I thought you were saying that to me
24:07This shoot is so huge because not only are we at like the biggest house in Malibu
24:12It's going to be aired if I'm not mistaken during season seven Love Island. I'm excited. There's not much. I love that they're one-liners. Yeah
24:21Yeah
24:25So tired
24:27Why are you tired?
24:29Shut up bitch
24:31Kaylor
24:33Sleepovers? Do we know who this guy is?
24:35I mean, I do and you do too, but let's not talk with the name
24:39Period, okay sorry, that's what I think it is
24:41Yeah
24:42I like him
24:43How do you know Kaylor's man?
24:44I don't really know him too much. I've met him once and from the time I met him, he's sweet and chill so
24:51Yeah, you guys were like such cute kids, you know what I mean?
24:54Oh, okay, you're really moving fast bitch
24:56You're really moving fast
24:57Think about it like pageant babies and like little farmers
25:00Little farmers?
25:01Little farmers?
25:02Kidding
25:03No, no, no
25:04They're like a cute little country couple. It's cute
25:06I'm just taking things one step at a time. We're not even dating. We're just having fun
25:12So I know you had a conversation with Leah and Serena about Liv. How did that go?
25:17It went really well like I also like don't want to involve other people in the situation
25:22Yeah, I know if I'm being very honest, I hate that I have to divide my time between you guys
25:27I mean me too, but we're always gonna be family at the end of the day
25:30You know like it doesn't like we're fine
25:31I don't want to be on bad terms with her at all
25:34When I was talking to Liv, she mentioned the same thing
25:37The fact that you guys are arguing like you guys are sisters, you guys been through way too much
25:41Like the camera situation, she owned up to it, right? And she was like 100% in the wrong
25:46I shouldn't have put our relationship before him and his business
25:49And you know what? I was stupid
25:51I said to you, I will take full accountability for that
25:53I will, I should have fucking told you that
25:55I think it hurt her that you guys already resolved that
25:58But you brought it up again, you know what I mean?
26:00If you truly forgive someone, you can't keep on throwing that situation in their face
26:05Cause then it's as if you didn't forgive them
26:07But here's the thing, Janae
26:08The reason why I don't trust her is because of that situation
26:12So like okay, forgive, but I'm not gonna forget
26:15I feel, I feel you
26:16If I'm being honest, I can't stand it anymore
26:18I just wanna see them back together
26:20Because Liv and Kayla separate is like the weirdest thing
26:25It just doesn't feel right
26:26Do you ever see yourself reaching out to her soon?
26:31Right now, no
26:32Like a text message isn't gonna fix anything
26:34I mean, if I'm being honest, what y'all need to do is have a conversation one-on-one
26:39Cause I'm pretty sure you guys are gonna see each other soon, right?
26:41Aren't you guys both going to that one kid's party?
26:43Oh, Connor, yeah
26:46Do you think she's gonna go?
26:48I thought she should go cause that's her friend
26:50And she should support her friend on his birthday, you know what I mean?
26:53Are you guys going?
26:54Kayla, I'm gonna need you to ask more logical questions when it comes to me
26:58Let's be realistic
27:00I don't know, forgive and forget, Janae
27:03No, it's forgive, but we never forget
27:06Facts, facts
27:13Dance with you, I want it
27:15Dance with you, I want it
27:17Dance with you, I want it
27:18Dance with you, I want it
27:19Can still find more
27:25Yo, what up, how are you?
27:27Yeah, good
27:28You're not wearing black tonight, I'm wearing black tonight
27:30I've got other options, I can wear it
27:32We can't match again
27:33No, we could, we could, we could so
27:34So, are you excited about your birthday?
27:36Yeah
27:37I went shopping today
27:38Did you?
27:39What did you get?
27:40I got two pairs of black jeans and the shirt I want to wear.
27:43They're just like a darker wash of these.
27:45Yeah, they're pretty cool.
27:46These are cool.
27:47I feel like I've seen you wear them before.
27:48I already have worn these.
27:50How are you feeling?
27:53I feel like tonight will be fun.
27:55Might be some single girls there tonight, too.
