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Adopt a Highway (2019) is a heartfelt drama starring Ethan Hawke as a man recently released who discovers a new purpose in life after finding an abandoned baby. As he adjusts to a world that's moved on without him, he begins a journey of reflection, hope, and quiet redemption. With a gentle pace and a moving performance, the film explores second chances and the power of kindness.
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00:00:00those who commit crimes should be punished those who commit repeated violent crimes should be told
00:00:18when you commit a third violent crime you will be put away and put away for good three strikes
00:00:25and you are out you're going to be incarcerated but the people's families it affects
00:00:31the country with consequences you steal you cheat you rob someone you go to jail so you think you'd
00:00:40lock somebody up potentially for a life sentence or 25 years of life because they smoke a little
00:00:44weed anything please strike this is normally a misdemeanor even a pizza even a pizza
00:00:51and intersect with things like class and race disparity in a way that
00:00:55you already had two strikes before i don't understand why this is
00:00:59that third strike has proven to not reduce crime in any way it's only from people's last way for a year
00:01:04to reevaluate the whole way we've dealt with prisoners that the black community has
00:01:12we cannot simply prosecute or incarcerate our way to becoming a safe relationship
00:01:19and i made a mistake and i'm sorry
00:01:34millis i'm really sorry millis
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00:05:28Ener?
00:05:29Okay, do you have any more questions for me?
00:05:30Okay, you know what?
00:05:35Let's go.
00:05:36Let's get you outta here, all right?
00:05:37So just grab your stuff, follow me, pleasure.
00:05:53Let's go.
00:06:23Get out there, Russell. One day at a time.
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00:11:46All right, so you got a lot of hits,
00:11:47so you're gonna have to narrow down your search.
00:11:49Uh-huh.
00:11:50Like, uh, you could do his, like, middle name,
00:11:54or you're putting in your mom's name, too, I guess.
00:11:58Hey, is it cool if I take a picture with you real quick?
00:12:01I mean, it's just that how often is it
00:12:04that you meet someone who's never been online?
00:12:16Yeah.
00:12:46It's okay, Russ.
00:12:53It's the first time you've been late.
00:12:54I'm just glad I didn't have to call Derek to cover.
00:12:56Just try to remember that breaks are 15 minutes
00:12:58unless you're pulling a double, okay?
00:13:00I'm gonna lose this job.
00:13:03Russ, you're not gonna lose this job, okay?
00:13:05Hell, I wish I had 10 of you.
00:13:06Just relax.
00:14:46Hey, Russ.
00:14:54I need a dumpster on him and take your lunch.
00:15:02Hey, Russ.
00:15:03Can you do a double tonight?
00:15:05Okay, yeah, I guess.
00:15:07I mean, I hate to ask, but Derek is sick
00:15:08and Todd's already into his overtime.
00:15:10Okay.
00:15:11You're the best.
00:15:13Hey, Becca?
00:15:15Yeah?
00:15:15Is it clear if I run an errand over there for a minute?
00:15:19What?
00:15:19Is it okay if I run an errand over there if it's really quick?
00:15:25Duh, you're on break.
00:15:26You can do whatever you want as long as you come back on time.
00:15:28Just don't be a weirdo.
00:15:30Okay.
00:15:31Thanks.
00:15:32Okay.
00:15:32Welcome.
00:15:32I'm going to try this burger.
00:15:35I'm not going to help you.
00:15:38You don't have a cell phone?
00:15:40No.
00:15:41And you don't have an email address?
00:15:43No.
00:15:43That's fucking cool, man.
00:15:50Where the fuck you been, dude?
00:15:52In prison?
00:15:56Oh, shit.
00:15:59Wait, you would have had to have been in there for what?
00:16:0220 years.
00:16:0420 years?
00:16:0421.
00:16:05Holy shit.
00:16:09Damn, dude.
00:16:09Hey, is it okay if I ask?
00:16:13Did you, like...
00:16:15It was possession of narcotics with the intent to distribute.
00:16:18You did 20 years in prison for dealing drugs?
00:16:20Well, how many pounds were you slinging?
00:16:21An ounce.
00:16:23Enough pot.
00:16:25Shut the fuck up.
00:16:27You are literally fucking me right now.
00:16:30I'm not literally fucking you.
00:16:32I'm not.
00:16:34Well, then how's...
00:16:36What?
00:16:37What?
