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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:05For those of you watching, I thank you for watching.
00:08So, Shia, I have the backup recording.
00:14I have a cup of coffee here, Shia.
00:24This is, um, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia.
00:28Anyone else who's watching wants to help Shia and Alyssa, not her, and attack Shia and Alyssa.
00:34So, Shia, I have lots of things to talk to you about.
00:38However, um, I'm going, I'm kind of, um, going to probably not remember everything that I'm supposed to tell you.
00:51Because I haven't been writing things down.
00:52Uh, this is walnut taped to my thumb.
01:00I saw on YouTube, uh, I searched on YouTube acupressure.
01:05Or, searched on Google acupressure and it went to a YouTube video.
01:10Or, uh, I sent, uh, looked on YouTube for acupressure.
01:15In this, I saw, uh, video of someone from India, uh, taping a walnut to their thumb.
01:24Because the, the brain is associated with the thumb.
01:29So, Shia, you know how when people meditate, they press on their thumbs?
01:33So, press on your thumbs, or put something on your thumbs.
01:39Uh, because this might release the AI in our brain.
01:44There's very few acupressure points that I found for brain.
01:48There's one in the ear, like right here.
01:52Right here is, uh, if you press on that, that's for the brain.
02:01It's right in the corner section, right there.
02:04Like, it's like right where the corpus.
02:07And, I haven't seen a lot on the internet for acupressure for brain.
02:12Um, uh, but this is an easy one, and basically you can just press all around the thumb, on, on the back, the front, the top.
02:25And, this walnut, I think it has to do with the walnut being shaped as a brain.
02:34And, pressing down when you tape it, it makes pressure.
02:37So, I'm trying to do this, Shia, because I noticed after not driving for, uh, around.
02:47I think that I got so many attacks out in public.
02:51It's like being punched in the head over and over and over, thousands of times.
02:55Because I've noticed my brain injury has worsened.
02:59Uh, like, just very forgetful.
03:02My mother's catching me doing things wrong in the kitchen several times.
03:07Uh, and asking for help on how to do things.
03:11Uh, even driving, I can't talk to her and drive at the same time.
03:16It has to be silent.
03:18If I talk to her, I start messing up with driving.
03:22Uh, not following the directions correctly, etc.
03:29So, anyways.
03:32My mom is, I'm not talking about my mom in this video.
03:35It seems like it's better this time.
03:37Obviously, I'm not going to be staying here for too long.
03:41Uh, there seems to be complications with buying a car, Shia.
03:46Me and my mom went out to one, two different places.
03:51And there was attacks.
03:53Uh, there were some more lies.
03:54But, I don't think I'm going to explain it to you in this video because, actually, I might have to explain it to you in this video so that you can, because I'll forget if I don't, I'll forget what happened.
04:06That's why I'm drinking a cup of coffee, Shia.
04:08Uh, so, in regards to Billy, Billy Graham, Shia, I've been watching Billy Graham, and I look up his history, his, uh, history with his wife of 63 years.
04:25Um, I really like this video, Shia, that I want you to watch.
04:32Uh, it's called, How God Introduces You to Your Soulmate.
04:42And, how God Introduces You to His Soulmate.
04:50Um, are you really going to like this?
05:00Uh, this was really, um, important for us to watch, Shia.
05:09It's going to be very helpful for you.
05:12Um, so, watch that video, Shia.
05:20Uh, I've been, actually, I've been looking up him and his wife.
05:27I think that, um, they actually believed in Islam.
05:33Uh, and in one of the videos that I'm going to watch, it talks about why he loves Islam.
05:41Um, he's a Christian evangelist, him and his wife, Ruth.
05:45Ruth Bell Graham.
05:47So they were, I think, I, I told my dad on the phone, Shia, about Billy Graham.
05:53He knows.
05:54He goes, he's, he's the best, uh, Christian minister.
05:59He worked with all the presidents.
06:02Uh, I didn't know that.
06:06He worked with all the presidents.
06:09So it's possible he's kind of elite.
06:14I did still see something about his son.
06:18Uh, I think Trump may have did some kind of ceremony about Ruth.
06:25And maybe done something with his son.