27:58Well, they're going to stay single.
28:00I need to introduce you to all my friends here.
28:11This is Fifi.
28:13Do you ring her from home?
28:15Hi, Fifi.
28:17She's been holding it down for you.
28:19No, she really has.
28:20My mom went to Target and put ponytails in her hair.
28:23I'm so glad you're here.
28:25Literally, last year at this time, you were helping me audition for Love Island.
28:30Like in my bedroom filming you.
28:33Dude, I could literally cry.
28:35I'm so proud of you.
28:37Oh, I don't want to ruin my claim.
28:39Stop, you're going to make me cry.
28:41But it's just like a full circle moment.
28:43Like last year we were fucking running bottles to table.
28:46I was like...
28:47Kaylee is my best friend in the entire world.
28:50She is from back in Pennsylvania.
28:52So I invited her to LA because I feel really lonely.
28:56Since Liv and I have been feeling weird about our friendship.
29:00Kaylee is a real good friend.
29:02Tonight should be fun.
29:03I want to actually have a fun night.
29:04It's like our first night in LA together.
29:06But like, I don't want you to feel like it's going to be weird with you and Liv too.
29:10Because you obviously have a relationship with her.
29:12Right.
29:13Liv lived with me in Pennsylvania.
29:15And of course, I was so excited to introduce her to my very best friend, Kaylee.
29:19Kaylee and Liv had a lot of time to get to know each other.
29:22Like, how do you feel?
29:23I feel sad like you.
29:25It's really unfortunate that this is how this is playing out right now.
29:29It's a weird feeling for me as well because I was there when the lie was presented.
29:34Kaylee was there for the lie about the camera.
29:37Wait, what lie? What lie?
29:38What lie? What lie?
29:39A whole fucking fabricated lie Liv made up about a goddamn camera.
29:43Oh yeah, I know the camera thing.
29:45She didn't say that she got the camera from him.
29:48No, instead she called Kaylee and I and said she went to the Canon store with her cousin and bought it for $800.
29:53To be real, now I'm convinced she's just a liar.
29:56Like, the camera.
29:57The glam situation.
29:58The party.
29:59Babe.
30:00Okay, receipts.
30:01Timeline.
30:02You lied to me once.
30:03Cool.
30:04You lied to me twice.
30:05I catch you in it.
30:06Fine.
30:07Done.
30:08Like, I'm not doing this shit.
30:09I haven't seen or spoken to her since.
30:10So, it's just, it's like an icky feeling.
30:13Yeah.
30:14This is the last thing I wanted to happen.
30:16Like, this is the worst case scenario.
30:18Is that your little model friends?
30:31They're your little model friends.
30:38What's up guys?
30:39Hey!
30:40What's up man?
30:41Hi yo!
30:42What's up man?
30:43What's up man?
30:44What's up man?
30:45What's up man?
30:46Happy motherfucking birthday.
30:47Thank you dog, thank you.
30:48How you living?
30:49Amazing.
30:50Incredible.
30:51Immaculate.
30:52Fished up, all black, with the forces.
30:53I mean there's a lot of girls here.
30:54There's some single girls here.
30:55Yeah, I went on a date to you on a date.
30:56And it went well.
30:57Is this spicy?
30:58Uh, not really spicy.
30:59Okay, cheers.
31:00Okay, cheers.
31:01Or hot.
31:02We're hot.
31:03We're hot.
31:04But the only thing that's like making me have hesitation is that she lives, bro, she lives
31:20dead ass like two hours away.
31:22Are we flying or driving?
31:24I think Kayla and Liv are going to fucking-
31:25Oh yeah, are they coming?
31:26They're coming.
31:27They're coming.
31:28They're coming.
31:29Well they're late, but they're coming.
31:30They're not coming together.
31:31They're not coming together.
31:32They're not coming together.
31:33Hi.
31:34Thank you so much.
31:35Oh!
31:36Hi guys!
31:37Hey!
31:38Hi!
31:39I had a shoot yesterday with you.
31:40I'm Kaylee.
31:41It's honor you.
31:42Nice to meet you.
31:43Nice to meet you.
31:44Happy birthday.
