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00:0012 virgins have traveled to a paradise island to take part in a unique experiment the word
00:14virgin people see it as a joke it's quite upsetting i'm 23 still a virgin i feel like
00:22there's something wrong with me in a world where sex is everywhere my god terrified
00:29absolutely terrifying the truth is surprising there are more adult virgins than ever being a
00:36young adult in this day and age it's difficult social media dating apps influences tv shows
00:44porn is everywhere are you self-conscious about our genitals touching each other now yeah
00:51this radical retreat is offering a very hands-on solution
00:55oh yeah she's a miracle worker woohoo oh god yes overseen by a group of experts yeah
01:03like that i like that ready to do anything to help britain's virgins there's the clitters
01:11check on any questions lose the one thing
01:16don't make you nervous they feel he's holding them back i would love to have sex with you i do feel
01:21like there's a barrier between me and sex i want to lose my virginity it's now or never but
01:29when the moment arrives would you like to move to bed who will be ready i just don't want anyone to
01:36touch with me to go all the way in the first phase of the course the virgins tried to overcome the shame of
01:54sexual failure i didn't handle the rejection too well and started to express their sexual desires
02:02she pushed me down i'd probably do something for her sex i don't know what i'm doing jason arrived on
02:08the island barely able to shake hands oh hello welcome thank you he panicked when things got touchy
02:15feely feels too intimate a little overwhelming yeah yeah but zach leapt ahead i would like to go all the
02:24way i would love to have sex with you and there were early signs of attraction i uh i think you're
02:31really pretty thank you do you think ben likes me now things are set to escalate with the next phase of
02:38the course erotic touch nothing happens if you're not good at touching that's what creates all of the
02:47pleasure and sensation in our body and that's eventually what gets us to orgasm hello hello hello
03:10how's the sunburn it's the morning of day three on virgin island have you guys read your letters no
03:19okay what is this and time for the group to discover what's in store for them over the next two days
03:26oh god the next phase of the course is all about touch great i mean i'm fine with like friendly
03:39touch but as soon as it becomes like an intimate touch i think it'll be more much more difficult for me
03:45i feel sick biggest fear of touch sexual and touching i've never done it like no that's not me
03:58god touch yeah that's really hard for me yeah nervous
04:07god knows what they have planned i have no idea probably just outright sex to start off with
04:15so for this group the idea of intimate touch is terrifying oh here we go here we go but now
04:23it's time to face their fears hello welcome good morning oh my god what are we doing why is there a bed
04:31in this room i imagine all of them will be quite anxious but you can't learn how to give and receive
04:36pleasure by just talking about it you have to practice
04:39so this first exercise today is called touching for your own pleasure one of the problems is if
04:48you touch being worried about the other person and thinking oh are they okay am i doing it right
04:53then you get all performance anxiety in your head until you actually feel the sensation of touching
04:59for your own pleasure you can't get to that next level it's like the first step right who's ready to
05:05touch for your own pleasure in my childhood with my family we were never huggers i hated being
05:23hooked i just never liked it never have i'm not an intimate person at all in my adult life never kissed
05:28anyone but i'd like to be the opposite i'll pop on there okay the end goal is to actually try and
05:35lose my virginity and find a girlfriend be more intimate but can i put it off can i do this see
05:42if you can take a deep breath down into your belly and connect your body with your hands
05:48think of your hands as like i'm gonna get pleasure out of her arms
05:52you know what i mean yeah for yourself i wank off your arm i'm sorry i was like wake up your arm i'm
05:57sorry but you know what i mean like i'm sorry see if you can breathe a little bit while you do it
06:04so that you actually feel the sensations
06:06for jason just a few seconds of touch is all he can handle
06:26but celeste isn't finished with him yet when i'm touching you i just want you to see like
06:32let yourself take it yeah just feel it
06:47that's good yeah good work
06:52good on you mate honestly yeah it's great one cloud nine okay who's next
07:02encouraged by jason's example the others get touchy too just explore the sensations in your hands
07:16see if you can take a deep breath down into your belly and connect your body with your hands
07:21do you feel the difference there yes that was amazing good work