06:29But anyways, Shia, this is a really good sermon.
06:31I, I think with all these rakias that I listen to, because it's in a foreign language,
06:38it's not really enough in regards to, like, prayer, listening to prayers.
06:43I really have to start listening to the curan in English as well, because I'm not completely
06:54connecting with the language.
06:57Obviously, it doesn't matter in regards to the exorcism and the healing.
07:02However, I have to become more religious in regards to prayer.
07:08And I still haven't been praying five times a day.
07:12There's been a lot of interference, Shia, of this brain injury.
07:15And the AI perception is not helping.
07:18But, watch this sermon, Shia.
07:20I'm going to watch it again, too.
07:22It's very hopeful.
07:23It also made me kind of sad, because, uh, and I was given information while I was watching
07:31it, that we were supposed to be together at 19 years old, like Ruth and Billy Graham.
07:39It was interference and the crime, the kidnapping, and the torture that kept us apart, Shia.
07:46It really, and if, whether this is part of God's plan or not, yeah, obviously it's going
07:52to backfire against a lot of people, because we weren't allowed to be together for so long.
07:58So, but, I think, um, you're very tired, Shia, and you're very sad.
08:06I can feel it.
08:07And don't, don't, um, so, anyways, um, so I'm going to look at the Billy Graham's work.
08:22I think him and his wife kind of bother me a little bit.
08:26I think that they're a reptilian species.
08:29I could be wrong.
08:31Um, however, they obviously have their soul, and I looked it up that djinns do have souls.
08:39I might, uh, djinns do have souls.
08:43Uh, some of them are soulless because they sold it or something, or it was taken from them.
08:48Um, that's the one thing that kind of bothers me.
08:55Um, however, it could be the demons in my body reacting to their voices also that's making
09:03them irritated.
09:04That's possible.
09:05So, so, they're not all, not all djinns are bad.
09:13Uh, I mean, this, this, uh, couple, Billy and Ruth Graham are very, very good people from
09:28just what I have seen.
09:29And I, my dad said he's one of the best.
09:31I didn't know my dad was, knew anything about the gospel and ministry and sermons, but he,
09:40my dad said on the phone, yeah, I see sermon, I see ministers on the TV, and I was stealing
09:46hundreds of dollars from people at a time, taking all their money, and I call them up
09:52and tell them to stop ripping people off.
09:55I, I can picture my dad doing that.
09:57But, uh, actually, I was a little shocked that he would do that.
10:04However, uh, I'm not really surprised.
10:09I didn't think he'd care as much to call and, uh, say that, but.
10:13My dad told me to take a couple days off in regards to car hunting because it's not really
10:21working, Shia.
10:23I'm getting attacked, and they don't want to sell a car to me.
10:26Luckily, the cars that we're trading in, this is my car, is under her name, so it's possible
10:33she could go on her own.
10:34Um, uh, so I'm going to have to explain to you some of the things that happened at the
10:39car dealerships, and my mom wants to be more involved, and I think part of the reason is
10:49because people don't want to help me.
10:51If 95% of the people are attacking me right now in public, why would on earth would someone
10:59at a car dealership want to give me a good deal on a good car so that I could continue
11:07doing what I'm doing so that more and more hundreds of thousands of people get mad at
11:11me?
11:12They'd get tortured.
11:12So, let me show you the photos, though, real quick first.
11:25Um, and I definitely haven't shown you 2,933 photos.
11:39So, this is a channel that I like, though, that you should watch.
11:45It's called Vision Power- no, it's called Powerful Vision.
11:49Powerful Vision.
11:51That's a- Powerful Vision is with the Billy Graham.
11:57I tried to see if, uh, her- his wife spoke a little bit, but she does.
12:03She's- I let- I think that-
12:07I got some conscious awareness just from listening to some of the sermons, so I think
12:12that the reason why my mom keeps saying, Billy Graham, Billy Graham, Billy Graham, is possible
12:18or there's a reason?
12:21And my dad said he's one of the best.
12:24He helped all the presidents.
12:25He says he doesn't rip people off.
12:28Do things like that.
12:29So, I like the setup better in my mother's room.
12:38She has the table over in the corner instead, near the TV.
12:44I want to show it to you.