31:46Hey Kaylee!
31:47Hey Kaylee!
31:48Oh my God, yes!
31:49Yay!
31:50We are so back!
31:51We are so back, baby!
31:52Kendall, Kayler, Connor, and now Kaylee.
31:53This is starting to sound a lot less like a friend group and more like a law firm.
31:54I want to introduce Kaylee to you.
31:55Is he here?
31:56I can't see.
31:57Is he?
31:58Oh, he's right here.
31:59Aron!
32:00How are you doing?
32:01Oh, I'm not seeing you.
32:02I'm not seeing you.
32:03Okay?
32:04Okay?
32:05I'm not seeing you.
32:06Okay?
32:07I'm not seeing you.
32:08Okay?
32:09I'm not seeing you.
32:10Okay?
32:11I'm not seeing you.
32:12Okay?
32:13Okay?
32:14What's your name?
32:15What's your name?
32:16What's your name?
32:17What's your name?
32:18What's your name?
32:19What's your name?
32:20What's your name?
32:21What's your name?
32:22What's your name?
32:23Huh?
32:24Hey, does it happen?
32:25Don't be a fucking weirdo.
32:26Bro, you're fucking crazy.
32:27You're fucking crazy.
32:28This is my best friend Kaylee.
32:29Oh!
32:30Remember you walked her on Instagram?
32:31I didn't block your Instagram.
32:32Yes, you did.
32:33Get it up right now.
32:34No, I search it and look.
32:35If she comes up.
32:36Hey, wait, but go, go to here and go, unblock.
32:37You'll probably say, unblock.
32:38No, because it says it, you twat.
32:39Oh my God.
32:40Oh my God.
32:41She's unblocked.
32:42She's unblocked.
32:43Okay, guys, everyone back home.
32:44Can you see this right now?
32:45I haven't blocked any of her friends, sir.
32:46I thought Aaron had Kaylee blocked, but after the reunion, I was asking my friends to check
32:57up on Aaron because I knew I was blocked and they were also fucking blocked.
33:01I'm just glad we're in a good place now.
33:03Cheers.
33:04Cheers.
33:05To being unblocked.
33:06Cheers to being unblocked.
33:07Oh, hell yeah.
33:08Oh no, I'm so blocked.
33:09With this sort of whole social media world post-Love Island, everyone wants to become
33:15the sort of influencer and people have almost segregated into if you're over a million followers,
33:21you're in this friendship group.
33:22If you're between half a million and a million, you're in this friendship group.
33:25So I do believe people have changed a little bit and I think I've tried to, as much as
33:30possible, remember the people from the show are the real people that I met and not the
33:34ones that sometimes I see now post-show.
33:37You guys see Liv?
33:38Huh?
33:39You guys see Liv?
33:40You guys are going to talk tonight, right?
33:41That's the only time.
33:42I mean, I'm not seeking a best friendship out of like-
33:46You don't want a best friendship again?
33:48Kendall, I don't think you understand the situation.
33:51Hi, thank you.
33:53No, I know, I know, but you're just, so I'm just, it's just a question.
33:57I know, but like, no, I don't want to be best friends right now with her.
34:02Liv's here.
34:03Yeah.
34:04Liv's here?
34:05Oh!
34:06Liv!
34:07Liv!
34:08You look stunning!
34:09Hi!
34:10Hi!
34:11Hi!
34:16Liv!
34:17Hi!
34:18Liv!
34:19Happy birthday!
34:21You look great.
34:22Thank you for having me.
34:23Yeah.
34:24I haven't even done anything!
34:25Why don't you say hi to me?
34:27Are you going to go say hi?
34:30Yeah.
34:31I should.
34:32Yeah.
34:33I'll wait for her to talk through.
34:35She's not even acknowledging.
34:36I know.
34:37I couldn't even wait for you to go.
34:39Okay.
34:40It's like, I just want to like dip, honestly.
34:44I'm gonna get out of here.
34:47Because I just hate standing here and acting like we're strangers when we're clearly not fucking strangers.
34:52Trying to hit that.
34:53How do you get that?
34:54Trying to hit that.
