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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other. It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer. Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't wanna crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07No.
06:11It's worth it.
06:14No.
06:15No.
06:16No.
06:17No.
06:18Worth this.
06:48Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon,
07:09the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:12Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:18Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Uh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please, just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority,
07:39so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now
07:46to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet
08:01to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't.
08:17And you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting too, huh?
08:40Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yeah.
08:54Yeah.
08:55So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:56Starrcadex?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:07Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:10How could I forget?
09:11It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm-hmm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33No personal stuff, all right?
09:34The coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcadex?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:47So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:52Okay.
10:18you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job
10:47because obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out
10:54how to tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one
11:06thing at a time it's not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything is
11:10oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33but no matter how i try to
11:40no matter how i want to
11:48and no matter how i try to
11:55and no matter how i want to
12:02and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:09and no matter how guilty i still feel saying
12:16i wish i hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36so i just need to not be here
12:49hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:10sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway
13:18a passport i found out i got off the waitlist for pairs
13:22that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:28how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah um mom i gotta go
13:37okay love you
13:39bro you're tweaking you need to
13:49level out
13:50try to assume the guy i got may help ease the pain
13:53i just lost the most important person in my life
13:56sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:58oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:02the two were together for two seconds redbird felt like something to me
14:05i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:08dude i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:13you two were broken up right and you were wasted as hell
14:17and lacy was all over your shit
14:19bro it's not an excuse i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22yeah yeah probably
14:35belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:43she's everything to me
14:47and losing her feels like
14:51it feels like i'm i'm losing
14:54the best part of myself
14:56that's beautiful man
15:02so fight for her
15:03stop saying you're sorry
15:05find a way to show her
15:09make it sound so easy
15:11i don't think it's supposed to be
15:17i just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21i swear if he comes to our dorm it's on site
15:25don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:27kinda sucks you're not leaving for paris tomorrow
15:30do you think i'm being too hard on him
15:33look
15:34if you really thought you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating but to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you
15:48that's the part i can't get over
15:51what annika didn't know was that i had a secret too
15:55it was the day after christmas last year
15:58my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01steven was visiting friends
16:02jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured
16:06why be home alone when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:13oh shit shit shit shit shit
16:23oh my god okay what would kevin do
16:25what would kevin do
16:27okay
16:33oh
16:35oh
16:38oh
16:39oh
16:40Stephen, open up. It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah. Yeah. Sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
17:10Billy. No, please don't leave. I made the biggest mistake of my life. Please just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything. I'll tell you anything. I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:31Look, I was really sad. I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please. I know I don't deserve you, but I love you more than anyone else in the world, and it kills me to see you hurting, and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Stop. You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him, too.
18:10And I want to forgive him. I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:19And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:33Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:39Oh, yeah. I've, you know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah. Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read A La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the original French.
18:52Go for it. Live on the edge.
18:54You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
19:01Ah, unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:09In private.
19:10Professor.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure. Yeah. Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay. Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor. You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:05New plan. We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Pull your weight.
20:26Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:35Okay, first patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow.
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:50Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely. Thank you, Dr. Namazi. I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay. Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a mess.
21:18It's fine. I'll take that. I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:30Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone. Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room. Also, the kids are fine. Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes. Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God. I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:21Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no. It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:55Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Hey, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:20So, uh...
23:37Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:43I don't know.
23:49What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07What?
24:07Uh...
24:08Sorry.
24:09I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14But after the other night, sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before.
24:19I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:34You know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids then.
24:39It doesn't...
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop. Stop.
24:46No, don't...
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine.
25:01Fine.
25:02Fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here.
25:04I'm pulling over, okay?
25:08Taylor, what the fuck?
25:27Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:36I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:04What?
26:04It's just my fault.
26:09No, no.
26:10No, it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah.
26:16Yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:17Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:44I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know Steven's fucking insurance, if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course, you can brag about anything.
27:10Okay, O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm going to try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:17I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.
27:22You want me to call Jer?
27:25I don't know an hour ago.
27:27I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:35You know what to say to make me feel better.
27:41I'm going to be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm going to do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means?
28:00Yeah, I got you.
28:01I'm going to call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General.
28:24But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:26I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah?
28:37Yeah.
28:37Great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yeah, will do.
28:42All right.
28:43Dr. Namazi, excuse me.
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Do you think you need to take the date?
29:51Bobby?
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Jun Kwan.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58Dr. Linn, you report to outpatient...
31:00No cell phones.
31:01Dr. Linn, please report to outpatient imaging...
31:04How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43...
31:44...
31:45...
31:47...
31:48...
31:49Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:18I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:03And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were, like,
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:58It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that's even a match to get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:27Like, not wanting to let go of Steven
34:29but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:35It's selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43It's like...