00:16:39You're not black.
00:16:40It was my third offense in the state of California, so it was my third strike.
00:16:45Wait, they still do that shit?
00:16:47No, they don't do it anymore.
00:16:49But you know it's practically legal now, right?
00:16:59Dude, let's get you an email.
00:17:01Hey, so how much longer do you think?
00:17:13Oh, I have this, I have the woman's, and then the trash.
00:17:17Okay.
00:17:18So I'm gonna skate early.
00:17:20Are you cool closing up?
00:17:22This is my spare key to the back door, and the office is already locked.
00:17:25But if I lock the door behind me, what do I do with the key?
00:17:28You just give it back to me tomorrow.
00:17:29But I don't work till Saturday.
00:17:31It's cool.
00:17:32You can give it to me then.
00:17:33Okay.
00:17:36Okay.
00:19:37I'm going to make a call.
00:20:01I'm going to make a call.
00:20:03Okay.
00:20:05Uh...
00:20:07It's locked.
00:20:13Maybe I...
00:20:21Ella?
00:20:37Ella?
00:20:39I'm going to make a call.
00:20:45I'm going to make a call.
00:20:47I'm going to make a call.
00:20:49I'm going to make a call.
00:20:59I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:21:29I don't know.
00:21:59I don't know.
00:22:29I don't know.
00:22:59I don't know.
00:23:29I don't know.
00:23:59I don't know.
00:24:00I don't know.
00:24:01I don't know.
00:24:03I don't know.
00:24:05I'm me.
00:24:06Can you open the door, please?
00:24:10We're following up on a 911 call you made earlier this evening.
00:24:15Did you have an emergency?
00:24:16I didn't, and I told him.
00:24:19Do you have your license on you?
00:24:21I have an ID card.
00:24:23That'll do.
00:24:24Is that your child in there?
00:24:28Boy or girl?
00:24:29Girl.
00:24:30Okay.
00:24:31Do you mind grabbing that ID for me, Mr. Miller?
00:24:35Okay.
00:24:36Okay.
00:24:37Do you mind grabbing that ID for me, Mr. Miller?
00:24:42I don't know.
00:24:46I don't know.
00:24:47I'm going to take care of him.
00:24:49I'm going to take care of him.
00:24:52I'm going to take care of him.
00:24:58Okay, Mr. Millings, sorry to have disturbed you tonight.
00:25:22I'll let you get back to the little lady.
00:25:28Tummy massage.
00:25:31She's got colic.
00:25:32You gotta massage her tummy.
00:25:34Look, now you can get colic tabs when someone once told me about a tummy massage and we always
00:25:37found that that worked best on my little guy.
00:25:40Hang in there.
00:25:41Gets better.
00:25:42All right, you have a good night.
00:25:45Good night.
00:25:46Good night.
00:26:03Oh, my God.
00:26:33Oh, my God.
00:27:03Oh, my God.
00:27:33Oh, my God.
00:27:35These are pretty yummy.
00:27:37This is pretty yummy.
00:27:39Here you go.
00:27:40Get your ear.
00:27:41You're going to like this.
00:27:42Here you go.
00:27:44Okay.
00:27:45I've got a better idea.
00:27:49I've got a better idea.
00:27:52Oh, my God.
00:27:55Let's see.
00:27:56Let's see.
00:28:02Hey.
00:28:03Hey.
00:28:03Hey.
00:28:03Hey.
00:28:04Hey.
00:28:07How do you go, dude?
00:28:08Yeah.
00:28:09That's good.
00:28:14That's good.
00:28:16You're really good.
00:28:18You're really very good.
00:28:21Wow.
00:28:23You finished.
00:28:24You are hungry.
00:28:25Okay.
00:28:25Okay.
00:28:26Okay.
00:28:26Hold on.
00:28:26Excuse me.
00:28:42Do you know where colic medicine is?
00:28:45I'll four in the middle.
00:28:46I'll four in the middle.
00:28:49How old is your baby?
00:28:53Three or four months, I guess.
00:28:55I guess.
00:28:56Give me this bottle.
00:28:58You don't need to be using these bottles for a colicky baby, okay?
00:29:03These bottles are for infants, not newborns.
00:29:06Oh, goodness.
00:29:07My feet hurt.
00:29:08See, you need the bottles with the vent system.
00:29:10The vent system keeps that air off of them balance.
00:29:14Bet you the mama does all of the work.