34:55Let me get that.
34:56Try to hit that.
34:57Let me get that.
34:58Try to hit that.
34:59Let me get that.
35:00Let me get that.
35:01Try to hit that.
35:02Let me get that.
35:03I look like a clown.
35:04Yay!
35:05Yay!
35:06We're matching!
35:07Hi, sweetie.
35:08You look like a clown.
35:10Yay!
35:12We're matching!
35:14Hi, sweetie!
35:16I know.
35:18But your hair looks good.
35:20Really? I knew you were going to say it.
35:24It just so happened that I have wanted to go bowling the same day as C-Boy's birthday.
35:28Did I know it was his birthday? No.
35:30I can't control that.
35:32I didn't tell him to be born that day.
35:34There's nowhere else we'd rather be than with Miggy and Leah.
35:38Guys, I have him bowling so long.
35:40He's going to need the slide that the kids use.
35:44That slide, that's it.
35:46Let's start it.
35:48Oh, he's ready to go.
35:50He cannot hold himself back!
35:52Jeez! Whoa!
35:54Close, but no cigar.
35:56Fuck!
35:58I am more competitive.
36:00Kenny thinks he's more competitive and I let him think that.
36:02I have a drive from within.
36:06I can always voice it.
36:08But I do feel it. It comes from the heart.
36:10Be for real right now.
36:16Yeah!
36:18Are you serious?
36:20Babe, no!
36:22Just wait for it!
36:24Oh!
36:26I'll take it.
36:28Yes!
36:30Walk, mid-weight.
36:32Did it late, but it's all right.
36:34I followed you guys!
36:35No, no, no, sorry.
36:36Take this as note.
36:37Don't listen to men.
36:38Men are always wrong.
36:40Oh!
36:46Tell me the top three foster dog places here in LA.
36:50Kenny thought maybe reaching out to Leah and asking how the whole fostering works would be a good idea and I agreed, so we're gonna foster a dog for the summer.
37:00Yogi's house is one of the rescues that I work with. We fostered one of their dogs during the fires.
37:06Oh my gosh.
37:08It's really cute.
37:09Okay, so he's never had a dog, so last night he goes, bring the dog at your place.
37:13I'm like, okay, step one.
37:14If you want a dog, you know, I have, like, just leave at someone else's place.
37:17Kenny!
37:18You're gonna fail.
37:19Kenny, we're starting off at a very wrong foot.
37:21I was under the impression that maybe we'd share time with the dog.
37:26The dog would stay at her apartment, the dog would stay at mine for a little bit.
37:29Maybe I have a busy day, she has a free day.
37:32I've never seen you know that.
37:35And then he was like, no, it's gonna be at my place.
37:38I'm like, oh, what change?
37:39It's gonna be at both of yours, you fucking neighbors.
37:41You're acting like it.
37:42No, she doesn't want it at hers.
37:44I've always had a dog, so, like, I know what I need to do, but I would love to see how Kenny acts when there's another responsibility at hand.
37:52Do you think the dog is gonna cause, like, any rifts?
37:56I don't know, I feel like it's a good test.
37:59It will force us to have better communication.
38:01Like, it's like playing practice, like, mom and dad.
38:04I think it's gonna be good, it's gonna be fun.
38:06Fostering a dog would be the perfect test to our parenting skills because I know I'm gonna be great.
38:13I just can't wait to see how Kenny does.
38:15It's literally like having a child.
38:16Cause you gotta take care of it, you gotta take it for walks, you gotta make sure it's fed.
38:19It's like Playhouse.
38:20Cause let's not forget I want four kids.
38:23I think it's gonna be good, it's gonna be fun.
38:25It's gonna be good, it's gonna be fun.
38:35Talk to any girls tonight?
38:36No.
38:37Have you been talking to any girls?
38:38No, no.
38:39You've been not going to any dates?
38:40Come on.
38:41I went on an interview on that, so now you can.
38:42But I don't think this guy's talked to a girl since he left the villa, so one of my goals this summer is to get that ball rolling again.
38:47Like there's no shortage of great looking girls in LA and a lot of them aren't looking for anything serious.