07:32the session seems to be going well so celeste and danielle decide to turn up the heat
07:38something that helps touch get even better is sexual energy
07:43i want to invite ben and holly to demonstrate oh god 30 year old ben is the oldest in the group
07:51and has had more opportunities to get intimate than any of the others
07:56over the last 10 years i've been on dates of about 40 different women mostly when i've met on on just
08:01dating apps some it's just been one day uh and up to and including an ex-girlfriend of mine who was
08:07probably about you know 15 plus dates we did sort of try making out a couple of times but i wasn't
08:12comfortable doing stuff so it was we hit we hit a brick wall you know what i really needed someone
08:17to teach me this stuff i'm not very um not very good with the energy mumbo jumbo so you have to
08:22you have to guide me through i'll help you okay just remember a moment that you felt kind of excited
08:28about someone or excited about an experience yeah you are holding a lot of tension in your mouth
08:35can you like open your mouth a little bit and then relax it yeah it's okay play with it you need to play
08:43with it it's okay let yourself feel it like oh here you go did you feel the squiver
08:48i don't know no okay i think it's just lack of experience and lack of success at reading
08:57sort of social signals you know there's probably occasions where i probably could have got physical
09:00or just kissed and they'd be they'd be absolutely fine in fact they may have even wanted it but i
09:04didn't because i can't read the signs i don't want a woman to think i'm a creep or that i'm handsy
09:09because that's just not me just let yourself enjoy holly
09:12fantastic you have very sexy energy right feels good okay you did it see if you want to work
09:30so tom taylor last up is taylor who after coming out as bisexual at university has always found the
09:39idea of intimacy with anyone agonizing anytime i've had something near in a sexual experience
09:45it's been so overwhelmingly negative that when it comes to it i freak out and i really don't want to
09:51do it and i get that feeling in the pit in my stomach that makes me stop that's why i'm here is
09:55to like trying to work out what it is that's holding me back and how to move forward with it
10:00because it would be really nice to just be able to have what everyone else has
10:04okay so i'm going to invite you to feel into your desire tom
10:15this is really good keep it steady it's really good really good you keep it steady i'm going to
10:22check what's with her okay if she can receive it great that's great let it let i can touch your
10:28belly okay just to help you out sweetie okay good let it shake it's let it cry you're safe now okay
10:36you know you're safe but your body forgot okay yeah so i'm here despite danielle's reassurance
10:45the exercise still proves too much for taylor yes you're doing great taylor yeah let it cry
10:53that's not i think that's funny okay thank you really proud of you good work we love you taylor
11:09i don't know what's wrong with me for the group the workshop has thrown up very mixed emotions
11:28ted why was looking things so hard for you i think as soon as it becomes a intimate sexual thing
11:34yeah it's shut down it sounds ridiculous because we're only looking at each other but
11:39that's something i clearly need to work on i usually run the opposite way if anyone looks at me like
11:43that but if you're not crying you're not doing it right louise did you catch this blanking comment
11:52i didn't do you know what i mean i didn't think okay i love that you haven't got a filter
11:56i feel absolutely fantastic i understand now why people like touch i'm not just saying that actually
12:04it genuinely does i can't really convey how good it feels now how did you find the whole thing as a
12:09whole um quite intense well i had i had lots of fun yeah when i was doing it i did feel like you'd feel
12:17the connection couldn't you really yeah yeah i asked that new age mumbo jumbo slow nonsense i'm quite a
12:23logical person and it's just a lot of some of that stuff it just doesn't doesn't connect to me
12:28all right do you want me to like try it and see if you can feel me yeah all right despite his
12:32skepticism there are some things ben is open to trying hi see you guys a little bit especially
12:39if it's with charlotte you open to receiving my energy yeah see you can feel it now what does it feel
12:50like to you the witching yeah many of the women here i find attractive i mean physically but there's
13:01something about charlotte i really like her and it's just i i like how we connect i mean i don't know
13:06if it's mutual or not but she's a very confident person and she's just got that thing about her
13:12i feel like i'm doing voyeurism just watching you enjoying that no i'm gonna walk away right
13:23sorry
13:25it's day one of the touch phase of the course and after an intense morning a chance for the group to
13:50unwind who's your celebrity crush i like quite a lot of like female celebrities i like charlie