12:48Um, actually, I have to skip some photos because I don't want to start drama.
12:52I saw the 2141, and I think that's possibly, uh, you doing the matching views.
13:00I'm still, uh, they're- they're still trying to trick me and the criminals, uh, saying those
13:08are big numbers by the hacker.
13:10Well, it doesn't really matter.
13:11Uh, I know that you are giving me signs all the time, Shia, and attempting to give me
13:18signs with the numbers, so it doesn't really matter.
13:21You're on- I know that you're on the internet trying to give me signs every day.
13:25So, whether they're rigged or not, it's- it's still proof that you're, uh, giving me signs
13:31every day, because I can tell.
13:32So, so I took some photographs, uh, I took some videos of my brother yelling, but I'm
13:39not going to play- replay them on the internet right now.
13:44Um, this- it's very AI.
13:49It's not completely- it's a- it's a phrenia.
13:53Uh, I liked how the paracurine listed off the different things with, uh, um, a little
14:02emoji.
14:05How the rakia- I've been listening to a lot of rakias, a lot of spiritual- actually, I've
14:12been listening to spiritual zen as much, I really need to.
14:15It says, the rakia destroys jinn possession, black magic, evil eye, negative energy, shaitan
14:22whispers.
14:23So, I listen to these Kiran rakia, shaitan, because they work.
14:29There's no- there's a- there's a reason why I keep listening to Kiran- we keep listening
14:32to Kiran rakia- is because they work, shaitan.
14:38Uh, very, very powerful.
14:41And, uh, I listened to Dolphin Alch- I put Dolphin Alchemy on loop on the TV, shaitan.
14:48Uh, kept- kept stopping- I had- I put it on the playlist that has, like, a hundred videos.
14:56It stopped after every single group and cluster of, uh, the video things.
15:02Uh, I'm pretty sure the criminal hacker stopped that, and the criminal hacker already, uh,
15:14messed up my video and turned my computer off the first two minutes of making this video.
15:18I- I just- I can't, shaitan, I can't- the- the- the expressing the attacks, it's possible
15:25it's antipossession and I can't express it every single time.
15:28It's very spirit killing, shaitan.
15:30It's just like an automatic fail, you fail, you fail, you fail.
15:33So, you are going to die, you're going to die, you're not going to be with Shia.
15:38Uh, and all this panic and anxiety and stress with all these- these things happening to my
15:49laptop, Shia.
15:50Uh, for some reason, there's some kinds of cord synesthetic implants that happen that
15:56try very hard to make me not be able to explain it to you, and when I do, I get tortured, and
16:02it's- it's very, very painful to my brain.
16:05It's very, very, very exhausting to explain it.
16:09So, I- uh, I watched this video on this person with psychosis, um,
16:18um, and the criminal hacker changed the subtitles to Arabic.
16:27So, these are also- this also happened, uh, very frequently.
16:32There was some sort of discriminating attack against, uh, Arabic language.
16:41Uh, but this- this schizophrenic- schizophrenic was rolling his eyes around.
16:49That's not just schizophrenia, that's brain damage.
16:53I mean, there's so much- there's so many people on this planet, Shia,
16:58that's, like, so tortured.
17:00I can't imagine how God would do this, and all I can think is,
17:05this isn't really completely God's planet, or was God's planet.
17:14It's just- it's too much- there's too much torture and pain and evil.
17:18So, I have to go-
17:21I got this email, helping families with math education.
17:26She- this blog- this person, Alexander Colchins, says,
17:34I love your insights on sustainable fashion trends.
17:38In your LinkedIn post.
17:42So, this could be random, but they're trying to promote Russian math tutors.
17:51This could be a complete, uh, attack, because of my math skills and my issues with math.
18:01This is the whole part of the problem with this car.
18:05I can't figure out how to, like, financially figure out how much a monthly payment plan would be
18:12with- with buying a car.
18:14And, all the- they're doing all the calculations in front of me, and I can't even follow.
18:21It's- this has been going on my whole life, though.
18:25So, I showed you my- I showed you my drug test, Shia.
18:34I was thinking about sending this out to get confirmation.
18:38I don't think I'm gonna spend $9, though, to ship it out.