38:55Let's introduce you guys to Aaron.
38:56We can do it.
38:57I think the best way to get over somebody is to just start talking to new people.
39:04Trying to just like nudge them a little bit.
39:06Like get back in the game.
39:08Hi, what's your name?
39:09Aaron.
39:10Sydney.
39:11Lovely to meet you.
39:12Lovely to meet you.
39:13What's your name?
39:14I'm Barb.
39:15Lovely to meet you Aaron.
39:16I'm basically just visiting Connor for two months.
39:17From LA.
39:18Yeah.
39:19A whole different bar.
39:20Basically.
39:21We got some sun here.
39:22I mean, I don't live in London, but.
39:23Or like UK.
39:24UK.
39:25Six hours away from London, where I live.
39:27Not at all now.
39:30I live on a farm next to a beach.
39:33You have horses?
39:34No, we have sheep.
39:35That's not it.
39:36That's fine.
39:37Yeah.
39:42Look at Aaron rising the girls up.
39:45Hey babe, they're hot.
39:47I don't blame ya.
39:48Get your ris on.
39:49Go ahead.
39:50Fit helps your confidence.
39:52It's actually entertaining for me to see him interact.
39:55We're gonna get like some like ex-donkeys.
39:58What's an ex-donkey?
39:59You know the ones that they like abuse and they make them work loads.
40:03It's like a retirement donkey.
40:05Basically.
40:06Yeah.
40:07I have no interest whatsoever in exploring anything.
40:12Yeah, I'll just be nice to them and just say hi and speak and yeah.
40:17But.
40:18I'd rather be chilling by the snacks.
40:20Fair.
40:21So.
40:22Hello stranger.
40:23This is spicy mug.
40:24You got the same.
40:25Nah, I gotta mess up my grater.
40:26I just want you and Kayla to have this conversation.
40:27Um.
40:28Are you gonna, are you gonna, are you gonna, you should go up and say something to her.
40:32But why do you guys talk to each other.
40:33She's the ones with the issues with me.
40:34So if you have the issues with me, then you should then be like, I want to talk to her as a friend.
40:39I'm gonna go talk to Liv.
40:40Yeah.
40:41It's like weird that I haven't said anything yet.
40:42You know?
40:43Yeah.
40:44Yeah.
40:45Okay.
40:46Love you.
40:47Love you.
40:48Love you.
40:49Look at Erin talking to a girl one-on-one.
40:50Oh, fucking girl.
40:51Act as if it's a solo eclipse.
40:52Hi, beautiful.
40:53Hi.
40:54You look stunning.
40:55Sorry.
40:56I feel like.
40:57I haven't said hi to you yet.
40:58No, same, same.
40:59I didn't want to like, yeah, I didn't want to like cross the line.
41:02She's the ones with the issues with me.
41:03She's the ones with the issues with me.
41:04You're not crossing the line.
41:05How are you feeling?
41:06I haven't said hi to you yet.
41:07No, same, same.
41:08I didn't want to like, yeah, I didn't want to like cross the line or anything.
41:10You're not crossing the line.
41:12How are you feeling?
41:13I haven't talked to you, but I know you have to be upset too.
41:15I'm like not even gonna lie or try and be like one of the, like I've dead ass cried
41:20for the past six days, but also if you're that hurt, you wouldn't lose like that.
41:25I've obviously hurt her enough for her to do that.
41:28Yeah.
41:29But I thought that she would then like have a little respect to be like, can we have it in a private setting?
41:33How are you?
41:34Actually, I mean real, real talk.
41:35I'm fine.
41:36But like also like this shit is so weird to me.
41:37Like I hate this.
41:38Like I hate this.
41:39I think everyone who cares about both of you hates this.
41:40Like you still want to be friends with work, right?
41:41Um, honestly, like it's never going to be the same.
42:00It does me.
42:05You know what sucks?
42:07I'll tell you later.
42:08Let me not say that out loud.
42:10What?
42:11Can you wear unfollowed with today on Instagram?
42:14You're lying.
42:15Yes.
42:16Yes.
42:17I don't know.
42:18But it makes me so sad.