13:56theron she's just stunning i like henry cavill but not as superman i like him as the witcher
14:02i really like henry cavill because he's really nerdy as well
14:08what do you think when you hear virgin because for me shame failure undesirable
14:17weird yeah it's definitely mostly negative connotations yeah a lot of people call me a virgin
14:25and it does feel like an insult i know it's not it's it's a matter of it's a matter of fact but
14:31it does feel like an insult when someone says it to you it makes me feel weird i'm like a lot of people
14:37younger than me know more about sex than i do but um i'm hoping to change that
14:42jason's feelings about his lack of sexual experience haven't gone unnoticed by the experts
14:51anytime there was an increase in intensity he would resort to humor so that he could distract
14:57himself from what he was feeling we're going to work on that today actually staying with the breath
15:02as sensations rise yeah receiving is a huge thing for him
15:05now the experts want to build jason's confidence and joy has a plan to help him with his horror of hugging
15:18hello again hey come on in thank you and have a seat oh excellent
15:24oh what is it that happens when you're in a hug what do you just goes weird like alien to me when
15:33i see people hugging it just freaks me out yeah i don't know why so we want to work towards a hug
15:39that feels really good yeah so let's let's stand here because it's a little more even
15:45and i'm going to touch your arm first okay you want it yeah go ahead
15:55and you feel me and you can put your hand on my arm yeah if you'd like yeah
16:05i feel sick no no no bad way i feel like in a good way like british language
16:09oh yeah yeah as usual jason tries to mask his awkwardness with humor yeah i'm quite robotic i feel
16:17like you're moving at your hands but at first yeah i just want you to receive okay so i can get a sense
16:24of what it feels like to be in this moment but joy perseveres yeah it's really nice
16:32before escalating intimacy can i come even closer if you want to yeah like like that yeah you can move
16:43like that by just staying connected with your breath so you don't lose that sense of the moment
16:51yeah can i come even closer still okay i can get closer yeah okay i can touch your neck
17:15feels good
17:22would you like to do a hug why not let's do it yeah let's do it
17:36how is this yeah awesome yeah cool yeah
17:42thank you thank you yeah that was great after the session jason's confidence is sky high
17:58and that's not the only thing that's up what happened so i was standing like this because
18:05i had much of height i was like that i had a bonus i was like
18:10that's really good dude i'm getting there i'm getting there
18:15i'm in a really great mood i feel like i'm glowing i didn't think i'd do this i'm really proud of
18:19myself from this page i'll be a sex god i mean yeah yeah we're going to leave here absolutely
18:25professionally trained sex demon while jason's conquering new heights i haven't really gotten
18:33much out of mind yet i just feel like i'm letting the team down taylor's still struggling
18:39after crying in this morning's workshop the experts feel there may be more to taylor's tears than meets
18:44the eye even though she was being emotional she wasn't actually letting go and going into her
18:51emotion i feel like she's hiding and that's probably been a survival tactic that has worked really well
18:57for her yeah she is so scared danielle wants to discover what makes taylor so anxious about intimacy
19:08so how do you feel with guys as opposed to women or girls they're a lot scarier do you ever see
19:19someone very chiseled and you're like i just want to touch the muscle i don't know i don't know i don't
19:24think i like hair like i'm always like i want to touch people's hair like that interests me because
19:30it's soft but i'm not like i don't want to touch muscle i don't i don't prefer it when i was in secondary
19:36school i felt the shift into realizing that maybe i wasn't exactly the same as all the girls but being
19:43gay was like the worst thing so while i'm still in the process of like working out what i want all of
19:50these opportunities are passing me by it just makes me feel a bit a bit rubbish
19:58do you have women lovers or i had one really negative experience she got annoyed at me that i
20:05wasn't enjoying myself she did stop but she seemed really disappointed and she was like upset with me
20:09and it kind of ruined that friendship yeah i don't see myself as desirable
20:18right because i am a lot what are you oh now we're getting there my love okay so there's a part of you
20:27that feels that people wouldn't want to be with you yeah yeah i get told a lot the time that i'm loud
20:38and i'm tall and i'm i take up a lot of space and yeah
20:42oh yeah and that's what makes you so special and beautiful
20:50oh baby
20:57your feelings are so great sweetheart
21:04just talking about my experiences always makes me upset