00:29:17Oh, she.
00:29:18Well, do you have the vent system bottles here?
00:29:21I don't really have a lot of time.
00:29:22Yeah, I'm taking to you right now.
00:29:24I'll four in the middle right here.
00:29:26What?
00:29:27Okay.
00:29:28Now, these are all of our bottles.
00:29:29Here are the colic tabs.
00:29:30I like the gripe water, though.
00:29:32That always helped me when my kids was little.
00:29:34Now, how are you burping a baby after you feed it?
00:29:38I mean, because a lot of people make the mistake of patting a baby.
00:29:41You don't need to pat a baby.
00:29:42You got to bounce that baby.
00:29:43Is it a boy or a girl?
00:29:44It's a girl.
00:29:46Oh, what's her name?
00:29:47Ella.
00:29:48Ella?
00:29:48Like Ella Fitzgerald.
00:29:51I got five rock-headed boys.
00:29:53I can't stand them.
00:29:54Now, what you want to do is you want to bounce, Ella.
00:29:57Don't pat.
00:29:58Bounce Ella.
00:29:58Bounce that burp right out of Ella.
00:30:00I bet you that wife of yours is patting.
00:30:03That's why she got that colic.
00:30:04Which one are the vented bottles?
00:30:06That right over there.
00:30:07The pink one?
00:30:08Mm-hmm.
00:30:08Mm-hmm.
00:30:08Is your wife breastfeeding?
00:30:11Is she what?
00:30:12Is she breastfeeding?
00:30:13Oh, no.
00:30:14No.
00:30:15And what kind of formula are you using?
00:30:18Hydrolyze, soy, casein?
00:30:20Is it concentrated powder?
00:30:21Is it ready to go?
00:30:22I wouldn't use that casein.
00:30:24That casein, there's something wrong with it.
00:30:26They trying to trick us, because those babies get sick and probably cause that colic.
00:30:31I would use the Hydrolyze, because the Hydrolyze is better on the digestive system.
00:30:35Thank you very much.
00:30:38Well, good luck.
00:31:09We've been up in California for...
00:31:12Hello.
00:31:23Hey, Alana. You're okay. You're okay.
00:31:39Hey, Alana.
00:32:09Hey, Alana.
00:32:39Hey, Alana.
00:33:09Whoa. Whoa. Whoa.
00:33:13Are you okay? Are you okay?
00:33:16You are? That scared me.
00:33:19But you're okay?
00:33:21I thought you were gonna hit your head.
00:33:23Washing is fun.
00:33:27Don't cry.
00:33:29Do you want to know something funny?
00:33:33I've lived in California almost 25 years,
00:33:37and I've never been to the beach.
00:33:41I had kind of an idea.
00:33:46Would you want to spend a day at the ocean with me?
00:33:51Is that a yes?
00:33:53Yeah?
00:33:56Do you want to?
00:33:58You do?
00:34:00I do, too.
00:34:01There's a train. We can take a train.
00:34:07It's the ocean.
00:34:19Look, Kayla.
00:34:23It's all right.
00:34:53Did I ever tell you that my dad used to collect stamps?
00:35:11He had an incredible collection.
00:35:14Do you know that they have a different stamp for every animal?
00:35:19Yeah.
00:35:19I always remember going into his study where he kept his library of stamp books.
00:35:27The place was covered with ash because he smoked all the time.
00:35:31But we would sit in there and we would write down all the catalog numbers of the stamps that we wanted to mail away from.
00:35:37And I used to love watching him open the envelopes when they arrived.
00:35:42Because they always were exactly the same in these brown wax envelopes with the exact same handwriting.
00:35:51Philip Caruso from Appleton, Wisconsin.
00:35:55But you never knew what stamp was going to be inside.
00:36:00You know.
00:36:00So it was really exciting.
00:36:06Yeah.
00:36:08And then he would separate all his from the ocean life stamps and then he would give those to me.
00:36:14And he would explain their Latin names or where they came from.
00:36:17His hands used to shake.
00:36:25You could see it when he was mounting the stamps under the magnifying glass.
00:36:34You know, you could see it in his handwriting.
00:36:36Or you'd hear it in the ice in his whiskey.
00:36:39But you would like him, though.
00:36:46And he would like you.
00:36:48He would.
00:36:49Do you think that you would like to collect stamps, hmm?