42:19Like the problem is they will call each other.
42:22Like, oh, she wants to talk.
42:23She can call me.
42:24Well, if she wants to talk, she can call me.
42:25I'm like, okay, you guys.
42:26Do you know what I mean?
42:27If you guys are real friends and you actually really have created something serious with each
42:31other, speak with each other.
42:33I have a profile sign.
42:34Just do something outside of a group setting.
42:38Seeing Liv and Kayla's bond fall apart honestly hurts my feelings.
42:42Even though it has nothing to do with my feelings.
42:44They both vented to me about the situation.
42:46If Kayla and Liv refuse to talk to one another, I will gladly step in and handle it.
42:52Because I'm big sis at the end of the day.
42:54We're not going to spend our whole summer with them arguing.
42:56That sounds like a nightmare.
43:04I feel like your guys' friendship has been like a little rocky for a few weeks.
43:08I just think you guys need to have a conversation.
43:10Both like drop the defense.
43:12But I also have to defend myself because you're coming at my character in a group of people setting.
43:17They all went out the night before and I was seeing her the next day.
43:21I didn't get invited.
43:23Babe, babe, you didn't live with her.
43:25It's completely different.
43:27It's completely fucking different.
43:29I feel like you both think that the other one did something to hurt each other.
43:34And that's why I keep saying the only way you're going to get past this is if you both drop that.
43:38And you'd have to believe that the other person didn't do it maliciously.
43:41Or else you won't get past it.
43:45I miss having an amazing best friend.
43:48I miss it so much.
43:49I hate that we're in the spot.
43:50But like also, we need to have a conversation.
43:54And look, guys, this is what lack of communication does.
43:58A happy birthday.
43:59I'm going to leave.
44:00How are you guys going?
44:01Yeah, I love you.
44:02Thank you for having the talk with me.
44:03I want you guys to sit down and talk soon.
44:05I know.
44:06Me too.
44:07But right now is not the time.
44:08Okay.
44:09I understand.
44:10I don't think Kay understands how embarrassing it was to like sit down and like your best friend coming straight, guns blazing at you.
44:19As she said, I have no more tears left to cry.
44:23You guys.
44:24You want to leave or you go?
44:25Yeah, I'm over it.
44:26There's no point to be here.
44:27We can't be friends.
44:28I love you.
44:29All right.
44:32I hope you guys can talk at some point.
44:34Get home safe.
44:35Bye.
44:36I love you.
44:37I love you too.
44:38Have a good night.
44:39Goodness gracious.
44:40Why you laughing in these situations boys.
45:05Same thing to you.
45:06Happy birthday to you.
45:08Dear Kronel, happy birthday to you.
45:15Fuck!
45:16Just throw it out!
45:17Throw it out!
45:18Throw it out!
45:19Yeah!
45:20Hey!
45:21How was that?
45:22It's just not a time for you guys to have a conversation.
45:25Like, she's too defensive.
45:26I don't think resolution's coming tonight.
45:29So I don't think you guys should have a conversation tonight.
45:31Yeah.
45:32I don't care to.
45:33Yeah.
45:34Honestly.
45:38I can't be friends.
46:02Oh, that's so cute!
46:05Right this way, love's right.
46:09Thank you so much.
46:10I don't think I brought the right outfit.
46:11I got you.
46:13Okay, we're gonna go on with positive vibes.
46:16Positive vibes?
46:17Are you hungry hungry?
46:18Yeah, like I'm peckish I feel.
46:20What does peckish mean?
46:21Like, you wanna peck at some things?
46:23Yeah, peck at little things.
46:24That is so cute.
46:25Okay, let's do like, yeah, let's do like little-
46:26Like, um-
46:27Let's do like two, three appetizers.
46:28This is beautiful here.
46:30Can we actually leave that?
46:32Do you recommend anything?
46:35Yeah, our spicy margarita or our cucumber margarita.
46:38I like the way you think.
46:41So I have this plan.
46:42And I don't think a lot of people will like this plan.
46:45But really, if this is what it takes for Liv and Kayla to be one again,
46:49I've placed it upon myself to be the mediator of the situation only because I love them both equally and dearly and they know that.