18:42I might- I might.
18:43But, this was the- this was the test, and it just- the lines kind of didn't look completely clear,
18:53so it bothered me.
18:55But, it got even clearer from the- last time.
19:04And then, this was the-
19:06So, you obviously know, Shia, that I'm drugging alcohol-free, but if you were programmed-
19:11if you were mind-controlled and lied to for so many years, that could do something to
19:17your brain, and they could even force you to think that I'm on drugs and alcohol.
19:22I don't believe you're on drugs and alcohol.
19:31I don't think you'd believe I'm on drugs and alcohol, Shia.
19:42Actually, I know for sure you're not on drugs and alcohol, but the telepathic reporters tell me all the time.
19:47So, I probably should send it out to have proof, extra proof.
19:57It would be more- for the criminal investigation, it would be more like-
20:02It would look more- I don't know.
20:06Uh, I saw a little deer crossing the street over here.
20:10There were some attacks, I'm not going to go into detail.
20:24Uh, I had- me and my mom went to Walmart and got the $5 Southwest salad, so she really liked it.
20:31The chicken, the cheese, the grilled chicken, the cheese, the crispy fried onions, and the chipotle salad dressing.
20:41It's very, very tasty.
20:43And then, yesterday, I had to eat very quickly, because my mom- I didn't know she was gone.
20:50And I was down in the kitchen, and Austin came up and kind of scared me,
20:54and I had to, like, run upstairs, because I don't- I'm afraid of my brother.
20:58But I had some pasta with teriyaki sauce.
21:02Not extremely healthy, surprisingly, um, it- it doesn't even- I should probably go get a few groceries.
21:09I don't know how long I'm going to be here, that's the problem.
21:13I don't really want to waste my money.
21:14She usually has more food than she- she has right now.
21:18However, I'm not going to- I don't really want her to buy all this food.
21:22It didn't make me feel like a pig.
21:24But I had a Pup-Tart today, which isn't that good.
21:27I had a tuna sandwich for dinner.
21:34But she'll- she'll- like, there'll be little things, um, that I'm not going to explain-
21:40I don't want to talk about the attack, Shaya.
21:43I really don't.
21:45So I think I showed you all the photographs.
21:47Um, now I have to explain to you- so we went to Subaru- we went to Toyota in White River Junction.
21:55And then we went to Subaru in, uh, Vermont.
22:05Basically, it was sort of- they were both attacks.
22:08Um, she doesn't want to, uh, put it- she doesn't want to trade her car in it because she still owes $5,000.
22:17And- or $5,000 or $7,000.
22:22And when she trades it in, it wouldn't be worth that much contributed towards the down payment.
22:28Uh, they offered $3,000 at Toyota for the trade-in for my vehicle.
22:35And my mom thinks that we should- we should at least get $5,000 for the trade-in.
22:41The first- the first, uh, one that we saw, Branson, at Toyota-White River Junction.
22:48He had a cup on his- he had a mug on his desk that said- that had, like, three mice running with the number one sign and a hat that said R and that there's only one thing wrong on the bottom of the mug.
23:08That's, like, one of those, uh, things where you have to, like, get- you get really confused.
23:14Like, what does it mean?
23:15Like, it's one of those weird- I think it's weird to have a- a- a mug on your desk that says there's only one thing wrong with these mice- three mice running in a- on the mug and- uh, that confused me.
23:34And then, like, you think about it and you just, like, you- what does it mean?
23:37And, like, you can never figure it out.
23:38I just think that that's not really good to put on your desk.
23:43It kind of, like, it kind of, like, makes you feel dumb.
23:48And then she also had a Disney cup with the- the villain with the lion.
23:56Like, three- three different movies from the cup.
23:59The villain with the big fat lady with the white streak on the hair.
24:05I think- what was that from?
24:08The big fat villain?
24:09No, the white streak.
24:11The- I don't know.
24:13Anyways, I don't really trust people that are into Disney.
24:17I've never been into Disney.
24:19I don't think I've been allowed to be into Disney.
24:23Like, it was- there's a funness and a specialness to all the Disney movies and everything.
24:30However, like, all of these adults that are still into Disney and, like, it's like a whole trend thing.