00:36:55I wonder what your favorite animal is.
00:36:58The world isn't split into good people and death eaters.
00:37:03We've all got both light and dark inside of us.
00:37:07What matters is the part we choose to act on.
00:37:12That's who we really are.
00:37:14Yeah.
00:37:16Well.
00:37:17Oh, sorry.
00:37:18You dropped your spoon.
00:37:19Okay.
00:37:37Oh, my God.
00:37:49It's okay.
00:37:50Are you okay?
00:37:53I'm so sorry.
00:37:55I'm so sorry.
00:37:56I'm so sorry.
00:37:57I'm so sorry.
00:37:58Please take a seat and fill out this form.
00:38:22But I'm not here for me.
00:38:27I'm here for Ella.
00:38:29You still need to fill out the form before I can process either you or your daughter.
00:38:34Okay.
00:38:34Sir, are you Mr. Millings?
00:38:58Uh, yeah.
00:38:59Mm-hmm.
00:39:00I hear you may have found this little angel.
00:39:03Yeah.
00:39:04I found her.
00:39:06Oh, where did you find her?
00:39:08Um.
00:39:11In the dumpster.
00:39:15Mm-hmm.
00:39:17Mm-hmm.
00:39:19Hi.
00:39:20Her name is Ella.
00:39:22I see.
00:39:24Hi, Ella.
00:39:25Oh, is that how you hit your head, sweetie pie?
00:39:28Okay.
00:39:33Okay.
00:39:34Uh, now with all abandoned child cases, it's mandatory for both the LAPD and the DCFS to be involved.
00:39:41Both have been notified and should be here shortly.
00:39:44But I'm also going to have to take little Ella to be looked at.
00:39:48Okay?
00:39:49Well, you mean, you mean now?
00:39:53Yes, I mean now.
00:39:54But the authorities and the Department of Child and Family Services will need you to stay here.
00:40:00They just need to ask you a few questions about how you found the poor thing.
00:40:05Um.
00:40:07Will I...
00:40:09Will I be able to see her again?
00:40:12I can't answer that question at this time.
00:40:16Oh, but here are the people who can.
00:40:20Come on, sweetie.
00:40:22Yes, yes, yes.
00:40:24Oh, yes, yes, yes.
00:40:27Um, oh, oh, this is her, her stuffy.
00:40:31No.
00:40:31I need to see the bag and anything else that might have been in the crime scene, sir.
00:40:34Oh, no, there's no crime scene.
00:40:36It's not...
00:40:37This is just her, her, her walrus.
00:40:39All missing and abandoned children.
00:40:41Yeah, I know, but it's not, not a crime scene.
00:40:43It's, it's just...
00:40:44It's your walrus.
00:40:45You're a walrus.
00:40:50Oh, no.
00:40:53I'll take this.
00:40:54Oh.
00:40:58Bye, Ella.
00:40:59Bye.
00:40:59Bye, Ella.
00:40:59Bye.
00:41:00Bye.
00:41:00Bye.
00:41:00Bye.
00:41:00Bye.
00:41:00Bye.
00:41:00Bye.
00:41:00Bye.
00:41:00Bye.
00:41:00Bye.
00:41:01Bye.
00:41:01Bye.
00:41:03I'm Officer Kato.
00:41:04This is Mrs. Deeks from DCFS.
00:41:06We need to ask you some questions.
00:41:09Okay.
00:41:11All right.
00:41:12Um, where did you say you found the child?
00:41:17Dumpster.
00:41:18A lot of dumpsters out there.
00:41:19Anyone in particular?
00:41:22Um, in the one by where I work, in the back.
00:41:27And what time did you say you found her?
00:41:30This morning?
00:41:30Um, it was, uh, it was, uh, I don't remember, early.
00:41:41Okay.
00:41:43Can you, uh, walk us through the event?
00:41:45Uh, I know this must be hard for you, Mr. Uh, Millings.
00:41:55But we need you to be very specific, but we need you to be very specific about what happened.
00:41:58How did you know she was in the dumpster?
00:42:01Um, because I heard her crying.
00:42:05You heard her crying?
00:42:11And then?
00:42:12I heard her crying.
00:42:20And I opened the dumpster and I, I looked and, um...
00:42:30Miss Millings, it's perfectly normal for an experience like this to be traumatic.
00:42:40And not just for her, but for you as well.
00:42:41You're both victims.