34:43I think that made me realize that
34:51even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:04Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:19How rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:25Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously, but...
35:53don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:19Laura.
36:21Mom.
36:21We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:29Still not a morning person, huh?
36:33My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:38Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Stephen was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:04I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:11I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:23Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:24And...
37:25Jared's here.
37:29He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um...
37:36I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mom.
37:43I love you, Mom.
37:45What is that?
37:46Stephen was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years.
38:19And we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22...that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um.
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jared?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:51Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:10So...
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:23You have chocolate all over your face.
39:35No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it.
39:40Shut it.
39:41What are you doing?
39:42What are you doing?
39:43You cold?
39:44I could start a fire.
39:45See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:57It's really good to see you.
40:04You too.
40:06The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Ow.
40:24Ow.
40:25Ow.
40:30You okay?
40:34Oh, no.
40:35Leave me alone.
40:36Are you hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:40Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:44Ow.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow.
40:50Just...
40:51Just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20What?
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:22Ow.
41:30I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just...
41:35Just...
41:36Just...
41:37No.
41:38Just...
41:39I'm too heavy for you.
41:40Just leave me here.
41:41But I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:52Ready?
41:53What?
41:54Ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together.
42:28But not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:34The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:40Boundless by the time I...
42:42Entertainingly expressive H blank blank blank Y.
42:47Hemi.
42:48Hemi.
42:49Hemi?
42:50I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
42:51And...
42:52She's better off of Laszlo.
42:53You're insane.
42:54Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
42:56Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:00Oh, my God.
43:01Oh, my God.
43:02Oh, my God.
43:03Oh, my God.
43:04Oh, my God.
43:05Oh, my God.
43:06Oh, my God.
43:07Oh, my God.
43:08Oh, my God.
43:09Oh, my God.
43:10Oh, my God.
43:11Oh, my God.
43:12Oh, my God.
43:13Oh, my God.
43:14Oh, my God.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16Oh, my God.
43:17What?
43:18I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:19Oh, my God.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.
43:23Straight.
43:24Oh, my God.
43:30Belly.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:33Hey.
43:34Sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:35I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:46Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrade's flight got mad stuff because of the weather,
43:50so I'm just talking with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um...
43:54What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Yeah, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh...
44:01Never mind.
44:02What?
44:03Wait, uh, I'll talk to you tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:07Bye, Bells.
44:08Okay.
44:09Okay, love you.
44:10Hey, I...
44:11I would've told Jer that you're here, too, to...
44:12Don't worry about it.
44:13I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
44:25Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:39The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:41He left just like I thought he would.
44:46No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
45:03How much so can I think...
45:05Conrad Fisher.
45:06The ghost of Christmas past.
45:08Blackbird on my shoulder.
45:11And what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over...
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness...
45:29Hold your hands upon my head...
45:34Till I breathe my last breath...
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
45:42The last time that you touch me...
45:47Fall will once ever cease...
45:51That'll send me the mystery of love...
45:57Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:30Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:33I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38This is for you?
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:45So look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:53Cool.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:57Actually, I was gonna say...
46:59That she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:06And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously.
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:14Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:19And...
47:21As long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:33Steven?
47:37You ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow!
47:41Ow!
47:42Ow!
47:43Careful of those ribs.
47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:49How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Uh, hi.
48:00I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma.
48:17So...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:27I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:29Yeah.
48:30Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me too.
48:36And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:48If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
48:51we would've just gone about our lives and-and been fine.
48:53So let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think early when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:15It is a wake-up call.
49:17You were right.
49:19You and me, we don't work.
49:22Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
49:59Thank God.
50:03Do you wanna get some air?
50:06Yeah.
50:07Yeah, I would love that.
50:09Yeah.
50:10Yeah, I would love that.
50:12Yeah.
50:14Yeah.
50:16Yeah.
50:18Yeah.
50:19Yeah.
50:20Yeah, I would love that.
50:22Yeah.
50:24Yeah.
50:25Yeah.
50:30I was...
50:32I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again, but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:51I'm sorry too.
50:56Sorry for what?
51:00Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:05And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:26How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:35When we had sex.
51:37After I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:47Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:58I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes, then maybe we can just start over.
52:09I want that, Bells. I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:24I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:43After Steven, I get it now.
52:47Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:51I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story, yours and mine.
53:06Nobody else's.
53:11What are you thinking?
53:14The future is just crazy.
53:17I don't know what, say it.
53:21Would you?
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:28Try me.
53:34Isabel Conklin?
53:36Will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41I love you.
53:42I love you too.
53:54I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:56I love you.
53:57I love you too.
54:00I hate you too.
54:01A day, forever and a day
54:07A day, forever and a day
54:13I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lungs I'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:11I'm yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies, they're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
55:48I'm yours forever and a day
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