24:40I don't think it's good.
24:42I think there's something weird, mind control, going on with Disney.
24:45Anyways, this- this was pretty, uh, humiliating because, uh, in the parking lot, he's approaching us while sticking his finger in his mouth and picking the food out of his teeth.
25:02Uh, I couldn't believe that someone would be walking, staring straight at me, picking food out of his teeth.
25:09A sales agent.
25:09And then, what I'm thinking is, these are very small, um, companies.
25:18Like, not small companies.
25:20They are small corporate car places with not enough cars for options.
25:27The one that was shown to us was a- a Corolla- a- no, a- yeah, a Toyota Corolla hatchback, which is a very tiny car.
25:36It was a very tiny car, and it was, like, up- he showed us in, like, the car, um, maintenance garage with, like, up on the thing, and it was all dirty.
25:55That was really unprofessional.
25:57And he should have shown us a picture.
25:59I don't think a sales agent should do that.
26:03Uh, even if they're used, they have to be very clean-looking to show people, and I didn't ask for that.
26:11When I was looking at Forrester's, it was- so I said immediately when I saw, I said, this is a car for a youth- youthful person, someone very younger.
26:21It's too sporty, it's too small.
26:23I'm a 39-year-old female.
26:27It's just I'm not going to downgrade at this point from a Toyota Corolla to a small Corolla hatchback.
26:32It's, like, the same amount of gas, and, like, I already have claustrophobia, Shia.
26:38I have a problem with claustrophobia in this car.
26:40Uh, so I want to get an old Forrester.
26:45That's- that's what I want to get with lower mileage.
26:48Uh, Forrester's has more, uh, space up here.
26:54And there'll be enough room for us to sleep in the back of it.
26:59So that was pretty disappointing, and just a lot of waiting time, a lot of questions for nothing.
27:06Uh, I think there was more to that.
27:09But, but my mom was being very, like, he obviously, Shia, I don't- he obviously didn't want to make a sale, uh, and, uh, find me a car.
27:24It was pretty obvious, because I was- I was looking around, or he- they just didn't have the options available.
27:33So then we went to Subaru in Vermont, and this was- that- and this Branson was younger, but had said he'd been selling cars for 25 years, and was kind of giving a lot of attitude to me and my mom, and I couldn't believe it.
27:47Uh, it was very obvious he didn't think he was going to sell a car to me, and this was the Toyota that had bought this Corolla car in it.
27:55I think this Toyota place could've, like, probably just said, there's no way we're gonna give her another good car after all she's doing.
28:06If there's, uh, bad people in that company, or managing that company, there's no way they're gonna find me a nice car with low mileage.
28:16So then we went up to Subaru, Vermont, and this older person, this was all, I think, set up, organized, and rigged.
28:24This older person, which I think was- anyways, he had a framed picture of probably his son with his granddaughter, and they were on- at SeaWorld,
28:34and the- it was a framed picture of his son and his granddaughter, and this granddaughter was like, I don't know, five, six years old, with her mouth.
28:46Uh, screaming on the ride, and I just don't think that it's professional for a car salesperson to have a framed photo of their son with handlebar beard,
29:00which to me is very tacky, and then the daughter to be opening her mouth like she's yelling down the ride.
29:09Um, it's just not professional enough for a photo, and I think it's weird to have that on your desk.
29:17Uh, I- some of these people don't realize how weird they're showcasing their weirdness,
29:23and I don't think some of these sales agents realize how weird they're showcasing their weirdness.
29:36So he took my license, he took everything, he took all- he wanted to see my car insurance,
29:41all these things before he asked important questions that would rule out whether or not I could even buy a car there.
29:47And he said, I- he said, oh, I have two cars, when I said I wanted to look at the Forrester hatchbacks,
29:54uh, you have two cars, so why are you taking my- why are you taking my keys so that the- the car maintenance area can see how much the trading value is?
30:07Why are you taking my license? Why are you taking my car insurance, printing it, taking photographs of my license, car insurance, my car registration?
30:16So I ended up being- he, like, was just acting like everything's so cool, there's- we're definitely going to find a car for you.
30:22Now, everything's all good. We're gonna find a car for you.