00:42:45It's okay.
00:42:46Just tell us what you remember.
00:42:53You, um, you called her Ella.
00:42:56How did you know her name?
00:42:57Or is that the name you gave her?
00:42:58She was in, in, in, in the bag, in, in, in, in this bag.
00:43:05And there was a note.
00:43:07Okay, good.
00:43:08What did the note say?
00:43:11It said that her name was Ella.
00:43:15And where's the note?
00:43:24I don't know.
00:43:26Oh, my God.
00:43:28I think I lost it.
00:43:35Is there a number I can reach you, Mr. Millings?
00:43:40Can you come back, please?
00:43:42Mm-hmm.
00:43:42If you want.
00:43:46Can you, uh, write down that information?
00:43:49What's your name and address here?
00:43:53Do you think that, uh...
00:43:56Do you think Ella's gonna be okay?
00:43:58Yes.
00:43:59Yeah.
00:43:59Yes, Ella will be very well taken care of.
00:44:02I promise.
00:44:04She's aware of the state now within the Department of Children and Family Services,
00:44:07and we'll do our best to track down someone in her family,
00:44:10but if not, she'll be placed in proper foster care and then adoption.
00:44:13It's a bit of a process, unfortunately, but...
00:44:18Well, I could take care of her, you know?
00:44:21I mean, I could...
00:44:22I could adopt her.
00:44:25Yeah.
00:44:25That is incredibly sweet of you.
00:44:31Well, unfortunately, that's out of my power jurisdiction to decide whether or not you qualify to foster this child.
00:44:37But I understand the urge you want to help, I do.
00:44:42And you can help us by giving us all the information you have now.
00:44:47If anything comes to you, please feel free to call me, okay?
00:45:50Um, they want to talk to you.
00:45:55Hey, you mind stepping out and chatting with us for a second?
00:45:59It's okay.
00:46:00We don't bite.
00:46:05So, uh, the report says you found the baby in a dumpster.
00:46:13The dumpster here at work?
00:46:14Yeah.
00:46:15Okay, and in your statement, it says that this incident occurred yesterday morning.
00:46:23Okay, Mr. Millings, do you mind taking us over to that dumpster?
00:46:33You just found her in a gym bag with a note, nothing else?
00:46:42Well, what about that wall rent, though?
00:46:44We checked with your management, and they say you didn't work yesterday morning.
00:46:50In fact, they say you haven't worked since Wednesday night.
00:46:54What you been doing since then, Mr. Millings?
00:47:02We know about your record, but you're still a parolee in the good state of California, aren't you?
00:47:06I can bet you count the days you can leave the state.
00:47:10Hey, um, can I get faxed you back?
00:47:14You weren't here on Friday.
00:47:15It's last week's paycheck.
00:47:16I'm going to have to call the higher-ups about this whole baby thing.
00:47:19If you being an ex-con and all, we're going to want to know.
00:47:22I'm going to have to call the higher-ups about this whole baby thing.
00:47:52Have a good one.
00:48:01Next.
00:48:09Do you have a bus to Wyoming?
00:48:12Okay, sir.
00:48:14Where in Wyoming would you like to go?
00:48:15On 12 Trackhead Avenue, Casper, Wyoming, 82602.
00:48:20Oh, all right.
00:48:21Is that a round trip or one way?
00:48:24Yeah, one way.
00:48:27And when do you plan on leaving?
00:48:30Now.
00:48:30Do you plan on leaving?
00:48:40Okay.
00:51:40Can I fucking help you?
00:53:39Don't choke.
00:53:55Through a drink for your drink.
00:53:56No.
00:53:56Yeah.
00:53:57I don't know.
00:53:59Is that better?
00:54:04Don't die on me.
00:54:05I don't know what to do with me.
00:54:35Would you like a sandwich?
00:54:37What?
00:54:39Would you like a sandwich?
00:54:41What kind of sandwich?
00:54:43Um...
00:54:45Mustard of a male.
00:54:47You're gonna make me a mustard and mayonnaise sandwich.
00:54:51If you want. If you don't want.
00:54:53No, yeah, sure.
00:54:55Let's go, bro.
00:54:57Make me that mustard and mayonnaise sandwich.
00:55:02Okay.
00:55:05Okay.
00:55:25Wait, can you cut the crust off?
00:55:27No, I'm fucking kidding.
00:55:29No, it looks amazing.