21:08but i've had quite a few negative experiences and of course those are the ones i need to talk about for
21:12this to work thank you yeah but i've had i've had a breakthrough i think thank you very much bye
21:21i left happier than i went in and forward is always good isn't it so as long as i'm going forward i'm happy
21:31you're nervous no no i mean other than falling off the cliff yes
21:42it's late afternoon on virgin island
21:45jesus yeah this is quite steep and celeste and danielle have hatched a plan to push the group further
21:52all right let's get a mat down we want them to start just getting comfortable with any kind of touch
21:56massage is something that a lot of people have experienced i'm hoping maybe they'll take off a
22:01piece of clothing to start to feel more relaxed around touch and maybe you know eventually nudity
22:09go on i'll like lift it up for you through massage the experts can assess how comfortable the group
22:15power with exposing their bodies a little bit yeah and touching each other for pleasure
22:24you're very good at this thank you they have my skills all of them end with a z
22:32what did you learn it my family does them
22:34we grew up giving each other massages you're shaking a bit you sure it's all right no no i'm fine
22:39okay i think i'm gonna actually you're like this relax relax yeah i need to be more loosey-goosey
22:46while uptight ben struggles to relax i'll rack this off the experts are keen for jason to build on
22:52his growing confidence around touch with the island's most outspoken virgin charlotte
22:59how's this it's fine yeah it just feels i don't know weird but in a nice way why do you use these
23:06horrible stretch marks i don't know all right you're saying hold it yeah well it's just it looks
23:11painful it looks like you just see my ass it's more on my ass okay i'm bored now yeah i'm bored now
23:22all right which arm first this one this one yes okay okay why are you focused in one area you need
23:30to go see okay do you want me to show you on you no no no let's go i'll put more oil on
23:38for jason intimacy with another member of the group is proving tougher than with an expert
23:44more thumb more movement you need to be doing the whole like like that how about that
23:50like that i think it's all of it jesus christ what are you doing it's like wanking up your arm like that
23:55like that's how you do it but slower okay now i definitely want you to stop
24:06how was the monsieur oh
24:10so did you not like it that was a disaster i looked off my shirt and everything
24:19oh girl stretch mark all right looking like man
24:27maybe not being berated a lot would have felt nice
24:31i've always hated my body my especially my back and the stretch marks i know it's a little thing but
24:36it's for me it's quite big although jason's suffering from overexposure to charlotte
24:45is yours yes
24:47basically you've already tried them on ben can't get enough of her
24:54i always find i end up getting very steep in the summer because of the hay fever tablets i take
24:59i'm sorry i always get very steep in the summer it's called the hay fever tablets
25:02how good because they're drowsy ones the big question now is is the feeling mutual
25:10how many songs you can get there anyway oh i have like a i have a thousand and seventy
25:14pretty good yeah
25:19i mean it's so great that we've like gotten to know each other and that we can
25:24you know we feel comfortable around each other but i'm not interested
25:28and so it's going to be tricky you know this is my friend this is someone i'm going to have breakfast
25:36with tomorrow and i'm going to have to be cruel to be kind and tell him that i'm not interested
25:58in the next one
26:00breakfast breakfast breakfast morning morning guys you all right hello
26:04hey hey you all right yeah i'm good thank you you're good to sleep
26:08ah so so it's day two of the touch phase and the sessions are about to intensify
26:15really in order to have amazing sex you need to touch you won't be able to make any moves you won't
26:21be able to seduce someone if you're feeling anxious and worried that everything that you're doing is
26:25wrong a lot of people they're holding back all of those animal instincts they just need to open up
26:33i think it's one of those things where you've got to just keep on going and try and get yourself to
26:38the next step ideally without crying but we'll see i'm dreading the group activity it's just getting
26:45more intimate with touch i feel nervous after yesterday's massage catastrophe
26:51yeah i'm not sure what would happen next for me um just being desired that's the key thing for me
26:56that's one of my sort of issues is you know being wanted and desired and i don't think i've had
27:00that a lot but um just you know see what happens and uh go with it i guess
27:04it's getting first on the back row yes my plan exactly hello hello welcome back
27:15welcome back hello hi oh god here's our therapist
27:19so today we're going to go much deeper into touch and work on disinhibition and that means letting