30:25Like, all kind of, like, hyped up.
30:27And then, ended up being, no, you can't even afford a car.
30:32Uh, saying this to my- all to my mother.
30:34Sort of an attack to my mother, but I think she- it was sort of, uh, organized, so that she kind of knew.
30:41It was sort of- she- she- basically, he did not give out his information in his name.
30:49Um, it was Berlin- B-E-R-L-E-I in Vermont. Berlin, Vermont.
30:55He didn't give his name to us. He took our names, though.
30:58And you're questioning, why are you in Vermont if you live in New Hampshire and buy a car here?
31:02And then with B2K, are you a criminal?
31:05And then he was getting out, like, very negative, like, to, like, the point where I could just read his energy when I said I only want to pay $2.50 a month.
31:16Kind of very snobby, like, oh, okay, like, I don't really want to work for you and do business with you.
31:22I thought, I mean, what is that, $50 less than what an average car payment is?
31:29So I'm very stressed, shy about the car, and that ended up being a very big attack.
31:37My mom wanted to go home after.
31:39He said- he just looked her straight in the eye and said,
31:41If you want to buy a car and have a payment for $250 a month, you're going to have to buy, like, a $15,000 car and put down $8,000 in cash to have a $250 a month payment.
31:58So that was a lie.
32:00And he also said that you have to have a title in California.
32:06You have to- the title has to be from California.
32:09There's this whole program, shy about the title, which is the ownership of the car.
32:13I was not allowed to have it in my possession since the entire time I've been driving these cars.
32:22I was not allowed to have any possession of the title.
32:25I was told repeatedly, no, this is the original title.
32:30You can't- that's the only thing that exists.
32:35If that gets lost, you're in trouble.
32:37All of these things- so my head was, I better keep it with Toyota, the title,
32:42so- because if I lose it, well, we won't be able to sell it or anything.
32:47And if it gets stolen, they can steal my car and have the title, blah, blah, blah.
32:51Well, the problem is, that was the total AI thing.
32:55And it's to keep me very, very afraid and sick.
32:58To keep it- make it known that I don't have ownership of the vehicle.
33:02Uh, I go online and find out that you can spend $27 to pay for a duplicate of the title.
33:13And the problem with this sales agent was saying,
33:16well, you've got to go back to California if you want to buy a car because you don't have the title here.
33:20You have to go to California because you need a California title.
33:22That was a lie.
33:23I can buy it on dmv.com.
33:26This was another attempt, just like the Subaru from yesterday that said,
33:31you have no physical capability of buying a car anywhere else but California because of the admissions test.
33:38So these types of lies, so these types of lies are very serious, Shia.
33:43California, they're very, very serious.
33:46And there's this whole thing where I need to go back to California with this 176,000-mile car that I thought was dying.
33:56And the whole- but the whole reason why I have to be back here, my mom figured it out.
34:03You can't trade in a vehicle without both-
34:06Because our names are on the-
34:09Both our names are on the car.
34:11You can't trade it in without the other person being there signing the documents.
34:20Because it's not just my car.
34:23So anyways, I'm still going to try to get the Forrester, Shia.
34:28An older Forrester, like a 2018-19.
34:31Those are actually-
34:34Actually, I really actually like the style of the car.
34:37I originally didn't like it because there was like AI on it when I looked at them.
34:41But now that I'm looking around, I think those would be a really good car for us, Shia.
34:48So I wanted to show you a few of the things in regards to possibly with our living situation in the future.
35:03Where is it?
35:06Basically, I got really inspired to look up SSI, living in the vehicle.
35:15I think I might have got screwed over from SSI when I was living in my vehicle.
35:22Because they wouldn't-
35:23I didn't qualify for SSI, living in my vehicle.
35:26I was still barely making it by the end of the month.
35:29Uh, I don't think that was supposed to happen.
35:35And I might, um, I might find out that that wasn't supposed to happen.
35:42But, uh, I have to go to the-
35:44So, when we are together, disabled couples,
35:52we'll-
35:52I will-
35:53Say I get $1,200 a month.
35:57Or say you get $1,200 a month.