00:55:31That's...
00:55:33Okay.
00:55:35Okay.
00:55:37Okay.
00:55:39Okay.
00:55:41Okay.
00:55:43Okay.
00:55:45Okay.
00:55:46Okay.
00:55:47Okay, alright.
00:55:49Okay, right.
00:55:51How was I do it?
00:55:53Can I do it?
00:55:55It can fix it?
00:55:57Yeah.
00:56:02Would you wait in spots?
00:56:03Yeah, can I do it?
00:56:06Pulled around in a tree
00:56:07Just sit in your room
00:56:15Smoking menthols and oven you'd need
00:56:18Smile
00:56:23Until you remember
00:56:27How evening passed
00:56:30Smile
00:56:34Until you don't need to
00:56:38Control yourself
00:56:40I'm Di, I am from Fort Collins, Colorado
00:56:49I'm 25 years old
00:56:50I'm an Aries, favorite color is purple
00:56:54My favorite movie is
00:56:56The Year of Living Dangerously
00:56:58And
00:56:58My last name is Phil
00:57:02That's nice
00:57:05Okay, you go
00:57:08Go
00:57:09Go
00:57:10Go
00:57:11Go
00:57:12Go
00:57:13Go
00:57:13Come on, you
00:57:14Well, I said my name is Russell
00:57:16Yeah, hi Russ
00:57:17I got that, okay
00:57:18What else?
00:57:21You're making me forget
00:57:23Russ, come on
00:57:24Before these mountains
00:57:26Like devour us
00:57:27And we never see each other again
00:57:29Yeah
00:57:31Um
00:57:33Where are you from?
00:57:36Well, Casper, Wyoming
00:57:38No
00:57:38No
00:57:39Nobody is from Casper
00:57:42Oh, no
00:57:43Pick another place
00:57:44No
00:57:44But I mean, I am
00:57:45That's where I was born
00:57:47That's a year
00:57:47I'm fucking with you
00:57:49Oh
00:57:50Okay, keep going
00:57:52Russ from Casper
00:57:55The most boring sounding place there is
00:57:57Wyoming
00:57:58Well, it's
00:57:59Well, I'm
00:58:00I'm 44 years old
00:58:0244?
00:58:03Like
00:58:0344
00:58:04Yeah, gotcha
00:58:05Okay
00:58:05I mean, that's old, dude
00:58:07Like
00:58:07That's dust in the wind
00:58:09Old
00:58:09Okay, what else?
00:58:16I don't
00:58:17I don't know
00:58:17What's your favorite color?
00:58:23Red
00:58:23Wow
00:58:25Okay
00:58:26Didn't see that coming
00:58:28Um
00:58:29What's your favorite movie?
00:58:32Um
00:58:32I
00:58:33I like Predator a lot
00:58:36When I was young
00:58:37You did
00:58:37Predator, like
00:58:41Arnold
00:58:43Yeah
00:58:43Hasta la vista, baby
00:58:45Oh, that's
00:58:46No, that's Terminator
00:58:48But
00:58:48Whatever
00:58:49Oh, my God
00:58:50You suck at this
00:58:50Okay, keep going
00:58:54With what?
00:58:56I don't
00:58:56I don't
00:58:57What else?
00:58:58What do you mean?
00:58:59Like
00:58:59What's your sign?
00:59:01Oh, well
00:59:02I'm Scorpio
00:59:03No
00:59:03Fucking
00:59:04No
00:59:05No
00:59:07What?
00:59:12Jesus
00:59:12I'll take care of that
00:59:13I can't fucking talk to you
00:59:16This is stupid
00:59:39All right
00:59:40Listen
00:59:40I'm kidding
00:59:41Okay
00:59:42I'm just kidding
00:59:42I mean, I'm not kidding
00:59:44About, like, all the guys
00:59:46And my dad
00:59:47All being Scorpios
00:59:48But
00:59:48I will give you
00:59:51Another chance
00:59:52Okay
00:59:54Um
00:59:56Okay
00:59:59What's
01:00:00What's your last name?
01:00:04Millings
01:00:05Millings?
01:00:07Yeah
01:00:07Russell Millings?
01:00:10Yeah
01:00:10That's me
01:00:11Russell Millings
01:00:13You got a middle name?
01:00:15Yeah
01:00:15Earl
01:00:18Earl?
01:00:18Yeah
01:00:19Earl?