27:34out a little bit more of your wildness a little bit more of your inner animal oh god
27:40we are wired for sex right we're wired to go after it and yet society says shame shame shame it was
27:47you know when we shut down and the animal game helps people feel the passion and desire in their
27:51body so i know tom that you've taken some acting classes so i'm wondering if you would be willing
28:00to demo with me yeah sure yes so let's get on our hands and knees why don't you just start to feel
28:09your senses we close our eyes and we start to feel this animal inside of us and we let that animal go
28:16after the other person actually letting it move letting it out in our body
28:30tom may be finding his wild side
28:44but for the rest of the group
28:45it's too much to bear
28:58it was very jungle book and i was feeling very downton abbey
29:24and i was like it's lovely like they're really enjoying it but also
29:31so someone want to try it
29:34someone want maybe 80 to try it the whole role play animal thing just really like freaks me out
29:46it freaks me out yeah yeah yay okay does someone want to try it with charlotte
29:58yeah i'll do it amazing
30:11you can change your mind yeah i wouldn't yeah i wouldn't do it yeah okay
30:15do you want to do it do you want me to do it for you okay
30:17i just always feel like i'm ugly and repulsive in some way and i know that objectively i'm not
30:28but i was bullied in school and i think the dating experience sort of just saying reinforce
30:34that i'm just not like good looking why would any girl be interested in me so i struggle to to
30:40sort of initiate uh you know contact or intimacy find a place on the rug your life is awkward
30:49unfortunately uh and you simply you know you just move on you know that's that's how that's how it
30:54goes and i'm just not very good at that start to notice that there's another animal here with you
31:01oh
31:26men are expected to make that first move
31:29and i think for guys like me he would just struggle with that making the move and reading
31:33the signs it's very hard
31:43oh that's my happy heart this is so hot
31:55did you feel any arousal i'm curious yeah i think some yeah yes
31:59acting like a zoo animal that was not for me oh god that was just it was a bit rough that was cringe
32:14i found interesting then spring that's saying oh you've done drama so you've done this sort of stuff
32:18like i'm not sure i've gone quite that far in drama to be fair how did you feel about it all
32:24i flipped our instructor i noticed like i could hear people like talking and giggling and i was
32:30like oh you know and i had to kind of try to block that out yeah it was like watching a porno i felt like
32:36a proper pervert were you getting turned on no i was like i thought you'd be one of the first ones up
32:41jason no i absolutely hated that in the back of my head i had a bit of trepidation about a bit of fear
32:48about it so i didn't want to do that jason's massage experience has set him back and the
32:55experts have sensed that something's changed jason he's been so gung-ho and i thought he would be
33:00gung-ho today but he was way more reserved we did in our session uh have very close body on body
33:08but he wasn't able to then move the energy into something more sexual okay so maybe i can build on
33:15that yeah celeste decides jason needs to put his massage fiasco behind him in a one-on-one session
33:22to boost his sexual self-belief the only person if i had sexual experience with my right hand
33:29i'd love to have more confidence i'd love to be able to be intimate yeah that's my goal
33:33to reach his goal celeste wants to try a different approach to unleash his inner animal so we had the
33:42animal game and the touching we did seemed like the animal game was not doing my cup of tea no so i was
33:49thinking maybe trying some different connection positions to build confidence yeah maybe you like
33:55lying down and us like touching each other i'm here to try new things yeah well let's try it so you can
34:01lie down like here yeah lie down on your back like with your head down there i'm gonna like move in
34:08here maybe i'll take off my glasses see if you can like just connect with your sexy energy and you if
34:16you feel an urge to touch back feel free okay and there's like a little bit of intensity that we're
34:23going to kind of try to build it right now
34:32and you can touch i can't touch you but you can yeah
34:53just
35:01as his confidence builds
35:02he's like
35:03i'm doing good
35:07celeste makes things harder now i want you to see if you can take your energy seriously now and look
35:13at me like i want to look at me like i want to you kind of
35:27oh
35:39Oh, my God, you're doing so good, ah!
35:54Mmm!
35:56Do you need a little break for your turn?
35:58Do you need a little break?
36:00Okay!
36:01Woohoo!
36:02It's amazing!
36:04It's a lot different than hugging!
36:10A lot different than hugging!
36:17That is your inner animal.
36:19When you take your desire seriously, it's very compelling.