47:00Make some margarita.
47:02Thank you so much.
47:03They look beautiful.
47:05So the plan is to get Liv and Kayla to meet up at a lunch.
47:10Not exactly tell Kayla, only because I didn't know if she was gonna show up or not.
47:16Hi.
47:19Hi.
47:20Hi.
47:21Hi.
47:22Hi.
47:23Hi.
47:24How are you?
47:25Good.
47:26How are you?
47:27You look so cute.
47:28You look so cute too.
47:29Were you shocked to see Liv here today?
47:33Is that a fucking question?
47:35Hi.
47:36I bet I would have told you you wouldn't have showed up so just to play it safe, okay?
47:39No, I would have still showed up.
47:41Junaid and Liv are both aware that I'm coming in.
47:43I'm the only one being blindsided.
47:45Like I literally was caught completely off guard.
47:48Wait, do you want to order a drink?
47:49I would actually love one.
47:50Can we please order a drink?
47:52I just thought with a sugar rim would be great.
47:54Sugar rim.
47:56Welcome to Nae Nae's Mediation.
48:02I love you guys so much.
48:05You guys are too much of bad bitches to be like fighting.
48:08You guys are sisters.
48:10I think you should start first.
48:11Say your piece, whatever you need to say.
48:13And then when she's done, let her know how you feel.
48:15But you have to be honest.
48:17You have to be transparent.
48:18If you guys want this relationship to like really heal and go back to what it was.
48:21I hate arguing with you, but I felt like whenever I came and approached you at the Love Island
48:30party, I came out of my heart and I think I caught you off guard and I'm sorry for that.
48:34But I felt like I was being left out.
48:36I can see how you can be hurt, but also it's not my birthday.
48:40But also like there's things that like leading up to that that I would never do to you.
48:48Like the hair and makeup.
48:49Hair and makeup, lying, leaving you out.
48:52What's bothering you?
48:54I'm hurt, especially like you were saying that I was fake.
48:57To me, I think that's very questionable because I feel like I've been a good friend to you and you've been a great friend to me.
49:03I felt like our friendship has been indifferent ever since you made up the lie about the canon and all of that stuff.
49:09Did you voice that to her a month and a half ago?
49:11Of course, absolutely.
49:12Did you apologize a month and a half ago?
49:14She apologized once.
49:15But did you forgive her a month and a half ago?
49:17I did forgive her.
49:18But since that situation, our friendship hasn't been the same.
49:22Why didn't you just say, hey, I'm here?
49:25You weren't thinking of it?
49:26Because I was already going through my own thing with him.
49:29I should have said, hey, I'm going to this club.
49:31And that made me selfish of me to be just prioritizing my guy.
49:35And like, I should have probably checked in more.
49:37But if I'm honest, I also went through something that night and I was heartbroken and you heard about it.
49:42And I even texted you and you didn't even text me.
49:45What happened that night?
49:46Wait, no.
49:48Well, I can't say it.
49:49She's going to freak the fuck out.
49:51And saying like what went down between me and him?
49:54No.
49:55I was so emotional.
49:56I reached out to KK.
49:58I turned to you and you didn't do anything.
50:01And I was so confused why she wasn't replying or answering me back.
50:06I was sick to my stomach.
50:07But I was also hurt.
50:08So I think, and I'm sorry.
50:09I want to be there for you, Liv.
50:11I fucking love you.
50:12You are my sister.
50:13But I don't feel like I can trust you.
50:18But it also goes back to like just my life.
50:20And like I was raised also in a household.
50:22Like Liv, you know my situation.
50:24Like I can't, I could never trust people growing up.
50:27So I guess now like whenever I get like someone in my life that's really close to me, lying to me.
50:33I feel different about them in my heart.
50:37I have just had people in my life growing up that have lied a lot to me.
50:43But also Liv's aware of the liars that have been in my life because she lived with me.
50:48So she knows and understands my trauma and what I've been through.
50:51I just simply don't want people in my life where I feel like I can't trust.
50:56And if you can't understand that, I don't really know where to go from here.
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