01:00:20For real?
01:00:21Earl?
01:00:21Yeah
01:00:22Russell Earl Millings
01:00:24I guess
01:00:26I guess
01:00:26Wait, what?
01:00:27What?
01:00:28Because now you don't sound so sure
01:00:30Oh, no, I'm sure
01:00:31I'm sure
01:00:31That's me
01:00:32Yeah
01:00:32Do you have some more napkins?
01:00:47I gotta go
01:00:48To the bathroom
01:00:49Yeah
01:00:52Okay, I'll be back
01:00:59Union Station, downtown Denver is next
01:01:17Well
01:01:23If you're ever
01:01:38Denver
01:01:39Go to Green Locks
01:01:42It's my brother's cafe
01:01:43And if I'm still there
01:01:44We can hang
01:01:46Yeah
01:01:47Green Locks
01:01:50Um
01:01:54Good
01:01:58Luck with life
01:02:01Russell Earl Millings
01:02:05Yeah, you too
01:02:06Excuse me
01:02:08Sorry
01:02:09Thank you for the mustard
01:02:15And mayo sandwich, dude
01:02:16Yo
01:02:37Bye
01:02:39People
01:02:40I
01:02:40That
01:02:41What
01:02:41I
01:02:41I
01:02:42I
01:02:42I
01:02:43I
01:02:43I
01:02:44Oh, my God.
01:03:14Oh, my God.
01:03:44Oh, my God.
01:04:14Oh, my God.
01:04:44Oh, my God.
01:05:14I'm sorry it took me so long to get here.
01:05:22It isn't going the way I thought of life.
01:05:26I don't even know what I'm doing with myself anymore.
01:05:35I struggle with myself so much, Mama.
01:06:00I don't know what I'm doing.
01:06:01I'm sorry, Dad.
01:06:12Thank you for being my parents.
01:06:17I'm sorry.
01:06:18I don't know what I'm into.
01:06:19I'll move on.
01:06:22All right.
01:06:52How can I help you, sir?
01:07:02I'm here to open my safety deposit box.
01:07:05Okay. What's the number in the box?
01:07:08Um, my dad, he gave me his keys and told me to come here.
01:07:14And who's your father?
01:07:16David Earl Millings.
01:07:18What's your name?
01:07:21Russell.
01:07:23You say that you're his son.
01:07:28I wouldn't say I'm his son. I'm his son.
01:07:35You have an ID, Mr. Millings?
01:07:37Just give me one sec.
01:07:49Okay.
01:07:53Can I see you?
01:07:54I think there's a train in here.
01:08:00I think there's a train in here.
01:08:00I can't even go across them.
01:08:02Last thing you want me to do.
01:08:04Yeah.
01:08:04I'll get Joey to get him out of here.
01:08:08Take care. Thank you.
01:08:09Here you go, Mr. Millings.
01:08:19I'm Jim Pett, manager here.
01:08:22I am so sorry for any misunderstandings.
01:08:31We were wondering when you were going to stop by.
01:08:34You know, your father, he was a, well, he was a client here for many years.
01:08:43Good man.
01:08:43Do you know what's in our box?
01:08:51Right this way.
01:08:54Just back here, Jeannie.
01:08:55I'll give you a few moments alone.
01:09:12When you need me, I'll be right outside, Mr. Millings.
01:09:25I'll give you a few moments alone.
01:09:55I'll give you a few moments alone.
01:10:25Real-bye.
01:10:26Bye.
01:10:26Bye.
01:10:29Bye.
01:10:35Bye.
01:10:44Bye.
01:10:44Son, I can only imagine the road that you've traveled.
01:11:06I'm writing you a New Year's Eve.
01:11:10Tomorrow is a new millennium, a new decade, a new year.
01:11:14A new day.
01:11:17Folks are saying it's all coming to an end with this Y2K shit, but I don't believe it.
01:11:24I think about you a lot, Ruski.
01:11:28I imagine you in that prison.
01:11:32I try to take away the world between us.
01:11:37And then I try to take away the walls that hold you.
01:11:42And I see you.
01:11:44You're asleep in your cell, hovering in the dark air.
01:11:50Alone.
01:11:52I call out your name in the night.
01:11:55You will only ever be my boy.
01:11:58The guy I found in your mother's arms that November afternoon.
01:12:07You were the happiest guy.
01:12:09The guy who shared everything with everyone.