35:59Because when we get married, we'll have to pay-
36:04We'll-
36:05Only one of us-
36:07One of us will only get 50% of the $1,200.
36:10Uh, because they consider that we would use less money if we're together.
36:17So, that's fine, Shia.
36:21We won't need that.
36:23I saw on Amazon, they have these tiny houses
36:26that are, uh, for sale.
36:30$10,000 tiny house.
36:33So, they have tiny house kits.
36:35They have container houses that are foldable, that you just fold out.
36:39And, we might not have to build a tiny home.
36:43Because, uh, because of our health issues, we might not be able to build a tiny home.
36:54Um, these foldable containers,
36:57they're called modern, portable, expandable tiny home.
37:05And, unless we can build a tiny home cheaper than that.
37:12But, I did some more research in, like, lots to build a tiny home on.
37:18Are between $500 to $900 a month.
37:22I think it's probably some of the lower priced would be less lot space.
37:28So, we would be too close to the tiny home.
37:32So, we're going to have to try to find a place.
37:34But, Colorado has a lot of tiny home villages and communities.
37:39Uh, Escalante was the one that I was going to sublet.
37:42That ended up, I didn't, because it was a couple.
37:46It was an older couple.
37:48In their 60s.
37:50That were going to travel for, down south or something.
37:54For the warm temperature.
37:57And, uh, the whole time I was thinking, and I was, tough, but, Mary's probably telling me, too.
38:03You do not want to do this.
38:05You've been single your entire life.
38:07And, you're going to live in a married couple's tiny home.
38:11That is going to be pure torture.
38:13So, I ended up turning it down.
38:15They were very shocked.
38:15I was on my way to give them an $800 deposit.
38:20Uh, and I sent them an email and called them, and they were angry.
38:25And, that would have been awful, Shia.
38:28So, Escalante Village, though, I think, there's not a lot of space between the tiny homes.
38:33But, it's only $500 a month to rent the land.
38:37And, I think, that's what we're going to want to do.
38:41And, we can buy an expandable container home for $10,000 or less and pay monthly payments.
38:49Some of them offer monthly payments.
38:52I think Amazon offers monthly payments, $500 a month.
38:56So, we're obviously going to have to be very frugal, Shia, with our money.
38:59But, it's not going to matter.
39:01We're going to have so much rest and relaxation, less stress when we're together,
39:08that we're not going to care, Shia.
39:09And, also, there are a lot of things that I'm doing that could make my life better.
39:15Because of this AI possession and running around like crazy,
39:18because there's a schedule in regards to the spiritual ascension
39:20and going out of the energy vortex and lean lines,
39:23it's not like I'm not being able to take care of myself enough.
39:27I think once we get to be together, we're going to be able to take care of each other
39:32and take care of ourselves more.
39:34And, we're not going to...
39:37I don't think we're going to have to rush to each energy vortex location, either.
39:44We're going to be able to have more time
39:49and not waste as much gas by rushing around.
39:56So, I'm getting excited, Shia.
39:58And, um...
40:02I am still going to get a vehicle.
40:06It's because of my lack of education.
40:09I thought that because of my mom's lack of education,
40:15saying, oh, you want a hybrid.
40:17Oh, you want, like, a low mileage.
40:22No, I'm going to get a low mileage car,
40:24but she kind of...
40:27This is part of the AI where everything gets hyped up
40:31and I believe these things,
40:32and then they're like...
40:34Then I have to be punished and feel guilty about it.
40:36Um, because...
40:39So, it's not...
40:41It's not really good.
40:43And then she...
40:44So, my dad is going to put it in his name.
40:48However, I have to be able to afford it.
40:50So, it can't...
40:52Just because it's in his name and I'm the cosigner,
40:56it doesn't really mean, like,
40:59I can spend over $300 a month.
41:03I'm going to go over my budget.
41:05I don't think I'm going to be able to afford a car cheaper than $300 a month
41:10if I move out of that apartment and just live homeless.
41:15My SSI...
41:16An SSI might be taken from me, like, last time.
41:19And I only have SSDI and that was decreased to...
41:23I was only, like...
41:24I was only living off of, like, I think, $800 a month
41:26when I was living in my car.
41:29From what I remember,
41:32I said I don't call out for SSI because I live in my car.