36:25Whoa!
36:27Whoa!
36:28Okay, I'll see you soon!
36:30See you soon, have a lovely day!
36:32You too!
36:33Bye!
36:39I'm feeling incredible, absolutely incredible.
36:42She's a miracle worker.
36:44I was a virgin, well, I am a virgin still,
36:46but I'm like a different virgin now.
36:48I'm closer to losing her.
36:51Ben.
36:52How'd it go?
36:53I kissed her on her cheeks.
36:55You're a cloud nine, are you?
36:57I'm lying down, yeah, and I'm there, cupping her breasts,
37:00squeezing her like, ah!
37:02How did that feel?
37:03Great!
37:04I feel like I'm glowing.
37:05Like, woohoo!
37:06Woohoo!
37:07I feel like Jason is a superstar.
37:08I cannot believe how much he has blossomed today.
37:13It is insane.
37:15He brought his sexual energy, eye contact.
37:19He really got what sex is all about.
37:22He danced in.
37:23Da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da...
37:33Like the top-partes, everything.
37:34The touch phase of the course is drawing to a close
37:41There's something very sensual about feeding each other
37:57You know the experience of putting food into someone's mouth
38:00Especially if you deal with like a little bit of flirtatiousness
38:02When you laugh I know where your face is and I can slap it
38:08Technically this will be the first act of penetration
38:12So I'm very curious how they put objects inside one another
38:17Put the whole strawberry in
38:20Open wide
38:22I'm not opening my mouth wide
38:24You can trust me, you can trust me
38:26Many of the group are throwing themselves in
38:28You dropped it, Matt
38:30Have you ever fed someone before?
38:33No
38:34No
38:34The first person
38:35But not everyone is feeling fruity
38:38I feel like this is probably not the most romantic
38:42No
38:44No
38:44So far on the course, it's Ben and Taylor who are holding back the most
38:51So the experts want to see if they can help
38:54Starting with Ben
38:56The animal game was really hard for Ben
38:58When he volunteered to help out Charlotte
39:02And she said no, that she didn't want that
39:05He was very sad
39:06Yeah
39:06He needs to understand rejection
39:08And like how you survive that as a man dating women
39:12After Celeste's breakthrough with Jason
39:14She wants to help Ben find his sexy side
39:17But spontaneity is not his strong point
39:21I'm quite a logical person
39:22I like to think things
39:23I like to plan for things
39:24Probably the best example
39:25And this is going to sound quite sad
39:26But it's true
39:27I've got a spreadsheet on my PC at home
39:30Of just like every date I've been on
39:31I see dating in the same way a football manager would see their team
39:35I like to analyse things and see what I can do better
39:38So can Ben Ditchie's spreadsheet approach to sex
39:43With some hands-on practice
39:45I think if you learn how to hold a little bit more flirtatious energy
39:53Like
39:53Yeah
39:54I'm going to do it now with you for a second
39:56Okay
39:56And show you what I mean
39:57Like
39:57I'm really enjoying being here with you
40:02That's what I would do
40:02To them
40:03Yeah
40:04So as you talk to me
40:05Just at some point when you're talking
40:07Give me a touch while you're talking
40:10I mean
40:10This is quite crude
40:12But you are sort of my type
40:13So it's sort of like
40:13That's not crude
40:14That's a compliment
40:15Thank you
40:16I mean
40:17You're quite attractive
40:18So I mean
40:18I usually go for the hair actually sometimes
40:20Yeah
40:21Yeah
40:21So it's sort of
40:22I sort of do that
40:22And yeah
40:23It's
40:24That's actually my total weakness
40:27Really?
40:27Yeah
40:28But I like it really really slow
40:29Like
40:37And I feel like very precious
40:39Yeah
40:40Yeah
40:40So like
40:41And I think even if you go a little bit slower
40:52So then it feels more like sensual
40:55I do feel tingly when you do that
41:01Yeah
41:03Well maybe I'm better than I thought I was
41:05But
41:05You know
41:07It's not something I have sort of conscious control over
41:10Just sort of
41:11You know
41:11That's what's good about it
41:13Is I feel like you're touching me
41:14Just because you desire me
41:15And you want to touch me
41:16Not like you're thinking about it
41:18And that's hot
41:19Yeah
41:20By losing himself in the moment
41:24Ben's gaining a flair for the physical
41:26If you just want to like
41:28Come in and like kiss me on the cheek
41:30You don't have to
41:31But you can
41:32Yeah
41:35Oh my goodness
41:39What?