01:12:12The guy who taught me how to love.
01:12:17I love you, Ruski.
01:12:19So I'm giving them all to you, Ruski.
01:12:23The Tyrian plum alone should get you back on your feet.
01:12:26And your other key is to a storage unit just down the street.
01:12:30Keep them, sell them, just find your way, Ruski.
01:12:36Ruski.
01:12:36Ruski.
01:12:37Ruski.
01:12:41It's a second chance after such a bad hand.
01:12:45Go see the world, son.
01:12:49Don't look back, buddy.
01:12:50Your mother used to say, once in a while, it hits people that they don't have to experience the world in the way they have been told to.
01:13:00Ha ha.
01:13:02Smartest girl I ever met.
01:13:03I love you, son.
01:13:09That can't change the past.
01:13:11But the past can't change that.
01:13:15I love you like a wolf loves the moon.
01:13:21Welcome home.
01:13:23Dad.
01:13:24Dad.
01:13:33Dad.
01:13:59Dad.
01:13:59Dad.
01:13:59Dad.
01:14:03Hi, Mr. Millings. Good to see you again. How can I help you?
01:14:10I was here to check on Ella.
01:14:12Yes, I did get all of your emails.
01:14:15Ella is doing great, and we've got to be contacted by any of her relatives,
01:14:19but she is thriving in a temporary home right now.
01:14:24That's... that's...
01:14:26Hmm.
01:14:28I looked into the adoption process, remember?
01:14:33Okay, listen. I'm gonna be completely frank with you, Mr. Millings.
01:14:38You are going to have a tough go at it. I'm not saying it's impossible.
01:14:42You know, I... I... I realize that. That's unlikely. You know, that...
01:14:46I mean, that's not why I'm here. I'm here to give this to you.
01:14:53It's for Ella.
01:14:55Okay.
01:14:56And if you could give it to her on her 18th birthday, okay?
01:15:03Wait, uh, why her 18th birthday?
01:15:08Because that's the way the trust was set up.
01:15:10That's what they said.
01:15:11That way it would be just for her, and she would be ready.
01:15:15Can you make sure that she gets it?
01:15:18Yeah, of course.
01:15:19Okay. I sent all this to you in an email with information about the trust and instructions.
01:15:24And it's best if you leave the envelope in the plastic. It protects the stamps.
01:15:30Oh, thank you.
01:15:35Have a nice trip.
01:15:50Next.
01:16:00Where would you like to go, sir?
01:16:02On a brand new room
01:16:09Where you stumble around in a tree
01:16:13Just sit in your room
01:16:20Smoking menthols and oven you need
01:16:24Smile
01:16:28Smile
01:16:28Until you remember how evening passed
01:16:35Smile
01:16:39Until you don't need to control yourself
01:16:46When the light goes on
01:16:53Will you stand in the mirror for me
01:16:56When the light goes on
01:16:57Will you stand in the mirror for me
01:16:57Put your best shirt on
01:17:04There's someone important to see
01:17:07Smile
01:17:12Smile
01:17:12Smile
01:17:14Smile
01:17:14Smile
01:17:14Smile
01:17:14Smile
01:17:15Smile
01:17:15Smile
01:17:16Smile
01:17:22Smile
01:17:23Somebody
01:17:25Somebody needs you
01:17:27And always will
01:17:29They always will
01:17:32Remind yourself
01:17:35There's nobody watching
01:17:38Remind yourself
01:17:45There's nobody watching
01:17:49Remind yourself
01:18:02There's nobody watching
01:18:04Smile, smile like you've been here a thousand times
01:18:24Smile, smile like words in your heart and your memory run
01:18:35Remind yourself there's nobody watching
01:18:43Remind yourself there's nobody watching
01:18:55Remind yourself there's nobody watching
01:19:13Remind yourself there's nobody watching
01:19:43Remind yourself there's nobody watching
01:19:55I knew you from another life you figured I'd forget
01:20:03A sunny itch slipped away slinging siloids
01:20:13But on the pavement runs the same in my dusty window range
01:20:21And a twisted bass and a packs of glass
01:20:27It hasn't ended yet
01:20:31Counting out of miles
01:20:35A million empty times
01:20:39Something tells me maybe I'll never find a way
01:20:49Entering your heart
01:20:59I'll never find a way
01:21:01Ask the music
01:21:03I'll never find a way