41:35Because, like,
41:37there's saying something like,
41:41gas doesn't count and living in your car doesn't count as rent or something.
41:47I don't know.
41:49Anyways, I'm going to have to call them
41:50because I think that might have been corrupt.
41:55I don't really think it's fair that you would give someone living in their car less money
42:00because obviously you're already way more poor
42:05than if you had to be in an apartment.
42:09So...
42:10But there is this whole thing, like, I have to take my belongings...
42:14There's a repeated thing that I have to take my belongings to that apartment immediately
42:18and move back here or...
42:21Once I get a vehicle and move in, I have to take my stuff out.
42:26There's this constant threat.
42:28Well, they can illegally kick me out if they want to.
42:32I'm going to continue to go back there and check on my things and everything.
42:39However, I guess I'm going to have to wait until the police are able to file...
42:48go in there and investigate and arrest them
42:51because that's the plan.
42:56But it's very scary and intimidating because there's so much corruption within the police department.
43:02It's very scary because even at the thought of filing another police report
43:07and having them show...
43:09showing them that,
43:11my parents are still not going to get involved
43:14and be a witness.
43:18They've never agreed to go over there.
43:20They agreed to take my belongings out of the apartment
43:22and have me go live with them.
43:26Or...
43:27That's not going to be the plan, though.
43:31So...
43:32I told you that the video is going to be ready by 10 p.m.
43:36I was watching the Billy Graham.
43:38I was listening to Kieran Rakesh.
43:40I was going to continue to...
43:42Yeah, it's very nice, Shia, to have some peace and quiet here.
43:48And my mom's sleeping on the couch, which is a miracle.
43:53She's not as...
43:54like she was the last time.
43:58I'm not going to...
43:59I don't want to go into that.
44:00But anyways...
44:03There's more peace and quiet up here.
44:08There's less stress.
44:10Obviously...
44:11It's still stressful.
44:17However...
44:19I'm going to get to take some of my Tums.
44:23I'm getting heartburn from the...
44:26Pup Tart and coffee.
44:27So...
44:34Know that I'm thinking about you, Shia.
44:41Thank you for listening, Shia.
44:44And I know that...
44:46Me telling you about my day is...
44:50Not always everything I have to say to you, but...
44:53This is the only way I can talk to you,
44:56is by telling you my day.
45:01I think there's more AI possession still than we think.
45:04I'm still getting rape-tortured for hours and hours and hours a day,
45:08which I'm not talking about as much,
45:09because I've been traveling on the road.
45:12It's not really something I have to...
45:14I'm supposed to be talking about.
45:18I've had...
45:19I think there's been much less torture,
45:23but not at all, really.
45:27And it is too stressful to be in a house when that's happening.
45:32I have to make sure that nobody's in the room when I'm in cooking in the kitchen.
45:37It's...
45:38I can't...
45:39I can't...
45:40This is a...
45:41This is...
45:42I don't know.
45:43I can't believe it's still continuing, Shia.
45:46It's going to stop soon, I've been told,
45:51but I've been told this for a very long time,
45:53and it's going to stop.
45:56So...
45:56I'm going to talk to you tomorrow, Shia.
46:00I know that I'm thinking about you.
46:02I know that you're very upset, Shia.
46:04I really don't think that anything that we're doing is our fault that we're not together.
46:14I think that there's been a lot of illegal crime and interference that has kept us away from each other for a very long time.
46:21So...
46:23But things are changing, Shia.
46:30So...
46:30Just know that I'm thinking about you, Shia.
46:32I'm going to play a video.
46:34And I'm going to go rest.
46:41And...
46:42Probably...
46:43I don't know if I'm going to search for a car tomorrow.
46:45I think I might just take a day off to rest.
46:54I don't really know what the plan is in regards to how long I'm going to be here.
47:00How long it's going to take to find a car.
47:03However, I'll tell you...
47:04I'll tell you more tomorrow, more information based on how the day goes tomorrow.
47:13How long it's possible I'll be able to find out.
47:18So...
47:18Just know that I'm thinking about you, Shia.
47:22I love you, Shia.
47:25Thank you, everybody, for watching.
47:26Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.
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