41:41Look at you
41:41Makes me want to touch you back
41:50Wow
41:58You don't realise how much of a confidence booster this is
42:02So now I'm doing it good
42:04It's really great
42:06You're getting better every time
42:09Thank you
42:10It's baby steps
42:18But Ben's session has been a success
42:20Now the experts want to get to the bottom of what's troubling Taylor
42:26The furthest I've ever gone with a boy is
42:31Met a nice guy
42:32He was very attractive and very lovely
42:35Invited him back
42:36And I was like right
42:37You can do this
42:38I had convinced myself
42:39I was going to lose my virginity
42:41But I freaked out
42:44I hit that invisible barrier
42:45And I was just like
42:46Nope
42:47I can't do it
42:47That's it
42:48I can't
42:48And he left
42:49And then I just felt so bad
42:51And disappointed in myself
42:52And like I'd let him down
42:54Because I couldn't follow through
42:56To clarify her thinking
42:59The experts want to pair her
43:01With male surrogate partner therapist
43:03Andre
43:03So my role in this
43:08Is to basically stand in
43:10As what could be a potential partner
43:12Or a potential lover
43:14And I'm here to support you
43:16Through the emotion
43:17The communication
43:18Transparency
43:20Surrogate partners help by forming
43:22A therapeutic relationship
43:23Supported by a clinical therapist
43:25I will leave the two of you
43:27To enjoy your time together
43:29Thank you
43:30All right
43:30Thank you very much
43:31I'll see you soon
43:32Take care
43:33I'm scared
43:43You're sorry
43:45It's okay
43:46I've got a lot of emotions
43:48About this whole thing
43:49And they're kind of trickling
43:50Into everything
43:51There's nothing to be sorry about
43:53In displaying emotion
43:55So
43:57What could potentially be
44:00Like a desired
44:01Like goal
44:02Or outcome
44:03Less of this
44:04Okay
44:04Then we're on
44:06We're on the right track
44:07Step on less of this
44:08And just feeling more comfortable
44:10Like in a situation
44:11Where
44:12I feel like any time
44:14It comes to a situation
44:15Sorry
44:15Where
44:16Like sex is on the table
44:19I freeze up
44:20And I panic
44:20I just don't want anyone
44:22To touch me
44:23Or anything like that
44:24Because
44:24I just feel wrong
44:26Okay
44:28Well
44:29That is exactly why
44:31I'm here
44:32And we can
44:33Practice with one another
44:35We can
44:39Explore
44:40The things that you
44:41You came here to
44:42Explore
44:43Oh God
44:45Just want to see
44:52How you're feeling
44:54It feels like
44:55It feels like
44:55There's like
44:56A knot in my throat
44:57So it's generally
44:59Like uncomfortable
45:00Kind of a feeling
45:01Okay
45:02Is there anything
45:04I can provide for you
45:05Do you like a hug
45:06No thank you
45:08Okay
45:08The therapy that was explained to me
45:15Terrifies me
45:16Down to the very depths
45:17Of my car
45:17Well if you'd like
45:19You're welcome
45:20To head on out
45:21Whenever you're
45:22Whenever you're ready
45:22Okay thank you very much
45:24You're very welcome
45:24I don't know if I've made any actual progress
45:28Because I just kind of get a bit weepy
45:30I really like John Dray and he was really lovely
45:34And I'd love to be his friend
45:35But I'm trying to work out why I'm so panicked
45:37I think it scares me
45:41The fact that he's a man
45:42Sorry
45:48I just have one minute
45:51I think I'm upset about more things
45:56Than I got on
45:57Next time
46:01Jason gets back in the groove
46:04Just feel the pleasure
46:06Taylor tries a fresh approach
46:10I just feel such a relief
46:12To not feel scared at all
46:13This is mine
46:14And Emma reveals a secret
46:17Because you're so stronger than you think
46:19And what is it that you know
46:21As Ireland dates
46:23Does that make you nervous?
46:25A little bit
46:25Hotter
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